第15章

类别:其他 作者:Zane Grey字数:11482更新时间:18/12/18 14:45:39
Heglidedonabouttenshort,swiftstepsbeforehehalted。Thatwasasfarashispiercingeyescouldpenetrate。IftherehadbeenaguardstationedoutsidethestoreJeanwouldhaveseenhimbeforebeingseen。 Hesawthefence,reachedit,enteredtheyard,glidedinthedenseshadowofthebarnuntiltheblacksquarebegantoloomgray——thecolorofstoneatnight。Jeanpeeredthroughtheobscurity。Nodarkfigureofamanshowedagainstthatgraywall——onlyablackpatch,whichmustbetheholeinthefoundationmentioned。Arayoflightnowstreakedoutfromthelittleblackwindow。Totherightshowedthewide,blackdoor。 FartheronJeanglidedsilently。Thenhehalted。Therewasnoguardoutside。Jeanheardtheclinkofacap,thelazydrawlofaTexan,andthenastrong,harshvoice——Jorth’s。ItstrungJean’swholebeingtightandvibrating。Insidehewasonfirewhilecoldthrillsrippledoverhisskin。Ittooktremendouseffortofwilltoholdhimselfbackanotherinstanttolisten,tolook,tofeel,tomakesure。Andthatinstantchargedhimwithamightycurrentofhotblood,straining,throbbing,damming。 WhenJeanleapedthiscurrentburst。Inafewswiftboundshegainedhispointhalfwaybetweendoorandwindow。Heleanedhisrifleagainstthestonewall。Thenheswungtheax。Crash!Thewindowshuttersplitandrattledtothefloorinside。Thesilencethenbrokewithahoarse,\"What’sthet?\" WithallhismightJeanswungtheheavyaxonthedoor。Smash!Thelowerhalfcavedinandbangedtothefloor。Brightlightflaredoutthehole。 \"Lookout!\"yelledaman,inloudalarm。\"They’rebatterin’thebackdoor!\" Jeanswungagain,highonthesplintereddoor。Crash!Piecesflewinside。 \"They’vegotaxes,\"hoarselyshoutedanothervoice。\"Shovethecounterag’in’thedoor。\" \"No!\"thunderedavoiceofauthoritythatdenotedterroraswell。 \"Letthemcomein。Pullyourgunsan’taketocover!\" \"Theyain’tcomin’in,\"wasthehoarsereply。\"They’llshootinonusfromthedark。\" \"Putoutthelamp!\"yelledanother。 Jean’sthirdheavyswingcavedinpartoftheupperhalfofthedoor。 Shoutsandcursesintermingledwiththeslidingofbenchesacrossthefloorandthehardshuffleofboots。Thisconfusionseemedtobesplitandsilencedbyapiercingyell,ofdifferentcaliber,ofterriblemeaning。ItstayedJean’sswing——causedhimtodroptheaxandsnatchuphisrifle。 \"DON’TANYBODYMOVE!\" Likeasteelwhipthisvoicecutthesilence。ItbelongedtoBlue。 Jeanswiftlybenttoputhiseyetoacrackinthedoor。Mostofthosevisibleseemedtohavebeenfrozenintounnaturalpositions。Jorthstoodratherinfrontofhismen,hatlessandcoatless,onearmoutstretched,andhisdarkprofilesettowardalittlemanjustinsidethedoor。ThismanwasBlue。JeanneededonlyoneflashinglookatBlue’sface,athisleveled,quiveringguns,tounderstandwhyhehadchosenthistrick。 \"Who’re———you?\"demandedJorth,inhuskypants。 \"ReckonI’mIsbel’sright—handman,\"camethebitingreply。 \"OncetolerablewellknowninTexas……KINGFISHER!\" Thenamemusthavebeenaguaranteeofdeath。Jorthrecognizedthisoutlawandrealizedhisownfate。Inthelamplighthisfaceturnedapalegreenishwhite。Hisoutstretchedhandbegantoquiverdown。 Blue’sleftgunseemedtoleapupandflashredandexplode。Severalheavyreportsmergedalmostasone。Jorth’sarmjerkedlimply,flinginghisgun。Andhisbodysaggedinthemiddle。Hishandsflutteredlikecrippledwingsandfoundtheirwaytohisabdomen。Hisdeath—palefaceneverchangeditssetlooknorpositiontowardBlue。Buthisgaspingutterancewasoneofhorriblemortalfuryandterror。Thenhebegantosway,stillwiththatstrange,rigidsetofhisfacetowardhisslayer,untilhefell。 Hisfallbrokethespell。EvenBlue,likethegunmanhewas,hadpausedtowatchJorthinhislastmortalaction。Jorth’sfollowersbegantodrawandshoot。JeansawBlue’sreturnfirebringdownahugeman,whofellacrossJorth’sbody。ThenJean,quickasthethoughtthatactuatedhim,raisedhisrifleandshotatthebiglamp。Itburstinaflare。Itcrashedtothefloor。Darknessfollowed——ablank,thick,envelopingmantle。Thenredflashesofgunsemphasizedtheblackness。 Insidethestoretherebrokelooseapandemoniumofshots,yells,curses,andthuddingboots。Jeanshovedhisriflebarrelinsidethedoorand,holdingitlowdown,hemovedittoandfrowhileheworkedleverandtriggeruntilthemagazinewasempty。Then,drawinghissix—shooter,heemptiedthat。AroarofriflesfromthefrontofthestoretoldJeanthathiscomradeshadenteredthefray。Bulletszippedthroughthedoorhehadbroken。Jeanranswiftlyroundthecorner,takingcaretosheeroffalittletotheleft,andwhenhegotclearofthebuildinghesawalineofflashesinthemiddleoftheroad。Blaisdellandtheotherswerefiringintothedoorofthestore。WithnimblefingersJeanreloadedhisrifle。Thenswiftlyheranacrosstheroadanddowntogetbehindhiscomrades。Theirshootinghadslackened。Jeansawdarkformscominghisway。 \"Hello,Blaisdell!\"hecalled,warningly。 \"Thaty’u,Jean?\"returnedtherancher,loomingup。\"Wal,wewasn’tworriedabooty’u。\" \"Blue?\"queriedJean,sharply。 Alittle,darkfigureshuffledpastJean。\"Howdy,Jean!\"saidBlue,dryly。\"Y’ushoredidyourpart。ReckonI’llneedtobetiedup,butIain’thurtmuch。\" \"Colmor’shit,\"calledthevoiceofGordon,afewyardsdistant。 \"Helpme,somebody!\" JeanrantohelpGordonupholdtheswayingColmor。\"Areyouhurt—bad?\" askedJean,anxiously。Theyoungman’sheadrolledandhung。Hewasbreathinghardanddidnotreply。Theyhadalmosttocarryhim。 \"Comeon,men!\"calledBlaisdell,turningbacktowardtheotherswhowerestillfiring。\"We’llletwellenoughalone……Fredericks,y’uan’Billhelpmefindthebodyoftheoldman。It’sheahsomewhere。\" FartherondowntheroadthesearchersstumbledoverGastonIsbel。 TheypickedhimupandfollowedJeanandGordon,whoweresupportingthewoundedColmor。JeanlookedbacktoseeBluedragginghimselfalongintherear。Itwastoodarktoseedistinctly;nevertheless,JeangottheimpressionthatBluewasmoreseverelywoundedthanhehadclaimedtobe。ThedistancetoMeeker’scabinwasnotfar,butittookwhatJeanfelttobealongandanxioustimetogetthere。 Colmorapparentlyralliedsomewhat。WhenthisprocessionenteredMeeker’syard,Bluewaslaggingbehind。 \"Blue,howairy’u?\"calledBlaisdell,withconcern。 \"Wal,Igot——myboots——on——anyhow,\"repliedBlue,huskily。 Helurchedintotheyardandsliddownonthegrassandstretchedout。 \"Man!Y’u’rehurtbad!\"exclaimedBlaisdell。Theothershaltedintheirslowmarchand,asifbytacit,unspokenword,loweredthebodyofIsbeltotheground。ThenBlaisdellkneltbesideBlue。JeanleftColmortoGordonandhurriedtopeerdownintoBlue’sdimface。 \"No,Iain’t——hurt,\"saidBlue,inamuchweakervoice。I’m——jestkilled!……ItwasQueen!……Y’uallheerdme——Queenwas——onlybadmaninthatlot。Iknowedit……Icould——hevkilledhim…… ButIwas——afterLeeJorthan’hisbrothers……\" Blue’svoicefailedthere。 \"Wal!\"ejaculatedBlaisdell。 \"Shorewasfunny——Jorth’sface——whenIsaid——KingFisher,\"whisperedBlue。\"Funnier——whenIbored——himthrough……Butit——was——Queen——\" Hiswhisperdiedaway。 \"Blue!\"calledBlaisdell,sharply。Receivingnoanswer,hebentlowerinthestarlightandplacedahandupontheman’sbreast。 \"Wal,he’sgone……IwonderifhereallywastheoldTexasKingFisher。Noonewouldeverbelieveit……ButifhekilledtheJorths,I’llshorebelievehim。 CHAPTERX TwoweeksoflonelysolitudeintheforesthadworkedincalculablechangeinEllenJorth。 LateinJuneherfatherandhertwouncleshadpackedandriddenoffwithDaggs,Colter,andsixothermen,allheavilyarmed,somesomberwithdrink,othershardandgrimwithaforetasteoffight。Ellenhadnotbeengivenanyorders。Herfatherhadforgottentobidhergood—byorhadavoidedit。Theirdarkmissionwasstampedontheirfaces。 Theyhadgoneand,keenashadbeenEllen’spang,nevertheless,theirdeparturewasarelief。ShehadheardthemblusterandbragsooftenthatshehadherdoubtsofanygreatJorth—Isbelwar。Barkingdogsdidnotbite。Somebody,perhapsoneachside,wouldbebadlywounded,possiblykilled,andthenthefeudwouldgoonasbefore,mostlytalk。 Manyofherformerimpressionshadfaded。Developmenthadbeensorapidandcontinuousinherthatshecouldlookbacktoaday—by—daytransformation。Atnightshehadhatedthesightofherselfandwhenthedawncameshewouldrise,singing。 JorthhadleftEllenathomewiththeMexicanwomanandAntonio。 Ellensawthemonlyatmealtimes,andoftennotthen,forshefrequentlyvisitedoldJohnSpragueorcamehomelatetodoherowncooking。 ItwasbutashortdistanceuptoSprague’scabin,andsinceshehadstoppedridingtheblackhorse,Spades,shewalked。Spadeswasaccustomedtohavinggrain,andinthemorningshewouldcomedowntotheranchandwhistle。EllenhadvowedshewouldneverfeedthehorseandbadeAntoniodoit。ButonemorningAntoniowasabsent。 ShefedSpadesherself。Whenshelaidahandonhimandwhenherubbedhisnoseagainsthershouldershewasnotquitesosureshehatedhim。 \"WhyshouldI?\"shequeried。\"Ahorsecain’thelpitifhebelongsto——to——\"Ellenwasnotsureofanythingexceptthatmoreandmoreitgrewgoodtobealone。 Awholedayinthelonelyforestpassedswiftly,yetitleftafeelingoflongtime。Shelivedbyherthoughts。Alwaysthemorningwasbright,sunny,sweetandfragrantandcolorful,andhermoodwaspensive,wistful,dreamy。Andalways,justassurelyasthehourspassed,thoughtintrudeduponherhappiness,andthoughtbroughtmemory,andmemorybroughtshame,andshamebroughtfight。Sunsetaftersunsetshehaddraggedherselfbacktotheranch,sullenandsickandbeaten。Yetsheneverceasedtostruggle。 TheJulystormscame,andtheforestfloorthathadbeensosearandbrownanddryanddustychangedasifbymagic。Thegreengrassshotup,theflowersbloomed,andalongthecanyonbedsoflacyfernsswayedinthewindandbenttheirgracefultipsovertheamber—coloredwater。 Ellenhauntedthesecooldells,thesepine—shaded,mossy—rockedravineswherethebrookstinkledandthedeercamedowntodrink。Shewanderedalone。Buttheregrewtobecompanyintheaspensandthemusicofthelittlewaterfalls。Ifshecouldhavelivedinthatsolitudealways,neverreturningtotheranchhomethatremindedherofhername,shecouldhaveforgottenandhavebeenhappy。 Shelovedthestorms。Itwasadrycountryandshehadlearnedthroughyearstowelcomethecreamycloudsthatrolledfromthesouthwest。Theycamesailingandclusteringanddarkeningatlasttoformagreat,purple,angrymassthatappearedtolodgeagainstthemountainrimandburstintodazzlingstreaksoflightningandgraypallsofrain。Lightningseldomstruckneartheranch,butupontheRimtherewasneverastormthatdidnotsplinterandcrashsomeofthenoblepines。Duringthestormseasonsheepherdersandwoodsmengenerallydidnotcampunderthepines。 Fearoflightningwasinborninthenatives,butforEllenthedazzlingwhitestreaksorthetremendoussplitting,cracklingshock,orthethunderousboomandrumblealongthebattlementsoftheRimhadnoterrors。Astormeasedherbreast。Deepinherheartwasahiddengatheringstorm。Andsomehow,tobeoutwhentheelementswerewarring,whentheearthtrembledandtheheavensseemedtoburstasunder,affordedherstrangerelief。 Thesummerdaysbecameweeks,andfartherandfarthertheycarriedEllenonthewingsofsolitudeandlonelinessuntilsheseemedtolookbackyearsattheselfshehadhated。Andalways,whenthedarkmemoryimpingeduponpeace,shefoughtandfoughtuntilsheseemedtobefightinghatreditself。Scornofscornandhateofhate!Yetevenherbattlesgrewtobedreams。ForwhentheinevitableretrospectbroughtbackJeanIsbelandhisloveandhercowardlyfalsehoodshewouldshudderalittleandputanunconscioushandtoherbreastandutterlyfailinherfightanddriftoffdowntovagueandwistfuldreams。 Thecleanandhealingforest,withitswhisperingwindandimperioussolitude,hadcomebetweenEllenandthemeaningofthesqualidsheepranch,withitstravestyofhome,itstragicowner。Anditwascomingbetweenhertwoselves,theonethatshehadbeenforcedtobeandtheotherthatshedidnotknow——thethinker,thedreamer,theromancer,theonewholivedinfancythelifesheloved。 ThesummermorningdawnedthatbroughtEllenstrangetidings。Theymusthavebeencreatedinhersleep,andnowwererealizedinthegloriousburstofgoldensun,inthesweepofcreamycloudsacrosstheblue,inthesolemnmusicofthewindinthepines,inthewildscreechofthebluejaysandthenoblebugleofastag。Theseheraldedthedayasnoordinaryday。Somethingwasgoingtohappentoher。 Shedivinedit。Shefeltit。Andshetrembled。Nothingbeautiful,hopeful,wonderfulcouldeverhappentoEllenJorth。Shehadbeenborntodisaster,tosuffer,tobeforgotten,anddiealone。Yetallnatureaboutherseemedamagnificentrebuketohermorbidness。Thesamespiritthatcameouttherewiththethick,amberlightwasinher。Shelived,andsomethinginherwasstrongerthanmind。 Ellenwenttothedoorofhercabin,wheresheflungoutherarms,driventoembracethisnamelesspurportofthemorning。Andawell—knownvoicebrokeinuponherrapture。 \"Wal,lass,Iliketoseeyouhappyan’Ihatemyselffercomin’。 BecauseI’vebeentoGrassValleyfertwodaysan’I’vegotnews。\" OldJohnSpraguestoodthere,withasmilethatdidnothideatroubledlook。 \"Oh!UncleJohn!Youstartledme,\"exclaimedEllen,shockedbacktoreality。Andslowlysheadded:\"GrassValley!News?\" Sheputoutanappealinghand,whichSpraguequicklytookinhisown,asiftoreassureher。 \"Yes,an’notbadsofarasyouJorthsareconcerned,\"hereplied。 \"ThefirstJorth—Isbelfighthascomeoff……Reckonyouremembermakin’mepromisetotellyouifIheerdanythin’。Wal,Ididn’twaitferyoutocomeup。\" \"SoEllenheardhervoicecalmlysaying。Whatwasthislyingcalmwhenthereseemedtobeastonehammeratherheart?Thefirstfight——notsobadfortheJorths!ThenithadbeenbadfortheIsbels。 Asudden,coldstillnessfelluponhersenses。 \"Let’ssitdown——outdoors,\"Spraguewassaying。\"Nicean’sunnythis——mornin’。Ideclare——I’moutofbreath。Notusedtowalkin’。An’ besides,IleftGrassValley,inthenight——an’I’mtired。Butexcoosemefromhangin’roundthetvillagelastnight!Therewasshore——\" \"Who——whowaskilled?\"interruptedEllen,hervoicebreakinglowanddeep。 \"GuyIsbelan’BillJacobsontheIsbelside,an’Daggs,Craig,an’ Greavesonyourfather’sside,\"statedSprague,withsomethingofawedhaste。 \"Ah!\"breathedEllen,andsherelaxedtosinkbackagainstthecabinwall。 Spragueseatedhimselfonthelogbesideher,turningtofaceher,andheseemedburdenedwithgraveandimportantmatters。 \"Iheerdagoodmanyconflictin’stories,\"hesaid,earnestly。\"Thevillagefolksisallskeeredan’there’snobelievin’theirgossip。 ButIgotwhathappenedstraightfromJakeEvarts。Thefightcomeoffdaybeforeyestiddy。Yourfather’sgangrodedowntoIsbel’sranch。 Daggswasseentobewantin’someoftheIsbelhosses,soEvartssays。 An’GuyIsbelan’Jacobsranoutinthepasture。Daggsan’someothersshotthemdown\"Killedthem——thatway?\"putinEllen,sharply。 \"SoEvartssays。Hewasontheridgean’swearsheseenitall。TheykilledGuyan’Jacobsincoldblood。Nochancefertheirlives——noteventofight!……Wall,hentheysurroundedtheIsbelcabin。Thefightlastallthetdayan’allnightan’thenextday。EvartssaysGuyan’Jacobslaidouttharallthistime。An’aherdofhogsbrokeinthepasturean’waseatin’thedeadbodies……\" \"MyGod!\"burstoutEllen。\"UncleJohn,y’ushorecain’tmeanmyfatherwouldn’tstopfightin’longenoughtodrivethehogsoffan’ burythosedaidmen?\" \"Evartssaystheystoppedfightin’,allright,butitwastowatchthehogs,\"declaredSprague。\"An’then,whatd’yethink?Thewimminfolkscomeout——thered—headedone,Guy’swife,an’Jacobs’swife——theydrovethehogsawayan’buriedtheirhusbandsrightthereinthepasture。Evartssaysheseenthegraves。\" \"ItisthewomenwhocanteachthesebloodyTexansalesson,\" declaredEllen,forcibly。 \"Wal,Daggswasdrunk,an’hegotupfrombehindwherethegangwashidin’,an’daredtheIsbelstocomeout。Theyshothimtopieces。 An’thetnightsomeoneoftheIsbelsshotCraig,whowasaloneonguard……An’last——thishere’swhatIcometotellyou——JeanIsbelslippedupinthedarkonGreavesan’knifedhim。\" \"Whydidy’uwanttotellmethatparticularly?\"askedEllen,slowly。 \"BecauseIreckonthefactsinthecasearequeer——an’because,Ellen,yournamewasmentioned,\"announcedSprague,positively。 \"Myname——mentioned?\"echoedEllen。Herhorroranddisgustgavewaytoaquickeningprocessofthought,amountingastonishment。\"Bywhom?\" \"JeanIsbel,\"repliedSprague,asifthenameandthefactweremomentous。 Ellensatstillasastone,herhandsbetweenherknees。Slowlyshefeltthebloodrecedefromherface,pricklingherkindownbelowherneck。Thatnamelockedherthought。 \"Ellen,it’samightyqueerstory——tooqueertobealie,\"wentonSprague。\"Nowyoulisten!EvartsgotthisfromTedMeeker。An’TedMeekerheerditfromGreaves,whodidn’tdietillthenextdayafterJeanIsbelknifedhim。An’yourdadshotTedfertellin’whatheheerd……No,Greaveswasn’tkilledoutright。Hewascutsomethin’turrible——intwoplaces。Theywrappedhimallupan’nextdaypackedhiminawagonbacktoGrassValley。EvartssaysTedMeekerwasfriendlywithGreavesan’wenttoseehimashewaslayin’inhisroomnexttothestore。Wal,accordin’toMeeker’sstory,Greavescametoan’talked。 Hesaidhewassittin’thereinthedark,shootin’occasionallyatIsbel’scabin,whenheheerdarustlebehindhiminthegrass。Heknowedsomeonewascrawlin’onhim。Butbeforehecouldgethisgunaroundhewasjumpedbywhathethoughtwasagrizzlybear。Butitwasaman。HeshutoffGreaves’swindan’draggedhimbackintheditch。 An’hesaid:’Greaves,it’sthehalf—breed。An’he’sgoin’tocutyou——FIRSTFORELLENJORTH!an’thenforGastonIsbel!’……GreavessaidJeanrippedhimwithabowieknife……An’thetwasallGreavesremembered。Hediedsoonaftertellin’thisstory。Hemusthevfoughtawfulhard。ThetsecondcutIsbelgavehimwentclearthroughhim…… SomeofthegangwastharwhenGreavestalked,an’naturallytheywonderedwhyJeanIsbelhadsaid’firstforEllenJorth。’……SomebodyrememberedthetGreaveshadcastasluronyourgoodname,Ellen。An’ thentheyhadJeanIsbel’sreasonfersayin’thettoGreaves。Itcausedalotoftalk。An’whenSimmBrucebustedinsomeoftheganghaw—hawedhiman’saidashowhe’dgetthethirdcutfromJeanIsbel’sbowie。 Brucewashalfdrunkan’hebegantocussan’raveaboutJeanIsbelbein’inlovewithhisgirl……Asbadluckwouldhaveit,acoupleofmorefellarscomeinan’askedMeekerquestions。Hejestgottothetpart,’Greaves,it’sthehalf—breed,an’he’sgoin’tocutyou—— FIRSTFORELLENJORTH,’wheninwalkedyourfather!……Thenitallhadtocomeout——whatJeanIsbelhadsaidan’done——an’why。 HowGreaveshadbackedSimmBruceinslurrin’you!\" SpraguepausedtolookhardatEllen。 \"Oh!Then——whatdiddaddo?\"whisperedEllen。 \"Hesaid,’ByGod!half—breedornot,there’soneIsbelwho’saman!’ An’hekilledBruceonthespotan’gaveMeekeranastywound。 SomebodygrabbedhimbeforehecouldshootMeekeragain。TheythrewMeekeroutan’hecrawledtoaneighbor’shouse,wherehewaswhenEvartsseenhim。\" EllenfeltSprague’sroughbutkindlyhandshakingher。\"An’nowwhatdoyouthinkofJeanIsbel?\"hequeried。 Agreat,unsurmountablewallseemedtoobstructEllen’sthought。 Itseemedgrayincolor。Itmovedtowardher。Itwasinsideherbrain。 \"Itellyou,EllenJorth,\"declaredtheoldman,\"thetJeanIsbellovesyou—lovesyouturribly——an’hebelievesyou’regood。\" \"Ohno——hedoesn’t!\"falteredEllen。 \"Wal,hejestdoes。\" \"Oh,UncleJohn,hecain’tbelievethat!\"shecried。 \"Ofcoursehecan。Hedoes。Youaregood——goodasgold,Ellen,an’ heknowsit……Whataqueerdealitallis!Poordevil!Toloveyouthetturriblyan’hevtofightyourpeople!Ellen,yourdadhaditcorrect。Isbelornot,he’saman……An’Isaywhatashameyoutwoaredividedbyhate。Hatethetyouhednothin’todowith。\" Spraguepattedherheadandrosetogo。\"Mebbethetfightwillendthetrouble。Ireckonitwill。Don’tcrossbridgestillyoucometothem,Ellen。,……Imusthurrybacknow。Ididn’ttaketimetounpackmyburros。Comeupsoon……An’,say,Ellen,don’tthinkhardanymoreofthetJeanIsbel。\" Spraguestrodeaway,andEllenneitherheardnorsawhimgo。Shesatperfectlymotionless,yethadastrangesensationofbeingliftedbyinvisibleandmightypower。Itwaslikemovementfeltinadream。 Shewasbeingimpelledupwardwhenherbodyseemedimmovableasstone。 Whenherbloodbeatdownthisdeadlockofanherphysicalbeingandrushedonandonthroughherveinsitgaveheranirresistibleimpulsetofly,tosailthroughspace,toranandrunandran。 Andonthemomenttheblackhorse,Spades,comingfromthemeadow,whinniedatsightofher。Ellenleapedupandranswiftly,butherfeetseemedtobestumbling。Shehuggedthehorseandburiedherhotfaceinhismaneandclungtohim。Thenjustasviolentlysherushedforhersaddleandbridleandcarriedtheheavyweightaseasilyasifithadbeenanemptysack。Throwingthemuponhim,shebuckledandstrappedwithstrong,eagerhands。Itneveroccurredtoherthatshewasnotdressedtoride。Upsheflungherself。Andthehorse,sensingherspirit,plungedintostrong,freegaitdownthecanyontrail。 Theride,theaction,thethrill,thesensationsofviolencewerenotallsheneeded。Solitude,theemptyaislesoftheforest,thefarmilesoflonelywilderness——werethesetheaddedall?Spadestookaswinging,rhythmiclopeupthewindingtrail。Thewindfannedherhotface。Thestingofwhippingaspenbrancheswaspleasant。Adeeprumbleofthundershookthesultryair。Upbeyondthegreenslopeofthecanyonmassedthecreamyclouds,shadingdarkeranddarker。Spadeslopedonthelevels,leapedthewashes,trottedovertherockyground,andtooktoawalkupthelongslope。Ellendroppedthereinsoverthepommel。 Herhandscouldnotstaysetonanything。Theypressedherbreastandflewouttocaressthewhiteaspensandtotearatthemapleleaves,andgatherthelavenderjuniperberries,andcamebackagaintoherheart。 Herheartthatwasgoingtoburstorbreak!Asithadswelled,sonowitlabored。Itcouldnotkeeppacewithherneeds。Allthatwasphysical,allthatwaslivinginherhadtobeunleashed。 Spadesgainedthelevelforest。Howthegreat,brown—greenpinesseemedtobendtheirloftybranchesoverher,protectively,understandingly。 Patchesofazure—blueskyflashedbetweenthetrees。Thegreatwhitecloudssailedalongwithher,andshaftsofgoldensunlight,fleckedwithgleamsoffallingpineneedles,shonedownthroughthecanopyoverhead。Awayinfrontofher,uptheslowheaveofforestland,boomedtheheavythunderboltsalongthebattlementsoftheRim。 Wassheridingtoescapefromherself?FornogaitsuitedheruntilSpadeswasrunninghardandfastthroughtheglades。Thenthepressureofdrywind,thethickodorofpine,theflashesofbrownandgreenandgoldandblue,thesoft,rhythmicthudsofhoofs,thefeelofthepowerfulhorseunderher,thewhipofsprucebranchesonhermusclescontractingandexpandinginhardaction——allthesesensationsseemedtoquellforthetimethemountingcataclysminherheart。 Theoakswales,themaplethickets,theaspengroves,thepine—shadedaisles,andthemilesofsilverspruceallspedbyher,asifshehadriddenthewind;andthroughtheforestaheadshonethevastopenoftheBasin,gloomedbypurpleandsilvercloud,shadowedbygraystorm,andinthewestbrightenedbygoldensky。 StraighttotheRimshehadridden,andtothepointwhereshehadwatchedJeanIsbelthatunforgetableday。Sherodetothepromontorybehindthepinethicketandbeheldascenewhichstayedherrestlesshandsuponherheavingbreast。 Theworldofskyandcloudandearthlyabyssseemedoneofstorm—sunderedgrandeur。Theairwassultryandstill,andsmelledofthepeculiarburnt—woododorcausedbylightningstrikingtrees。Afewheavydropsofrainwerepatteringdownfromthethin,grayedgeofcloudsoverhead。 Totheeasthungthestorm——ablackcloudlodgedagainsttheRim,fromwhichlong,mistyveilsofrainstreameddownintothegulf。Theroarofrainsoundedlikethesteadyroaroftherapidsofariver。Thenablue—white,piercinglybright,raggedstreakoflightningshotdownoutoftheblackcloud。ItstruckwithasplittingreportthatshockedtheverywallofrockunderEllen。Thentheheavensseemedtoburstopenwiththunderingcrashandclosewithmightythunderingboom。Longroarandlongerrumblerolledawaytotheeastward。Therainpoureddowninroaringcataracts。 Thesouthheldapanoramaofpurple—shroudedrangeandcanyon,canyonandrange,onacrosstherollingleaguestothedim,loftypeaks,allcanopiedoverwithangry,dusky,low—driftingclouds,horizon—wide,smoky,andsulphurous。AndasEllenwatched,handspressedtoherbreast,feelingincalculablereliefinsightofthistempestandgulfthatresembledhersoul,thesunburstoutfrombehindthelongbankofpurplecloudinthewestandfloodedtheworldtherewithgoldenlightning。 \"Itisforme!\"criedEllen。\"Mymind——myheart——myverysoul…… Oh,Iknow!Iknownow!……Ilovehim——lovehim——lovehim!\" Shecrieditouttotheelements。\"Oh,IloveJeanIsbel——an’myheartwillburstorbreak!\" Themightofherpassionwasliketheblazeofthesun。Beforeitallelseretreated,diminished。Thesuddennessofthetruthdimmedhersight。 Butshesawclearlyenoughtocrawlintothepinethicket,throughtheclutching,drytwigs,overthematsoffragrantneedlestothecovertwhereshehadoncespieduponJeanIsbel。Andhereshelayfacedownforawhile,handsclutchingtheneedles,breastpressedhardupontheground,strickenandspent。Butvitalitywasexceedingstronginher。 Itpassed,thatweaknessofrealization,andsheawakenedtotheconsciousnessoflove。