HadyoubeenintheearlieryearsofyourlifeacitizenofthevillageofWinesburg,Ohio,therewouldhavebeenforyounomysteryinregardtothebeastinhiscage。\"ItislikeWashWilliams,\"youwouldhavesaid。\"Ashesitsinthecornerthere,thebeastisexactlylikeoldWashsittingonthegrassinthestationyardonasummereveningafterhehasclosedhisofficeforthenight。\"
WashWilliams,thetelegraphoperatorofWines-
burg,wastheugliestthingintown。Hisgirthwasimmense,hisneckthin,hislegsfeeble。Hewasdirty。Everythingabouthimwasunclean。Eventhewhitesofhiseyeslookedsoiled。
Igotoofast。NoteverythingaboutWashwasun-
clean。Hetookcareofhishands。Hisfingerswerefat,buttherewassomethingsensitiveandshapelyinthehandthatlayonthetablebytheinstrumentinthetelegraphoffice。InhisyouthWashWilliamshadbeencalledthebesttelegraphoperatorinthestate,andinspiteofhisdegradementtotheobscureofficeatWinesburg,hewasstillproudofhisability。
WashWilliamsdidnotassociatewiththemenofthetowninwhichhelived。\"I\'llhavenothingtodowiththem,\"hesaid,lookingwithblearyeyesatthemenwhowalkedalongthestationplatformpastthetelegraphoffice。UpalongMainStreethewentintheeveningtoEdGriffith\'ssaloon,andafterdrink-
ingunbelievablequantitiesofbeerstaggeredofftohisroomintheNewWillardHouseandtohisbedforthenight。
WashWilliamswasamanofcourage。Athinghadhappenedtohimthatmadehimhatelife,andhehateditwholeheartedly,withtheabandonofapoet。Firstofall,hehatedwomen。\"Bitches,\"hecalledthem。Hisfeelingtowardmenwassomewhatdifferent。Hepitiedthem。\"Doesnoteverymanlethislifebemanagedforhimbysomebitchoran-
other?\"heasked。
InWinesburgnoattentionwaspaidtoWashWil-
liamsandhishatredofhisfellows。OnceMrs。
White,thebanker\'swife,complainedtothetele-
graphcompany,sayingthattheofficeinWinesburgwasdirtyandsmelledabominably,butnothingcameofhercomplaint。Hereandthereamanre-
spectedtheoperator。Instinctivelythemanfeltinhimaglowingresentmentofsomethinghehadnotthecouragetoresent。WhenWashwalkedthroughthestreetssuchaonehadaninstincttopayhimhomage,toraisehishatortobowbeforehim。Thesuperintendentwhohadsupervisionoverthetele-
graphoperatorsontherailroadthatwentthroughWinesburgfeltthatway。HehadputWashintotheobscureofficeatWinesburgtoavoiddischarginghim,andhemeanttokeephimthere。Whenhereceivedtheletterofcomplaintfromthebanker\'swife,hetoreitupandlaughedunpleasantly。Forsomereasonhethoughtofhisownwifeashetoreuptheletter。
WashWilliamsoncehadawife。WhenhewasstillayoungmanhemarriedawomanatDayton,Ohio。
Thewomanwastallandslenderandhadblueeyesandyellowhair。Washwashimselfacomelyyouth。
Helovedthewomanwithaloveasabsorbingasthehatredhelaterfeltforallwomen。
InallofWinesburgtherewasbutonepersonwhoknewthestoryofthethingthathadmadeuglythepersonandthecharacterofWashWilliams。HeoncetoldthestorytoGeorgeWillardandthetellingofthetalecameaboutinthisway:
GeorgeWillardwentoneeveningtowalkwithBelleCarpenter,atrimmerofwomen\'shatswhoworkedinamillineryshopkeptbyMrs。KateMcHugh。Theyoungmanwasnotinlovewiththewoman,who,infact,hadasuitorwhoworkedasbartenderinEdGriffith\'ssaloon,butastheywalkedaboutunderthetreestheyoccasionallyembraced。
Thenightandtheirownthoughtshadarousedsomethinginthem。AstheywerereturningtoMainStreettheypassedthelittlelawnbesidetherailroadstationandsawWashWilliamsapparentlyasleeponthegrassbeneathatree。OnthenexteveningtheoperatorandGeorgeWillardwalkedouttogether。
Downtherailroadtheywentandsatonapileofdecayingrailroadtiesbesidethetracks。Itwasthenthattheoperatortoldtheyoungreporterhisstoryofhate。
PerhapsadozentimesGeorgeWillardandthestrange,shapelessmanwholivedathisfather\'shotelhadbeenonthepointoftalking。Theyoungmanlookedatthehideous,leeringfacestaringaboutthehoteldiningroomandwasconsumedwithcuriosity。Somethinghesawlurkinginthestar-
ingeyestoldhimthatthemanwhohadnothingtosaytoothershadneverthelesssomethingtosaytohim。Onthepileofrailroadtiesonthesummereve-
ning,hewaitedexpectantly。Whentheoperatorre-
mainedsilentandseemedtohavechangedhismindabouttalking,hetriedtomakeconversation。\"Wereyouevermarried,Mr。Williams?\"hebegan。\"Isup-
poseyouwereandyourwifeisdead,isthatit?\"
WashWilliamsspatforthasuccessionofvileoaths。\"Yes,sheisdead,\"heagreed。\"Sheisdeadasallwomenaredead。Sheisaliving-deadthing,walkinginthesightofmenandmakingtheearthfoulbyherpresence。\"Staringintotheboy\'seyes,themanbecamepurplewithrage。\"Don\'thavefoolnotionsinyourhead,\"hecommanded。\"Mywife,sheisdead;yes,surely。Itellyou,allwomenaredead,mymother,yourmother,thattalldarkwomanwhoworksinthemillinerystoreandwithwhomIsawyouwalkingaboutyesterday——allofthem,theyarealldead。Itellyouthereissomethingrottenaboutthem。Iwasmarried,sure。Mywifewasdeadbeforeshemarriedme,shewasafoulthingcomeoutawomanmorefoul。Shewasathingsenttomakelifeunbearabletome。Iwasafool,doyousee,asyouarenow,andsoImarriedthiswoman。
Iwouldliketoseemenalittlebegintounderstandwomen。Theyaresenttopreventmenmakingtheworldworthwhile。ItisatrickinNature。Ugh!Theyarecreeping,crawling,squirmingthings,theywiththeirsofthandsandtheirblueeyes。Thesightofawomansickensme。WhyIdon\'tkilleverywomanIseeIdon\'tknow。\"
Halffrightenedandyetfascinatedbythelightburningintheeyesofthehideousoldman,GeorgeWillardlistened,afirewithcuriosity。Darknesscameonandheleanedforwardtryingtoseethefaceofthemanwhotalked。When,inthegatheringdark-
ness,hecouldnolongerseethepurple,bloatedfaceandtheburningeyes,acuriousfancycametohim。
WashWilliamstalkedinloweventonesthatmadehiswordsseemthemoreterrible。Inthedarknesstheyoungreporterfoundhimselfimaginingthathesatontherailroadtiesbesideacomelyyoungmanwithblackhairandblackshiningeyes。TherewassomethingalmostbeautifulinthevoiceofWashWil-
liams,thehideous,tellinghisstoryofhate。
ThetelegraphoperatorofWinesburg,sittinginthedarknessontherailroadties,hadbecomeapoet。
Hatredhadraisedhimtothatelevation。\"ItisbecauseIsawyoukissingthelipsofthatBelleCarpenterthatItellyoumystory,\"hesaid。\"Whathappenedtomemaynexthappentoyou。Iwanttoputyouonyourguard。Alreadyyoumaybehavingdreamsinyourhead。Iwanttodestroythem。\"
WashWilliamsbegantellingthestoryofhismar-
riedlifewiththetallblondegirlwiththeblueeyeswhomhehadmetwhenhewasayoungoperatoratDayton,Ohio。Hereandtherehisstorywastouchedwithmomentsofbeautyintermingledwithstringsofvilecurses。Theoperatorhadmarriedthedaughterofadentistwhowastheyoungestofthreesisters。Onhismarriageday,becauseofhisability,hewaspromotedtoapositionasdispatcheratanincreasedsalaryandsenttoanofficeatColumbus,Ohio。Therehesettleddownwithhisyoungwifeandbeganbuyingahouseontheinstallmentplan。
Theyoungtelegraphoperatorwasmadlyinlove。
Withakindofreligiousfervorhehadmanagedtogothroughthepitfallsofhisyouthandtoremainvirginaluntilafterhismarriage。HemadeforGeorgeWillardapictureofhislifeinthehouseatColum-
bus,Ohio,withtheyoungwife。\"inthegardenbackofourhouseweplantedvegetables,\"hesaid,\"youknow,peasandcornandsuchthings。WewenttoColumbusinearlyMarchandassoonasthedaysbecamewarmIwenttoworkinthegarden。WithaspadeIturneduptheblackgroundwhilesheranaboutlaughingandpretendingtobeafraidofthewormsIuncovered。LateinAprilcametheplanting。
Inthelittlepathsamongtheseedbedsshestoodholdingapaperbaginherhand。Thebagwasfilledwithseeds。AfewatatimeshehandedmetheseedsthatImightthrustthemintothewarm,softground。\"
Foramomenttherewasacatchinthevoiceofthemantalkinginthedarkness。\"Ilovedher,\"hesaid。\"Idon\'tclaimnottobeafool。Iloveheryet。
ThereintheduskinthespringeveningIcrawledalongtheblackgroundtoherfeetandgroveledbe-
foreher。Ikissedhershoesandtheanklesabovehershoes。WhenthehemofhergarmenttouchedmyfaceItrembled。WhenaftertwoyearsofthatlifeIfoundshehadmanagedtoacquirethreeotherlov-
erswhocameregularlytoourhousewhenIwasawayatwork,Ididn\'twanttotouchthemorher。
Ijustsentherhometohermotherandsaidnothing。
Therewasnothingtosay。Ihadfourhundreddol-
larsinthebankandIgaveherthat。Ididn\'taskherreasons。Ididn\'tsayanything。WhenshehadgoneIcriedlikeasillyboy。PrettysoonIhadachancetosellthehouseandIsentthatmoneytoher。\"
WashWilliamsandGeorgeWillardarosefromthepileofrailroadtiesandwalkedalongthetrackstowardtown。Theoperatorfinishedhistalequickly,breathlessly。
\"Hermothersentforme,\"hesaid。\"ShewrotemealetterandaskedmetocometotheirhouseatDayton。WhenIgotthereitwaseveningaboutthistime。\"
WashWilliams\'voicerosetoahalfscream。\"Isatintheparlorofthathousetwohours。Hermothertookmeinthereandleftme。Theirhousewasstyl-
ish。Theywerewhatiscalledrespectablepeople。
Therewereplushchairsandacouchintheroom。I
wastremblingallover。IhatedthemenIthoughthadwrongedher。Iwassickoflivingaloneandwantedherback。ThelongerIwaitedthemorerawandtenderIbecame。IthoughtthatifshecameinandjusttouchedmewithherhandIwouldperhapsfaintaway。Iachedtoforgiveandforget。\"
WashWilliamsstoppedandstoodstaringatGeorgeWillard。Theboy\'sbodyshookasfromachill。Againtheman\'svoicebecamesoftandlow。\"Shecameintotheroomnaked,\"hewenton。\"Hermotherdidthat。WhileIsatthereshewastakingthegirl\'sclothesoff,perhapscoaxinghertodoit。FirstI
heardvoicesatthedoorthatledintoalittlehallwayandthenitopenedsoftly。Thegirlwasashamedandstoodperfectlystillstaringatthefloor。Themotherdidn\'tcomeintotheroom。Whenshehadpushedthegirlinthroughthedoorshestoodinthehallwaywaiting,hopingwewould——well,yousee——
waiting。\"
GeorgeWillardandthetelegraphoperatorcameintothemainstreetofWinesburg。Thelightsfromthestorewindowslaybrightandshiningonthesidewalks。Peoplemovedaboutlaughingandtalk-
ing。Theyoungreporterfeltillandweak。Inimagi-
nation,healsobecameoldandshapeless。\"Ididn\'tgetthemotherkilled,\"saidWashWilliams,staringupanddownthestreet。\"Istruckheroncewithachairandthentheneighborscameinandtookitaway。Shescreamedsoloudyousee。Iwon\'teverhaveachancetokillhernow。Shediedofafeveramonthafterthathappened。\"
THETHINKER
THEHOUSEinwhichSethRichmondofWinesburglivedwithhismotherhadbeenatonetimetheshowplaceofthetown,butwhenyoungSethlivedthereitsgloryhadbecomesomewhatdimmed。ThehugebrickhousewhichBankerWhitehadbuiltonBuck-
eyeStreethadovershadowedit。TheRichmondplacewasinalittlevalleyfaroutattheendofMainStreet。Farmerscomingintotownbyadustyroadfromthesouthpassedbyagroveofwalnuttrees,skirtedtheFairGroundwithitshighboardfencecoveredwithadvertisements,andtrottedtheirhorsesdownthroughthevalleypasttheRichmondplaceintotown。AsmuchofthecountrynorthandsouthofWinesburgwasdevotedtofruitandberryraising,Sethsawwagon-loadsofberrypickers——boys,girls,andwomen——goingtothefieldsinthemorningandreturningcoveredwithdustintheevening。Thechatteringcrowd,withtheirrudejokescriedoutfromwagontowagon,sometimesirritatedhimsharply。Heregrettedthathealsocouldnotlaughboisterously,shoutmeaninglessjokesandmakeofhimselfafigureintheendlessstreamofmoving,gigglingactivitythatwentupanddowntheroad。
TheRichmondhousewasbuiltoflimestone,and,althoughitwassaidinthevillagetohavebecomerundown,hadinrealitygrownmorebeautifulwitheverypassingyear。Alreadytimehadbegunalittletocolorthestone,lendingagoldenrichnesstoitssurfaceandintheeveningorondarkdaystouchingtheshadedplacesbeneaththeeaveswithwaveringpatchesofbrownsandblacks。
ThehousehadbeenbuiltbySeth\'sgrandfather,astonequarryman,andit,togetherwiththestonequarriesonLakeErieeighteenmilestothenorth,hadbeenlefttohisson,ClarenceRichmond,Seth\'sfather。ClarenceRichmond,aquietpassionatemanextraordinarilyadmiredbyhisneighbors,hadbeenkilledinastreetfightwiththeeditorofanewspaperinToledo,Ohio。ThefightconcernedthepublicationofClarenceRichmond\'snamecoupledwiththatofawomanschoolteacher,andasthedeadmanhadbeguntherowbyfiringupontheeditor,theefforttopunishtheslayerwasunsuccessful。Afterthequarryman\'sdeathitwasfoundthatmuchofthemoneylefttohimhadbeensquanderedinspecula-
tionandininsecureinvestmentsmadethroughtheinfluenceoffriends。
Leftwithbutasmallincome,VirginiaRichmondhadsettleddowntoaretiredlifeinthevillageandtotheraisingofherson。Althoughshehadbeendeeplymovedbythedeathofthehusbandandfa-
ther,shedidnotatallbelievethestoriesconcerninghimthatranaboutafterhisdeath。Tohermind,thesensitive,boyishmanwhomallhadinstinctivelyloved,wasbutanunfortunate,abeingtoofineforeverydaylife。\"You\'llbehearingallsortsofstories,butyouarenottobelievewhatyouhear,\"shesaidtoherson。\"Hewasagoodman,fulloftendernessforeveryone,andshouldnothavetriedtobeamanofaffairs。NomatterhowmuchIweretoplananddreamofyourfuture,Icouldnotimagineanythingbetterforyouthanthatyouturnoutasgoodamanasyourfather。\"
Severalyearsafterthedeathofherhusband,Vir-
giniaRichmondhadbecomealarmedatthegrowingdemandsuponherincomeandhadsetherselftothetaskofincreasingit。Shehadlearnedstenogra-
phyandthroughtheinfluenceofherhusband\'sfriendsgotthepositionofcourtstenographeratthecountyseat。Thereshewentbytraineachmorningduringthesessionsofthecourt,andwhennocourtsat,spentherdaysworkingamongtherosebushesinhergarden。Shewasatall,straightfigureofawomanwithaplainfaceandagreatmassofbrownhair。
IntherelationshipbetweenSethRichmondandhismother,therewasaqualitythatevenateighteenhadbeguntocolorallofhistrafficwithmen。Analmostunhealthyrespectfortheyouthkeptthemotherforthemostpartsilentinhispresence。
Whenshedidspeaksharplytohimhehadonlytolooksteadilyintohereyestoseedawningtherethepuzzledlookhehadalreadynoticedintheeyesofotherswhenhelookedatthem。
Thetruthwasthatthesonthoughtwithremark-
ableclearnessandthemotherdidnot。Sheexpectedfromallpeoplecertainconventionalreactionstolife。
Aboywasyourson,youscoldedhimandhetrem-
bledandlookedatthefloor。Whenyouhadscoldedenoughheweptandallwasforgiven。Aftertheweepingandwhenhehadgonetobed,youcreptintohisroomandkissedhim。
VirginiaRichmondcouldnotunderstandwhyhersondidnotdothesethings。Aftertheseverestrepri-
mand,hedidnottrembleandlookatthefloorbutinsteadlookedsteadilyather,causinguneasydoubtstoinvadehermind。Asforcreepingintohisroom——
afterSethhadpassedhisfifteenthyear,shewouldhavebeenhalfafraidtodoanythingofthekind。
Oncewhenhewasaboyofsixteen,Sethincom-
panywithtwootherboysranawayfromhome。Thethreeboysclimbedintotheopendoorofanemptyfreightcarandrodesomefortymilestoatownwhereafairwasbeingheld。Oneoftheboyshadabottlefilledwithacombinationofwhiskeyandblackberrywine,andthethreesatwithlegsdan-
glingoutofthecardoordrinkingfromthebottle。
Seth\'stwocompanionssangandwavedtheirhandstoidlersaboutthestationsofthetownsthroughwhichthetrainpassed。Theyplannedraidsuponthebasketsoffarmerswhohadcomewiththeirfam-
iliestothefair。\"Wewillfivelikekingsandwon\'thavetospendapennytoseethefairandhorseraces,\"theydeclaredboastfully。
AfterthedisappearanceofSeth,VirginiaRich-
mondwalkedupanddownthefloorofherhomefilledwithvaguealarms。Althoughonthenextdayshediscovered,throughaninquirymadebythetownmarshal,onwhatadventuretheboyshadgone,shecouldnotquietherself。AllthroughthenightshelayawakehearingtheclocktickandtellingherselfthatSeth,likehisfather,wouldcometoasuddenandviolentend。Sodeterminedwasshethattheboyshouldthistimefeeltheweightofherwraththat,althoughshewouldnotallowthemarshaltointerferewithhisadventure,shegotoutapencilandpaperandwrotedownaseriesofsharp,sting-
ingreproofssheintendedtopouroutuponhim。
Thereproofsshecommittedtomemory,goingaboutthegardenandsayingthemaloudlikeanactormemorizinghispart。
Andwhen,attheendoftheweek,Sethreturned,alittlewearyandwithcoalsootinhisearsandabouthiseyes,sheagainfoundherselfunabletoreprovehim。Walkingintothehousehehunghiscaponanailbythekitchendoorandstoodlookingsteadilyather。\"Iwantedtoturnbackwithinanhourafterwehadstarted,\"heexplained。\"Ididn\'tknowwhattodo。Iknewyouwouldbebothered,butIknewalsothatifIdidn\'tgoonIwouldbeashamedofmyself。Iwentthroughwiththethingformyowngood。Itwasuncomfortable,sleepingonwetstraw,andtwodrunkenNegroescameandsleptwithus。WhenIstolealunchbasketoutofafarmer\'swagonIcouldn\'thelpthinkingofhischil-
drengoingalldaywithoutfood。Iwassickofthewholeaffair,butIwasdeterminedtostickitoutuntiltheotherboyswerereadytocomeback。\"
\"I\'mgladyoudidstickitout,\"repliedthemother,halfresentfully,andkissinghimupontheforeheadpretendedtobusyherselfwiththeworkaboutthehouse。
OnasummereveningSethRichmondwenttotheNewWillardHousetovisithisfriend,GeorgeWillard。Ithadrainedduringtheafternoon,butashewalkedthroughMainStreet,theskyhadpartiallyclearedandagoldenglowlitupthewest。Goingaroundacorner,heturnedinatthedoorofthehotelandbegantoclimbthestairwayleadinguptohisfriend\'sroom。Inthehotelofficetheproprietorandtwotravelingmenwereengagedinadiscussionofpolitics。
OnthestairwaySethstoppedandlistenedtothevoicesofthemenbelow。Theywereexcitedandtalkedrapidly。TomWillardwasberatingthetravel-
ingmen。\"IamaDemocratbutyourtalkmakesmesick,\"hesaid。\"Youdon\'tunderstandMcKinley。
McKinleyandMarkHannaarefriends。Itisimpossi-
bleperhapsforyourmindtograspthat。Ifanyonetellsyouthatafriendshipcanbedeeperandbiggerandmoreworthwhilethandollarsandcents,orevenmoreworthwhilethanstatepolitics,yousnickerandlaugh。\"
Thelandlordwasinterruptedbyoneoftheguests,atall,grey-mustachedmanwhoworkedforawholesalegroceryhouse。\"DoyouthinkthatI\'velivedinClevelandalltheseyearswithoutknowingMarkHanna?\"hedemanded。\"Yourtalkispiffle。
Hannaisaftermoneyandnothingelse。ThisMcKin-
leyishistool。HehasMcKinleybluffedanddon\'tyouforgetit。\"
Theyoungmanonthestairsdidnotlingertoheartherestofthediscussion,butwentonupthestairwayandintothelittledarkhall。Somethinginthevoicesofthementalkinginthehotelofficestartedachainofthoughtsinhismind。Hewaslonelyandhadbeguntothinkthatlonelinesswasapartofhischaracter,somethingthatwouldalwaysstaywithhim。Steppingintoasidehallhestoodbyawindowthatlookedintoanalleyway。AtthebackofhisshopstoodAbnerGroff,thetownbaker。Histinybloodshoteyeslookedupanddownthealley-
way。Inhisshopsomeonecalledthebaker,whopretendednottohear。Thebakerhadanemptymilkbottleinhishandandanangrysullenlookinhiseyes。
InWinesburg,SethRichmondwascalledthe\"deepone。\"\"He\'slikehisfather,\"mensaidashewentthroughthestreets。\"He\'llbreakoutsomeofthesedays。Youwaitandsee。\"
Thetalkofthetownandtherespectwithwhichmenandboysinstinctivelygreetedhim,asallmengreetsilentpeople,hadaffectedSethRichmond\'soutlookonlifeandonhimself。He,likemostboys,wasdeeperthanboysaregivencreditforbeing,buthewasnotwhatthemenofthetown,andevenhismother,thoughthimtobe。Nogreatunderlyingpurposelaybackofhishabitualsilence,andhehadnodefiniteplanforhislife。Whentheboyswithwhomheassociatedwerenoisyandquarrelsome,hestoodquietlyatoneside。Withcalmeyeshewatchedthegesticulatinglivelyfiguresofhiscom-
panions。Hewasn\'tparticularlyinterestedinwhatwasgoingon,andsometimeswonderedifhewouldeverbeparticularlyinterestedinanything。Now,ashestoodinthehalf-darknessbythewindowwatch-
ingthebaker,hewishedthathehimselfmightbe-
comethoroughlystirredbysomething,evenbythefitsofsullenangerforwhichBakerGroffwasnoted。
\"ItwouldbebetterformeifIcouldbecomeexcitedandwrangleaboutpoliticslikewindyoldTomWil-
lard,\"hethought,asheleftthewindowandwentagainalongthehallwaytotheroomoccupiedbyhisfriend,GeorgeWillard。
GeorgeWillardwasolderthanSethRichmond,butintheratheroddfriendshipbetweenthetwo,itwashewhowasforevercourtingandtheyoungerboywhowasbeingcourted。ThepaperonwhichGeorgeworkedhadonepolicy。Itstrovetomentionbynameineachissue,asmanyaspossibleoftheinhabitantsofthevillage。Likeanexciteddog,GeorgeWillardranhereandthere,notingonhispadofpaperwhohadgoneonbusinesstothecountyseatorhadreturnedfromavisittoaneigh-
boringvillage。Alldayhewrotelittlefactsuponthepad。\"A。P。Wringlethadreceivedashipmentofstrawhats。EdByerbaumandTomMarshallwereinClevelandFriday。UncleTomSinningsisbuildinganewbarnonhisplaceontheValleyRoad。\"
TheideathatGeorgeWillardwouldsomedaybe-
comeawriterhadgivenhimaplaceofdistinctioninWinesburg,andtoSethRichmondhetalkedcon-
tinuallyofthematter,\"It\'stheeasiestofalllivestolive,\"hedeclared,becomingexcitedandboastful。
\"Hereandthereyougoandthereisnoonetobossyou。ThoughyouareinIndiaorintheSouthSeasinaboat,youhavebuttowriteandthereyouare。
WaittillIgetmynameupandthenseewhatfunI
shallhave。\"
InGeorgeWillard\'sroom,whichhadawindowlookingdownintoanalleywayandonethatlookedacrossrailroadtrackstoBiffCarter\'sLunchRoomfacingtherailroadstation,SethRichmondsatinachairandlookedatthefloor。GeorgeWillard,whohadbeensittingforanhouridlyplayingwithaleadpencil,greetedhimeffusively。\"I\'vebeentryingtowritealovestory,\"heexplained,laughingner-
vously。Lightingapipehebeganwalkingupanddowntheroom。\"IknowwhatI\'mgoingtodo。I\'mgoingtofallinlove。I\'vebeensittinghereandthink-
ingitoverandI\'mgoingtodoit。\"
Asthoughembarrassedbyhisdeclaration,Georgewenttoawindowandturninghisbacktohisfriendleanedout。\"IknowwhoI\'mgoingtofallinlovewith,\"hesaidsharply。\"It\'sHelenWhite。Sheistheonlygirlintownwithany\'get-up\'toher。\"
Struckwithanewidea,youngWillardturnedandwalkedtowardhisvisitor。\"Lookhere,\"hesaid。
\"YouknowHelenWhitebetterthanIdo。IwantyoutotellherwhatIsaid。YoujustgettotalkingtoherandsaythatI\'minlovewithher。Seewhatshesaystothat。Seehowshetakesit,andthenyoucomeandtellme。\"
SethRichmondaroseandwenttowardthedoor。
Thewordsofhiscomradeirritatedhimunbearably。
\"Well,good-bye,\"hesaidbriefly。
Georgewasamazed。RunningforwardhestoodinthedarknesstryingtolookintoSeth\'sface。
\"What\'sthematter?Whatareyougoingtodo?Youstayhereandlet\'stalk,\"heurged。
Awaveofresentmentdirectedagainsthisfriend,themenofthetownwhowere,hethought,perpet-
uallytalkingofnothing,andmostofall,againsthisownhabitofsilence,madeSethhalfdesperate。
\"Aw,speaktoheryourself,\"heburstforthandthen,goingquicklythroughthedoor,slammeditsharplyinhisfriend\'sface。\"I\'mgoingtofindHelenWhiteandtalktoher,butnotabouthim,\"hemuttered。
Sethwentdownthestairwayandoutatthefrontdoorofthehotelmutteringwithwrath。Crossingalittledustystreetandclimbingalowironrailing,hewenttosituponthegrassinthestationyard。
GeorgeWillardhethoughtaprofoundfool,andhewishedthathehadsaidsomorevigorously。Al-
thoughhisacquaintanceshipwithHelenWhite,thebanker\'sdaughter,wasoutwardlybutcasual,shewasoftenthesubjectofhisthoughtsandhefeltthatshewassomethingprivateandpersonaltohimself。
\"Thebusyfoolwithhislovestories,\"hemuttered,staringbackoverhisshoulderatGeorgeWillard\'sroom,\"whydoeshenevertireofhiseternaltalking。\"
ItwasberryharvesttimeinWinesburganduponthestationplatformmenandboysloadedtheboxesofred,fragrantberriesintotwoexpresscarsthatstooduponthesiding。AJunemoonwasinthesky,althoughinthewestastormthreatened,andnostreetlampswerelighted。Inthedimlightthefig-
uresofthemenstandingupontheexpresstruckandpitchingtheboxesinatthedoorsofthecarswerebutdimlydiscernible。Upontheironrailingthatprotectedthestationlawnsatothermen。Pipeswerelighted。Villagejokeswentbackandforth。
Awayinthedistanceatrainwhistledandthemenloadingtheboxesintothecarsworkedwithre-
newedactivity。
SetharosefromhisplaceonthegrassandwentsilentlypastthemenperchedupontherailingandintoMainStreet。Hehadcometoaresolution。\"I\'llgetoutofhere,\"hetoldhimself。\"WhatgoodamI
here?I\'mgoingtosomecityandgotowork。I\'lltellmotheraboutittomorrow。\"
SethRichmondwentslowlyalongMainStreet,pastWacker\'sCigarStoreandtheTownHall,andintoBuckeyeStreet。Hewasdepressedbythethoughtthathewasnotapartofthelifeinhisowntown,butthedepressiondidnotcutdeeplyashedidnotthinkofhimselfasatfault。IntheheavyshadowsofabigtreebeforeDoctorWelling\'shouse,hestoppedandstoodwatchinghalf-wittedTurkSmollet,whowaspushingawheelbarrowintheroad。Theoldmanwithhisabsurdlyboyishmindhadadozenlongboardsonthewheelbarrow,and,ashehurriedalongtheroad,balancedtheloadwithextremenicety。\"Easythere,Turk!Steadynow,oldboy!\"theoldmanshoutedtohimself,andlaughedsothattheloadofboardsrockeddangerously。
SethknewTurkSmollet,thehalfdangerousoldwoodchopperwhosepeculiaritiesaddedsomuchofcolortothelifeofthevillage。HeknewthatwhenTurkgotintoMainStreethewouldbecomethecen-
terofawhirlwindofcriesandcomments,thatintruththeoldmanwasgoingfaroutofhiswayinordertopassthroughMainStreetandexhibithisskillinwheelingtheboards。\"IfGeorgeWillardwerehere,he\'dhavesomethingtosay,\"thoughtSeth。
\"Georgebelongstothistown。He\'dshoutatTurkandTurkwouldshoutathim。They\'dbothbese-
cretlypleasedbywhattheyhadsaid。It\'sdifferentwithme。Idon\'tbelong。I\'llnotmakeafussaboutit,butI\'mgoingtogetoutofhere。\"
Sethstumbledforwardthroughthehalf-darkness,feelinghimselfanoutcastinhisowntown。Hebegantopityhimself,butasenseoftheabsurdityofhisthoughtsmadehimsmile。Intheendhede-
cidedthathewassimplyoldbeyondhisyearsandnotatallasubjectforself-pity。\"I\'mmadetogotowork。Imaybeabletomakeaplaceformyselfbysteadyworking,andImightaswellbeatit,\"hedecided。
SethwenttothehouseofBankerWhiteandstoodinthedarknessbythefrontdoor。Onthedoorhungaheavybrassknocker,aninnovationintroducedintothevillagebyHelenWhite\'smother,whohadalsoorganizedawomen\'sclubforthestudyofpo-
etry。Sethraisedtheknockerandletitfall。Itsheavyclattersoundedlikeareportfromdistantguns。
\"HowawkwardandfoolishIam,\"hethought。\"IfMrs。Whitecomestothedoor,Iwon\'tknowwhattosay。\"
ItwasHelenWhitewhocametothedoorandfoundSethstandingattheedgeoftheporch。Blush-
ingwithpleasure,shesteppedforward,closingthedoorsoftly。\"I\'mgoingtogetoutoftown。Idon\'tknowwhatI\'lldo,butI\'mgoingtogetoutofhereandgotowork。IthinkI\'llgotoColumbus,\"hesaid。\"PerhapsI\'llgetintotheStateUniversitydownthere。Anyway,I\'mgoing。I\'lltellmothertonight。\"
Hehesitatedandlookeddoubtfullyabout。\"Perhapsyouwouldn\'tmindcomingtowalkwithme?\"
SethandHelenwalkedthroughthestreetsbe-
neaththetrees。Heavycloudshaddriftedacrossthefaceofthemoon,andbeforetheminthedeeptwi-
lightwentamanwithashortladderuponhisshoul-
der。Hurryingforward,themanstoppedatthestreetcrossingand,puttingtheladderagainstthewoodenlamp-post,lightedthevillagelightssothattheirwaywashalflighted,halfdarkened,bythelampsandbythedeepeningshadowscastbythelow-branchedtrees。Inthetopsofthetreesthewindbegantoplay,disturbingthesleepingbirdssothattheyflewaboutcallingplaintively。Inthelightedspacebeforeoneofthelamps,twobatswheeledandcircled,pursuingthegatheringswarmofnightflies。
SinceSethhadbeenaboyinkneetrouserstherehadbeenahalfexpressedintimacybetweenhimandthemaidenwhonowforthefirsttimewalkedbesidehim。ForatimeshehadbeenbesetwithamadnessforwritingnoteswhichsheaddressedtoSeth。Hehadfoundthemconcealedinhisbooksatschoolandonehadbeengivenhimbyachildmetinthestreet,whileseveralhadbeendeliveredthroughthevillagepostoffice。
Thenoteshadbeenwritteninaround,boyishhandandhadreflectedamindinflamedbynovelreading。Sethhadnotansweredthem,althoughhehadbeenmovedandflatteredbysomeofthesen-
tencesscrawledinpenciluponthestationeryofthebanker\'swife。Puttingthemintothepocketofhiscoat,hewentthroughthestreetorstoodbythefenceintheschoolyardwithsomethingburningathisside。Hethoughtitfinethatheshouldbethusselectedasthefavoriteoftherichestandmostat-
tractivegirlintown。
HelenandSethstoppedbyafencenearwherealowdarkbuildingfacedthestreet。Thebuildinghadoncebeenafactoryforthemakingofbarrelstavesbutwasnowvacant。Acrossthestreetupontheporchofahouseamanandwomantalkedoftheirchildhood,theirvoicescomingdearlyacrosstothehalf-embarrassedyouthandmaiden。Therewasthesoundofscrapingchairsandthemanandwomancamedownthegravelpathtoawoodengate。Stand-
ingoutsidethegate,themanleanedoverandkissedthewoman。\"Foroldtimes\'sake,\"hesaidand,turning,walkedrapidlyawayalongthesidewalk。
\"That\'sBelleTurner,\"whisperedHelen,andputherhandboldlyintoSeth\'shand。\"Ididn\'tknowshehadafellow。Ithoughtshewastoooldforthat。\"Sethlaugheduneasily。Thehandofthegirlwaswarmandastrange,dizzyfeelingcreptoverhim。Intohismindcameadesiretotellhersome-
thinghehadbeendeterminednottotell。\"GeorgeWillard\'sinlovewithyou,\"hesaid,andinspiteofhisagitationhisvoicewaslowandquiet。\"He\'swrit-
ingastory,andhewantstobeinlove。Hewantstoknowhowitfeels。Hewantedmetotellyouandseewhatyousaid。\"
AgainHelenandSethwalkedinsilence。TheycametothegardensurroundingtheoldRichmondplaceandgoingthroughagapinthehedgesatonawoodenbenchbeneathabush。
OnthestreetashewalkedbesidethegirlnewanddaringthoughtshadcomeintoSethRichmond\'smind。Hebegantoregrethisdecisiontogetoutoftown。\"ItwouldbesomethingnewandaltogetherdelightfultoremainandwalkoftenthroughthestreetswithHelenWhite,\"hethought。Inimagina-
tionhesawhimselfputtinghisarmaboutherwaistandfeelingherarmsclaspedtightlyabouthisneck。
Oneofthoseoddcombinationsofeventsandplacesmadehimconnecttheideaoflove-makingwiththisgirlandaspothehadvisitedsomedaysbefore。HehadgoneonanerrandtothehouseofafarmerwholivedonahillsidebeyondtheFairGroundandhadreturnedbyapaththroughafield。Atthefootofthehillbelowthefarmer\'shouseSethhadstoppedbeneathasycamoretreeandlookedabouthim。A
softhummingnoisehadgreetedhisears。Foramo-
menthehadthoughtthetreemustbethehomeofaswarmofbees。
Andthen,lookingdown,Sethhadseenthebeeseverywhereallabouthiminthelonggrass。Hestoodinamassofweedsthatgrewwaist-highinthefieldthatranawayfromthehillside。Theweedswereabloomwithtinypurpleblossomsandgaveforthanoverpoweringfragrance。Upontheweedsthebeesweregatheredinarmies,singingastheyworked。
Sethimaginedhimselflyingonasummereve-
ning,burieddeepamongtheweedsbeneaththetree。Besidehim,inthescenebuiltinhisfancy,layHelenWhite,herhandlyinginhishand。Apeculiarreluctancekepthimfromkissingherlips,buthefelthemighthavedonethatifhewished。Instead,helayperfectlystill,lookingatherandlisteningtothearmyofbeesthatsangthesustainedmasterfulsongoflaborabovehishead。
OnthebenchinthegardenSethstirreduneasily。
Releasingthehandofthegirl,hethrusthishandsintohistrouserpockets。Adesiretoimpressthemindofhiscompanionwiththeimportanceoftheresolutionhehadmadecameoverhimandhenod-
dedhisheadtowardthehouse。\"Mother\'llmakeafuss,Isuppose,\"hewhispered。\"Shehasn\'tthoughtatallaboutwhatI\'mgoingtodoinlife。ShethinksI\'mgoingtostayonhereforeverjustbeingaboy。\"
Seth\'svoicebecamechargedwithboyishearnest-
ness。\"Yousee,I\'vegottostrikeout。I\'vegottogettowork。It\'swhatI\'mgoodfor。\"
HelenWhitewasimpressed。Shenoddedherheadandafeelingofadmirationsweptoverher。
\"Thisisasitshouldbe,\"shethought。\"Thisboyisnotaboyatall,butastrong,purposefulman。\"Cer-
tainvaguedesiresthathadbeeninvadingherbodyweresweptawayandshesatupverystraightonthebench。Thethundercontinuedtorumbleandflashesofheatlightninglituptheeasternsky。Thegardenthathadbeensomysteriousandvast,aplacethatwithSethbesidehermighthavebecomethebackgroundforstrangeandwonderfuladven-
tures,nowseemednomorethananordinaryWines-
burgbackyard,quitedefiniteandlimitedinitsoutlines。
\"Whatwillyoudoupthere?\"shewhispered。
Sethturnedhalfaroundonthebench,strivingtoseeherfaceinthedarkness。Hethoughtherinfi-
nitelymoresensibleandstraightforwardthanGeorgeWillard,andwasgladhehadcomeawayfromhisfriend。Afeelingofimpatiencewiththetownthathadbeeninhismindreturned,andhetriedtotellherofit。\"Everyonetalksandtalks,\"hebegan。\"I\'msickofit。I\'lldosomething,getintosomekindofworkwheretalkdon\'tcount。MaybeI\'lljustbeamechanicinashop。Idon\'tknow。IguessIdon\'tcaremuch。Ijustwanttoworkandkeepquiet。
That\'sallI\'vegotinmymind。\"
Setharosefromthebenchandputouthishand。
Hedidnotwanttobringthemeetingtoanendbutcouldnotthinkofanythingmoretosay。\"It\'sthelasttimewe\'llseeeachother,\"hewhispered。
AwaveofsentimentsweptoverHelen。PuttingherhanduponSeth\'sshoulder,shestartedtodrawhisfacedowntowardherownupturnedface。Theactwasoneofpureaffectionandcuttingregretthatsomevagueadventurethathadbeenpresentinthespiritofthenightwouldnowneverberealized。\"I
thinkI\'dbetterbegoingalong,\"shesaid,lettingherhandfallheavilytoherside。Athoughtcametoher。
\"Don\'tyougowithme;Iwanttobealone,\"shesaid。\"Yougoandtalkwithyourmother。You\'dbetterdothatnow。\"
Sethhesitatedand,ashestoodwaiting,thegirlturnedandranawaythroughthehedge。Adesiretorunafterhercametohim,butheonlystoodstaring,perplexedandpuzzledbyheractionashehadbeenperplexedandpuzzledbyallofthelifeofthetownoutofwhichshehadcome。Walkingslowlytowardthehouse,hestoppedintheshadowofalargetreeandlookedathismothersittingbyalightedwindowbusilysewing。Thefeelingofloneli-
nessthathadvisitedhimearlierintheeveningre-
turnedandcoloredhisthoughtsoftheadventurethroughwhichhehadjustpassed。\"Huh!\"heex-
claimed,turningandstaringinthedirectiontakenbyHelenWhite。\"That\'showthings\'llturnout。
She\'llbeliketherest。Isupposeshe\'llbeginnowtolookatmeinafunnyway。\"Helookedatthegroundandponderedthisthought。\"She\'llbeem-
barrassedandfeelstrangewhenI\'maround,\"hewhisperedtohimself。\"That\'showit\'llbe。That\'showeverything\'llturnout。Whenitcomestolovingsomeone,itwon\'tneverbeme。It\'llbesomeoneelse——somefool——someonewhotalksalot——some-
onelikethatGeorgeWillard。\"
TANDY
UNTILSHEWASsevenyearsoldshelivedinanoldunpaintedhouseonanunusedroadthatledoffTrunionPike。Herfathergaveherbutlittleattentionandhermotherwasdead。Thefatherspenthistimetalkingandthinkingofreligion。Heproclaimedhim-
selfanagnosticandwassoabsorbedindestroyingtheideasofGodthathadcreptintothemindsofhisneighborsthatheneversawGodmanifestinghimselfinthelittlechildthat,halfforgotten,livedhereandthereonthebountyofherdeadmother\'srelatives。
AstrangercametoWinesburgandsawinthechildwhatthefatherdidnotsee。Hewasatall,red-
hairedyoungmanwhowasalmostalwaysdrunk。
SometimeshesatinachairbeforetheNewWillardHousewithTomHard,thefather。AsTomtalked,declaringtherecouldbenoGod,thestrangersmiledandwinkedatthebystanders。HeandTombecamefriendsandweremuchtogether。
ThestrangerwasthesonofarichmerchantofClevelandandhadcometoWinesburgonamission。
Hewantedtocurehimselfofthehabitofdrink,andthoughtthatbyescapingfromhiscityassociatesandlivinginaruralcommunityhewouldhaveabetterchanceinthestrugglewiththeappetitethatwasdestroyinghim。
HissojourninWinesburgwasnotasuccess。Thedullnessofthepassinghoursledtohisdrinkingharderthanever。Buthedidsucceedindoingsome-
thing。HegaveanamerichwithmeaningtoTomHard\'sdaughter。