`No,really,it\'simpossible!\'Ursulawouldreplydistinctly。Andsothetwogirlstookitoutoftheiruniversalenemy。Buttheirfatherbecamemoreandmoreenraged。
Ursulawasallsnowywhite,savethatherhatwaspink,andentirelywithouttrimming,andhershoesweredarkred,andshecarriedanorange—colouredcoat。AndinthisguisetheywerewalkingallthewaytoShortlands,theirfatherandmothergoinginfront。
Theywerelaughingattheirmother,who,dressedinasummermaterialofblackandpurplestripes,andwearingahatofpurplestraw,wassettingforthwithmuchmoreoftheshynessandtrepidationofayounggirlthanherdaughterseverfelt,walkingdemurelybesideherhusband,who,asusual,lookedrathercrumpledinhisbestsuit,asifhewerethefatherofayoungfamilyandhadbeenholdingthebabywhilsthiswifegotdressed。
`Lookattheyoungcoupleinfront,\'saidGudruncalmly。Ursulalookedathermotherandfather,andwassuddenlyseizedwithuncontrollablelaughter。
Thetwogirlsstoodintheroadandlaughedtillthetearsrandowntheirfaces,astheycaughtsightagainoftheshy,unworldlycoupleoftheirparentsgoingonahead。
`Weareroaringatyou,mother,\'calledUrsula,helplesslyfollowingafterherparents。
MrsBrangwenturnedroundwithaslightlypuzzled,exasperatedlook。
`Ohindeed!\'shesaid。`Whatistheresoveryfunnyaboutme,I
shouldliketoknow?\'
Shecouldnotunderstandthattherecouldbeanythingamisswithherappearance。Shehadaperfectcalmsufficiency,aneasyindifferencetoanycriticismwhatsoever,asifshewerebeyondit。Herclotheswerealwaysratherodd,andasaruleslip—shod,yetsheworethemwithaperfecteaseandsatisfaction。Whatevershehadon,solongasshewasbarelytidy,shewasright,beyondremark;suchanaristocratshewasbyinstinct。
`Youlooksostately,likeacountryBaroness,\'saidUrsula,laughingwithalittletendernessathermother\'snaivepuzzledair。
`JustlikeacountryBaroness!\'chimedinGudrun。Nowthemother\'snaturalhauteurbecameself—conscious,andthegirlsshriekedagain。
`Gohome,youpairofidiots,greatgigglingidiots!\'criedthefatherinflamedwithirritation。
`Mm—m—er!\'booedUrsula,pullingafaceathiscrossness。
Theyellowlightsdancedinhiseyes,heleanedforwardinrealrage。
`Don\'tbesosillyastotakeanynoticeofthegreatgabies,\'saidMrsBrangwen,turningonherway。
`I\'llseeifI\'mgoingtobefollowedbyapairofgigglingyellingjackanapes——\'hecriedvengefully。
Thegirlsstoodstill,laughinghelplesslyathisfury,uponthepathbesidethehedge。
`Whyyou\'reassillyastheyare,totakeanynotice,\'saidMrsBrangwenalsobecomingangrynowhewasreallyenraged。
`Therearesomepeoplecoming,father,\'criedUrsula,withmockingwarning。
Heglancedroundquickly,andwentontojoinhiswife,walkingstiffwithrage。Andthegirlsfollowed,weakwithlaughter。
Whenthepeoplehadpassedby,Brangwencriedinaloud,stupidvoice:
`I\'mgoingbackhomeifthere\'sanymoreofthis。I\'mdamnedifI\'mgoingtobemadeafoolofinthisfashion,inthepublicroad。\'
Hewasreallyoutoftemper。Atthesoundofhisblind,vindictivevoice,thelaughtersuddenlyleftthegirls,andtheirheartscontractedwithcontempt。Theyhatedhiswords`inthepublicroad。\'Whatdidtheycareforthepublicroad?ButGudrunwasconciliatory。
`Butweweren\'tlaughingtohurtyou,\'shecried,withanuncouthgentlenesswhichmadeherparentsuncomfortable。`Wewerelaughingbecausewe\'refondofyou。\'
`We\'llwalkoninfront,iftheyaresotouchy,\'saidUrsula,angry。AndinthiswisetheyarrivedatWilleyWater。Thelakewasblueandfair,themeadowsslopeddowninsunshineononeside,thethickdarkwoodsdroppedsteeplyontheother。Thelittlepleasure—launchwasfussingoutfromtheshore,twangingitsmusic,crowdedwithpeople,flappingitspaddles。Neartheboat—housewasathrongofgaily—dressedpersons,smallinthedistance。Andonthehigh—road,someofthecommonpeoplewerestandingalongthehedge,lookingatthefestivitybeyond,enviously,likesoulsnotadmittedtoparadise。
`Myeye!\'saidGudrun,sottovoce,lookingatthemotleyofguests,`there\'saprettycrowdifyoulike!Imagineyourselfinthemidstofthat,mydear。\'
Gudrun\'sapprehensivehorrorofpeopleinthemassunnervedUrsula。
`Itlooksratherawful,\'shesaidanxiously。
`Andimaginewhatthey\'llbelike——imagine!\'saidGudrun,stillinthatunnerving,subduedvoice。Yetsheadvanceddeterminedly。
`Isupposewecangetawayfromthem,\'saidUrsulaanxiously。
`We\'reinaprettyfixifwecan\'t,\'saidGudrun。HerextremeironicloathingandapprehensionwasverytryingtoUrsula。
`Weneedn\'tstay,\'shesaid。
`Icertainlyshan\'tstayfiveminutesamongthatlittlelot,\'saidGudrun。
Theyadvancednearer,tilltheysawpolicemenatthegates。
`Policementokeepyouin,too!\'saidGudrun。`Myword,thisisabeautifulaffair。\'
`We\'dbetterlookafterfatherandmother,\'saidUrsulaanxiously。
`Mother\'sperfectlycapableofgettingthroughthislittlecelebration,\'
saidGudrunwithsomecontempt。
ButUrsulaknewthatherfatherfeltuncouthandangryandunhappy,soshewasfarfromherease。Theywaitedoutsidethegatetilltheirparentscameup。Thetall,thinmaninhiscrumpledclotheswasunnervedandirritableasaboy,findinghimselfonthebrinkofthissocialfunction。Hedidnotfeelagentleman,hedidnotfeelanythingexceptpureexasperation。
Ursulatookherplaceathisside,theygavetheirticketstothepoliceman,andpassedinontothegrass,fourabreast;thetall,hot,ruddy—darkmanwithhisnarrowboyishbrowdrawnwithirritation,thefresh—faced,easywoman,perfectlycollectedthoughherhairwasslippingononeside,thenGudrun,hereyesroundanddarkandstaring,herfullsoftfaceimpassive,almostsulky,sothatsheseemedtobebackingawayinantagonismevenwhilstshewasadvancing;andthenUrsula,withtheodd,brilliant,dazzledlookonherface,thatalwayscamewhenshewasinsomefalsesituation。
Birkinwasthegoodangel。Hecamesmilingtothemwithhisaffectedsocialgrace,thatsomehowwasneverquiteright。Buthetookoffhishatandsmiledatthemwitharealsmileinhiseyes,sothatBrangwencriedoutheartilyinrelief:
`Howdoyoudo?You\'rebetter,areyou?\'
`Yes,I\'mbetter。Howdoyoudo,MrsBrangwen?IknowGudrunandUrsulaverywell。\'
Hiseyessmiledfullofnaturalwarmth。Hehadasoft,flatteringmannerwithwomen,particularlywithwomenwhowerenotyoung。
`Yes,\'saidMrsBrangwen,coolbutyetgratified。`Ihaveheardthemspeakofyouoftenenough。\'
Helaughed。Gudrunlookedaside,feelingshewasbeingbelittled。Peoplewerestandingaboutingroups,somewomenweresittingintheshadeofthewalnuttree,withcupsofteaintheirhands,awaiterineveningdresswashurryinground,somegirlsweresimperingwithparasols,someyoungmen,whohadjustcomeinfromrowing,weresittingcross—leggedonthegrass,coatless,theirshirt—sleevesrolledupinmanlyfashion,theirhandsrestingontheirwhiteflanneltrousers,theirgaudytiesfloatingabout,astheylaughedandtriedtobewittywiththeyoungdamsels。
`Why,\'thoughtGudrunchurlishly,`don\'ttheyhavethemannerstoputtheircoatson,andnottoassumesuchintimacyintheirappearance。\'
Sheabhorredtheordinaryyoungman,withhishairplasteredback,andhiseasy—goingchumminess。
HermioneRoddicecameup,inahandsomegownofwhitelace,trailinganenormoussilkshawlblotchedwithgreatembroideredflowers,andbalancinganenormousplainhatonherhead。Shelookedstriking,astonishing,almostmacabre,sotall,withthefringeofhergreatcream—colouredvividly—blotchedshawltrailingonthegroundafterher,herthickhaircominglowoverhereyes,herfacestrangeandlongandpale,andtheblotchesofbrilliantcolourdrawnroundher。
`Doesn\'tshelookweird!\'Gudrunheardsomegirlstitterbehindher。Andshecouldhavekilledthem。
`Howdoyoudo!\'sangHermione,comingupverykindly,andglancingslowlyoverGudrun\'sfatherandmother。Itwasatryingmoment,exasperatingforGudrun。Hermionewasreallysostronglyentrenchedinherclasssuperiority,shecouldcomeupandknowpeopleoutofsimplecuriosity,asiftheywerecreaturesonexhibition。Gudrunwoulddothesameherself。Butsheresentedbeinginthepositionwhensomebodymightdoittoher。
Hermione,veryremarkable,anddistinguishingtheBrangwensverymuch,ledthemalongtowhereLauraCrichstoodreceivingtheguests。
`ThisisMrsBrangwen,\'sangHermione,andLaura,whoworeastiffembroideredlinendress,shookhandsandsaidshewasgladtoseeher。ThenGeraldcameup,dressedinwhite,withablackandbrownblazer,andlookinghandsome。
HetoowasintroducedtotheBrangwenparents,andimmediatelyhespoketoMrsBrangwenasifshewerealady,andtoBrangwenasifhewerenotagentleman。Gerladwassoobviousinhisdemeanour。Hehadtoshakehandswithhislefthand,becausehehadhurthisright,andcarriedit,bandagedup,inthepocketofhisjacket。Gudrunwasverythankfulthatnoneofherpartyaskedhimwhatwasthematterwiththehand。
Thesteamlaunchwasfussingin,allitsmusicjingling,peoplecallingexcitedlyfromonboard。Geraldwenttoseetothedebarkation,BirkinwasgettingteaforMrsBrangwen,BrangwenhadjoinedaGrammar—Schoolgroup,Hermionewassittingdownbytheirmother,thegirlswenttothelanding—stagetowatchthelaunchcomein。
Shehootedandtootedgaily,thenherpaddlesweresilent,theropeswerethrownashore,shedriftedinwithalittlebump。Immediatelythepassengerscrowdedexcitedlytocomeashore。
`Waitaminute,waitaminute,\'shoutedGeraldinsharpcommand。
Theymustwaittilltheboatwastightontheropes,tillthesmallgangwaywasputout。Thentheystreamedashore,clamouringasiftheyhadcomefromAmerica。
`Ohit\'ssonice!\'theyounggirlswerecrying。`It\'squitelovely。\'
Thewaitersfromonboardranouttotheboat—housewithbaskets,thecaptainloungedonthelittlebridge。Seeingallsafe,GeraldcametoGudrunandUrsula。
`Youwouldn\'tcaretogoonboardforthenexttrip,andhaveteathere?\'
heasked。
`Nothanks,\'saidGudruncoldly。
`Youdon\'tcareforthewater?\'
`Forthewater?Yes,Ilikeitverymuch。\'
Helookedather,hiseyessearching。
`Youdon\'tcareforgoingonalaunch,then?\'
Shewasslowinanswering,andthenshespokeslowly。
`No,\'shesaid。`Ican\'tsaythatIdo。\'Hercolourwashigh,sheseemedangryaboutsomething。
`Unpeutropdemonde,\'saidUrsula,explaining。
`Eh?Tropdemonde!\'Helaughedshortly。`Yesthere\'safairnumberof\'em。\'
Gudrunturnedonhimbrilliantly。
`HaveyoueverbeenfromWestminsterBridgetoRichmondononeoftheThamessteamers?\'shecried。
`No,\'hesaid,`Ican\'tsayIhave。\'
`Well,it\'soneofthemostvileexperiencesI\'veeverhad。\'
Shespokerapidlyandexcitedly,thecolourhighinhercheeks。`Therewasabsolutelynowheretositdown,nowhere,amanjustabovesang\"RockedintheCradleoftheDeep\"thewholeway;hewasblindandhehadasmallorgan,oneofthoseportableorgans,andheexpectedmoney;soyoucanimaginewhatthatwaslike;therecameaconstantsmellofluncheonfrombelow,andpuffsofhotoilymachinery;thejourneytookhoursandhoursandhours;andformiles,literallyformiles,dreadfulboysranwithusontheshore,inthatawfulThamesmud,goinginuptothewaist——theyhadtheirtrousersturnedback,andtheywentuptotheirhipsinthatindescribableThamesmud,theirfacesalwaysturnedtous,andscreaming,exactlylikecarrioncreatures,screaming\"\'Erey\'aresir,\'erey\'aresir,\'erey\'aresir,\"exactlylikesomefoulcarrionobjects,perfectlyobscene;andpaterfamiliasonboard,laughingwhentheboyswentrightdowninthatawfulmud,occasionallythrowingthemaha\'penny。Andifyou\'dseentheintentlookonthefacesoftheseboys,andthewaytheydartedinthefilthwhenacoinwasflung——really,novultureorjackalcoulddreamofapproachingthem,forfoulness。Ineverwouldgoonapleasureboatagain——never。\'
Geraldwatchedherallthetimeshespoke,hiseyesglitteringwithfaintrousedness。Itwasnotsomuchwhatshesaid;itwassheherselfwhorousedhim,rousedhimwithasmall,vividpricking。
`Ofcourse,\'hesaid,`everycivilisedbodyisboundtohaveitsvermin。\'
`Why?\'criedUrsula。`Idon\'thavevermin。\'
`Andit\'snotthat——it\'sthequalityofthewholething——
paterfamiliaslaughingandthinkingitsport,andthrowingtheha\'pennies,andmaterfamiliasspreadingherfatlittlekneesandeating,continuallyeating——\'repliedGudrun。
`Yes,\'saidUrsula。`Itisn\'ttheboyssomuchwhoarevermin;it\'sthepeoplethemselves,thewholebodypolitic,asyoucallit。\'
Geraldlaughed。
`Nevermind,\'hesaid。`Youshan\'tgoonthelaunch。\'
Gudrunflushedquicklyathisrebuke。
Therewereafewmomentsofsilence。Gerald,likeasentinel,waswatchingthepeoplewhoweregoingontotheboat。Hewasverygood—lookingandself—contained,buthisairofsoldierlyalertnesswasratherirritating。
`Willyouhaveteaherethen,orgoacrosstothehouse,wherethere\'satentonthelawn?\'heasked。
`Can\'twehavearowingboat,andgetout?\'askedUrsula,whowasalwaysrushingintoofast。
`Togetout?\'smiledGerald。
`Yousee,\'criedGudrun,flushingatUrsula\'soutspokenrudeness,`wedon\'tknowthepeople,wearealmostcompletestrangershere。\'
`Oh,Icansoonsetyouupwithafewacquaintances,\'hesaideasily。
Gudrunlookedathim,toseeifitwereill—meant。Thenshesmiledathim。
`Ah,\'shesaid,`youknowwhatwemean。Can\'twegoupthere,andexplorethatcoast?\'Shepointedtoagroveonthehillockofthemeadow—side,neartheshorehalfwaydownthelake。`Thatlooksperfectlylovely。Wemightevenbathe。Isn\'titbeautifulinthislight。Really,it\'slikeoneofthereachesoftheNile——asoneimaginestheNile。\'
Geraldsmiledatherfactitiousenthusiasmforthedistantspot。
`You\'resureit\'sfarenoughoff?\'heaskedironically,addingatonce:
`Yes,youmightgothere,ifwecouldgetaboat。Theyseemtobeallout。\'
Helookedroundthelakeandcountedtherowingboatsonitssurface。
`Howlovelyitwouldbe!\'criedUrsulawistfully。
`Anddon\'tyouwanttea?\'hesaid。
`Oh,\'saidGudrun,`wecouldjustdrinkacup,andbeoff。\'
Helookedfromonetotheother,smiling。Hewassomewhatoffended——
yetsporting。
`Canyoumanageaboatprettywell?\'heasked。
`Yes,\'repliedGudrun,coldly,`prettywell。\'
`Ohyes,\'criedUrsula。`Wecanbothofusrowlikewater—spiders。\'
`Youcan?There\'slightlittlecanoeofmine,thatIdidn\'ttakeoutforfearsomebodyshoulddrownthemselves。Doyouthinkyou\'dbesafeinthat?\'
`Ohperfectly,\'saidGudrun。
`Whatanangel!\'criedUrsula。
`Don\'t,formysake,haveanaccident——becauseI\'mresponsibleforthewater。\'
`Sure,\'pledgedGudrun。
`Besides,wecanbothswimquitewell,\'saidUrsula。
`Well——thenI\'llgetthemtoputyouupatea—basket,andyoucanpicnicalltoyourselves,——that\'stheidea,isn\'tit?\'
`Howfearfullygood!Howfrightfullyniceifyoucould!\'criedGudrunwarmly,hercolourflushingupagain。Itmadethebloodstirinhisveins,thesubtlewaysheturnedtohimandinfusedhergratitudeintohisbody。
`Where\'sBirkin?\'hesaid,hiseyestwinkling。`Hemighthelpmetogetitdown。\'
`Butwhataboutyourhand?Isn\'tithurt?\'askedGudrun,rathermuted,asifavoidingtheintimacy。Thiswasthefirsttimethehurthadbeenmentioned。Thecuriouswaysheskirtedroundthesubjectsentanew,subtlecaressthroughhisveins。Hetookhishandoutofhispocket。Itwasbandaged。
Helookedatit,thenputitinhispocketagain。Gudrunquiveredatthesightofthewrappeduppaw。
`OhIcanmanagewithonehand。Thecanoeisaslightasafeather,\'
hesaid。`There\'sRupert!——Rupert!\'
Birkinturnedfromhissocialdutiesandcametowardsthem。
`Whathaveyoudonetoit?\'askedUrsula,whohadbeenachingtoputthequestionforthelasthalfhour。
`Tomyhand?\'saidGerald。`Itrappeditinsomemachinery。\'
`Ugh!\'saidUrsula。`Anddidithurtmuch?\'
`Yes,\'hesaid。`Itdidatthetime。It\'sgettingbetternow。Itcrushedthefingers。\'
`Oh,\'criedUrsula,asifinpain,`Ihatepeoplewhohurtthemselves。
Icanfeelit。\'Andsheshookherhand。
`Whatdoyouwant?\'saidBirkin。
Thetwomencarrieddowntheslimbrownboat,andsetitonthewater。
`You\'requitesureyou\'llbesafeinit?\'Geraldasked。
`Quitesure,\'saidGudrun。`Iwouldn\'tbesomeanastotakeit,iftherewastheslightestdoubt。ButI\'vehadacanoeatArundel,andIassureyouI\'mperfectlysafe。\'
Sosaying,havinggivenherwordlikeaman,sheandUrsulaenteredthefrailcraft,andpushedgentlyoff。Thetwomenstoodwatchingthem。
Gudrunwaspaddling。Sheknewthemenwerewatchingher,anditmadeherslowandratherclumsy。Thecolourflewinherfacelikeaflag。
`Thanksawfully,\'shecalledbacktohim,fromthewater,astheboatslidaway。`It\'slovely——likesittinginaleaf。\'
Helaughedatthefancy。Hervoicewasshrillandstrange,callingfromthedistance。Hewatchedherasshepaddledaway。Therewassomethingchildlikeabouther,trustfulanddeferential,likeachild。Hewatchedherallthewhile,assherowed。AndtoGudrunitwasarealdelight,inmake—belief,tobethechildlike,clingingwomantothemanwhostoodthereonthequay,sogood—lookingandefficientinhiswhiteclothes,andmoreoverthemostimportantmansheknewatthemoment。Shedidnottakeanynoticeofthewavering,indistinct,lambentBirkin,whostoodathisside。Onefigureatatimeoccupiedthefieldofherattention。
Theboatrustledlightlyalongthewater。Theypassedthebatherswhosestripedtentsstoodbetweenthewillowsofthemeadow\'sedge,anddrewalongtheopenshore,pastthemeadowsthatslopedgoldeninthelightofthealreadylateafternoon。Otherboatswerestealingunderthewoodedshoreopposite,theycouldhearpeople\'slaughterandvoices。ButGudrunrowedontowardstheclumpoftreesthatbalancedperfectinthedistance,inthegoldenlight。
Thesistersfoundalittleplacewhereatinystreamflowedintothelake,withreedsandflowerymarshofpinkwillowherb,andagravellybanktotheside。Heretheyrandelicatelyashore,withtheirfrailboat,thetwogirlstookofftheirshoesandstockingsandwentthroughthewater\'sedgetothegrass。Thetinyripplesofthelakewerewarmandclear,theyliftedtheirboatontothebank,andlookedroundwithjoy。Theywerequitealoneinaforsakenlittlestream—mouth,andontheknolljustbehindwastheclumpoftrees。
`Wewillbathejustforamoment,\'saidUrsula,`andthenwe\'llhavetea。\'
Theylookedround。Nobodycouldnoticethem,orcouldcomeupintimetoseethem。InlessthanaminuteUrsulahadthrownoffherclothesandhadslippednakedintothewater,andwasswimmingout。Quickly,Gudrunjoinedher。Theyswamsilentlyandblissfullyforafewminutes,circlingroundtheirlittlestream—mouth。Thentheyslippedashoreandranintothegroveagain,likenymphs。
`Howlovelyitistobefree,\'saidUrsula,runningswiftlyhereandtherebetweenthetreetrunks,quitenaked,herhairblowingloose。Thegrovewasofbeech—trees,bigandsplendid,asteel—greyscaffoldingoftrunksandboughs,withlevelspraysofstronggreenhereandthere,whilstthroughthenorthernsidethedistanceglimmeredopenasthroughawindow。
Whentheyhadrunanddancedthemselvesdry,thegirlsquicklydressedandsatdowntothefragranttea。Theysatonthenorthernsideofthegrove,intheyellowsunshinefacingtheslopeofthegrassyhill,aloneinalittlewildworldoftheirown。Theteawashotandaromatic,thereweredeliciouslittlesandwichesofcucumberandofcaviare,andwinycakes。
`Areyouhappy,Prune?\'criedUrsulaindelight,lookingathersister。
`Ursula,I\'mperfectlyhappy,\'repliedGudrungravely,lookingatthewesteringsun。
`SoamI。\'
Whentheyweretogether,doingthethingstheyenjoyed,thetwosisterswerequitecompleteinaperfectworldoftheirown。Andthiswasoneoftheperfectmomentsoffreedomanddelight,suchaschildrenaloneknow,whenallseemsaperfectandblissfuladventure。
Whentheyhadfinishedtea,thetwogirlssaton,silentandserene。
ThenUrsula,whohadabeautifulstrongvoice,begantosingtoherself,softly:`AnnchenvonTharau。\'Gudrunlistened,asshesatbeneaththetrees,andtheyearningcameintoherheart。Ursulaseemedsopeacefulandsufficientuntoherself,sittingthereunconsciouslycrooninghersong,strongandunquestionedatthecentreofherownuniverse。AndGudrunfeltherselfoutside。Alwaysthisdesolating,agonisedfeeling,thatshewasoutsideoflife,anonlooker,whilstUrsulawasapartaker,causedGudruntosufferfromasenseofherownnegation,andmadeher,thatshemustalwaysdemandtheothertobeawareofher,tobeinconnectionwithher。
`DoyoumindifIdoDalcrozetothattune,Hurtler?\'sheaskedinacuriousmutedtone,scarcemovingherlips。
`Whatdidyousay?\'askedUrsula,lookingupinpeacefulsurprise。
`WillyousingwhileIdoDalcroze?\'saidGudrun,sufferingathavingtorepeatherself。
Ursulathoughtamoment,gatheringherstrayingwitstogether。
`Whileyoudo——?\'sheaskedvaguely。
`Dalcrozemovements,\'saidGudrun,sufferingtorturesofself—consciousness,evenbecauseofhersister。
`OhDalcroze!Icouldn\'tcatchthename。Do——Ishouldlovetoseeyou,\'criedUrsula,withchildishsurprisedbrightness。`WhatshallIsing?\'
`Singanythingyoulike,andI\'lltaketherhythmfromit。\'
ButUrsulacouldnotforherlifethinkofanythingtosing。However,shesuddenlybegan,inalaughing,teasingvoice:
`Mylove——isahigh—bornlady——\'
Gudrun,lookingasifsomeinvisiblechainweighedonherhandsandfeet,beganslowlytodanceintheeurythmicmanner,pulsingandflutteringrhythmicallywithherfeet,makingslower,regulargestureswithherhandsandarms,nowspreadingherarmswide,nowraisingthemaboveherhead,nowflingingthemsoftlyapart,andliftingherface,herfeetallthetimebeatingandrunningtothemeasureofthesong,asifitweresomestrangeincantation,herwhite,raptformdriftinghereandthereinastrangeimpulsiverhapsody,seemingtobeliftedonabreezeofincantation,shudderingwithstrangelittleruns。Ursulasatonthegrass,hermouthopeninhersinging,hereyeslaughingasifshethoughtitwasagreatjoke,butayellowlightflashingupinthem,asshecaughtsomeoftheunconsciousritualisticsuggestionofthecomplexshudderingandwavinganddriftingofhersister\'swhiteform,thatwasclutchedinpure,mindless,tossingrhythm,andawillsetpowerfulinakindofhypnoticinfluence。
`Myloveisahigh—bornlady——Sheis—s—s——ratherdarkthanshady——\'rangoutUrsula\'slaughing,satiricsong,andquicker,fiercerwentGudruninthedance,stampingasifsheweretryingtothrowoffsomebond,flingingherhandssuddenlyandstampingagain,thenrushingwithfaceupliftedandthroatfullandbeautiful,andeyeshalfclosed,sightless。
Thesunwaslowandyellow,sinkingdown,andintheskyfloatedathin,ineffectualmoon。
Ursulawasquiteabsorbedinhersong,whensuddenlyGudrunstoppedandsaidmildly,ironically:
`Ursula!\'
`Yes?\'saidUrsula,openinghereyesoutofthetrance。
Gudrunwasstandingstillandpointing,amockingsmileonherface,towardstheside。
`Ugh!\'criedUrsulainsuddenpanic,startingtoherfeet。
`They\'requiteallright,\'rangoutGudrun\'ssardonicvoice。
OntheleftstoodalittleclusterofHighlandcattle,vividlycolouredandfleecyintheeveninglight,theirhornsbranchingintothesky,pushingforwardtheirmuzzlesinquisitively,toknowwhatitwasallabout。Theireyesglitteredthroughtheirtangleofhair,theirnakednostrilswerefullofshadow。
`Won\'ttheydoanything?\'criedUrsulainfear。
Gudrun,whowasusuallyfrightenedofcattle,nowshookherheadinaqueer,half—doubtful,half—sardonicmotion,afaintsmileroundhermouth。
`Don\'ttheylookcharming,Ursula?\'criedGudrun,inahigh,stridentvoice,somethinglikethescreamofaseagull。
`Charming,\'criedUrsulaintrepidation。`Butwon\'ttheydoanythingtous?\'
AgainGudrunlookedbackathersisterwithanenigmaticsmile,andshookherhead。
`I\'msuretheywon\'t,\'shesaid,asifshehadtoconvinceherselfalso,andyet,asifshewereconfidentofsomesecretpowerinherself,andhadtoputittothetest。`Sitdownandsingagain,\'shecalledinherhigh,stridentvoice。
`I\'mfrightened,\'criedUrsula,inapatheticvoice,watchingthegroupofsturdyshortcattle,thatstoodwiththeirkneesplanted,andwatchedwiththeirdark,wickedeyes,throughthemattedfringeoftheirhair。
Nevertheless,shesankdownagain,inherformerposture。
`Theyarequitesafe,\'cameGudrun\'shighcall。`Singsomething,you\'veonlytosingsomething。\'
Itwasevidentshehadastrangepassiontodancebeforethesturdy,handsomecattle。
Ursulabegantosing,inafalsequaveringvoice:
`WaydowninTennessee——\'
Shesoundedpurelyanxious。Nevertheless,Gudrun,withherarmsoutspreadandherfaceuplifted,wentinastrangepalpitatingdancetowardsthecattle,liftingherbodytowardsthemasifinaspell,herfeetpulsingasifinsomelittlefrenzyofunconscioussensation,herarms,herwrists,herhandsstretchingandheavingandfallingandreachingandreachingandfalling,herbreastsliftedandshakentowardsthecattle,herthroatexposedasinsomevoluptuousecstasytowardsthem,whilstshedriftedimperceptiblynearer,anuncannywhitefigure,towardsthem,carriedawayinitsownrapttrance,ebbinginstrangefluctuationsuponthecattle,thatwaited,andduckedtheirheadsalittleinsuddencontractionfromher,watchingallthetimeasifhypnotised,theirbarehornsbranchingintheclearlight,asthewhitefigureofthewomanebbeduponthem,intheslow,hypnotisingconvulsionofthedance。Shecouldfeelthemjustinfrontofher,itwasasifshehadtheelectricpulsefromtheirbreastsrunningintoherhands。Soonshewouldtouchthem,actuallytouchthem。
Aterribleshiveroffearandpleasurewentthroughher。Andallthewhile,Ursula,spell—bound,keptupherhigh—pitchedthin,irrelevantsong,whichpiercedthefadingeveninglikeanincantation。
Gudruncouldhearthecattlebreathingheavilywithhelplessfearandfascination。Oh,theywerebravelittlebeasts,thesewildScotchbullocks,wildandfleecy。Suddenlyoneofthemsnorted,duckeditshead,andbacked。