第4章

类别:其他 作者:Sabatini, Rafael字数:10196更新时间:18/12/18 09:15:50
Vallanceyhadhailedhimcheerily。 \"Thedayisyours,Dick,\"hehadcried,whenRichardenteredthelibrarywhereheawaitedhim。\"WildWildinghasriddentoTauntonthismorningandistobebackbynoon。Odsbud,Dick!—twentymilesandmoreinthesaddlebeforecomingontheground。Heardyoueverofthelikemadness? He\'llbestiffasabroom—handle—aneasyvictim。 Richardlistened,stared,and,findingVallancey\'seyesfixedsteadilyuponhim,attemptedasmileandachievedahorriblegrimace。 \"Whatailsyou,man?\"criedhissecond,andcaughthimbythewrist。 Hefeltthequiveroftheother\'slimb。\"Stabme!\"quothhe,\"youareinnocasetofight。Whattheplagueailsyou?\" \"Iamnonesowellthismorning,\"answeredRichardfeebly。\"LordGervase\'sclaret,\"headded,passingahandacrosshisbrow。 \"LordGervase\'sclaret?\"echoedVallanceyinhorror,asatsomeoutrageousblasphemy。\"Frontignacattenshillingsthebottle!\"heexclaimed。 \"Still,claretneverdoeslieeasyonmystomach,\"Richardexplained,intentuponblamingLordGervaseswine—sincehecouldthinkofnothingelse—forhiscondition。 Vallanceylookedathimshrewdly。\"Mycock,\"saidhe,\"ifyou\'retofightwe\'llhavetomendyourtemper。\"Hetookituponhimselftoringthebell,andtoorderuptwobottlesofCanaryandoneofbrandy。Ifhewastogethismantothegroundatall—andyoungVallanceyhadaduesenseofhisresponsibilitiesinthatconnection—itwouldbewelltosupplyRichardwithsomethingtoreplacethecouragethathadoozedoutovernight。YoungRichard,neverloathtofortifyhimself,provedamenableenoughtothestifflylacedCanarythathisfriendsetbeforehim。Then,todiverthismind,Vallancey,withthatrashfreedomthathadmadethewholeofSomersetknowhimforarebel,sethimselftotalkoftheProtestantDukeandhisrighttothecrownofEngland。 Hewasstillathistalk,Richardlisteningmoodilywhattimehewasslowlybutsurelybefuddlinghimself,whenSirRowland—returningfromScoresbyHall—cametobringthenewsofhislackofsuccess。Richardhailedhimnoisily,andbadehimringforanotherglass,adding,withaburstofoaths,someappallingthreatsofhowanonheshouldserveAnthonyWilding。HiswitsdrownedinthestiffliquorVallanceyhadpresseduponhim,heseemedofasuddentohavegrownasfierceandbloodthirstyasanyscourerthateverterrorizedthewatch。 Blakelistenedtohimandgrunted。\"Bodyo\'me!\"sworethetowngallant。 \"Ifthat\'sthehumouryou\'regoingouttofightin,I\'lltroubleyoufortheeightguineasIwonfromyouatPrimeroyesterdaybeforeyoustart。\" Richardrearedhimself,bythehelpofthetable,andstoodathoughtunsteadily,hisglancelaboriouslystrivingtoengageBlake\'s。 \"Damnme!\"quothhe。\"Yourwantoffaithdishgracesme—and`t`shgracesyou。Shaltha\'theguineaswhenwe\'reback—andnotbefore。\" \"Hum!\"quothBlake,towhomeightguineaswereaconsiderationinthesebankruptdays。\"Andifyoudon\'tcomebackatalluponwhomamItodraw?\" ThesuggestionsankthroughDick\'shalf—fuddledsenses,andthescareitgavehimwasreflectedonhisface。 \"Damnyou,Blake!\"sworeVallanceybetweenhisteeth。\"Isthatadecentwaytotalktoamanwhoisgoingout?Neverheedhim,Dick!Lethimwaitforhisdirtyguineastillwereturn。\" \"Thirtyguineas?\"hiccoughedRichard。\"Itwasonlyeight。Anyhow—wait\'llI\'vesli\'thegulletof\'sMr。Wilding。\"Hecheckedonathoughtthatsuddenlyoccurredtohim。HeturnedtoVallanceywithaludicroussolemnity。\"`Sbud!\"heswore。\"`SascurvytrickI\'mplayingtheDuke。 `Streasontohim—treasonnoless。\"Andhesmotethetablewithhisopenhand。 \"What\'sthat?\"quothBlakesosharply,hiseyessosuddenlyalertthatVallanceymadehastetocoveruphisfellowrebel\'sindiscretion。 It\'sthebrandy—and—Canarymakeshimdream,\"saidhewithalaugh,andrisingashespokeheannouncedthatitwashightimetheyshouldsetout。ThushebroughtaboutabustlethatdrovetheDuke\'sbusinessfromRichard\'smind,andleftBlakewithoutapretexttopursuehisquestforinformation。Butthemischiefwasdone,andBlake\'ssuspicionswereawake。HebethoughthimnowofdarkhintsthatRichardhadletfalltoVallanceyinthepastfewdays,andofhintslessdarkwithwhichVallancey—whowasacarelessfellowatordinarytimes—hadanswered。AndnowthismentionoftheDukeandoftreasontohim—towhatDukecoulditreferbutMonmouth? Blakewaswellawareofthewildtalesthatweregoinground,andhebegantowondernowwasaughtreallyafoot,andwashisgoodfriendWestmacottinit? Iftherewas,hebethoughthimthattheknowledgemightbeofvalue,anditmighthelptofloatoncemorehisshipwreckedfortunes。ThehastewithwhichVallanceyhadprofferedafrivolousexplanationofRichard\'swords,thebustlewithwhichupontheinstanthesweptRichardandSirRowlandfromthehousetogettohorseandrideouttoBridgwaterwereinthemselvescircumstancesthatwenttoheightenthosesuspicionsofSirRowland\'s。Butlackingallopportunityforinvestigationatthemoment,hedeemeditwisesttosaynomorejustthenlestheshouldbetrayhiswatchfulness。 Theywerethefirsttoarriveupontheground—anopenspaceonthebordersofSedgemoor,intheshelterofPoldenHill。ButtheyhadnotlongtowaitbeforeWildingandTrenchardrodeup,attendedbyagroom。 TheirarrivalhadanoddlysoberingeffectuponyoungWestmacott,forwhichMr。Vallanceywasthankful。Forduringtheirridehehadbeguntofearthathehadcarriedtoofarthebusinessofequippinghisprincipalwithartificialvalour。 TrenchardcameforwardtoofferVallanceythecourteoussuggestionthatMr。Wilding\'sservantshouldchargehimselfwiththecareofthehorsesofMr。Westmacott\'sparty,ifthiswouldbeaconveniencetothem。Vallanceythankedhimandacceptedtheoffer,andthusthegroom—instructedbyTrenchard—ledthefivehorsessomedistancefromthespot。 Itnowbecameamatterofmakingpreparation,andleavingRichardtodivesthimselfofsuchgarmentsashemightdeemcumbrous,VallanceywentforwardtoconsultwithTrencharduponthechoiceofground。AtthatsamemomentMr。Wildingloungedforward,flickingthegrasswithhiswhipinanabsentmanner。 \"Mr。Vallancey,\"hebegan,whenTrenchardturnedtointerrupthim。 \"Youcanleaveitsafelytome,Tony,\"hegrowled。\"ButthereissomethingIwishtosay,Nick,\"answeredMr。Wilding,hismannermild。 \"Byyourleave,then。\"AndheturnedagaintoValiancey。\"WillyoubesogoodastocallMr。Westmacotthither?\" Vallanceystared。\"Forwhatpurpose,sir?\"heasked。 \"Formypurpose,\"answeredMr。Wildingsweetly。\"ItisnolongermywishtoengagewithMr。Westmacott。 \"Anthony!\"criedTrenchard,andinhisamazementforgottoswear。 \"Ipropose,\"addedMr。Wilding,\"torelieveMr。Westmacottofthenecessityoffighting。\" Vallanceyinhisheartthoughtthismightbepleasantnewsforhisprincipal。Still,hedidnotquiteseehowtheendwastobeattained,andsaidso。 \"YoushallbeenlightenedifyouwilldoasIrequest,\"Wildinginsisted,andVallancey,withaliftofthebrows,asnort,andashrug,turnedawaytocomply。 \"Doyoumean,\"quothTrenchard,burstingwithindignation,\"thatyouwillletliveamanwhohasstruckyou?\" Wildingtookhisfriendaffectionatelybythearm。\"Itisawhimofmine,\"saidhe。\"Doyouthink,Nick,thatitismorethanIcanaffordtoindulge?\" \"Isaynotso,\"wasthereadyanswer;\"but……\" \"Ithoughtyou\'dnot,\"saidMr。Wilding,interrupting。\"Andifanydoes—why,Ishallbegladtoproveituponhimthathelies。\"Helaughed,andTrenchard,vexedthoughhewas,wasforcedtolaughwithhim。ThenNicksethimselftourgethethingthatlastnighthadplaguedhismind:thatthisRichardmightproveadangertotheCause; thatintheDuke\'sinterest,ifnottosafeguardhisownpersonfromsomevindictivebetrayal,Wildingwouldbebetteradvisedinimposingareliablesilenceuponhim。 \"Butwhyvindictive?\"Mr。Wildingremonstrated。\"Rathermusthehavecauseforgratitude。\" Mr。Trenchardlaughedshortandcontemptuously。\"Thereis,\"saidhe,\"norancourmorebitterthanthatofthemeanmanwhohasoffendedyouandwhomyouhavespared。Ibegyou\'llponderit。\"Heloweredhisvoiceasheendedhisadmonition,forVallanceyandWestmacottwerecomingup,followedbySirRowlandBlake。 Richard,althoughhiscouragehadbeensinkinglowerandlowerinameasureashehadgrownmoreandmoresoberwiththeapproachofthemomentforengaging,cameforwardnowwithafirmstepandanarrogantmien;forVallanceyhadgivenhimmorethanahintofwhatwastoward。 Hishearthadleapt,notonlyatthedeliverancethatwaspromisedhim,butoutofsatisfactionatthereflectionofhowaccuratelylastnighthehadgaugedwhatMr。Wildingwouldendure。Ithaddismayedhimthen,aswehaveseen,thatthismanwho,hethought,muststomachanyaffrontfromhimoutofconsiderationforhissister,shouldhaveendedbycallinghimtoaccount。HeconcludednowthatuponreflectionWildinghadseenhiserror,andwaspreparedtomakeamendsthathemightextricatehimselffromanimpossiblesituation,andRichardblamedhimselfforhavingoverlookedthisinevitablesolutionandgivenwaytoidlepanic。 VallanceyandBlakewatchinghim,andthesuddenmetamorphosisthatwaswroughtinhim,despisedhimheartily,andyetwereglad—forthesakeoftheirassociationwithhim—thatthingswereastheywere。 \"Mr。Westmacott,\"saidWildingquietly,hiseyessteadilysetuponRichard\'sownarrogantgaze,hislipssmilingalittle,\"Iamherenottofight,buttoapologize。\" Richard\'ssneerwasaudibletoall。Oh,hewasgatheringcouragefastnowthattherenolongerwastheneedforit。Iturgedhimtolengthsofdaringpossibleonlytoafool。 \"Ifyoucantakeablow,Mr。Wilding,\"saidheoffensively,\"thatisyourownaffair。\" Andhisfriendsgaspedathistemerityandtrembledforhim,notknowingwhatgroundshehadforcountinghimselfunassailable。 \"Justso,\"saidMr。Wilding,asmeekandhumbleasanun,andTrenchard,whohadexpectedsomethingverydifferentfromhim,sworealoudandwithsomecircumstanceofoaths。\"Thefactis,\"continuedMr。Wilding,\"thatwhatIdidlastnight,Ididintheheatofwine,andIamsorryforit。Irecognizethatthisquarrelisofmyprovoking;thatitwasunwarrantableinmetointroducethenameofMistressWestmacott,nomatterhowrespectfully;andthatindoingsoIgaveMr。Westmacottamplegroundsforoffence。ForthatIbeghispardon,andIventuretohopethatthismatterneedgonofurther。\" VallanceyandBlakewerespeechlessinastonishment;Trenchardlividwithfury。Westmacottmovedasteportwoforward,aswaggerunmistakableinhisgait,hisnether—lipthrustoutinasneer。 \"Why,\"saidhe,hisvoicemightydisdainful,\"ifMr。Wildingapologizes,thematterhardlycangofurther。\"HeconveyedsuchasuggestionofregretatthisthatTrenchardboundedforward,stungtospeech。 \"ButifMr。Westmacott\'sdisappointmentthreatenstooverwhelmhim,\" hesnapped,verytartly,\"Iamhishumbleservant,andhemaycalluponmetoseethathe\'snotrobbedoftheexercisehecametotake。\" Mr。WildingsetarestraininghanduponTrenchard\'sarm。 Westmacottturnedtohim,thesneer,however,gonefromhisface。 \"Ihavenoquarrelwithyou,sir,\"saidhe,withanuneasyassumptionofdignity。 \"It\'sawantthatmaybesoonsupplied,\"answeredTrenchardbriskly,and,asheafterwardsconfessed,hadnotWildingcheckedhimatthatmoment,hehadthrownhishatinRichard\'sface。 ItwasVallanceywhosavedthesituation,cursinginhisheartthebearingofhisprincipal。 \"Mr。Wilding,\"saidhe,\"thisisveryhandsomeinyou。Youareofthehappyfewwhomaytendersuchanapologywithoutreflectionuponyourcourage。\" Mr。Wildingmadehimalegveryelegantly。\"Youarevastlykind,sir,\" saidhe。 \"YouhavegivenMr。Westmacottthefullestsatisfaction,anditiswithanincreasedrespectforyou—ifthatwerepossible—thatI acknowledgeitonmyfriend\'sbehalf。\" \"Youare,sir,averymirroroftheelegancies,\"saidMr。Wilding,andVallanceywonderedwashebeinglaughedat。Whetherhewasornot,heconceivedthathehaddonetheonlyseemlything。Hehadmadehandsomeacknowledgmentofahandsomeapology,stungtoitbythecurrishnessofRichard。 Andtherethematterended,despiteTrenchard\'sburningeagernesstocarryithimselftoadifferentconsummation。Wildingprevaileduponhim,andwithdrewhimfromthefield。ButastheyrodebacktoZoylandChasetheoldrakewasbitterinhisinveighingsagainstWilding\'sfollyandweakness。 \"IprayHeaven,\"hekeptrepeating,\"thatitmaynotcometocostyoudear。\" \"Havedone,\"saidMr。Wilding,atrifleoutofpatience。\"CouldIwedthesisterhavingslainthebrother?\" AndTrenchard,understandingatlast,accountedhimselfanumskullthathehadnotunderstoodbefore。ButhenonethelessdeemeditapityRichardhadbeenspared。 CHAPTERVI THECHAMPION AsvaingloriouswasRichardWestmacott\'sretreatfromthefieldofunstrickenbattleashisadvanceuponithadbeeninglorious。HespokewithconfidencenowofthenarrowescapethatWildinghadhadathishands,ofthethingshewouldhavedonetoWildinghadnotthatgentlemangrownwiseintime。SirRowland,whohadseenlittleofRichard\'searlierstrickencondition,wasinameasureimposeduponbyhisblusteringtoneandmanner;notsoVallancey,whorememberedthestepshehadbeenforcedtotaketobolsteruptheyoungman\'scouragesufficientlytoadmitofhisbeingbroughttotheencounter。 Richardsodisgustedhimthathefeltifhedidnotquithiscompanysoon,hewouldbequarrellingwithhimhimself。So,congratulatinghim,inacausticmannerthatRicharddidnotrelish,uponthehappyterminationoftheaffair,VallanceytookhisleaveofhimandBlakeatthecross—roads,pleadingbusinesswithLordGervase,andleftthemtoproceedwithouthimtoBridgwater。 Blake,whosesuspicionsofsomesecretmattertowhichVallanceyandRichardwerewedded,hadbeenearlierexcitedbyWestmacott\'sindiscretions,wasfullofslyquestionsnowtouchingthebusinesswhichmightbetakingVallanceytoScoresby。ButRichardwastoofullofthesubjectofthefearhehadinstilledintoWildingtoaffordhiscompanionmuchsatisfactiononanyotherscore。ThustheycametoLuptonHouse,andasRichardswaggereddownthelawnintothepresenceoftheladies—Ruthandherauntwereoccupyingthestonebench,Dianathecircularseataboutthegreatoakinthecentreofthelawn—hewasaverydifferentpersonfromthepale,limpcreaturetheyhadbeheldtheresomefewhoursearlier。Loudandoffensivewashenowinself—laudation,andsoindifferenttoallelsethatheleftunobservedthelittlesmile,halfwistful,halfscornful,thatvisitedhissister\'slipswhenhesneeringlytoldhowMr。Wildinghadchosenthatbetterpartofvalourwhichdiscretionisallegedtobe。 ItneededDiana,who,blindedbynosisterlyaffection,sawhimexactlyashewas,anddespisedhimaccordingly,toenlightenhim。Itmayalsobethatindoingsoatonceshehadendsofherowntoserve;forSirRowlandwasstillofthecompany。 \"Mr。Wildingafraid?\"shecried,hervoicesochargedwithderisionthatitinclinedtoshrillness。\"La!Richard,Mr。Wildingwasneverafraidofanyman。\" \"Faith!\"saidRowland,althoughhisacquaintancewithMr。Wildingwasslightandrecent。\"ItiswhatIshouldthink。Hedoesnotlooklikeamanfamiliarwithfear。\" Richardstrucksomethingofanattitude,hisfairfaceflushed,hispaleeyesglittering。\"Hetookablow,\"saidhe,andsneered。 \"Theremayhavebeenreasons,\"Dianasuggesteddarkly,andSirRowland\'seyesnarrowedatthehint。 AgainherecalledthewordsRichardhadletfallthatafternoon。 Wildingandhewerefellowworkersinsomesecretbusiness,andRichardhadsaidthattheencounterwastreasontothatsamebusiness,whateveritmightbe。AndofwhatitmightbeSirRowlandhadgroundsuponwhichtofoundatleastaguess。HadperhapsWildingacteduponsomesimilarfeelingsinavoidingtheduel?Hewondered;andwhenRicharddismissedDiana\'schallengewithafatuouslaugh,itwasBlakewhotookitup。 \"Youspeak,ma\'am,\"saidhe,\"asifyouknewthattherewerereasons,andknew,too,whatthosereasonsmightbe。\" DianalookedatRuth,asifforguidancebeforereplying。ButRuthsatcalmandseeminglyimpassive,lookingstraightbeforeher。Shewas,indeed,indifferenthowmuchDianasaid,forinanycasethemattercouldnotremainasecretlong。LadyHorton,silenttooandlistening,lookedaquestionatherdaughter。 Andso,afterapause:\"Iknowboth,\"saidDiana,hereyesstrayingagaintoRuth;andasubtlermanthanBlakewouldhavereadthatglanceandunderstoodthatthissamereasonwhichhesoughtsodiligentlysattherebeforehim。 Richard,indeed,catchingthatslylookofhiscousin\'s,checkedhisassurance,andstoodfrowning,cogitating。Then,quitesuddenly,hisvoiceharsh: \"Whatdoyoumean,Diana?\"heinquired。 Dianashruggedandturnedhershouldertohim。\"YouhadbestaskRuth,\" saidshe,whichwasananswermoreorlessplaintoboththemen。 Theystoodatgaze,Richardlookingathoughtfoolish。Blake,frowning,hisheavylipcaughtinhisstrong,whiteteeth。 Ruthturnedtoherbrotherwithanalmostpiteousattemptatasmile。 Shesoughttosparehimpainbyexcludingfromhermannerallsuggestionthatthingswereotherthanshedesired。 \"IambetrothedtoMr。Wilding,\"saidshe。 SirRowlandmadeasuddenforwardmovement,drewadeepbreath,andassuddenlystoodstill。Richardlookedathissisterassheweremadandraving。Thenhelaughed,betweenunbeliefandderision。 \"Itisajest,\"saidhe,buthisaccentslackedconviction。 \"Itisthetruth,\"Ruthassuredhimquietly。 \"Thetruth?\"Hisbrowdarkenedominously—stupendouslyforonesofair。\"Thetruth,youbaggage……?\"Hebeganandstoppedinveryfury。 Shesawthatshemusttellhimall。 \"IpromisedtowedMr。Wildingthisdayse\'nightsothathesavedyourlifeandhonour,\"shetoldhimcalmly,andadded,\"Itwasabargainthatwedrove。\"Richardcontinuedtostareather。Thethingshetoldhimwastoobigtobeswallowedatamouthful;hewasabsorbingitbyslowdegrees。 \"Sonow,\"saidDiana,\"youknowthesacrificeyoursisterhasmadetosaveyou,andwhenyouspeakoftheapologyMr。Wildingtenderedyou,perhapsyou\'llspeakofitinatonelessloud。\" Butthesarcasmwasnolongerneeded。AlreadypoorRichardwasveryhumble,hismake—believespiritallsnuffedout。Heobservedatlasthowpaleandsetwashissister\'sface,andherealizedsomethingofthesacrificeshehadmade。NeverinallhislifewasRichardsoneartolapsingfromtheloveofhimself;neversoneartoforgettinghisowninterests,andpreferringthoseofRuth。LadyHortonsatsilent,herheartflutteringwithdismayandperplexity。Heavenhadnotequippedherwithaspiritcapableofdealingwithasituationsuchasthis。Blakestoodinmakebelievestoliditydissemblinghisinfinitechagrinandthestormyemotionswarringwithinhim,forsomesignsofwhichDianawatchedhiscountenanceinvain。 \"Youshallnotdoit!\"criedRichardsuddenly。Hecameforwardandlaidhishandonhissister\'sshoulder。Hisvoicewasalmostgentle。 \"Ruth,youshallnotdothisforme。Youmustnot。\" \"ByHeaven,no!\"snappedBlakebeforeshecouldreply。\"Youareright,Richard。MistressWestmacottmustnotbethescapegoat。SheshallnotplaythepartofIphigenia。\" ButRuthsmiledwistfullyassheansweredhimwithaquestion,\"Whereisthehelpforit?\" Richardknewwherethehelpforitlay,andforonce—forjustamoment—hecontemplateddangerandevendeathwithequanimity。 \"Icantakeupthisquarrelagain,\"heannounced。\"IcancompelMr。 Wildingtomeetme。 Ruth\'seyes,lookingupathim,kindledwithprideandadmiration。 Itwarmedherhearttohearhimspeakthus,tohavethisassurancethathewasanythingbutthecowardshehadbeensodisloyalastodeemhim;nodoubtshehadbeenrightinsayingthatitwashishealthwasthecauseofthepalsyhehaddisplayedthatmorning;hewasalittlewild,sheknew;inclinedtositover—lateatthebottle;withadvancingmanhood,shehadnodoubt,hewouldovercomethisboyishfailing。Meanwhileitwasthisfoolishhabit—nothingmore—thatunderminedtheinherentfirmnessofhisnature。Anditcomfortedhergeneroussoultohavethisproofthathewasfullworthyofthesacrificeshewasmakingforhim。Dianawatchedhiminsomesurprise,andneverdoubtedbutthathisofferwasimpulsive,andthathewouldregretitwhenhisardourhadhadtimetocool。 \"Itwereidle,\"saidRuthatlast—notthatshequitebelievedit,butthatitwasall—importanttoherthatRichardshouldnotbeimperilled。\"Mr。Wildingwillpreferthebargainhehasmade。\" \"Nodoubt,\"growledBlake,\"butheshallbeforcedtounmakeit。\" Headvancedandbowedlowbeforeher。\"Madam,\"saidhe,\"willyougrantmeleavetochampionyourcauseandremovethistroublesomeMr。Wildingfromyourpath?\" Diana\'seyesnarrowed;hercheekspaled,partlyfromfearforBlake,partlyfromvexationatthepromptnessofanofferthataffordedafreshandsoeloquentproofofthetrendofhisaffections。 Ruthsmiledathiminaveryfriendlymanner,butgentlyshookherhead。 \"Ithankyou,sir,\"saidshe。\"ButitweremorethanIcouldpermit。 Thishasbecomeafamilyaffair。\" Therewasinhertonesomethingwhich,despiteitsfriendliness,gaveSirRowlandhisdismissal。Hewasnotatbestamanofkeensensibilities;yetevenso,hecouldnotmistaketherequesttowithdrawthatwasimplicitinhertoneandmanner。Hetookhisleave,registering,however,inhisheartavowthathewouldhavehiswaywithWilding。Thusmusthe—throughhergratitude—assuredlycometohavehiswaywithRuth。 Dianaroseandturnedtohermother。Come,\"shesaid,\"we\'llspeedSirRowland。RuthandRichardwouldperhapsprefertoremainalone。\" Ruththankedherwithhereyes。Richard,standingbesidehissisterwithbentheadandmoodygaze,didnotappeartohaveheard。 Thusheremaineduntilheandhishalf—sisterwerealonetogether,thenheflunghimselfwearilyintotheseatbesideher,andtookherhand。 \"Ruth,\"hefaltered,\"Ruth!\" Shestrokedhishand,herhonest,intelligenteyesbentuponhiminalookofpity—andtoindulgethispityforhim,sheforgothowmuchherselfsheneededpity。 \"Takeitnotsotoheart,\"sheurgedhim,hervoicelowandcrooning—asthatofamothertoherbabe。\"Takeitnotsotoheart,Richard。 Ishouldhavemarriedsomeday,and,afterall,itmaywellbethatMr。Wildingwillmakemeasgoodahusbandasanother。Idobelieve,\" sheadded,heronlyintenttocomfortRichard;\"thathelovesme;andifhelovesme,surelyhewillprovekind。\" Heflunghimselfbackwithanexclamationofangrypain。Hewaswhitetothelips,hiseyesbloodshot。\"Itmustnotbe—itshallnotbe— I\'llnotendureit!\"hecriedhoarsely。 \"Richard,dear……\"shebegan,recapturingthehandhehadsnatchedfromhersinhisgustofemotion。 Heroseabruptly,interruptingher。\"I\'llgotoWildingnow,\"hecried,hisvoiceresolute。\"Heshallcancelthisbargainhehadnorighttomake。Heshalltakeuphisquarrelwithmewhereitstoodbeforeyouwenttohim。\" \"No,no,Richard,youmustnot!\"sheurgedhim,frightened,risingtoo,andclingingtohisarm。 \"Iwill,\"heanswered。\"Attheworsthecanbutkillme。Butatleastyoushallnotbesacrificed。\" \"Sithere,Richard,\"shebadehim。\"Thereissomethingyouhavenotconsidered。Ifyoudie,ifMr。Wildingkillsyou……\"shepaused。 Helookedather,andattherepetitionofthefatethatwouldprobablyawaithimifheperseveredinthecoursehethreatened,hispurelyemotionalcourageagainbegantofailhim。Alookoffearcreptgraduallyintohisfacetotaketheroomoftheresolutionthathadbeenstampeduponitbutamomentsince。 Heswallowedhard。\"Whatthen?\"heasked,hisvoiceharsh,and,obeyinghercommandandthepressureonhishand,heresumedhisseatbesideher。 Shespokenowatlengthandverygravely,dwellinguponthecircumstancethathewastheheadofthefamily,thelastWestmacottofhisline,pointingouttohimtheimportanceofhisexistence,theinsignificanceofherown。Shewasbutagirl,athingofsmallaccountwheretheperpetuationofafamilywasatissue。Afterall,shemustmarrysomebodysomeday,sherepeated,andperhapsshehadbeenfoolishinattachingtoomuchimportancetothetalesshehadheardofMr。Wilding。Probablyhewasnoworsethanothermen,andafterallhewasagentlemanofwealthandposition,suchamanashalfthewomeninSomersetmightbeproudtoownforhusband。