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类别:其他 作者:Sherwood Anderson字数:16392更新时间:18/12/14 16:11:44
tanceshipwasentirelyamatterofthedoctor\'sownmaking。 InthelateafternoonWillHenderson,ownerandeditoroftheEagle,wentovertoTomWilly\'ssaloon。 Alonganalleywayhewentandslippinginatthebackdoorofthesaloonbegandrinkingadrinkmadeofacombinationofsloeginandsodawater。WillHendersonwasasensualistandhadreachedtheageofforty-five。Heimaginedtheginrenewedtheyouthinhim。Likemostsensualistsheenjoyedtalk- ingofwomen,andforanhourhelingeredaboutgossipingwithTomWilly。Thesaloonkeeperwasashort,broad-shoulderedmanwithpeculiarlymarkedhands。Thatflamingkindofbirthmarkthatsome- timespaintswithredthefacesofmenandwomenhadtouchedwithredTomWilly\'sfingersandthebacksofhishands。AshestoodbythebartalkingtoWillHendersonherubbedthehandstogether。 Ashegrewmoreandmoreexcitedtheredofhisfingersdeepened。Itwasasthoughthehandshadbeendippedinbloodthathaddriedandfaded。 AsWillHendersonstoodatthebarlookingattheredhandsandtalkingofwomen,hisassistant,GeorgeWillard,satintheofficeoftheWinesburgEagleandlistenedtothetalkofDoctorParcival。 DoctorParcivalappearedimmediatelyafterWillHendersonhaddisappeared。Onemighthavesup- posedthatthedoctorhadbeenwatchingfromhisofficewindowandhadseentheeditorgoingalongthealleyway。Cominginatthefrontdoorandfind- inghimselfachair,helightedoneofthestogiesandcrossinghislegsbegantotalk。Heseemedintentuponconvincingtheboyoftheadvisabilityofadopt- ingalineofconductthathewashimselfunabletodefine。 \"IfyouhaveyoureyesopenyouwillseethatalthoughIcallmyselfadoctorIhavemightyfewpatients,\"hebegan。\"Thereisareasonforthat。ItisnotanaccidentanditisnotbecauseIdonotknowasmuchofmedicineasanyonehere。Idonotwantpatients。Thereason,yousee,doesnotappearonthesurface。Itliesinfactinmycharacter,whichhas,ifyouthinkaboutit,manystrangeturns。WhyIwanttotalktoyouofthematterIdon\'tknow。I mightkeepstillandgetmorecreditinyoureyes。I haveadesiretomakeyouadmireme,that\'safact。 Idon\'tknowwhy。That\'swhyItalk。It\'sveryamus- ing,eh?\" Sometimesthedoctorlaunchedintolongtalesconcerninghimself。Totheboythetaleswereveryrealandfullofmeaning。Hebegantoadmirethefatunclean-lookingmanand,intheafternoonwhenWillHendersonhadgone,lookedforwardwithkeeninteresttothedoctor\'scoming。 DoctorParcivalhadbeeninWinesburgaboutfiveyears。HecamefromChicagoandwhenhearrivedwasdrunkandgotintoafightwithAlbertLong- worth,thebaggageman。Thefightconcernedatrunkandendedbythedoctor\'sbeingescortedtothevil- lagelockup。Whenhewasreleasedherentedaroomaboveashoe-repairingshopatthelowerendofMainStreetandputoutthesignthatannouncedhimselfasadoctor。Althoughhehadbutfewpa- tientsandtheseofthepoorersortwhowereunabletopay,heseemedtohaveplentyofmoneyforhisneeds。HesleptintheofficethatwasunspeakablydirtyanddinedatBiffCarter\'slunchroominasmallframebuildingoppositetherailroadstation。InthesummerthelunchroomwasfilledwithfliesandBiffCarter\'swhiteapronwasmoredirtythanhisfloor。 DoctorParcivaldidnotmind。Intothelunchroomhestalkedanddepositedtwentycentsuponthecounter。\"Feedmewhatyouwishforthat,\"hesaidlaughing。\"Useupfoodthatyouwouldn\'totherwisesell。Itmakesnodifferencetome。Iamamanofdistinction,yousee。WhyshouldIconcernmyselfwithwhatIeat。\" ThetalesthatDoctorParcivaltoldGeorgeWillardbegannowhereandendednowhere。Sometimestheboythoughttheymustallbeinventions,apackoflies。Andthenagainhewasconvincedthattheycontainedtheveryessenceoftruth。 \"Iwasareporterlikeyouhere,\"DoctorParcivalbegan。\"ItwasinatowninIowa——orwasitinIlli- nois?Idon\'trememberandanywayitmakesnodifference。PerhapsIamtryingtoconcealmyiden- tityanddon\'twanttobeverydefinite。HaveyoueverthoughtitstrangethatIhavemoneyformyneedsalthoughIdonothing?ImayhavestolenagreatsumofmoneyorbeeninvolvedinamurderbeforeIcamehere。Thereisfoodforthoughtinthat,eh?Ifyouwereareallysmartnewspaperreporteryouwouldlookmeup。InChicagotherewasaDoc- torCroninwhowasmurdered。Haveyouheardofthat?Somemenmurderedhimandputhiminatrunk。Intheearlymorningtheyhauledthetrunkacrossthecity。Itsatonthebackofanexpresswagonandtheywereontheseatasunconcernedasanything。Alongtheywentthroughquietstreetswhereeveryonewasasleep。Thesunwasjustcom- ingupoverthelake。Funny,eh——justtothinkofthemsmokingpipesandchatteringastheydrovealongasunconcernedasIamnow。PerhapsIwasoneofthosemen。Thatwouldbeastrangeturnofthings,nowwouldn\'tit,eh?\"AgainDoctorParcivalbeganhistale:\"Well,anywaythereIwas,areporteronapaperjustasyouarehere,runningaboutandgettinglittleitemstoprint。Mymotherwaspoor。 Shetookinwashing。HerdreamwastomakemeaPresbyterianministerandIwasstudyingwiththatendinview。 \"Myfatherhadbeeninsaneforanumberofyears。 HewasinanasylumoveratDayton,Ohio。ThereyouseeIhaveletitslipout!AllofthistookplaceinOhio,righthereinOhio。Thereisaclewifyouevergetthenotionoflookingmeup。 \"Iwasgoingtotellyouofmybrother。That\'stheobjectofallthis。That\'swhatI\'mgettingat。MybrotherwasarailroadpainterandhadajobontheBigFour。YouknowthatroadrunsthroughOhiohere。Withothermenhelivedinaboxcarandawaytheywentfromtowntotownpaintingtherailroadproperty-switches,crossinggates,bridges,andstations。 \"TheBigFourpaintsitsstationsanastyorangecolor。HowIhatedthatcolor!Mybrotherwasal- wayscoveredwithit。Onpaydaysheusedtogetdrunkandcomehomewearinghispaint-coveredclothesandbringinghismoneywithhim。Hedidnotgiveittomotherbutlaiditinapileonourkitchentable。 \"Aboutthehousehewentintheclothescoveredwiththenastyorangecoloredpaint。Icanseethepicture。Mymother,whowassmallandhadred,sad-lookingeyes,wouldcomeintothehousefromalittleshedattheback。That\'swhereshespenthertimeoverthewashtubscrubbingpeople\'sdirtyclothes。Inshewouldcomeandstandbythetable,rubbinghereyeswithherapronthatwascoveredwithsoap-suds。 \"\'Don\'ttouchit!Don\'tyoudaretouchthatmoney,\'mybrotherroared,andthenhehimselftookfiveortendollarsandwenttrampingofftothesaloons。Whenhehadspentwhathehadtakenhecamebackformore。Henevergavemymotheranymoneyatallbutstayedaboutuntilhehadspentitall,alittleatatime。Thenhewentbacktohisjobwiththepaintingcrewontherailroad。Afterhehadgonethingsbegantoarriveatourhouse,groceriesandsuchthings。Sometimestherewouldbeadressformotherorapairofshoesforme。 \"Strange,eh?Mymotherlovedmybrothermuchmorethanshedidme,althoughheneversaidakindwordtoeitherofusandalwaysravedupanddownthreateningusifwedaredsomuchastouchthemoneythatsometimeslayonthetablethreedays。 \"Wegotalongprettywell。Istudiedtobeaminis- terandprayed。Iwasaregularassaboutsayingprayers。Youshouldhaveheardme。Whenmyfa- therdiedIprayedallnight,justasIdidsometimeswhenmybrotherwasintowndrinkingandgoingaboutbuyingthethingsforus。IntheeveningaftersupperIkneltbythetablewherethemoneylayandprayedforhours。WhennoonewaslookingIstoleadollarortwoandputitinmypocket。Thatmakesmelaughnowbutthenitwasterrible。Itwasonmymindallthetime。Igotsixdollarsaweekfrommyjobonthepaperandalwaystookitstraighthometomother。ThefewdollarsIstolefrommybrother\'spileIspentonmyself,youknow,fortrifles,candyandcigarettesandsuchthings。 \"WhenmyfatherdiedattheasylumoveratDay- ton,Iwentoverthere。IborrowedsomemoneyfromthemanforwhomIworkedandwentonthetrainatnight。Itwasraining。IntheasylumtheytreatedmeasthoughIwereaking。 \"ThemenwhohadjobsintheasylumhadfoundoutIwasanewspaperreporter。Thatmadethemafraid。Therehadbeensomenegligence,somecare- lessness,yousee,whenfatherwasill。TheythoughtperhapsIwouldwriteitupinthepaperandmakeafuss。Ineverintendedtodoanythingofthekind。 \"Anyway,inIwenttotheroomwheremyfatherlaydeadandblessedthedeadbody。Iwonderwhatputthatnotionintomyhead。Wouldn\'tmybrother,thepainter,havelaughed,though。ThereIstoodoverthedeadbodyandspreadoutmyhands。Thesuperintendentoftheasylumandsomeofhishelp- erscameinandstoodaboutlookingsheepish。Itwasveryamusing。Ispreadoutmyhandsandsaid,\'Letpeacebroodoverthiscarcass。\'That\'swhatI said。\" Jumpingtohisfeetandbreakingoffthetale,Doc- torParcivalbegantowalkupanddownintheofficeoftheWinesburgEaglewhereGeorgeWillardsatlis- tening。Hewasawkwardand,astheofficewassmall,continuallyknockedagainstthings。\"WhatafoolIamtobetalking,\"hesaid。\"Thatisnotmyobjectincominghereandforcingmyacquaintance- shipuponyou。Ihavesomethingelseinmind。YouareareporterjustasIwasonceandyouhaveat- tractedmyattention。Youmayendbybecomingjustsuchanotherfool。Iwanttowarnyouandkeeponwarningyou。That\'swhyIseekyouout。\" DoctorParcivalbegantalkingofGeorgeWillard\'sattitudetowardmen。Itseemedtotheboythatthemanhadbutoneobjectinview,tomakeeveryoneseemdespicable。\"Iwanttofillyouwithhatredandcontemptsothatyouwillbeasuperiorbeing,\"hedeclared。\"Lookatmybrother。Therewasafellow,eh?Hedespisedeveryone,yousee。Youhavenoideawithwhatcontempthelookeduponmotherandme。Andwashenotoursuperior?Youknowhewas。YouhavenotseenhimandyetIhavemadeyoufeelthat。Ihavegivenyouasenseofit。Heisdead。Oncewhenhewasdrunkhelaydownonthetracksandthecarinwhichhelivedwiththeotherpaintersranoverhim。\" OnedayinAugustDoctorParcivalhadanadven- tureinWinesburg。ForamonthGeorgeWillardhadbeengoingeachmorningtospendanhourinthedoctor\'soffice。Thevisitscameaboutthroughade- sireonthepartofthedoctortoreadtotheboyfromthepagesofabookhewasintheprocessofwriting。 TowritethebookDoctorParcivaldeclaredwastheobjectofhiscomingtoWinesburgtolive。 OnthemorninginAugustbeforethecomingoftheboy,anincidenthadhappenedinthedoctor\'soffice。TherehadbeenanaccidentonMainStreet。 Ateamofhorseshadbeenfrightenedbyatrainandhadrunaway。Alittlegirl,thedaughterofafarmer,hadbeenthrownfromabuggyandkilled。 OnMainStreeteveryonehadbecomeexcitedandacryfordoctorshadgoneup。Allthreeoftheactivepractitionersofthetownhadcomequicklybuthadfoundthechilddead。FromthecrowdsomeonehadruntotheofficeofDoctorParcivalwhohadbluntlyrefusedtogodownoutofhisofficetothedeadchild。Theuselesscrueltyofhisrefusalhadpassedunnoticed。Indeed,themanwhohadcomeupthestairwaytosummonhimhadhurriedawaywithouthearingtherefusal。 Allofthis,DoctorParcivaldidnotknowandwhenGeorgeWillardcametohisofficehefoundthemanshakingwithterror。\"WhatIhavedonewillarousethepeopleofthistown,\"hedeclaredexcitedly。\"DoInotknowhumannature?DoInotknowwhatwillhappen?Wordofmyrefusalwillbewhisperedabout。Presentlymenwillgettogetheringroupsandtalkofit。Theywillcomehere。Wewillquarrelandtherewillbetalkofhanging。Thentheywillcomeagainbearingaropeintheirhands。\" DoctorParcivalshookwithfright。\"Ihaveapre- sentiment,\"hedeclaredemphatically。\"ItmaybethatwhatIamtalkingaboutwillnotoccurthismorning。ItmaybeputoffuntiltonightbutIwillbehanged。Everyonewillgetexcited。Iwillbehangedtoalamp-postonMainStreet。\" Goingtothedoorofhisdirtyoffice,DoctorParci- vallookedtimidlydownthestairwayleadingtothestreet。Whenhereturnedthefrightthathadbeeninhiseyeswasbeginningtobereplacedbydoubt。 ComingontiptoeacrosstheroomhetappedGeorgeWillardontheshoulder。\"Ifnotnow,sometime,\" hewhispered,shakinghishead。\"IntheendIwillbecrucified,uselesslycrucified。\" DoctorParcivalbegantopleadwithGeorgeWil- lard。\"Youmustpayattentiontome,\"heurged。\"IfsomethinghappensperhapsyouwillbeabletowritethebookthatImaynevergetwritten。Theideaisverysimple,sosimplethatifyouarenotcarefulyouwillforgetit。Itisthis——thateveryoneintheworldisChristandtheyareallcrucified。That\'swhatIwanttosay。Don\'tyouforgetthat。Whateverhappens,don\'tyoudareletyourselfforget。\" NOBODYKNOWS LOOKINGCAUTIOUSLYABOUT,GeorgeWillardarosefromhisdeskintheofficeoftheWinesburgEagleandwenthurriedlyoutatthebackdoor。Thenightwaswarmandcloudyandalthoughitwasnotyeteighto\'clock,thealleywaybackoftheEagleofficewaspitchdark。Ateamofhorsestiedtoapostsomewhereinthedarknessstampedonthehard- bakedground。AcatsprangfromunderGeorgeWil- lard\'sfeetandranawayintothenight。Theyoungmanwasnervous。Alldayhehadgoneabouthisworklikeonedazedbyablow。Inthealleywayhetrembledasthoughwithfright。 InthedarknessGeorgeWillardwalkedalongthealleyway,goingcarefullyandcautiously。ThebackdoorsoftheWinesburgstoreswereopenandhecouldseemensittingaboutunderthestorelamps。 InMyerbaum\'sNotionStoreMrs。Willythesaloonkeeper\'swifestoodbythecounterwithabasketonherarm。SidGreentheclerkwaswaitingonher。 Heleanedoverthecounterandtalkedearnestly。 GeorgeWillardcrouchedandthenjumpedthroughthepathoflightthatcameoutatthedoor。 Hebegantorunforwardinthedarkness。BehindEdGriffith\'ssaloonoldJerryBirdthetowndrunkardlayasleepontheground。Therunnerstumbledoverthesprawlinglegs。Helaughedbrokenly。 GeorgeWillardhadsetforthuponanadventure。 Alldayhehadbeentryingtomakeuphismindtogothroughwiththeadventureandnowhewasact- ing。IntheofficeoftheWinesburgEaglehehadbeensittingsincesixo\'clocktryingtothink。 Therehadbeennodecision。Hehadjustjumpedtohisfeet,hurriedpastWillHendersonwhowasreadingproofintheprintshopandstartedtorunalongthealleyway。 ThroughstreetafterstreetwentGeorgeWillard,avoidingthepeoplewhopassed。Hecrossedandrecrossedtheroad。Whenhepassedastreetlamphepulledhishatdownoverhisface。Hedidnotdarethink。Inhismindtherewasafearbutitwasanewkindoffear。Hewasafraidtheadventureonwhichhehadsetoutwouldbespoiled,thathewouldlosecourageandturnback。 GeorgeWillardfoundLouiseTrunnioninthekitchenofherfather\'shouse。Shewaswashingdishesbythelightofakerosenelamp。Thereshestoodbehindthescreendoorinthelittleshedlikekitchenatthebackofthehouse。GeorgeWillardstoppedbyapicketfenceandtriedtocontroltheshakingofhisbody。Onlyanarrowpotatopatchseparatedhimfromtheadventure。Fiveminutespassedbeforehefeltsureenoughofhimselftocalltoher。\"Louise!Oh,Louise!\"hecalled。Thecrystuckinhisthroat。Hisvoicebecameahoarsewhisper。 LouiseTrunnioncameoutacrossthepotatopatchholdingthedishclothinherhand。\"HowdoyouknowIwanttogooutwithyou,\"shesaidsulkily。 \"Whatmakesyousosure?\" GeorgeWillarddidnotanswer。Insilencethetwostoodinthedarknesswiththefencebetweenthem。 \"Yougoonalong,\"shesaid。\"Pa\'sinthere。I\'llcomealong。YouwaitbyWilliams\'barn。\" Theyoungnewspaperreporterhadreceivedalet- terfromLouiseTrunnion。IthadcomethatmorningtotheofficeoftheWinesburgEagle。Theletterwasbrief。\"I\'myoursifyouwantme,\"itsaid。Hethoughtitannoyingthatinthedarknessbythefenceshehadpretendedtherewasnothingbetweenthem。\"Shehasanerve!Well,gracioussakes,shehasanerve,\"hemutteredashewentalongthestreetandpassedarowofvacantlotswherecorngrew。Thecornwasshoulderhighandhadbeenplantedrightdowntothesidewalk。 WhenLouiseTrunnioncameoutofthefrontdoorofherhouseshestillworetheginghamdressinwhichshehadbeenwashingdishes。Therewasnohatonherhead。Theboycouldseeherstandingwiththedoorknobinherhandtalkingtosomeonewithin,nodoubttooldJakeTrunnion,herfather。 OldJakewashalfdeafandsheshouted。Thedoorclosedandeverythingwasdarkandsilentinthelittlesidestreet。GeorgeWillardtrembledmorevio- lentlythanever。 IntheshadowsbyWilliams\'barnGeorgeandLouisestood,notdaringtotalk。Shewasnotpartic- ularlycomelyandtherewasablacksmudgeonthesideofhernose。Georgethoughtshemusthaverubbedhernosewithherfingeraftershehadbeenhandlingsomeofthekitchenpots。 Theyoungmanbegantolaughnervously。\"It\'swarm,\"hesaid。Hewantedtotouchherwithhishand。\"I\'mnotverybold,\"hethought。Justtotouchthefoldsofthesoiledginghamdresswould,hede- cided,beanexquisitepleasure。Shebegantoquib- ble。\"Youthinkyou\'rebetterthanIam。Don\'ttellme,IguessIknow,\"shesaiddrawingclosertohim。 AfloodofwordsburstfromGeorgeWillard。Herememberedthelookthathadlurkedinthegirl\'seyeswhentheyhadmetonthestreetsandthoughtofthenoteshehadwritten。Doubtlefthim。Thewhisperedtalesconcerningherthathadgoneabouttowngavehimconfidence。Hebecamewhollythemale,boldandaggressive。Inhishearttherewasnosympathyforher。\"Ah,comeon,it\'llbeallright。 Therewon\'tbeanyoneknowanything。Howcantheyknow?\"heurged。 Theybegantowalkalonganarrowbricksidewalkbetweenthecracksofwhichtallweedsgrew。Someofthebricksweremissingandthesidewalkwasroughandirregular。Hetookholdofherhandthatwasalsoroughandthoughtitdelightfullysmall。 \"Ican\'tgofar,\"shesaidandhervoicewasquiet,unperturbed。 Theycrossedabridgethatranoveratinystreamandpassedanothervacantlotinwhichcorngrew。 Thestreetended。Inthepathatthesideoftheroadtheywerecompelledtowalkonebehindtheother。 WillOverton\'sberryfieldlaybesidetheroadandtherewasapileofboards。\"Willisgoingtobuildashedtostoreberrycrateshere,\"saidGeorgeandtheysatdownupontheboards。 WhenGeorgeWillardgotbackintoMainStreetitwaspastteno\'clockandhadbeguntorain。ThreetimeshewalkedupanddownthelengthofMainStreet。SylvesterWest\'sDrugStorewasstillopenandhewentinandboughtacigar。WhenShortyCrandalltheclerkcameoutatthedoorwithhimhewaspleased。Forfiveminutesthetwostoodintheshelterofthestoreawningandtalked。GeorgeWil- lardfeltsatisfied。Hehadwantedmorethanany- thingelsetotalktosomeman。AroundacornertowardtheNewWillardHousehewentwhistlingsoftly。 OnthesidewalkatthesideofWinney\'sDryGoodsStorewheretherewasahighboardfencecoveredwithcircuspictures,hestoppedwhistlingandstoodperfectlystillinthedarkness,attentive,listeningasthoughforavoicecallinghisname。 Thenagainhelaughednervously。\"Shehasn\'tgotanythingonme。Nobodyknows,\"hemuttereddog- gedlyandwentonhisway。 GODLINESS ATaleinFourPartsTHEREWEREALWAYSthreeorfouroldpeoplesittingonthefrontporchofthehouseorputteringaboutthegardenoftheBentleyfarm。ThreeoftheoldpeoplewerewomenandsisterstoJesse。Theywereacolorless,softvoicedlot。ThentherewasasilentoldmanwiththinwhitehairwhowasJesse\'suncle。 Thefarmhousewasbuiltofwood,aboardouter- coveringoveraframeworkoflogs。Itwasinrealitynotonehousebutaclusterofhousesjoinedto- getherinaratherhaphazardmanner。Inside,theplacewasfullofsurprises。Onewentupstepsfromthelivingroomintothediningroomandtherewerealwaysstepstobeascendedordescendedinpassingfromoneroomtoanother。Atmealtimestheplacewaslikeabeehive。Atonemomentallwasquiet,thendoorsbegantoopen,feetclatteredonstairs,amurmurofsoftvoicesaroseandpeopleappearedfromadozenobscurecorners。 Besidestheoldpeople,alreadymentioned,manyotherslivedintheBentleyhouse。Therewerefourhiredmen,awomannamedAuntCallieBeebe,whowasinchargeofthehousekeeping,adull-wittedgirlnamedElizaStoughton,whomadebedsandhelpedwiththemilking,aboywhoworkedinthestables,andJesseBentleyhimself,theownerandoverlordofitall。 BythetimetheAmericanCivilWarhadbeenoverfortwentyyears,thatpartofNorthernOhiowheretheBentleyfarmslayhadbeguntoemergefrompioneerlife。Jessethenownedmachineryforhar- vestinggrain。Hehadbuiltmodernbarnsandmostofhislandwasdrainedwithcarefullylaidtiledrain,butinordertounderstandthemanwewillhavetogobacktoanearlierday。 TheBentleyfamilyhadbeeninNorthernOhioforseveralgenerationsbeforeJesse\'stime。TheycamefromNewYorkStateandtookuplandwhenthecountrywasnewandlandcouldbehadatalowprice。Foralongtimethey,incommonwithalltheotherMiddleWesternpeople,wereverypoor。Thelandtheyhadsettleduponwasheavilywoodedandcoveredwithfallenlogsandunderbrush。Afterthelonghardlaborofclearingtheseawayandcuttingthetimber,therewerestillthestumpstobereck- onedwith。Plowsrunthroughthefieldscaughtonhiddenroots,stoneslayallabout,onthelowplaceswatergathered,andtheyoungcornturnedyellow,sickenedanddied。 WhenJesseBentley\'sfatherandbrothershadcomeintotheirownershipoftheplace,muchoftheharderpartoftheworkofclearinghadbeendone,buttheyclungtooldtraditionsandworkedlikedrivenanimals。Theylivedaspracticallyallofthefarmingpeopleofthetimelived。InthespringandthroughmostofthewinterthehighwaysleadingintothetownofWinesburgwereaseaofmud。Thefouryoungmenofthefamilyworkedhardalldayinthefields,theyateheavilyofcoarse,greasyfood,andatnightsleptliketiredbeastsonbedsofstraw。 Intotheirlivescamelittlethatwasnotcoarseandbrutalandoutwardlytheywerethemselvescoarseandbrutal。OnSaturdayafternoonstheyhitchedateamofhorsestoathree-seatedwagonandwentofftotown。Intowntheystoodaboutthestovesinthestorestalkingtootherfarmersortothestorekeepers。Theyweredressedinoverallsandinthewinterworeheavycoatsthatwerefleckedwithmud。Theirhandsastheystretchedthemouttotheheatofthestoveswerecrackedandred。Itwasdif- ficultforthemtotalkandsotheyforthemostpartkeptsilent。Whentheyhadboughtmeat,flour,sugar,andsalt,theywentintooneoftheWinesburgsaloonsanddrankbeer。Undertheinfluenceofdrinkthenaturallystronglustsoftheirnatures,keptsuppressedbytheheroiclaborofbreakingupnewground,werereleased。Akindofcrudeandanimal- likepoeticfervortookpossessionofthem。Ontheroadhometheystooduponthewagonseatsandshoutedatthestars。Sometimestheyfoughtlongandbitterlyandatothertimestheybrokeforthintosongs。OnceEnochBentley,theolderoneoftheboys,struckhisfather,oldTomBentley,withthebuttofateamster\'swhip,andtheoldmanseemedlikelytodie。FordaysEnochlayhidinthestrawintheloftofthestablereadytofleeiftheresultofhismomentarypassionturnedouttobemurder。Hewaskeptalivewithfoodbroughtbyhismother,whoalsokepthiminformedoftheinjuredman\'scondition。Whenallturnedoutwellheemergedfromhishidingplaceandwentbacktotheworkofclearinglandasthoughnothinghadhappened。 TheCivilWarbroughtasharpturntothefortunesoftheBentleysandwasresponsiblefortheriseoftheyoungestson,Jesse。Enoch,Edward,Harry,andWillBentleyallenlistedandbeforethelongwarendedtheywereallkilled。ForatimeaftertheywentawaytotheSouth,oldTomtriedtoruntheplace,buthewasnotsuccessful。WhenthelastofthefourhadbeenkilledhesentwordtoJessethathewouldhavetocomehome。 Thenthemother,whohadnotbeenwellforayear,diedsuddenly,andthefatherbecamealto- getherdiscouraged。Hetalkedofsellingthefarmandmovingintotown。Alldayhewentaboutshak- inghisheadandmuttering。Theworkinthefieldswasneglectedandweedsgrewhighinthecorn。OldTimhiredmenbuthedidnotusethemintelligently。 Whentheyhadgoneawaytothefieldsinthemorn- inghewanderedintothewoodsandsatdownonalog。Sometimesheforgottocomehomeatnightandoneofthedaughtershadtogoinsearchofhim。 WhenJesseBentleycamehometothefarmandbegantotakechargeofthingshewasaslight,sensitive-lookingmanoftwenty-two。AteighteenhehadlefthometogotoschooltobecomeascholarandeventuallytobecomeaministerofthePresbyte- rianChurch。Allthroughhisboyhoodhehadbeenwhatinourcountrywascalledan\"oddsheep\"andhadnotgotonwithhisbrothers。Ofallthefamilyonlyhismotherhadunderstoodhimandshewasnowdead。Whenhecamehometotakechargeofthefarm,thathadatthattimegrowntomorethansixhundredacres,everyoneonthefarmsaboutandinthenearbytownofWinesburgsmiledattheideaofhistryingtohandletheworkthathadbeendonebyhisfourstrongbrothers。 Therewasindeedgoodcausetosmile。BythestandardsofhisdayJessedidnotlooklikeamanatall。Hewassmallandveryslenderandwomanishofbodyand,truetothetraditionsofyoungminis- ters,worealongblackcoatandanarrowblackstringtie。Theneighborswereamusedwhentheysawhim,aftertheyearsaway,andtheywereevenmoreamusedwhentheysawthewomanhehadmarriedinthecity。 Asamatteroffact,Jesse\'swifedidsoongounder。 ThatwasperhapsJesse\'sfault。AfarminNorthernOhiointhehardyearsaftertheCivilWarwasnoplaceforadelicatewoman,andKatherineBentleywasdelicate。Jessewashardwithherashewaswitheverybodyabouthiminthosedays。Shetriedtodosuchworkasalltheneighborwomenaboutherdidandhelethergoonwithoutinterference。Shehelpedtodothemilkinganddidpartofthehouse- work;shemadethebedsforthemenandpreparedtheirfood。Forayearsheworkedeverydayfromsunriseuntillateatnightandthenaftergivingbirthtoachildshedied。 AsforJesseBentley——althoughhewasadelicatelybuiltmantherewassomethingwithinhimthatcouldnoteasilybekilled。Hehadbrowncurlyhairandgreyeyesthatwereattimeshardanddirect,attimeswaveringanduncertain。Notonlywasheslen- derbuthewasalsoshortofstature。Hismouthwaslikethemouthofasensitiveandverydeterminedchild。JesseBentleywasafanatic。Hewasamanbornoutofhistimeandplaceandforthishesuf- feredandmadeotherssuffer。Neverdidhesucceedingettingwhathewantedoutoffifeandhedidnotknowwhathewanted。WithinaveryshorttimeafterhecamehometotheBentleyfarmhemadeeveryonetherealittleafraidofhim,andhiswife,whoshouldhavebeenclosetohimashismotherhadbeen,wasafraidalso。Attheendoftwoweeksafterhiscoming,oldTomBentleymadeovertohimtheentireownershipoftheplaceandretiredintothebackground。Everyoneretiredintotheback- ground。Inspiteofhisyouthandinexperience,Jessehadthetrickofmasteringthesoulsofhispeople。 Hewassoinearnestineverythinghedidandsaidthatnooneunderstoodhim。Hemadeeveryoneonthefarmworkastheyhadneverworkedbeforeandyettherewasnojoyinthework。IfthingswentwelltheywentwellforJesseandneverforthepeoplewhowerehisdependents。LikeathousandotherstrongmenwhohavecomeintotheworldhereinAmericaintheselatertimes,Jessewasbuthalfstrong。Hecouldmasterothersbuthecouldnotmasterhimself。Therunningofthefarmasithadneverbeenrunbeforewaseasyforhim。WhenhecamehomefromClevelandwherehehadbeeninschool,heshuthimselfofffromallofhispeopleandbegantomakeplans。Hethoughtaboutthefarmnightanddayandthatmadehimsuccessful。 Othermenonthefarmsabouthimworkedtoohardandweretoofiredtothink,buttothinkofthefarmandtobeeverlastinglymakingplansforitssuccesswasarelieftoJesse。Itpartiallysatisfiedsomethinginhispassionatenature。Immediatelyafterhecamehomehehadawingbuiltontotheoldhouseandinalargeroomfacingthewesthehadwindowsthatlookedintothebarnyardandotherwindowsthatlookedoffacrossthefields。Bythewindowhesatdowntothink。Hourafterhouranddayafterdayhesatandlookedoverthelandandthoughtouthisnewplaceinlife。Thepassionateburningthinginhisnatureflamedupandhiseyesbecamehard。Hewantedtomakethefarmproduceasnofarminhisstatehadeverproducedbeforeandthenhewantedsomethingelse。Itwastheindefinablehungerwithinthatmadehiseyeswaverandthatkepthimalwaysmoreandmoresilentbeforepeople。Hewouldhavegivenmuchtoachievepeaceandinhimwasafearthatpeacewasthethinghecouldnotachieve。 AlloverhisbodyJesseBentleywasalive。Inhissmallframewasgatheredtheforceofalonglineofstrongmen。Hehadalwaysbeenextraordinarilyalivewhenhewasasmallboyonthefarmandlaterwhenhewasayoungmaninschool。IntheschoolhehadstudiedandthoughtofGodandtheBiblewithhiswholemindandheart。Astimepassedandhegrewtoknowpeoplebetter,hebegantothinkofhimselfasanextraordinaryman,onesetapartfromhisfellows。Hewantedterriblytomakehislifeathingofgreatimportance,andashelookedaboutathisfellowmenandsawhowlikeclodstheyliveditseemedtohimthathecouldnotbeartobecomealsosuchaclod。Althoughinhisabsorptioninhim- selfandinhisowndestinyhewasblindtothefactthathisyoungwifewasdoingastrongwoman\'sworkevenaftershehadbecomelargewithchildandthatshewaskillingherselfinhisservice,hedidnotintendtobeunkindtoher。Whenhisfather,whowasoldandtwistedwithtoil,madeovertohimtheownershipofthefarmandseemedcontenttocreepawaytoacornerandwaitfordeath,heshruggedhisshouldersanddismissedtheoldmanfromhismind。 IntheroombythewindowoverlookingthelandthathadcomedowntohimsatJessethinkingofhisownaffairs。Inthestableshecouldhearthetramp- ingofhishorsesandtherestlessmovementofhiscattle。Awayinthefieldshecouldseeothercattlewanderingovergreenhills。Thevoicesofmen,hismenwhoworkedforhim,cameintohimthroughthewindow。Fromthemilkhousetherewasthesteadythump,thumpofachurnbeingmanipulatedbythehalf-wittedgirl,ElizaStoughton。Jesse\'smindwentbacktothemenofOldTestamentdayswhohadalsoownedlandsandherds。HerememberedhowGodhadcomedownoutoftheskiesandtalkedtothesemenandhewantedGodtonoticeandtotalktohimalso。Akindoffeverishboyisheagernesstoinsomewayachieveinhisownlifetheflavorofsignificancethathadhungoverthesementookpossessionofhim。BeingaprayerfulmanhespokeofthematteraloudtoGodandthesoundofhisownwordsstrengthenedandfedhiseagerness。 \"Iamanewkindofmancomeintopossessionofthesefields,\"hedeclared。\"Lookuponme,OGod,andlookThoualsouponmyneighborsandallthemenwhohavegonebeforemehere!OGod,createinmeanotherJesse,likethatoneofold,toruleovermenandtobethefatherofsonswhoshallberul- ers!\"Jessegrewexcitedashetalkedaloudandjumpingtohisfeetwalkedupanddownintheroom。Infancyhesawhimselflivinginoldtimesandamongoldpeoples。Thelandthatlaystretchedoutbeforehimbecameofvastsignificance,aplacepeopledbyhisfancywithanewraceofmensprungfromhimself。Itseemedtohimthatinhisdayasinthoseotherandolderdays,kingdomsmightbecre- atedandnewimpulsesgiventothelivesofmenbythepowerofGodspeakingthroughachosenser- vant。Helongedtobesuchaservant。\"ItisGod\'sworkIhavecometothelandtodo,\"hedeclaredinaloudvoiceandhisshortfigurestraightenedandhethoughtthatsomethinglikeahaloofGodlyap- provalhungoverhim。 ItwillperhapsbesomewhatdifficultforthemenandwomenofalaterdaytounderstandJesseBent- ley。Inthelastfiftyyearsavastchangehastakenplaceinthelivesofourpeople。Arevolutionhasinfacttakenplace。Thecomingofindustrialism,at- tendedbyalltheroarandrattleofaffairs,theshrillcriesofmillionsofnewvoicesthathavecomeamongusfromoverseas,thegoingandcomingoftrains,thegrowthofcities,thebuildingoftheinter- urbancarlinesthatweaveinandoutoftownsandpastfarmhouses,andnowintheselaterdaysthecomingoftheautomobileshasworkedatremen- douschangeinthelivesandinthehabitsofthoughtofourpeopleofMid-America。Books,badlyimag- inedandwrittenthoughtheymaybeinthehurryofourtimes,areineveryhousehold,magazinescir- culatebythemillionsofcopies,newspapersareev- erywhere。Inourdayafarmerstandingbythestoveinthestoreinhisvillagehashismindfilledtoover- flowingwiththewordsofothermen。Thenewspa- persandthemagazineshavepumpedhimfull。 Muchoftheoldbrutalignorancethathadinitalsoakindofbeautifulchildlikeinnocenceisgonefor- ever。Thefarmerbythestoveisbrothertothemenofthecities,andifyoulistenyouwillfindhimtalkingasgliblyandassenselesslyasthebestcitymanofusall。 InJesseBentley\'stimeandinthecountrydistrictsofthewholeMiddleWestintheyearsaftertheCivilWaritwasnotso。Menlaboredtoohardandweretootiredtoread。Inthemwasnodesireforwordsprinteduponpaper。Astheyworkedinthefields,vague,half-formedthoughtstookpossessionofthem。TheybelievedinGodandinGod\'spowertocontroltheirlives。InthelittleProtestantchurchestheygatheredonSundaytohearofGodandhisworks。Thechurcheswerethecenterofthesocialandintellectuallifeofthetimes。ThefigureofGodwasbigintheheartsofmen。 Andso,havingbeenbornanimaginativechildandhavingwithinhimagreatintellectualeagerness,JesseBentleyhadturnedwholeheartedlytowardGod。Whenthewartookhisbrothersaway,hesawthehandofGodinthat。Whenhisfatherbecameillandcouldnolongerattendtotherunningofthefarm,hetookthatalsoasasignfromGod。Inthecity,whenthewordcametohim,hewalkedaboutatnightthroughthestreetsthinkingofthematterandwhenhehadcomehomeandhadgottheworkonthefarmwellunderway,hewentagainatnighttowalkthroughtheforestsandoverthelowhillsandtothinkofGod。 Ashewalkedtheimportanceofhisownfigureinsomedivineplangrewinhismind。Hegrewavari- ciousandwasimpatientthatthefarmcontainedonlysixhundredacres。Kneelinginafencecornerattheedgeofsomemeadow,hesenthisvoiceabroadintothesilenceandlookinguphesawthestarsshiningdownathim。 Oneevening,somemonthsafterhisfather\'sdeath,andwhenhiswifeKatherinewasexpectingatanymomenttobelaidabedofchildbirth,Jesselefthishouseandwentforalongwalk。TheBentleyfarmwassituatedinatinyvalleywateredbyWineCreek,andJessewalkedalongthebanksofthestreamtotheendofhisownlandandonthroughthefieldsofhisneighbors。Ashewalkedthevalleybroadenedandthennarrowedagain。Greatopenstretchesoffieldandwoodlaybeforehim。Themooncameoutfrombehindclouds,and,climbingalowhill,hesatdowntothink。 JessethoughtthatasthetrueservantofGodtheentirestretchofcountrythroughwhichhehadwalkedshouldhavecomeintohispossession。Hethoughtofhisdeadbrothersandblamedthemthattheyhadnotworkedharderandachievedmore。Be- forehiminthemoonlightthetinystreamrandownoverstones,andhebegantothinkofthemenofoldtimeswholikehimselfhadownedflocksandlands。 Afantasticimpulse,halffear,halfgreediness,tookpossessionofJesseBentley。HerememberedhowintheoldBiblestorytheLordhadappearedtothatotherJesseandtoldhimtosendhissonDavidtowhereSaulandthemenofIsraelwerefightingthePhilistinesintheValleyofElah。IntoJesse\'smindcametheconvictionthatalloftheOhiofarmerswhoownedlandinthevalleyofWineCreekwerePhilistinesandenemiesofGod。\"Suppose,\" hewhisperedtohimself,\"thereshouldcomefromamongthemonewho,likeGoliaththePhilistineofGath,coulddefeatmeandtakefrommemyposses- sions。\"InfancyhefeltthesickeningdreadthathethoughtmusthavelainheavyontheheartofSaulbeforethecomingofDavid。Jumpingtohisfeet,hebegantorunthroughthenight。AsheranhecalledtoGod。Hisvoicecarriedfaroverthelowhills。 \"JehovahofHosts,\"hecried,\"sendtomethisnightoutofthewombofKatherine,ason。LetThygracealightuponme。SendmeasontobecalledDavidwhoshallhelpmetopluckatlastalloftheselandsoutofthehandsofthePhilistinesandturnthemtoThyserviceandtothebuildingofThykingdomonearth。\" II DAVIDHARDYOFWinesburg,Ohio,wasthegrand- sonofJesseBentley,theownerofBentleyfarms。 WhenhewastwelveyearsoldhewenttotheoldBentleyplacetolive。Hismother,LouiseBentley,thegirlwhocameintotheworldonthatnightwhenJesseranthroughthefieldscryingtoGodthathebegivenason,hadgrowntowomanhoodonthefarmandhadmarriedyoungJohnHardyofWines- burg,whobecameabanker。Louiseandherhus- banddidnotlivehappilytogetherandeveryoneagreedthatshewastoblame。Shewasasmallwomanwithsharpgreyeyesandblackhair。Fromchildhoodshehadbeeninclinedtofitsoftemperandwhennotangryshewasoftenmoroseandsi- lent。InWinesburgitwassaidthatshedrank。Herhusband,thebanker,whowasacareful,shrewdman,triedhardtomakeherhappy。WhenhebegantomakemoneyheboughtforheralargebrickhouseonElmStreetinWinesburgandhewasthefirstmaninthattowntokeepamanservanttodrivehiswife\'scarriage。 ButLouisecouldnotbemadehappy。Sheflewintohalfinsanefitsoftemperduringwhichshewassometimessilent,sometimesnoisyandquarrelsome。 Shesworeandcriedoutinheranger。Shegotaknifefromthekitchenandthreatenedherhusband\'slife。Onceshedeliberatelysetfiretothehouse,andoftenshehidherselfawayfordaysinherownroomandwouldseenoone。Herlife,livedasahalfre- cluse,gaverisetoallsortsofstoriesconcerningher。 Itwassaidthatshetookdrugsandthatshehidherselfawayfrompeoplebecauseshewasoftensoundertheinfluenceofdrinkthatherconditioncouldnotbeconcealed。Sometimesonsummerafternoonsshecameoutofthehouseandgotintohercarriage。