`Hue!Hi—eee!\'cameasuddenloudshoutfromtheedgeofthegrove。
Thecattlebrokeandfellbackquitespontaneously,wentrunningupthehill,theirfleecewavinglikefiretotheirmotion。Gudrunstoodsuspendedoutonthegrass,Ursularosetoherfeet。
ItwasGeraldandBirkincometofindthem,andGeraldhadcriedouttofrightenoffthecattle。
`Whatdoyouthinkyou\'redoing?\'henowcalled,inahigh,wonderingvexedtone。
`Whyhaveyoucome?\'camebackGudrun\'sstridentcryofanger。
`Whatdoyouthinkyouweredoing?\'Geraldrepeated,auto—matically。
`Weweredoingeurythmics,\'laughedUrsula,inashakenvoice。
Gudrunstoodalooflookingatthemwithlargedarkeyesofresentment,suspendedforafewmoments。Thenshewalkedawayupthehill,afterthecattle,whichhadgatheredinalittle,spell—boundclusterhigherup。
`Whereareyougoing?\'Geraldcalledafterher。Andhefollowedherupthehill—side。Thesunhadgonebehindthehill,andshadowswereclingingtotheearth,theskyabovewasfulloftravellinglight。
`Apoorsongforadance,\'saidBirkintoUrsula,standingbeforeherwithasardonic,flickeringlaughonhisface。Andinanothersecond,hewassingingsoftlytohimself,anddancingagrotesquestep—danceinfrontofher,hislimbsandbodyshakingloose,hisfaceflickeringpalely,aconstantthing,whilsthisfeetbeatarapidmockingtattoo,andhisbodyseemedtohangalllooseandquakinginbetween,likeashadow。
`Ithinkwe\'veallgonemad,\'shesaid,laughingratherfrightened。
`Pitywearen\'tmadder,\'heanswered,ashekeptuptheincessantshakingdance。Thensuddenlyheleaneduptoherandkissedherfingerslightly,puttinghisfacetohersandlookingintohereyeswithapalegrin。Shesteppedback,affronted。
`Offended——?\'heaskedironically,suddenlygoingquitestillandreservedagain。`Ithoughtyoulikedthelightfantastic。\'
`Notlikethat,\'shesaid,confusedandbewildered,almostaffronted。
Yetsomewhereinsidehershewasfascinatedbythesightofhisloose,vibratingbody,perfectlyabandonedtoitsowndroppingandswinging,andbythepallid,sardonic—smilingfaceabove。Yetautomaticallyshestiffenedherselfaway,anddisapproved。Itseemedalmostanobscenity,inamanwhotalkedasarulesoveryseriously。
`Whynotlikethat?\'hemocked。Andimmediatelyhedroppedagainintotheincrediblyrapid,slack—wagglingdance,watchinghermalevolently。
Andmovingintherapid,stationarydance,hecamealittlenearer,andreachedforwardwithanincrediblymocking,satiricgleamonhisface,andwouldhavekissedheragain,hadshenotstartedback。
`No,don\'t!\'shecried,reallyafraid。
`Cordeliaafterall,\'hesaidsatirically。Shewasstung,asifthiswereaninsult。Sheknewheintendeditassuch,anditbewilderedher。
`Andyou,\'shecriedinretort,`whydoyoualwaystakeyoursoulinyourmouth,sofrightfullyfull?\'
`SothatIcanspititoutthemorereadily,\'hesaid,pleasedbyhisownretort。
GeraldCrich,hisfacenarrowingtoanintentgleam,followedupthehillwithquickstrides,straightafterGudrun。Thecattlestoodwiththeirnosestogetheronthebrowofaslope,watchingthescenebelow,themeninwhitehoveringaboutthewhiteformsofthewomen,watchingaboveallGudrun,whowasadvancingslowlytowardsthem。Shestoodamoment,glancingbackatGerald,andthenatthecattle。
Theninasuddenmotion,sheliftedherarmsandrushedsheeruponthelong—hornedbullocks,inshudderingirregularruns,pausingforasecondandlookingatthem,thenliftingherhandsandrunningforwardwithaflash,tilltheyceasedpawingtheground,andgaveway,snortingwithterror,liftingtheirheadsfromthegroundandflingingthemselvesaway,gallopingoffintotheevening,becomingtinyinthedistance,andstillnotstopping。
Gudrunremainedstaringafterthem,withamask—likedefiantface。
`Whydoyouwanttodrivethemmad?\'askedGerald,comingupwithher。
Shetooknonoticeofhim,onlyavertedherfacefromhim。`It\'snotsafe,youknow,\'hepersisted。`They\'renasty,whentheydoturn。\'
`Turnwhere?Turnaway?\'shemockedloudly。
`No,\'hesaid,`turnagainstyou。\'
`Turnagainstme?\'shemocked。
Hecouldmakenothingofthis。
`Anyway,theygoredoneofthefarmer\'scowstodeath,theotherday,\'
hesaid。
`WhatdoIcare?\'shesaid。
`Icaredthough,\'hereplied,`seeingthatthey\'remycattle。\'
`Howaretheyyours!Youhaven\'tswallowedthem。Givemeoneofthemnow,\'shesaid,holdingoutherhand。
`Youknowwheretheyare,\'hesaid,pointingoverthehill。`Youcanhaveoneifyou\'dlikeitsenttoyoulateron。\'
Shelookedathiminscrutably。
`YouthinkI\'mafraidofyouandyourcattle,don\'tyou?\'sheasked。
Hiseyesnarroweddangerously。Therewasafaintdomineeringsmileonhisface。
`WhyshouldIthinkthat?\'hesaid。
Shewaswatchinghimallthetimewithherdark,dilated,inchoateeyes。
Sheleanedforwardandswungroundherarm,catchinghimalightblowonthefacewiththebackofherhand。
`That\'swhy,\'shesaid,mocking。
Andshefeltinhersoulanunconquerabledesirefordeepviolenceagainsthim。Sheshutoffthefearanddismaythatfilledherconsciousmind。Shewantedtodoasshedid,shewasnotgoingtobeafraid。
Herecoiledfromtheslightblowonhisface。Hebecamedeadlypale,andadangerousflamedarkenedhiseyes。Forsomesecondshecouldnotspeak,hislungsweresosuffusedwithblood,hisheartstretchedalmosttoburstingwithagreatgushofungovernableemotion。Itwasasifsomereservoirofblackemotionhadburstwithinhim,andswampedhim。
`Youhavestruckthefirstblow,\'hesaidatlast,forcingthewordsfromhislungs,inavoicesosoftandlow,itsoundedlikeadreamwithinher,notspokenintheouterair。
`AndIshallstrikethelast,\'sheretortedinvoluntarily,withconfidentassurance。Hewassilent,hedidnotcontradicther。
Shestoodnegligently,staringawayfromhim,intothedistance。Ontheedgeofherconsciousnessthequestionwasaskingitself,automatically:
`Whyareyoubehavinginthisimpossibleandridiculousfashion。\'Butshewassullen,shehalfshovedthequestionoutofherself。
Shecouldnotgetitcleanaway,soshefeltself—conscious。
Gerald,verypale,waswatchingherclosely。Hiseyeswerelitupwithintentlights,absorbedandgleaming。Sheturnedsuddenlyonhim。
`It\'syouwhomakemebehavelikethis,youknow,\'shesaid,almostsuggestive。
`I?How?\'hesaid。
Butsheturnedaway,andsetofftowardsthelake。Below,onthewater,lanternswerecomingalight,faintghostsofwarmflamefloatinginthepallorofthefirsttwilight。Theearthwasspreadwithdarkness,likelacquer,overheadwasapalesky,allprimrose,andthelakewaspaleasmilkinonepart。Awayatthelandingstage,tiniestpointsofcolouredrayswerestringingthemselvesinthedusk。Thelaunchwasbeingilluminated。
Allround,shadowwasgatheringfromthetrees。
Gerald,whitelikeapresenceinhissummerclothes,wasfollowingdowntheopengrassyslope。Gudrunwaitedforhimtocomeup。Thenshesoftlyputoutherhandandtouchedhim,sayingsoftly:
`Don\'tbeangrywithme。\'
Aflameflewoverhim,andhewasunconscious。Yethestammered:
`I\'mnotangrywithyou。I\'minlovewithyou。\'
Hismindwasgone,hegraspedforsufficientmechanicalcontrol,tosavehimself。Shelaughedasilverylittlemockery,yetintolerablycaressive。
`That\'sonewayofputtingit,\'shesaid。
Theterribleswooningburdenonhismind,theawfulswooning,thelossofallhiscontrol,wastoomuchforhim。Hegraspedherarminhisonehand,asifhishandwereiron。
`It\'sallright,then,isit?\'hesaid,holdingherarrested。
Shelookedatthefacewiththefixedeyes,setbeforeher,andherbloodrancold。
`Yes,it\'sallright,\'shesaidsoftly,asifdrugged,hervoicecrooningandwitch—like。
Hewalkedonbesideher,astriding,mindlessbody。Butherecoveredalittleashewent。Hesufferedbadly。Hehadkilledhisbrotherwhenaboy,andwassetapart,likeCain。
TheyfoundBirkinandUrsulasittingtogetherbytheboats,talkingandlaughing。BirkinhadbeenteasingUrsula。
`Doyousmellthislittlemarsh?\'hesaid,sniffingtheair。Hewasverysensitivetoscents,andquickinunderstandingthem。
`It\'srathernice,\'shesaid。
`No,\'hereplied,`alarming。\'
`Whyalarming?\'shelaughed。
`Itseethesandseethes,ariverofdarkness,\'hesaid,`puttingforthliliesandsnakes,andtheignisfatuus,androllingallthetimeonward。
That\'swhatwenevertakeintocount——thatitrollsonwards。\'
`Whatdoes?\'
`Theotherriver,theblackriver。Wealwaysconsiderthesilverriveroflife,rollingonandquickeningalltheworldtoabrightness,onandontoheaven,flowingintoabrighteternalsea,aheavenofangelsthronging。
Buttheotherisourrealreality——\'
`Butwhatother?Idon\'tseeanyother,\'saidUrsula。
`Itisyourreality,nevertheless,\'hesaid;`thatdarkriverofdissolution。
Youseeitrollsinusjustastheotherrolls——theblackriverofcorruption。
Andourflowersareofthis——oursea—bornAphrodite,allourwhitephosphorescentflowersofsensuousperfection,allourreality,nowadays。\'
`YoumeanthatAphroditeisreallydeathly?\'askedUrsula。
`Imeansheisthefloweringmysteryofthedeath—process,yes,\'hereplied。`Whenthestreamofsyntheticcreationlapses,wefindourselvespartoftheinverseprocess,thebloodofdestructivecreation。Aphroditeisborninthefirstspasmofuniversaldissolution——thenthesnakesandswansandlotus——marsh—flowers——andGudrunandGerald——bornintheprocessofdestructivecreation。\'
`Andyouandme——?\'sheasked。
`Probably,\'hereplied。`Inpart,certainly。Whetherwearethat,intoto,Idon\'tyetknow。\'
`Youmeanweareflowersofdissolution——fleursdumal?Idon\'tfeelasifIwere,\'sheprotested。
Hewassilentforatime。
`Idon\'tfeelasifwewere,altogether,\'hereplied。`Somepeoplearepureflowersofdarkcorruption——lilies。Butthereoughttobesomeroses,warmandflamy。YouknowHerakleitossays\"adrysoulisbest。\"
Iknowsowellwhatthatmeans。Doyou?\'
`I\'mnotsure,\'Ursulareplied。`Butwhatifpeopleareallflowersofdissolution——whenthey\'reflowersatall——whatdifferencedoesitmake?\'
`Nodifference——andallthedifference。Dissolutionrollson,justasproductiondoes,\'hesaid。`Itisaprogressiveprocess——anditendsinuniversalnothing——theendoftheworld,ifyoulike。Butwhyisn\'ttheendoftheworldasgoodasthebeginning?\'
`Isupposeitisn\'t,\'saidUrsula,ratherangry。
`Ohyes,ultimately,\'hesaid。`Itmeansanewcycleofcreationafter——butnotforus。Ifitistheend,thenweareoftheend——fleursdumalifyoulike。Ifwearefleursdumal,wearenotrosesofhappiness,andthereyouare。\'
`ButIthinkIam,\'saidUrsula。`IthinkIamaroseofhappiness。\'
`Ready—made?\'heaskedironically。
`No——real,\'shesaid,hurt。
`Ifwearetheend,wearenotthebeginning,\'hesaid。
`Yesweare,\'shesaid。`Thebeginningcomesoutoftheend。\'
`Afterit,notoutofit。Afterus,notoutofus。\'
`Youareadevil,youknow,really,\'shesaid。`Youwanttodestroyourhope。Youwantustobedeathly。\'
`No,\'hesaid,`Ionlywantustoknowwhatweare。\'
`Ha!\'shecriedinanger。`Youonlywantustoknowdeath。\'
`You\'requiteright,\'saidthesoftvoiceofGerald,outoftheduskbehind。
Birkinrose。GeraldandGudruncameup。Theyallbegantosmoke,inthemomentsofsilence。Oneafteranother,Birkinlightedtheircigarettes。
Thematchflickeredinthetwilight,andtheywereallsmokingpeacefullybythewater—side。Thelakewasdim,thelightdyingfromoffit,inthemidstofthedarkland。Theairallroundwasintangible,neitherherenorthere,andtherewasanunrealnoiseofbanjoes,orsuchlikemusic。
Asthegoldenswimoflightoverheaddiedout,themoongainedbrightness,andseemedtobegintosmileforthherascendancy。Thedarkwoodsontheoppositeshoremeltedintouniversalshadow。Andamidthisuniversalunder—shadow,therewasascatteredintrusionoflights。Fardownthelakewerefantasticpalestringsofcolour,likebeadsofwanfire,greenandredandyellow。
Themusiccameoutinalittlepuff,asthelaunch,allilluminated,veeredintothegreatshadow,stirringheroutlinesofhalf—livinglights,puffingouthermusicinlittledrifts。
Allwerelightingup。Hereandthere,closeagainstthefaintwater,andatthefarendofthelake,wherethewaterlaymilkyinthelastwhitenessofthesky,andtherewasnoshadow,solitary,frailflamesoflanternsfloatedfromtheunseenboats。Therewasasoundofoars,andaboatpassedfromthepallorintothedarknessunderthewood,whereherlanternsseemedtokindleintofire,hanginginruddylovelyglobes。Andagain,inthelake,shadowyredgleamshoveredinreflectionabouttheboat。Everywherewerethesenoiselessruddycreaturesoffiredriftingnearthesurfaceofthewater,caughtatbytherarest,scarcevisiblereflections。
Birkinbroughtthelanternsfromthebiggerboat,andthefourshadowywhitefiguresgatheredround,tolightthem。Ursulaheldupthefirst,Birkinloweredthelightfromtherosy,glowingcupofhishands,intothedepthsofthelantern。Itwaskindled,andtheyallstoodbacktolookatthegreatbluemoonoflightthathungfromUrsula\'shand,castingastrangegleamonherface。Itflickered,andBirkinwentbendingoverthewelloflight。Hisfaceshoneoutlikeanapparition,sounconscious,andagain,somethingdemoniacal。Ursulawasdimandveiled,loomingoverhim。
`Thatisallright,\'saidhisvoicesoftly。
Sheheldupthelantern。Ithadaflightofstorksstreamingthroughaturquoiseskyoflight,overadarkearth。
`Thisisbeautiful,\'shesaid。
`Lovely,\'echoedGudrun,whowantedtoholdonealso,andliftitupfullofbeauty。
`Lightoneforme,\'shesaid。Geraldstoodbyher,incapacitated。Birkinlitthelanternsheheldup。Herheartbeatwithanxiety,toseehowbeautifulitwouldbe。Itwasprimroseyellow,withtallstraightflowersgrowingdarklyfromtheirdarkleaves,liftingtheirheadsintotheprimroseday,whilebutterflieshoveredaboutthem,inthepureclearlight。
Gudrungavealittlecryofexcitement,asifpiercedwithdelight。
`Isn\'titbeautiful,oh,isn\'titbeautiful!\'
Hersoulwasreallypiercedwithbeauty,shewastranslatedbeyondherself。
Geraldleanedneartoher,intoherzoneoflight,asiftosee。Hecameclosetoher,andstoodtouchingher,lookingwithherattheprimrose—shiningglobe。Andsheturnedherfacetohis,thatwasfaintlybrightinthelightofthelantern,andtheystoodtogetherinoneluminousunion,closetogetherandringedroundwithlight,alltherestexcluded。
Birkinlookedaway,andwenttolightUrsula\'ssecondlantern。Ithadapaleruddysea—bottom,withblackcrabsandsea—weedmovingsinuouslyunderatransparentsea,thatpassedintoflamyruddinessabove。
`You\'vegottheheavensabove,andthewatersundertheearth,\'saidBirkintoher。
`Anythingbuttheearthitself,\'shelaughed,watchinghislivehandsthathoveredtoattendtothelight。
`I\'mdyingtoseewhatmysecondoneis,\'criedGudrun,inavibratingratherstridentvoice,thatseemedtorepeltheothersfromher。
Birkinwentandkindledit。Itwasofalovelydeepbluecolour,witharedfloor,andagreatwhitecuttle—fishflowinginwhitesoftstreamsalloverit。Thecuttle—fishhadafacethatstaredstraightfromtheheartofthelight,veryfixedandcoldlyintent。
`Howtrulyterrifying!\'exclaimedGudrun,inavoiceofhorror。Gerald,atherside,gavealowlaugh。
`Butisn\'titreallyfearful!\'shecriedindismay。
Againhelaughed,andsaid:
`ChangeitwithUrsula,forthecrabs。\'
Gudrunwassilentforamoment。
`Ursula,\'shesaid,`couldyoubeartohavethisfearfulthing?\'
`Ithinkthecolouringislovely,\'saidUrsula。
`SodoI,\'saidGudrun。`Butcouldyoubeartohaveitswingingtoyourboat?Don\'tyouwanttodestroyitatonce?\'
`Ohno,\'saidUrsula。`Idon\'twanttodestroyit。\'
`Welldoyoumindhavingitinsteadofthecrabs?Areyousureyoudon\'tmind?\'
Gudruncameforwardtoexchangelanterns。
`No,\'saidUrsula,yieldingupthecrabsandreceivingthecuttle—fish。
YetshecouldnothelpfeelingratherresentfulatthewayinwhichGudrunandGeraldshouldassumearightoverher,aprecedence。
`Comethen,\'saidBirkin。`I\'llputthemontheboats。\'
HeandUrsulaweremovingawaytothebigboat。
`Isupposeyou\'llrowmeback,Rupert,\'saidGerald,outofthepaleshadowoftheevening。
`Won\'tyougowithGudruninthecanoe?\'saidBirkin。`It\'llbemoreinteresting。\'
Therewasamoment\'spause。BirkinandUrsulastooddimly,withtheirswinginglanterns,bythewater\'sedge。Theworldwasallillusive。
`Isthatallright?\'saidGudruntohim。
`It\'llsuitmeverywell,\'hesaid。`Butwhataboutyou,andtherowing?Idon\'tseewhyyoushouldpullme。\'
`Whynot?\'shesaid。`IcanpullyouaswellasIcouldpullUrsula。\'
Byhertonehecouldtellshewantedtohavehimintheboattoherself,andthatshewassubtlygratifiedthatsheshouldhavepoweroverthemboth。Hegavehimself,inastrange,electricsubmission。
Shehandedhimthelanterns,whilstshewenttofixthecaneattheendofthecanoe。Hefollowedafterher,andstoodwiththelanternsdanglingagainsthiswhite—flannelledthighs,emphasisingtheshadowaround。
`Kissmebeforewego,\'camehisvoicesoftlyfromoutoftheshadowabove。
Shestoppedherworkinreal,momentaryastonishment。
`Butwhy?\'sheexclaimed,inpuresurprise。
`Why?\'heechoed,ironically。
Andshelookedathimfixedlyforsomemoments。Thensheleanedforwardandkissedhim,withaslow,luxuriouskiss,lingeringonthemouth。Andthenshetookthelanternsfromhim,whilehestoodswooningwiththeperfectfirethatburnedinallhisjoints。
Theyliftedthecanoeintothewater,Gudruntookherplace,andGeraldpushedoff。
`Areyousureyoudon\'thurtyourhand,doingthat?\'sheasked,solicitous。
`BecauseIcouldhavedoneitperfectly。\'
`Idon\'thurtmyself,\'hesaidinalow,softvoice,thatcaressedherwithinexpressiblebeauty。
Andshewatchedhimashesatnearher,veryneartoher,inthesternofthecanoe,hislegscomingtowardshers,hisfeettouchinghers。Andshepaddledsoftly,lingeringly,longingforhimtosaysomethingmeaningfultoher。Butheremainedsilent。
`Youlikethis,doyou?\'shesaid,inagentle,solicitousvoice。
Helaughedshortly。
`Thereisaspacebetweenus,\'hesaid,inthesamelow,unconsciousvoice,asifsomethingwerespeakingoutofhim。Andshewasasifmagicallyawareoftheirbeingbalancedinseparation,intheboat。Sheswoonedwithacutecomprehensionandpleasure。
`ButI\'mverynear,\'shesaidcaressively,gaily。
`Yetdistant,distant,\'hesaid。
Againshewassilentwithpleasure,beforesheanswered,speakingwithareedy,thrilledvoice:
`Yetwecannotverywellchange,whilstweareonthewater。\'Shecaressedhimsubtlyandstrangely,havinghimcompletelyathermercy。
Adozenormoreboatsonthelakeswungtheirrosyandmoon—likelanternslowonthewater,thatreflectedasfromafire。Inthedistance,thesteamertwangedandthrummedandwashedwithherfaintly—splashingpaddles,trailingherstringsofcolouredlights,andoccasionallylightingupthewholesceneluridlywithaneffusionoffireworks,Romancandlesandsheafsofstarsandothersimpleeffects,illuminatingthesurfaceofthewater,andshowingtheboatscreepinground,lowdown。Thenthelovelydarknessfellagain,thelanternsandthelittlethreadedlightsglimmeredsoftly,therewasamuffledknockingofoarsandawavingofmusic。
Gudrunpaddledalmostimperceptibly。Geraldcouldsee,notfarahead,therichblueandtheroseglobesofUrsula\'slanternsswayingsoftlycheektocheekasBirkinrowed,andiridescent,evanescentgleamschasinginthewake。Hewasaware,too,ofhisowndelicatelycolouredlightscastingtheirsoftnessbehindhim。
Gudrunrestedherpaddleandlookedround。Thecanoeliftedwiththelightestebbingofthewater。Gerald\'swhitekneeswereveryneartoher。
`Isn\'titbeautiful!\'shesaidsoftly,asifreverently。
Shelookedathim,asheleanedbackagainstthefaintcrystalofthelantern—light。Shecouldseehisface,althoughitwasapureshadow。Butitwasapieceoftwilight。Andherbreastwaskeenwithpassionforhim,hewassobeautifulinhismalestillnessandmystery。Itwasacertainpureeffluenceofmaleness,likeanaromafromhissoftly,firmlymouldedcontours,acertainrichperfectionofhispresence,thattouchedherwithanecstasy,athrillofpureintoxication。Shelovedtolookathim。Forthepresentshedidnotwanttotouchhim,toknowthefurther,satisfyingsubstanceofhislivingbody。Hewaspurelyintangible,yetsonear。Herhandslayonthepaddlelikeslumber,sheonlywantedtoseehim,likeacrystalshadow,tofeelhisessentialpresence。
`Yes,\'hesaidvaguely。`Itisverybeautiful。\'
Hewaslisteningtothefaintnearsounds,thedroppingofwater—dropsfromtheoar—blades,theslightdrummingofthelanternsbehindhim,astheyrubbedagainstoneanother,theoccasionalrustlingofGudrun\'sfullskirt,analienlandnoise。Hismindwasalmostsubmerged,hewasalmosttransfused,lapsedoutforthefirsttimeinhislife,intothethingsabouthim。Forhealwayskeptsuchakeenattentiveness,concentratedandunyieldinginhimself。Nowhehadletgo,imperceptiblyhewasmeltingintoonenesswiththewhole。Itwaslikepure,perfectsleep,hisfirstgreatsleepoflife。Hehadbeensoinsistent,soguarded,allhislife。
Butherewassleep,andpeace,andperfectlapsingout。
`ShallIrowtothelanding—stage?\'askedGudrunwistfully。
`Anywhere,\'heanswered。`Letitdrift。\'
`Tellmethen,ifwearerunningintoanything,\'shereplied,inthatveryquiet,tonelessvoiceofsheerintimacy。
`Thelightswillshow,\'hesaid。
Sotheydriftedalmostmotionless,insilence。Hewantedsilence,pureandwhole。Butshewasuneasyyetforsomeword,forsomeassurance。
`Nobodywillmissyou?\'sheasked,anxiousforsomecommunication。
`Missme?\'heechoed。`No!Why?\'
`Iwonderedifanybodywouldbelookingforyou。\'
`Whyshouldtheylookforme?\'Andthenherememberedhismanners。`Butperhapsyouwanttogetback,\'hesaid,inachangedvoice。
`No,Idon\'twanttogetback,\'shereplied。`No,Iassureyou。\'
`You\'requitesureit\'sallrightforyou?\'
`Perfectlyallright。\'
Andagaintheywerestill。Thelaunchtwangedandhooted,somebodywassinging。Thenasifthenightsmashed,suddenlytherewasagreatshout,aconfusionofshouting,warringonthewater,thenthehorridnoiseofpaddlesreversedandchurnedviolently。
Geraldsatup,andGudrunlookedathiminfear。
`Somebodyinthewater,\'hesaid,angrily,anddesperately,lookingkeenlyacrossthedusk。`Canyourowup?\'
`Where,tothelaunch?\'askedGudrun,innervouspanic。
`Yes。\'
`You\'lltellmeifIdon\'tsteerstraight,\'shesaid,innervousapprehension。
`Youkeepprettylevel,\'hesaid,andthecanoehastenedforward。
Theshoutingandthenoisecontinued,soundinghorridthroughthedusk,overthesurfaceofthewater。
`Wasn\'tthisboundtohappen?\'saidGudrun,withheavyhatefulirony。Buthehardlyheard,andsheglancedoverhershouldertoseeherway。Thehalf—darkwatersweresprinkledwithlovelybubblesofswayinglights,thelaunchdidnotlookfaroff。Shewasrockingherlightsintheearlynight。Gudrunrowedashardasshecould。Butnowthatitwasaseriousmatter,sheseemeduncertainandclumsyinherstroke,itwasdifficulttopaddleswiftly。Sheglancedathisface。Hewaslookingfixedlyintothedarkness,verykeenandalertandsingleinhimself,instrumental。
Herheartsank,sheseemedtodieadeath。`Ofcourse,\'shesaidtoherself,`nobodywillbedrowned。Ofcoursetheywon\'t。Itwouldbetooextravagantandsensational。\'Butherheartwascold,becauseofhissharpimpersonalface。Itwasasifhebelongednaturallytodreadandcatastrophe,asifhewerehimselfagain。
Thentherecameachild\'svoice,agirl\'shigh,piercingshriek:
`Di——Di——Di——Di——OhDi——OhDi——OhDi!\'
ThebloodrancoldinGudrun\'sveins。