第1章

类别:其他 作者:JEROME K JEROME字数:6601更新时间:18/12/18 13:24:13
OnceuponatimeinZandam,whichisbytheZuiderZee,therelivedawickedmannamedNicholasSnyders。Hewasmeanandhardandcruel,andlovedbutonethingintheworld,andthatwasgold。Andeventhatnotforitsownsake。Helovedthepowergoldgavehim——thepowertotyrannizeandtooppress,thepowertocausesufferingathiswill。Theysaidhehadnosoul,buttheretheywerewrong。Allmenown——or,tospeakmorecorrectly,areownedby——asoul;andthesoulofNicholasSnyderswasanevilsoul。Helivedintheoldwindmillwhichstillisstandingonthequay,withonlylittleChristinatowaituponhimandkeephouseforhim。Christinawasanorphanwhoseparentshaddiedindebt。Nicholas,toChristina’severlastinggratitude,hadclearedtheirmemory——itcostbutafewhundredflorins——inconsiderationthatChristinashouldworkforhimwithoutwages。Christinaformedhisentirehousehold,andonlyonewillingvisitoreverdarkenedhisdoor,thewidowToelast。DameToelastwasrichandalmostasgreatamiserasNicholashimself。\"Whyshouldnotwetwomarry?\"NicholashadoncecroakedtothewidowToelast。 \"TogetherweshouldbemastersofallZandam。\"DameToelasthadansweredwithacacklinglaugh;butNicholaswasneverinhaste。 OneafternoonNicholasSnyderssataloneathisdeskinthecentreofthegreatsemi—circularroomthattookuphalfthegroundfloorofthewindmill,andthatservedhimforanoffice,andtherecameaknockingattheouterdoor。 \"Comein!\"criedNicholasSnyders。HespokeinatonequitekindforNicholasSnyders。HefeltsosureitwasJanknockingatthedoor——JanVanderVoort,theyoungsailor,nowmasterofhisownship,cometodemandofhimthehandoflittleChristina。Inanticipation,NicholasSnyderstastedthejoyofdashingJan’shopestotheground; ofhearinghimplead,thenrave;ofwatchingthegrowingpallorthatwouldoverspreadJan’shandsomefaceasNicholaswould,pointbypoint,explaintohimtheconsequencesofdefiance——how,firstly,Jan’soldmothershouldbeturnedoutofherhome,hisoldfatherputintoprisonfordebt;how,secondly,Janhimselfshouldbepursuedwithoutremorse,hisshipbeboughtoverhisheadbeforehecouldcompletethepurchase。TheinterviewwouldaffordtoNicholasSnyderssportafterhisownsoul。SinceJan’sreturnthedaybefore,hehadbeenlookingforwardtoit。Therefore,feelingsureitwasJan,hecried\"Comein!\"quitecheerily。 ButitwasnotJan。ItwassomebodyNicholasSnydershadneverseteyesonbefore。Andneither,afterthatonevisit,didNicholasSnyderseverseteyesuponhimagain。Thelightwasfading,andNicholasSnyderswasnotthemantolightcandlesbeforetheywereneeded,sothathewasneverabletodescribewithanyprecisionthestranger’sappearance。Nicholasthoughtheseemedanoldman,butalertinallhismovements;whilehiseyes——theonethingabouthimNicholassawwithanyclearness——werecuriouslybrightandpiercing。 \"Whoareyou?\"askedNicholasSnyders,takingnopainstodisguisehisdisappointment。 \"Iamapedlar,\"answeredthestranger。Hisvoicewasclearandnotunmusical,withjustthesuspicionofroguishnessbehind。 \"Notwantinganything,\"answeredNicholasSnydersdrily。\"Shutthedoorandbecarefulofthestep。\" Butinsteadthestrangertookachairanddrewitnearer,and,himselfinshadow,lookedstraightintoNicholasSnyders’faceandlaughed。 \"Areyouquitesure,NicholasSnyders?Areyouquitesurethereisnothingyourequire?\" \"Nothing,\"growledNicholasSnyders——\"exceptthesightofyourback。\" Thestrangerbentforward,andwithhislong,leanhandtouchedNicholasSnydersplayfullyupontheknee。\"Wouldn’tyoulikeasoul,NicholasSnyders?\"heasked。 \"Thinkofit,\"continuedthestrangepedlar,beforeNicholascouldrecoverpowerofspeech。\"Forfortyyearsyouhavedrunkthejoyofbeingmeanandcruel。Areyounottiredofthetaste,NicholasSnyders?Wouldn’tyoulikeachange?Thinkofit,NicholasSnyders——thejoyofbeingloved,ofhearingyourselfblessed,insteadofcursed!Wouldn’titbegoodfun,NicholasSnyders——justbywayofachange?Ifyoudon’tlikeit,youcanreturnandbeyourselfagain。\" WhatNicholasSnyders,recallingallthingsafterwards,couldneverunderstandwaswhyhesatthere,listeninginpatiencetothestranger’stalk;for,atthetime,itseemedtohimthejestingofawanderingfool。Butsomethingaboutthestrangerhadimpressedhim。 \"Ihaveitwithme,\"continuedtheoddpedlar;\"andasforprice——\" Thestrangermadeagestureindicatingdismissalofallsordiddetails。\"Ilookformyrewardinwatchingtheresultoftheexperiment。Iamsomethingofaphilosopher。Itakeaninterestinthesematters。See。\"Thestrangerdivedbetweenhislegsandproducedfromhispackasilverflaskofcunningworkmanshipandlaiditonthetable。 \"Itsflavourisnotunpleasant,\"explainedthestranger。\"Alittlebitter;butonedoesnotdrinkitbythegoblet:awineglassful,suchasonewouldofoldTokay,whilethemindofbothisfixedonthesamethought:’Maymysoulpassintohim,mayhispassintome!’Theoperationisquitesimple:thesecretlieswithinthedrug。\"Thestrangerpattedthequaintflaskasthoughithadbeensomelittledog。 \"Youwillsay:’WhowillexchangesoulswithNicholasSnyders?’\"Thestrangerappearedtohavecomepreparedwithananswertoallquestions。\"Myfriend,youarerich;youneednotfear。Itisthepossessionmenvaluetheleastofalltheyhave。Chooseyoursoulanddriveyourbargain。Ileavethattoyouwithonewordofcounselonly:youwillfindtheyoungreadierthantheold——theyoung,towhomtheworldpromisesallthingsforgold。Chooseyouafine,fair,fresh,youngsoul,NicholasSnyders;andchooseitquickly。Yourhairissomewhatgrey,myfriend。Taste,beforeyoudie,thejoyofliving。\" Thestrangepedlarlaughedand,rising,closedhispack。NicholasSnydersneithermovednorspoke,untilwiththesoftclangingofthemassivedoorhissensesreturnedtohim。Then,seizingtheflaskthestrangerhadleftbehindhim,hesprangfromhischair,meaningtoflingitafterhimintothestreet。Buttheflashingofthefirelightonitsburnishedsurfacestayedhishand。 \"Afterall,thecaseisofvalue,\"Nicholaschuckled,andputtheflaskasideand,lightingthetwotallcandles,buriedhimselfagaininhisgreen—boundledger。YetstillfromtimetotimeNicholasSnyders’eyewouldwandertowherethesilverflaskremainedhalfhiddenamongdustypapers。Andlatertherecameagainaknockingatthedoor,andthistimeitreallywasyoungJanwhoentered。 Janheldouthisgreathandacrossthelittereddesk。 \"Wepartedinanger,NicholasSnyders。Itwasmyfault。Youwereintheright。Iaskyoutoforgiveme。Iwaspoor。Itwasselfishofmetowishthelittlemaidtosharewithmemypoverty。ButnowIamnolongerpoor。\" \"Sitdown,\"respondedNicholasinkindlytone。\"Ihaveheardofit。 Sonowyouaremasterandtheownerofyourship——yourveryown。\" \"Myveryownafteronemorevoyage,\"laughedJan。\"IhaveBurgomasterAllart’spromise。\" \"Apromiseisnotaperformance,\"hintedNicholas。\"BurgomasterAllartisnotarichman;ahigherbidmighttempthim。Anothermightstepinbetweenyouandbecometheowner。\" Janonlylaughed。\"Why,thatwouldbetheworkofanenemy,which,Godbepraised,IdonotthinkthatIpossess。\" \"Luckylad!\"commentedNicholas;\"sofewofusarewithoutenemies。 Andyourparents,Jan,willtheylivewithyou?\" \"Wewishedit,\"answeredJan,\"bothChristinaandI。Butthemotherisfeeble。Theoldmillhasgrownintoherlife。\" \"Icanunderstand,\"agreedNicholas。\"Theoldvinetornfromtheoldwallwithers。Andyourfather,Jan;peoplewillgossip。Themillispaying?\" Janshookhishead。\"Itneverwillagain;andthedebtshaunthim。 Butallthat,asItellhim,isathingofthepast。Hiscreditorshaveagreedtolooktomeandwait。\" \"Allofthem?\"queriedNicholas。 \"AllofthemIcoulddiscover,\"laughedJan。 NicholasSnyderspushedbackhischairandlookedatJanwithasmileuponhiswrinkledface。\"AndsoyouandChristinahavearrangeditall?\" \"Withyourconsent,sir,\"answeredJan。 \"Youwillwaitforthat?\"askedNicholas。 \"Weshouldliketohaveit,sir。\"Jansmiled,butthetoneofhisvoicefellagreeablyonNicholasSnyders’ear。NicholasSnyderslovedbestbeatingthedogthat,growledandshoweditsteeth。 \"Betternotwaitforthat,\"saidNicholasSnyders。\"Youmighthavetowaitlong。\" Janrose,anangryflushuponhisface。\"Sonothingchangesyou,NicholasSnyders。Haveityourownway,then。\" \"Youwillmarryherinspiteofme?\" \"Inspiteofyouandofyourfriendsthefiends,andofyourmastertheDevil!\"flungoutJan。ForJanhadasoulthatwasgenerousandbraveandtenderandexcessivelyshort—tempered。Eventhebestofsoulshavetheirfailings。 \"Iamsorry,\"saidoldNicholas。 \"Iamgladtohearit,\"answeredJan。 \"Iamsorryforyourmother,\"explainedNicholas。\"Thepoordame,I fear,willbehomelessinheroldage。Themortgageshallbeforeclosed,Jan,onyourwedding—day。Iamsorryforyourfather,Jan。Hiscreditors,Jan——youhaveoverlookedjustone。Iamsorryforhim,Jan。Prisonhasalwaysbeenhisdread。Iamsorryevenforyou,myyoungfriend。Youwillhavetobeginlifeoveragain。 BurgomasterAllartisinthehollowofmyhand。Ihavebuttosaytheword,yourshipismine。Iwishyoujoyofyourbride,myyoungfriend。Youmustloveherverydearly——youwillbepayingahighpriceforher。\" ItwasNicholasSnyders’grinthatmaddenedJan。Hesoughtforsomethingthat,thrownstraightatthewickedmouth,shouldsilenceit,andbychancehishandlightedonthepedlar’ssilverflask。InthesameinstanceNicholasSnyders’handhadcloseduponitalso。Thegrinhaddiedaway。 \"Sitdown,\"commandedNicholasSnyders。\"Letustalkfurther。\"Andtherewasthatinhisvoicethatcompelledtheyoungerman’sobedience。 \"Youwonder,Jan,whyIseekalwaysangerandhatred。Iwonderattimesmyself。Whydogenerousthoughtsnevercometome,astoothermen!Listen,Jan;Iaminawhimsicalmood。Suchthingscannotbe,butitisawhimofminetothinkitmighthavebeen。Sellmeyoursoul,Jan,sellmeyoursoul,thatI,too,maytastethisloveandgladnessthatIhearabout。Foralittlewhile,Jan,onlyforalittlewhile,andIwillgiveyouallyoudesire。\" Theoldmanseizedhispenandwrote。 \"See,Jan,theshipisyoursbeyondmishap;themillgoesfree;yourfathermayholduphisheadagain。AndallIask,Jan,isthatyoudrinktome,willingthewhilethatyoursoulmaygofromyouandbecomethesoulofoldNicholasSnyders——foralittlewhile,Jan,onlyforalittlewhile。\" Withfeverishhandstheoldmanhaddrawnthestopperfromthepedlar’sflagon,hadpouredthewineintotwinglasses。Jan’sinclinationwastolaugh,buttheoldman’seagernesswasalmostfrenzy。Surelyhewasmad;butthatwouldnotmakelessbindingthepaperhehadsigned。Atruemandoesnotjestwithhissoul,butthefaceofChristinawasshiningdownonJanfromoutthegloom。 \"Youwillmeanit?\"whisperedNicholasSnyders。 \"MaymysoulpassfrommeandenterintoNicholasSnyders!\"answeredJan,replacinghisemptyglassuponthetable。Andthetwostoodlookingforamomentintooneanother’seyes。 Andthehighcandlesonthelittereddeskflickeredandwentout,asthoughabreathhadblownthem,firstoneandthentheother。 \"Imustbegettinghome,\"camethevoiceofJanfromthedarkness。 \"Whydidyoublowoutthecandles?\" \"Wecanlightthemagainfromthefire,\"answeredNicholas。HedidnotaddthathehadmeanttoaskthatsamequestionofJan。Hethrustthemamongtheglowinglogs,firstoneandthentheother;andtheshadowscreptbackintotheircorners。 \"YouwillnotstopandseeChristina?\"askedNicholas。 \"Notto—night,\"answeredJan。 \"ThepaperthatIsigned,\"Nicholasremindedhim——\"youhaveit?\" \"Ihadforgottenit,\"Jananswered。 Theoldmantookitfromthedeskandhandedittohim。Janthrustitintohispocketandwentout。Nicholasboltedthedoorbehindhimandreturnedtohisdesk;satlongthere,hiselbowrestingontheopenledger。 Nicholaspushedtheledgerasideandlaughed。\"Whatfoolery!Asifsuchthingscouldbe!Thefellowmusthavebewitchedme。\" Nicholascrossedtothefireandwarmedhishandsbeforetheblaze。 \"Still,Iamgladheisgoingtomarrythelittlelass。Agoodlad,agoodlad。\" Nicholasmusthavefallenasleepbeforethefire。Whenheopenedhiseyes,itwastomeetthegreydawn。Hefeltcold,stiff,hungry,anddecidedlycross。WhyhadnotChristinawokehimupandgivenhimhissupper。Didshethinkhehadintendedtopassthenightonawoodenchair?Thegirlwasanidiot。Hewouldgoupstairsandtellherthroughthedoorjustwhathethoughtofher。 Hiswayupstairsledthroughthekitchen。Tohisastonishment,theresatChristina,asleepbeforetheburnt—outgrate。 \"Uponmyword,\"mutteredNicholastohimself,\"peopleinthishousedon’tseemtoknowwhatbedsarefor!\" ButitwasnotChristina,soNicholastoldhimself。Christinahadthelookofafrightenedrabbit:ithadalwaysirritatedhim。Thisgirl,eveninhersleep,woreanimpertinentexpression——adelightfullyimpertinentexpression。Besides,thisgirlwaspretty——marvellouslypretty。Indeed,soprettyagirlNicholashadneverseeninallhislifebefore。Whyhadthegirls,whenNicholaswasyoung,beensoentirelydifferent!AsuddenbitternessseizedNicholas:itwasasthoughhehadjustlearntthatlongago,withoutknowingit,hehadbeenrobbed。 Thechildmustbecold。Nicholasfetchedhisfur—linedcloakandwrappeditabouther。 Therewassomethingelseheoughttodo。Theideacametohimwhiledrawingthecloakaroundhershoulders,verygently,nottodisturbher——somethinghewantedtodo,ifonlyhecouldthinkwhatitwas。 Thegirl’slipswereparted。Sheappearedtobespeakingtohim,askinghimtodothisthing——ortellinghimnottodoit。Nicholascouldnotbesurewhich。Halfadozentimesheturnedaway,andhalfadozentimesstolebacktowhereshesatsleepingwiththatdelightfullyimpertinentexpressiononherface,herlipsparted。Butwhatshewanted,orwhatitwashewanted,Nicholascouldnotthink。 PerhapsChristinawouldknow。PerhapsChristinawouldknowwhoshewasandhowshegotthere。Nicholasclimbedthestairs,swearingatthemforcreaking。 Christina’sdoorwasopen。Noonewasintheroom;thebedhadnotbeensleptupon。Nicholasdescendedthecreakingstairs。 Thegirlwasstillasleep。CoulditbeChristinaherself?Nicholasexaminedthedeliciousfeaturesonebyone。Neverbefore,sofarashecouldrecollect,hadheseenthegirl;yetaroundherneck——Nicholashadnotnoticeditbefore——layChristina’slocket,risingandfallingasshebreathed。Nicholasknewitwell;theonethingbelongingtohermotherChristinahadinsistedonkeeping。Theonethingaboutwhichshehadeverdefiedhim。Shewouldneverhavepartedwiththatlocket。ItmustbeChristinaherself。Butwhathadhappenedtoher?Ortohimself。Remembrancerushedinuponhim。Theoddpedlar!ThescenewithJan!Butsurelyallthathadbeenadream?Yetthereuponthelittereddeskstillstoodthepedlar’ssilverflask,togetherwiththetwinstainedglasses。 Nicholastriedtothink,buthisbrainwasinawhirl。Arayofsunshinestreamingthroughthewindowfellacrossthedustyroom。 Nicholashadneverseenthesun,thathecouldrecollect。