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类别:其他 作者:Zane Grey字数:12334更新时间:18/12/18 14:45:39
ButforonceEllenseemedsingularlyunresponsivetothispanoramaofwildnessandgrandeur。Herearswerelikethoseofalisteningdeer,andhereyescontinuallyrevertedtotheopenplacesalongtheRim。 Atfirst,inherexcitement,timeflewby。Gradually,however,asthesunmovedwestward,shebegantoberestless。Thesoftthudofdroppingpinecones,therustlingofsquirrelsupanddowntheshaggy—barkedspruces,thecrackingofweatheredbitsofrock,thesecaughtherkeenearsmanytimesandbroughtheruperectandthrilling。Finallysheheardasoundwhichresembledthatofanunshodhoofonstone。Stealthilythenshetookherrifleandslippedbackthroughthepinethickettothespotshehadchosen。Thelittlepinesweresoclosetogetherthatshehadtocrawlbetweentheirtrunks。 Thegroundwascoveredwithasoftbedofpineneedles,brownandfragrant。Inherhurrysheprickedherunglovedhandonasharppineconeanddrewtheblood。Shesuckedthetinywound。\"ShoreI’mwonderin’ifthat’sabadomen,\"shemuttered,darklythoughtful。 Thensheresumedhersinuousapproachtotheedgeofthethicket,andpresentlyreachedit。 Ellenlayflatamomenttorecoverherbreath,thenraisedherselfonherelbows。ThroughanopeninginthefringeofbuckbrushshecouldplainlyseethepromontorywhereshehadstoodwithJeanIsbel,andalsotheapproachesbywhichhemightcome。Rathernervouslysherealizedthathercovertwashardlymorethanahundredfeetfromthepromontory。Itwasimperativethatshebeabsolutelysilent。 HereyessearchedtheopeningsalongtheRim。Thegrayformofadeercrossedoneofthese,andsheconcludedithadmadethesoundshehadheard。Thenshelaydownmorecomfortablyandwaited。 Resolutelysheheld,asmuchaspossible,tohersensorialperceptions。 ThemeaningofEllenJorthlyinginambushjusttoseeanIsbelwasaconundrumsherefusedtoponderinthepresent。Shewasdoingit,andthephysicalacthaditsfascination。Herears,attunedtoallthesoundsofthelonelyforest,caughtthemandarrangedthemaccordingtoherknowledgeofwoodcraft。 Alonghourpassedby。Thesunhadslantedtoapointhalfwaybetweenthezenithandthehorizon。SuddenlyathoughtconfrontedEllenJorth: \"He’snotcomin’,\"shewhispered。Theinstantthatideapresenteditselfshefeltablanksenseofloss,avagueregret——somethingthatmusthavebeendisappointment。Unpreparedforthis,shewasheldbysurpriseforamoment,andthenshewasstunned。Herspirit,swiftandrebellious,hadnotimetoriseinherdefense。Shewasalonely,guilty,miserablegirl,tooweakforpridetouphold,toofluctuatingtoknowherrealself。Shestretchedthere,buryingherfaceinthepineneedles,diggingherfingersintothem,wantingnothingsomuchasthattheymighthideher。ThemomentwasincomprehensibletoEllen,andutterlyintolerable。Thesharppineneedles,piercingherwristsandcheeks,andherhotheavingbreast,seemedtogiveherexquisiterelief。 Theshrillsnortofahorsesoundednearathand。WithashockEllen’sbodystiffened。Thenshequiveredalittleandherfeelingsunderwentswiftchange。Cautiouslyandnoiselesslysheraisedherselfuponherelbowsandpeepedthroughtheopeninginthebrush。ShesawamantyingahorsetoabushsomewhatbackfromtheRim。Drawingariflefromitssaddlesheathhethrewitinthehollowofhisarmandwalkedtotheedgeoftheprecipice。HegazedawayacrosstheBasinandappearedlostincontemplationorthought。Thenheturnedtolookbackintotheforest,asifheexpectedsomeone。 Ellenrecognizedthelithefigure,thedarkfacesolikeanIndian’s。 ItwasIsbel。Hehadcome。Somehowhiscomingseemedwonderfulandterrible。Ellenshookassheleanedonherelbows。JeanIsbel,truetohisword,inspiteofherscorn,hadcomebacktoseeher。Thefactseemedmonstrous。Hewasanenemyofherfather。Longhadrangerumorbeenbandiedfromliptolip——oldGassIsbelhadsentforhisIndiansontofighttheJorths。JeanIsbel——sonofaTexan——unerringshot—— peerlesstracker——abadanddangerousman!ThenthereflashedoverEllenaburningthought——ifitweretrue,ifhewasanenemyofherfather’s,ifafightbetweenJorthandIsbelwasinevitable,sheoughttokillthisJeanIsbelrightthereinhistracksasheboldlyandconfidentlywaitedforher。Foolhewastothinkshewouldcome。 Ellensankdownanddroppedherheaduntilthestrangetremorofherarmsceased。Thatdarkandgrimflashofthoughtretreated。Shehadnotcometomurderamanfromambush,butonlytowatchhim,totrytoseewhathemeant,whathethought,toallayastrangecuriosity。 Afterawhileshelookedagain。IsbelwassittingonanupheavedsectionoftheRim,inacomfortablepositionfromwhichhecouldwatchtheopeningsintheforestandgazeaswellacrossthewestcurveoftheBasintotheMazatzals。Hehadcomposedhimselftowait。 Hewascladinabuckskinsuit,rathernew,anditcertainlyshowedofftoadvantage,comparedwiththeraggedandsoiledapparelEllenremembered。Hedidnotlooksolarge。Ellenwasusedtothelong,lean,rangyArizoniansandTexans。Thismanwasbuiltdifferently。 Hehadthewidestshouldersofanymanshehadeverseen,andtheymadehimappearrathershort。Buthislithe,powerfullimbsprovedhewasnotshort。Wheneverhemovedthemusclesrippled。Hishandswereclaspedroundaknee——brown,sinewyhands,verybroad,andfittingthethickmuscularwrists。Hiscollarwasopen,andhedidnotwearascarf,asdidthemenEllenknew。ThenherintensecuriosityatlastbroughthersteadygazetoJeanIsbel’sheadandface。Heworeacap,evidentlyofsomethinfur。Hishairwasstraightandshort,andincoloradeadravenblack。Hiscomplexionwasdark,cleartan,withnotraceofred。Hedidnothavetheprominentcheekbonesnorthehigh—bridgednoseusualwithwhitemenwhowerepartIndian。StillhehadtheIndianlook。Ellencaughtthatinthedark,intent,piercingeyes,inthewide,level,thoughtfulbrows,inthesternimpassivenessofhissmoothface。Hehadastraight,sharp—cutprofile。 Ellenwhisperedtoherself:\"Isawhimrighttheotherday。Only,I’dnotadmitit……Thefinest—lookin’manIeversawinmylifeisadamnedIsbel!WasthatwhatIcomeoutheahfor?\" Sheloweredherselfoncemoreand,foldingherarmsunderherbreast,shereclinedcomfortablyonthem,andsearchedoutasmallerpeepholefromwhichshecouldspyuponIsbel。Andasshewatchedhimthenewandperplexingsideofhermindwaxedbusier。Whyhadhecomeback? Whatdidhewantofher?Acquaintance,friendship,wasimpossibleforthem。Hehadbeenrespectful,deferentialtowardher,inawaythathadstrangelypleased,untilthesurprisingmomentwhenhehadkissedher。Thathadonlydisruptedherratherdreamypleasureinasituationshehadnotexperiencedbefore。Allthemenshehadmetinthiswildcountrywereroughandbold;mostofthemhadwantedtomarryher,and,failingthat,theyhadpersistedinamorousattentionsnotparticularlyflatteringorhonorable。Theywereabadlot。Andcontactwiththemhaddulledsomeofhersensibilities。ButthisJeanIsbelhadseemedagentleman。Shestruggledtobefair,tryingtoforgetherantipathy,asmuchtounderstandherselfastogivehimduecredit。True,hehadkissedher,crudelyandforcibly。Butthatkisshadnotbeenaninsult。Ellen’sfinerfeelingforcedhertobelievethis。Sherememberedthehonestamazeandshameandcontritionwithwhichbehadfacedher,tryingawkwardlytoexplainhisboldact。 Likewisesherecalledthesubtleswiftchangeinhimatherwords,\"Oh,I’vebeenkissedbefore!\"Shewasgladshehadsaidthat。Still——wassheglad,afterall? Shewatchedhim。Everylittlewhileheshiftedhisgazefromthebluegulfbeneathhimtotheforest。Whenheturnedthusthesunshoneonhisfaceandshecaughtthepiercinggleamofhisdarkeyes。 Shesaw,too,thathewaslistening。Watchingandlisteningforher! Ellenhadtostillatumultwithinher。Itmadeherfeelveryyoung,veryshy,verystrange。Allthewhileshehatedhimbecausehemanifestlyexpectedhertocome。Severaltimesheroseandwalkedalittlewayintothewoods。Thelasttimehelookedatthewesteringsunandshookhishead。Hisconfidencehadgone。Thenhesatandgazeddownintothevoid。ButEllenknewhedidnotseeanythingthere。HeseemedanimagecarvedinthestoneoftheRim,andhegaveEllenasingularimpressionoflonelinessandsadness。Washethinkingofthemiserablebattlehisfatherhadsummonedhimtolead—— ofwhatitwouldcost——ofitsuselesspainandhatred?Ellenseemedtodivinehisthoughts。Inthatmomentshesoftenedtowardhim,andinhersoulquiveredandstirredanintangiblesomethingthatwaslikepain,thatwastoodeepforherunderstanding。ButshefeltsorryforanIsbeluntiltheoldprideresurged。Whatifheadmiredher?Sherememberedhisinterest,thewonderandadmiration,thegrowinglightinhiseyes。Andithadnotbeenrepugnanttoheruntilhedisclosedhisname。\"What’sinaname?\"shemused,recallingpoetrylearnedinhergirlhood。\"’Arosebyanyothernamewouldsmellassweet’…… He’sanIsbel——yethemightbesplendid——noble……Bah!he’snot—— andI’dhatehimanyhow。\" I AllatonceEllenfeltcoldshiversstealoverher。Isbel’spiercinggazewasdirectedstraightatherhidingplace。Herheartstoppedbeating。Ifhediscoveredherthereshefeltthatshewoulddieofshame。Thenshebecameawarethatabluejaywasscreechinginapineaboveher,andaredsquirrelsomewherenearwaschatteringhisshrillannoyance。Thesetwodenizensofthewoodscouldbedependedupontoespythewariesthunterandmakeknownhispresencetotheirkind。Ellenhadamomentofmorethandread。Thiskeen—eyed,keen—earedIndianmightseerightthroughherbrushycovert,mighthearthethrobbingofherheart。Itrelievedherimmeasurablytoseehimturnawayandtaketopacingthepromontory,withhisheadbowedandhishandsbehindhisback。Hehadstoppedlookingoffintotheforest。Presentlyhewheeledtothewest,andbythelightuponhisfaceEllensawthatthetimewasnearsunset。Turkeyswerebeginningtogobblebackontheridge。 Isbelwalkedtohishorseandappearedtobeuntyingsomethingfromthebackofhissaddle。WhenhecamebackEllensawthathecarriedasmallpackageapparentlywrappedinpaper。WiththisunderhisarmhestrodeoffinthedirectionofEllen’scampandsoondisappearedintheforest。 ForalittlewhileEllenlaythereinbewilderment。Ifshehadmadeconjecturesbefore,theywerenowmultiplied。WherewasJeanIsbelgoing?Ellensatupsuddenly。\"Well,shorethisheahbeatsme,\" shesaid。\"Whatdidhehaveinthatpackage?Whatwashegoin’ todowithit?\" Ittooknolittlewillpowertoholdhertherewhenshewantedtostealafterhimthroughthewoodsandfindoutwhathemeant。Buthisreputationinfluencedevenherandsherefusedtopithercunningintheforestagainsthis。Itwouldbebettertowaituntilhereturnedtohishorse。Thusdecided,shelaybackagaininhercovertandgavehermindovertoponderingcuriosity。SoonerthansheexpectedsheespiedIsbelapproachingthroughtheforest,emptyhanded。Hehadnottakenhisrifle。Ellenavertedherglanceamomentandthrilledtoseetherifleleaningagainstarock。VerilyJeanIsbelhadbeenfarremovedfromhostileintentthatday。Shewatchedhimstrideswiftlyuptohishorse,untiethehalter,andmount。Ellenhadanimpressionofhisarrowlikestraightfigure,andsinuousgraceandease。Thenhelookedbackatthepromontory,asiftofixapictureofitinhismind,androdeawayalongtheRim。Shewatchedhimoutofsight。Whatailedher? Somethingwaswrongwithher,butsherecognizedonlyrelief。 WhenIsbelhadbeengonelongenoughtoassureEllenthatshemightsafelyventureforthshecrawledthroughthepinethickettotheRimontheothersideofthepoint。ThesunwassettingbehindtheBlackRange,sheddingagoldengloryovertheBasin。WestwardthezigzagRimreachedlikeastreameroffireintothesun。Thevastpromontoriesjuttedoutwithblazingbeaconlightsupontheirstone—walledfaces。 Deepdown,theBasinwasturningshadowydarkblue,goingtosleepforthenight。 Ellenbentswiftstepstowardhercamp。Longshaftsofgoldprecededherthroughtheforest。Thentheypaledandvanished。Thetipsofpinesandsprucesturnedgold。Ahoarse—voicedoldturkeygobblerwasboominghischug—a—lugfromthehighestground,andthesofterchickofhenturkeysansweredhim。Ellenwasalmostbreathlesswhenshearrived。 Twopacksandacoupleoflop—earedburrosattestedtothefactofAntonio’sreturn。ThiswasgoodnewsforEllen。Sheheardthebleatoflambsandtinkleofbellscomingnearerandnearer。AndshewasgladtofeelthatifIsbelhadvisitedhercamp,mostprobablyitwasduringtheabsenceoftheherders。 TheinstantsheglancedintohertentshesawthepackageIsbelhadcarried。Itlayonherbed。Ellenstaredblankly。\"The——theimpudenceofhim!\"sheejaculated。Thenshekickedthepackageoutofthetent。 Wordsandactionseemedtoliberateadammed—uphotfury。Shekickedthepackageagain,andthoughtshewouldkickitintothesmolderingcamp—fire。Butsomehowshestoppedshortofthat。Sheleftthethingthereontheground。 PepeandAntoniohoveinsight,drivinginthetumblingwoollyflock。 Ellendidnotwantthemtoseethepackage,sowithcontemptforherself,andsomewhatlesseninganger,shekickeditbackintothetent。Whatwasinit?Shepeepedinsidethetent,devouredbycuriosity。Neat,wellwrappedandtiedpackageslikethatwerenotoftenseenintheTontoBasin。Ellendecidedshewouldwaituntilaftersupper,andatafavorablemomentlayitunopenedonthefire。Whatdidshecarewhatitcontained?Manifestlyitwasagift。ShearguedthatshewashighlyincensedwiththisinsolentIsbelwhohadtheeffronterytoapproachherwithsomesortofpresent。 ItdevelopedthattheusuallycheerfulAntoniohadreturnedtaciturnandgloomy。AllEllencouldgetoutofhimwasthatthejobofsheepherderhadtakenonhazardsinimicaltopeace—lovingMexicans。Hehadheardsomethinghewouldnottell。Ellenhelpedpreparethesupperandsheateinsilence。Shehadherownbroodingtroubles。Antoniopresentlytoldherthatherfatherhadsaidshewasnottostartbackhomeafterdark。Aftersuppertheherdersrepairedtotheirowntents,leavingEllenthefreedomofhercamp—fire。Wherewithshesecuredthepackageandbroughtitforthtoburn。Femininecuriosityrankledstronginherbreast。Yieldingsofarastoshaketheparcelandpressit,andfinallytearacomeroffthepaper,shesawsomewordswritteninleadpencil。Bendingnearertheblaze,sheread,\"FormysisterAnn。\" Ellengazedatthebig,boldhand—writing,quitelegibleandfairlywelldone。Suddenlyshetoretheoutsidewrappercompletelyoff。FromprintedwordsontheinsideshegatheredthatthepackagehadcomefromastoreinSanFrancisco。\"Reckonhefetchedhomealotofpresentsforhisfolks——thekids——andhissister,\"mutteredEllen。 \"Thatwasniceofhim。WhateverthisisheshoremeantitforsisterAnn……AnnIsbel。Why,shemustbethatblack—eyedgirlImetandlikedsowellbeforeIknewshewasanIsbel……Hissister!\" WhereuponforthesecondtimeEllendepositedthefascinatingpackageinhertent。Shecouldnotburnitupjustthen。Shehadotheremotionsbesidesscornandhate。Andmemoryofthatsoft—voiced,kind—hearted,beautifulIsbelgirlcheckedherresentment。\"Iwonderifheislikehissister,?’shesaid,thoughtfully。Itappearedtobeanunfortunatethought。JeanIsbelcertainlyresembledhissister。 \"Toobadtheybelongtothefamilythatruineddad。\" Ellenwenttobedwithoutopeningthepackageorwithoutburningit。 Andtoherannoyance,whateverwayshelaysheappearedtotouchthisstrangepackage。Therewasnotmuchroominthelittletent。Firstsheputitatherheadbesideherrifle,butwhensheturnedoverhercheekcameincontactwithit。Thenshefeltasifshehadbeenstung。 Shemoveditagain,onlytotouchitpresentlywithherhand。Nextsheflungittothebottomofherbed,whereitfelluponherfeet,andwhateverwayshemovedthemshecouldnotescapethepressureofthisundesirableandmysteriousgift。 Byandbyshefellasleep,onlytodreamthatthepackagewasacaressinghandstealingabouther,feelingforhers,andholdingitwithsoft,strongclasp。Whensheawokeshehadthestrangestsensationinherrightpalm。Itwasmoist,throbbing,hot,andthefeelofitonhercheekwasstrangelythrillingandcomforting。 Shelayawakethen。Thenightwasdarkandstill。Onlyalowmoanofwindinthepinesandthefainttinkleofasheepbellbroketheserenity。Shefeltverysmallandlonelylyingthereinthedeepforest,and,tryhowshewould,itwasimpossibletothinkthesamethenasshedidintheclearlightofday。Resentment,pride,anger——theseseemedabatednow。Iftheeventsofthedayhadnotchangedher,theyhadatleastbroughtupsofterandkindermemoriesandemotionsthanshehadknownforlong。Nothinghurtandsaddenedhersomuchastorememberthegay,happydaysofherchildhood,hersweetmother,her,oldhome。ThenherthoughtreturnedtoIsbelandhisgift。Ithadbeenyearssinceanyonehadmadeheragift。 Whatcouldthisonebe?Itdidnotmatter。ThewonderwasthatJeanIsbelshouldbringittoherandthatshecouldbeperturbedbyitspresence。\"Hemeantitforhissisterandsohethoughtwellofme,\"shesaid,infinality。 MorningbroughtEllenfurthervacillation。Atlengthsherolledtheobnoxiouspackageinsideherblankets,sayingthatshewouldwaituntilshegothomeandthenconsignitcheerfullytotheflames。 Antoniotiedherpackonaburro。Shedidnothaveahorse,andthereforehadtowalktheseveralmiles,toherfather’sranch。 Shesetoffatabriskpace,leadingtheburroandcarryingherrifle。Andsoonshewasdeepinthefragrantforest。Themorningwasclearandcool,withjustenoughfrosttomakethesunlitgrasssparkleasifwithdiamonds。Ellenfeltfresh,buoyant,singularlyfullof,life。Heryouthwouldnotbedenied。Itwaspulsing,yearning。ShehummedanoldSoutherntuneandeverystepseemedoneofpleasureinaction,ofadvancetowardsomeintangiblefuturehappiness。Alltheunknownoflifebeforehercalled。Herheartbeathighinherbreastandshewalkedasoneinadream。Herthoughtswereswift—changing,intimate,deep,andvague,notofyesterdayorto—day,norofreality。 Thebig,gray,white—tailedsquirrelscrossedaheadofheronthetrail,scamperedoverthepinygroundtohopontreetrunks,andtheretheypausedtowatchherpass。Thevociferouslittleredsquirrelsbarkedandchatteredather。Fromeverythicketsoundedthegobbleofturkeys。 Thebluejayssqualledinthetreetops。Adeerlifteditsheadfrombrowsingandstoodmotionless,withlongearserect,watchinghergoby。 Thushappilyanddreamilyabsorbed,EllencoveredtheforestmilesandsoonreachedthetrailthatleddownintothewildbrakesofChevelonCanyon。Itwasroughgoingandlessconducivetosweetwanderingsofmind。Ellenslowlylostthem。Andthenafamiliarfeelingassailedher,onesheneverfailedtohaveuponreturningtoherfather’sranch——areluctance,abitterdissatisfactionwithherhome,aloyalstruggleagainstthevaguesensethatallwasnotasitshouldbe。 Attheheadofthiscanyoninalittle,level,grassymeadowstoodarudeone—roomlogshack,withaleaningred—stonechimneyontheoutside。 Thiswastheabodeofastrangeoldmanwhohadlonglivedthere。HisnamewasJohnSpragueandhisoccupationwasraisingburros。Nosheeporcattleorhorsesdidheown,notevenadog。RumorhadsaidSpraguewasaprospector,oneofthemanywhohadsearchedthatcountryfortheLostDutchmangoldmine。SpragueknewmoreabouttheBasinandRimthananyofthesheepmenorranchers。FromBlackButtetotheCibiqueandfromChevelonButtetoRenoPasshekneweverytrail,canyon,ridge,andspring,andcouldfindhiswaytothemonthedarkestnight。Hisfame,however,dependedmostlyuponthefactthathedidnothingbutraiseburros,andwouldraisenonebutblackburroswithwhitefaces。 TheseburroswerethefinestbredinailtheBasinandwereingreatdemand。Spraguesoldafeweveryyear。HehadmadeapresentofonetoEllen,althoughhehatedtopartwiththem。ThisoldmanwasEllen’soneandonlyfriend。 UponhertripouttotheRimwiththesheep,UncleJohn,asEllencalledhim,hadbeenawayononeofhisinfrequentvisitstoGrassValley。Itpleasedhernowtoseeabluecolumnofsmokelazilyliftingfromtheoldchimneyandtohearthediscordantbrayofburros。 AssheenteredtheclearingSpraguesawherfromthedoorofhisshack。 \"Hello,UncleJohn!\"shecalled。 \"Wal,ifitain’tEllen!\"hereplied,heartily。\"WhenIseenthetwhite—facedjinnyIknowedwhowasleadin’her。Whereyoubeen,girl?\" Spraguewasalittle,stoop—shoulderedoldman,withgrizzledheadandface,andshrewdgrayeyesthatbeamedkindlyonheroverhisruddycheeks。Ellendidnotlikethetobaccostainonhisgrizzledbeardnorthedirty,motley,ragged,ill—smellinggarbhewore,butshehadceasedheruselessattemptstomakehimmorecleanly。 \"I’vebeenherdin’sheep,\"repliedEllen。\"Andwherehavey’ubeen,uncle?Imissedy’uonthewayover。\" \"Beenpackin’insomegrub。An’IreckonIstayedlongerinGrassValleythanIrecollect。Butthetwasonlynatural,considerin’——\" \"What?\"askedEllen,bluntly,astheoldmanpaused。 Spraguetookablackpipeoutofhisvestpocketandbeganrimmingthebowlwithhisfingers。TheglancehebentonEllenwasthoughtfulandearnest,andsokindthatshefeareditwaspity。Ellensuddenlyburnedfornewsfromthevillage。 Wal,comeinan’setdown,won’tyou?\"heasked。 \"No,thanks,\"repliedEllen,andshetookaseatonthechoppingblock。 \"Tellme,uncle,what’sgoin’ondownintheValley?\" \"Nothin’muchyet——excepttalk。An’there’saheapofthet。\" \"Humph!Therealwayswastalk,\"declaredEllen,contemptuously。 \"Anasty,gossipy,cattyhole,thatGrassValley!\" \"Ellen,thar’sgoin’tobewar——abloodywarintheoleTontoBasin,\" wentonSprague,seriously。 \"War!……Betweenwhom?\" \"TheIsbelsan’theirenemies。Ireckonmostpeopledownthar,an’ sureallthecattlemen,aironoldGass’sside。Blaisdell,Gordon,Fredericks,Blue——they’llallbeinit。\" \"Whoaretheygoin’tofight?\"queriedEllen,sharply。 \"Wal,theopentalkisthetthesheepmenareforcin’thiswar。Butthar’stalknotsoopen,an’Ireckonnotveryhealthyforanymantowhisperhyarbouts。\" \"UncleJohn,y’uneedn’tbeafraidtotellmeanythin’,saidEllen。 \"I’dnevergivey’uaway。Y’u’vebeenagoodfriendtome。\" \"ReckonIwanttobe,Ellen,\"hereturned,noddinghisshaggyhead。 \"Itain’teasytobefondofyouasIaman’keepmymouthshet……I’dliketoknowsomethin’。Hevyouanyrelativesawayfromhyarthetyoucouldgototillthisfight’sover?\" \"No。AllIhave,sofarasIknow,arerightheah。\" \"Howabootfriends?\" \"UncleJohn,Ihavenone,\"shesaid,sadly,withbowedhead。 \"Wal,wal,I’msorry。Iwashopin’youmightgitaway。\" Sheliftedherface。\"Shorey’udon’tthinkI’drunoffifmydadgotinafight?\"sheflashed。 \"Ihopeyouwill。\" \"I’maJorth,\"shesaid,darkly,anddroppedherheadagain。 Spraguenoddedgloomily。Evidentlyhewasperplexedandworried,andstronglyswayedbyaffectionforher。 \"Wouldyougoawaywithme?\"heasked。\"WecouldpackovertotheMazatzalsan’livethartillthisblowsover。\" \"Thanky’u,UncleJohn。Y’u’rekindandgood。ButI’llstaywithmyfather。Histroublesaremine。\" \"Ahuh!……Wal,Imighthevreckonedso……Ellen,howdoyoustandonthishyarsheepan’cattlequestion?\" \"Ithinkwhat’sfairforoneisfairforanother。Idon’tlikesheepasmuchasIlikecattle。Butthat’snotthepoint。Therangeisfree。 Supposey’uhadcattleandIhadsheep。I’dfeelasfreetorunmysheepanywhereasy’uweretoranyourcattle。\" \"Right。Butwhatifyouthrowedyoursheeproundmyrangean’sheepedoffthegrasssomycattlewouldhevtomoveorstarve?\" \"ShoreIwouldn’tthrowmysheeproundy’urrange,\"shedeclared,stoutly。 \"Wal,you’veansweredhalfofthequestion。An’nowsupposin’alotofmycattlewasstolenbyrustlers,butnotasingleoneofyoursheep。 What’dyouthinkthen?\" \"I’dshorethinkrustlerschosetostealcattlebecausetherewasnoprofitinstealin’sheep。\" \"Egzactly。Butwouldn’tyouhevaqueerideeabootit?\" \"Idon’tknow。Whyqueer?What’rey’udrivin’at,UncleJohn?\" \"Wal,wouldn’tyougitkindofahunchthettherustlerswas——sayaleetlefriendlytowardthesheepmen? Ellenfeltasuddenvibratingshock。Thebloodrushedtohertemples。 Tremblingallover,sherose。 \"UncleJohn!\"shecried。 \"Now,girl,youneedn’tfireupthetway。Setdownan’don’t——\" \"Darey’uinsinuatemyfatherhas——\" \"Ellen,Iain’tinsinuatin’nothin’,\"interruptedtheoldman。\"I’mjestaskin’youtothink。Thet’sall。You’re,mostgrownintoayoungwomannow。An’you’vegotsense。Thar’sbadtimesahead,Ellen。 An’Ihatetoseeyoumixinthem。\" \"Oh,y’udomakemethink,\"repliedEllen,withsmartingtearsinhereyes。\"Y’umakemeunhappy。Oh,Iknowmydadisnotlikedinthiscattlecountry。Butit’sunjust。Hehappenedtogoinforsheepraising。Iwishhehadn’t。Itwasamistake。Dadalwayswasacattlemantillwecameheah。Hemadeenemies——who——whoruinedhim。 Andeverywheremisfortunecrossedhistrail……But,oh,UncleJohn,mydadisanhonestman。\" \"Wal,child,I——Ididn’tmeanto——tomakeyoucry,\"saidtheoldman,feelingly,andheavertedhistroubledgaze。\"NevermindwhatIsaid。 I’manoldmeddler。Ireckonnothin’Icoulddoorsaywouldeverchangewhat’sgoin’tohappen。Ifonlyyouwasn’tagirl!…… TharIgoag’in。Ellen,faceyourfuturean’fightyourway。Allyoungstershevtodothet。An’it’stherightkindoffightthetmakestherightkindofmanorwoman。Onlyyoumustbesuretofindyourself。An’bythetImeantofindthereal,true,honest—to—Godbestinyouan’sticktoitan’diefightin’forit。You’reayoungwoman,almost,an’ablamedhandsomeone。Whichmeansyou’llhevmoretroublean’aharderfight。Thiscountryain’teasyonawomanwhenonceslanderhasmarkedher。 \"WhatdoIcareforthetalkdowninthatBasin?\"returnedEllen。 \"IknowtheythinkI’mahussy。I’veletthemthinkit。 I’vehelpedthemto。\" \"You’rewrong,child,\"saidSprague,earnestly。\"Pridean,temper! Youmustneverletanyonethinkbadofyou,muchlesshelpthemto。\" \"Ihateeverybodydownthere,\"criedEllen,passionately。\"IhatethemsoI’dgloryintheirthinkin’mebad……MymotherbelongedtothebestbloodinTexas。Iamherdaughter。IknowWHOANDWHAT IAM。ThatupliftsmewheneverImeetthesneaky,slysuspicionsoftheseBasinpeople。Itshowsmethedifferencebetweenthemandme。 That’swhatIgloryin。\" \"Ellen,you’reawild,headstrongchild,\"rejoinedtheoldman,inseveretones。\"Wordhasbeenpassedag’in’yourgoodname——yourhonor……An’hevn’tyougivencauseferthet?\" Ellenfeltherfaceblanchandallherbloodrushbacktoherheartinsickeningforce。Theshockofhiswordswaslikeastabfromacoldblade。Iftheirmeaningandthestem,justlightoftheoldman’sglancedidnotkillherprideandvanitytheysurelykilledhergirlishness。Shestoodmute,staringathim,withherbrown,tremblinghandsstealinguptowardherbosom,asiftowardoffanotherandamortalblow。 \"Ellen!\"burstoutSprague,hoarsely。\"Youmistookme。Aw,Ididn’tmean——whatyouthink,Iswear……Ellen,I’moldan’blunt。Iain’tusedtowimmen。ButI’veloveforyou,child,an’respect,jestthesameasifyouwasmyown……An’IKNOWyou’regood…… Forgiveme……Imeantonlyhevn’tyoubeen,say,sortof—— careless?\" \"Care—less?\"queriedEllen,bitterlyandlow。 \"An’powerfulthoughtlessan’——an’blind——lettin’menkissyouan’ fondleyou——whenyou’rereallyagrowed—upwomannow?\" \"Yes——Ihave,\"whisperedEllen。 \"Wal,then,whydidyouletthem? \"I——Idon’tknow……Ididn’tthink。Themenneverletmealone—— never——never!Igottiredeverlastinglypushin’themaway。Andsometimes——whentheywerekind——andIwaslonelyforsomethingI——I didn’tmindifoneoranotherfooledroundme。Ineverthought。 Itneverlookedasy’uhavemadeitlook……Then——thosefewtimesridin’thetrailtoGrassValley——whenpeoplesawme——thenI guessIencouragedsuchattentions……Oh,Imustbe——Iamashamelesslittlehussy!\" \"Hushthetkindoftalk,\"saidtheoldman,ashetookherhand。