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类别:其他 作者:Henry Rider Haggard字数:10707更新时间:18/12/18 09:32:38
CHAPTERII THELADYBLANCHE SoIwent,withasoreheart,forIrememberedthatwhenmyfatherandbrothersweredrowned,althoughIwasthenbutalittleone,mymotherhadforeseenit,andIfearedmuchlestitmightbethusinherowncasealso。Ilovedmymother。Shewasasternwoman,itwastrue,withlittlesoftnessabouther,whichIthinkcamewithherblood,butshehadahighheart,andoh!herlastwordswerenoble。YetthroughitallIwaspleased,asanyyoungmanwouldhavebeen,withthegiftofthewonderfulswordwhichoncehadbeenthatofThorgrimmer,thesea— rover,whosebloodraninmybodyagainstwhichitlay,andIhopedthatthisdayImighthavechancetouseitworthilyasThorgrimmerdidinforgottenbattles。Havingimagination,Iwonderedalsowhethertheswordknewthatafteritslongsleepithadcomeforthagaintodrinkthebloodoffoes。 AlsoIwaspleasedwithanotherthing,namely,thatmymotherhadtoldmethatIshouldlivemylifeandnotdiethatdaybythehandofFrenchmen;andthatinmylifeIshouldfindlove,ofwhichtotelltruthalreadyIknewalittleofahumblesort,forIwasacomelyyouth,andwomendidnotrunawayfromme,oriftheydid,soontheystopped。Iwantedtolivemylife,Iwantedtoseegreatadventuresandtowingreatlove。Theonlypartofthebusinesswhichwasnottomytastewasthatcommandofmymother\'s,thatIshouldgotoLondontositinagoldsmith\'sshop。Still,IhadheardthattherewasmuchtobeseeninLondon,andatleastitwouldbedifferentfromHastings。 Thestreetoutsideourdoorswascrowdedwithfolk,someofthemenmakingtheirwaytothemarket—place,aboutwhomhungwomenandchildrenweeping;others,oldpeople,wivesandgirlsandlittleonesfleeingfromthetown。Ifoundthetwosailormenwhohadbeenwithmeontheboat,waitingforme。TheywerebrawnyfellowsnamedJackGrievesandWilliamBull,whohadbeeninourservicesincemychildhood,goodfishermenandfightersboth;indeedoneofthem,WilliamBull,hadservedintheFrenchwars。 \"Weknewthatyouwerecoming,Master,sowebidedhereforyou,\"saidWilliam,whohavingoncebeenanarcherwasarmedwithabowandashortsword,whereasJackhadonlyanaxe,alsoaknifesuchasweusedonthesmacksforcleaningfish。 Inodded,andwewentontothemarket—placeandjoinedthethrongofmen,avastnumberofthem,whoweregatheredtheretodefendHastingsandtheirhomes。Norwerewetoosoon,fortheFrenchshipswerealreadybeachingwithinafewyardsoftheshoreoronit,theirdraughtbeingbutsmall,whilethesailorsandmen—at—armswerepushingoffinsmallboatsorwadingtothestrand。 Therewasgreatconfusioninthemarket—place,forasiscommoninEngland,nopreparationhadbeenmadeagainstattackthoughsuchwasalwaystobefeared。 Thebailiffranaboutshoutingorders,asdidothers,butproperofficerswerelacking,sothatintheendmenactedasthefancytookthem。SomewentdowntowardsthebeachandshotwitharrowsattheFrenchmen。Otherstookrefugeinhouses,othersstoodirresolute,waiting,knowingnotwhichwaytoturn。IandmytwomenwerewiththosewhowentontothebeachwhereIloosedsomearrowsfrommybigblackbow,andsawamanfallbeforeoneofthem。 Butwecoulddolittleornothing,fortheseFrenchmenweretrainedsoldiersunderpropercommand。Theyformedthemselvesintocompaniesandadvanced,andweweredrivenback。IstoppedaslongasIdared,anddrawingthesword,Wave—Flame,foughtwithaFrenchmanwhowasinadvanceoftheothers。Whatismore,makingagreatblowathisheadwhichImissed,Istruckhimonthearmandcutitoff,forIsawitfalltotheground。ThenothersrushedupatmeandIfledtosavemylife。 SomehowIfoundmyselfbeingpressedupthesteepCastleHillwithanumberofHastingsfolk,followedbytheFrench。WereachedtheCastleandgotintoit,buttheoldportculliswouldnotclose,andinsundryplacesthewallswerebrokendown。Herewefoundanumberofwomenwhohadclimbedforrefuge,thinkingthattheplacewouldbesafe。Amongthesewasabeautifulandhigh—bornmaidenwhomIknewbysight。HerfatherwasSirRobertAleyswho,Ibelieve,wasthentheWardenoftheCastleofPevensey,andshewasnamedtheladyBlanche。Once,indeed,Ihadspokenwithheronanoccasiontoolongtotell。Thenherlargeblueeyes,whichsheknewwellhowtouse,hadleftmewithaswimminghead,forshewasveryfairandverysweetandgracious,withamostsoftvoice,andquiteunlikeanyotherwomanIhadeverseen,nordidsheseematallproud。Soonherfather,anoldknight,whohadnonameforgentlenessinthecountryside,butwassaidtobeagreatloverofgold,hadcomeupandsweptheraway,askingherwhatshedid,talkingwithacommonfishingchurl。Thishadhappenedsomemonthsbefore。 Well,thereIfoundherintheCastle,aloneitseemed,andknowingmeagain,whichIthoughtstrange,sherantome,prayingmetoprotecther。More,shebegantotellmesomelongtale,towhichIhadnottimetolisten,ofhowshehadcometoHastingswithherfather,SirRobert,andayounglordnamedDeleroy,who,Iunderstood,wassomekinsmanofhers,andsleptthere。How,too,shehadbeenseparatedfromtheminthethrongwhentheywereattemptingtoreturntoPevenseywhichherfathermustgotoguard,becauseherhorsewasfrightenedandranaway,andofhowfinallymentookherbythearmandbroughthertothiscastle,sayingthatitwasthesafestplace。 \"Thenhereyoumustbide,LadyBlanche,\"Ianswered,cuttinghershort。\"ClingtomeandIwillsaveyouifIcan,evenifitcostsmemylife。\" Certainlyshedidclingtomeforalltherestofthatterribleday,aswillbeseen。 FromthisheightwesawHastingsbeginningtoburn,fortheFrenchmenhadfiredthetowninsundryplaces,andbeingbuiltofwood,itburntfuriously。Alsowesawandheardhorriblescenesandsoundsofrapine,suchaschanceinthisChristianworldofourswhereasavagefoefindspeacefulfolkofanotherraceathismercy。Inthehousespeoplewereburnt;inthestreetstheywerebeingmurdered,orworse。Yes,evenchildrenweremurdered,forafterwardsIsawthebodiesofsomeofthem。 AwhilelaterthroughthewreathsofsmokeweperceivedcompaniesoftheFrenchadvancingtoattacktheCastle。Theremayhavebeenthreehundredoftheminall,andwedidnotcountmorethanfiftymen,someofusill—armed,togetherwithamobofagedpeopleandmanywomenandchildren。WhathadbecomeoftheothermenIdonotknow,butordershadbeenshoutedfromallquarters,andsomehadgonethiswayandsomethat。Some,too,Ithink,hadfled,lackingleaders。 TheFrenchhavingclimbedthehill,begantoattackourill—fencedgateways,bringingupbeamsoftimbertoforcethemin。Thoseofuswhohadbowsshotsomeofthem,though,theirarmourbeinggood,forthemostpartthearrowsglanced。Butfewhadbows。Moreover,wheneverweshowedourselvestheypouredsucharainofquarrelsandothershaftsuponusthatwecouldnotfaceit,lackingmailaswedid,andanumberofuswerekilledorwounded。Atlasttheyforcedtheeasternmostgatewhichwastheweakest,andgotinthereandoveraplaceinthewallwereitwasbroken。Wefoughtthemaswellaswecould;myselfIcutdowntwowiththesword,Wave—Flame,hewingrightthroughthehelmofone,forthesteelofthatswordwasgood。Here,too,JackGrieveswaskilledbymysidebyapikethrust,anddiedcallingtometofightonforoldEnglandandHastingstown;afterwhichhesaidsomethingaboutbeerandbreathedhislast。 TheendofitwasthatthosewhowereleftweredrivenoutoftheCastletogetherwiththewomenandchildren,themurderingFrenchkillingeverymanwhofellwoundedwherehelay,andtryingtomakeprisoneranywomentheythoughtyoungandfairenough。EspeciallydidtheyseektocapturetheladyBlanchebecausetheysawthatshewasbeautifulandofhighstation。Butbygoodfortunemorethanaughtelse,Isavedherfromthisfate。 AsitchancedwewereamongthelasttoleavetheCastle,whence,totellthetruth,Iwasloathtogo,forbynowmybloodwasup,andwithafewothersfoughttillIwasdrivenout。IprayedtheladyBlanchetorunforwardwiththeotherwomen。Butshewouldnot,answeringthatshetrustednooneelse,butwouldstaytodiewithme,asthoughthatwouldhelpeitherofus。 ThusitcameaboutthatatallFrenchknightwhohadsethiseyesonher,outclimbedhisfellowsupontheslopeofthehill,fortheywerewearyandgatheringtore—form,andcatchingherroundthemiddle,strovetodragheraway。Ifellonhimandwefought。HehadfinearmourandashieldwhileIhadnone,butIheldthelongswordwhileheonlywieldedabattle—axe。Iknewthatifhecouldgetinablowwiththatbattle—axe,Iwassped,sincethebull\'shideofmyjerkinwouldneverstandagainstit。Thereforeitwasmybusinesstokeepoutofhisreach。This,beingyoungandactive,forthemostpartImadeshifttodo,especiallyashecouldnotmoveveryquicklyinhismail。 TheendofitwasthatIcuthimonthearmthroughajointinhisharness,whereonherushedatme,swearingFrenchoaths。 Ileaptononesideandashepassed,smotewithallmystrength。Theblowfellbetweenneckandshoulder,frombehindasitwere,andsuchwasthetemperofthatswordnamedWave—Flamethatitshorethroughhismaildeepintothefleshbeneath,tothebackboneasIbelieve。Atleasthewentdowninaheap——Iremembertherattleofhisarmourashefell,andtherelaystill。Thenwefledondownthesteeppath,I holdingthebloodyswordwithonehandandLadyBlanchewiththeother,whileshethankedmewithhereyes。 Atlengthwewereinthetownagain,runningupmyownstreet。Oneithersideofusthehousesburned,andbehinduscameanotherbodyoftheFrench。Thereekgotintooureyesandwestumbledoverdeadorfaintingpeople。 LookingtotheleftIcaughtsightoftheelmtreeofwhichIhavespoken,thatgrewinfrontofourdoor,andsawthatthehousebehinditwasburning。Yes,andIsawmore,forattheatticwindow,whichwasopen,theflamesmakinganarchroundher,satmymother。 Moreover,shewassingingforIheardhervoiceandthewildwordsshesang,thoughthiswasastrangethingforawomantodointhehourofsuchadeath。Further,shesawandknewme,forshewavedherhandstome,thenpointedtowardsthesea,why,Ididnotguessatthetime。I stopped,purposingtotrytorescueherthoughthefrontofthehousewasflaming,andtheattemptmusthaveendedinmydeath。Butatthatmomenttherooffellin,causingthefiretospoutupwardsandoutwards。ThiswasthelastthatIsawofmymother,thoughafterwardswefoundherbodyandgaveitburialwiththoseofmanyothervictims。 Therewasnotimetostay,fortheconqueringFrenchwerepouringupthestreetbehindus,shootingastheycameandmurderinganylaggardswhomtheycouldcatch。OnwewentupthesteepslopeoftheMinnesRock。Iwouldhavefledonintotheopencountry,buttheladyBlanchehadnostrengthleft。Twiceshesanktotheground,strickenwithterrorandweariness,andeachtimeprayedmenottoleaveher;norindeeddidIwishtodoso。TheendofitwasthatWilliamBullandI betweenushalfcarriedherwithmuchtoiltothecaveofwhichIhadspokentomymother。Thetaskwasheavyandslow,sincealwayswemustscrambleoversheerground。Whatismore,apartyoftheFrench,seeingourplight,followedus。Perhapssomeofthemguessedwhotheladywas,forthereweremanyspiesinHastingswhomighthavetoldthem,anddesiredtocaptureandholdhertoransom。 Attheleasttheycameonafterusandafewothers,womenallofthem,whohadjoinedourcompany,beingunabletotravelfurther,ortrustingtoWilliamBullandmyselftoprotectthem。 Wereachedthecave,andthrustingthewomenalongit,WilliamandI stoodinthemouthandwaited。Hehadnobowandallmyarrowsweregonesavethree,butoftheseI,whowasnotedformyarchery,determinedtomakethebestuseIcould。SoIdrewthemout,andhavingstrungthebow,satdowntogetmybreath。OncametheFrench,shoutingandjabberingatustotheeffectthattheywouldcutourthroatsandcarryoff/labelledame/tobetheirsport。 \"Sheshallbemine!\"yelledabigfellowwithaflattenednoseandawidemouthwhowasaheadoftheothers,andnotmorethanfiftyyardsaway。 Irose,andprayingmypatron,goodSt。HubertafterwhomIwasnamedbecauseIfirstsawlightuponhisday,the23rdofNovember,togivemeskill,Idrewthegreatbowtomyear,aimed,andloosed。NordidSt。Hubert,aloveroffineshooting,failmeinmyneed,forthatarrowrushedoutandfounditshomeinthebigmouthoftheFrenchman,throughwhichitpassed,pinninghisfoultonguetohisneckbone。 Downhewent,andcheeredbythesightIrefittedandloosedatthenext。Him,too,thearrowcaught,sothathefellalmostontheother。 Isetthethirdandlastarrowonthestringandwaitedaspace。 Behindthesetwowasasquat,broadman,aknightIsuppose,forheworearmour,andhadashieldwithacockpaintedonit。Thisman,frightenedbythefateofhiscompanions,yetnotmindedtogiveuptheventureforthoseinrearofhimurgedhimon,benthimselfalmostdouble,andholdingtheshieldoverhishelmwhichwasclosed,soastoprotecthisheadandbody,cameonatagoodpace。 Iwaitedtillhewaswithinfive—and—twentyyardsorso,hopingthattheroughnessofthegroundwouldcausehimtostumbleandtheshieldtoshiftsothatIcouldgetachanceathimbehindit。ButIdidnot,soatlast,againprayingtoSt。Hubert,Idrewthebigbowtillthestringtouchedmyear,andletdrive。Theshaft,pointedwithtemperedsteel,strucktheshieldfullinthecentre,andbyHeaven,piercedit,aye,andthemailbehind,aye,andthefleshitcovered,sothathe,too,gothisdeath。 \"Agreatshot,Master,\"saidWilliam,\"thatnootherbowinHastingscouldhavesped。\" \"Notsoill,\"Ianswered,\"butitismylast。Nowwemustfightaswecanwithswordandaxeuntilwebesped。\" Williamnodded,andthewomeninthecavebegantowailwhileI unstrungmybowandsetitinitscase,fromhabitIthink,seeingthatIneverhopedtolookuponitagain。 JustthenfromtheFrenchshipsintheharbourtherecameagreatblaringoftrumpetsgivingsomealarm,andtheFrenchmenofasudden,ceasingfromtheirattack,turnedandrantowardstheshore。IsteppedoutofthecavewithWilliamandlooked。Thereonthesea,drawingnearfromtheeastbeforeagoodwind,Isawships,andsaw,too,thatfromtheirmastsflewthepennonsofEngland,forthegoldenleopardsgleamedinthesun。 \"Itisourfleet,William,\"Isaid,\"cometotalkwiththeseFrench。\" \"ThenIwouldthatithadcomesooner,\"answeredWilliam。\"Still,betternowthannotatall。\" Thuswerewesaved,throughHamodeOffyngton,theAbbotofBattleAbbey,orsoIwastoldafterwards,whocollectedaforcebylandandseaanddroveofftheFrenchaftertheyhadravagedtheIsleofWight,attackedWinchelsea,andburnedthegreaterpartofHastings。Soitcameaboutthatintheendthesepiratestooklittlebenefitbytheirwickedness,sincetheylostsundryshipswithallonboard,andothersleftinsuchhastethattheirpeopleremainedonshorewheretheywereslainbythemobthatgatheredassoonasitwasseenthattheyweredeserted,helpedbyacompanyoftheAbbot\'smenwhohadmarchedfromBattle。ButwithallthisIhadnothingtodowhonowthatthefightwasover,feltweakasachildandcouldthinkoflittlesavethatI hadseenmymotherburning。 Presently,however,thathappenedwhichwokemefrommygriefandcausedmybloodwhichhadgrownsluggishtorunagain。ForwhensheknewthatshewassafetheladyBlanchecameoutofthecaveandaddressedmeasIstoodthereleaningagainsttherockwiththeredswordWave—Flameinmyhand,asIhaddrawnittomakereadyforthelastfighttothedeath。Allsortsofsweetnamesshecalledme——ahero,herdeliverer,andIknownotwhatbesides。 Intheend,asImadenoanswer,beingdazed,alsohurtbyanaxeblowonthebreastwhichIhadnotfeltbefore,dealtbythatFrenchmanwhomIslewneartheCastle,shedidmore。Throwingherarmsaboutmeshekissedmethrice,oneithercheekandonthelips,doubtlessbecauseshewasoverwrought,andinherthankfulnessforgothermaidenlyreserve,thoughasWilliamBullsaidafterwards,thisforgetfulnessdidnotcausehertokisshimwhohadalsohelpedherupthehill。 Thosekisseswerelikewinetome,foritisstrangehow,ifweloveher,bythedecreeofNaturethetouchofabeautifulwoman\'slips,feltforthefirsttime,affectsusinouryouth。Whateverelseweforget,thatwealwaysremember,howeverfalsethoselipsafterwardsbeproved。Forthenthewaxissoftandthediesinksdeep,sodeepthatnoafter—heatscanmeltitsstampandnofrettingwearitoutwhilewelivebeneaththesun。 Nowmyyoungbloodbeingawakened,Iwasmindedtoreturnthosekisses,andbegantodosowithaJew\'sinterest,whenIheardaroughvoiceswearingmanystrangeoaths,andheardalsotheotherwomenwhohadshelteredwithusinthecavebegintotitter,forthemomentforgettingalltheirprivatewoes,asthoseoftheirsexwilldowhenthereiskissinginthewind。 \"God\'sblood!\"saidtheroughvoice,\"whoisthisthathandlesmydaughterasthoughtheyhadbeenbutanhourwed?Takethoselipsofyoursfromher,fellow,orI\'llcutthemfromyourchops。\" Ilookedroundastonished,toseeSirRobertAleysmountedonagreyhorse,andfollowedbyacompanyofmen—at—armswhoappearedtobeunderthecommandofawell—favoured,dark—eyedyoungcaptainwithlonghair,anddressedmorewondrouslythananymanIhadeverseenbefore。HadheputonJoseph\'scoatoverhismail,hecouldnothavewornmorecolours,andInotedthatthetoesofhisshoescurledupsohighthatIwonderedhoweverheworkedthemthroughhisstirrups,andwhatwouldhappentohimifbychancehewereunhorsed。 BeingtakenabackImadenoanswer,butWilliamBull,who,ifaroughfellow,hadatongueinhisheadandareadywit,spokeupforme。 \"Ifyouwanttoknow,\"hesaidinhisSussexdrawl,\"I\'lltellyouwhoheis,SirRobertAleys。Heismyworshipfulmaster,HubertofHastings,ship—owner,householder,andtraderofthistown。Oratleasthewasthesethings,butnowitseemsthathisshipsandhouseareburntandhismotherwiththem;alsothattherewillbenotradeinHastingsformanyaday。\" \"Mayhap,\"answeredSirRobert,addingotheroaths,\"butwhydoeshebussmydaughter?\" \"Perchancebecausehemustgiveasgoodashegot,whichisalawamonghonestmerchants,nobleSirRobert。Orperchancebecausehehasabetterrighttobussherthananymanalive,seeingthatbutforhim,bynowshewouldbebutstinkingclay,oraFrenchman\'sleman。\" Herethefineyoungcaptaincutin,saying,\"Whateverelsethisworshipfultradermayneed,hedoesnotlackatrumpeter。\" \"Thatisso,myLordDeleroy,\"repliedWilliam,unmoved,\"forwhenI findagoodsongIliketosingit。Gonowandlookatthosethreemenwholieyonderontheslope,andseewhetherthearrowsinthembearmymaster\'smark。GoalsoandlookupontheCastlehillandfindaknightwithhisheadwell—nighhewnfromhisshoulders,andseewhetheryonderswordfitsintothecut。Aye,andatothersthatI couldtellyouof,slain,everyoneofthem,tosavethisfairlady。 Aye,goyouwhosegarmentsaresofineandunstained,andthencomebackandtalkoftrumpeters。\" \"Pish!\"saidmyLordDeleroywithashrugofhisshoulders,\"aladywhoisover—wroughtandhangstosomecommonfellow,likeonewhokissesthefeetofawoodensaintthatshethinkshassavedherfromcalamity!\" AtthesewordsI,whohadbeenlisteninglikeamaninadream,awoke,asitwere,fortheystungme。Moreover,IhadheardthatthisfineDeleroywasoneofthosewhoowedhisplaceandranktotheKing\'sfavour,ashedidhishighname,being,itwasreported,bybirthbutaprince\'sbastardsprungfromsomerelativeofSirRobertwhomthereforehecalledcousin。 \"Sir,\"Isaid,\"youknowbestwhetherIammorecommonthanyouare。 Letthatbe。AtleastIholdinmyhandtheswordofonewhobegatmyforefatherhundredsofyearsago,acertainThorgrimmerwhowasgreatinhistime。NowIhavehadmyfilloffightingto—day,andyou,doubtlessthroughnofaultofyourown,havehadnone;youalsoarecladinmailandI,acommonfellow,havenone。DeignthentodescendfromthathorseandtakeaturnwithmethoughIbetired,andthusprovemycommonnessuponmybody。Ofyournobilitydothis,seeingthatafterallweareofoneflesh。\" Now,stunginhisturn,hemadeasthoughhewoulddowhatIprayed,whenforthefirsttime,afterglancingatherfatherwhosatstill—— puzzled,itwouldseem——theladyBlanchespoke。 \"Benotmad,Cousin,\"shesaid。\"Itellyouthatthisgentlemanhassavedmylifeandhonour,twiceatleastto—day。Isitwonderful,then,ifIthankedhiminthebestfashionthatawomancan,andthusbroughtyourinsultsonhim?\" Hehesitated,thoughoneofhiscurled—upshoeswasoutofthestirrup,whensuddenlySirRobertbrokeininhisbigvoice,saying: \"God\'struth,Cousin,Ithinkthatyouwilldowelltoleavethisyoungcockalone,sinceIlikenotthelookofthatredspurofhis,\" andheglancedattheswordWave—Flame。\"Thoughhebeweary,hemayhaveakickortwoinhimyet。\" Thenheturnedtomeandadded: \"Sir,youhavefoughtwell;manyamanhasearnedknighthoodforless,andifafairmaidthankedyouinherownfashion,youarenottoblame。I,herfather,alsothankyouandwishyouallgoodfortunetillwemeetagain。Farewell。Daughter,makeshifttosharethishorsewithme,andletusawayoutofthisstrickentowntoPevensey,whereperchanceitwillpleasethoseFrenchtocallto—morrow。\" Aminutelatertheyweregone,andInotedwithapangthatastheywenttheladyBlanche,havingwavedhergood—byetome,talkedfasttohercousinDeleroyandthatheheldherhandtosteadyheruponherfather\'shorse。 CHAPTERIII HUBERTCOMESTOLONDON WhentheladyBlanchewasoutofsight,followedbythewomenwhohadshelteredwithusinthecave,WilliamandIwenttoastreamweknewofnotfarawayanddrankourfill。ThenwewalkedtothethreewhomI hadshotwithmybigbow,hopingtoregainthearrows,forIhadnoneleft。This,however,couldnotbedonethoughallthemenweredead,foroneoftheshafts,thelast,wasbroken,andtheothertwoweresofixedinfleshandbonethatonlyasurgeon\'ssawwouldloosethem。 Soweleftthemwheretheywere,andbeforethemenwereburiedmanycametomarvelatthesight,thinkingitawonderfulthingthatI shouldhavekilledthesethreewiththreearrows,andthatanybowwhicharmmightbendcouldhavedriventhelastofthemthroughanironshieldandabreastplatebehindit。 Thisarmour,Ishouldtell,Williamtookforhimself,sinceitwasofhissize。Alsoonthemorrow,returningtotheCastleHill,IstrippedtheknightwhomIhadslainwiththesword,Wave—Flame,ofhissplendidMilanmail,whereofthe/plastron/,orbreast—plate,wasinlaidwithgold,havingoverita/camail/ofchaintocoverthejoints,throughwhichmygoodswordhadshornintohisneck。Thecognizanceonhisshieldstrangelyenoughwasthreebarbedarrows,butwhatwasthenameoftheknightwhoboreitIneverlearned。Thismail,whichmusthavecostagreatsum,theBailiffofHastingsgrantedmetokeep,sinceIhadslainitswearerandbornemyselfwellinthefight。Moreover,Itookthethreearrowsformyowncognizance,thoughintruthIhadnorighttoany,beinginthosedaysbutatrader。(LittledidIknowthenhowwellthismailwastoservemeintheafteryears。) Bynownightwascomingon,andaswecouldseefromthecavemouththatthepartofHastingswhichliestowardsthevillageofSt。 Leonardsseemedtohaveescapedthefire,thitherwardwewentbythebeachtoavoidtheheatandfallingtimbersintheburningtown。Onourwaywemetothersandfromthemheardallthathadbefallen。ItwouldseemthattheFrenchlossinlifewasheavierthanourown,sincemanyofthemwerecutoffwhentheytriedtoflytotheirships,andsomeofthesecouldnotbefloatedfromthebeachorwererammedandsunkwithallaboardbytheEnglishvessels。ButthedamagedonetoHastingswasasmuchascouldscarcelybemadegoodinageneration,forthemostofitwasburntorburning。Alsomany,likemyownmother,hadperishedinthefire,beingsickoragedorinchildbed,orforthisreasonandthatforgottenandunabletomove。 Indeedonthebeachwerehundredsoffolkindespair,norwasitonlythewomenandchildrenwhoweptthatevening。 Formypart,withWilliamIwentbeyondtheburningtothehouseofacertainoldpriestwhowasmyconfessor,andthefriendofmyfatherbeforeme,andtherewefoundfoodandslept,hereturningthankstoGodformyescapeandofferingmeconsolationforthelossofmymotherandgoods。 Irestedbutillthatnight,asthosedowhoareover—weary。Moreover,thishadbeenmyfirsttasteofbattle,andagainandagainIsawthosemenfallingbeforemyswordandarrows。VeryproudwasItohaveslainthem,wickedravishersastheywere,andverygladthatfrommyboyhoodIhadpractisedmyselfwithswordandbowtillIcouldfencewithany,andwasperhapsthemostskilledmarksmaninHastings,havingwonthesilverarrowatthebuttsatthelastmeeting,andfromarchersofallages。Yetthesightoftheirdeathshauntedmewhorememberedhowwelltheirfatemighthavebeenmyown,hadtheygotinthefirstshotorblow。 Wherehadtheygoneto,Iwondered?Tothepriest\'sHeavenorHell? Weretheynowtellingtheirsinstosomehard—facedangelwhilehecheckedthecountfromhisbook,remindingthemofmanythattheyhadforgotten?OrweretheyfastasleepforeverandeverasashrewdthinkerwhomIknewhadtoldmesecretlyhewassurewouldbethefateofallofus,whateverthepriestsmightteachandbelieve。AndwherewasmymotherwhomIhadlovedandwholovedmewell,althoughoutwardlyshewassosternawoman,mymotherwhomIhadseenburnedalive,singingassheburned?Oh!itwasavileworld,anditseemedstrangethatGodshouldcausemenandwomentobebornthattheymightcometosuchcruelends。YetwhowerewetoquestionHisdecreesofwhichweknewneitherthebeginningnorthefinish?