第13章

类别:其他 作者:D。 H。 Lawrence字数:11376更新时间:18/12/18 08:44:44
`No,really,it\'simpossible!\'Ursulawouldreplydistinctly。Andsothetwogirlstookitoutoftheiruniversalenemy。Buttheirfatherbecamemoreandmoreenraged。 Ursulawasallsnowywhite,savethatherhatwaspink,andentirelywithouttrimming,andhershoesweredarkred,andshecarriedanorange—colouredcoat。AndinthisguisetheywerewalkingallthewaytoShortlands,theirfatherandmothergoinginfront。 Theywerelaughingattheirmother,who,dressedinasummermaterialofblackandpurplestripes,andwearingahatofpurplestraw,wassettingforthwithmuchmoreoftheshynessandtrepidationofayounggirlthanherdaughterseverfelt,walkingdemurelybesideherhusband,who,asusual,lookedrathercrumpledinhisbestsuit,asifhewerethefatherofayoungfamilyandhadbeenholdingthebabywhilsthiswifegotdressed。 `Lookattheyoungcoupleinfront,\'saidGudruncalmly。Ursulalookedathermotherandfather,andwassuddenlyseizedwithuncontrollablelaughter。 Thetwogirlsstoodintheroadandlaughedtillthetearsrandowntheirfaces,astheycaughtsightagainoftheshy,unworldlycoupleoftheirparentsgoingonahead。 `Weareroaringatyou,mother,\'calledUrsula,helplesslyfollowingafterherparents。 MrsBrangwenturnedroundwithaslightlypuzzled,exasperatedlook。 `Ohindeed!\'shesaid。`Whatistheresoveryfunnyaboutme,I shouldliketoknow?\' Shecouldnotunderstandthattherecouldbeanythingamisswithherappearance。Shehadaperfectcalmsufficiency,aneasyindifferencetoanycriticismwhatsoever,asifshewerebeyondit。Herclotheswerealwaysratherodd,andasaruleslip—shod,yetsheworethemwithaperfecteaseandsatisfaction。Whatevershehadon,solongasshewasbarelytidy,shewasright,beyondremark;suchanaristocratshewasbyinstinct。 `Youlooksostately,likeacountryBaroness,\'saidUrsula,laughingwithalittletendernessathermother\'snaivepuzzledair。 `JustlikeacountryBaroness!\'chimedinGudrun。Nowthemother\'snaturalhauteurbecameself—conscious,andthegirlsshriekedagain。 `Gohome,youpairofidiots,greatgigglingidiots!\'criedthefatherinflamedwithirritation。 `Mm—m—er!\'booedUrsula,pullingafaceathiscrossness。 Theyellowlightsdancedinhiseyes,heleanedforwardinrealrage。 `Don\'tbesosillyastotakeanynoticeofthegreatgabies,\'saidMrsBrangwen,turningonherway。 `I\'llseeifI\'mgoingtobefollowedbyapairofgigglingyellingjackanapes——\'hecriedvengefully。 Thegirlsstoodstill,laughinghelplesslyathisfury,uponthepathbesidethehedge。 `Whyyou\'reassillyastheyare,totakeanynotice,\'saidMrsBrangwenalsobecomingangrynowhewasreallyenraged。 `Therearesomepeoplecoming,father,\'criedUrsula,withmockingwarning。 Heglancedroundquickly,andwentontojoinhiswife,walkingstiffwithrage。Andthegirlsfollowed,weakwithlaughter。 Whenthepeoplehadpassedby,Brangwencriedinaloud,stupidvoice: `I\'mgoingbackhomeifthere\'sanymoreofthis。I\'mdamnedifI\'mgoingtobemadeafoolofinthisfashion,inthepublicroad。\' Hewasreallyoutoftemper。Atthesoundofhisblind,vindictivevoice,thelaughtersuddenlyleftthegirls,andtheirheartscontractedwithcontempt。Theyhatedhiswords`inthepublicroad。\'Whatdidtheycareforthepublicroad?ButGudrunwasconciliatory。 `Butweweren\'tlaughingtohurtyou,\'shecried,withanuncouthgentlenesswhichmadeherparentsuncomfortable。`Wewerelaughingbecausewe\'refondofyou。\' `We\'llwalkoninfront,iftheyaresotouchy,\'saidUrsula,angry。AndinthiswisetheyarrivedatWilleyWater。Thelakewasblueandfair,themeadowsslopeddowninsunshineononeside,thethickdarkwoodsdroppedsteeplyontheother。Thelittlepleasure—launchwasfussingoutfromtheshore,twangingitsmusic,crowdedwithpeople,flappingitspaddles。Neartheboat—housewasathrongofgaily—dressedpersons,smallinthedistance。Andonthehigh—road,someofthecommonpeoplewerestandingalongthehedge,lookingatthefestivitybeyond,enviously,likesoulsnotadmittedtoparadise。 `Myeye!\'saidGudrun,sottovoce,lookingatthemotleyofguests,`there\'saprettycrowdifyoulike!Imagineyourselfinthemidstofthat,mydear。\' Gudrun\'sapprehensivehorrorofpeopleinthemassunnervedUrsula。 `Itlooksratherawful,\'shesaidanxiously。 `Andimaginewhatthey\'llbelike——imagine!\'saidGudrun,stillinthatunnerving,subduedvoice。Yetsheadvanceddeterminedly。 `Isupposewecangetawayfromthem,\'saidUrsulaanxiously。 `We\'reinaprettyfixifwecan\'t,\'saidGudrun。HerextremeironicloathingandapprehensionwasverytryingtoUrsula。 `Weneedn\'tstay,\'shesaid。 `Icertainlyshan\'tstayfiveminutesamongthatlittlelot,\'saidGudrun。 Theyadvancednearer,tilltheysawpolicemenatthegates。 `Policementokeepyouin,too!\'saidGudrun。`Myword,thisisabeautifulaffair。\' `We\'dbetterlookafterfatherandmother,\'saidUrsulaanxiously。 `Mother\'sperfectlycapableofgettingthroughthislittlecelebration,\' saidGudrunwithsomecontempt。 ButUrsulaknewthatherfatherfeltuncouthandangryandunhappy,soshewasfarfromherease。Theywaitedoutsidethegatetilltheirparentscameup。Thetall,thinmaninhiscrumpledclotheswasunnervedandirritableasaboy,findinghimselfonthebrinkofthissocialfunction。Hedidnotfeelagentleman,hedidnotfeelanythingexceptpureexasperation。 Ursulatookherplaceathisside,theygavetheirticketstothepoliceman,andpassedinontothegrass,fourabreast;thetall,hot,ruddy—darkmanwithhisnarrowboyishbrowdrawnwithirritation,thefresh—faced,easywoman,perfectlycollectedthoughherhairwasslippingononeside,thenGudrun,hereyesroundanddarkandstaring,herfullsoftfaceimpassive,almostsulky,sothatsheseemedtobebackingawayinantagonismevenwhilstshewasadvancing;andthenUrsula,withtheodd,brilliant,dazzledlookonherface,thatalwayscamewhenshewasinsomefalsesituation。 Birkinwasthegoodangel。Hecamesmilingtothemwithhisaffectedsocialgrace,thatsomehowwasneverquiteright。Buthetookoffhishatandsmiledatthemwitharealsmileinhiseyes,sothatBrangwencriedoutheartilyinrelief: `Howdoyoudo?You\'rebetter,areyou?\' `Yes,I\'mbetter。Howdoyoudo,MrsBrangwen?IknowGudrunandUrsulaverywell。\' Hiseyessmiledfullofnaturalwarmth。Hehadasoft,flatteringmannerwithwomen,particularlywithwomenwhowerenotyoung。 `Yes,\'saidMrsBrangwen,coolbutyetgratified。`Ihaveheardthemspeakofyouoftenenough。\' Helaughed。Gudrunlookedaside,feelingshewasbeingbelittled。Peoplewerestandingaboutingroups,somewomenweresittingintheshadeofthewalnuttree,withcupsofteaintheirhands,awaiterineveningdresswashurryinground,somegirlsweresimperingwithparasols,someyoungmen,whohadjustcomeinfromrowing,weresittingcross—leggedonthegrass,coatless,theirshirt—sleevesrolledupinmanlyfashion,theirhandsrestingontheirwhiteflanneltrousers,theirgaudytiesfloatingabout,astheylaughedandtriedtobewittywiththeyoungdamsels。 `Why,\'thoughtGudrunchurlishly,`don\'ttheyhavethemannerstoputtheircoatson,andnottoassumesuchintimacyintheirappearance。\' Sheabhorredtheordinaryyoungman,withhishairplasteredback,andhiseasy—goingchumminess。 HermioneRoddicecameup,inahandsomegownofwhitelace,trailinganenormoussilkshawlblotchedwithgreatembroideredflowers,andbalancinganenormousplainhatonherhead。Shelookedstriking,astonishing,almostmacabre,sotall,withthefringeofhergreatcream—colouredvividly—blotchedshawltrailingonthegroundafterher,herthickhaircominglowoverhereyes,herfacestrangeandlongandpale,andtheblotchesofbrilliantcolourdrawnroundher。 `Doesn\'tshelookweird!\'Gudrunheardsomegirlstitterbehindher。Andshecouldhavekilledthem。 `Howdoyoudo!\'sangHermione,comingupverykindly,andglancingslowlyoverGudrun\'sfatherandmother。Itwasatryingmoment,exasperatingforGudrun。Hermionewasreallysostronglyentrenchedinherclasssuperiority,shecouldcomeupandknowpeopleoutofsimplecuriosity,asiftheywerecreaturesonexhibition。Gudrunwoulddothesameherself。Butsheresentedbeinginthepositionwhensomebodymightdoittoher。 Hermione,veryremarkable,anddistinguishingtheBrangwensverymuch,ledthemalongtowhereLauraCrichstoodreceivingtheguests。 `ThisisMrsBrangwen,\'sangHermione,andLaura,whoworeastiffembroideredlinendress,shookhandsandsaidshewasgladtoseeher。ThenGeraldcameup,dressedinwhite,withablackandbrownblazer,andlookinghandsome。 HetoowasintroducedtotheBrangwenparents,andimmediatelyhespoketoMrsBrangwenasifshewerealady,andtoBrangwenasifhewerenotagentleman。Gerladwassoobviousinhisdemeanour。Hehadtoshakehandswithhislefthand,becausehehadhurthisright,andcarriedit,bandagedup,inthepocketofhisjacket。Gudrunwasverythankfulthatnoneofherpartyaskedhimwhatwasthematterwiththehand。 Thesteamlaunchwasfussingin,allitsmusicjingling,peoplecallingexcitedlyfromonboard。Geraldwenttoseetothedebarkation,BirkinwasgettingteaforMrsBrangwen,BrangwenhadjoinedaGrammar—Schoolgroup,Hermionewassittingdownbytheirmother,thegirlswenttothelanding—stagetowatchthelaunchcomein。 Shehootedandtootedgaily,thenherpaddlesweresilent,theropeswerethrownashore,shedriftedinwithalittlebump。Immediatelythepassengerscrowdedexcitedlytocomeashore。 `Waitaminute,waitaminute,\'shoutedGeraldinsharpcommand。 Theymustwaittilltheboatwastightontheropes,tillthesmallgangwaywasputout。Thentheystreamedashore,clamouringasiftheyhadcomefromAmerica。 `Ohit\'ssonice!\'theyounggirlswerecrying。`It\'squitelovely。\' Thewaitersfromonboardranouttotheboat—housewithbaskets,thecaptainloungedonthelittlebridge。Seeingallsafe,GeraldcametoGudrunandUrsula。 `Youwouldn\'tcaretogoonboardforthenexttrip,andhaveteathere?\' heasked。 `Nothanks,\'saidGudruncoldly。 `Youdon\'tcareforthewater?\' `Forthewater?Yes,Ilikeitverymuch。\' Helookedather,hiseyessearching。 `Youdon\'tcareforgoingonalaunch,then?\' Shewasslowinanswering,andthenshespokeslowly。 `No,\'shesaid。`Ican\'tsaythatIdo。\'Hercolourwashigh,sheseemedangryaboutsomething。 `Unpeutropdemonde,\'saidUrsula,explaining。 `Eh?Tropdemonde!\'Helaughedshortly。`Yesthere\'safairnumberof\'em。\' Gudrunturnedonhimbrilliantly。 `HaveyoueverbeenfromWestminsterBridgetoRichmondononeoftheThamessteamers?\'shecried。 `No,\'hesaid,`Ican\'tsayIhave。\' `Well,it\'soneofthemostvileexperiencesI\'veeverhad。\' Shespokerapidlyandexcitedly,thecolourhighinhercheeks。`Therewasabsolutelynowheretositdown,nowhere,amanjustabovesang\"RockedintheCradleoftheDeep\"thewholeway;hewasblindandhehadasmallorgan,oneofthoseportableorgans,andheexpectedmoney;soyoucanimaginewhatthatwaslike;therecameaconstantsmellofluncheonfrombelow,andpuffsofhotoilymachinery;thejourneytookhoursandhoursandhours;andformiles,literallyformiles,dreadfulboysranwithusontheshore,inthatawfulThamesmud,goinginuptothewaist——theyhadtheirtrousersturnedback,andtheywentuptotheirhipsinthatindescribableThamesmud,theirfacesalwaysturnedtous,andscreaming,exactlylikecarrioncreatures,screaming\"\'Erey\'aresir,\'erey\'aresir,\'erey\'aresir,\"exactlylikesomefoulcarrionobjects,perfectlyobscene;andpaterfamiliasonboard,laughingwhentheboyswentrightdowninthatawfulmud,occasionallythrowingthemaha\'penny。Andifyou\'dseentheintentlookonthefacesoftheseboys,andthewaytheydartedinthefilthwhenacoinwasflung——really,novultureorjackalcoulddreamofapproachingthem,forfoulness。Ineverwouldgoonapleasureboatagain——never。\' Geraldwatchedherallthetimeshespoke,hiseyesglitteringwithfaintrousedness。Itwasnotsomuchwhatshesaid;itwassheherselfwhorousedhim,rousedhimwithasmall,vividpricking。 `Ofcourse,\'hesaid,`everycivilisedbodyisboundtohaveitsvermin。\' `Why?\'criedUrsula。`Idon\'thavevermin。\' `Andit\'snotthat——it\'sthequalityofthewholething—— paterfamiliaslaughingandthinkingitsport,andthrowingtheha\'pennies,andmaterfamiliasspreadingherfatlittlekneesandeating,continuallyeating——\'repliedGudrun。 `Yes,\'saidUrsula。`Itisn\'ttheboyssomuchwhoarevermin;it\'sthepeoplethemselves,thewholebodypolitic,asyoucallit。\' Geraldlaughed。 `Nevermind,\'hesaid。`Youshan\'tgoonthelaunch。\' Gudrunflushedquicklyathisrebuke。 Therewereafewmomentsofsilence。Gerald,likeasentinel,waswatchingthepeoplewhoweregoingontotheboat。Hewasverygood—lookingandself—contained,buthisairofsoldierlyalertnesswasratherirritating。 `Willyouhaveteaherethen,orgoacrosstothehouse,wherethere\'satentonthelawn?\'heasked。 `Can\'twehavearowingboat,andgetout?\'askedUrsula,whowasalwaysrushingintoofast。 `Togetout?\'smiledGerald。 `Yousee,\'criedGudrun,flushingatUrsula\'soutspokenrudeness,`wedon\'tknowthepeople,wearealmostcompletestrangershere。\' `Oh,Icansoonsetyouupwithafewacquaintances,\'hesaideasily。 Gudrunlookedathim,toseeifitwereill—meant。Thenshesmiledathim。 `Ah,\'shesaid,`youknowwhatwemean。Can\'twegoupthere,andexplorethatcoast?\'Shepointedtoagroveonthehillockofthemeadow—side,neartheshorehalfwaydownthelake。`Thatlooksperfectlylovely。Wemightevenbathe。Isn\'titbeautifulinthislight。Really,it\'slikeoneofthereachesoftheNile——asoneimaginestheNile。\' Geraldsmiledatherfactitiousenthusiasmforthedistantspot。 `You\'resureit\'sfarenoughoff?\'heaskedironically,addingatonce: `Yes,youmightgothere,ifwecouldgetaboat。Theyseemtobeallout。\' Helookedroundthelakeandcountedtherowingboatsonitssurface。 `Howlovelyitwouldbe!\'criedUrsulawistfully。 `Anddon\'tyouwanttea?\'hesaid。 `Oh,\'saidGudrun,`wecouldjustdrinkacup,andbeoff。\' Helookedfromonetotheother,smiling。Hewassomewhatoffended—— yetsporting。 `Canyoumanageaboatprettywell?\'heasked。 `Yes,\'repliedGudrun,coldly,`prettywell。\' `Ohyes,\'criedUrsula。`Wecanbothofusrowlikewater—spiders。\' `Youcan?There\'slightlittlecanoeofmine,thatIdidn\'ttakeoutforfearsomebodyshoulddrownthemselves。Doyouthinkyou\'dbesafeinthat?\' `Ohperfectly,\'saidGudrun。 `Whatanangel!\'criedUrsula。 `Don\'t,formysake,haveanaccident——becauseI\'mresponsibleforthewater。\' `Sure,\'pledgedGudrun。 `Besides,wecanbothswimquitewell,\'saidUrsula。 `Well——thenI\'llgetthemtoputyouupatea—basket,andyoucanpicnicalltoyourselves,——that\'stheidea,isn\'tit?\' `Howfearfullygood!Howfrightfullyniceifyoucould!\'criedGudrunwarmly,hercolourflushingupagain。Itmadethebloodstirinhisveins,thesubtlewaysheturnedtohimandinfusedhergratitudeintohisbody。 `Where\'sBirkin?\'hesaid,hiseyestwinkling。`Hemighthelpmetogetitdown。\' `Butwhataboutyourhand?Isn\'tithurt?\'askedGudrun,rathermuted,asifavoidingtheintimacy。Thiswasthefirsttimethehurthadbeenmentioned。Thecuriouswaysheskirtedroundthesubjectsentanew,subtlecaressthroughhisveins。Hetookhishandoutofhispocket。Itwasbandaged。 Helookedatit,thenputitinhispocketagain。Gudrunquiveredatthesightofthewrappeduppaw。 `OhIcanmanagewithonehand。Thecanoeisaslightasafeather,\' hesaid。`There\'sRupert!——Rupert!\' Birkinturnedfromhissocialdutiesandcametowardsthem。 `Whathaveyoudonetoit?\'askedUrsula,whohadbeenachingtoputthequestionforthelasthalfhour。 `Tomyhand?\'saidGerald。`Itrappeditinsomemachinery。\' `Ugh!\'saidUrsula。`Anddidithurtmuch?\' `Yes,\'hesaid。`Itdidatthetime。It\'sgettingbetternow。Itcrushedthefingers。\' `Oh,\'criedUrsula,asifinpain,`Ihatepeoplewhohurtthemselves。 Icanfeelit。\'Andsheshookherhand。 `Whatdoyouwant?\'saidBirkin。 Thetwomencarrieddowntheslimbrownboat,andsetitonthewater。 `You\'requitesureyou\'llbesafeinit?\'Geraldasked。 `Quitesure,\'saidGudrun。`Iwouldn\'tbesomeanastotakeit,iftherewastheslightestdoubt。ButI\'vehadacanoeatArundel,andIassureyouI\'mperfectlysafe。\' Sosaying,havinggivenherwordlikeaman,sheandUrsulaenteredthefrailcraft,andpushedgentlyoff。Thetwomenstoodwatchingthem。 Gudrunwaspaddling。Sheknewthemenwerewatchingher,anditmadeherslowandratherclumsy。Thecolourflewinherfacelikeaflag。 `Thanksawfully,\'shecalledbacktohim,fromthewater,astheboatslidaway。`It\'slovely——likesittinginaleaf。\' Helaughedatthefancy。Hervoicewasshrillandstrange,callingfromthedistance。Hewatchedherasshepaddledaway。Therewassomethingchildlikeabouther,trustfulanddeferential,likeachild。Hewatchedherallthewhile,assherowed。AndtoGudrunitwasarealdelight,inmake—belief,tobethechildlike,clingingwomantothemanwhostoodthereonthequay,sogood—lookingandefficientinhiswhiteclothes,andmoreoverthemostimportantmansheknewatthemoment。Shedidnottakeanynoticeofthewavering,indistinct,lambentBirkin,whostoodathisside。Onefigureatatimeoccupiedthefieldofherattention。 Theboatrustledlightlyalongthewater。Theypassedthebatherswhosestripedtentsstoodbetweenthewillowsofthemeadow\'sedge,anddrewalongtheopenshore,pastthemeadowsthatslopedgoldeninthelightofthealreadylateafternoon。Otherboatswerestealingunderthewoodedshoreopposite,theycouldhearpeople\'slaughterandvoices。ButGudrunrowedontowardstheclumpoftreesthatbalancedperfectinthedistance,inthegoldenlight。 Thesistersfoundalittleplacewhereatinystreamflowedintothelake,withreedsandflowerymarshofpinkwillowherb,andagravellybanktotheside。Heretheyrandelicatelyashore,withtheirfrailboat,thetwogirlstookofftheirshoesandstockingsandwentthroughthewater\'sedgetothegrass。Thetinyripplesofthelakewerewarmandclear,theyliftedtheirboatontothebank,andlookedroundwithjoy。Theywerequitealoneinaforsakenlittlestream—mouth,andontheknolljustbehindwastheclumpoftrees。 `Wewillbathejustforamoment,\'saidUrsula,`andthenwe\'llhavetea。\' Theylookedround。Nobodycouldnoticethem,orcouldcomeupintimetoseethem。InlessthanaminuteUrsulahadthrownoffherclothesandhadslippednakedintothewater,andwasswimmingout。Quickly,Gudrunjoinedher。Theyswamsilentlyandblissfullyforafewminutes,circlingroundtheirlittlestream—mouth。Thentheyslippedashoreandranintothegroveagain,likenymphs。 `Howlovelyitistobefree,\'saidUrsula,runningswiftlyhereandtherebetweenthetreetrunks,quitenaked,herhairblowingloose。Thegrovewasofbeech—trees,bigandsplendid,asteel—greyscaffoldingoftrunksandboughs,withlevelspraysofstronggreenhereandthere,whilstthroughthenorthernsidethedistanceglimmeredopenasthroughawindow。 Whentheyhadrunanddancedthemselvesdry,thegirlsquicklydressedandsatdowntothefragranttea。Theysatonthenorthernsideofthegrove,intheyellowsunshinefacingtheslopeofthegrassyhill,aloneinalittlewildworldoftheirown。Theteawashotandaromatic,thereweredeliciouslittlesandwichesofcucumberandofcaviare,andwinycakes。 `Areyouhappy,Prune?\'criedUrsulaindelight,lookingathersister。 `Ursula,I\'mperfectlyhappy,\'repliedGudrungravely,lookingatthewesteringsun。 `SoamI。\' Whentheyweretogether,doingthethingstheyenjoyed,thetwosisterswerequitecompleteinaperfectworldoftheirown。Andthiswasoneoftheperfectmomentsoffreedomanddelight,suchaschildrenaloneknow,whenallseemsaperfectandblissfuladventure。 Whentheyhadfinishedtea,thetwogirlssaton,silentandserene。 ThenUrsula,whohadabeautifulstrongvoice,begantosingtoherself,softly:`AnnchenvonTharau。\'Gudrunlistened,asshesatbeneaththetrees,andtheyearningcameintoherheart。Ursulaseemedsopeacefulandsufficientuntoherself,sittingthereunconsciouslycrooninghersong,strongandunquestionedatthecentreofherownuniverse。AndGudrunfeltherselfoutside。Alwaysthisdesolating,agonisedfeeling,thatshewasoutsideoflife,anonlooker,whilstUrsulawasapartaker,causedGudruntosufferfromasenseofherownnegation,andmadeher,thatshemustalwaysdemandtheothertobeawareofher,tobeinconnectionwithher。 `DoyoumindifIdoDalcrozetothattune,Hurtler?\'sheaskedinacuriousmutedtone,scarcemovingherlips。 `Whatdidyousay?\'askedUrsula,lookingupinpeacefulsurprise。 `WillyousingwhileIdoDalcroze?\'saidGudrun,sufferingathavingtorepeatherself。 Ursulathoughtamoment,gatheringherstrayingwitstogether。 `Whileyoudo——?\'sheaskedvaguely。 `Dalcrozemovements,\'saidGudrun,sufferingtorturesofself—consciousness,evenbecauseofhersister。 `OhDalcroze!Icouldn\'tcatchthename。Do——Ishouldlovetoseeyou,\'criedUrsula,withchildishsurprisedbrightness。`WhatshallIsing?\' `Singanythingyoulike,andI\'lltaketherhythmfromit。\' ButUrsulacouldnotforherlifethinkofanythingtosing。However,shesuddenlybegan,inalaughing,teasingvoice: `Mylove——isahigh—bornlady——\' Gudrun,lookingasifsomeinvisiblechainweighedonherhandsandfeet,beganslowlytodanceintheeurythmicmanner,pulsingandflutteringrhythmicallywithherfeet,makingslower,regulargestureswithherhandsandarms,nowspreadingherarmswide,nowraisingthemaboveherhead,nowflingingthemsoftlyapart,andliftingherface,herfeetallthetimebeatingandrunningtothemeasureofthesong,asifitweresomestrangeincantation,herwhite,raptformdriftinghereandthereinastrangeimpulsiverhapsody,seemingtobeliftedonabreezeofincantation,shudderingwithstrangelittleruns。Ursulasatonthegrass,hermouthopeninhersinging,hereyeslaughingasifshethoughtitwasagreatjoke,butayellowlightflashingupinthem,asshecaughtsomeoftheunconsciousritualisticsuggestionofthecomplexshudderingandwavinganddriftingofhersister\'swhiteform,thatwasclutchedinpure,mindless,tossingrhythm,andawillsetpowerfulinakindofhypnoticinfluence。 `Myloveisahigh—bornlady——Sheis—s—s——ratherdarkthanshady——\'rangoutUrsula\'slaughing,satiricsong,andquicker,fiercerwentGudruninthedance,stampingasifsheweretryingtothrowoffsomebond,flingingherhandssuddenlyandstampingagain,thenrushingwithfaceupliftedandthroatfullandbeautiful,andeyeshalfclosed,sightless。 Thesunwaslowandyellow,sinkingdown,andintheskyfloatedathin,ineffectualmoon。 Ursulawasquiteabsorbedinhersong,whensuddenlyGudrunstoppedandsaidmildly,ironically: `Ursula!\' `Yes?\'saidUrsula,openinghereyesoutofthetrance。 Gudrunwasstandingstillandpointing,amockingsmileonherface,towardstheside。 `Ugh!\'criedUrsulainsuddenpanic,startingtoherfeet。 `They\'requiteallright,\'rangoutGudrun\'ssardonicvoice。 OntheleftstoodalittleclusterofHighlandcattle,vividlycolouredandfleecyintheeveninglight,theirhornsbranchingintothesky,pushingforwardtheirmuzzlesinquisitively,toknowwhatitwasallabout。Theireyesglitteredthroughtheirtangleofhair,theirnakednostrilswerefullofshadow。 `Won\'ttheydoanything?\'criedUrsulainfear。 Gudrun,whowasusuallyfrightenedofcattle,nowshookherheadinaqueer,half—doubtful,half—sardonicmotion,afaintsmileroundhermouth。 `Don\'ttheylookcharming,Ursula?\'criedGudrun,inahigh,stridentvoice,somethinglikethescreamofaseagull。 `Charming,\'criedUrsulaintrepidation。`Butwon\'ttheydoanythingtous?\' AgainGudrunlookedbackathersisterwithanenigmaticsmile,andshookherhead。 `I\'msuretheywon\'t,\'shesaid,asifshehadtoconvinceherselfalso,andyet,asifshewereconfidentofsomesecretpowerinherself,andhadtoputittothetest。`Sitdownandsingagain,\'shecalledinherhigh,stridentvoice。 `I\'mfrightened,\'criedUrsula,inapatheticvoice,watchingthegroupofsturdyshortcattle,thatstoodwiththeirkneesplanted,andwatchedwiththeirdark,wickedeyes,throughthemattedfringeoftheirhair。 Nevertheless,shesankdownagain,inherformerposture。 `Theyarequitesafe,\'cameGudrun\'shighcall。`Singsomething,you\'veonlytosingsomething。\' Itwasevidentshehadastrangepassiontodancebeforethesturdy,handsomecattle。 Ursulabegantosing,inafalsequaveringvoice: `WaydowninTennessee——\' Shesoundedpurelyanxious。Nevertheless,Gudrun,withherarmsoutspreadandherfaceuplifted,wentinastrangepalpitatingdancetowardsthecattle,liftingherbodytowardsthemasifinaspell,herfeetpulsingasifinsomelittlefrenzyofunconscioussensation,herarms,herwrists,herhandsstretchingandheavingandfallingandreachingandreachingandfalling,herbreastsliftedandshakentowardsthecattle,herthroatexposedasinsomevoluptuousecstasytowardsthem,whilstshedriftedimperceptiblynearer,anuncannywhitefigure,towardsthem,carriedawayinitsownrapttrance,ebbinginstrangefluctuationsuponthecattle,thatwaited,andduckedtheirheadsalittleinsuddencontractionfromher,watchingallthetimeasifhypnotised,theirbarehornsbranchingintheclearlight,asthewhitefigureofthewomanebbeduponthem,intheslow,hypnotisingconvulsionofthedance。Shecouldfeelthemjustinfrontofher,itwasasifshehadtheelectricpulsefromtheirbreastsrunningintoherhands。Soonshewouldtouchthem,actuallytouchthem。 Aterribleshiveroffearandpleasurewentthroughher。Andallthewhile,Ursula,spell—bound,keptupherhigh—pitchedthin,irrelevantsong,whichpiercedthefadingeveninglikeanincantation。 Gudruncouldhearthecattlebreathingheavilywithhelplessfearandfascination。Oh,theywerebravelittlebeasts,thesewildScotchbullocks,wildandfleecy。Suddenlyoneofthemsnorted,duckeditshead,andbacked。