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类别:其他 作者:Joseph Conrad字数:14544更新时间:18/12/14 16:33:22
Andastherewerealwaysgroundedsnaggsinthechannelwhichitwouldbeimpossibletomakeout,DavidsonveryprudentlyturnedtheSissieround,andwithonlyenoughsteamontheboilerstogiveheratouchaheadifnecessary,letherdriftupsternfirstwiththetide,silentandinvisibleintheimpenetrabledarknessandinthedumbstillness。 \"Itwasalongjob,andwhenattheendoftwohoursDavidsonthoughthemustbeuptotheclearing,thesettlementsleptalready,thewholelandofforestsandriverswasasleep。 \"Davidson,seeingasolitarylightinthemasseddarknessoftheshore,knewthatitwasburninginBamtz\'shouse。Thiswasunexpectedatthistimeofthenight,butconvenientasaguide。 ByaturnofthescrewandatouchofthehelmhesheeredtheSissiealongsideBamtz\'swharf-amiserablestructureofadozenpilesandafewplanks,ofwhichtheex-vagabondwasveryproud。A coupleofKalashesjumpeddownonit,tookaturnwiththeropesthrowntothemroundtheposts,andtheSissiecametorestwithoutasingleloudwordortheslightestnoise。Andjustintimetoo,forthetideturnedevenbeforeshewasproperlymoored。 \"Davidsonhadsomethingtoeat,andthen,comingondeckforalastlookround,noticedthatthelightwasstillburninginthehouse。 \"Thiswasveryunusual,butsincetheywereawakesolate,Davidsonthoughtthathewouldgouptosaythathewasinahurrytobeoffandtoaskthatwhatrattanstherewereinstoreshouldbesentonboardwiththefirstsignofdawn。 \"Hesteppedcarefullyovertheshakyplanks,notbeinganxioustogetasprainedankle,andpickedhiswayacrossthewastegroundtothefootofthehouseladder。Thehousewasbutaglorifiedhutonpiles,unfencedandlonely。 \"Likemanyastoutman,Davidsonisverylightfooted。Heclimbedthesevenstepsorso,steppedacrossthebambooplatformquietly,butwhathesawthroughthedoorwaystoppedhimshort。 \"Fourmenweresittingbythelightofasolitarycandle。Therewasabottle,ajugandglassesonthetable,buttheywerenotengagedindrinking。Twopacksofcardswerelyingtheretoo,buttheywerenotpreparingtoplay。Theyweretalkingtogetherinwhispers,andremainedquiteunawareofhim。Hehimselfwastooastonishedtomakeasoundforsometime。Theworldwasstill,exceptforthesibilationofthewhisperingheadsbunchedtogetheroverthetable。 \"AndDavidson,asIhavequotedhimtoyoubefore,didn\'tlikeit。 Hedidn\'tlikeitatall。 \"Thesituationendedwithascreamproceedingfromthedark,interiorpartoftheroom。\'ODavy!you\'vegivenmeaturn。\' \"DavidsonmadeoutbeyondthetableAnne\'sverypaleface。Shelaughedalittlehysterically,outofthedeepshadowsbetweenthegloomymatwalls。\'Ha!ha!ha!\' \"Thefourheadssprangapartatthefirstsound,andfourpairsofeyesbecamefixedstonilyonDavidson。Thewomancameforward,havinglittlemoreonherthanaloosechintzwrapperandstrawslippersonherbarefeet。HerheadwastiedupMalayfashioninaredhandkerchief,withamassofloosehairhangingunderitbehind。Herprofessional,gay,Europeanfeathershadliterallydroppedoffherinthecourseofthesetwoyears,butalongnecklaceofamberbeadshungroundheruncoveredneck。Itwastheonlyornamentshehadleft;Bamtzhadsoldallherpoor-enoughtrinketsduringtheflightfromSaigon-whentheirassociationbegan。 \"Shecameforward,pastthetable,intothelight,withherusualgropinggestureofextendedarms,asthoughhersoul,poorthing! hadgoneblindlongago,herwhitecheekshollow,hereyesdarklywild,distracted,asDavidsonthought。Shecameonswiftly,grabbedhimbythearm,draggedhimin。\'It\'sheavenitselfthatsendsyouto-night。MyTony\'ssobad-comeandseehim。Comealong-do!\' \"Davidsonsubmitted。TheonlyoneofthementomovewasBamtz,whomadeasiftogetupbutdroppedbackinhischairagain。 Davidsoninpassingheardhimmutterconfusedlysomethingthatsoundedlike\'poorlittlebeggar。\' \"Thechild,lyingveryflushedinamiserablecotknockedupoutofgin-cases,staredatDavidsonwithwide,drowsyeyes。Itwasabadboutoffeverclearly。ButwhileDavidsonwaspromisingtogoonboardandfetchsomemedicines,andgenerallytryingtosayreassuringthings,hecouldnothelpbeingstruckbytheextraordinarymannerofthewomanstandingbyhisside。Gazingwithdespairingexpressiondownatthecot,shewouldsuddenlythrowaquick,startledglanceatDavidsonandthentowardstheotherroom。 \"\'Yes,mypoorgirl,\'hewhispered,interpretingherdistractioninhisownway,thoughhehadnothingpreciseinhismind。\'I\'mafraidthisbodesnogoodtoyou。Howisittheyarehere?\' \"Sheseizedhisforearmandbreathedoutforcibly:\'Nogoodtome! Oh,no!Butwhataboutyou!Theyareafterthedollarsyouhaveonboard。\' \"Davidsonletoutanastonished\'Howdotheyknowthereareanydollars?\' \"Sheclappedherhandslightly,indistress。\'Soit\'strue!Youhavethemonboard?Thenlookoutforyourself。\' \"Theystoodgazingdownattheboyinthecot,awarethattheymightbeobservedfromtheotherroom。 \"\'Wemustgethimtoperspireassoonaspossible,\'saidDavidsoninhisordinaryvoice。\'You\'llhavetogivehimhotdrinkofsomekind。Iwillgoonboardandbringyouaspirit-kettleamongstotherthings。\'Andheaddedunderhisbreath:\'Dotheyactuallymeanmurder?\' \"Shemadenosign,shehadreturnedtoherdesolatecontemplationoftheboy。Davidsonthoughtshehadnotheardhimeven,whenwithanunchangedexpressionshespokeunderherbreath。 \"\'TheFrenchmanwould,inaminute。Theothersshirkit-unlessyouresist。He\'sadevil。Hekeepsthemgoing。Withouthimtheywouldhavedonenothingbuttalk。I\'vegotchummywithhim。WhatcanyoudowhenyouarewithamanlikethefellowIamwithnow。 Bamtzisterrifiedofthem,andtheyknowit。He\'sinitfromfunk。Oh,Davy!takeyourshipaway-quick!\' \"\'Toolate,\'saidDavidson。\'She\'sonthemudalready。\' \"Ifthekidhadn\'tbeeninthisstateIwouldhaverunoffwithhim-toyou-intothewoods-anywhere。Oh,Davy!willhedie?\'shecriedaloudsuddenly。 \"Davidsonmetthreemeninthedoorway。Theymadewayforhimwithoutactuallydaringtofacehisglance。ButBamtzwastheonlyonewholookeddownwithanairofguilt。ThebigFrenchmanhadremainedlollinginhischair;hekepthisstumpsinhispocketsandaddressedDavidson。 \"\'Isn\'titunfortunateaboutthatchild!Thedistressofthatwomanthereupsetsme,butIamofnouseintheworld。Icouldn\'tsmooththesickpillowofmydearestfriend。Ihavenohands。 Wouldyoumindstickingoneofthosecigarettesthereintothemouthofapoor,harmlesscripple?Mynerveswantsoothing-uponmyhonour,theydo。\' \"Davidsoncompliedwithhisnaturallykindsmile。Ashisoutwardplaciditybecomesonlymorepronounced,ifpossible,themorereasonthereisforexcitement;andasDavidson\'seyes,whenhiswitsarehardatwork,getverystillandasifsleepy,thehugeFrenchmanmighthavebeenjustifiedinconcludingthatthemantherewasameresheep-asheepreadyforslaughter。Witha\'MERCIBIEN\'heupliftedhishugecarcasetoreachthelightofthecandlewithhiscigarette,andDavidsonleftthehouse。 \"Goingdowntotheshipandreturning,hehadtimetoconsiderhisposition。Atfirsthewasinclinedtobelievethatthesemen(Niclaus-thewhiteNakhoda-wastheonlyoneheknewbysightbefore,besidesBamtz)werenotofthestamptoproceedtoextremities。Thiswaspartlythereasonwhyheneverattemptedtotakeanymeasuresonboard。HispacificKalasheswerenottobethoughtofasagainstwhitemen。Hiswretchedengineerwouldhavehadafitfromfrightatthemereideaofanysortofcombat。 Davidsonknewthathewouldhavetodependonhimselfinthisaffairifitevercameoff。 \"DavidsonunderestimatednaturallythedrivingpoweroftheFrenchman\'scharacterandtheforceoftheactuatingmotive。Tothatmansohopelesslycrippledthesedollarswereanenormousopportunity。WithhisshareoftherobberyhewouldopenanothershopinVladivostok,Haiphong,Manila-somewherefaraway。 \"NeitherdiditoccurtoDavidson,whoisamanofcourage,ifevertherewasone,thathispsychologywasnotknowntotheworldatlarge,andthattothisparticularlotofruffians,whojudgedhimbyhisappearance,heappearedanunsuspicious,inoffensive,softcreature,ashepassedagainthroughtheroom,hishandsfullofvariousobjectsandparcelsdestinedforthesickboy。 \"Allthefourweresittingagainroundthetable。Bamtznothavingtheplucktoopenhismouth,itwasNiclauswho,asacollectivevoice,calledouttohimthicklytocomeoutsoonandjoininadrink。 \"\'IthinkI\'llhavetostaysomelittletimeinthere,tohelpherlookaftertheboy,\'Davidsonansweredwithoutstopping。 \"Thiswasagoodthingtosaytoallayapossiblesuspicion。And,asitwas,Davidsonfelthemustnotstayverylong。 \"Hesatdownonanoldemptynail-kegneartheimprovisedcotandlookedatthechild;whileLaughingAnne,movingtoandfro,preparingthehotdrink,givingittotheboyinspoonfuls,orstoppingtogazemotionlessattheflushedface,whispereddisjointedbitsofinformation。ShehadsucceededinmakingfriendswiththatFrenchdevil。Davywouldunderstandthatsheknewhowtomakeherselfpleasanttoaman。 \"AndDavidsonnoddedwithoutlookingather。 \"Thebigbeasthadgottobequiteconfidentialwithher。Sheheldhiscardsforhimwhentheywerehavingagame。Bamtz!Oh!BamtzinhisfunkwasonlytoogladtoseetheFrenchmanhumoured。AndtheFrenchmanhadcometobelievethatshewasawomanwhodidn\'tcarewhatshedid。That\'showitcameabouttheygottotalkbeforeheropenly。Foralongtimeshecouldnotmakeoutwhatgametheywereupto。Thenewarrivals,notexpectingtofindawomanwithBamtz,hadbeenverystartledandannoyedatfirst,sheexplained。 \"Shebusiedherselfinattendingtotheboy;andnobodylookingintothatroomwouldhaveseenanythingsuspiciousinthosetwopeopleexchangingmurmursbythesick-bedside。 \"\'ButnowtheythinkIamabettermanthanBamtzeverwas,\'shesaidwithafaintlaugh。 \"Thechildmoaned。Shewentdownonherknees,and,bendinglow,contemplatedhimmournfully。Thenraisingherhead,sheaskedDavidsonwhetherhethoughtthechildwouldgetbetter。Davidsonwassureofit。Shemurmuredsadly:\'Poorkid。There\'snothinginlifeforsuchashe。Notadog\'schance。ButIcouldn\'tlethimgo,Davy!Icouldn\'t。\' \"Davidsonfeltaprofoundpityforthechild。ShelaidherhandonhiskneeandwhisperedanearnestwarningagainsttheFrenchman。 Davymustneverlethimcometoclosequarters。NaturallyDavidsonwantedtoknowthereason,foramanwithouthandsdidnotstrikehimasveryformidableunderanycircumstances。 \"\'Mindyoudon\'tlethim-that\'sall,\'sheinsistedanxiously,hesitated,andthenconfessedthattheFrenchmanhadgotherawayfromtheothersthatafternoonandhadorderedhertotieaseven- poundironweight(outofthesetofweightsBamtzusedinbusiness)tohisrightstump。Shehadtodoitforhim。Shehadbeenafraidofhissavagetemper。Bamtzwassuchacraven,andneitheroftheothermenwouldhavecaredwhathappenedtoher。 TheFrenchman,however,withmanyawfulthreatshadwarnedhernottolettheothersknowwhatshehaddoneforhim。Afterwardshehadbeentryingtocajoleher。HehadpromisedherthatifshestoodbyhimfaithfullyinthisbusinesshewouldtakeherwithhimtoHaiphongorsomeotherplace。Apoorcrippleneededsomebodytotakecareofhim-always。 \"Davidsonaskedheragainiftheyreallymeantmischief。Itwas,hetoldme,thehardestthingtobelievehehadrunupagainst,asyet,inhislife。Annenodded。TheFrenchman\'sheartwassetonthisrobbery。Davymightexpectthem,aboutmidnight,creepingonboardhisship,tostealanyhow-tomurder,perhaps。Hervoicesoundedweary,andhereyesremainedfastenedonherchild。 \"AndstillDavidsoncouldnotacceptitsomehow;hiscontemptforthesemenwastoogreat。 \"\'Lookhere,Davy,\'shesaid。\'I\'llgooutsidewiththemwhentheystart,anditwillbehardluckifIdon\'tfindsomethingtolaughat。Theyareusedtothatfromme。Laughorcry-what\'stheodds。Youwillbeabletohearmeonboardonthisquietnight。 Darkitistoo。Oh!it\'sdark,Davy!-it\'sdark!\' \"\'Don\'tyourunanyrisks,\'saidDavidson。Presentlyhecalledherattentiontotheboy,who,lessflushednow,haddroppedintoasoundsleep。\'Look。He\'llbeallright。\' \"Shemadeasiftosnatchthechilduptoherbreast,butrestrainedherself。Davidsonpreparedtogo。Shewhisperedhurriedly: \"\'Mind,Davy!I\'vetoldthemthatyougenerallysleepaftinthehammockundertheawningoverthecabin。Theyhavebeenaskingmeaboutyourwaysandaboutyourship,too。ItoldthemallIknew。 Ihadtokeepinwiththem。AndBamtzwouldhavetoldthemifI hadn\'t-youunderstand?\' \"Hemadeafriendlysignandwentout。Themenaboutthetable(exceptBamtz)lookedathim。ThistimeitwasFectorwhospoke。 \'Won\'tyoujoinusinaquietgame,Captain?\' \"Davidsonsaidthatnowthechildwasbetterhethoughthewouldgoonboardandturnin。Fectorwastheonlyoneofthefourwhomhehad,sotospeak,neverseen,forhehadhadagoodlookattheFrenchmanalready。HeobservedFector\'smuddyeyes,hismean,bittermouth。Davidson\'scontemptforthosemenroseinhisgorge,whilehisplacidsmile,hisgentletonesandgeneralairofinnocenceputheartintothem。Theyexchangedmeaningglances。 \"\'Weshallbesittinglateoverthecards,\'Fectorsaidinhisharsh,lowvoice。 \"\'Don\'tmakemorenoisethanyoucanhelp。\' \"\'Oh!weareaquietlot。Andiftheinvalidshouldn\'tbesowell,shewillbesuretosendoneofusdowntocallyou,sothatyoumayplaythedoctoragain。Sodon\'tshootatsight。\' \"\'Heisn\'tashootingman,\'struckinNiclaus。 \"\'Inevershootbeforemakingsurethere\'sareasonforit-atanyrate,\'saidDavidson。 \"Bamtzletoutasicklysnigger。TheFrenchmanalonegotuptomakeabowtoDavidson\'scarelessnod。Hisstumpswerestuckimmovablyinhispockets。Davidsonunderstoodnowthereason。 \"Hewentdowntotheship。Hiswitswereworkingactively,andhewasthoroughlyangry。Hesmiled,hesays(itmusthavebeenthefirstgrimsmileofhislife),atthethoughtoftheseven-poundweightlashedtotheendoftheFrenchman\'sstump。Theruffianhadtakenthatprecautionincaseofaquarrelthatmightariseoverthedivisionofthespoil。Amanwithanunsuspectedpowertodealkillingblowscouldtakehisownpartinasuddenscrimmageroundaheapofmoney,evenagainstadversariesarmedwithrevolvers,especiallyifhehimselfstartedtherow。 \"\'He\'sreadytofaceanyofhisfriendswiththatthing。Buthewillhavenouseforit。Therewillbenooccasiontoquarrelaboutthesedollarshere,\'thoughtDavidson,gettingonboardquietly。Heneverpausedtolookiftherewasanybodyaboutthedecks。Asamatteroffact,mostofhiscrewwereonshore,andtherestslept,stowedawayindarkcorners。 \"Hehadhisplan,andhewenttoworkmethodically。 \"Hefetchedalotofclothingfrombelowanddisposeditinhishammockinsuchawayastodistendittotheshapeofahumanbody;thenhethrewoverallthelightcottonsheetheusedtodrawoverhimselfwhensleepingondeck。Havingdonethis,heloadedhistworevolversandclamberedintooneoftheboatstheSissiecarriedrightaft,swungoutontheirdavits。Thenhewaited。 \"Andagainthedoubtofsuchathinghappeningtohimcreptintohismind。Hewasalmostashamedofthisridiculousvigilinaboat。Hebecamebored。Andthenhebecamedrowsy。Thestillnessoftheblackuniverseweariedhim。Therewasnoteventhelappingofthewatertokeephimcompany,forthetidewasoutandtheSissiewaslyingonsoftmud。Suddenlyinthebreathless,soundless,hotnightanarguspheasantscreamedinthewoodsacrossthestream。Davidsonstartedviolently,allhissensesonthealertatonce。 \"Thecandlewasstillburninginthehouse。Everythingwasquietagain,butDavidsonfeltdrowsynolonger。Anuneasypremonitionofeviloppressedhim。 \"\'SurelyIamnotafraid,\'hearguedwithhimself。 \"Thesilencewaslikeasealonhisears,andhisnervousinwardimpatiencegrewintolerable。Hecommandedhimselftokeepstill。 Butallthesamehewasjustgoingtojumpoutoftheboatwhenafaintrippleontheimmensityofsilence,ameretremorintheair,theghostofasilverylaugh,reachedhisears。 \"Illusion! \"Hekeptverystill。Hehadnodifficultynowinemulatingthestillnessofthemouse-agrimlydeterminedmouse。Buthecouldnotshakeoffthatpremonitionofevilunrelatedtothemeredangerofthesituation。Nothinghappened。Ithadbeenanillusion! \"Acuriositycametohimtolearnhowtheywouldgotowork。Hewonderedandwondered,tillthewholethingseemedmoreabsurdthanever。 \"Hehadleftthehanginglampinthecabinburningasusual。Itwaspartofhisplanthateverythingshouldbeasusual。Suddenlyinthedimglowoftheskylightpanesabulkyshadowcameuptheladderwithoutasound,madetwostepstowardsthehammock(ithungrightovertheskylight),andstoodmotionless。TheFrenchman! \"Theminutesbegantoslipaway。DavidsonguessedthattheFrenchman\'spart(thepoorcripple)wastowatchhis(Davidson\'s) slumberswhiletheotherswerenodoubtinthecabinbusyforcingoffthelazarettehatch。 \"Whatwasthecoursetheymeanttopursueoncetheygotholdofthesilver(thereweretencases,andeachcouldbecarriedeasilybytwomen)nobodycantellnow。Butsofar,Davidsonwasright。 Theywereinthecabin。Heexpectedtohearthesoundsofbreaking-ineverymoment。Butthefactwasthatoneofthem(perhapsFector,whohadstolenpapersoutofdesksinhistime) knewhowtopickalock,andapparentlywasprovidedwiththetools。ThuswhileDavidsonexpectedeverymomenttohearthembegindownthere,theyhadthebaroffalreadyandtwocasesactuallyupinthecabinoutofthelazarette。 \"InthediffusedfaintglowoftheskylighttheFrenchmanmovednomorethanastatue。Davidsoncouldhaveshothimwiththegreatestease-buthewasnothomicidallyinclined。Moreover,hewantedtomakesurebeforeopeningfirethattheothershadgonetowork。 Nothearingthesoundsheexpectedtohear,hefeltuncertainwhethertheyallwereonboardyet。 \"Whilehelistened,theFrenchman,whoseimmobilitymighthavebutcloakedaninternalstruggle;movedforwardapace,thenanother。 Davidson,entranced,watchedhimadvanceoneleg,withdrawhisrightstump,thearmedone,outofhispocket,andswinginghisbodytoputgreaterforceintotheblow,bringtheseven-poundweightdownonthehammockwheretheheadofthesleeperoughttohavebeen。 \"Davidsonadmittedtomethathishairstirredattherootsthen。 ButforAnne,hisunsuspectingheadwouldhavebeenthere。TheFrenchman\'ssurprisemusthavebeensimplyoverwhelming。Hestaggeredawayfromthelightlyswinginghammock,andbeforeDavidsoncouldmakeamovementhehadvanished,boundingdowntheladdertowarnandalarmtheotherfellows。 \"Davidsonspranginstantlyoutoftheboat,threwuptheskylightflap,andhadaglimpseofthemendowntherecrouchingroundthehatch。Theylookedupscared,andatthatmomenttheFrenchmanoutsidethedoorbellowedout\'TRAHISON-TRAHISON!\'Theyboltedoutofthecabin,fallingovereachotherandswearingawfully。 TheshotDavidsonletoffdowntheskylighthadhitnoone;butherantotheedgeofthecabin-topandatonceopenedfireatthedarkshapesrushingaboutthedeck。Theseshotswerereturned,andarapidfusilladeburstout,reportsandflashes,Davidsondodgingbehindaventilatorandpullingthetriggertillhisrevolverclicked,andthenthrowingitdowntotaketheotherinhisrighthand。 \"HehadbeenhearinginthedintheFrenchman\'sinfuriatedyells\'TUEZ-LE!TUEZ-LE!\'abovethefiercecursingoftheothers。Butthoughtheyfiredathimtheywereonlythinkingofclearingout。 IntheflashesofthelastshotsDavidsonsawthemscramblingovertherail。Thathehadhitmorethanonehewascertain。Twodifferentvoiceshadcriedoutinpain。Butapparentlynoneofthemweredisabled。 \"Davidsonleanedagainstthebulwarkreloadinghisrevolverwithouthaste。Hehadnottheslightestapprehensionoftheircomingback。 Ontheotherhand,hehadnointentionofpursuingthemonshoreinthedark。Whattheyweredoinghehadnoidea。Lookingtotheirhurtsprobably。NotveryfarfromthebanktheinvisibleFrenchmanwasblasphemingandcursinghisassociates,hisluck,andalltheworld。Heceased;thenwithasudden,vengefulyell,\'It\'sthatwoman!-it\'sthatwomanthathassoldus,\'washeardrunningoffinthenight。 \"Davidsoncaughthisbreathinasuddenpangofremorse。HeperceivedwithdismaythatthestratagemofhisdefencehadgivenAnneaway。Hedidnothesitateamoment。Itwasforhimtosavehernow。Heleapedashore。Butevenashelandedonthewharfheheardashrillshriekwhichpiercedhisverysoul。 \"Thelightwasstillburninginthehouse。Davidson,revolverinhand,wasmakingforitwhenanothershriek,awaytohisleft,madehimchangehisdirection。 \"Hechangedhisdirection-butverysoonhestopped。Itwasthenthathehesitatedincruelperplexity。Heguessedwhathadhappened。Thewomanhadmanagedtoescapefromthehouseinsomeway,andnowwasbeingchasedintheopenbytheinfuriatedFrenchman。Hetrustedshewouldtrytorunonboardforprotection。 \"AllwasstillaroundDavidson。Whethershehadrunonboardornot,thissilencemeantthattheFrenchmanhadlostherinthedark。 \"Davidson,relieved,butstillveryanxious,turnedtowardstheriver-side。Hehadnotmadetwostepsinthatdirectionwhenanothershriekburstoutbehindhim,againclosetothehouse。 \"HethinksthattheFrenchmanhadlostsightofthepoorwomanrightenough。Thencamethatperiodofsilence。Butthehorribleruffianhadnotgivenuphismurderouspurpose。Hereasonedthatshewouldtrytostealbacktoherchild,andwenttolieinwaitforhernearthehouse。 \"Itmusthavebeensomethinglikethat。Assheenteredthelightfallingaboutthehouse-ladder,hehadrushedathertoosoon,impatientforvengeance。Shehadletoutthatsecondscreamofmortalfearwhenshecaughtsightofhim,andturnedtorunforlifeagain。 \"Thistimeshewasmakingfortheriver,butnotinastraightline。HershriekscircledaboutDavidson。Heturnedonhisheels,followingthehorribletrailofsoundinthedarkness。Hewantedtoshout\'Thisway,Anne!Iamhere!\'buthecouldn\'t。Atthehorrorofthischase,moreghastlyinhisimaginationthanifhecouldhaveseenit,theperspirationbrokeoutonhisforehead,whilehisthroatwasasdryastinder。Alastsupremescreamwascutshortsuddenly。 \"Thesilencewhichensuedwasevenmoredreadful。Davidsonfeltsick。Hetorehisfeetfromthespotandwalkedstraightbeforehim,grippingtherevolverandpeeringintotheobscurityfearfully。Suddenlyabulkyshapesprangfromthegroundwithinafewyardsofhimandboundedaway。Instinctivelyhefiredatit,startedtoruninpursuit,andstumbledagainstsomethingsoftwhichthrewhimdownheadlong。 \"EvenashepitchedforwardonhisheadheknewitcouldbenothingelsebutLaughingAnne\'sbody。Hepickedhimselfupand,remainingonhisknees,triedtoliftherinhisarms。Hefelthersolimpthathegaveitup。Shewaslyingonherface,herlonghairscatteredontheground。Someofitwaswet。Davidson,feelingaboutherhead,cametoaplacewherethecrushedbonegavewayunderhisfingers。Butevenbeforethatdiscoveryheknewthatshewasdead。ThepursuingFrenchmanhadflungherdownwithakickfrombehind,and,squattingonherback,wasbatteringinherskullwiththeweightsheherselfhadfastenedtohisstump,whenthetotallyunexpectedDavidsonloomedupinthenightandscaredhimaway。 \"Davidson,kneelingbythesideofthatwomandonesomiserablytodeath,wasovercomebyremorse。Shehaddiedforhim。Hismanhoodwasasifstunned。Forthefirsttimehefeltafraid。HemighthavebeenpounceduponinthedarkatanymomentbythemurdererofLaughingAnne。Heconfessestotheimpulseofcreepingawayfromthatpitifulcorpseonhishandsandkneestotherefugeoftheship。Heevensaysthatheactuallybegantodoso…… \"OnecanhardlypicturetooneselfDavidsoncrawlingawayonallfoursfromthemurderedwoman-Davidsonunmannedandcrushedbytheideathatshehaddiedforhiminasense。Buthecouldnothavegoneveryfar。Whatstoppedhimwasthethoughtoftheboy,LaughingAnne\'schild,that(Davidsonrememberedherverywords) wouldnothaveadog\'schance。 \"ThislifethewomanhadleftbehindherappearedtoDavidson\'sconscienceinthelightofasacredtrust。Heassumedanerectattitudeand,quakinginwardlystill,turnedaboutandwalkedtowardsthehouse。 \"Forallhistremorshewasverydetermined;butthatsmashedskullhadaffectedhisimagination,andhefeltverydefencelessinthedarkness,inwhichheseemedtohearfaintlynowhere,nowthere,theprowlingfootstepsofthemurdererwithouthands。Butheneverfalteredinhispurpose。Hegotawaywiththeboysafelyafterall。Thehousehefoundempty。Aprofoundsilenceencompassedhimallthetime,exceptonce,justashegotdowntheladderwithTonyinhisarms,whenafaintgroanreachedhisears。Itseemedtocomefromthepitch-blackspacebetweenthepostsonwhichthehousewasbuilt,buthedidnotstoptoinvestigate。 \"It\'snousetellingyouindetailhowDavidsongotonboardwiththeburdenAnne\'smiserablycruelfatehadthrustintohisarms; hownextmorninghisscaredcrew,afterobservingfromadistancethestateofaffairsonboard,rejoinedwithalacrity;howDavidsonwentashoreand,aidedbyhisengineer(stillhalfdeadwithfright),rolledupLaughingAnne\'sbodyinacottonsheetandbroughtitonboardforburialatsealater。Whilebusywiththispioustask,Davidson,glancingabout,perceivedahugeheapofwhiteclotheshuddledupagainstthecorner-postofthehouse。 ThatitwastheFrenchmanlyingtherehecouldnotdoubt。Takingitinconnectionwiththedismalgroanhehadheardinthenight,DavidsonisprettysurethathisrandomshotgaveamortalhurttothemurdererofpoorAnne。 \"Astotheothers,Davidsonneverseteyesonasingleoneofthem。 Whethertheyhadconcealedthemselvesinthescaredsettlement,orboltedintotheforest,orwerehidingonboardNiclaus\'sprau,whichcouldbeseenlyingonthemudahundredyardsorsohigherupthecreek,thefactisthattheyvanished;andDavidsondidnottroublehisheadaboutthem。HelostnotimeingettingoutofthecreekdirectlytheSissiefloated。Aftersteamingsometwentymilesclearofthecoast,he(inhisownwords)\'committedthebodytothedeep。\'Hedideverythinghimself。Heweightedherdownwithafewfire-bars,hereadtheservice,heliftedtheplank,hewastheonlymourner。Andwhilehewasrenderingtheselastservicestothedead,thedesolationofthatlifeandtheatrociouswretchednessofitsendcriedaloudtohiscompassion,whisperedtohimintonesofself-reproach。 \"Heoughttohavehandledthewarningshehadgivenhiminanotherway。Hewasconvincednowthatasimpledisplayofwatchfulnesswouldhavebeenenoughtorestrainthatvileandcowardlycrew。 Butthefactwasthathehadnotquitebelievedthatanythingwouldbeattempted。 \"ThebodyofLaughingAnnehavingbeen\'committedtothedeep\'sometwentymilesS。S。W。fromCapeSelatan,thetaskbeforeDavidsonwastocommitLaughingAnne\'schildtothecareofhiswife。Andtherepoor,goodDavidsonmadeafatalmove。Hedidn\'twanttotellherthewholeawfulstory,sinceitinvolvedtheknowledgeofthedangerfromwhichhe,Davidson,hadescaped。Andthis,too,afterhehadbeenlaughingatherunreasonablefearsonlyashorttimebefore。 \"\'IthoughtthatifItoldhereverything,\'Davidsonexplainedtome,\'shewouldneverhaveamoment\'speacewhileIwasawayonmytrips。\' \"Hesimplystatedthattheboywasanorphan,thechildofsomepeopletowhomhe,Davidson,wasunderthegreatestobligation,andthathefeltmorallyboundtolookafterhim。Somedayhewouldtellhermore,hesaid,andmeantimehetrustedinthegoodnessandwarmthofherheart,inherwoman\'snaturalcompassion。 \"Hedidnotknowthatherheartwasaboutthesizeofaparchedpea,andhadtheproportionalamountofwarmth;andthatherfacultyofcompassionwasmainlydirectedtoherself。Hewasonlystartledanddisappointedattheairofcoldsurpriseandthesuspiciouslookwithwhichshereceivedhisimperfecttale。Butshedidnotsaymuch。Sheneverhadmuchtosay。Shewasafoolofthesilent,hopelesskind。 \"WhatstoryDavidson\'screwthoughtfittosetafloatinMalaytownisneitherherenorthere。Davidsonhimselftooksomeofhisfriendsintohisconfidence,besidesgivingthefullstoryofficiallytotheHarbourMaster。 \"TheHarbourMasterwasconsiderablyastonished。Hedidn\'tthink,however,thataformalcomplaintshouldbemadetotheDutchGovernment。Theywouldprobablydonothingintheend,afteralotoftroubleandcorrespondence。Therobberyhadnotcomeoff,afterall。Thosevagabondscouldbetrustedtogotothedevilintheirownway。Noamountoffusswouldbringthepoorwomantolifeagain,andtheactualmurdererhadbeendonejusticetobyachanceshotfromDavidson。Betterletthematterdrop。 \"Thiswasgoodcommonsense。Buthewasimpressed。 \"\'Soundsaterribleaffair,CaptainDavidson。\' \"\'Aye,terribleenough,\'agreedtheremorsefulDavidson。Butthemostterriblethingforhim,thoughhedidn\'tknowityetthen,wasthathiswife\'ssillybrainwasslowlycomingtotheconclusionthatTonywasDavidson\'schild,andthathehadinventedthatlamestorytointroducehimintoherpurehomeindefianceofdecency,ofvirtue-ofhermostsacredfeelings。 \"Davidsonwasawareofsomeconstraintinhisdomesticrelations。 Butatthebestoftimesshewasnotdemonstrative;andperhapsthatverycoldnesswaspartofhercharmintheplacidDavidson\'seyes。Womenarelovedforallsortsofreasonsandevenforcharacteristicswhichonewouldthinkrepellent。Shewaswatchinghimandnursinghersuspicions。 \"Then,oneday,Monkey-facedRitchiecalledonthatsweet,shyMrs。 Davidson。Shehadcomeoutunderhiscare,andheconsideredhimselfaprivilegedperson-heroldestfriendinthetropics。Heposedforagreatadmirerofhers。Hewasalwaysagreatchatterer。Hehadgotholdofthestoryrathervaguely,andhestartedchatteringonthatsubject,thinkingsheknewallaboutit。 AndinduecourseheletoutsomethingaboutLaughingAnne。 \"\'LaughingAnne,\'saysMrs。Davidsonwithastart。\'What\'sthat?\' Ritchieplungedintocircumlocutionatonce,butsheverysoonstoppedhim。\'Isthatcreaturedead?\'sheasks。 \"\'Ibelieveso,\'stammeredRitchie。\'Yourhusbandsaysso。\' \"\'Butyoudon\'tknowforcertain?\' \"\'No!HowcouldI,Mrs。Davidson!\' \"\'That\'sallwantedtoknow,\'saysshe,andgoesoutoftheroom。 \"WhenDavidsoncamehomeshewasreadytogoforhim,notwithcommonvolubleindignation,butasiftricklingastreamofcoldclearwaterdownhisback。Shetalkedofhisbaseintriguewithavilewoman,ofbeingmadeafoolof,oftheinsulttoherdignity。 \"Davidsonbeggedhertolistentohimandtoldherallthestory,thinkingthatitwouldmoveaheartofstone。Hetriedtomakeherunderstandhisremorse。Sheheardhimtotheend,said\'Indeed!\' andturnedherbackonhim。 \"\'Don\'tyoubelieveme?\'heasked,appalled。 \"Shedidn\'tsayyesorno。Allshesaidwas,\'Sendthatbratawayatonce。\' \"\'Ican\'tthrowhimoutintothestreet,\'criedDavidson。\'Youdon\'tmeanit。\' \"\'Idon\'tcare。Therearecharitableinstitutionsforsuchchildren,Isuppose。\' \"\'ThatIwillneverdo,\'saidDavidson。 \"\'Verywell。That\'senoughforme。\' \"Davidson\'shomeafterthiswaslikeasilent,frozenhellforhim。 Astupidwomanwithasenseofgrievanceisworsethananunchaineddevil。HesenttheboytotheWhiteFathersinMalacca。Thiswasnotaveryexpensivesortofeducation,butshecouldnotforgivehimfornotcastingtheoffensivechildawayutterly。Sheworkeduphersenseofherwifelywrongsandofherinjuredpuritytosuchapitchthatoneday,whenpoorDavidsonwaspleadingwithhertobereasonableandnottomakeanimpossibleexistenceforthemboth,sheturnedonhiminachillpassionandtoldhimthathisverysightwasodioustoher。 \"Davidson,withhisscrupulousdelicacyoffeeling,wasnotthemantoasserthisrightsoverawomanwhocouldnotbearthesightofhim。Hebowedhishead;andshortlyafterwardsarrangedforhertogobacktoherparents。Thatwasexactlywhatshewantedinheroutrageddignity。AndthenshehadalwaysdislikedthetropicsandhaddetestedsecretlythepeopleshehadtoliveamongstasDavidson\'swife。Shetookherpure,sensitive,meanlittlesoulawaytoFremantleorsomewhereinthatdirection。Andofcoursethelittlegirlwentawaywithhertoo。WhatcouldpoorDavidsonhavedonewithalittlegirlonhishands,evenifshehadconsentedtoleaveherwithhim-whichisunthinkable。 \"ThisisthestorythathasspoiledDavidson\'ssmileforhim- whichperhapsitwouldn\'thavedonesothoroughlyhadhebeenlessofagoodfellow。\" Hollisceased。ButbeforewerosefromthetableIaskedhimifheknewwhathadbecomeofLaughingAnne\'sboy。 HecountedcarefullythechangehandedhimbytheChinamanwaiter,andraisedhishead。 \"Oh!that\'sthefinishingtouch。Hewasabright,takinglittlechap,asyouknow,andtheFatherstookveryspecialpainsinhisbringingup。Davidsonexpectedinhishearttohavesomecomfortoutofhim。Inhisplacidwayhe\'samanwhoneedsaffection。 Well,Tonyhasgrownintoafineyouth-butthereyouare!Hewantstobeapriest;hisonedreamistobeamissionary。TheFathersassureDavidsonthatitisaseriousvocation。Theytellhimhehasaspecialdispositionformissionwork,too。SoLaughingAnne\'sboywillleadasaintlylifeinChinasomewhere;hemayevenbecomeamartyr;butpoorDavidsonisleftoutinthecold。Hewillhavetogodownhillwithoutasinglehumanaffectionnearhimbecauseoftheseolddollars。\" Jan。1914 Footnotes: (1)Thegallows,supposedtobewidowedofthelastexecutedcriminalandwaitingforanother。