第9章

类别:其他 作者:Zane Grey字数:9438更新时间:18/12/18 14:45:39
ThenthemanytrailsleadingawayfromtheJorthranch——thesegrewtohaveafascinationforEllen;andthetimecamewhensherodeoutonthemtoseeforherselfwheretheyled。ThesheepranchofDaggs,supposedtobeonlyafewmilesacrosstheridges,downinBearCanyon,nevermaterializedatallforEllen。ThiscircumstancesointerestedherthatshewentuptoseeherfriendSpragueandgothimtodirecthertoBearCanyon,sothatshewouldbesurenottomissit。Andsherodefromthenarrow,maple—thicketedheadofitneartheRimdownallitslength。Shefoundnoranch,nocabin,notevenacorralinBearCanyon。Spraguesaidtherewasonlyonecanyonbythatname。Daggshadassuredheroftheexactlocationonhisplace,andsohadherfather。Hadtheylied?Weretheymistakeninthecanyon?Thereweremanycanyons,allheadingupneartheRim,allrunningandwideningdownformilesthroughthewoodedmountain,andvastlydifferentfromthedeep,short,yellow—walledgorgesthatcutintotheRimfromtheBasinside。 Elleninvestigatedthecanyonswithinsixoreightmilesofherhome,bothtoeastandtowest。Allshediscoveredwasacoupleofoldlogcabins,longdeserted。Still,shedidnotfollowoutallthetrailstotheirends。Severalofthemledfarintothedeepest,roughest,wildestbrakesofgorgeandthicketthatshehadseen。Nocattleorsheephadeverbeendrivenoverthesetrails。 ThisridingaroundofEllen’satlengthgottoherfather’sears。 Ellenexpectedthatabitterquarrelwouldensue,forshecertainlywouldrefusetobeconfinedtothecamp;butherfatheronlyaskedhertolimitherridingtothemeadowvalley,andstraightwayforgotallaboutit。Infact,hisabstractiononemoment,hisintensenervousnessthenext,hisharderdrinkingandfiercerharangueswiththemen,grewtobedistressingforEllen。Theypresagedhisfurtherdeteriorationandtheever—presentevilofthegrowingfeud。 OnedayJorthrodehomeintheearlymorning,afteranabsenceoftwonights。Ellenheardtheclip—clopof,horseslongbeforeshesawthem。 \"Hey,Ellen!Comeoutheah,\"calledherfather。 Ellenleftherworkandwentoutside。Astrangerhadriddeninwithherfather,ayounggiantwhosesharp—featuredfaceappearedmarkedbyferret—likeeyesandafine,light,fuzzybeard。Hewaslong,loosejointed,notheavyofbuild,andhehadthelargesthandsandfeetEllenbadeverseen。NextEllenespiedablackhorsetheyhadevidentlybroughtwiththem。Herfatherwasholdingaropehalter。AtoncetheblackhorsestruckEllenasbeingabeautyandathoroughbred。 \"Ellen,heah’sahorseforyou,\"saidJorth,withsomethingofpride。 \"Imadeatrade。ReckonIwantedhimmyself,buthe’stoogentleformean’maybealittlesmallformyweight。\" DelightvisitedEllenforthefirsttimeinmanydays。Seldomhadsheownedagoodhorse,andneveronelikethis。 \"Oh,dad!\"sheexclaimed,inhergratitude。 \"Shorehe’syoursononecondition,\"saidherfather。 \"What’sthat?\"askedEllen,asshelaidcaressinghandsontherestlesshorse。 \"You’renottoridehimoutofthecanyon。\" \"Agreed……Alldaidblack,isn’the,exceptthatwhiteface? What’shisname,dad? \"Iforgottoask,\"repliedJorth。ashebeganunsaddlinghisownhorse。 \"Slater,what’sthisheahblack’sname?\" Thelankygiantgrinned。\"IreckonitwasSpades。\" \"Spades?\"ejaculatedEllen,blankly。\"Whataname!……Well,Iguessit’sasgoodasany。He’sshoreblack。\" \"Ellen,keephimhobbledwhenyou’renotridin’him,\"washerfather’spartingadviceashewalkedoffwiththestranger。 Spadeswaswetanddustyandhissatinyskinquivered。Hehadfine,dark,intelligenteyesthatwatchedEllen’severymove。Sheknewhowherfatherandhisfriendsdraggedandjammedhorsesthroughthewoodsandovertheroughtrails。Itdidnottakeherlongtodiscoverthatthishorsehadbeenapet。Ellencleanedhiscoatandbrushedhimandfedhim。Thenshefittedherbridletosuithisheadandsaddledhim。 Hisevidentresponsetoherkindnessassuredherthathewasgentle,soshemountedandrodehim,todiscoverhehadtheeasiestgaitshehadeverexperienced。Hewalkedandtrottedtosuitherwill,butwhenlefttochoosehisowngaithefellintoagracefullittlepacethatwasveryeasyforher。Heappearedquitereadytobreakintoarunatherslightestbidding,butEllensatisfiedherselfonthisfirstridewithhisslowergaits。 \"Spades,y’u’veshorecutoutmyburroJinny,\"saidEllen,regretfully。 \"Well,Ireckonwomenarefickle。\" NextdaysherodeupthecanyontoshowSpadestoherfriendJohnSprague。Theoldburrobreederwasnotathome。Ashisdoorwasopen,however,andafiresmoldering,Ellenconcludedhewouldsoonreturn。 Soshewaited。Dismounting,sheleftSpadesfreetograzeonthenewgreengrassthatcarpetedtheground。Thecabinandlittlelevelclearingaccentuatedthelonelinessandwildnessoftheforest。 Ellenalwayslikedithereandhadoncebeeninthehabitofvisitingtheoldmanoften。Butoflateshehadstayedaway,forthereasonthatSprague’stalkandhisnewsandhispoorlyhiddenpitydepressedher。 Presentlysheheardhoofbeatsonthehard,packedtrailleadingdownthecanyoninthedirectionfromwhichshehadcome。ScarcelylikelywasitthatSpragueshouldreturnfromthisdirection。Ellenthoughtherfatherhadsentoneoftheherdersforher。Butwhenshecaughtaglimpseoftheapproachinghorseman,downintheaspens,shefailedtorecognizehim。Afterhehadpassedoneoftheopeningssheheardhishorsestop。Probablythemanhadseenher;atleastshecouldnototherwiseaccountforhisstopping。Theglimpseshehadofhimhadgivenhertheimpressionthathewasbendingover,peeringaheadinthetrail,lookingfortracks。Thensheheardtheridercomeonagain,moreslowlythistime。Atlengththehorsetrottedoutintotheopening,tobehauledupshort。Ellenrecognizedthebuckskin—cladfigure,thebroadshoulders,thedarkfaceofJeanIsbel。 Ellenfeltpreytothestrangestquakingsensationshehadeversuffered。 Ittookviolenceofhernew—bornspirittosubduethatfeeling。 Isbelrodeslowlyacrosstheclearingtowardher。ForEllenhisapproachseemedsingularlyswift——soswiftthathersurprise,dismay,conjecture,andangerobstructedherwill。TheoutwardlycalmandcoldEllenJorthwasatravestythatmockedher——thatshefelthewoulddiscern。 ThemomentIsbeldrewcloseenoughforEllentoseehisfacesheexperiencedastrong,shudderingrepetitionofherfirstshockofrecognition。Hewasnotthesame。Thelight,theyouthwasgone。 This,however,didnotcauseheremotion。Wasitnotasuddentransitionofhernaturetothedominanceofhate?Ellenseemedtofeeltheshadowofherunknownselfstandingwithher。 Isbelhaltedhishorse。Ellenhadbeenstandingnearthetrunkofafallenpineandsheinstinctivelybackedagainstit。Howherlegstrembled!Isbeltookoffhiscapandcrusheditnervouslyinhisbare,brownhand。 \"Goodmornin’,MissEllen!\"hesaid。 Ellendidnotreturnhisgreeting,butqueried,almostbreathlessly,\"Didy’ucomebyourranch?\" \"No。Icircled,\"hereplied。 \"JeanIsbel!Whatdoy’uwantheah?\"shedemanded。 \"Don’tyouknow?\"hereturned。Hiseyeswereintenselyblackandpiercing。TheyseemedtosearchEllen’sverysoul。Tomeettheirgazewasanordealthatonlyherrousingfurysustained。 Ellenfeltonherlipsascornfulallusiontohishalf—breedIndiantraitsandthereputationthathadprecededhim。Butshecouldnotutterit。 \"No\"shereplied。 \"It’shardtocallawomanaliar,\"hereturned,bitterly。Butyoumustbe——seein’you’reaJorth。 \"Liar!Nottoy’u,JeanIsbel,\"sheretorted。\"I’dnotlietoy’utosavemylife。\" Hestudiedherwithkeen,sober,moodyintent。Thedarkfireofhiseyesthrilledher。 \"Ifthat’strue,I’mglad,\"hesaid。 \"Shoreit’strue。I’venoideawhyy’ucameheah。\" Ellendidhaveadawningideathatshecouldnotforceintooblivion。 Butifsheeveradmittedittoherconsciousness,shemustfailinthecontemptandscornandfearlessnessshechosetothrowinthisman’sface。 \"DoesoldSpraguelivehere?\"askedIsbel。 \"Yes。Iexpecthimbacksoon……Didy’ucometoseehim?\" \"No……DidSpraguetellyouanythin’abouttherowhesawmein?\" \"He——didnot,\"repliedEllen,lyingwithstifflips。Shewhohadswornshecouldnotlie!Shefeltthehotbloodleavingherheart,mountinginawave。Allherconsciouswillseemedimpelledtodeceive。WhathadshetohidefromJeanIsbel?Andastill,smallvoicerepliedthatshehadtohidetheEllenJorthwhohadwaitedforhimthatday,whohadspieduponhim,whohadtreasuredagiftshecouldnotdestroy,whohadhuggedtohermiserableheartthefactthathehadfoughtforhername。 \"I’mgladofthat,\"Isbelwassaying,thoughtfully。 \"Didyoucomeheahtoseeme?\"interruptedEllen。Shefeltthatshecouldnotendurethisreiteratedsuggestionoffineness,ofconsiderationinhim。Shewouldbetrayherself——betraywhatshedidnotevenrealizeherself。Shemustforceotherfooting——andthatshouldbetheoneofstrifebetweentheJorthsandIsbels。 \"No——honest,Ididn’t,MissEllen,\"herejoined,humbly。\"I’lltellyou,presently,whyIcame。Butitwasn’ttoseeyou……Idon’tdenyIwanted……butthat’snomatter。Youdidn’tmeetmethatdayontheRim。\" \"Meety’u!\"sheechoed,coldly。\"Shorey’uneverexpectedme?\" \"SomehowIdid,\"hereplied,withthosepenetratingeyesonher。 \"Iputsomethin’inyourtentthatday。Didyoufindit?\" \"Yes,\"shereplied,withthesamecasualcoldness。 \"Whatdidyoudowithit?\" \"Ikickeditout,ofcourse,\"shereplied。 Shesawhimflinch。 \"Andyouneveropenedit?\" \"Certainlynot,\"sheretorted,asifforced。\"Doon’ty’uknowanythin’ about——aboutpeople?……Shoreevenify’uareanIsbely’uneverwereborninTexas。\" \"ThankGodIwasn’t!\"hereplied。\"Iwasborninabeautifulcountryofgreenmeadowsanddeepforestsandwhiterivers,notinabarrendesertwheremenlivedryandhardasthecactus。WhereIcomefrommendon’tliveonhate。Theycanforgive。\" \"Forgive!……Couldy’uforgiveaJorth?\" \"Yes,Icould。\" \"Shorethat’seasytosay——withthewrongsallonyourside,\" shedeclared,bitterly。 \"EllenJorth,thefirstwrongwasonyour,side,\"retortedJean,hisvoicefall。\"Yourfatherstolemyfather’ssweetheart——bylies,byslander,bydishonor,bymakin’terriblelovetoherinhisabsence。\" \"It’salie,\"criedEllen,passionately。 \"Itisnot,\"hedeclared,solemnly。 \"JeanIsbel,Isayy’ulie!\" \"No!Isayyou’vebeenliedto,\"hethundered。 ThetremendousforceofhisspiritseemedtoflingtruthatEllen。 Itweakenedher。 \"But——motherloveddad——best。\" \"Yes,afterward。Nowonder,poorwoman!……Butitwastheactionofyourfatherandyourmotherthatruinedalltheselives。You’vegottoknowthetruth,EllenJorth……Alltheyearsofhatehavebornetheirfruit。GodAlmightycanneversaveusnow。Bloodmustbespilled。TheJorthsandtheIsbelscan’tliveonthesameearth……Andyou’vegottoknowthetruthbecausetheworstofthishellfallsonyouandme。\" Thehatethathespokeofaloneupheldher。 \"Never,JeanIsbel!\"shecried。\"I’llneverknowtruthfromy’u……I’llnevershareanythin’withy’u——notevenhell。\" Isbeldismountedandstoodbeforeher,stillholdinghisbridlereins。 Thebayhorsechampedhisbitandtossedhishead。 \"Whydoyouhatemeso?\"heasked。\"Ijusthappentobemyfather’sson。 Ineverharmedyouoranyofyourpeople。Imetyou……fellinlovewithyouinaflash——thoughIneverknewittillafter……Whydoyouhatemesoterribly?\" Ellenfeltaheavy,stiflingpressurewithinherbreast。\"Y’u’reanIsbel……Doon’tspeakoflovetome。\" \"Ididn’tintendto。Butyour——yourhateseemsunnatural。Andwe’llprobablynevermeetagain……Ican’thelpit。Iloveyou。Loveatfirstsight!JeanIsbelandEllenJorth!Strange,isn’tit?…… Itwasallsostrange。Mymeetin’yousolonelyandunhappy,myseein’ yousosweetandbeautiful,mythinkin’yousogoodinspiteof——\" \"Shoreitwasstrange,\"interruptedEllen,withscornfullaugh。 Shehadfoundherdefense。Inhurtinghimshecouldhideherownhurt。 \"Thinkingmesogoodinspiteof——Ha—ha!AndIsaidI’dbeenkissedbefore!\" \"Yes,inspiteofeverything,\"hesaid。 Ellencouldnotlookathimasheloomedoverher。Shefeltawildtumultinherheart。Allthatcrowdedtoherlipsforutterancewasfalse。 \"Yes——kissedbeforeImetyou——andsince,\"shesaid,mockingly。 \"AndIlaughatwhaty’ucalllove,JeanIsbel。\" \"Laughifyouwant——butbelieveitwassweet,honorable——thebestinme,\" hereplied,indeepearnestness。 \"Bah!\"criedEllen,withalltheforceofherpainandshameandhate。 \"ByHeaven,youmustbedifferentfromwhatIthought!\"exclaimedIsbel,huskily。 \"ShoreifIwasn’t,I’dmakemyself……Now,MisterJeanIsbel,getonyourhorsean’go!\" SomethingofcomposurecametoEllenwiththesewordsofdismissal,andsheglancedupathimwithhalf—veiledeyes。Hischangedaspectpreparedherforsomeblow。 \"That’saprettyblackhorse。\" \"Yes,\"repliedEllen,blankly。 \"Doyoulikehim?\" \"I——Ilovehim。\" \"Allright,I’llgivehimtoyouthen。He’llhavelessworkandkindertreatmentthanifIusedhim。I’vegotsomeprettyhardridesaheadofme。\" \"Y’u——y’ugive——\"whisperedEllen,slowlystiffening。\"Yes。He’smine,\" repliedIsbel。Withthatheturnedtowhistle。Spadesthrewuphishead,snorted,andstartedforwardatatrot。Hecamefasterthecloserhegot,andifeverEllensawthejoyofahorseatsightofabelovedmastershesawitthen。Isbellaidahandontheanimal’sneckandcaressedhim,then,turningbacktoEllen,hewentonspeaking:\"Ipickedhimfromalotoffinehorsesofmyfather’s。Wegotalongwell。MysisterAnnrodehimagooddeal……Hewasstolenfromourpasturedaybeforeyesterday。Itookhistrailandtrackedhimuphere。NeverlosthistrailtillIgottoyourranch,whereIhadtocircletillIpickeditupagain。\" \"Stolen——pasture——trackedhimupheah?\"echoedEllen,withoutanyevidenceofemotionwhatever。Indeed,sheseemedtohavebeenturnedtostone。 \"Trackin’him。waseasy。Iwishforyoursakeit’dbeenimpossible,\" hesaid,bluntly。 \"Formysake?\"sheechoed,inpreciselythesametone,ManifestlythattoneirritatedIsbelbeyondcontrol。Hemisunderstoodit。Withahandfarfromgentlehepushedherbentheadbacksohecouldlookintoherface。 \"Yes,foryoursake!\"hedeclared,harshly。\"Haven’tyousenseenoughtoseethat?……Whatkindofagamedoyouthinkyoucanplaywithme?\" \"GameI……Gameofwhat?\"sheasked。 \"Why,a——agameofignorance——innocence——anyoldgametofoolamanwho’stryin’tobedecent。\" ThistimeEllenmutelylookedherdull,blankquestioning。AnditinflamedIsbel。 \"Youknowyourfather’sahorsethief!\"hethundered。 OutwardlyEllenremainedthesame。Shehadbeenpreparedforanunknownandaterribleblow。Ithadfallen。Andherface,herbody,herhands,lockedwiththesupremefortitudeofprideandsustainedbyhate,gavenobetrayalofthecrashing,thunderingruinwithinhermindandsoul。Motionlesssheleanedthere,meetingthepiercingfireofIsbel’seyes,seeinginthemarighteousandterriblescorn。Inoneflashthenakedtruthseemedblazedather。Thefaithshehadfostereddiedasuddendeath。Athousandperplexingproblemsweresolvedinasecondofwhirling,revealingthought。 \"EllenJorth,youknowyourfather’sinwiththisHashKnifeGangofrustlers,\"thunderedIsbel。 \"Shore,\"shereplied,withthecool,easy,carelessdefianceofaTexan。 \"Youknowhe’sgotthisDaggstoleadhisfactionagainsttheIsbels?\" \"Shore。\" Youknowthistalkofsheepmenbuckin’thecattlemenisallablind?\" \"Shore,\"reiteratedEllen。 Isbelgazeddarklydownuponher。Withhisangerspentforthemoment,heappearedreadytoendtheinterview。Butheseemedfascinatedbythestrangelookofher,bytheincomprehensiblesomethingsheemanated。 Havocgleamedinhispale,setface。Heshookhisdarkheadandhisbroadhandwenttohisbreast。 \"TothinkIfellinlovewithsuchasyou!\"heexclaimed,andhisotherhandsweptoutinatragicgestureofhelplesspathosandimpotence。 ThehellIsbelhadhintedatnowpossessedEllen——body,mind,andsoul。 Disgraced,scornedbyanIsbel!Yetlovedbyhim!Inthatdivinationthereflamedupawild,fiercepassiontohurt,torend,toflay,toflingbackuponhimastingingagony。Herthoughtflewuponherlikewhips。PrideoftheJorths!PrideoftheoldTexanblueblood!Itlaydeadatherfeet,killedbythescornfulwordsofthelastofthatfamilytowhomsheowedherdegradation。Daughterofahorsethiefandrustler!Darkandevilandgrimsettheforceswithinher,acceptingherfate,damningherenemies,truetothebloodoftheJorths。Thesinsofthefathermustbevisiteduponthedaughter。 \"Shorey’umighthavehadme——thatdayontheRim——ify’uhadn’ttoldyourname,\"shesaid,mockingly,andshegazedintohiseyeswithallthemysteryofawoman’snature。 Isbel’spowerfulframeshookaswithanague。\"Girl,whatdoyoumean?\" \"Shore,I’dhavebeenplumbfondofhavin’y’umakeuptome,\"shedrawled。Itpossessedhernowwithirresistiblepower,thisfactofthelovehecouldnothelp。Somefiendishwoman’ssatisfactiondweltinherconsciousnessofherpowertokillthenoble,thefaithful,thegoodinhim。 \"EllenJorth,youlie!\"heburstout,hoarsely。 \"Jean,shoreI’dbeenatoyandaragfortheserustlerslongenough。 Iwastiredofthem……Iwantedanewlover……Andify’uhadn’tgiveyourselfaway——\" Isbelmovedsoswiftlythatshedidnotrealizehisintentionuntilhishardhandsmotehermouth。Instantlyshetastedthehot,saltybloodfromacutlip。 \"Shutup,youhussy!\"heordered,roughly。\"Haveyounoshame?…… MysisterAnnspokewellofyou。Shemadeexcuses——shepitiedyou。\" ThatforEllenseemedtheculminatingblowunderwhichshealmostsank。 Butonemomentlongercouldshemaintainthisunnaturalandterriblepoise。 \"JeanIsbel——goalongwithy’u,\"shesaid,impatiently。\"I’mwaitingheahforSimmBruce!\" Atlastitwasasifshestruckhisheart。Becauseofdoubtofhimselfandastubbornfaithinher,hispassionandjealousywerenotproofagainstthislaststab。InstinctivesubtletyinherentinEllenhadpromptedthespeechthattorturedIsbel。Howtheshocktohimreboundedonher!Shegaspedashelungedforher,tooswiftforhertomoveahand。Onearmcrushedroundherlikeasteelband;theother,hardacrossherbreastandneck,forcedherheadback。Thenshetriedtowrestleaway。Butshewasutterlypowerless。Hisdarkfacebentdowncloserandcloser。SuddenlyEllenceasedtryingtostruggle。Shewaslikeastrickencreatureparalyzedbythepiercing,hypnoticeyesofasnake。Yetinspiteofherterror,ifhemeantdeathbyher,shewelcomedit。 \"EllenJorth,I’mthinkin’yet——youlie!\"hesaid,lowandtensebetweenhisteeth。 \"No!No!\"shescreamed,wildly。Hernervebrokethere。Shecouldnolongermeetthoseterribleblackeyes。Herpassionatedenialwasnotonlythelastofhershamefuldeceit;itwasthewomanofher,repudiatingherselfandhim,andallthissickening,miserablesituation。 Isbeltookherliterally。Shehadconvincedhim。AndtheinstantheldblankhorrorforEllen。 \"ByGod——thenI’llhavesomethin’——ofyouanyway!\"mutteredIsbel,thickly。 Ellensawthebloodbulgeinhispowerfulneck。Shesawhisdark,hardface,strangenow,fearfultobehold,comelowerandlower,tillitblurredandobstructedhergaze。Shefelttheswellandrippleandstretch——thenthebindofhismuscles,likehugecoilsofelasticrope。 Thenwithsavagerudeforcehismouthclosedonhers。AllEllen’ssensesreeled,asifshewereswooning。Shewassuffocating。Thespasmpassed,andaburstingspurtofbloodrevivedhertoacuteandterribleconsciousness。Fortheendlessperiodofonemomentheheldhersothatherbreastseemedcrushed。Hiskissesburnedandbraisedherlips。Andthen,shiftingviolentlytoherneck,theypressedsohardthatshechokedunderthem。Itwasasifahugebathadfasteneduponherthroat。 Suddenlytheremorselessbindingembraces——thehotandsavagekisses—— fellawayfromher。Isbelhadletgo。Shesawhimthrowuphishands,andstaggerbackalittle,allthewhilewithhispiercinggazeonher。 Hisfacehadbeendarkpurple:nowitwaswhite。 \"No——EllenJorth,\"hepanted,\"Idon’t——wantanyofyou——thatway。\" Andsuddenlyhesankonthelogandcoveredhisfacewithhishands。 \"WhatIlovedinyou——waswhatIthought——youwere。\" LikeawildcatEllenspranguponhim,beatinghimwithherfists,tearingathishair,scratchinghisface,inablindfury。Isbelmadenomovetostopher,andherviolencespentitselfwithherstrength。Sheswayedbackfromhim,shakingsothatshecouldscarcelystand。 \"Y’u——damned——Isbel!\"shegasped,withhoarsepassion。\"Y’uinsultedme!\" \"Insultedyou?……\"laughedIsbel,inbitterscorn。\"Itcouldn’tbedone。\" \"Oh!……I’llKILLy’u!\"shehissed。 Isbelstoodupandwipedtheredscratchesonhisface。\"Goahead。 There’smygun,\"hesaid,pointingtohissaddlesheath。\"Somebody’sgottobeginthisJorth—Isbelfeud。It’llbeadirtybusiness。I’msickofitalready……Killme!……FirstbloodforEllenJorth!\" SuddenlythedarkgrimtidethathadseemedtoengulfEllen’sverysoulcooledandreceded,leavingherwithoutitsfalsestrength。Shebegantosag。ShestaredatIsbel’sgun。\"Killhim,\"whisperedtheretreatingvoicesofherhate。ButshewasaspowerlessasifshewerestillheldinJeanIsbel’sgiantembrace。 \"I——Iwantto——killy’u,\"shewhispered,\"butIcain’t…… Leaveme。\" \"You’renoJorth——thesameasI’mnoIsbel。Weoughtn’tbemixedinthisdeal,\"hesaid,somberly。\"I’msorrierforyouthanIamformyself……You’reagirl……Youoncehadagoodmother——adecenthome。Andthislifeyou’veledhere——meanasit’sbeen——isnothin’towhatyou’llfacenow。Damnthementhatbroughtyoutothis!I’mgoin’ tokillsomeofthem。\"