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类别:其他 作者:D。 H。 Lawrence字数:10761更新时间:18/12/18 08:44:44
Theylaughedwithpleasurewhentheywereinthehall。Theplaceseemedfullandbusy。 `DoyouknowifMrandMrsCrich——English——fromParis,havearrived?\' BirkinaskedinGerman。 Theporterreflectedamoment,andwasjustgoingtoanswer,whenUrsulacaughtsightofGudrunsaunteringdownthestairs,wearingherdarkglossycoat,withgreyfur。 `Gudrun!Gudrun!\'shecalled,wavingupthewellofthestaircase。`Shu—hu!\' Gudrunlookedovertherail,andimmediatelylosthersauntering,diffidentair。Hereyesflashed。 `Really——Ursula!\'shecried。AndshebegantomovedownstairsasUrsularanup。Theymetataturnandkissedwithlaughterandexclamationsinarticulateandstirring。 `But!\'criedGudrun,mortified。`Wethoughtitwastomorrowyouwerecoming!Iwantedtocometothestation。\' `No,we\'vecometoday!\'criedUrsula。`Isn\'titlovelyhere!\' `Adorable!\'saidGudrun。`Gerald\'sjustgoneouttogetsomething。Ursula,aren\'tyoufearfullytired?\' `No,notsovery。ButIlookafilthysight,don\'tI!\' `No,youdon\'t。Youlookalmostperfectlyfresh。Ilikethatfurcapimmensely!\'SheglancedoverUrsula,whoworeabigsoftcoatwithacollarofdeep,soft,blondfur,andasoftblondcapoffur。 `Andyou!\'criedUrsula。`Whatdoyouthinkyoulooklike!\' Gudrunassumedanunconcerned,expressionlessface。 `Doyoulikeit?\'shesaid。 `It\'sveryfine!\'criedUrsula,perhapswithatouchofsatire。 `Goup——orcomedown,\'saidBirkin。Fortherethesistersstood,GudrunwithherhandonUrsula\'sarm,ontheturnofthestairshalfwaytothefirstlanding,blockingthewayandaffordingfullentertainmenttothewholeofthehallbelow,fromthedoorportertotheplumpJewinblackclothes。 Thetwoyoungwomenslowlymounted,followedbyBirkinandthewaiter。 `Firstfloor?\'askedGudrun,lookingbackoverhershoulder。 `SecondMadam——thelift!\'thewaiterreplied。Andhedartedtotheelevatortoforestallthetwowomen。Buttheyignoredhim,as,chatteringwithoutheed,theysettomountthesecondflight。Ratherchagrined,thewaiterfollowed。 Itwascurious,thedelightofthesistersineachother,atthismeeting。 Itwasasiftheymetinexile,andunitedtheirsolitaryforcesagainstalltheworld。Birkinlookedonwithsomemistrustandwonder。 Whentheyhadbathedandchanged,Geraldcamein。Helookedshininglikethesunonfrost。 `GowithGeraldandsmoke,\'saidUrsulatoBirkin。`GudrunandIwanttotalk。\' ThenthesisterssatinGudrun\'sbedroom,andtalkedclothes,andexperiences。 GudruntoldUrsulatheexperienceoftheBirkinletterinthecafe。Ursulawasshockedandfrightened。 `Whereistheletter?\'sheasked。 `Ikeptit,\'saidGudrun。 `You\'llgiveitme,won\'tyou?\'shesaid。 ButGudrunwassilentforsomemoments,beforeshereplied: `Doyoureallywantit,Ursula?\' `Iwanttoreadit,\'saidUrsula。 `Certainly,\'saidGudrun。 Evennow,shecouldnotadmit,toUrsula,thatshewantedtokeepit,asamemento,orasymbol。ButUrsulaknew,andwasnotpleased。Sothesubjectwasswitchedoff。 `WhatdidyoudoinParis?\'askedUrsula。 `Oh,\'saidGudrunlaconically——`theusualthings。WehadafinepartyonenightinFannyBath\'sstudio。\' `Didyou?AndyouandGeraldwerethere!Whoelse?Tellmeaboutit。\' `Well,\'saidGudrun。`There\'snothingparticulartotell。YouknowFannyisfrightfullyinlovewiththatpainter,BillyMacfarlane。Hewasthere——soFannysparednothing,shespentveryfreely。Itwasreallyremarkable!Ofcourse,everybodygotfearfullydrunk——butinaninterestingway,notlikethatfilthyLondoncrowd。Thefactisthesewereallpeoplethatmatter,whichmakesallthedifference。TherewasaRoumanian,afinechap。Hegotcompletelydrunk,andclimbedtothetopofahighstudioladder,andgavethemostmarvellousaddress——really,Ursula,itwaswonderful!HebeganinFrench——Lavie,c\'estuneaffaired\'amesimperiales——inamostbeautifulvoice——hewasafine—lookingchap—— buthehadgotintoRoumanianbeforehehadfinished,andnotasoulunderstood。 ButDonaldGilchristwasworkedtoafrenzy。Hedashedhisglasstotheground,anddeclared,byGod,hewasgladhehadbeenborn,byGod,itwasamiracletobealive。Anddoyouknow,Ursula,soitwas——\'Gudrunlaughedratherhollowly。 `ButhowwasGeraldamongthemall?\'askedUrsula。 `Gerald!Oh,myword,hecameoutlikeadandelioninthesun!He\'sawholesaturnaliainhimself,onceheisroused。Ishouldn\'tliketosaywhosewaisthisarmdidnotgoround。Really,Ursula,heseemstoreapthewomenlikeaharvest。Therewasn\'tonethatwouldhaveresistedhim。 Itwastooamazing!Canyouunderstandit?\' Ursulareflected,andadancinglightcameintohereyes。 `Yes,\'shesaid。`Ican。Heissuchawhole—hogger。\' `Whole—hogger!Ishouldthinkso!\'exclaimedGudrun。`Butitistrue,Ursula,everywomanintheroomwasreadytosurrendertohim。Chanticleerisn\'tinit——evenFannyBath,whoisgenuinelyinlovewithBillyMacfarlane!Ineverwasmoreamazedinmylife!Andyouknow,afterwards——IfeltIwasawholeroomfulofwomen。Iwasnomoremyselftohim,thanIwasQueenVictoria。Iwasawholeroomfulofwomenatonce。 Itwasmostastounding!Butmyeye,I\'dcaughtaSultanthattime——\' Gudrun\'seyeswereflashing,hercheekwashot,shelookedstrange,exotic,satiric。Ursulawasfascinatedatonce——andyetuneasy。 Theyhadtogetreadyfordinner。Gudruncamedowninadaringgownofvividgreensilkandtissueofgold,withgreenvelvetbodiceandastrangeblack—and—whitebandroundherhair。Shewasreallybrilliantlybeautifulandeverybodynoticedher。Geraldwasinthatfull—blooded,gleamingstatewhenhewasmosthandsome。Birkinwatchedthemwithquick,laughing,half—sinistereyes,Ursulaquitelostherhead。Thereseemedaspell,almostablindingspell,castroundtheirtable,asiftheywerelightedupmorestronglythantherestofthedining—room。 `Don\'tyoulovetobeinthisplace?\'criedGudrun。`Isn\'tthesnowwonderful!Doyounoticehowitexaltseverything?Itissimplymarvellous。 Onereallydoesfeeliibermenschlich——morethanhuman。\' `Onedoes,\'criedUrsula。`Butisn\'tthatpartlythebeingoutofEngland?\' `Oh,ofcourse,\'criedGudrun。`OnecouldneverfeellikethisinEngland,forthesimplereasonthatthedamperisneverliftedoffone,there。 Itisquiteimpossiblereallytoletgo,inEngland,ofthatIamassured。\' Andsheturnedagaintothefoodshewaseating。Shewasflutteringwithvividintensity。 `It\'squitetrue,\'saidGerald,`itneverisquitethesameinEngland。 Butperhapswedon\'twantittobe——perhapsit\'slikebringingthelightalittletoonearthepowder—magazine,toletgoaltogether,inEngland。 Oneisafraidwhatmighthappen,ifeverybodyelseletgo。\' `MyGod!\'criedGudrun。`Butwouldn\'titbewonderful,ifallEnglanddidsuddenlygoofflikeadisplayoffireworks。\' `Itcouldn\'t,\'saidUrsula。`Theyarealltoodamp,thepowderisdampinthem。\' `I\'mnotsosureofthat,\'saidGerald。 `NorI,\'saidBirkin。`WhentheEnglishreallybegintogooff,enmasse,it\'llbetimetoshutyourearsandrun。\' `Theyneverwill,\'saidUrsula。 `We\'llsee,\'hereplied。 `Isn\'titmarvellous,\'saidGudrun,`howthankfulonecanbe,tobeoutofone\'scountry。Icannotbelievemyself,Iamsotransported,themomentIsetfootonaforeignshore。Isaytomyself\"Herestepsanewcreatureintolife。\"\' `Don\'tbetoohardonpooroldEngland,\'saidGerald。`Thoughwecurseit,weloveitreally。\' ToUrsula,thereseemedafundofcynicisminthesewords。 `Wemay,\'saidBirkin。`Butit\'sadamnablyuncomfortablelove:likealoveforanagedparentwhosuffershorriblyfromacomplicationofdiseases,forwhichthereisnohope。\' Gudrunlookedathimwithdilateddarkeyes。 `Youthinkthereisnohope?\'sheasked,inherpertinentfashion。 ButBirkinbackedaway。Hewouldnotanswersuchaquestion。 `AnyhopeofEngland\'sbecomingreal?Godknows。It\'sagreatactualunrealitynow,anaggregationintounreality。Itmightbereal,iftherewerenoEnglishmen。\' `YouthinktheEnglishwillhavetodisappear?\'persistedGudrun。Itwasstrange,herpointedinterestinhisanswer。Itmighthavebeenherownfateshewasinquiringafter。Herdark,dilatedeyesrestedonBirkin,asifshecouldconjurethetruthofthefutureoutofhim,asoutofsomeinstrumentofdivination。 Hewaspale。Then,reluctantly,heanswered: `Well——whatelseisinfrontofthem,butdisappearance?They\'vegottodisappearfromtheirownspecialbrandofEnglishness,anyhow。\' Gudrunwatchedhimasifinahypnoticstate,hereyeswideandfixedonhim。 `Butinwhatwaydoyoumean,disappear?——\'shepersisted。 `Yes,doyoumeanachangeofheart?\'putinGerald。 `Idon\'tmeananything,whyshouldI?\'saidBirkin。`I\'manEnglishman,andI\'vepaidthepriceofit。Ican\'ttalkaboutEngland——Icanonlyspeakformyself。\' `Yes,\'saidGudrunslowly,`youloveEnglandimmensely,immensely,Rupert。\' `Andleaveher,\'hereplied。 `No,notforgood。You\'llcomeback,\'saidGerald,noddingsagely。 `Theysaythelicecrawloffadyingbody,\'saidBirkin,withaglareofbitterness。`SoIleaveEngland。\' `Ah,butyou\'llcomeback,\'saidGudrun,withasardonicsmile。 `Tantpispourmoi,\'hereplied。 `Isn\'theangrywithhismothercountry!\'laughedGerald,amused。 `Ah,apatriot!\'saidGudrun,withsomethinglikeasneer。 Birkinrefusedtoansweranymore。 Gudrunwatchedhimstillforafewseconds。Thensheturnedaway。Itwasfinished,herspellofdivinationinhim。Shefeltalreadypurelycynical。 ShelookedatGerald。Hewaswonderfullikeapieceofradiumtoher。Shefeltshecouldconsumeherselfandknowall,bymeansofthisfatal,livingmetal。Shesmiledtoherselfatherfancy。Andwhatwouldshedowithherself,whenshehaddestroyedherself?Forifspirit,ifintegralbeingisdestructible,Matterisindestructible。 Hewaslookingbrightandabstracted,puzzled,forthemoment。Shestretchedoutherbeautifularm,withitsfluffofgreentulle,andtouchedhischinwithhersubtle,artist\'sfingers。 `Whataretheythen?\'sheasked,withastrange,knowingsmile。 `What?\'hereplied,hiseyessuddenlydilatingwithwonder。 `Yourthoughts。\' Geraldlookedlikeamancomingawake。 `IthinkIhadnone,\'hesaid。 `Really!\'shesaid,withgravelaughterinhervoice。 AndtoBirkinitwasasifshekilledGerald,withthattouch。 `Ahbut,\'criedGudrun,`letusdrinktoBritannia——letusdrinktoBritannia。\' Itseemedtherewaswilddespairinhervoice。Geraldlaughed,andfilledtheglasses。 `IthinkRupertmeans,\'hesaid,`thatnationallyallEnglishmenmustdie,sothattheycanexistindividuallyand——\' `Super—nationally——\'putinGudrun,withaslightironicgrimace,raisingherglass。 Thenextday,theydescendedatthetinyrailwaystationofHohenhausen,attheendofthetinyvalleyrailway。Itwassnoweverywhere,awhite,perfectcradleofsnow,newandfrozen,sweepingupaneitherside,blackcrags,andwhitesweepsofsilvertowardsthebluepaleheavens。 Astheysteppedoutonthenakedplatform,withonlysnowaroundandabove,Gudrunshrankasifitchilledherheart。 `MyGod,Jerry,\'shesaid,turningtoGeraldwithsuddenintimacy,`you\'vedoneitnow。\' `What?\' Shemadeafaintgesture,indicatingtheworldoneitherhand。 `Lookatit!\' Sheseemedafraidtogoon。Helaughed。 Theywereintheheartofthemountains。Fromhighabove,oneitherside,sweptdownthewhitefoldofsnow,sothatoneseemedsmallandtinyinavalleyofpureconcreteheaven,allstrangelyradiantandchangelessandsilent。 `Itmakesonefeelsosmallandalone,\'saidUrsula,turningtoBirkinandlayingherhandonhisarm。 `You\'renotsorryyou\'vecome,areyou?\'saidGeraldtoGudrun。 Shelookeddoubtful。Theywentoutofthestationbetweenbanksofsnow。 `Ah,\'saidGerald,sniffingtheairinelation,`thisisperfect。There\'soursledge。We\'llwalkabit——we\'llrunuptheroad。\' Gudrun,alwaysdoubtful,droppedherheavycoatonthesledge,ashedidhis,andtheysetoff。Suddenlyshethrewupherheadandsetoffscuddingalongtheroadofsnow,pullinghercapdownoverherears。Herblue,brightdressflutteredinthewind,herthickscarletstockingswerebrilliantabovethewhiteness。Geraldwatchedher:sheseemedtoberushingtowardsherfate,andleavinghimbehind。Helethergetsomedistance,then,looseninghislimbs,hewentafterher。 Everywherewasdeepandsilentsnow。Greatsnow—eavesweigheddownthebroad—roofedTyrolesehouses,thatweresunktothewindow—sashesinsnow。 Peasant—women,full—skirted,wearingeachacross—overshawl,andthicksnow—boots,turnedinthewaytolookatthesoft,determinedgirlrunningwithsuchheavyfleetnessfromtheman,whowasovertakingher,butnotgaininganypoweroverher。 Theypassedtheinnwithitspaintedshuttersandbalcony,afewcottages,halfburiedinthesnow;thenthesnow—buriedsilentsawmillbytheroofedbridge,whichcrossedthehiddenstream,overwhichtheyranintotheverydepthoftheuntouchedsheetsofsnow。Itwasasilenceandasheerwhitenessexhilaratingtomadness。Buttheperfectsilencewasmostterrifying,isolatingthesoul,surroundingtheheartwithfrozenair。 `It\'samarvellousplace,forallthat,\'saidGudrun,lookingintohiseyeswithastrange,meaninglook。Hissoulleapt。 `Good,\'hesaid。 Afierceelectricenergyseemedtoflowoverallhislimbs,hismusclesweresurcharged,hishandsfelthardwithstrength。Theywalkedalongrapidlyupthesnow—road,thatwasmarkedbywitheredbranchesoftreesstuckinatintervals。Heandshewereseparate,likeoppositepolesofonefierceenergy。Buttheyfeltpowerfulenoughtoleapovertheconfinesoflifeintotheforbiddenplaces,andbackagain。 BirkinandUrsulawererunningalongalso,overthesnow。Hehaddisposedoftheluggage,andtheyhadalittlestartofthesledges。Ursulawasexcitedandhappy,butshekeptturningsuddenlytocatchholdofBirkin\'sarm,tomakesureofhim。 `ThisissomethingIneverexpected,\'shesaid。`Itisadifferentworld,here。\' Theywentonintoasnowmeadow。Theretheywereovertakenbythesledge,thatcametinklingthroughthesilence。ItwasanothermilebeforetheycameuponGudrunandGeraldonthesteepup—climb,besidethepink,half—buriedshrine。 Thentheypassedintoagulley,wherewerewallsofblackrockandariverfilledwithsnow,andastillblueskyabove。Throughacoveredbridgetheywent,drummingroughlyovertheboards,crossingthesnow—bedoncemore,thenslowlyupandup,thehorseswalkingswiftly,thedrivercrackinghislongwhipashewalkedbeside,andcallinghisstrangewildhue—hue!,thewallsofrockpassingslowlyby,tilltheyemergedagainbetweenslopesandmassesofsnow。Upandup,graduallytheywent,throughthecoldshadow—radianceoftheafternoon,silencedbytheimminenceofthemountains,theluminous,dazingsidesofsnowthatroseabovethemandfellawaybeneath。 Theycameforthatlastinalittlehightable—landofsnow,wherestoodthelastpeaksofsnowliketheheartpetalsofanopenrose。Inthemidstofthelastdesertedvalleysofheavenstoodalonelybuildingwithbrownwoodenwallsandwhiteheavyroof,deepanddesertedinthewasteofsnow,likeadream。Itstoodlikearockthathadrolleddownfromthelaststeepslopes,arockthathadtakentheformofahouse,andwasnowhalf—buried。 Itwasunbelievablethatonecouldlivethereuncrushedbyallthisterriblewasteofwhitenessandsilenceandclear,upper,ringingcold。 Yetthesledgesranupinfinestyle,peoplecametothedoorlaughingandexcited,thefloorofthehostelranghollow,thepassagewaswetwithsnow,itwasareal,warminterior。 Thenew—comerstrampedupthebarewoodenstairs,followingtheservingwoman。GudrunandGeraldtookthefirstbedroom。Inamomenttheyfoundthemselvesaloneinabare,smallish,close—shutroomthatwasallofgolden—colouredwood,floor,walls,ceiling,door,allofthesamewarmgoldpanellingofoiledpine。Therewasawindowoppositethedoor,butlowdown,becausetheroofsloped。Undertheslopeoftheceilingwerethetablewithwash—handbowlandjug,andacross,anothertablewithmirror。Oneithersidethedoorweretwobedspiledhighwithanenormousblue—checkedoverbolster,enormous。 Thiswasall——nocupboard,noneoftheamenitiesoflife。Heretheywereshutuptogetherinthiscellofgolden—colouredwood,withtwobluecheckedbeds。Theylookedateachotherandlaughed,frightenedbythisnakednearnessofisolation。 Amanknockedandcameinwiththeluggage。Hewasasturdyfellowwithflattishcheek—bones,ratherpale,andwithcoarsefairmoustache。Gudrunwatchedhimputdownthebags,insilence,thentrampheavilyout。 `Itisn\'ttoorough,isit?\'Geraldasked。 Thebedroomwasnotverywarm,andsheshiveredslightly。 `Itiswonderful,\'sheequivocated。`Lookatthecolourofthispanelling——it\'swonderful,likebeinginsideanut。\' Hewasstandingwatchingher,feelinghisshort—cutmoustache,leaningbackslightlyandwatchingherwithhiskeen,undauntedeyes,dominatedbytheconstantpassion,thatwaslikeadoomuponhim。 Shewentandcroucheddowninfrontofthewindow,curious。 `Oh,butthis——!\'shecriedinvoluntarily,almostinpain。 Infrontwasavalleyshutinunderthesky,thelasthugeslopesofsnowandblackrock,andattheend,likethenaveloftheearth,awhite—foldedwall,andtwopeaksglimmeringinthelatelight。Straightinfrontranthecradleofsilentsnow,betweenthegreatslopesthatwerefringedwithalittleroughnessofpine—trees,likehair,roundthebase。Butthecradleofsnowranontotheeternalclosing—in,wherethewallsofsnowandrockroseimpenetrable,andthemountainpeaksabovewereinheavenimmediate。 Thiswasthecentre,theknot,thenaveloftheworld,wheretheearthbelongedtotheskies,pure,unapproachable,impassable。 ItfilledGudrunwithastrangerapture。Shecrouchedinfrontofthewindow,clenchingherfaceinherhands,inasortoftrance。Atlastshehadarrived,shehadreachedherplace。Hereatlastshefoldedherventureandsettleddownlikeacrystalinthenavelofsnow,andwasgone。 Geraldbentaboveherandwaslookingoutoverhershoulder。Alreadyhefelthewasalone。Shewasgone。Shewascompletelygone,andtherewasicyvapourroundhisheart。Hesawtheblindvalley,thegreatcul—de—sacofsnowandmountainpeaks,undertheheaven。Andtherewasnowayout。 Theterriblesilenceandcoldandtheglamorouswhitenessoftheduskwrappedhimround,andsheremainedcrouchingbeforethewindow,asatashrine,ashadow。 `Doyoulikeit?\'heasked,inavoicethatsoundeddetachedandforeign。 Atleastshemightacknowledgehewaswithher。Butsheonlyavertedhersoft,mutefacealittlefromhisgaze。Andheknewthatthereweretearsinhereyes,herowntears,tearsofherstrangereligion,thatputhimtonought。 Quitesuddenly,heputhishandunderherchinandliftedupherfacetohim。Herdarkblueeyes,intheirwetnessoftears,dilatedasifshewasstartledinherverysoul。Theylookedathimthroughtheirtearsinterrorandalittlehorror。Hislightblueeyeswerekeen,small—pupilledandunnaturalintheirvision。Herlipsparted,asshebreathedwithdifficulty。 Thepassioncameupinhim,strokeafterstroke,liketheringingofabronzebell,sostrongandunflawedandindomitable。Hiskneestightenedtobronzeashehungabovehersoftface,whoselipspartedandwhoseeyesdilatedinastrangeviolation。Inthegraspofhishandherchinwasunutterablysoftandsilken。Hefeltstrongaswinter,hishandswerelivingmetal,invincibleandnottobeturnedaside。Hisheartranglikeabellclanginginsidehim。 Hetookherupinhisarms。Shewassoftandinert,motionless。Allthewhilehereyes,inwhichthetearshadnotyetdried,weredilatedasifinakindofswoonoffascinationandhelplessness。Hewassuperhumanlystrong,andunflawed,asifinvestedwithsupernaturalforce。 Heliftedhercloseandfoldedheragainsthim。Hersoftness,herinert,relaxedweightlayagainsthisownsurcharged,bronze—likelimbsinaheavinessofdesirabilitythatwoulddestroyhim,ifhewerenotfulfilled。Shemovedconvulsively,recoilingawayfromhim。Hisheartwentuplikeaflameofice,heclosedoverherlikesteel。Hewoulddestroyherratherthanbedenied。 Buttheoverweeningpowerofhisbodywastoomuchforher。Sherelaxedagain,andlaylooseandsoft,pantinginalittledelirium。Andtohim,shewassosweet,shewassuchblissofrelease,thathewouldhavesufferedawholeeternityoftortureratherthanforegoonesecondofthispangofunsurpassablebliss。 `MyGod,\'hesaidtoher,hisfacedrawnandstrange,transfigured,`whatnext?\' Shelayperfectlystill,withastill,child—likefaceanddarkeyes,lookingathim。Shewaslost,fallenrightaway。 `Ishallalwaysloveyou,\'hesaid,lookingather。 Butshedidnothear。Shelay,lookingathimasatsomethingshecouldneverunderstand,never:asachildlooksatagrown—upperson,withouthopeofunderstanding,onlysubmitting。 Hekissedher,kissedhereyesshut,sothatshecouldnotlookanymore。Hewantedsomethingnow,somerecognition,somesign,someadmission。 Butsheonlylaysilentandchild—likeandremote,likeachildthatisovercomeandcannotunderstand,onlyfeelslost。Hekissedheragain,givingup。 `ShallwegodownandhavecoffeeandKuchen?\'heasked。 Thetwilightwasfallingslate—blueatthewindow。Sheclosedhereyes,closedawaythemonotonouslevelofdeadwonder,andopenedthemagaintotheevery—dayworld。 `Yes,\'shesaidbriefly,regainingherwillwithaclick。Shewentagaintothewindow。Blueeveninghadfallenoverthecradleofsnowandoverthegreatpallidslopes。Butintheheaventhepeaksofsnowwererosy,glisteningliketranscendent,radiantspikesofblossomintheheavenlyupper—world,solovelyandbeyond。 Gudrunsawalltheirloveliness,sheknewhowimmortallybeautifultheywere,greatpistilsofrose—coloured,snow—fedfireinthebluetwilightoftheheaven。Shecouldseeit,sheknewit,butshewasnotofit。Shewasdivorced,debarred,asoulshutout。 Withalastlookofremorse,sheturnedaway,andwasdoingherhair。 Hehadunstrappedtheluggage,andwaswaiting,watchingher。Sheknewhewaswatchingher。Itmadeheralittlehastyandfeverishinherprecipitation。 Theywentdownstairs,bothwithastrangeother—worldlookontheirfaces,andwithaglowintheireyes。TheysawBirkinandUrsulasittingatthelongtableinacorner,waitingforthem。 `Howgoodandsimpletheylooktogether,\'Gudrunthought,jealously。 Sheenviedthemsomespontaneity,achildishsufficiencytowhichsheherselfcouldneverapproach。Theyseemedsuchchildrentoher。 `SuchgoodKranzkuchen!\'criedUrsulagreedily。`Sogood!\' `Right,\'saidGudrun。`CanwehaveKaffeemitKranzkuchen?\'sheaddedtothewaiter。 AndsheseatedherselfonthebenchbesideGerald。Birkin,lookingatthem,feltapainoftendernessforthem。 `Ithinktheplaceisreallywonderful,Gerald,\'hesaid;`prachtvollandwunderbarandwunderschonandunbeschreiblichandalltheotherGermanadjectives。\' Geraldbrokeintoaslightsmile。 `Ilikeit,\'hesaid。 Thetables,ofwhitescrubbedwood,wereplacedroundthreesidesoftheroom,asinaGasthaus。BirkinandUrsulasatwiththeirbackstothewall,whichwasofoiledwood,andGeraldandGudrunsatinthecornernextthem,neartothestove。Itwasafairlylargeplace,withatinybar,justlikeacountryinn,butquitesimpleandbare,andallofoiledwood,ceilingsandwallsandfloor,theonlyfurniturebeingthetablesandbenchesgoingroundthreesides,thegreatgreenstove,andthebarandthedoorsonthefourthside。Thewindowsweredouble,andquiteuncurtained。 Itwasearlyevening。 Thecoffeecame——hotandgood——andawholeringofcake。 `AwholeKuchen!\'criedUrsula。`Theygiveyoumorethanus!Iwantsomeofyours。\' Therewereotherpeopleintheplace,tenaltogether,soBirkinhadfoundout:twoartists,threestudents,amanandwife,andaProfessorandtwodaughters——allGermans。ThefourEnglishpeople,beingnewcomers,satintheircoignofvantagetowatch。TheGermanspeepedinatthedoor,calledawordtothewaiter,andwentawayagain。Itwasnotmeal—time,sotheydidnotcomeintothisdining—room,butbetookthemselves,whentheirbootswerechanged,totheReunionsaal。 TheEnglishvisitorscouldheartheoccasionaltwangingofazither,thestrummingofapiano,snatchesoflaughterandshoutingandsinging,afaintvibrationofvoices。Thewholebuildingbeingofwood,itseemedtocarryeverysound,likeadrum,butinsteadofincreasingeachparticularnoise,itdecreasedit,sothatthesoundofthezitherseemedtiny,asifadiminutivezitherwereplayingsomewhere,anditseemedthepianomustbeasmallone,likealittlespinet。 Thehostcamewhenthecoffeewasfinished。HewasaTyrolese,broad,ratherflat—cheeked,withapale,pock—markedskinandflourishingmoustaches。