OneoftheBentleysisterscookedthelittleanimalandheateitwithgreatgusto。Theskinhetackedonaboardandsuspendedtheboardbyastringfromhisbedroomwindow。
Thatgavehismindanewturn。Afterthatheneverwentintothewoodswithoutcarryingtheslinginhispocketandhespenthoursshootingatimaginaryanimalsconcealedamongthebrownleavesinthetrees。Thoughtsofhiscomingmanhoodpassedandhewascontenttobeaboywithaboy\'simpulses。
OneSaturdaymorningwhenhewasabouttosetoffforthewoodswiththeslinginhispocketandabagfornutsonhisshoulder,hisgrandfatherstoppedhim。IntheeyesoftheoldmanwasthestrainedseriouslookthatalwaysalittlefrightenedDavid。AtsuchtimesJesseBentley\'seyesdidnotlookstraightaheadbutwaveredandseemedtobelookingatnothing。Somethinglikeaninvisiblecurtainap-
pearedtohavecomebetweenthemanandalltherestoftheworld。\"Iwantyoutocomewithme,\"
hesaidbriefly,andhiseyeslookedovertheboy\'sheadintothesky。\"Wehavesomethingimportanttodotoday。Youmaybringthebagfornutsifyouwish。Itdoesnotmatterandanywaywewillbegoingintothewoods。\"
JesseandDavidsetoutfromtheBentleyfarm-
houseintheoldphaetonthatwasdrawnbythewhitehorse。Whentheyhadgonealonginsilenceforalongwaytheystoppedattheedgeofafieldwhereaflockofsheepweregrazing。Amongthesheepwasalambthathadbeenbornoutofseason,andthisDavidandhisgrandfathercaughtandtiedsotightlythatitlookedlikealittlewhiteball。WhentheydroveonagainJesseletDavidholdthelambinhisarms。\"IsawityesterdayanditputmeinmindofwhatIhavelongwantedtodo,\"hesaid,andagainhelookedawayovertheheadoftheboywiththewavering,uncertainstareinhiseyes。
Afterthefeelingofexaltationthathadcometothefarmerasaresultofhissuccessfulyear,anothermoodhadtakenpossessionofhim。Foralongtimehehadbeengoingaboutfeelingveryhumbleandprayerful。AgainhewalkedaloneatnightthinkingofGodandashewalkedheagainconnectedhisownfigurewiththefiguresofolddays。Underthestarshekneltonthewetgrassandraiseduphisvoiceinprayer。NowhehaddecidedthatlikethemenwhosestoriesfilledthepagesoftheBible,hewouldmakeasacrificetoGod。\"IhavebeengiventheseabundantcropsandGodhasalsosentmeaboywhoiscalledDavid,\"hewhisperedtohimself。
\"PerhapsIshouldhavedonethisthinglongago。\"
HewassorrytheideahadnotcomeintohismindinthedaysbeforehisdaughterLouisehadbeenbornandthoughtthatsurelynowwhenhehaderectedapileofburningsticksinsomelonelyplaceinthewoodsandhadofferedthebodyofalambasaburntoffering,Godwouldappeartohimandgivehimamessage。
Moreandmoreashethoughtofthematter,hethoughtalsoofDavidandhispassionateself-lovewaspartiallyforgotten。\"Itistimefortheboytobeginthinkingofgoingoutintotheworldandthemessagewillbeoneconcerninghim,\"hedecided。
\"Godwillmakeapathwayforhim。HewilltellmewhatplaceDavidistotakeinlifeandwhenheshallsetoutonhisjourney。Itisrightthattheboyshouldbethere。IfIamfortunateandanangelofGodshouldappear,DavidwillseethebeautyandgloryofGodmademanifesttoman。ItwillmakeatruemanofGodofhimalso。\"
InsilenceJesseandDaviddrovealongtheroaduntiltheycametothatplacewhereJessehadoncebeforeappealedtoGodandhadfrightenedhisgrandson。Themorninghadbeenbrightandcheer-
ful,butacoldwindnowbegantoblowandcloudshidthesun。WhenDavidsawtheplacetowhichtheyhadcomehebegantotremblewithfright,andwhentheystoppedbythebridgewherethecreekcamedownfromamongthetrees,hewantedtospringoutofthephaetonandrunaway。
AdozenplansforescaperanthroughDavid\'shead,butwhenJessestoppedthehorseandclimbedoverthefenceintothewood,hefollowed。\"Itisfoolishtobeafraid。Nothingwillhappen,\"hetoldhimselfashewentalongwiththelambinhisarms。
Therewassomethinginthehelplessnessofthelittleanimalheldsotightlyinhisarmsthatgavehimcourage。Hecouldfeeltherapidbeatingofthebeast\'sheartandthatmadehisownheartbeatlessrapidly。Ashewalkedswiftlyalongbehindhisgrandfather,heuntiedthestringwithwhichthefourlegsofthelambwerefastenedtogether。\"Ifanythinghappenswewillrunawaytogether,\"hethought。
Inthewoods,aftertheyhadgonealongwayfromtheroad,Jessestoppedinanopeningamongthetreeswhereaclearing,overgrownwithsmallbushes,ranupfromthecreek。Hewasstillsilentbutbeganatoncetoerectaheapofdrystickswhichhepresentlysetafire。Theboysatonthegroundwiththelambinhisarms。Hisimaginationbegantoinvesteverymovementoftheoldmanwithsignifi-
canceandhebecameeverymomentmoreafraid。\"I
mustputthebloodofthelambontheheadoftheboy,\"Jessemutteredwhenthestickshadbeguntoblazegreedily,andtakingalongknifefromhispocketheturnedandwalkedrapidlyacrosstheclearingtowardDavid。
Terrorseizeduponthesouloftheboy。Hewassickwithit。Foramomenthesatperfectlystillandthenhisbodystiffenedandhesprangtohisfeet。
Hisfacebecameaswhiteasthefleeceofthelambthat,nowfindingitselfsuddenlyreleased,randownthehill。Davidranalso。Fearmadehisfeetfly。Overthelowbushesandlogsheleapedfrantically。Asheranheputhishandintohispocketandtookoutthebranchedstickfromwhichtheslingforshootingsquirrelswassuspended。Whenhecametothecreekthatwasshallowandsplasheddownoverthestones,hedashedintothewaterandturnedtolookback,andwhenhesawhisgrandfatherstillrunningtowardhimwiththelongknifeheldtightlyinhishandhedidnothesitate,butreachingdown,se-
lectedastoneandputitinthesling。Withallhisstrengthhedrewbacktheheavyrubberbandsandthestonewhistledthroughtheair。IthitJesse,whohadentirelyforgottentheboyandwaspursuingthelamb,squarelyinthehead。Withagroanhepitchedforwardandfellalmostattheboy\'sfeet。WhenDavidsawthathelaystillandthathewasappar-
entlydead,hisfrightincreasedimmeasurably。Itbe-
cameaninsanepanic。
Withacryheturnedandranoffthroughthewoodsweepingconvulsively。\"Idon\'tcare——Ikilledhim,butIdon\'tcare,\"hesobbed。AsheranonandonhedecidedsuddenlythathewouldnevergobackagaintotheBentleyfarmsortothetownofWinesburg。\"IhavekilledthemanofGodandnowIwillmyselfbeamanandgointotheworld,\"hesaidstoutlyashestoppedrunningandwalkedrap-
idlydownaroadthatfollowedthewindingsofWineCreekasitranthroughfieldsandforestsintothewest。
OnthegroundbythecreekJesseBentleymoveduneasilyabout。Hegroanedandopenedhiseyes。
Foralongtimehelayperfectlystillandlookedatthesky。Whenatlasthegottohisfeet,hismindwasconfusedandhewasnotsurprisedbytheboy\'sdisappearance。BytheroadsidehesatdownonalogandbegantotalkaboutGod。Thatisalltheyevergotoutofhim。WheneverDavid\'snamewasmentionedhelookedvaguelyattheskyandsaidthatamessengerfromGodhadtakentheboy。\"IthappenedbecauseIwastoogreedyforglory,\"hedeclared,andwouldhavenomoretosayinthematter。
AMANOFIDEAS
HELIVEDWITHhismother,agrey,silentwomanwithapeculiarashycomplexion。Thehouseinwhichtheylivedstoodinalittlegroveoftreesbe-
yondwherethemainstreetofWinesburgcrossedWineCreek。HisnamewasJoeWelling,andhisfa-
therhadbeenamanofsomedignityinthecommu-
nity,alawyer,andamemberofthestatelegislatureatColumbus。Joehimselfwassmallofbodyandinhischaracterunlikeanyoneelseintown。Hewaslikeatinylittlevolcanothatliessilentfordaysandthensuddenlyspoutsfire。No,hewasn\'tlikethat——
hewaslikeamanwhoissubjecttofits,onewhowalksamonghisfellowmeninspiringfearbecauseafitmaycomeuponhimsuddenlyandblowhimawayintoastrangeuncannyphysicalstateinwhichhiseyesrollandhislegsandarmsjerk。Hewaslikethat,onlythatthevisitationthatdescendeduponJoeWellingwasamentalandnotaphysicalthing。
Hewasbesetbyideasandinthethroesofoneofhisideaswasuncontrollable。Wordsrolledandtumbledfromhismouth。Apeculiarsmilecameuponhislips。Theedgesofhisteeththatweretippedwithgoldglistenedinthelight。Pouncinguponaby-
standerhebegantotalk。Forthebystandertherewasnoescape。Theexcitedmanbreathedintohisface,peeredintohiseyes,poundeduponhischestwithashakingforefinger,demanded,compelledattention。
InthosedaystheStandardOilCompanydidnotdeliveroiltotheconsumerinbigwagonsandmotortrucksasitdoesnow,butdeliveredinsteadtoretailgrocers,hardwarestores,andthelike。JoewastheStandardOilagentinWinesburgandinseveraltownsupanddowntherailroadthatwentthroughWinesburg。Hecollectedbills,bookedorders,anddidotherthings。Hisfather,thelegislator,hadse-
curedthejobforhim。
InandoutofthestoresofWinesburgwentJoeWelling——silent,excessivelypolite,intentuponhisbusiness。Menwatchedhimwitheyesinwhichlurkedamusementtemperedbyalarm。Theywerewaitingforhimtobreakforth,preparingtoflee。
Althoughtheseizuresthatcameuponhimwereharmlessenough,theycouldnotbelaughedaway。
Theywereoverwhelming。Astrideanidea,Joewasovermastering。Hispersonalitybecamegigantic。Itoverrodethemantowhomhetalked,swepthimaway,sweptallaway,allwhostoodwithinsoundofhisvoice。
InSylvesterWest\'sDrugStorestoodfourmenwhoweretalkingofhorseracing。WesleyMoyer\'sstallion,TonyTip,wastoraceattheJunemeetingatTiffin,Ohio,andtherewasarumorthathewouldmeetthestiffestcompetitionofhiscareer。ItwassaidthatPopGeers,thegreatracingdriver,wouldhimselfbethere。AdoubtofthesuccessofTonyTiphungheavyintheairofWinesburg。
IntothedrugstorecameJoeWelling,brushingthescreendoorviolentlyaside。Withastrangeab-
sorbedlightinhiseyeshepounceduponEdThomas,hewhoknewPopGeersandwhoseopin-
ionofTonyTip\'schanceswasworthconsidering。
\"ThewaterisupinWineCreek,\"criedJoeWel-
lingwiththeairofPheidippidesbringingnewsofthevictoryoftheGreeksinthestruggleatMara-
thon。HisfingerbeatatattoouponEdThomas\'sbroadchest。\"ByTrunionbridgeitiswithinelevenandahalfinchesoftheflooring,\"hewenton,thewordscomingquicklyandwithalittlewhistlingnoisefrombetweenhisteeth。Anexpressionofhelp-
lessannoyancecreptoverthefacesofthefour。
\"Ihavemyfactscorrect。Dependuponthat。I
wenttoSinnings\'HardwareStoreandgotarule。
ThenIwentbackandmeasured。Icouldhardlybe-
lievemyowneyes。Ithasn\'trainedyouseefortendays。AtfirstIdidn\'tknowwhattothink。Thoughtsrushedthroughmyhead。Ithoughtofsubterraneanpassagesandsprings。Downunderthegroundwentmymind,delvingabout。Isatonthefloorofthebridgeandrubbedmyhead。Therewasn\'tacloudinthesky,notone。Comeoutintothestreetandyou\'llsee。Therewasn\'tacloud。Thereisn\'tacloudnow。Yes,therewasacloud。Idon\'twanttokeepbackanyfacts。Therewasacloudinthewestdownnearthehorizon,acloudnobiggerthanaman\'shand。
\"NotthatIthinkthathasanythingtodowithit。
Thereitis,yousee。YouunderstandhowpuzzledI
was。
\"Thenanideacametome。Ilaughed。You\'lllaugh,too。OfcourseitrainedoverinMedinaCounty。That\'sinteresting,eh?Ifwehadnotrains,nomails,notelegraph,wewouldknowthatitrainedoverinMedinaCounty。That\'swhereWineCreekcomesfrom。Everyoneknowsthat。LittleoldWineCreekbroughtusthenews。That\'sinteresting。
Ilaughed。IthoughtI\'dtellyou——it\'sinteresting,eh?\"
JoeWellingturnedandwentoutatthedoor。Tak-
ingabookfromhispocket,hestoppedandranafingerdownoneofthepages。Againhewasab-
sorbedinhisdutiesasagentoftheStandardOilCompany。\"Hern\'sGrocerywillbegettinglowoncoaloil。I\'llseethem,\"hemuttered,hurryingalongthestreet,andbowingpolitelytotherightandleftatthepeoplewalkingpast。
WhenGeorgeWillardwenttoworkfortheWines-
burgEaglehewasbesiegedbyJoeWelling。Joeen-
viedtheboy。ItseemedtohimthathewasmeantbyNaturetobeareporteronanewspaper。\"ItiswhatIshouldbedoing,thereisnodoubtofthat,\"
hedeclared,stoppingGeorgeWillardontheside-
walkbeforeDaugherty\'sFeedStore。Hiseyesbegantoglistenandhisforefingertotremble。\"OfcourseImakemoremoneywiththeStandardOilCompanyandI\'monlytellingyou,\"headded。\"I\'vegotnoth-
ingagainstyoubutIshouldhaveyourplace。Icoulddotheworkatoddmoments。HereandthereI
wouldrunfindingoutthingsyou\'llneversee。\"
BecomingmoreexcitedJoeWellingcrowdedtheyoungreporteragainstthefrontofthefeedstore。
Heappearedtobelostinthought,rollinghiseyesaboutandrunningathinnervoushandthroughhishair。Asmilespreadoverhisfaceandhisgoldteethglittered。\"Yougetoutyournotebook,\"hecom-
manded。\"Youcarryalittlepadofpaperinyourpocket,don\'tyou?Iknewyoudid。Well,yousetthisdown。Ithoughtofittheotherday。Let\'stakedecay。Nowwhatisdecay?It\'sfire。Itburnsupwoodandotherthings。Youneverthoughtofthat?
Ofcoursenot。Thissidewalkhereandthisfeedstore,thetreesdownthestreetthere——they\'reallonfire。They\'reburningup。Decayyouseeisalwaysgoingon。Itdoesn\'tstop。Waterandpaintcan\'tstopit。Ifathingisiron,thenwhat?Itrusts,yousee。
That\'sfire,too。Theworldisonfire。Startyourpiecesinthepaperthatway。Justsayinbigletters\'TheWorldIsOnFire。\'Thatwillmake\'emlookup。
They\'llsayyou\'reasmartone。Idon\'tcare。Idon\'tenvyyou。Ijustsnatchedthatideaoutoftheair。I
wouldmakeanewspaperhum。Yougottoadmitthat。\"\'
Turningquickly,JoeWellingwalkedrapidlyaway。
Whenhehadtakenseveralstepshestoppedandlookedback。\"I\'mgoingtosticktoyou,\"hesaid。
\"I\'mgoingtomakeyouaregularhummer。Ishouldstartanewspapermyself,that\'swhatIshoulddo。
I\'dbeamarvel。Everybodyknowsthat。\"
WhenGeorgeWillardhadbeenforayearontheWinesburgEagle,fourthingshappenedtoJoeWel-
ling。Hismotherdied,hecametoliveattheNewWillardHouse,hebecameinvolvedinaloveaffair,andheorganizedtheWinesburgBaseballClub。
Joeorganizedthebaseballclubbecausehewantedtobeacoachandinthatpositionhebegantowintherespectofhistownsmen。\"Heisawonder,\"theydeclaredafterJoe\'steamhadwhippedtheteamfromMedinaCounty。\"Hegetseverybodyworkingtogether。Youjustwatchhim。\"
UponthebaseballfieldJoeWellingstoodbyfirstbase,hiswholebodyquiveringwithexcitement。Inspiteofthemselvesalltheplayerswatchedhimclosely。Theopposingpitcherbecameconfused。
\"Now!Now!Now!Now!\"shoutedtheexcitedman。\"Watchme!Watchme!Watchmyfingers!
Watchmyhands!Watchmyfeet!Watchmyeyes!
Let\'sworktogetherhere!Watchme!Inmeyouseeallthemovementsofthegame!Workwithme!
Workwithme!Watchme!Watchme!Watchme!\"
WithrunnersoftheWinesburgteamonbases,JoeWellingbecameasoneinspired。Beforetheyknewwhathadcomeoverthem,thebaserunnerswerewatchingtheman,edgingoffthebases,advancing,retreating,heldasbyaninvisiblecord。TheplayersoftheopposingteamalsowatchedJoe。Theywerefascinated。Foramomenttheywatchedandthen,asthoughtobreakaspellthathungoverthem,theybeganhurlingtheballwildlyabout,andamidase-
riesoffierceanimal-likecriesfromthecoach,therunnersoftheWinesburgteamscamperedhome。
JoeWelling\'sloveaffairsetthetownofWinesburgonedge。Whenitbeganeveryonewhisperedandshookhishead。Whenpeopletriedtolaugh,thelaughterwasforcedandunnatural。JoefellinlovewithSarahKing,alean,sad-lookingwomanwholivedwithherfatherandbrotherinabrickhousethatstoodoppositethegateleadingtotheWines-
burgCemetery。
ThetwoKings,Edwardthefather,andTomtheson,werenotpopularinWinesburg。Theywerecalledproudanddangerous。TheyhadcometoWinesburgfromsomeplaceintheSouthandranacidermillontheTrunionPike。TomKingwasre-
portedtohavekilledamanbeforehecametoWinesburg。Hewastwenty-sevenyearsoldandrodeabouttownonagreypony。Alsohehadalongyellowmustachethatdroppeddownoverhisteeth,andalwayscarriedaheavy,wicked-lookingwalkingstickinhishand。Oncehekilledadogwiththestick。ThedogbelongedtoWinPawsey,theshoemerchant,andstoodonthesidewalkwaggingitstail。TomKingkilleditwithoneblow。Hewasar-
restedandpaidafineoftendollars。
OldEdwardKingwassmallofstatureandwhenhepassedpeopleinthestreetlaughedaqueerun-
mirthfullaugh。Whenhelaughedhescratchedhisleftelbowwithhisrighthand。Thesleeveofhiscoatwasalmostwornthroughfromthehabit。Ashewalkedalongthestreet,lookingnervouslyaboutandlaughing,heseemedmoredangerousthanhissilent,fierce-lookingson。
WhenSarahKingbeganwalkingoutintheeve-
ningwithJoeWelling,peopleshooktheirheadsinalarm。Shewastallandpaleandhaddarkringsunderhereyes。Thecouplelookedridiculousto-
gether。UnderthetreestheywalkedandJoetalked。
Hispassionateeagerprotestationsoflove,heardcomingoutofthedarknessbythecemeterywall,orfromthedeepshadowsofthetreesonthehillthatranuptotheFairGroundsfromWaterworksPond,wererepeatedinthestores。MenstoodbythebarintheNewWillardHouselaughingandtalkingofJoe\'scourtship。Afterthelaughtercamethesilence。
TheWinesburgbaseballteam,underhismanage-
ment,waswinninggameaftergame,andthetownhadbeguntorespecthim。Sensingatragedy,theywaited,laughingnervously。
LateonaSaturdayafternoonthemeetingbetweenJoeWellingandthetwoKings,theanticipationofwhichhadsetthetownonedge,tookplaceinJoeWelling\'sroomintheNewWillardHouse。GeorgeWillardwasawitnesstothemeeting。Itcameaboutinthisway:
WhentheyoungreporterwenttohisroomaftertheeveningmealhesawTomKingandhisfathersittinginthehalfdarknessinJoe\'sroom。Thesonhadtheheavywalkingstickinhishandandsatnearthedoor。OldEdwardKingwalkednervouslyabout,scratchinghisleftelbowwithhisrighthand。Thehallwayswereemptyandsilent。
GeorgeWillardwenttohisownroomandsatdownathisdesk。Hetriedtowritebuthishandtrembledsothathecouldnotholdthepen。Healsowalkednervouslyupanddown。LiketherestofthetownofWinesburghewasperplexedandknewnotwhattodo。
Itwasseven-thirtyandfastgrowingdarkwhenJoeWellingcamealongthestationplatformtowardtheNewWillardHouse。Inhisarmsheheldabun-
dleofweedsandgrasses。Inspiteoftheterrorthatmadehisbodyshake,GeorgeWillardwasamusedatthesightofthesmallspryfigureholdingthegrassesandhalfrunningalongtheplatform。
Shakingwithfrightandanxiety,theyoungre-
porterlurkedinthehallwayoutsidethedooroftheroominwhichJoeWellingtalkedtothetwoKings。
Therehadbeenanoath,thenervousgiggleofoldEdwardKing,andthensilence。NowthevoiceofJoeWelling,sharpandclear,brokeforth。GeorgeWillardbegantolaugh。Heunderstood。Ashehadsweptallmenbeforehim,sonowJoeWellingwascarryingthetwomenintheroomofftheirfeetwithatidalwaveofwords。Thelistenerinthehallwalkedupanddown,lostinamazement。
InsidetheroomJoeWellinghadpaidnoattentiontothegrumbledthreatofTomKing。Absorbedinanideaheclosedthedoorand,lightingalamp,spreadthehandfulofweedsandgrassesuponthefloor。\"I\'vegotsomethinghere,\"heannouncedsol-
emnly。\"IwasgoingtotellGeorgeWillardaboutit,lethimmakeapieceoutofitforthepaper。I\'mgladyou\'rehere。IwishSarahwereherealso。I\'vebeengoingtocometoyourhouseandtellyouofsomeofmyideas。They\'reinteresting。Sarahwouldn\'tletme。Shesaidwe\'dquarrel。That\'sfoolish。\"
Runningupanddownbeforethetwoperplexedmen,JoeWellingbegantoexplain。\"Don\'tyoumakeamistakenow,\"hecried。\"Thisissomethingbig。\"
Hisvoicewasshrillwithexcitement。\"Youjustfol-
lowme,you\'llbeinterested。Iknowyouwill。Sup-
posethis——supposeallofthewheat,thecorn,theoats,thepeas,thepotatoes,wereallbysomemira-
clesweptaway。Nowhereweare,yousee,inthiscounty。Thereisahighfencebuiltallaroundus。
We\'llsupposethat。Noonecangetoverthefenceandallthefruitsoftheeartharedestroyed,nothingleftbutthesewildthings,thesegrasses。Wouldwebedonefor?Iaskyouthat。Wouldwebedonefor?\"
AgainTomKinggrowledandforamomenttherewassilenceintheroom。ThenagainJoeplungedintotheexpositionofhisidea。\"Thingswouldgohardforatime。Iadmitthat。I\'vegottoadmitthat。
Nogettingaroundit。We\'dbehardputtoit。Morethanonefatstomachwouldcavein。Buttheycouldn\'tdownus。Ishouldsaynot。\"
TomKinglaughedgoodnaturedlyandtheshiv-
ery,nervouslaughofEdwardKingrangthroughthehouse。JoeWellinghurriedon。\"We\'dbegin,yousee,tobreedupnewvegetablesandfruits。Soonwe\'dregainallwehadlost。Mind,Idon\'tsaythenewthingswouldbethesameastheold。Theywouldn\'t。Maybethey\'dbebetter,maybenotsogood。That\'sinteresting,eh?Youcanthinkaboutthat。Itstartsyourmindworking,nowdon\'tit?\"
IntheroomtherewassilenceandthenagainoldEdwardKinglaughednervously。\"Say,IwishSarahwashere,\"criedJoeWelling。\"Let\'sgouptoyourhouse。Iwanttotellherofthis。\"
Therewasascrapingofchairsintheroom。ItwasthenthatGeorgeWillardretreatedtohisownroom。
LeaningoutatthewindowhesawJoeWellinggoingalongthestreetwiththetwoKings。TomKingwasforcedtotakeextraordinarylongstridestokeeppacewiththelittleman。Ashestrodealong,heleanedover,listening——absorbed,fascinated。JoeWellingagaintalkedexcitedly。\"Takemilkweednow,\"hecried。\"Alotmightbedonewithmilk-
weed,eh?It\'salmostunbelievable。Iwantyoutothinkaboutit。Iwantyoutwotothinkaboutit。
Therewouldbeanewvegetablekingdomyousee。
It\'sinteresting,eh?It\'sanidea。WaittillyouseeSarah,she\'llgettheidea。She\'llbeinterested。Sarahisalwaysinterestedinideas。Youcan\'tbetoosmartforSarah,nowcanyou?Ofcourseyoucan\'t。Youknowthat。\"
ADVENTURE
ALICEHINDMAN,awomanoftwenty-sevenwhenGeorgeWillardwasamereboy,hadlivedinWines-
burgallherlife。SheclerkedinWinney\'sDryGoodsStoreandlivedwithhermother,whohadmarriedasecondhusband。
Alice\'sstep-fatherwasacarriagepainter,andgiventodrink。Hisstoryisanoddone。Itwillbeworthtellingsomeday。
Attwenty-sevenAlicewastallandsomewhatslight。Herheadwaslargeandovershadowedherbody。Hershoulderswerealittlestoopedandherhairandeyesbrown。Shewasveryquietbutbeneathaplacidexterioracontinualfermentwenton。
Whenshewasagirlofsixteenandbeforeshebegantoworkinthestore,Alicehadanaffairwithayoungman。Theyoungman,namedNedCurrie,wasolderthanAlice。He,likeGeorgeWillard,wasemployedontheWinesburgEagleandforalongtimehewenttoseeAlicealmosteveryevening。Togetherthetwowalkedunderthetreesthroughthestreetsofthetownandtalkedofwhattheywoulddowiththeirlives。AlicewasthenaveryprettygirlandNedCurrietookherintohisarmsandkissedher。HebecameexcitedandsaidthingshedidnotintendtosayandAlice,betrayedbyherdesiretohavesome-
thingbeautifulcomeintoherrathernarrowlife,alsogrewexcited。Shealsotalked。Theoutercrustofherlife,allofhernaturaldiffidenceandreserve,wastomawayandshegaveherselfovertotheemotionsoflove。When,lateinthefallofhersixteenthyear,NedCurriewentawaytoClevelandwherehehopedtogetaplaceonacitynewspaperandriseintheworld,shewantedtogowithhim。Withatremblingvoiceshetoldhimwhatwasinhermind。\"Iwillworkandyoucanwork,\"shesaid。\"Idonotwanttoharnessyoutoaneedlessexpensethatwillpre-
ventyourmakingprogress。Don\'tmarrymenow。
Wewillgetalongwithoutthatandwecanbeto-
gether。Eventhoughweliveinthesamehousenoonewillsayanything。Inthecitywewillbeun-
knownandpeoplewillpaynoattentiontous。\"
NedCurriewaspuzzledbythedeterminationandabandonofhissweetheartandwasalsodeeplytouched。Hehadwantedthegirltobecomehismis-
tressbutchangedhismind。Hewantedtoprotectandcareforher。\"Youdon\'tknowwhatyou\'retalk-
ingabout,\"hesaidsharply;\"youmaybesureI\'llletyoudonosuchthing。AssoonasIgetagoodjobI\'llcomeback。Forthepresentyou\'llhavetostayhere。It\'stheonlythingwecando。\"
OntheeveningbeforeheleftWinesburgtotakeuphisnewlifeinthecity,NedCurriewenttocallonAlice。TheywalkedaboutthroughthestreetsforanhourandthengotarigfromWesleyMoyer\'sliveryandwentforadriveinthecountry。Themooncameupandtheyfoundthemselvesunabletotalk。
Inhissadnesstheyoungmanforgottheresolutionshehadmaderegardinghisconductwiththegirl。
TheygotoutofthebuggyataplacewherealongmeadowrandowntothebankofWineCreekandthereinthedimlightbecamelovers。Whenatmid-
nighttheyreturnedtotowntheywerebothglad。Itdidnotseemtothemthatanythingthatcouldhap-
peninthefuturecouldblotoutthewonderandbeautyofthethingthathadhappened。\"Nowwewillhavetosticktoeachother,whateverhappenswewillhavetodothat,\"NedCurriesaidasheleftthegirlatherfather\'sdoor。
Theyoungnewspapermandidnotsucceedinget-
tingaplaceonaClevelandpaperandwentwesttoChicago。ForatimehewaslonelyandwrotetoAlicealmosteveryday。Thenhewascaughtupbythelifeofthecity;hebegantomakefriendsandfoundnewinterestsinlife。InChicagoheboardedatahousewheretherewereseveralwomen。OneofthemattractedhisattentionandheforgotAliceinWinesburg。Attheendofayearhehadstoppedwritingletters,andonlyonceinalongtime,whenhewaslonelyorwhenhewentintooneofthecityparksandsawthemoonshiningonthegrassasithadshonethatnightonthemeadowbyWineCreek,didhethinkofheratall。
InWinesburgthegirlwhohadbeenlovedgrewtobeawoman。Whenshewastwenty-twoyearsoldherfather,whoownedaharnessrepairshop,diedsuddenly。Theharnessmakerwasanoldsoldier,andafterafewmonthshiswifereceivedawidow\'spension。Sheusedthefirstmoneyshegottobuyaloomandbecameaweaverofcarpets,andAlicegotaplaceinWinney\'sstore。ForanumberofyearsnothingcouldhaveinducedhertobelievethatNedCurriewouldnotintheendreturntoher。
Shewasgladtobeemployedbecausethedailyroundoftoilinthestoremadethetimeofwaitingseemlesslonganduninteresting。Shebegantosavemoney,thinkingthatwhenshehadsavedtwoorthreehundreddollarsshewouldfollowherlovertothecityandtryifherpresencewouldnotwinbackhisaffections。
AlicedidnotblameNedCurrieforwhathadhap-
penedinthemoonlightinthefield,butfeltthatshecouldnevermarryanotherman。ToherthethoughtofgivingtoanotherwhatshestillfeltcouldbelongonlytoNedseemedmonstrous。Whenotheryoungmentriedtoattractherattentionshewouldhavenothingtodowiththem。\"Iamhiswifeandshallremainhiswifewhetherhecomesbackornot,\"shewhisperedtoherself,andforallofherwillingnesstosupportherselfcouldnothaveunderstoodthegrowingmodernideaofawoman\'sowningherselfandgivingandtakingforherownendsinlife。
Aliceworkedinthedrygoodsstorefromeightinthemorninguntilsixatnightandonthreeeveningsaweekwentbacktothestoretostayfromsevenuntilnine。Astimepassedandshebecamemoreandmorelonelyshebegantopracticethedevicescommontolonelypeople。Whenatnightshewentupstairsintoherownroomshekneltonthefloortoprayandinherprayerswhisperedthingsshewantedtosaytoherlover。Shebecameattachedtoinanimateobjects,andbecauseitwasherown,couldnotbaretohaveanyonetouchthefurnitureofherroom。Thetrickofsavingmoney,begunforapurpose,wascarriedonaftertheschemeofgoingtothecitytofindNedCurriehadbeengivenup。Itbecameafixedhabit,andwhensheneedednewclothesshedidnotgetthem。Sometimesonrainyafternoonsinthestoreshegotoutherbankbookand,lettingitlieopenbeforeher,spenthoursdreamingimpossibledreamsofsavingmoneyenoughsothattheinterestwouldsupportbothherselfandherfuturehusband。
\"Nedalwayslikedtotravelabout,\"shethought。
\"I\'llgivehimthechance。SomedaywhenwearemarriedandIcansavebothhismoneyandmyown,wewillberich。Thenwecantraveltogetherallovertheworld。\"
InthedrygoodsstoreweeksranintomonthsandmonthsintoyearsasAlicewaitedanddreamedofherlover\'sreturn。Heremployer,agreyoldmanwithfalseteethandathingreymustachethatdroopeddownoverhismouth,wasnotgiventoconversation,andsometimes,onrainydaysandinthewinterwhenastormragedinMainStreet,longhourspassedwhennocustomerscamein。Alicear-
rangedandrearrangedthestock。Shestoodnearthefrontwindowwhereshecouldlookdownthede-
sertedstreetandthoughtoftheeveningswhenshehadwalkedwithNedCurrieandofwhathehadsaid。\"Wewillhavetosticktoeachothernow。\"Thewordsechoedandre-echoedthroughthemindofthematuringwoman。Tearscameintohereyes。
Sometimeswhenheremployerhadgoneoutandshewasaloneinthestoresheputherheadonthecounterandwept。\"Oh,Ned,Iamwaiting,\"shewhisperedoverandover,andallthetimethecreep-
ingfearthathewouldnevercomebackgrewstrongerwithinher。
Inthespringwhentherainshavepassedandbe-
forethelonghotdaysofsummerhavecome,thecountryaboutWinesburgisdelightful。Thetownliesinthemidstofopenfields,butbeyondthefieldsarepleasantpatchesofwoodlands。Inthewoodedplacesaremanylittlecloisterednooks,quietplaceswhereloversgotositonSundayafternoons。Throughthetreestheylookoutacrossthefieldsandseefarmersatworkaboutthebarnsorpeopledrivingupanddownontheroads。Inthetownbellsringandoccasionallyatrainpasses,lookinglikeatoythinginthedistance。
ForseveralyearsafterNedCurriewentawayAlicedidnotgointothewoodwiththeotheryoungpeopleonSunday,butonedayafterhehadbeengonefortwoorthreeyearsandwhenherlonelinessseemedunbearable,sheputonherbestdressandsetout。Findingalittleshelteredplacefromwhichshecouldseethetownandalongstretchofthefields,shesatdown。Fearofageandineffectualitytookpossessionofher。Shecouldnotsitstill,andarose。Asshestoodlookingoutoverthelandsome-
thing,perhapsthethoughtofneverceasinglifeasitexpressesitselfintheflowoftheseasons,fixedhermindonthepassingyears。Withashiverofdread,sherealizedthatforherthebeautyandfresh-
nessofyouthhadpassed。Forthefirsttimeshefeltthatshehadbeencheated。ShedidnotblameNedCurrieanddidnotknowwhattoblame。Sadnesssweptoverher。Droppingtoherknees,shetriedtopray,butinsteadofprayerswordsofprotestcametoherlips。\"Itisnotgoingtocometome。Iwillneverfindhappiness。WhydoItellmyselflies?\"
shecried,andanoddsenseofreliefcamewiththis,herfirstboldattempttofacethefearthathadbe-
comeapartofhereverydaylife。
IntheyearwhenAliceHindmanbecametwenty-
fivetwothingshappenedtodisturbthedullun-
eventfulnessofherdays。HermothermarriedBushMilton,thecarriagepainterofWinesburg,andsheherselfbecameamemberoftheWinesburgMethod-
istChurch。Alicejoinedthechurchbecauseshehadbecomefrightenedbythelonelinessofherpositioninlife。Hermother\'ssecondmarriagehadempha-
sizedherisolation。\"Iambecomingoldandqueer。
IfNedcomeshewillnotwantme。Inthecitywhereheislivingmenareperpetuallyyoung。Thereissomuchgoingonthattheydonothavetimetogrowold,\"shetoldherselfwithagrimlittlesmile,andwentresolutelyaboutthebusinessofbecomingac-
quaintedwithpeople。EveryThursdayeveningwhenthestorehadclosedshewenttoaprayermeetinginthebasementofthechurchandonSundayeveningattendedameetingofanorganizationcalledTheEpworthLeague。
WhenWillHurley,amiddle-agedmanwhoclerkedinadrugstoreandwhoalsobelongedtothechurch,offeredtowalkhomewithhershedidnotprotest。
\"OfcourseIwillnotlethimmakeapracticeofbeingwithme,butifhecomestoseemeonceinalongtimetherecanbenoharminthat,\"shetoldherself,stilldeterminedinherloyaltytoNedCurrie。
Withoutrealizingwhatwashappening,Alicewastryingfeeblyatfirst,butwithgrowingdetermina-
tion,togetanewholduponlife。Besidethedrugclerkshewalkedinsilence,butsometimesinthedarknessastheywentstolidlyalongsheputoutherhandandtouchedsoftlythefoldsofhiscoat。Whenheleftheratthegatebeforehermother\'shouseshedidnotgoindoors,butstoodforamomentbythedoor。Shewantedtocalltothedrugclerk,toaskhimtositwithherinthedarknessontheporchbeforethehouse,butwasafraidhewouldnotun-
derstand。\"ItisnothimthatIwant,\"shetoldher-
self;\"Iwanttoavoidbeingsomuchalone。IfIamnotcarefulIwillgrowunaccustomedtobeingwithpeople。\"
Duringtheearlyfallofhertwenty-seventhyearapassionaterestlessnesstookpossessionofAlice。Shecouldnotbeartobeinthecompanyofthedrugclerk,andwhen,intheevening,hecametowalkwithhershesenthimaway。Hermindbecamein-
tenselyactiveandwhen,wearyfromthelonghoursofstandingbehindthecounterinthestore,shewenthomeandcrawledintobed,shecouldnotsleep。Withstaringeyesshelookedintothedark-
ness。Herimagination,likeachildawakenedfromlongsleep,playedabouttheroom。Deepwithinhertherewassomethingthatwouldnotbecheatedbyphantasiesandthatdemandedsomedefiniteanswerfromlife。
Alicetookapillowintoherarmsandheldittightlyagainstherbreasts。Gettingoutofbed,shearrangedablanketsothatinthedarknessitlookedlikeaformlyingbetweenthesheetsand,kneelingbesidethebed,shecaressedit,whisperingwordsoverandover,likearefrain。\"Whydoesn\'tsome-
thinghappen?WhyamIleftherealone?\"shemut-
tered。AlthoughshesometimesthoughtofNedCurrie,shenolongerdependedonhim。Herdesirehadgrownvague。ShedidnotwantNedCurrieoranyotherman。Shewantedtobeloved,tohavesomethinganswerthecallthatwasgrowinglouderandlouderwithinher。
AndthenonenightwhenitrainedAlicehadanadventure。Itfrightenedandconfusedher。Shehadcomehomefromthestoreatnineandfoundthehouseempty。BushMiltonhadgoneofftotownandhermothertothehouseofaneighbor。Alicewentupstairstoherroomandundressedinthedarkness。
Foramomentshestoodbythewindowhearingtherainbeatagainsttheglassandthenastrangedesiretookpossessionofher。Withoutstoppingtothinkofwhatsheintendedtodo,sherandownstairsthroughthedarkhouseandoutintotherain。Asshestoodonthelittlegrassplotbeforethehouseandfeltthecoldrainonherbodyamaddesiretorunnakedthroughthestreetstookpossessionofher。
Shethoughtthattherainwouldhavesomecre-
ativeandwonderfuleffectonherbody。Notforyearshadshefeltsofullofyouthandcourage。Shewantedtoleapandrun,tocryout,tofindsomeotherlonelyhumanandembracehim。Onthebricksidewalkbeforethehouseamanstumbledhome-
ward。Alicestartedtorun。Awild,desperatemoodtookpossessionofher。\"WhatdoIcarewhoitis。
Heisalone,andIwillgotohim,\"shethought;andthenwithoutstoppingtoconsiderthepossibleresultofhermadness,calledsoftly。\"Wait!\"shecried。
\"Don\'tgoaway。Whoeveryouare,youmustwait。\"
Themanonthesidewalkstoppedandstoodlis-
tening。Hewasanoldmanandsomewhatdeaf。
Puttinghishandtohismouth,heshouted。\"What?
Whatsay?\"hecalled。
Alicedroppedtothegroundandlaytrembling。
Shewassofrightenedatthethoughtofwhatshehaddonethatwhenthemanhadgoneonhiswayshedidnotdaregettoherfeet,butcrawledonhandsandkneesthroughthegrasstothehouse。
Whenshegottoherownroomsheboltedthedooranddrewherdressingtableacrossthedoorway。
Herbodyshookaswithachillandherhandstrem-
bledsothatshehaddifficultygettingintohernight-
dress。Whenshegotintobedsheburiedherfaceinthepillowandweptbrokenheartedly。\"Whatisthematterwithme?IwilldosomethingdreadfulifI
amnotcareful,\"shethought,andturningherfacetothewall,begantryingtoforceherselftofacebravelythefactthatmanypeoplemustliveanddiealone,eveninWinesburg。
RESPECTABILITY
IFYOUHAVElivedincitiesandhavewalkedintheparkonasummerafternoon,youhaveperhapsseen,blinkinginacornerofhisironcage,ahuge,grotesquekindofmonkey,acreaturewithugly,sag-
ging,hairlessskinbelowhiseyesandabrightpur-
pleunderbody。Thismonkeyisatruemonster。Inthecompletenessofhisuglinessheachievedakindofpervertedbeauty。Childrenstoppingbeforethecagearefascinated,menturnawaywithanairofdisgust,andwomenlingerforamoment,tryingper-
hapstorememberwhichoneoftheirmaleacquain-
tancesthethinginsomefaintwayresembles。