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类别:其他 作者:John Galsworthy字数:12652更新时间:18/12/18 13:40:14
\"TheysayTimothy’ssinking;\"hesaidglumly。 \"Wherewillyouputhim,Soames?\" \"Highgate。\"Hecountedonhisfingers。\"It’llmaketwelveofthemthere,includingwives。HowdoyouthinkFleurlooks?\" \"Remarkablywell。\" Soamesnodded。Hehadneverseenherlookprettier,yethecouldnotridhimselfoftheimpressionthatthisbusinesswasunnatural—— rememberingstillthatcrushedfigureburrowingintothecornerofthesofa。Fromthatnighttothisdayhehadreceivedfromhernoconfidences。HeknewfromhischauffeurthatshehadmadeonemoreattemptonRobinHillanddrawnblank——anemptyhouse,nooneathome。Heknewthatshehadreceivedaletter,butnotwhatwasinit,exceptthatithadmadeherhideherselfandcry。Hehadremarkedthatshelookedathimsometimeswhenshethoughthewasn’tnoticing,asifshewerewonderingstillwhathehaddone——forsooth—— tomakethosepeoplehatehimso。Well,thereitwas!Annettehadcomeback,andthingshadwornonthroughthesummer——verymiserable,tillsuddenlyFleurhadsaidshewasgoingtomarryyoungMont。Shehadshownhimalittlemoreaffectionwhenshetoldhimthat。Andhehadyielded——whatwasthegoodofopposingit?Godknewthathehadneverwishedtothwartherinanything!Andtheyoungmanseemedquitedeliriousabouther。Nodoubtshewasinarecklessmood,andshewasyoung,absurdlyyoung。Butifheopposedher,hedidn’tknowwhatshewoulddo;forallhecouldtellshemightwanttotakeupaprofession,becomeadoctororsolicitor,somenonsense。Shehadnoaptitudeforpainting,writing,music,inhisviewthelegitimateoccupationsofunmarriedwomen,iftheymustdosomethinginthesedays。Onthewhole,shewassafermarried,forhecouldseetoowellhowfeverishandrestlessshewasathome。Annette,too,hadbeeninfavourofit——Annette,frombehindtheveilofhisrefusaltoknowwhatshewasabout,ifshewasaboutanything。Annettehadsaid: \"Lethermarrythisyoungman。Heisaniceboy——notsohighty— flightyasheseems。\"Whereshegotherexpressions,hedidn’tknow— —butheropinionsoothedhisdoubts。Hiswife,whateverherconduct,hadcleareyesandanalmostdepressingamountofcommonsense。HehadsettledfiftythousandonFleur,takingcarethattherewasnocrosssettlementincaseitdidn’tturnoutwell。Coulditturnoutwell?Shehadnotgotoverthatotherboy——heknew。TheyweretogotoSpainforthehoneymoon。Hewouldbeevenlonelierwhenshewasgone。Butlater,perhaps,shewouldforget,andturntohimagain! Winifred’svoicebrokeonhisreverie。 \"Why!Ofallwonders—June!\" There,inadjibbah——whatthingsshewore!——withherhairstrayingfromunderafillet,Soamessawhiscousin,andFleurgoingforwardtogreether。Thetwopassedfromtheirviewoutontothestairway。 \"Really,\"saidWinifred,\"shedoesthemostimpossiblethings!Fancyhercoming!\" \"Whatmadeyouaskher?\"mutteredSoames。 \"BecauseIthoughtshewouldn’taccept,ofcourse。\" Winifredhadforgottenthatbehindconductliesthemaintrendofcharacter;or,inotherwords,omittedtorememberthatFleurwasnowa\"lameduck。\" Onreceivingherinvitation,Junehadfirstthought,’Iwouldn’tgonearthemfortheworld!’andthen,onemorning,hadawakenedfromadreamofFleurwavingtoherfromaboatwithawildunhappygesture。 Andshehadchangedhermind。 WhenFleurcameforwardandsaidtoher,\"DocomeupwhileI’mchangingmydress,\"shehadfollowedupthestairs。ThegirlledthewayintoImogen’soldbedroom,setreadyforhertoilet。 Junesatdownonthebed,thinandupright,likealittlespiritinthesearandyellow。Fleurlockedthedoor。 Thegirlstoodbeforeherdivestedofherweddingdress。Whataprettythingshewas\"Isupposeyouthinkmeafool,\"shesaid,withquiveringlips,\"whenitwastohavebeenJon。Butwhatdoesitmatter?Michaelwantsme,andIdon’tcare。It’llgetmeawayfromhome。\"Divingherhandintothefrillsonherbreast,shebroughtoutaletter。\"Jonwrotemethis。\" Juneread:\"LakeOkanagen,BritishColumbia。I’mnotcomingbacktoEngland。Blessyoualways。Jon。\" \"She’smadesafe,yousee,\"saidFleur。 Junehandedbacktheletter。 \"That’snotfairtoIrene,\"shesaid,\"shealwaystoldJonhecoulddoashewished。\" Fleursmiledbitterly。\"Tellme,didn’tshespoilyourlifetoo?\" Junelookedup。\"Nobodycanspoilalife,mydear。That’snonsense。 Thingshappen,butwebobup。\" Withasortofterrorshesawthegirlsinkonherkneesandburyherfaceinthedjibbah。AstrangledsobmountedtoJune’sears。 \"It’sallright——allright,\"shemurmured,\"Don’t!There,there!\" Butthepointofthegirl’schinwaspressedevercloserintoherthigh,andthesoundwasdreadfulofhersobbing。 Well,well!Ithadtocome。Shewouldfeelbetterafterward!Junestrokedtheshorthairofthatshapelyhead;andallthescatteredmother—senseinherfocusseditselfandpassedthroughthetipsofherfingersintothegirl’sbrain。 \"Don’tsitdownunderit,mydear,\"shesaidatlast。\"Wecan’tcontrollife,butwecanfightit。Makethebestofthings。I’vehadto。Iheldon,likeyou;andIcried,asyou’recryingnow。Andlookatme!\" Fleurraisedherhead;asobmergedsuddenlyintoalittlechokedlaugh。Intruthitwasathinandratherwildandwastedspiritshewaslookingat,butithadbraveeyes。 \"Allright!\"shesaid。\"I’msorry。Ishallforgethim,Isuppose,ifIflyfastandfarenough。\" And,scramblingtoherfeet,shewentovertothewash—stand。 Junewatchedherremovingwithcoldwaterthetracesofemotion。 Saveforalittlebecomingpinknesstherewasnothingleftwhenshestoodbeforethemirror。Junegotoffthebedandtookapin—cushioninherhand。Toputtwopinsintothewrongplaceswasalltheventshefoundforsympathy。 \"Givemeakiss,\"shesaidwhenFleurwasready,anddugherchinintothegirl’swarmcheek。 \"Iwantawhiff,\"saidFleur;\"don’twait。\" Junelefther,sittingonthebedwithacigarettebetweenherlipsandhereyeshalfclosed,andwentdown—stairs。Inthedoorwayofthedrawing—roomstoodSoamesasifunquietathisdaughter’stardiness。Junetossedherheadandpasseddownontothehalf— landing。HercousinFranciewasstandingthere。 \"Look!\"saidJune,pointingwithherchinatSoames。\"Thatman’sfatal!\" \"Howdoyoumean,\"saidFrancie,\"fatal?\" Junedidnotanswerher。\"Ishan’twaittoseethemoff,\"shesaid。 \"Good—bye!\" \"Good—bye!\"saidFrancie,andhereyes,ofaCelticgrey,goggled。 Thatoldfeud!Really,itwasquiteromantic! Soames,movingtothewellofthestaircase,sawJunego,anddrewabreathofsatisfaction。Whydidn’tFleurcome?Theywouldmisstheirtrain。Thattrainwouldbearherawayfromhim,yethecouldnothelpfidgetingatthethoughtthattheywouldloseit。Andthenshedidcome,runningdowninhertan—colouredfrockandblackvelvetcap,andpassedhimintothedrawing—room。Hesawherkisshermother,heraunt,Val’swife,Imogen,andthencomeforth,quickandprettyasever。Howwouldshetreathimatthislastmomentofhergirlhood?Hecouldn’thopeformuch! Herlipspressedthemiddleofhischeek。 \"Daddy!\"shesaid,andwaspastandgone!Daddy!Shehadn’tcalledhimthatforyears。Hedrewalongbreathandfollowedslowlydown。 Therewasallthefollywiththatconfettistuffandtherestofittogothroughwithyet。Buthewouldlikejusttocatchhersmile,ifsheleanedout,thoughtheywouldhitherintheeyewiththeshoe,iftheydidn’ttakecare。YoungMont’svoicesaidferventlyinhisear: \"Good—bye,sir;andthankyou!I’msofearfullybucked。\" \"Good—bye,\"hesaid;\"don’tmissyourtrain。\" Hestoodonthebottomstepbutthree,whencehecouldseeabovetheheads——thesillyhatsandheads。Theywereinthecarnow;andtherewasthatstuff,showering,andtherewenttheshoe。AfloodofsomethingwelledupinSoames,and——hedidn’tknow——hecouldn’tsee! XI THELASTOFTHEOLDFORSYTES WhentheycametopreparethatterrificsymbolTimothyForsyte——theonepureindividualistleft,theonlymanwhohadn’theardoftheGreatWar——theyfoundhimwonderful——notevendeathhadunderminedhissoundness。 ToSmitherandCookthatpreparationcamelikefinalevidenceofwhattheyhadneverbelievedpossible——theendoftheoldForsytefamilyonearth。PoorMr。TimothymustnowtakeaharpandsinginthecompanyofMissForsyte,Mrs。Julia,MissHester;withMr。Jolyon,Mr。Swithin,Mr。James,Mr。Roger,andMr。Nicholasoftheparty。 WhetherMrs。Haymanwouldbetherewasmoredoubtful,seeingthatshehadbeencremated。SecretlyCookthoughtthatMr。Timothywouldbeupset——hehadalwaysbeensosetagainstbarrelorgans。Howmanytimeshadshenotsaid:\"Dratthething!Thereitisagain! Smither,you’dbetterrunupandseewhatyoucando。\"Andinherheartshewouldsohaveenjoyedthetunes,ifshehadn’tknownthatMr。Timothywouldringthebellinaminuteandsay:\"Here,takehimahalfpennyandtellhimtomoveon。\"Oftentheyhadbeenobligedtoaddthreepenceoftheirownbeforethemanwouldgo——Timothyhadeverunderratedthevalueofemotion。Luckilyhehadtakentheorgansforblue—bottlesinhislastyears,whichhadbeenacomfort,andtheyhadbeenabletoenjoythetunes。Butaharp!Cookwondered。Itwasachange!AndMr。Timothyhadneverlikedchange。ButshedidnotspeakofthistoSmither,whodidsotakealineofherowninregardtoheaventhatitquiteputoneaboutsometimes。 ShecriedwhileTimothywasbeingprepared,andtheyallhadsherryafterwardoutoftheyearlyChristmasbottle,whichwouldnotbeneedednow。Ah!dear!Shehadbeentherefive—and—fortyyearsandSmitherthree—and—forty!AndnowtheywouldbegoingtoatinyhouseinTooting,toliveontheirsavingsandwhatMissHesterhadsokindlyleftthem——fortotakefreshserviceafterthegloriouspast—— No!ButtheywouldlikejusttoseeMr。Soamesagain,andMrs。 Dartie,andMissFrancie,andMissEuphemia。Andeveniftheyhadtotaketheirowncab,theyfelttheymustgotothefuneral。ForsixyearsMr。Timothyhadbeentheirbaby,gettingyoungerandyoungereveryday,tillatlasthehadbeentooyoungtolive。 Theyspenttheregulationhoursofwaitinginpolishinganddusting,incatchingtheonemouseleft,andasphyxiatingthelastbeetlesoastoleaveitnice,discussingwitheachotherwhattheywouldbuyatthesale。MissAnn’sworkbox;MissJuley’s(thatisMrs。Julia’s) seaweedalbum;thefire—screenMissHesterhadcrewelled;andMr。 Timothy’shair——littlegoldencurls,gluedintoablackframe。Oh! theymusthavethose——onlythepriceofthingshadgoneupso! ItfelltoSoamestoissueinvitationsforthefuneral。HehadthemdrawnupbyGradmaninhisoffice——onlybloodrelations,andnoflowers。Sixcarriageswereordered。TheWillwouldbereadafterwardatthehouse。 Hearrivedateleveno’clocktoseethatallwasready。AtaquarterpastoldGradmancameinblackglovesandcrapeonhishat。HeandSoamesstoodinthedrawing—roomwaiting。Athalf—pasteleventhecarriagesdrewupinalongrow。Butnooneelseappeared。Gradmansaid: \"Itsurprisesme,Mr。Soames。Ipostedthemmyself。\" \"Idon’tknow,\"saidSoames;\"he’dlosttouchwiththefamily。\" Soameshadoftennoticedinolddayshowmuchmoreneighbourlyhisfamilyweretothedeadthantotheliving。But,now,thewaytheyhadflockedtoFleur’sweddingandabstainedfromTimothy’sfuneral,seemedtoshowsomevitalchange。Theremight,ofcourse,beanotherreason;forSoamesfeltthatifhehadnotknownthecontentsofTimothy’sWill,hemighthavestayedawayhimselfthroughdelicacy。 Timothyhadleftalotofmoney,withnobodyinparticulartoleaveitto。Theymightn’tliketoseemtoexpectsomething。 Attwelveo’clocktheprocessionleftthedoor;Timothyaloneinthefirstcarriageunderglass。ThenSoamesalone;thenGradmanalone; thenCookandSmithertogether。Theystartedatawalk,butweresoontrottingunderabrightsky。AttheentrancetoHighgateCemeterytheyweredelayedbyserviceintheChapel。Soameswouldhavelikedtostayoutsideinthesunshine。Hedidn’tbelieveawordofit;ontheotherhand,itwasaformofinsurancewhichcouldnotsafelybeneglected,incasetheremightbesomethinginitafterall。 Theywalkeduptwoandtwo——heandGradman,CookandSmither——tothefamilyvault。ItwasnotverydistinguishedforthefuneralofthelastoldForsyte。 HetookGradmanintohiscarriageonthewaybacktotheBayswaterRoadwithacertainglowinhisheart。HehadasurpriseinpicklefortheoldchapwhohadservedtheForsytesfour—and—fiftyyears—atreatthatwasentirelyhisdoing。HowwellherememberedsayingtoTimothytheday——afterAuntHester’sfuneral:\"Well;UncleTimothy,there’sGradman。He’stakenalotoftroubleforthefamily。Whatdoyousaytoleavinghimfivethousand?\"andhissurprise,seeingthediflicuItytherehadbeeningettingTimothytoleaveanything,whenTimothyhadnodded。AndnowtheoldchapwouldbeaspleasedasPunch,forMrs。Gradman,heknew,hadaweakheart,andtheirsonhadlostalegintheWar。ItwasextraordinarilygratifyingtoSoamestohavelefthimfivethousandpoundsofTimothy’smoney。Theysatdowntogetherinthelittledrawing—room,whosewalls——likeavisionofheaven——weresky—blueandgoldwitheverypicture—frameunnaturallybright,andeveryspeckofdustremovedfromeverypieceoffurniture,toreadthatlittlemasterpiece——theWillofTimothy。 WithhisbacktothelightinAuntHester’schair,SoamesfacedGradmanwithhisfacetothelight,onAuntAnn’ssofa;and,crossinghislegs,began: \"ThisisthelastWillandTestamentofmeTimothyForsyteofTheBowerBayswaterRoad,LondonIappointmynephewSoamesForsyteofTheShelterMapleduramandThomasGradmanof159FollyRoadHighgate(hereinaftercalledmyTrustees)tobethetrusteesandexecutorsofthismyWillTothesaidSoamesForsyteIleavethesumofonethousandpoundsfreeoflegacydutyandtothesaidThomasGradmanI leavethesumoffivethousandpoundsfreeoflegacyduty。\" Soamespaused。OldGradmanwasleaningforward,convulsivelygrippingastoutblackkneewitheachofhisthickhands;hismouthhadfallenopensothatthegoldfillingsofthreeteethgleamed;hiseyeswereblinking,twotearsrolledslowlyoutofthem。Soamesreadhastilyon。 \"AlltherestofmypropertyofwhatsoeverdescriptionIbequeathtomyTrusteesuponTrusttoconvertandholdthesameuponthefollowingtrustsnamelyTopaythereoutallmydebtsfuneralexpensesandoutgoingsofanykindinconnectionwithmyWillandtoholdtheresiduethereofintrustforthatmalelinealdescendantofmyfatherJolyonForsytebyhismarriagewithAnnPiercewhoafterthedeceaseofalllinealdescendantswhethermaleorfemaleofmysaidfatherbyhissaidmarriageinbeingatthetimeofmydeathshalllastattaintheageoftwenty—oneyearsabsolutelyitbeingmydesirethatmypropertyshallbenursedtotheextremelimitpermittedbythelawsofEnglandforthebenefitofsuchmalelinealdescendantasaforesaid。\" Soamesreadtheinvestmentandattestationclauses,and,ceasing,lookedatGradman。Theoldfellowwaswipinghisbrowwithalargehandkerchief,whosebrilliantcoloursuppliedasuddenfestivetingetotheproceedings。 \"Myword,Mr。Soames!\"hesaid,anditwasclearthatthelawyerinhimhadutterlywipedouttheman:\"Myword!Why,therearetwobabiesnow,andsomequiteyoungchildren——ifoneofthemlivestobeeighty——it’snotagreatage——andaddtwenty—one——that’sahundredyears;andMr。Timothyworthahundredandfiftythousandpoundnetifhe’sworthapenny。Compoundinterestatfivepercent。doublesyouinfourteenyears。Infourteenyearsthreehundredthousand—sixhundredthousandintwenty—eight——twelvehundredthousandinforty— two——twenty—fourhundredthousandinfifty—six——fourmillioneighthundredthousandinseventy——ninemillionsixhundredthousandineighty—four——Why,inahundredyearsit’llbetwentymillion!Andweshan’tlivetouseit!ItisaWill!\" Soamessaiddryly:\"Anythingmayhappen。TheStatemighttakethelot;they’recapableofanythinginthesedays。\" \"Andcarryfive,\"saidGradmantohimself。\"Iforgot——Mr。Timothy’sinConsols;weshan’tgetmorethantwopercent。withthisincometax。Tobeonthesafeside,sayeightmillions。Still,that’saprettypenny。\" SoamesroseandhandedhimtheWill。\"You’regoingintotheCity。 Takecareofthat,anddowhat’snecessary。Advertise;buttherearenodebts。When’sthesale?\" \"Tuesdayweek,\"saidGradman。\"Lifeorlivesinbein’andtwenty—oneyearsafterward——it’salongwayoff。ButI’mgladhe’sleftitinthefamily……\" Thesale——notatJobson’s,inviewoftheVictoriannatureoftheeffects——wasfarmorefreelyattendedthanthefuneral,thoughnotbyCookandSmither,forSoameshadtakenitonhimselftogivethemtheirheart’sdesires。Winifredwaspresent,Euphemia,andFrancie,andEustacehadcomeinhiscar。Theminiatures,Barbizons,andJ。 R。drawingshadbeenboughtinbySoames;andrelicsofnomarketablevalueweresetasideinanoff—roomformembersofthefamilywhocaredtohavemementoes。Theseweretheonlyrestrictionsuponbiddingcharacterisedbyanalmosttragiclanguor。Notonepieceoffurniture,nopictureorporcelainfigureappealedtomoderntaste。 Thehummingbirdshadfallenlikeautumnleaveswhentakenfromwheretheyhadnothummedforsixtyyears。ItwaspainfultoSoamestoseethechairshisauntshadsaton,thelittlegrandpianotheyhadpracticallyneverplayed,thebookswhoseoutsidestheyhadgazedat,thechinatheyhaddusted,thecurtainstheyhaddrawn,thehearth— rugwhichhadwarmedtheirfeet;aboveall,thebedstheyhadlainanddiedin——soldtolittledealers,andthehousewivesofFulham。 Andyet——whatcouldonedo?Buythemandsticktheminalumber— room?No;theyhadtogothewayofallfleshandfurniture,andbewornout。ButwhentheyputupAuntAnn’ssofaandweregoingtoknockitdownforthirtyshillings,hecriedout,suddenly:\"Fivepounds!\"Thesensationwasconsiderable,andthesofahis。 Whenthatlittlesalewasoverinthefustysaleroom,andthoseVictorianashesscattered,hewentoutintothemistyOctobersunshinefeelingasifcosinesshaddiedoutoftheworld,andtheboard\"ToLet\"wasup,indeed。Revolutionsonthehorizon;FleurinSpain;nocomfortinAnnette;noTimothy’sontheBayswaterRoad。IntheirritabledesolationofhissoulhewentintotheGoupenorGallery。ThatchapJolyon’swatercoIourswereonviewthere。Hewentintolookdownhisnoseatthem——itmightgivehimsomefaintsatisfaction。ThenewshadtrickledthroughfromJunetoVal’swife,fromhertoVal,fromValtohismother,fromhertoSoames,thatthehouse——thefatalhouseatRobinHill——wasforsale,andIrenegoingtojoinherboyoutinBritishColumbia,orsomesuchplace。ForonewildmomentthethoughthadcometoSoames:’Whyshouldn’tIbuyitback?Imeantitformy!’Nosoonercomethangone。Toolugubriousatriumph;withtoomanyhumiliatingmemoriesforhimselfandFleur。 Shewouldneverlivethereafterwhathadhappened。No,theplacemustgoitswaytosomepeerorprofiteer。Ithadbeenaboneofcontentionfromthefirst,theshellofthefeud;andwiththewomangone,itwasanemptyshell。\"ForSaleorToLet。\"Withhismind’seyehecouldseethatboardraisedhighabovetheiviedwallwhichhehadbuilt。 HepassedthroughthefirstofthetworoomsintheGallery。Therewascertainlyabodyofwork!Andnowthatthefellowwasdeaditdidnotseemsotrivial。Thedrawingswerepleasingenough,withquiteasenseofatmosphere,andsomethingindividualinthebrushwork。’Hisfatherandmyfather;heandI;hischildandmine!’ thoughtSoames。Soithadgoneon!Andallaboutthatwoman! Softenedbytheeventsofthepastweek,affectedbythemelancholybeautyoftheautumnday,Soamescamenearerthanhehadeverbeentorealisationofthattruth——passingtheunderstandingofaForsytepure——thatthebodyofBeautyhasaspiritualessence,uncapturablesavebyadevotionwhichthinksnotofself。Afterall,hewasnearthattruthinhisdevotiontohisdaughter;perhapsthatmadehimunderstandalittlehowhehadmissedtheprize。Andthere,amongthedrawingsofhiskinsman,whohadattainedtothatwhichhehadfoundbeyondhisreach,hethoughtofhimandherwithatolerancewhichsurprisedhim。Buthedidnotbuyadrawing。 JustashepassedtheseatofcustomonhisreturntotheouterairhemetwithacontingencywhichhadnotbeenentirelyabsentfromhismindwhenhewentintotheGallery——Irene,herself,comingin。Soshehadnotgoneyet,andwasstillpayingfarewellvisitstothatfellow’sremains!Hesubduedthelittleinvoluntaryleapofhissubconsciousness,themechanicalreactionofhissensestothecharmofthisonce—ownedwoman,andpassedherwithavertedeyes。Butwhenhehadgonebyhecouldnotforthelifeofhimhelplookingback。 This,then,wasfinality——theheatandstressofhislife,themadnessandthelongingthereof,theonlydefeathehadknown,wouldbeoverwhenshefadedfromhisviewthistime;evensuchmemorieshadtheirownqueerachingvalue。 She,too,waslookingback。Suddenlysheliftedherglovedhand,herlipssmiledfaintly,herdarkeyesseemedtospeak。ItwastheturnofSoamestomakenoanswertothatsmileandthatlittlefarewellwave;hewentoutintothefashionablestreetquiveringfromheadtofoot。Heknewwhatshehadmeanttosay:\"NowthatIamgoingforeveroutofthereachofyouandyours——forgiveme;Iwishyouwell。\" Thatwasthemeaning;lastsignofthatterriblereality——passingmorality,duty,commonsense——heraversionfromhimwhohadownedherbody,buthadnevertouchedherspiritorherheart。Ithurt;yes—— morethanifshehadkepthermaskunmoved,herhandunlifted。 Threedayslater,inthatfast—yellowingOctober,Soamestookataxi— cabtoHighgateCemeteryandmountedthroughitswhiteforesttotheForsytevault。Closetothecedar,abovecatacombsandcolumbaria,tall,ugly,andindividual,itlookedlikeanapexofthecompetitivesystem。HecouldrememberadiscussionwhereinSwithinhadadvocatedtheadditiontoitsfaceofthepheasantproper。Theproposalhadbeenrejectedinfavourofawreathinstone,abovethestarkwords: \"ThefamilyvaultofJolyonForsyte:1850。\"Itwasingoodorder。 Alltraceoftherecentintermenthadbeenremoved,anditssobergreygloomedreposefullyinthesunshine。Thewholefamilylaytherenow,exceptoldJolyon’swife,whohadgonebackunderacontracttoherownfamilyvaultinSuffolk;oldJolyonhimselflyingatRobinHill;andSusanHayman,crematedsothatnoneknewwhereshemightbe。Soamesgazedatitwithsatisfaction——massive,needinglittleattention;andthiswasimportant,forhewaswellawarethatnoonewouldattendtoitwhenhehimselfwasgone,andhewouldhavetobelookingoutforlodgingssoon。Hemighthavetwentyyearsbeforehim,butoneneverknew。Twentyyearswithoutanauntoruncle,withawifeofwhomonehadbetternotknowanything,withadaughtergonefromhome。Hismoodinclinedtomelancholyandretrospection。 Thiscemeterywasfull,theysaid——ofpeoplewithextraordinarynames,buriedinextraordinarytaste。Still,theyhadafineviewuphere,rightoverLondon。AnnettehadoncegivenhimastorytoreadbythatFrenchman,Maupassant,mostlugubriousconcern,wherealltheskeletonsemergedfromtheirgravesonenight,andallthepiousinscriptionsonthestoneswerealteredtodescriptionsoftheirsins。Notatruestoryatall。Hedidn’tknowabouttheFrench,buttherewasnotmuchrealharminEnglishpeopleexcepttheirteethandtheirtaste,whichwascertainlydeplorable。\"ThefamilyvaultofJolyonForsyte:1850。\"Alotofpeoplehadbeenburiedheresincethen——alotofEnglishlifecrumbledtomouldanddust!Theboomofanairplanepassingunderthegold—tintedcloudscausedhimtolifthiseyes。Thedeuceofalotofexpansionhadgoneon。Butitallcamebacktoacemetery——toanameandadateonatomb。Andhethoughtwithacuriouspridethatheandhisfamilyhaddonelittleornothingtohelpthisfeverishexpansion。Goodsolidmiddlemen,theyhadgonetoworkwithdignitytomanageandpossess。\"SuperiorDosset,\"indeed,hadbuiltinadreadful,andJolyonpaintedinadoubtful,period,butsofarasherememberednotanotherofthemallhadsoiledhishandsbycreatinganything——unlessyoucountedValDartieandhishorse—breeding。Collectors,solicitors,barristers,merchants,publishers,accountants,directors,landagents,evensoldiers——theretheyhadbeen!Thecountryhadexpanded,asitwere,inspiteofthem。Theyhadchecked,controlled,defended,andtakenadvantageoftheprocessandwhenyouconsideredhow\"SuperiorDosset\"hadbegunlifewithnexttonothing,andhislinealdescendantsalreadyownedwhatoldGradmanestimatedatbetweenamillionandamillionandahalf,itwasnotsobad!Andyethesometimesfeltasifthefamilyboltwasshot,theirpossessiveinstinctdyingout。Theyseemedunabletomakemoney——thisfourthgeneration;theyweregoingintoart,literature,farming,orthearmy;orjustlivingonwhatwasleftthem——theyhadnopushandnotenacity。Theywoulddieoutiftheydidn’ttakecare。 Soamesturnedfromthevaultandfacedtowardthebreeze。Theairupherewouldbedeliciousifonlyhecouldridhisnervesofthefeelingthatmortalitywasinit。Hegazedrestlesslyatthecrossesandtheurns,theangels,the\"immortelles,\"theflowers,gaudyorwithering;andsuddenlyhenoticedaspotwhichseemedsodifferentfromanythingelseuptherethathewasobligedtowalkthefewnecessaryyardsandlookatit。Asobercorner,withamassivequeer—shapedcrossofgreyrough—hewngranite,guardedbyfourdarkyew—trees。Thespotwasfreefromthepressureoftheothergraves,havingalittlebox—hedgedgardenonthefarside,andinfrontagoldeningbirch—tree。ThisoasisinthedesertofconventionalgravesappealedtotheaestheticsenseofSoames,andhesatdownthereinthesunshine。ThroughthosetremblinggoldbirchleaveshegazedoutatLondon,andyieldedtothewavesofmemory。HethoughtofIreneinMontpellierSquare,whenherhairwasrusty—goldenandherwhiteshouldershis——Irene,theprizeofhislove—passion,resistanttohisownership。HesawBosinney’sbodylyinginthatwhitemortuary,andIrenesittingonthesofalookingatspacewiththeeyesofadyingbird。AgainhethoughtofherbythelittlegreenNiobeintheBoisdeBoulogne,oncemorerejectinghim。HisfancytookhimonbesidehisdriftingriverontheNovemberdaywhenFleurwastobeborn,tookhimtothedeadleavesfloatingonthegreen—tingedwaterandthesnake—headedweedforeverswayingandnosing,sinuous,blind,tethered。AndonagaintothewindowopenedtothecoldstarrynightaboveHydePark,withhisfatherlyingdead。 Hisfancydartedtothatpictureof\"thefuturetown,\"tothatboy’sandFleur’sfirstmeeting;tothebluishtrailofProsperProfond’scigar,andFleurinthewindowpointingdowntowherethefellowprowled。TothesightofIreneandthatdeadfellowsittingsidebysideinthestandatLord’s。ToherandthatboyatRobinHill。Tothesofa,whereFleurlaycrushedupinthecorner;toherlipspressedintohischeek,andherfarewell\"Daddy。\"AndsuddenlyhesawagainIrene’sgrey—glovedhandwavingitslastgestureofrelease。 Hesattherealongtimedreaminghiscareer,faithfultothescutofhispossessiveinstinct,warminghimselfevenwithitsfailures。 \"ToLet\"——theForsyteageandwayoflife,whenamanownedhissoul,hisinvestments,andhiswoman,withoutcheckorquestion。AndnowtheStatehad,orwouldhave,hisinvestments,hiswomanhadherself,andGodknewwhohadhissoul。\"ToLet\"——thatsaneandsimplecreed! Thewatersofchangewerefoamingin,carryingthepromiseofnewformsonlywhentheirdestructivefloodshouldhavepasseditsfull。 Hesatthere,subconsciousofthem,butwithhisthoughtsresolutelysetonthepast——asamanmightrideintoawildnightwithhisfacetothetailofhisgallopinghorse。AthwarttheVictoriandykesthewaterswererollingonproperty,manners,andmorals,onmelodyandtheoldformsofart——watersbringingtohismouthasalttasteasofblood,lappingtothefootofthisHighgateHillwhereVictorianismlayburied。Andsittingthere,highuponitsmostindividualspot,Soames——likeafigureofInvestment——refusedtheirrestlesssounds。 Instinctivelyhewouldnotfightthem——therewasinhimtoomuchprimevalwisdom,ofManthepossessiveanimal。Theywouldquietdownwhentheyhadfulfilledtheirtidalfeverofdispossessinganddestroying;whenthecreationsandthepropertiesofothersweresufficientlybrokenanddefected——theywouldlapseandebb,andfreshformswouldrisebasedonaninstinctolderthanthefeverofchange— —theinstinctofHome。 \"Jem’enfiche,\"saidProsperProfond。Soamesdidnotsay\"Jem’enfiche\"——itwasFrench,andthefellowwasathorninhisside——butdeepdownheknewthatchangewasonlytheintervalofdeathbetweentwoformsoflife,destructionnecessarytomakeroomforfresherproperty。Whatthoughtheboardwasup,andcosinesstolet?——someonewouldcomealongandtakeitagainsomeday。 Andonlyonethingreallytroubledhim,sittingthere——themelancholycravinginhisheart——becausethesunwaslikeenchantmentonhisfaceandonthecloudsandonthegoldenbirchleaves,andthewind’srustlewassogentle,andtheyewtreegreensodark,andthesickleofamoonpaleinthesky。 Hemightwishandwishandnevergetit——thebeautyandthelovingintheworld!