第14章

类别:其他 作者:D。 H。 Lawrence字数:10346更新时间:18/12/18 08:44:44
`Hue!Hi—eee!\'cameasuddenloudshoutfromtheedgeofthegrove。 Thecattlebrokeandfellbackquitespontaneously,wentrunningupthehill,theirfleecewavinglikefiretotheirmotion。Gudrunstoodsuspendedoutonthegrass,Ursularosetoherfeet。 ItwasGeraldandBirkincometofindthem,andGeraldhadcriedouttofrightenoffthecattle。 `Whatdoyouthinkyou\'redoing?\'henowcalled,inahigh,wonderingvexedtone。 `Whyhaveyoucome?\'camebackGudrun\'sstridentcryofanger。 `Whatdoyouthinkyouweredoing?\'Geraldrepeated,auto—matically。 `Weweredoingeurythmics,\'laughedUrsula,inashakenvoice。 Gudrunstoodalooflookingatthemwithlargedarkeyesofresentment,suspendedforafewmoments。Thenshewalkedawayupthehill,afterthecattle,whichhadgatheredinalittle,spell—boundclusterhigherup。 `Whereareyougoing?\'Geraldcalledafterher。Andhefollowedherupthehill—side。Thesunhadgonebehindthehill,andshadowswereclingingtotheearth,theskyabovewasfulloftravellinglight。 `Apoorsongforadance,\'saidBirkintoUrsula,standingbeforeherwithasardonic,flickeringlaughonhisface。Andinanothersecond,hewassingingsoftlytohimself,anddancingagrotesquestep—danceinfrontofher,hislimbsandbodyshakingloose,hisfaceflickeringpalely,aconstantthing,whilsthisfeetbeatarapidmockingtattoo,andhisbodyseemedtohangalllooseandquakinginbetween,likeashadow。 `Ithinkwe\'veallgonemad,\'shesaid,laughingratherfrightened。 `Pitywearen\'tmadder,\'heanswered,ashekeptuptheincessantshakingdance。Thensuddenlyheleaneduptoherandkissedherfingerslightly,puttinghisfacetohersandlookingintohereyeswithapalegrin。Shesteppedback,affronted。 `Offended——?\'heaskedironically,suddenlygoingquitestillandreservedagain。`Ithoughtyoulikedthelightfantastic。\' `Notlikethat,\'shesaid,confusedandbewildered,almostaffronted。 Yetsomewhereinsidehershewasfascinatedbythesightofhisloose,vibratingbody,perfectlyabandonedtoitsowndroppingandswinging,andbythepallid,sardonic—smilingfaceabove。Yetautomaticallyshestiffenedherselfaway,anddisapproved。Itseemedalmostanobscenity,inamanwhotalkedasarulesoveryseriously。 `Whynotlikethat?\'hemocked。Andimmediatelyhedroppedagainintotheincrediblyrapid,slack—wagglingdance,watchinghermalevolently。 Andmovingintherapid,stationarydance,hecamealittlenearer,andreachedforwardwithanincrediblymocking,satiricgleamonhisface,andwouldhavekissedheragain,hadshenotstartedback。 `No,don\'t!\'shecried,reallyafraid。 `Cordeliaafterall,\'hesaidsatirically。Shewasstung,asifthiswereaninsult。Sheknewheintendeditassuch,anditbewilderedher。 `Andyou,\'shecriedinretort,`whydoyoualwaystakeyoursoulinyourmouth,sofrightfullyfull?\' `SothatIcanspititoutthemorereadily,\'hesaid,pleasedbyhisownretort。 GeraldCrich,hisfacenarrowingtoanintentgleam,followedupthehillwithquickstrides,straightafterGudrun。Thecattlestoodwiththeirnosestogetheronthebrowofaslope,watchingthescenebelow,themeninwhitehoveringaboutthewhiteformsofthewomen,watchingaboveallGudrun,whowasadvancingslowlytowardsthem。Shestoodamoment,glancingbackatGerald,andthenatthecattle。 Theninasuddenmotion,sheliftedherarmsandrushedsheeruponthelong—hornedbullocks,inshudderingirregularruns,pausingforasecondandlookingatthem,thenliftingherhandsandrunningforwardwithaflash,tilltheyceasedpawingtheground,andgaveway,snortingwithterror,liftingtheirheadsfromthegroundandflingingthemselvesaway,gallopingoffintotheevening,becomingtinyinthedistance,andstillnotstopping。 Gudrunremainedstaringafterthem,withamask—likedefiantface。 `Whydoyouwanttodrivethemmad?\'askedGerald,comingupwithher。 Shetooknonoticeofhim,onlyavertedherfacefromhim。`It\'snotsafe,youknow,\'hepersisted。`They\'renasty,whentheydoturn。\' `Turnwhere?Turnaway?\'shemockedloudly。 `No,\'hesaid,`turnagainstyou。\' `Turnagainstme?\'shemocked。 Hecouldmakenothingofthis。 `Anyway,theygoredoneofthefarmer\'scowstodeath,theotherday,\' hesaid。 `WhatdoIcare?\'shesaid。 `Icaredthough,\'hereplied,`seeingthatthey\'remycattle。\' `Howaretheyyours!Youhaven\'tswallowedthem。Givemeoneofthemnow,\'shesaid,holdingoutherhand。 `Youknowwheretheyare,\'hesaid,pointingoverthehill。`Youcanhaveoneifyou\'dlikeitsenttoyoulateron。\' Shelookedathiminscrutably。 `YouthinkI\'mafraidofyouandyourcattle,don\'tyou?\'sheasked。 Hiseyesnarroweddangerously。Therewasafaintdomineeringsmileonhisface。 `WhyshouldIthinkthat?\'hesaid。 Shewaswatchinghimallthetimewithherdark,dilated,inchoateeyes。 Sheleanedforwardandswungroundherarm,catchinghimalightblowonthefacewiththebackofherhand。 `That\'swhy,\'shesaid,mocking。 Andshefeltinhersoulanunconquerabledesirefordeepviolenceagainsthim。Sheshutoffthefearanddismaythatfilledherconsciousmind。Shewantedtodoasshedid,shewasnotgoingtobeafraid。 Herecoiledfromtheslightblowonhisface。Hebecamedeadlypale,andadangerousflamedarkenedhiseyes。Forsomesecondshecouldnotspeak,hislungsweresosuffusedwithblood,hisheartstretchedalmosttoburstingwithagreatgushofungovernableemotion。Itwasasifsomereservoirofblackemotionhadburstwithinhim,andswampedhim。 `Youhavestruckthefirstblow,\'hesaidatlast,forcingthewordsfromhislungs,inavoicesosoftandlow,itsoundedlikeadreamwithinher,notspokenintheouterair。 `AndIshallstrikethelast,\'sheretortedinvoluntarily,withconfidentassurance。Hewassilent,hedidnotcontradicther。 Shestoodnegligently,staringawayfromhim,intothedistance。Ontheedgeofherconsciousnessthequestionwasaskingitself,automatically: `Whyareyoubehavinginthisimpossibleandridiculousfashion。\'Butshewassullen,shehalfshovedthequestionoutofherself。 Shecouldnotgetitcleanaway,soshefeltself—conscious。 Gerald,verypale,waswatchingherclosely。Hiseyeswerelitupwithintentlights,absorbedandgleaming。Sheturnedsuddenlyonhim。 `It\'syouwhomakemebehavelikethis,youknow,\'shesaid,almostsuggestive。 `I?How?\'hesaid。 Butsheturnedaway,andsetofftowardsthelake。Below,onthewater,lanternswerecomingalight,faintghostsofwarmflamefloatinginthepallorofthefirsttwilight。Theearthwasspreadwithdarkness,likelacquer,overheadwasapalesky,allprimrose,andthelakewaspaleasmilkinonepart。Awayatthelandingstage,tiniestpointsofcolouredrayswerestringingthemselvesinthedusk。Thelaunchwasbeingilluminated。 Allround,shadowwasgatheringfromthetrees。 Gerald,whitelikeapresenceinhissummerclothes,wasfollowingdowntheopengrassyslope。Gudrunwaitedforhimtocomeup。Thenshesoftlyputoutherhandandtouchedhim,sayingsoftly: `Don\'tbeangrywithme。\' Aflameflewoverhim,andhewasunconscious。Yethestammered: `I\'mnotangrywithyou。I\'minlovewithyou。\' Hismindwasgone,hegraspedforsufficientmechanicalcontrol,tosavehimself。Shelaughedasilverylittlemockery,yetintolerablycaressive。 `That\'sonewayofputtingit,\'shesaid。 Theterribleswooningburdenonhismind,theawfulswooning,thelossofallhiscontrol,wastoomuchforhim。Hegraspedherarminhisonehand,asifhishandwereiron。 `It\'sallright,then,isit?\'hesaid,holdingherarrested。 Shelookedatthefacewiththefixedeyes,setbeforeher,andherbloodrancold。 `Yes,it\'sallright,\'shesaidsoftly,asifdrugged,hervoicecrooningandwitch—like。 Hewalkedonbesideher,astriding,mindlessbody。Butherecoveredalittleashewent。Hesufferedbadly。Hehadkilledhisbrotherwhenaboy,andwassetapart,likeCain。 TheyfoundBirkinandUrsulasittingtogetherbytheboats,talkingandlaughing。BirkinhadbeenteasingUrsula。 `Doyousmellthislittlemarsh?\'hesaid,sniffingtheair。Hewasverysensitivetoscents,andquickinunderstandingthem。 `It\'srathernice,\'shesaid。 `No,\'hereplied,`alarming。\' `Whyalarming?\'shelaughed。 `Itseethesandseethes,ariverofdarkness,\'hesaid,`puttingforthliliesandsnakes,andtheignisfatuus,androllingallthetimeonward。 That\'swhatwenevertakeintocount——thatitrollsonwards。\' `Whatdoes?\' `Theotherriver,theblackriver。Wealwaysconsiderthesilverriveroflife,rollingonandquickeningalltheworldtoabrightness,onandontoheaven,flowingintoabrighteternalsea,aheavenofangelsthronging。 Buttheotherisourrealreality——\' `Butwhatother?Idon\'tseeanyother,\'saidUrsula。 `Itisyourreality,nevertheless,\'hesaid;`thatdarkriverofdissolution。 Youseeitrollsinusjustastheotherrolls——theblackriverofcorruption。 Andourflowersareofthis——oursea—bornAphrodite,allourwhitephosphorescentflowersofsensuousperfection,allourreality,nowadays。\' `YoumeanthatAphroditeisreallydeathly?\'askedUrsula。 `Imeansheisthefloweringmysteryofthedeath—process,yes,\'hereplied。`Whenthestreamofsyntheticcreationlapses,wefindourselvespartoftheinverseprocess,thebloodofdestructivecreation。Aphroditeisborninthefirstspasmofuniversaldissolution——thenthesnakesandswansandlotus——marsh—flowers——andGudrunandGerald——bornintheprocessofdestructivecreation。\' `Andyouandme——?\'sheasked。 `Probably,\'hereplied。`Inpart,certainly。Whetherwearethat,intoto,Idon\'tyetknow。\' `Youmeanweareflowersofdissolution——fleursdumal?Idon\'tfeelasifIwere,\'sheprotested。 Hewassilentforatime。 `Idon\'tfeelasifwewere,altogether,\'hereplied。`Somepeoplearepureflowersofdarkcorruption——lilies。Butthereoughttobesomeroses,warmandflamy。YouknowHerakleitossays\"adrysoulisbest。\" Iknowsowellwhatthatmeans。Doyou?\' `I\'mnotsure,\'Ursulareplied。`Butwhatifpeopleareallflowersofdissolution——whenthey\'reflowersatall——whatdifferencedoesitmake?\' `Nodifference——andallthedifference。Dissolutionrollson,justasproductiondoes,\'hesaid。`Itisaprogressiveprocess——anditendsinuniversalnothing——theendoftheworld,ifyoulike。Butwhyisn\'ttheendoftheworldasgoodasthebeginning?\' `Isupposeitisn\'t,\'saidUrsula,ratherangry。 `Ohyes,ultimately,\'hesaid。`Itmeansanewcycleofcreationafter——butnotforus。Ifitistheend,thenweareoftheend——fleursdumalifyoulike。Ifwearefleursdumal,wearenotrosesofhappiness,andthereyouare。\' `ButIthinkIam,\'saidUrsula。`IthinkIamaroseofhappiness。\' `Ready—made?\'heaskedironically。 `No——real,\'shesaid,hurt。 `Ifwearetheend,wearenotthebeginning,\'hesaid。 `Yesweare,\'shesaid。`Thebeginningcomesoutoftheend。\' `Afterit,notoutofit。Afterus,notoutofus。\' `Youareadevil,youknow,really,\'shesaid。`Youwanttodestroyourhope。Youwantustobedeathly。\' `No,\'hesaid,`Ionlywantustoknowwhatweare。\' `Ha!\'shecriedinanger。`Youonlywantustoknowdeath。\' `You\'requiteright,\'saidthesoftvoiceofGerald,outoftheduskbehind。 Birkinrose。GeraldandGudruncameup。Theyallbegantosmoke,inthemomentsofsilence。Oneafteranother,Birkinlightedtheircigarettes。 Thematchflickeredinthetwilight,andtheywereallsmokingpeacefullybythewater—side。Thelakewasdim,thelightdyingfromoffit,inthemidstofthedarkland。Theairallroundwasintangible,neitherherenorthere,andtherewasanunrealnoiseofbanjoes,orsuchlikemusic。 Asthegoldenswimoflightoverheaddiedout,themoongainedbrightness,andseemedtobegintosmileforthherascendancy。Thedarkwoodsontheoppositeshoremeltedintouniversalshadow。Andamidthisuniversalunder—shadow,therewasascatteredintrusionoflights。Fardownthelakewerefantasticpalestringsofcolour,likebeadsofwanfire,greenandredandyellow。 Themusiccameoutinalittlepuff,asthelaunch,allilluminated,veeredintothegreatshadow,stirringheroutlinesofhalf—livinglights,puffingouthermusicinlittledrifts。 Allwerelightingup。Hereandthere,closeagainstthefaintwater,andatthefarendofthelake,wherethewaterlaymilkyinthelastwhitenessofthesky,andtherewasnoshadow,solitary,frailflamesoflanternsfloatedfromtheunseenboats。Therewasasoundofoars,andaboatpassedfromthepallorintothedarknessunderthewood,whereherlanternsseemedtokindleintofire,hanginginruddylovelyglobes。Andagain,inthelake,shadowyredgleamshoveredinreflectionabouttheboat。Everywherewerethesenoiselessruddycreaturesoffiredriftingnearthesurfaceofthewater,caughtatbytherarest,scarcevisiblereflections。 Birkinbroughtthelanternsfromthebiggerboat,andthefourshadowywhitefiguresgatheredround,tolightthem。Ursulaheldupthefirst,Birkinloweredthelightfromtherosy,glowingcupofhishands,intothedepthsofthelantern。Itwaskindled,andtheyallstoodbacktolookatthegreatbluemoonoflightthathungfromUrsula\'shand,castingastrangegleamonherface。Itflickered,andBirkinwentbendingoverthewelloflight。Hisfaceshoneoutlikeanapparition,sounconscious,andagain,somethingdemoniacal。Ursulawasdimandveiled,loomingoverhim。 `Thatisallright,\'saidhisvoicesoftly。 Sheheldupthelantern。Ithadaflightofstorksstreamingthroughaturquoiseskyoflight,overadarkearth。 `Thisisbeautiful,\'shesaid。 `Lovely,\'echoedGudrun,whowantedtoholdonealso,andliftitupfullofbeauty。 `Lightoneforme,\'shesaid。Geraldstoodbyher,incapacitated。Birkinlitthelanternsheheldup。Herheartbeatwithanxiety,toseehowbeautifulitwouldbe。Itwasprimroseyellow,withtallstraightflowersgrowingdarklyfromtheirdarkleaves,liftingtheirheadsintotheprimroseday,whilebutterflieshoveredaboutthem,inthepureclearlight。 Gudrungavealittlecryofexcitement,asifpiercedwithdelight。 `Isn\'titbeautiful,oh,isn\'titbeautiful!\' Hersoulwasreallypiercedwithbeauty,shewastranslatedbeyondherself。 Geraldleanedneartoher,intoherzoneoflight,asiftosee。Hecameclosetoher,andstoodtouchingher,lookingwithherattheprimrose—shiningglobe。Andsheturnedherfacetohis,thatwasfaintlybrightinthelightofthelantern,andtheystoodtogetherinoneluminousunion,closetogetherandringedroundwithlight,alltherestexcluded。 Birkinlookedaway,andwenttolightUrsula\'ssecondlantern。Ithadapaleruddysea—bottom,withblackcrabsandsea—weedmovingsinuouslyunderatransparentsea,thatpassedintoflamyruddinessabove。 `You\'vegottheheavensabove,andthewatersundertheearth,\'saidBirkintoher。 `Anythingbuttheearthitself,\'shelaughed,watchinghislivehandsthathoveredtoattendtothelight。 `I\'mdyingtoseewhatmysecondoneis,\'criedGudrun,inavibratingratherstridentvoice,thatseemedtorepeltheothersfromher。 Birkinwentandkindledit。Itwasofalovelydeepbluecolour,witharedfloor,andagreatwhitecuttle—fishflowinginwhitesoftstreamsalloverit。Thecuttle—fishhadafacethatstaredstraightfromtheheartofthelight,veryfixedandcoldlyintent。 `Howtrulyterrifying!\'exclaimedGudrun,inavoiceofhorror。Gerald,atherside,gavealowlaugh。 `Butisn\'titreallyfearful!\'shecriedindismay。 Againhelaughed,andsaid: `ChangeitwithUrsula,forthecrabs。\' Gudrunwassilentforamoment。 `Ursula,\'shesaid,`couldyoubeartohavethisfearfulthing?\' `Ithinkthecolouringislovely,\'saidUrsula。 `SodoI,\'saidGudrun。`Butcouldyoubeartohaveitswingingtoyourboat?Don\'tyouwanttodestroyitatonce?\' `Ohno,\'saidUrsula。`Idon\'twanttodestroyit。\' `Welldoyoumindhavingitinsteadofthecrabs?Areyousureyoudon\'tmind?\' Gudruncameforwardtoexchangelanterns。 `No,\'saidUrsula,yieldingupthecrabsandreceivingthecuttle—fish。 YetshecouldnothelpfeelingratherresentfulatthewayinwhichGudrunandGeraldshouldassumearightoverher,aprecedence。 `Comethen,\'saidBirkin。`I\'llputthemontheboats。\' HeandUrsulaweremovingawaytothebigboat。 `Isupposeyou\'llrowmeback,Rupert,\'saidGerald,outofthepaleshadowoftheevening。 `Won\'tyougowithGudruninthecanoe?\'saidBirkin。`It\'llbemoreinteresting。\' Therewasamoment\'spause。BirkinandUrsulastooddimly,withtheirswinginglanterns,bythewater\'sedge。Theworldwasallillusive。 `Isthatallright?\'saidGudruntohim。 `It\'llsuitmeverywell,\'hesaid。`Butwhataboutyou,andtherowing?Idon\'tseewhyyoushouldpullme。\' `Whynot?\'shesaid。`IcanpullyouaswellasIcouldpullUrsula。\' Byhertonehecouldtellshewantedtohavehimintheboattoherself,andthatshewassubtlygratifiedthatsheshouldhavepoweroverthemboth。Hegavehimself,inastrange,electricsubmission。 Shehandedhimthelanterns,whilstshewenttofixthecaneattheendofthecanoe。Hefollowedafterher,andstoodwiththelanternsdanglingagainsthiswhite—flannelledthighs,emphasisingtheshadowaround。 `Kissmebeforewego,\'camehisvoicesoftlyfromoutoftheshadowabove。 Shestoppedherworkinreal,momentaryastonishment。 `Butwhy?\'sheexclaimed,inpuresurprise。 `Why?\'heechoed,ironically。 Andshelookedathimfixedlyforsomemoments。Thensheleanedforwardandkissedhim,withaslow,luxuriouskiss,lingeringonthemouth。Andthenshetookthelanternsfromhim,whilehestoodswooningwiththeperfectfirethatburnedinallhisjoints。 Theyliftedthecanoeintothewater,Gudruntookherplace,andGeraldpushedoff。 `Areyousureyoudon\'thurtyourhand,doingthat?\'sheasked,solicitous。 `BecauseIcouldhavedoneitperfectly。\' `Idon\'thurtmyself,\'hesaidinalow,softvoice,thatcaressedherwithinexpressiblebeauty。 Andshewatchedhimashesatnearher,veryneartoher,inthesternofthecanoe,hislegscomingtowardshers,hisfeettouchinghers。Andshepaddledsoftly,lingeringly,longingforhimtosaysomethingmeaningfultoher。Butheremainedsilent。 `Youlikethis,doyou?\'shesaid,inagentle,solicitousvoice。 Helaughedshortly。 `Thereisaspacebetweenus,\'hesaid,inthesamelow,unconsciousvoice,asifsomethingwerespeakingoutofhim。Andshewasasifmagicallyawareoftheirbeingbalancedinseparation,intheboat。Sheswoonedwithacutecomprehensionandpleasure。 `ButI\'mverynear,\'shesaidcaressively,gaily。 `Yetdistant,distant,\'hesaid。 Againshewassilentwithpleasure,beforesheanswered,speakingwithareedy,thrilledvoice: `Yetwecannotverywellchange,whilstweareonthewater。\'Shecaressedhimsubtlyandstrangely,havinghimcompletelyathermercy。 Adozenormoreboatsonthelakeswungtheirrosyandmoon—likelanternslowonthewater,thatreflectedasfromafire。Inthedistance,thesteamertwangedandthrummedandwashedwithherfaintly—splashingpaddles,trailingherstringsofcolouredlights,andoccasionallylightingupthewholesceneluridlywithaneffusionoffireworks,Romancandlesandsheafsofstarsandothersimpleeffects,illuminatingthesurfaceofthewater,andshowingtheboatscreepinground,lowdown。Thenthelovelydarknessfellagain,thelanternsandthelittlethreadedlightsglimmeredsoftly,therewasamuffledknockingofoarsandawavingofmusic。 Gudrunpaddledalmostimperceptibly。Geraldcouldsee,notfarahead,therichblueandtheroseglobesofUrsula\'slanternsswayingsoftlycheektocheekasBirkinrowed,andiridescent,evanescentgleamschasinginthewake。Hewasaware,too,ofhisowndelicatelycolouredlightscastingtheirsoftnessbehindhim。 Gudrunrestedherpaddleandlookedround。Thecanoeliftedwiththelightestebbingofthewater。Gerald\'swhitekneeswereveryneartoher。 `Isn\'titbeautiful!\'shesaidsoftly,asifreverently。 Shelookedathim,asheleanedbackagainstthefaintcrystalofthelantern—light。Shecouldseehisface,althoughitwasapureshadow。Butitwasapieceoftwilight。Andherbreastwaskeenwithpassionforhim,hewassobeautifulinhismalestillnessandmystery。Itwasacertainpureeffluenceofmaleness,likeanaromafromhissoftly,firmlymouldedcontours,acertainrichperfectionofhispresence,thattouchedherwithanecstasy,athrillofpureintoxication。Shelovedtolookathim。Forthepresentshedidnotwanttotouchhim,toknowthefurther,satisfyingsubstanceofhislivingbody。Hewaspurelyintangible,yetsonear。Herhandslayonthepaddlelikeslumber,sheonlywantedtoseehim,likeacrystalshadow,tofeelhisessentialpresence。 `Yes,\'hesaidvaguely。`Itisverybeautiful。\' Hewaslisteningtothefaintnearsounds,thedroppingofwater—dropsfromtheoar—blades,theslightdrummingofthelanternsbehindhim,astheyrubbedagainstoneanother,theoccasionalrustlingofGudrun\'sfullskirt,analienlandnoise。Hismindwasalmostsubmerged,hewasalmosttransfused,lapsedoutforthefirsttimeinhislife,intothethingsabouthim。Forhealwayskeptsuchakeenattentiveness,concentratedandunyieldinginhimself。Nowhehadletgo,imperceptiblyhewasmeltingintoonenesswiththewhole。Itwaslikepure,perfectsleep,hisfirstgreatsleepoflife。Hehadbeensoinsistent,soguarded,allhislife。 Butherewassleep,andpeace,andperfectlapsingout。 `ShallIrowtothelanding—stage?\'askedGudrunwistfully。 `Anywhere,\'heanswered。`Letitdrift。\' `Tellmethen,ifwearerunningintoanything,\'shereplied,inthatveryquiet,tonelessvoiceofsheerintimacy。 `Thelightswillshow,\'hesaid。 Sotheydriftedalmostmotionless,insilence。Hewantedsilence,pureandwhole。Butshewasuneasyyetforsomeword,forsomeassurance。 `Nobodywillmissyou?\'sheasked,anxiousforsomecommunication。 `Missme?\'heechoed。`No!Why?\' `Iwonderedifanybodywouldbelookingforyou。\' `Whyshouldtheylookforme?\'Andthenherememberedhismanners。`Butperhapsyouwanttogetback,\'hesaid,inachangedvoice。 `No,Idon\'twanttogetback,\'shereplied。`No,Iassureyou。\' `You\'requitesureit\'sallrightforyou?\' `Perfectlyallright。\' Andagaintheywerestill。Thelaunchtwangedandhooted,somebodywassinging。Thenasifthenightsmashed,suddenlytherewasagreatshout,aconfusionofshouting,warringonthewater,thenthehorridnoiseofpaddlesreversedandchurnedviolently。 Geraldsatup,andGudrunlookedathiminfear。 `Somebodyinthewater,\'hesaid,angrily,anddesperately,lookingkeenlyacrossthedusk。`Canyourowup?\' `Where,tothelaunch?\'askedGudrun,innervouspanic。 `Yes。\' `You\'lltellmeifIdon\'tsteerstraight,\'shesaid,innervousapprehension。 `Youkeepprettylevel,\'hesaid,andthecanoehastenedforward。 Theshoutingandthenoisecontinued,soundinghorridthroughthedusk,overthesurfaceofthewater。 `Wasn\'tthisboundtohappen?\'saidGudrun,withheavyhatefulirony。Buthehardlyheard,andsheglancedoverhershouldertoseeherway。Thehalf—darkwatersweresprinkledwithlovelybubblesofswayinglights,thelaunchdidnotlookfaroff。Shewasrockingherlightsintheearlynight。Gudrunrowedashardasshecould。Butnowthatitwasaseriousmatter,sheseemeduncertainandclumsyinherstroke,itwasdifficulttopaddleswiftly。Sheglancedathisface。Hewaslookingfixedlyintothedarkness,verykeenandalertandsingleinhimself,instrumental。 Herheartsank,sheseemedtodieadeath。`Ofcourse,\'shesaidtoherself,`nobodywillbedrowned。Ofcoursetheywon\'t。Itwouldbetooextravagantandsensational。\'Butherheartwascold,becauseofhissharpimpersonalface。Itwasasifhebelongednaturallytodreadandcatastrophe,asifhewerehimselfagain。 Thentherecameachild\'svoice,agirl\'shigh,piercingshriek: `Di——Di——Di——Di——OhDi——OhDi——OhDi!\' ThebloodrancoldinGudrun\'sveins。