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类别:其他 作者:Charles Brockden Brown字数:18767更新时间:18/12/14 15:58:59
derivedfromtheseexploits;yetImeditatednothing。Myviewswereboundedtothepassingmoment,andcommonlysuggestedbythemomentaryexigence。 \"Imustnotconcealanything。Yourprinciplesteachyoutoabhoravoluptuoustemper;but,withwhateverreluctance,I acknowledgethistempertobemine。YouimagineyourservantJudithtobeinnocentaswellasbeautiful;butyoutookherfromafamilywherehypocrisy,aswellaslicentiousness,waswroughtintoasystem。Myattentionwascaptivatedbyhercharms,andherprincipleswereeasilyseentobeflexible。 \"Deemmenotcapableoftheiniquityofseduction。Yourservantisnotdestituteoffeminineandvirtuousqualities;butshewastaughtthatthebestuseofhercharmsconsistsinthesaleofthem。MynocturnalvisitstoMettingenwerenowpromptedbyadoubleview,andmycorrespondencewithyourservantgaveme,atalltimes,accesstoyourhouse。 \"Thesecondnightafterourinterview,sobriefandsolittleforeseenbyeitherofus,somedaemonofmischiefseizedme。 Accordingtomycompanion\'sreport,yourperfectionswerelittlelessthandivine。Heruncouthbutcopiousnarrativesconvertedyouintoanobjectofworship。Shechieflydweltuponyourcourage,becausesheherselfwasdeficientinthatquality。Youheldapparitionsandgoblinsincontempt。Youtooknoprecautionsagainstrobbers。Youwerejustastranquilandsecureinthislonelydwelling,asifyouwereinthemidstofacrowd。 \"Henceavagueprojectoccurredtome,toputthiscouragetothetest。Awomancapableofrecollectionindanger,ofwardingoffgroundlesspanics,ofdiscerningthetruemodeofproceeding,andprofitingbyherbestresources,isaprodigy。 Iwasdesirousofascertainingwhetheryouweresuchanone。 \"Myexpedientwasobviousandsimple:Iwastocounterfeitamurderousdialogue;butthiswastobesoconductedthatanother,andnotyourself,shouldappeartobetheobject。I wasnotawareofthepossibilitythatyoushouldappropriatethesemenacestoyourself。Hadyoubeenstillandlistened,youwouldhaveheardthestrugglesandprayersofthevictim,whowouldlikewisehaveappearedtobeshutupinthecloset,andwhosevoicewouldhavebeenJudith\'s。Thisscenewouldhavebeenanappealtoyourcompassion;andtheproofofcowardiceorcouragewhichIexpectedfromyou,wouldhavebeenyourremaininginactiveinyourbed,oryourenteringtheclosetwithaviewtoassistthesufferer。SomeinstanceswhichJudithrelatedofyourfearlessnessandpromptitudemademeadoptthelattersuppositionwithsomedegreeofconfidence。 \"Bythegirl\'sdirectionIfoundaladder,andmountedtoyourclosetwindow。Thisisscarcelylargeenoughtoadmitthehead,butitansweredmypurposetoowell。 \"Icannotexpressmyconfusionandsurprizeatyourabruptandprecipitateflight。Ihastilyremovedtheladder;and,aftersomepause,curiosityanddoubtsofyoursafetyinducedmetofollowyou。Ifoundyoustretchedontheturfbeforeyourbrother\'sdoor,withoutsenseormotion。Ifeltthedeepestregretatthisunlooked-forconsequenceofmyscheme。Iknewnotwhattodotoprocureyourelief。Theideaofawakeningthefamilynaturallypresenteditself。Thisemergencywascritical,andtherewasnotimetodeliberate。Itwasasuddenthoughtthatoccurred。Iputmylipstothekey-hole,andsoundedanalarmwhicheffectuallyrousedthesleepers。Myorganswerenaturallyforcible,andhadbeenimprovedbylongandassiduousexercise。 \"LongandbitterlydidIrepentofmyscheme。Iwassomewhatconsoledbyreflectingthatmypurposehadnotbeenevil,andrenewedmyfruitlessvowsnevertoattemptsuchdangerousexperiments。ForsometimeIadhered,withlaudableforbearance,tothisresolution。 \"Mylifehasbeenalifeofhardshipandexposure。InthesummerIprefertomakemybedofthesmoothturf,or,atmost,theshelterofasummer-housesuffices。InallmyramblesI neverfoundaspotinwhichsomanypicturesquebeautiesandruraldelightswereassembledasatMettingen。Nocornerofyourlittledomainunitesfragranceandsecrecyinsoperfectadegreeastherecessinthebank。Theodourofitsleaves,thecoolnessofitsshade,andthemusicofitswater-fall,hadearlyattractedmyattention。Heremysadnesswasconvertedintopeacefulmelancholy——heremyslumbersweresound,andmypleasuresenhanced。 \"Asmostfreefrominterruption,IchosethisasthesceneofmymidnightinterviewswithJudith。Oneevening,asthesundeclined,Iwasseatedhere,whenIwasalarmedbyyourapproach。ItwaswithdifficultythatIeffectedmyescapeunnoticedbyyou。 \"Atthecustomaryhour,Ireturnedtoyourhabitation,andwasmadeacquaintedbyJudith,withyourunusualabsence。I halfsuspectedthetruecause,andfeltuneasinessatthedangertherewasthatIshouldbedeprivedofmyretreat;or,atleast,interruptedinthepossessionofit。Thegirl,likewise,informedme,thatamongyourothersingularities,itwasnotuncommonforyoutoleaveyourbed,andwalkforthforthesakeofnight-airsandstarlightcontemplations。 \"Idesiredtopreventthisinconvenience。Ifoundyoueasilyswayedbyfear。Iwasinfluenced,inmychoiceofmeans,bythefacilityandcertaintyofthattowhichIhadbeenaccustomed。 AllthatIforsawwas,that,infuture,thisspotwouldbecautiouslyshunnedbyyou。 \"Ienteredtherecesswiththeutmostcaution,anddiscovered,byyourbreathings,inwhatconditionyouwere。Theunexpectedinterpretationwhichyouplaceduponmyformerproceeding,suggestedmyconductonthepresentoccasion。Themodeinwhichheavenissaidbythepoet,tointerfereforthepreventionofcrimes,**wassomewhatanalogoustomyprovince,andneverfailedtooccurtomeatseasonslikethis。Itwasrequisitetobreakyourslumbers,andforthisendIutteredthepowerfulmonosyllable,\"hold!hold!\"Mypurposewasnotprescribedbyduty,yetsurelyitwasfarfrombeingatrociousandinexpiable。Toeffectit,Iutteredwhatwasfalse,butitwaswellsuitedtomypurpose。Nothinglesswasintendedthantoinjureyou。Nay,theevilresultingfrommyformeract,waspartlyremovedbyassuringyouthatinallplacesbutthisyouweresafe。 *BILOQUIUM,orventrilocution。Soundisvariedaccordingtothevariationsofdirectionanddistance。Theartoftheventriloquistconsistsinmodifyinghisvoiceaccordingtoallthesevariations,withoutchanginghisplace。SeetheworkoftheAbbedelaChappelle,inwhichareaccuratelyrecordedtheperformancesofoneoftheseartists,andsomeingenious,thoughunsatisfactoryspeculationsaregivenonthemeansbywhichtheeffectsareproduced。Thispoweris,perhaps,givenbynature,butisdoubtlessimprovable,ifnotacquirable,byart。Itmay,possibly,consistinanunusualflexibilityorexertionofthebottomofthetongueandtheuvula。Thatspeechisproduciblebythesealonemustbegranted,sinceanatomistsmentiontwoinstancesofpersonsspeakingwithoutatongue。Inonecase,theorganwasoriginallywanting,butitsplacewassuppliedbyasmalltubercle,andtheuvulawasperfect。Intheother,thetonguewasdestroyedbydisease,butprobablyasmallpartofitremained。 Thispowerisdifficulttoexplain,butthefactisundeniable。Experienceshewsthatthehumanvoicecanimitatethevoiceofallmenandofallinferioranimals。Thesoundofmusicalinstruments,andevennoisesfromthecontactofinanimatesubstances,havebeenaccuratelyimitated。Themimicryofanimalsisnotorious;andDr。Burney(MusicalTravels)mentionsonewhoimitatedafluteandviolin,soastodeceiveevenhisears。 **——Peepsthroughtheblanketofthedark,andcriesHold! Hold!——SHAKESPEARE。 ChapterXXIII \"Mymoralswillappeartoyoufarfromrigid,yetmyconductwillfallshortofyoursuspicions。Iamnowtoconfessactionslessexcusable,andyetsurelytheywillnotentitlemetothenameofadesperateorsordidcriminal。 \"Yourhousewasrendered,byyourfrequentandlongabsences,easilyaccessibletomycuriosity。MymeetingwithPleyelwasthepreludetodirectintercoursewithyou。Ihadseenmuchoftheworld,butyourcharacterexhibitedaspecimenofhumanpowersthatwaswhollynewtome。Myintercoursewithyourservantfurnishedmewithcuriousdetailsofyourdomesticmanagement。Iwasofadifferentsex:Iwasnotyourhusband; Iwasnotevenyourfriend;yetmyknowledgeofyouwasofthatkind,whichconjugalintimaciescangive,and,insomerespects,moreaccurate。Theobservationofyourdomesticwasguidedbyme。 \"YouwillnotbesurprizedthatIshouldsometimesprofitbyyourabsence,andadventuretoexaminewithmyowneyes,theinteriorofyourchamber。Uprightandsincere,youusednowatchfulness,andpractisednoprecautions。Iscrutinizedeverything,andpriedeverywhere。Yourclosetwasusuallylocked,butitwasoncemyfortunetofindthekeyonabureau。I openedandfoundnewscopeformycuriosityinyourbooks。Oneofthesewasmanuscript,andwrittenincharacterswhichessentiallyagreedwithashort-handsystemwhichIhadlearnedfromaJesuitmissionary。 \"Icannotjustifymyconduct,yetmyonlycrimewascuriosity。Iperusedthisvolumewitheagerness。Theintellectwhichitunveiled,wasbrighterthanmylimitedandfeebleorganscouldbear。Iwasnaturallyinquisitiveastoyourideasrespectingmydeportment,andthemysteriesthathadlatelyoccurred。 \"Youknowwhatyouhavewritten。Youknowthatinthisvolumethekeytoyourinmostsoulwascontained。IfIhadbeenaprofoundandmalignantimpostor,whatplenteousmaterialswerethusfurnishedmeofstratagemsandplots! \"Thecoincidenceofyourdreaminthesummer-housewithmyexclamation,wastrulywonderful。Thevoicewhichwarnedyoutoforbearwas,doubtless,mine;butmixedbyacommonprocessofthefancy,withthetrainofvisionaryincidents。 \"Isawinastrongerlightthanever,thedangerousnessofthatinstrumentwhichIemployed,andrenewedmyresolutionstoabstainfromtheuseofitinfuture;butIwasdestinedperpetuallytoviolatemyresolutions。Bysomeperversefate,Iwasledintocircumstancesinwhichtheexertionofmypowerswasthesoleorthebestmeansofescape。 \"Onthatmemorablenightonwhichourlastinterviewtookplace,IcameasusualtoMettingen。Iwasapprizedofyourengagementatyourbrother\'s,fromwhichyoudidnotexpecttoreturntilllate。Someincidentsuggestedthedesignofvisitingyourchamber。AmongyourbookswhichIhadnotexamined,mightbesomethingtendingtoillustrateyourcharacter,orthehistoryofyourfamily。Someintimationhadbeendroppedbyyouindiscourse,respectingaperformanceofyourfather,inwhichsomeimportanttransactioninhislifewasrecorded。 \"Iwasdesirousofseeingthisbook;andsuchwasmyhabitualattachmenttomystery,thatIpreferredtheclandestineperusalofit。Suchwerethemotivesthatinducedmetomakethisattempt。Judithhaddisappeared,andfindingthehouseunoccupied,Isuppliedmyselfwithalight,andproceededtoyourchamber。 \"Ifounditeasy,onexperiment,tolockandunlockyourclosetdoorwithouttheaidofakey。Ishutmyselfinthisrecess,andwasbusilyexploringyourshelves,whenIheardsomeoneentertheroombelow。Iwasatalosswhoitcouldbe,whetheryouoryourservant。Doubtful,however,asIwas,I conceiveditprudenttoextinguishthelight。Scarcelywasthisdone,whensomeoneenteredthechamber。Thefootstepswereeasilydistinguishedtobeyours。 \"Mysituationwasnowfullofdangerandperplexity。Forsometime,Icherishedthehopethatyouwouldleavetheroomsolongastoaffordmeanopportunityofescaping。Asthehourspassed,thishopegraduallydesertedme。Itwasplainthatyouhadretiredforthenight。 \"Iknewnothowsoonyoumightfindoccasiontoenterthecloset。Iwasalivetoallthehorrorsofdetection,andruminatedwithoutceasing,onthebehaviourwhichitwouldbeproper,incaseofdetection,toadopt。Iwasunabletodiscoveranyconsistentmethodofaccountingformybeingthusimmured。 \"ItoccurredtomethatImightwithdrawyoufromyourchamberforafewminutes,bycounterfeitingavoicefromwithout。Somemessagefromyourbrothermightbedelivered,requiringyourpresenceathishouse。IwasdeterredfromthisschemebyreflectingontheresolutionIhadformed,andonthepossibleevilsthatmightresultfromit。Besides,itwasnotimprobablethatyouwouldspeedilyretiretobed,andthen,bytheexerciseofsufficientcaution,Imighthopetoescapeunobserved。 \"MeanwhileIlistenedwiththedeepestanxietytoeverymotionfromwithout。Idiscoverednothingwhichbetokenedpreparationforsleep。InsteadofthisIhearddeep-drawnsighs,andoccasionallyanhalf-expressedandmournfulejaculation。HenceIinferredthatyouwereunhappy。ThetruestateofyourmindwithregardtoPleyelyourownpenhaddisclosed;butIsupposedyoutobeframedofsuchmaterials,that,thoughamomentarysadnessmightaffectyou,youwereimpregnabletoanypermanentandheartfeltgrief。Inquietudeformyownsafetywas,foramoment,suspendedbysympathywithyourdistress。 \"TotheformerconsiderationIwasquicklyrecalledbyamotionofyourswhichindicatedIknewnotwhat。Ifosteredthepersuasionthatyouwouldnowretiretobed;butpresentlyyouapproachedthecloset,anddetectionseemedtobeinevitable。 Youputyourhanduponthelock。Ihadformednoplantoextricatemyselffromthedilemmainwhichtheopeningofthedoorwouldinvolveme。Ifeltanirreconcilableaversiontodetection。Thussituated,Iinvoluntarilyseizedthedoorwitharesolutiontoresistyoureffortstoopenit。 \"Suddenlyyourecededfromthedoor。Thisdeportmentwasinexplicable,butthereliefitaffordedmewasquicklygone。 Youreturned,andIoncemorewasthrownintoperplexity。Theexpedientthatsuggesteditselfwasprecipitateandinartificial。 IexertedmyorgansandcalleduponyouTOHOLD。 \"Thatyoushouldpersistinspiteofthisadmonition,wasasubjectofastonishment。Iagainresistedyourefforts;forthefirstexpedienthavingfailed,Iknewnotwhatothertoresortto。Inthisstate,howwasmyastonishmentincreasedwhenI heardyourexclamations! \"Itwasnowplainthatyouknewmetobewithin。Furtherresistancewasunavailinganduseless。Thedooropened,andI shrunkbackward。SeldomhaveIfeltdeepermortification,andmorepainfulperplexity。IdidnotconsiderthatthetruthwouldbelessinjuriousthananyliewhichIcouldhastilyframe。ConsciousasIwasofacertaindegreeofguilt,I conceivedthatyouwouldformthemostodioussuspicions。Thetruthwouldbeimperfect,unlessIwerelikewisetoexplainthemysteriousadmonitionwhichhadbeengiven;butthatexplanationwasoftoogreatmoment,andinvolvedtooextensiveconsequencestomakemesuddenlyresolvetogiveit。 \"Iwasawarethatthisdiscoverywouldassociateitselfinyourmind,withthedialogueformerlyheardinthiscloset。 Thencewouldyoursuspicionsbeaggravated,andtoescapefromthesesuspicionswouldbeimpossible。Butthemeretruthwouldbesufficientlyopprobrious,anddeprivemeforeverofyourgoodopinion。 \"ThuswasIrendereddesperate,andmymindrapidlypassedtothecontemplationoftheusethatmightbemadeofpreviousevents。Somegoodgeniuswouldappeartoyoutohaveinterposedtosaveyoufrominjuryintendedbyme。Why,Isaid,sinceI mustsinkinheropinion,shouldInotcherishthisbelief?Whynotpersonateanenemy,andpretendthatcelestialinterferencehasfrustratedmyschemes?Imustfly,butletmeleavewonderandfearbehindme。Elucidationofthemysterywillalwaysbepracticable。Ishalldonoinjury,butmerelytalkofevilthatwasdesigned,butisnowpast。 \"ThusIextenuatedmyconducttomyself,butIscarcelyexpectthatthiswillbetoyouasufficientexplicationofthescenethatfollowed。ThosehabitswhichIhaveimbibed,therootedpassionwhichpossessesmeforscatteringaroundmeamazementandfear,youenjoynoopportunitiesofknowing。Thatamanshouldwantonlyimputetohimselfthemostflagitiousdesigns,willhardlybecredited,eventhoughyoureflectthatmyreputationwasalready,bymyownfolly,irretrievablyruined;andthatitwasalwaysinmypowertocommunicatethetruth,andrectifythemistake。 \"Ileftyoutoponderonthisscene。Mymindwasfullofrapidandincongruousideas。Compunction,self-upbraiding,hopelesness,satisfactionattheviewofthoseeffectslikelytoflowfrommynewscheme,misgivingsastothebeneficialresultofthisschemetookpossessionofmymind,andseemedtostruggleforthemastery。 \"Ihadgonetoofartorecede。Ihadpaintedmyselftoyouasanassassinandravisher,withheldfromguiltonlybyavoicefromheaven。Ihadthusrevertedintothepathoferror,andnow,havinggonethusfar,myprogressseemedtobeirrevocable。 Isaidtomyself,Imustleavetheseprecinctsforever。MyactshaveblastedmyfameintheeyesoftheWielands。Forthesakeofcreatingamysteriousdread,Ihavemademyselfavillain。Imaycompletethismysteriousplanbysomenewimposture,butIcannotaggravatemysupposedguilt。 \"Myresolutionwasformed,andIwasswiftlyruminatingonthemeansforexecutingit,whenPleyelappearedinsight。Thisincidentdecidedmyconduct。ItwasplainthatPleyelwasadevotedlover,buthewas,atthesametime,amanofcoldresolvesandexquisitesagacity。TodeceivehimwouldbethesweetesttriumphIhadeverenjoyed。Thedeceptionwouldbemomentary,butitwouldlikewisebecomplete。Thathisdelusionwouldsosoonberectified,wasarecommendationtomyscheme,forIesteemedhimtoomuchtodesiretoentailuponhimlastingagonies。 \"Ihadnotimetoreflectfurther,forheproceeded,withaquickstep,towardsthehouse。Iwashurriedonwardinvoluntarilyandbyamechanicalimpulse。Ifollowedhimashepassedtherecessinthebank,andshrowdingmyselfinthatspot,IcounterfeitedsoundswhichIknewwouldarresthissteps。 \"Hestopped,turned,listened,approached,andoverheardadialoguewhosepurposewastovanquishhisbeliefinapointwherehisbeliefwasmostdifficulttovanquish。Iexertedallmypowerstoimitateyourvoice,yourgeneralsentiments,andyourlanguage。Beingmaster,bymeansofyourjournal,ofyourpersonalhistoryandmostsecretthoughts,myeffortswerethemoresuccessful。WhenIreviewedthetenorofthisdialogue,I cannotbelievebutthatPleyelwasdeluded。WhenIthinkofyourcharacter,andoftheinferenceswhichthisdialoguewasintendedtosuggest,itseemsincrediblethatthisdelusionshouldbeproduced。 \"Isparednotmyself。Icalledmyselfmurderer,thief,guiltyofinnumerableperjuriesandmisdeeds:thatyouhaddebasedyourselftothelevelofsuchanone,noevidence,methought,wouldsufficetoconvincehimwhoknewyousothoroughlyasPleyel;andyettheimpostureamountedtoproofwhichthemostjealousscrutinywouldfindtobeunexceptionable。 \"Helefthisstationprecipitatelyandresumedhiswaytothehouse。Isawthatthedetectionofhiserrorwouldbeinstantaneous,since,nothavinggonetobed,animmediateinterviewwouldtakeplacebetweenyou。Atfirstthiscircumstancewasconsideredwithregret;butastimeopenedmyeyestothepossibleconsequencesofthisscene,Iregardeditwithpleasure。 \"Inashorttimetheinfatuationwhichhadledmethusfarbegantosubside。Theremembranceofformerreasoningsandtransactionswasrenewed。HowoftenIhadrepentedthiskindofexertion;howmanyevilswereproducedbyitwhichIhadnotforeseen;whatoccasionsforthebitterestremorseithadadministered,nowpassedthroughmymind。Theblackcatalogueofstratagemswasnowincreased。Ihadinspiredyouwiththemostvehementterrors:Ihadfilledyourmindwithfaithinshadowsandconfidenceindreams:IhaddepravedtheimaginationofPleyel:Ihadexhibitedyoutohisunderstandingasdevotedtobrutalgratificationsandconsummateinhypocrisy。 Theevidencewhichaccompaniedthisdelusionwouldbeirresistibletoonewhosepassionhadpervertedhisjudgment,whosejealousywithregardtomehadalreadybeenexcited,andwho,therefore,wouldnotfailtooverratetheforceofthisevidence。Whatfatalactofdespairorofvengeancemightnotthiserrorproduce? \"Withregardtomyself,Ihadactedwithaphrenzythatsurpassedbelief。Ihadwarredagainstmypeaceandmyfame: Ihadbanishedmyselffromthefellowshipofvigorousandpureminds:Iwasself-expelledfromascenewhichthemunificenceofnaturehadadornedwithunrivalledbeauties,andfromhauntsinwhichallthemusesandhumanitieshadtakenrefuge。 \"Iwasthustornbyconflictingfearsandtumultuousregrets。 Thenightpassedawayinthisstateofconfusion;andnextmorninginthegazetteleftatmyobscurelodging,Ireadadescriptionandanofferofrewardfortheapprehensionofmyperson。IwassaidtohaveescapedfromanIrishprison,inwhichIwasconfinedasanoffenderconvictedofenormousandcomplicatedcrimes。 \"Thiswastheworkofanenemy,who,byfalsehoodandstratagem,hadprocuredmycondemnation。Iwas,indeed,aprisoner,butescaped,bytheexertionofmypowers,thefatetowhichIwasdoomed,butwhichIdidnotdeserve。Ihadhopedthatthemaliceofmyfoewasexhausted;butInowperceivedthatmyprecautionshadbeenwise,forthattheinterventionofanoceanwasinsufficientformysecurity。 \"Letmenotdwellonthesensationswhichthisdiscoveryproduced。IneednottellbywhatstepsIwasinducedtoseekaninterviewwithyou,forthepurposeofdisclosingthetruth,andrepairing,asfaraspossible,theeffectsofmymisconduct。 Itwasunavoidablethatthisgazettewouldfallintoyourhands,andthatitwouldtendtoconfirmeveryerroneousimpression。 \"Havinggainedthisinterview,Ipurposedtoseeksomeretreatinthewilderness,inaccessibletoyourinquiryandtothemaliceofmyfoe,whereImighthenceforthemploymyselfincomposingafaithfulnarrativeofmyactions。Idesigneditasmyvindicationfromtheaspersionsthathadrestedonmycharacter,andasalessontomankindontheevilsofcredulityontheonehand,andofimpostureontheother。 \"Iwroteyouabillet,whichwasleftatthehouseofyourfriend,andwhichIknewwould,bysomemeans,speedilycometoyourhands。Ientertainedafainthopethatmyinvitationwouldbecompliedwith。Iknewnotwhatuseyouwouldmakeoftheopportunitywhichthisproposalaffordedyouofprocuringtheseizureofmyperson;butthisfateIwasdeterminedtoavoid,andIhadnodoubtbutduecircumspection,andtheexerciseofthefacultywhichIpossessed,wouldenablemetoavoidit。 \"Ilurked,throughtheday,intheneighbourhoodofMettingen:Iapproachedyourhabitationattheappointedhour: Ientereditinsilence,byatrap-doorwhichledintothecellar。Thishadformerlybeenboltedontheinside,butJudithhad,atanearlyperiodinourintercourse,removedthisimpediment。Iascendedtothefirstfloor,butmetwithnoone,noranythingthatindicatedthepresenceofanhumanbeing。 \"Icreptsoftlyupstairs,andatlengthperceivedyourchamberdoortobeopened,andalighttobewithin。Itwasofmomenttodiscoverbywhomthislightwasaccompanied。Iwassensibleoftheinconvenienciestowhichmybeingdiscoveredatyourchamberdoorbyanyonewithinwouldsubjectme;I thereforecalledoutinmyownvoice,butsomodifiedthatitshouldappeartoascendfromthecourtbelow,\'Whoisinthechamber?IsitMissWieland?\" \"Noanswerwasreturnedtothissummons。Ilistened,butnomotioncouldbeheard。AfterapauseIrepeatedmycall,butnolessineffectually。 \"Inowapproachednearerthedoor,andadventuredtolookin。 Alightstoodonthetable,butnothinghumanwasdiscernible。 Ienteredcautiously,butallwassolitudeandstillness。 \"Iknewnotwhattoconclude。Ifthehousewereinhabited,mycallwouldhavebeennoticed;yetsomesuspicioninsinuateditselfthatsilencewasstudiouslykeptbypersonswhointendedtosurprizeme。Myapproachhadbeenwary,andthesilencethatensuedmycallhadlikewiseprecededit;acircumstancethattendedtodissipatemyfears。 \"AtlengthitoccurredtomethatJudithmightpossiblybeinherownroom。Iturnedmystepsthither;butshewasnottobefound。Ipassedintootherrooms,andwassoonconvincedthatthehousewastotallydeserted。Ireturnedtoyourchamber,agitatedbyvainsurmisesandoppositeconjectures。Theappointedhourhadpassed,andIdismissedthehopeofaninterview。 \"InthisstateofthingsIdeterminedtoleaveafewlinesonyourtoilet,andprosecutemyjourneytothemountains。 ScarcelyhadItakenthepenwhenIlaiditaside,uncertaininwhatmannertoaddressyou。Irosefromthetableandwalkedacrossthefloor。Aglancethrownuponthebedacquaintedmewithaspectacletowhichmyconceptionsofhorrorhadnotyetreached。 \"Inthemidstofshudderingandtrepidation,thesignalofyourpresenceinthecourtbelowrecalledmetomyself。Thedeedwasnewlydone:Ionlywasinthehouse:whathadlatelyhappenedjustifiedanysuspicions,howeverenormous。Itwasplainthatthiscatastrophewasunknowntoyou:Ithoughtuponthewildcommotionwhichthediscoverywouldawakeninyourbreast:Ifoundtheconfusionofmyownthoughtsunconquerable,andperceivedthattheendforwhichIsoughtaninterviewwasnotnowtobeaccomplished。 \"Inthisstateofthingsitwaslikewiseexpedienttoconcealmybeingwithin。Iputoutthelightandhurrieddownstairs。 Tomyunspeakablesurprize,notwithstandingeverymotivetofear,youlightedacandleandproceededtoyourchamber。 \"Iretiredtothatroombelowfromwhichadoorleadsintothecellar。Thisdoorconcealedmefromyourviewasyoupassed。Ithoughtuponthespectaclewhichwasabouttopresentitself。Inanexigencesoabruptandsolittleforeseen,Iwasagainsubjectedtotheempireofmechanicalandhabitualimpulses。Idreadedtheeffectswhichthisshockingexhibition,burstingonyourunpreparedsenses,mightproduce。 \"Thusactuated,Isteptswiftlytothedoor,andthrustingmyheadforward,oncemorepronouncedthemysteriousinterdiction。 Atthatmoment,bysomeuntowardfate,youreyeswerecastback,andyousawmeintheveryactofutterance。IfledthroughthedarksomeavenueatwhichIentered,coveredwiththeshameofthisdetection。 \"Withdiligence,stimulatedbyathousandineffableemotions,Ipursuedmyintendedjourney。Ihaveabrotherwhosefarmissituatedinthebosomofafertiledesert,nearthesourcesoftheLeheigh,andthitherInowrepaired。 ChapterXXIV \"DeeplydidIruminateontheoccurrencesthathadjustpassed。Nothingexcitedmywondersomuchasthemeansbywhichyoudiscoveredmybeinginthecloset。Thisdiscoveryappearedtobemadeatthemomentwhenyouattemptedtoopenit。Howcouldyouhaveotherwiseremainedsolonginthechamberapparentlyfearlessandtranquil?Andyet,havingmadethisdiscovery,howcouldyoupersistindraggingmeforth:persistindefianceofaninterdictionsoemphaticalandsolemn? \"Butyoursister\'sdeathwasaneventdetestableandominous。 Shehadbeenthevictimofthemostdreadfulspeciesofassassination。How,inastatelikeyours,themurderousintentioncouldbegenerated,waswhollyinconceivable。 \"IdidnotrelinquishmydesignofconfessingtoyouthepartwhichIhadsustainedinyourfamily,butIwaswillingtodeferittillthetaskwhichIhadsetmyselfwasfinished。Thatbeingdone,Iresumedtheresolution。Themotivestoincitemetothiscontinuallyacquiredforce。ThemoreIrevolvedtheeventshappeningatMettingen,themoreinsupportableandominousmyterrorsbecame。Mywakinghoursandmysleepwerevexedbydismalpresagesandfrightfulintimations。 \"Catharinewasdeadbyviolence。Surelymymalignantstarshadnotmademethecauseofherdeath;yethadInotrashlysetinmotionamachine,overwhoseprogressIhadnocontroul,andwhichexperiencehadshewnmewasinfiniteinpower?Everydaymightaddtothecatalogueofhorrorsofwhichthiswasthesource,andaseasonabledisclosureofthetruthmightpreventnumberlessills。 \"Fraughtwiththisconception,Ihaveturnedmystepshither。 Ifindyourbrother\'shousedesolate:thefurnitureremoved,andthewallsstainedwithdamps。Yourownisinthesamesituation。Yourchamberisdismantledanddark,andyouexhibitanimageofincurablegrief,andofrapiddecay。 \"Ihaveutteredthetruth。Thisistheextentofmyoffences。YoutellmeanhorridtaleofWielandbeingledtothedestructionofhiswifeandchildren,bysomemysteriousagent。Youchargemewiththeguiltofthisagency;butI repeatthattheamountofmyguilthasbeentrulystated。TheperpetratorofCatharine\'sdeathwasunknowntometillnow; nay,itisstillunknowntome。\" Atthatmoment,theclosingofadoorinthekitchenwasdistinctlyheardbyus。Carwinstartedandpaused。\"Thereissomeonecoming。Imustnotbefoundherebymyenemies,andneednot,sincemypurposeisanswered。\" Ihaddrunkin,withthemostvehementattention,everywordthathehaduttered。Ihadnobreathtointerrupthistalebyinterrogationsorcomments。Thepowerthathespokeofwashithertounknowntome:itsexistencewasincredible;itwassusceptibleofnodirectproof。 HeownsthathiswerethevoiceandfacewhichIheardandsaw。Heattemptstogiveanhumanexplanationofthesephantasms;butitisenoughthatheownshimselftobetheagent;histaleisalie,andhisnaturedevilish。Ashedeceivedme,helikewisedeceivedmybrother,andnowdoI beholdtheauthorofallourcalamities! Suchweremythoughtswhenhispauseallowedmetothink。I shouldhavebadhimbegoneifthesilencehadnotbeeninterrupted;butnowIfearednomoreformyself;andthemilkinessofmynaturewascurdledintohatredandrancour。 Someonewasnear,andthisenemyofGodandmanmightpossiblybebroughttojustice。Ireflectednotthatthepreternaturalpowerwhichhehadhithertoexerted,wouldavailtorescuehimfromanytoilsinwhichhisfeetmightbeentangled。Meanwhile,looks,andnotwordsofmenaceandabhorrence,wereallthatI couldbestow。 Hedidnotdepart。Heseemeddubious,whether,bypassingoutofthehouse,orbyremainingsomewhatlongerwherehewas,heshouldmostendangerhissafety。Hisconfusionincreasedwhenstepsofonebarefootwerehearduponthestairs。Hethrewanxiousglancessometimesatthecloset,sometimesatthewindow,andsometimesatthechamberdoor,yethewasdetainedbysomeinexplicablefascination。Hestoodasifrootedtothespot。 Astome,mysoulwasburstingwithdetestationandrevenge。 Ihadnoroomforsurmisesandfearsrespectinghimthatapproached。Itwasdoubtlessahumanbeing,andwouldbefriendmesofarastoaidmeinarrestingthisoffender。 Thestrangerquicklyenteredtheroom。MyeyesandtheeyesofCarwinwere,atthesamemoment,darteduponhim。Asecondglancewasnotneededtoinformuswhohewas。Hislocksweretangled,andfellconfusedlyoverhisforeheadandears。Hisshirtwasofcoarsestuff,andopenattheneckandbreast。Hiscoatwasonceofbrightandfinetexture,butnowtornandtarnishedwithdust。Hisfeet,hislegs,andhisarmswerebare。Hisfeaturesweretheseatofawildandtranquilsolemnity,buthiseyesbespokeinquietudeandcuriosity。 Headvancedwithfirmstep,andlookingasinsearchofsomeone。Hesawmeandstopped。Hebenthissightonthefloor,andclenchinghishands,appearedsuddenlyabsorbedinmeditation。SuchwerethefigureanddeportmentofWieland! Such,inhisfallenstate,weretheaspectandguiseofmybrother! Carwindidnotfailtorecognizethevisitant。Careforhisownsafetywasapparentlyswallowedupintheamazementwhichthisspectacleproduced。Hisstationwasconspicuous,andhecouldnothaveescapedtherovingglancesofWieland;yetthelatterseemedtotallyunconsciousofhispresence。 GriefatthissceneofruinandblastwasatfirsttheonlysentimentofwhichIwasconscious。Afearfulstillnessensued。 AtlengthWieland,liftinghishands,whichwerelockedineachother,tohisbreast,exclaimed,\"Father!Ithankthee。Thisisthyguidance。Hitherthouhastledme,thatImightperformthywill:yetletmenoterr:letmehearagainthymessenger!\" Hestoodforaminuteasiflistening;butrecoveringfromhisattitude,hecontinued——\"Itisnotneeded。Dastardlywretch!thuseternallyquestioningthebehestsofthyMaker! weakinresolution!waywardinfaith!\" Headvancedtome,and,afteranotherpause,resumed:\"Poorgirl!adismalfatehassetitsmarkuponthee。Thylifeisdemandedasasacrifice。Preparetheetodie。Makenotmyofficedifficultbyfruitlessopposition。Thyprayersmightsubduestones;butnonebuthewhoenjoinedmypurposecanshakeit。\" Thesewordswereasufficientexplicationofthescene。Thenatureofhisphrenzy,asdescribedbymyuncle,wasremembered。 Iwhohadsoughtdeath,wasnowthrilledwithhorrorbecauseitwasnear。Deathinthisform,deathfromthehandofabrother,wasthoughtuponwithundescribablerepugnance。 Inastatethusverginguponmadness,myeyeglanceduponCarwin。Hisastonishmentappearedtohavestruckhimmotionlessanddumb。Mylifewasindanger,andmybrother\'shandwasabouttobeembruedinmyblood。IfirmlybelievedthatCarwin\'swastheinstigation。Icouldrescuemefromthisabhorredfate;Icoulddissipatethistremendousillusion;I couldsavemybrotherfromtheperpetrationofnewhorrors,bypointingoutthedevilwhoseducedhim;tohesitateamomentwastoperish。Thesethoughtsgavestrengthtomylimbs,andenergytomyaccents:Istartedonmyfeet。 \"Obrother!spareme,sparethyself:Thereisthybetrayer。 Hecounterfeitedthevoiceandfaceofanangel,forthepurposeofdestroyingtheeandme。Hehasthismomentconfessedit。Heisabletospeakwhereheisnot。Heisleaguedwithhell,butwillnotavowit;yetheconfessesthattheagencywashis。\" Mybrotherturnedslowlyhiseyes,andfixedthemuponCarwin。Everyjointintheframeofthelattertrembled。Hiscomplexionwaspalerthanaghost\'s。HiseyedarednotmeetthatofWieland,butwanderedwithanairofdistractionfromonespacetoanother。 \"Man,\"saidmybrother,inavoicetotallyunlikethatwhichhehadusedtome,\"whatartthou?Thechargehasbeenmade。 Answerit。Thevisage——thevoice——atthebottomofthesestairs——atthehourofeleven——Towhomdidtheybelong?Tothee?\" TwicedidCarwinattempttospeak,buthiswordsdiedawayuponhislips。Mybrotherresumedinatoneofgreatervehemence—— \"Thoufalterest;falteringisominous;sayyesorno:onewordwillsuffice;butbewareoffalsehood。Wasitastratagemofhelltooverthrowmyfamily?Wastthoutheagent?\" Inowsawthatthewrathwhichhadbeenpreparedformewastobeheapeduponanother。ThetalethatIheardfromhim,andhispresenttrepidations,wereabundanttestimoniesofhisguilt。ButwhatifWielandshouldbeundeceived!Whatifheshallfindhisactstohaveproceedednotfromanheavenlyprompter,butfromhumantreachery!Willnothisragemountintowhirlwind?Willnothetarelimbfromlimbthisdevotedwretch? InstinctivelyIrecoiledfromthisimage,butitgaveplacetoanother。Carwinmaybeinnocent,buttheimpetuosityofhisjudgemaymisconstruehisanswersintoaconfessionofguilt。 Wielandknowsnotthatmysteriousvoicesandappearanceswerelikewisewitnessedbyme。Carwinmaybeignorantofthosewhichmisledmybrother。Thusmayhisanswersunwarilybetrayhimselftoruin。 Suchmightbetheconsequencesofmyfranticprecipitation,andthese,itwasnecessary,ifpossible,toprevent。I attemptedtospeak,butWieland,turningsuddenlyuponme,commandedsilence,inatonefuriousandterrible。Mylipsclosed,andmytonguerefuseditsoffice。 \"Whatartthou?\"heresumed,addressinghimselftoCarwin。 \"Answerme;whoseform——whosevoice——wasitthycontrivance? Answerme。\" Theanswerwasnowgiven,butconfusedlyandscarcelyarticulated。\"Imeantnothing——Iintendednoill——ifI understand——ifIdonotmistakeyou——itistootrue——Ididappear——intheentry——didspeak。Thecontrivancewasmine,but——\" Thesewordswerenosooneruttered,thanmybrotherceasedtowearthesameaspect。Hiseyesweredowncast:hewasmotionless:hisrespirationbecamehoarse,likethatofamanintheagoniesofdeath。Carwinseemedunabletosaymore。Hemighthaveeasilyescaped,butthethoughtwhichoccupiedhimrelatedtowhatwashorridandunintelligibleinthisscene,andnottohisowndanger。 PresentlythefacultiesofWieland,which,foratime,werechainedup,wereseizedwithrestlessnessandtrembling。Hebrokesilence。Thestoutestheartwouldhavebeenappalledbythetoneinwhichhespoke。HeaddressedhimselftoCarwin。 \"Whyartthouhere?Whodetainsthee?Goandlearnbetter。 Iwillmeetthee,butitmustbeatthebarofthyMaker。ThereshallIbearwitnessagainstthee。\" PerceivingthatCarwindidnotobey,hecontinued;\"Dostthouwishmetocompletethecataloguebythydeath?Thylifeisaworthlessthing。Temptmenomore。Iambutaman,andthypresencemayawakenafurywhichmayspurnmycontroul。 Begone!\" Carwin,irresolute,strivinginvainforutterance,hiscomplexionpallidasdeath,hiskneesbeatingoneagainstanother,slowlyobeyedthemandateandwithdrew。 ChapterXXV AfewwordsmoreandIlayasidethepenforever。YetwhyshouldInotrelinquishitnow?AllthatIhavesaidispreparatorytothisscene,andmyfingers,tremulousandcoldasmyheart,refuseanyfurtherexertion。Thismustnotbe。Letmylastenergiessupportmeinthefinishingofthistask。ThenwillIlaydownmyheadinthelapofdeath。Hushedwillbeallmymurmursinthesleepofthegrave。 Everysentimenthasperishedinmybosom。Evenfriendshipisextinct。Yourloveformehaspromptedmetothistask;butI wouldnothavecompliedifithadnotbeenaluxurythustofeastuponmywoes。Ihavejustlycalculateduponmyremnantofstrength。WhenIlaydownthepenthetaperoflifewillexpire:myexistencewillterminatewithmytale。 NowthatIwasleftalonewithWieland,theperilsofmysituationpresentedthemselvestomymind。Thatthisparoxysmshouldterminateinhavockandrageitwasreasonabletopredict。Thefirstsuggestionofmyfearshadbeendisprovedbymyexperience。Carwinhadacknowledgedhisoffences,andyethadescaped。ThevengeancewhichIhadharbouredhadnotbeenadmittedbyWieland,andyettheevilswhichIhadendured,comparedwiththoseinflictedonmybrother,wereasnothing。 Ithirstedforhisblood,andwastormentedwithaninsatiableappetiteforhisdestruction;yetmybrotherwasunmoved,andhaddismissedhiminsafety。Surelythouwastmorethanman,whileIamsunkbelowthebeasts。 DidIplacearightconstructionontheconductofWieland? Wastheerrorthatmisledhimsoeasilyrectified?Wereviewssovividandfaithsostrenuousthusliabletofadingandtochange?Wastherenotreasontodoubttheaccuracyofmyperceptions?Withimageslikethesewasmymindthronged,tillthedeportmentofmybrothercalledawaymyattention。 Isawhislipsmoveandhiseyescastuptoheaven。Thenwouldhelistenandlookback,asifinexpectationofsomeone\'sappearance。Thriceherepeatedthesegesticulationsandthisinaudibleprayer。Eachtimethemistofconfusionanddoubtseemedtogrowdarkerandtosettleonhisunderstanding。 Iguessedatthemeaningofthesetokens。ThewordsofCarwinhadshakenhisbelief,andhewasemployedinsummoningthemessengerwhohadformerlycommunedwithhim,toattestthevalueofthosenewdoubts。Invainthesummonswasrepeated,forhiseyemetnothingbutvacancy,andnotasoundsalutedhisear。 Hewalkedtothebed,gazedwitheagernessatthepillowwhichhadsustainedtheheadofthebreathlessCatharine,andthenreturnedtotheplacewhereIsat。Ihadnopowertoliftmyeyestohisface:Iwasdubiousofhispurpose:thispurposemightaimatmylife。 Alas!nothingbutsubjectiontodanger,andexposuretotemptation,canshowuswhatweare。BythistestwasInowtried,andfoundtobecowardlyandrash。Mencandeliberatelyuntiethethreadoflife,andofthisIhaddeemedmyselfcapable;yetnowthatIstooduponthebrinkoffate,thattheknifeofthesacrificerwasaimedatmyheart,Ishudderedandbetookmyselftoanymeansofescape,howevermonstrous。 CanIbeartothink——canIenduretorelatetheoutragewhichmyheartmeditated?Whereweremymeansofsafety?Resistancewasvain。NoteventheenergyofdespaircouldsetmeonalevelwiththatstrengthwhichhisterrificprompterhadbestoweduponWieland。Terrorenablesustoperformincrediblefeats;butterrorwasnotthenthestateofmymind:wherethenweremyhopesofrescue? Methinksitistoomuch。Istandaside,asitwere,frommyself;Iestimatemyowndeservings;ahatred,immortalandinexorable,ismydue。Ilistentomyownpleas,andfindthememptyandfalse:yes,Iacknowledgethatmyguiltsurpassesthatofallmankind:Iconfessthatthecursesofaworld,andthefrownsofadeity,areinadequatetomydemerits。Isthereathingintheworldworthyofinfiniteabhorrence?ItisI。 WhatshallIsay!Iwasmenaced,asIthought,withdeath,and,toeludethisevil,myhandwasreadytoinflictdeathuponthemenacer。Invisitingmyhouse,IhadmadeprovisionagainstthemachinationsofCarwin。Inafoldofmydressanopenpenknifewasconcealed。ThisInowseizedanddrewforth。Itlurkedoutofview:butInowseethatmystateofmindwouldhaverenderedthedeedinevitableifmybrotherhadliftedhishand。Thisinstrumentofmypreservationwouldhavebeenplungedintohisheart。 O,insupportableremembrance!hidetheefrommyviewforatime;hideitfrommethatmyheartwasblackenoughtomeditatethestabbingofabrother!abrotherthussupremeinmisery; thustoweringinvirtue! Hewasprobablyunconsciousofmydesign,butpresentlydrewback。Thisintervalwassufficienttorestoremetomyself。 Themadness,theiniquityofthatactwhichIhadpurposedrusheduponmyapprehension。ForamomentIwasbreathlesswithagony。AtthenextmomentIrecoveredmystrength,andthrewtheknifewithviolenceonthefloor。 Thesoundawokemybrotherfromhisreverie。Hegazedalternatelyatmeandattheweapon。Withamovementequallysolemnhestoopedandtookitup。Heplacedthebladeindifferentpositions,scrutinizingitaccurately,andmaintaining,atthesametime,aprofoundsilence。 Againhelookedatme,butallthatvehemenceandloftinessofspiritwhichhadsolatelycharacterizedhisfeatures,wereflown。Fallenmuscles,aforeheadcontractedintofolds,eyesdimwithunbiddendrops,andaruefulnessofaspectwhichnowordscandescribe,werenowvisible。 Hislookstouchedintoenergythesamesympathiesinme,andIpouredforthafloodoftears。Thispassionwasquicklycheckedbyfear,whichhadnow,nolonger,myown,buthissafetyfortheirobject。Iwatchedhisdeportmentinsilence。 Atlengthhespoke: \"Sister,\"saidhe,inanaccentmournfulandmild,\"Ihaveactedpoorlymypartinthisworld。Whatthinkestthou?ShallInotdobetterinthenext?\" Icouldmakenoanswer。Themildnessofhistoneastonishedandencouragedme。Icontinuedtoregardhimwithwistfulandanxiouslooks。 \"Ithink,\"resumedhe,\"Iwilltry。Mywifeandmybabeshavegonebefore。Happywretches!Ihavesentyoutorepose,andoughtnottolingerbehind。\" Thesewordshadameaningsufficientlyintelligible。I