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类别:其他 作者:Joseph Conrad字数:11996更新时间:18/12/18 14:24:46
Author’sNoteTheoriginofTheSecretAgent:subject,treatment,artisticpurpose,andeveryothermotivethatmayinduceanauthortotakeuphispen,can,Ibelieve,betracedtoaperiodofmentalandemotionalreaction。 TheactualfactsarethatIbeganthisbookimpulsivelyandwroteitcontinuously。WheninduecourseitwasboundanddeliveredtothepublicgazeIfoundmyselfreprovedforhavingproduceditatall。Someoftheadmonitionsweresevere,othershadasorrowfulnote。IhavenotgotthemtextuallybeforemebutIrememberperfectlythegeneralargument,whichwasverysimple;andalsomysurpriseatitsnature。Allthissoundsaveryoldstorynow!Andyetitisnotsuchalongtimeago。ImustconcludethatIhadstillpreservedmuchofmypristineinnocenceintheyear1907。 Itseemstomenowthatevenanartlesspersonmighthaveforeseenthatsomecriticismswouldbebasedonthegroundofsordidsurroundingsandthemoralsqualorofthetale。 Thatofcourseisaseriousobjection。Itwasnotuniversal。Infactitseemsungracioustoremembersolittlereproofamongstsomuchintelligentandsympatheticappreciation;andItrustthatthereadersofthisPrefacewillnothastentoputitdowntowoundedvanityoranaturaldispositiontoingratitude。Isuggestthatacharitableheartcouldverywellascribemychoicetonaturalmodesty。Yetitisn’texactlymodestythatmakesmeselectreprooffortheillustrationofmycase。No,itisn’texactlymodesty。 IamnotatallcertainthatIammodest;butthosewhohavereadsofarthroughmyworkwillcreditmewithenoughdecency,tact,savoir—faire,whatyouwill,topreventmefrommakingasongformyowngloryoutofthewordsofotherpeople,No!Thetruemotiveofmyselectionliesinquiteadifferenttrait。Ihavealwayshadapropensitytojustifymyaction。 Nottodefend。Tojustify。NottoinsistthatIwasrightbutsimplytoexplainthattherewasnoperverseintention,nosecretscornforthenaturalsensibilitiesofmankindatthebottomofmyimpulses。 Thatkindofweaknessisdangerousonlysofarthatitexposesonetotheriskofbecomingabore;fortheworldgenerallyisnotinterestedinthemotivesofanyovertactbutinitsconsequences。Manmaysmileandsmilebutheisnotaninvestigatinganimal。Helovestheobvious。 Heshrinksfromexplanations。YetIwillgoonwithmine。It’sobviousthatIneednothavewrittenthatbook。Iwasundernonecessitytodealwiththatsubject;usingthewordsubjectbothinthesenseofthetaleitselfandinthelargeroneofaspecialmanifestationinthelifeofmankind。ThisIfullyadmit。Butthethoughtofelaboratingmereuglinessinordertoshock,orevensimplytosurprisemyreadersbyachangeoffront,hasneverenteredmyhead。InmakingthisstatementIexpecttobebelieved,notonlyontheevidenceofmygeneralcharacterbutalsoforthereason,whichanybodycansee,thatthewholetreatmentofthetale,itsinspiringindignationandunderlyingpityandcontempt,provemydetachmentfromthesqualorandsordidnesswhichliesimplyintheoutwardcircumstancesofthesetting。 TheinceptionofTheSecretAgentfollowedimmediatelyonatwoyears’periodofintenseabsorptioninthetaskofwritingthatremotenovel,Nostromo,withitsfar—offLatin—Americanatmosphere;andtheprofoundlypersonalMirroroftheSea。ThefirstanintensecreativeeffortonwhatIsupposewillalwaysremainmylargestcanvas,thesecondanunreservedattempttounveilforamomenttheprofounderintimaciesoftheseaandtheformativeinfluencesofnearlyhalfmylifetime。 Itwasaperiod,too,inwhichmysenseofthetruthofthingswasattendedbyaveryintenseimaginativeandemotionalreadinesswhich,allgenuineandfaithfultofactsasitwas,yetmademefeel(thetaskoncedone) asifIwereleftbehind,aimlessamongstmerehusksofsensationsandlostinaworldofother,ofinferior,values。 Idon’tknowwhetherIreallyfeltthatIwantedachange,changeinmyimagination,inmyvision,andinmymentalattitude。Iratherthinkthatachangeinthefundamentalmoodhadalreadystolenovermeunawares。 Idon’trememberanythingdefinitehappening。WithTheMirroroftheSeafinishedinthefullconsciousnessthatIhaddealthonestlywithmyselfandmyreadersineverylineofthatbook,Igavemyselfuptoanotunhappypause。Then,whileIwasyetstandingstill,asitwere,andcertainlynotthinkingofgoingoutofmywaytolookforanythingugly,thesubjectofTheSecretAgent—Imeanthetale—cametomeintheshapeofafewwordsutteredbyafriendinacasualconversationaboutanarchistsorratheranarchistactivities;howbroughtaboutIdon’tremembernow。 Iremember,however,remarkingonthecriminalfutilityofthewholething,doctrine,action,mentality;andonthecontemptibleaspectofthehalf—crazyposeasofabrazencheatexploitingthepoignantmiseriesandpassionatecredulitiesofamankindalwayssotragicallyeagerforself—destruction。 Thatwaswhatmadeformeitsphilosophicalpretencessounpardonable。 Presently,passingtoparticularinstances,werecalledthealreadyoldstoryoftheattempttoblowuptheGreenwichObservatory;ablood—stainedinanityofsofatuousakindthatitwasimpossibletofathomitsoriginbyanyreasonableorevenunreasonableprocessofthought。Forperverseunreasonhasitsownlogicalprocesses。Butthatoutragecouldnotbelaidholdofmentallyinanysortofway,sothatoneremainedfacedbythefactofamanblowntobitsfornothingevenmostremotelyresemblinganidea,anarchisticorother。AstotheouterwalloftheObservatoryitdidnotshowasmuchasthefaintestcrack。 Ipointedallthisouttomyfriendwhoremainedsilentforawhileandthenremarkedinhischaracteristicallycasualandomniscientmanner: `Oh,thatfellowwashalfanidiot。Hissistercommittedsuicideafterwards。’ Thesewereabsolutelytheonlywordsthatpassedbetweenus;forextremesurpriseatthisunexpectedpieceofinformationkeptmedumbforamomentandhebeganatoncetotalkofsomethingelse。Itneveroccurredtomelatertoaskhowhearrivedathisknowledge。Iamsurethatifhehadseenonceinhislifethebackofananarchistthatmusthavebeenthewholeextentofhisconnectionwiththeunderworld。Hewas,however,amanwholikedtotalkwithallsortsofpeople,andhemayhavegatheredthoseilluminatingfactsatsecondorthirdhand,fromacrossing—sweeper,fromaretiredpoliceofficer,fromsomevaguemaninhisclub,orevenperhapsfromaMinisterofStatemetatsomepublicorprivatereception。 Oftheilluminatingqualitytherecouldbenodoubtwhatever。Onefeltlikewalkingoutofaforestontoaplain—therewasnotmuchtoseebutonehadplentyoflight。No,therewasnotmuchtoseeand,frankly,foraconsiderabletimeIdidn’tevenattempttoperceiveanything。Itwasonlytheilluminatingimpressionthatremained。Itremainedsatisfactorybutinapassiveway。Then,aboutaweeklater,IcameuponabookwhichasfarasIknowhadneverattainedanyprominence,therathersummaryrecollectionsofanAssistantCommissionerofPolice,anobviouslyablemanwithastrongreligiousstraininhischaracterwhowasappointedtohispostatthetimeofthedynamiteoutragesinLondon,awaybackintheeighties。Thebookwasfairlyinteresting,verydiscreetofcourse;andIhavebynowforgottenthebulkofitscontents。Itcontainednorevelations,itranoverthesurfaceagreeably,andthatwasall。Iwon’teventrytoexplainwhyIshouldhavebeenarrestedbyalittlepassageofaboutsevenlines,inwhichtheauthor(IbelievehisnamewasAnderson)reproducedashortdialogueheldintheLobbyoftheHouseofCommonsaftersomeunexpectedanarchistoutrage,withtheHomeSecretary。IthinkitwasSirWilliamHarcourtthen。Hewasverymuchirritatedandtheofficialwasveryapologetic。 Thephrase,amongstthethreewhichpassedbetweenthem,thatstruckmemostwasSirW。Harcourt’sangrysally:`Allthat’sverywell。ButyourideaofsecrecyoverthereseemstoconsistofkeepingtheHomeSecretaryinthedark。’CharacteristicenoughofSirW。Harcourt’stemperbutnotmuchinitself。Theremusthavebeen,however,somesortofatmosphereinthewholeincidentbecauseallofasuddenIfeltmyselfstimulated。 Andthenensuedinmymindwhatastudentofchemistrywouldbestunderstandfromtheanalogyoftheadditionofthetiniestlittledropoftherightkind,precipitatingtheprocessofcrystallizationinatesttubecontainingsomecolourlesssolution。 Itwasatfirstformeamentalchange,disturbingaquieted—downimagination,inwhichstrangeforms,sharpinoutlinebutimperfectlyapprehended,appearedandclaimedattentionascrystalswilldobytheirbizarreandunexpectedshapes。Onefelltomusingbeforethephenomenon—evenofthepast:ofSouthAmerica,acontinentofcrudesunshineandbrutalrevolutions,ofthesea,thevastexpanseofsaltwaters,themirrorofheaven’sfrownsandsmiles,thereflectoroftheworld’slight。Thenthevisionofanenormoustownpresenteditself,ofamonstroustownmorepopulousthansomecontinentsandinitsman—mademightasifindifferenttoheaven’sfrownsandsmiles; acrueldevoureroftheworld’slight。Therewasroomenoughtheretoplaceanystory,depthenoughforanypassion,varietyenoughthereforanysetting,darknessenoughtoburyfivemillionsoflives。 Irresistiblythetownbecamethebackgroundfortheensuingperiodofdeepandtentativemeditations。Endlessvistasopenedbeforemeinvariousdirections。Itwouldtakeyearstofindtherightway!Itseemedtotakeyears!……SlowlythedawningconvictionofMrsVerloc’smaternalpassiongrewuptoaflamebetweenmeandthatbackground,tingeingitwithitssecretardourandreceivingfromitinexchangesomeofitsownsombrecolouring。AtlastthestoryofWinnieVerlocstoodoutcompletefromthedaysofherchildhoodtotheend,unproportionedasyet,witheverythingstillonthefirstplaneasitwere;butreadynowtobedealtwith。Itwasamatterofaboutthreedays。 Thisbookisthatstory,reducedtomanageableproportions,itswholecoursesuggestedandcentredroundtheabsurdcrueltyoftheGreenwichParkexplosion。IhadthereataskIwillnotsayarduousbutofthemostabsorbingdifficulty。Butithadtobedone。Itwasanecessity。 ThefiguresgroupedaboutMrsVerlocandrelateddirectlyorindirectlytohertragicsuspicionthat`lifedoesn’tstandmuchlookinginto’,aretheoutcomeofthatverynecessity。PersonallyIhaveneverhadanydoubtoftherealityofMrsVerloc’sstory;butithadtobedisengagedfromitsobscurityinthatimmensetown,ithadtobemadecredible,Idon’tmeansomuchastohersoulbutastohersurroundings,notsomuchastoherpsychologybutastoherhumanity。Forthesurroundingshintswerenotlacking。Ihadtofighthardtokeepatarm’slengththememoriesofmysolitaryandnocturnalwalksalloverLondoninmyearlydays,lesttheyshouldrushinandoverwhelmeachpageofthestoryastheseemergedoneafteranotherfromamoodasseriousinfeelingandthoughtasanyinwhichIeverwrotealine。InthatrespectIreallythinkthatTheSecretAgentisaperfectlygenuinepieceofwork。Eventhepurelyartisticpurpose,thatofapplyinganironicmethodtoasubjectofthatkind,wasformulatedwithdeliberationandintheearnestbeliefthatironictreatmentalonewouldenablemetosayallIfeltIwouldhavetosayinscornaswellasinpity。ItisoneoftheminorsatisfactionsofmywritinglifethathavingtakenthatresolveIdidmanage,itseemstome,tocarryitrightthroughtotheend。Astothepersonageswhomtheabsolutenecessityofthecase—MrsVerloc’scase—bringsoutinfrontoftheLondonbackground,fromthem,too,Iobtainedthoselittlesatisfactionswhichreallycountforsomuchagainstthemassofoppressivedoubtsthathauntsopersistentlyeveryattemptatcreativework。Forinstance,ofMrVladimirhimself(whowasfairgameforacaricaturalpresentation)Iwasgratifiedtohearthatanexperiencedmanoftheworldhadsaid`thatConradmusthavebeenintouchwiththatsphereorelsehasanexcellentintuitionofthings’,becauseMrVladimirwas`notonlypossibleindetailbutquiterightinessentials’。 ThenavisitorfromAmericainformedmethatallsortsofrevolutionaryrefugeesinNewYorkwouldhaveitthatthebookwaswrittenbysomebodywhoknewalotaboutthem。Thisseemedtomeaveryhighcompliment,consideringthat,asamatterofhardfact,Ihadseenevenlessoftheirkindthantheomniscientfriendwhogavemethefirstsuggestionforthenovel。I havenodoubt,however,thattherehadbeenmomentsduringthewritingofthebookwhen1wasanextremerevolutionist,Iwon’tsaymoreconvincedthantheybutcertainlycherishingamoreconcentratedpurposethananyofthemhadeverdoneinthewholecourseofhislife。Idon’tsaythistoboast。Iwassimplyattendingtomybusiness。InthematterofallmybooksIhavealwaysattendedtomybusiness。Ihaveattendedtoitwithcompleteself—surrender。Andthisstatement,too,isnotaboast。Icouldnothavedoneotherwise。Itwouldhaveboredmetoomuchtomake—believe。 Thesuggestionsforcertainpersonagesofthetale,bothlaw—abidingandlawless,camefromvarioussourceswhich,perhaps,hereandthere,somereadermayhaverecognized。Theyarenotveryrecondite。ButIamnotconcernedheretolegitimizeanyofthosepeople,andevenastomygeneralviewofthemoralreactionsasbetweenthecriminalandthepoliceallIwillventuretosayisthatitseemstometobeatleastarguable。 Thetwelveyearsthathaveelapsedsincethepublicationofthebookhavenotchangedmyattitude。IdonotregrethavingwrittenIt。Lately,circumstances,whichhavenothingtodowiththegeneraltenorofthisPreface,havecompelledmetostripthistaleoftheliteraryrobeofindignantscornithascostmesomuchtofitonitdecently,yearsago。Ihavebeenforced,sotospeak,tolookuponitsbarebones。Iconfessthatitmakesagrislyskeleton。ButstillIwillsubmitthattellingWinnieVerloc’sstorytoitsanarchisticendofutterdesolation,madness,anddespair,andtellingitasIhavetoldithere,Ihavenotintendedtocommitagratuitousoutrageonthefeelingsofmankind。 1920J。C。 TheSecretAgentChapter1CHAPTER1 MrVerloc,goingoutinthemorning,lefthisshopnominallyinchargeofhisbrother—in—law。Itcouldbedone,becausetherewasverylittlebusinessatanytime,andpracticallynoneatallbeforetheevening。MrVerloccaredbutlittleabouthisostensiblebusiness。And,moreover,hiswifewasinchargeofhisbrother—in—law。 Theshopwassmall,andsowasthehouse。ItwasoneofthosegrimybrickhouseswhichexistedinlargequantitiesbeforetheeraofreconstructiondawneduponLondon。Theshopwasasquareboxofaplace,withthefrontglazedinsmallpanes。Inthedaytimethedoorremainedclosed;intheeveningitstooddiscreetlybutsuspiciouslyajar。 Thewindowcontainedphotographsofmoreorlessundresseddancinggirls; nondescriptpackagesinwrapperslikepatentmedicines;closedyellowpaperenvelopes,veryflimsy,andmarkedtwoandsixinheavyblackfigures; afewnumbersofancientFrenchcomicpublicationshungacrossastringasiftodry;adingybluechinabowl,acasketofblackwood,bottlesofmarkingink,andrubberstamps;afewbookswithtitleshintingatimpropriety; afewapparentlyoldcopiesofobscurenewspapers,badlyprinted,withtitlesliketheTorch,theGong—rousingtitles。Andthetwogas—jetsinsidethepaneswerealwaysturnedlow,eitherforeconomy’ssakeorforthesakeofthecustomers。 Thesecustomerswereeitherveryyoungmen,whohungaboutthewindowforatimebeforeslippinginsuddenly;ormenofamorematureage,butlookinggenerallyasiftheywerenotinfunds。Someofthatlastkindhadthecollarsoftheirovercoatsturnedrightuptotheirmoustaches,andtracesofmudonthebottomoftheirnethergarments,whichhadtheappearanceofbeingmuchwornandnotveryvaluable。Andthelegsinsidethemdidnot,asageneralrule,seemofmuchaccounteither。Withtheirhandsplungeddeepinthesidepocketsoftheircoats,theydodgedinsideways,oneshoulderfirst,asifafraidtostartthebellgoing。 Thebell,hungonthedoorbymeansofacurvedribbonofsteel,wasdifficulttocircumvent。Itwashopelesslycracked;butofanevening,attheslightestprovocation,itclatteredbehindthecustomerwithimpudentvirulence。 Itclattered;andatthatsignal,throughthedustyglassdoorbehindthepainteddealcounter,MrVerlocwouldissuehastilyfromtheparlourattheback。Hiseyeswerenaturallyheavy;hehadanairof’havingwallowed,fullydressed,alldayonanunmadebed。Anothermanwouldhavefeltsuchanappearanceadistinctdisadvantage。Inacommercialtransactionoftheretailordermuchdependsontheseller’sengagingandamiableaspect。 ButMrVerlocknewhisbusiness,andremainedundisturbedbyanysortofaestheticdoubtabouthisappearance。Withafirm,steady—eyedimpudence,whichseemedtoholdbackthethreatofsomeabominablemenace,hewouldproceedtoselloverthecountersomeobjectlookingobviouslyandscandalouslynotworththemoneywhichpassedinthetransaction:asmallcardboardboxwithapparentlynothinginside,forinstance,oroneofthosecarefullyclosedyellowflimsyenvelopes,orasoiledvolumeinpapercoverswithapromisingtitle。Nowandthenithappenedthatoneofthefaded,yellowdancinggirlswouldgetsoldtoanamateur,asthoughshehadbeenaliveandyoung。 SometimesitwasMrsVerlocwhowouldappearatthecallofthecrackedbell。WinnieVerlocwasayoungwomanwithafullbust,inatightbodice,andwithbroadhips。Herhairwasverytidy。Steady—eyedlikeherhusband,shepreservedanairofunfathomableindifferencebehindtherampartofthecounter。Thenthecustomerofcomparativelytenderyearswouldgetsuddenlydisconcertedathavingtodealwithawoman,andwithrageinhisheartwouldprofferarequestforabottleofmarkingink,retailvaluesixpence(priceinVerloc’sshoponeandsixpence),which,onceoutside,hewoulddropstealthilyintothegutter。 Theeveningvisitors—themenwithcollarsturnedupandsofthatsrammeddown—noddedfamiliarlytoMrsVerloc,andwithamutteredgreeting,lifteduptheflapattheendofthecounterinordertopassintothebackparlour,whichgaveaccesstoapassageandtoasteepflightofstairs。 ThedooroftheshopwastheonlymeansofentrancetothehouseinwhichMrVerloccarriedonhisbusinessofasellerofshadywares,exercisedhisvocationofaprotectorofsociety,andcultivatedhisdomesticvirtues。 Theselastwerepronounced。Hewasthoroughlydomesticated。Neitherhisspiritual,norhismental,norhisphysicalneedswereofthekindtotakehimmuchabroad。Hefoundathometheeaseofhisbodyandthepeaceofhisconscience,togetherwithMrsVerloc’swifelyattentionsandMrsVerloc’smother’sdeferentialregard。 Winnie’smotherwasastout,wheezywoman,withalargebrownface。 Sheworeablackwigunderawhitecap。Herswollenlegsrenderedherinactive。 SheconsideredherselftobeofFrenchdescent,whichmighthavebeentrue; andafteragoodmanyyearsofmarriedlifewithalicensedvictuallerofthemorecommonsort,sheprovidedfortheyearsofwidowhoodbylettingfurnishedapartmentsforgentlemennearVauxhallBridgeRoadinasquareonceofsomesplendourandstillincludedinthedistrictofBelgravia。 Thistopographicalfactwasofsomeadvantageinadvertisingherrooms; butthepatronsoftheworthywidowwerenotexactlyofthefashionablekind。Suchastheywere,herdaughterWinniehelpedtolookafterthem。 TracesoftheFrenchdescentwhichthewidowboastedofwereapparentinWinnie,too。Theywereapparentintheextremelyneatandartisticarrangementofherglossydarkhair。Winniehadalsoothercharms:heryouth;herfull,roundedform;herclearcomplexion;theprovocationofherunfathomablereserve,whichneverwentsofarastopreventconversation,carriedononthelodger’spartwithanimation,andonherswithanequableamiability。 ItmustbethatMrVerlocwassusceptibletothesefascinations。MrVerlocwasanintermittentpatron。Hecameandwentwithoutanyveryapparentreason。HegenerallyarrivedinLondon(liketheinfluenza)fromtheContinent,onlyhearrivedunheraldedbythepress;andhisvisitationssetinwithgreatseverity。Hebreakfastedinbed,andremainedwallowingtherewithanairofquietenjoymenttillnooneveryday—andsometimeseventoalaterhour。ButwhenhewentoutheseemedtoexperienceagreatdifficultyinfindinghiswaybacktohistemporaryhomeintheBelgraviansquare。 Heleftitlate,andreturnedtoitearly—asearlyasthreeorfourinthemorning;andonwakingupattenaddressedWinnie,bringinginthebreakfasttray,withjocular,exhaustedcivility,inthehoarse,failingtonesofamanwhohadbeentalkingvehementlyformanyhourstogether。 Hisprominent,heavy—liddedeyesrolledsidewaysamorouslyandlanguidly,thebedclotheswerepulleduptohischin,andhisdarksmoothmoustachecoveredhisthicklipscapableofmuchhoneyedbanter。 InWinnie’smother’sopinionMrVerlocwasaverynicegentleman。Fromherlife’sexperiencegatheredinvarious`businesshouses’thegoodwomanhadtakenintoherretirementanidealofgentlemanlinessasexhibitedbythepatronsofprivate—saloonbars。MrVerlocapproachedthatideal; heattainedit,infact。 `Ofcourse,we’lltakeoveryourfurniture,mother,’Winniehadremarked。 Thelodging—housewastobegivenup。Itseemsitwouldnotanswertocarryiton。ItwouldhavebeentoomuchtroubleforMrVerloc。Itwouldnothavebeenconvenientforhisotherbusiness。Whathisbusinesswashedidnotsay;butafterhisengagementtoWinniehetookthetroubletogetupbeforenoon,anddescendingthebasementstairs,makehimselfpleasanttoWinnie’smotherinthebreakfast—roomdownstairswhereshehadhermotionlessbeing。Hestrokedthecat,pokedthefire,hadhislunchservedtohimthere。Heleftitsslightlystuffycosinesswithevidentreluctance,but,allthesame,remainedouttillthenightwasfaradvanced。 HeneverofferedtotakeWinnietotheatres,assuchanicegentlemanoughttohavedone。Hiseveningswereoccupied。Hisworkwasinawaypolitical,hetoldWinnieonce。Shewouldhave,hewarnedher,tobeverynicetohispoliticalfriends。Andwithherstraight,unfathomableglancesheansweredthatshewouldbeso,ofcourse。 HowmuchmorehetoldherastohisoccupationitwasimpossibleforWinnie’smothertodiscover。Themarriedcoupletookheroverwiththefurniture。Themeanaspectoftheshopsurprisedher。ThechangefromtheBelgraviansquaretothenarrowstreetinSohoaffectedherlegsadversely。 Theybecameofanenormoussize。Ontheotherhand,sheexperiencedacompleterelieffrommaterialcares。Herson—in—law’sheavygoodnatureinspiredherwithasenseofabsolutesafety。Herdaughter’sfuturewasobviouslyassured,andevenastohersonSteviesheneedhavenoanxiety。Shehadnotbeenabletoconcealfromherselfthathewasaterribleencumbrance,thatpoorStevie。ButinviewofWinnie’sfondnessforherdelicatebrother,andofMrVerloc’skindandgenerousdisposition,shefeltthatthepoorboywasprettysafeinthisroughworld。AndinherheartofheartsshewasnotperhapsdispleasedthattheVerlocshadnochildren。AsthatcircumstanceseemedperfectlyindifferenttoMrVerloc,andasWinniefoundanobjectofquasi—maternalaffectioninherbrother,perhapsthiswasjustaswellforpoorStevie。 Forhewasdifficulttodisposeof,thatboy。Hewasdelicateand,inafrailway,good—looking,too,exceptforthevacantdroopofhislowerlip。Underourexcellentsystemofcompulsoryeducationhehadlearnedtoreadandwrite,notwithstandingtheunfavourableaspectofthelowerlip。Butaserrand—boyhedidnotturnoutagreatsuccess。Heforgothismessages;hewaseasilydivertedfromthestraightpathofdutybytheattractionsofstraycatsanddogs,whichhefolloweddownnarrowalleysintounsavourycourts;bythecomediesofthestreets,whichhecontemplatedopen—mouthed,tothedetrimentofhisemployer’sinterests;orbythedramasoffallenhorses,whosepathosandviolenceinducedhimsometimestoshriekpiercinglyinacrowd,whichdislikedtobedisturbedbysoundsofdistressinitsquietenjoymentofthenationalspectacle。Whenledawaybyagraveandprotectingpoliceman,itwouldoftenbecomeapparentthatpoorSteviehadforgottenhisaddress—atleastforatime。Abrusquequestioncausedhimtostuttertothepointofsuffocation。Whenstartledbyanythingperplexingheusedtosquinthorribly。However,heneverhadanyfits(whichwasencouraging); andbeforethenaturaloutburstsofimpatienceonthepartofhisfatherbecouldalways,inhischildhood’sdays,runforprotectionbehindtheshortskirtsofhissisterWinnie。Ontheotherhand,hemighthavebeensuspectedofhidingafundofrecklessnaughtiness。Whenhehadreachedtheageoffourteenafriendofhislatefather,anagentforaforeignpreservedmilkfirm,havinggivenhimanopeningasoffice—boy,hewasdiscoveredonefoggyafternoon,inhischiefsabsence,busylettingofffireworksonthestaircase。Hetouchedoffinquicksuccessionasetoffiercerockets,angrycatherinewheels,loudlyexplodingsquibs—andthemattermighthaveturnedoutveryserious。Anawfulpanicspreadthroughthewholebuilding。Wild—eyed,chokingclerksstampededthroughthepassagesfullofsmoke;silkhatsandelderlybusinessmencouldbeseenrollingindependentlydownthestairs。Steviedidnotseemtoderiveanypersonalgratificationfromwhathehaddone。Hismotivesforthisstrokeoforiginalityweredifficulttodiscover。ItwasonlylateronthatWinnieobtainedfromhimamistyandconfusedconfession。Itseemsthattwootheroffice—boysinthebuildinghadworkeduponhisfeelingsbytalesofinjusticeandoppressiontilltheyhadwroughthiscompassiontothepitchofthatfrenzy。 Buthisfather’sfriend,ofcourse,dismissedhimsummarilyaslikelytoruinhisbusiness。AfterthataltruisticexploitSteviewasputtohelpwashthedishesinthebasementkitchen,andtoblackthebootsofthegentlemenpatronizingtheBelgravianmansion。Therewasobviouslynofutureinsuchwork。Thegentlementippedhimashillingnowandthen。MrVerlocshowedhimselfthemostgenerousoflodgers。Butaltogetherallthatdidnotamounttomucheitherinthewayofgainorprospects;sothatwhenWinnieannouncedherengagementtoMrVerlochermothercouldnothelpwondering,withasighandaglancetowardsthescullery,whatwouldbecomeofpoorStephennow。 ItappearedthatMrVerlocwasreadytotakehimovertogetherwithhiswife’smotherandwiththefurniture,whichwasthewholevisiblefortuneofthefamily。MrVerlocgatheredeverythingasitcametohisbroad,good—naturedbreast。Thefurniturewasdisposedtothebestadvantagealloverthehouse,butMrsVerloc’smotherwasconfinedtotwobackroomsonthefirstfloor。 ThelucklessSteviesleptinoneofthem。Bythistimeagrowthofthinfluffyhairhadcometoblur,likeagoldenmist,thesharplineofhissmalllowerjaw。Hehelpedhissisterwithblindloveanddocilityinherhouseholdduties。MrVerlocthoughtthatsomeoccupationwouldbegoodforhim。Hissparetimeheoccupiedbydrawingcircleswithcompassandpencilonapieceofpaper。Heappliedhimselftothatpastimewithgreatindustry,withhiselbowsspreadoutandbowedlowoverthekitchentable。 ThroughtheopendooroftheparlouratthebackoftheshopWinnie,hissister,glancedathimfromtimetotimewithmaternalvigilance。