第3章

类别:其他 作者:Charles Brockden Brown字数:15849更新时间:18/12/14 15:58:59
Shewasnotabsentamoment。\"Hestood,foratime,asiftoassurehimselfofmysincerity。Then,clinchinghishands,andwildlyliftingthemabovehishead,\"Lo,\"criedhe,\"Ihavenewstotellyou。TheBaronessdeStolbergisdead?\" Thiswasherwhomheloved。Iwasnotsurprisedattheagitationswhichhebetrayed。\"Buthowwastheinformationprocured?HowwasthetruthofthisnewsconnectedwiththecircumstanceofCatharine\'sremaininginourcompany?\"Hewasforsometimeinattentivetomyquestions。Whenhespoke,itseemedmerelyacontinuationofthereverieintowhichhehadbeenplunged。 \"Andyetitmightbeameredeception。Butcouldbothofusinthatcasehavebeendeceived?Arareandprodigiouscoincidence!Barelynotimpossible。Andyet,iftheaccentbeoracular——Theresaisdead。No,no,\"continuedhe,coveringhisfacewithhishands,andinatonehalfbrokenintosobs,\"I cannotbelieveit。Shehasnotwritten,butifsheweredead,thefaithfulBertrandwouldhavegivenmetheearliestinformation。Andyetifheknewhismaster,hemusthaveeasilyguessedattheeffectofsuchtidings。Inpitytomehewassilent。\" \"Clara,forgiveme;toyou,thisbehaviourismysterious。I willexplainaswellasIamable。ButsaynotawordtoCatharine。Herstrengthofmindisinferiortoyour\'s。Shewill,besides,havemorereasontobestartled。SheisWieland\'sangel。\" Pleyelproceededtoinformme,forthefirsttime,oftheschemewhichhehadpressed,withsomuchearnestness,onmybrother。Heenumeratedtheobjectionswhichhadbeenmade,andtheindustrywithwhichhehadendeavouredtoconfutethem。Hementionedtheeffectuponhisresolutionsproducedbythefailureofaletter。\"Duringourlatewalk,\"continuedhe,\"I introducedthesubjectthatwasnearestmyheart。Ire-urgedallmyformerarguments,andplacedtheminmoreforciblelights。Wielandwasstillrefractory。Heexpatiatedontheperilsofwealthandpower,onthesacrednessofconjugalandparentalduties,andthehappinessofmediocrity。 \"Nowonderthatthetimepassed,unperceived,away。Ourwholesoulswereengagedinthiscause。Severaltimeswecametothefootoftherock;assoonasweperceivedit,wechangedourcourse,butneverfailedtoterminateourcircuitousanddeviousrambleatthisspot。Atlengthyourbrotherobserved,\"Weseemtobeledhitherbyakindoffatality。Sincewearesonear,letusascendandrestourselvesawhile。Ifyouarenotwearyofthisargumentwewillresumeitthere。\" \"Itacitlyconsented。Wemountedthestairs,anddrawingthesofainfrontoftheriver,weseatedourselvesuponit。Itookupthethreadofourdiscoursewherewehaddroppedit。I ridiculedhisdreadofthesea,andhisattachmenttohome。I keptoninthisstrain,socongenialwithmydisposition,forsometime,uninterruptedbyhim。Atlength,hesaidtome,\"SupposenowthatI,whomargumenthasnotconvinced,shouldyieldtoridicule,andshouldagreethatyourschemeiseligible;whatwillyouhavegained?Nothing。Youhaveotherenemiesbesidemyselftoencounter。Whenyouhavevanquishedme,yourtoilhasscarcelybegun。Therearemysisterandwife,withwhomitwillremainforyoutomaintainthecontest。Andtrustme,theyareadversarieswhomallyourforceandstratagemwillneversubdue。\"Iinsinuatedthattheywouldmodelthemselvesbyhiswill:thatCatharinewouldthinkobedienceherduty。Heanswered,withsomequickness,\"Youmistake。 Theirconcurrenceisindispensable。Itisnotmycustomtoexactsacrificesofthiskind。Ilivetobetheirprotectorandfriend,andnottheirtyrantandfoe。Ifmywifeshalldeemherhappiness,andthatofherchildren,mostconsultedbyremainingwheresheis,heresheshallremain。\"\"But,\"saidI,\"whensheknowsyourpleasure,willshenotconformtoit?\"Beforemyfriendhadtimetoanswerthisquestion,anegativewasclearlyanddistinctlyutteredfromanotherquarter。Itdidnotcomefromonesideortheother,frombeforeusorbehind。Whencethendiditcome?Bywhoseorganswasitfashioned? \"Ifanyuncertaintyhadexistedwithregardtotheseparticulars,itwouldhavebeenremovedbyadeliberateandequallydistinctrepetitionofthesamemonosyllable,\"No。\"Thevoicewasmysister\'s。Itappearedtocomefromtheroof。I startedfrommyseat。Catharine,exclaimedI,whereareyou? Noanswerwasreturned。Isearchedtheroom,andtheareabeforeit,butinvain。Yourbrotherwasmotionlessinhisseat。Ireturnedtohim,andplacedmyselfagainbyhisside。 Myastonishmentwasnotlessthanhis。\" \"Well,\"saidhe,atlength,\"Whatthinkyouofthis?Thisistheself-samevoicewhichIformerlyheard;youarenowconvincedthatmyearswerewellinformed。\" \"Yes,\"saidI,\"this,itisplain,isnofictionofthefancy。\"Weagainsunkintomutualandthoughtfulsilence。A recollectionofthehour,andofthelengthofourabsence,mademeatlastproposetoreturn。Weroseupforthispurpose。Indoingthis,mymindrevertedtothecontemplationofmyowncondition。\"Yes,\"saidIaloud,butwithoutparticularlyaddressingmyselftoWieland,\"myresolutionistaken。Icannothopetoprevailwithmyfriendstoaccompanyme。TheymaydozeawaytheirdaysonthebanksofSchuylkill,butastome,Igointhenextvessel;Iwillflytoherpresence,anddemandthereasonofthisextraordinarysilence。\" \"Ihadscarcelyfinishedthesentence,whenthesamemysteriousvoiceexclaimed,\"Youshallnotgo。Thesealofdeathisonherlips。Hersilenceisthesilenceofthetomb。\" Thinkoftheeffectswhichaccentslikethesemusthavehaduponme。IshudderedasIlistened。AssoonasIrecoveredfrommyfirstamazement,\"Whoisitthatspeaks?\"saidI,\"whencedidyouprocurethesedismaltidings?\"Ididnotwaitlongforananswer。\"Fromasourcethatcannotfail。Besatisfied。Sheisdead。\"Youmayjustlybesurprised,that,inthecircumstancesinwhichIheardthetidings,andnotwithstandingthemysterywhichenvironedhimbywhomtheywereimparted,Icouldgiveanundividedattentiontothefacts,whichwerethesubjectofourdialogue。Ieagerlyinquired,whenandwheredidshedie?Whatwasthecauseofherdeath?Washerdeathabsolutelycertain? Ananswerwasreturnedonlytothelastofthesequestions。 \"Yes,\"waspronouncedbythesamevoice;butitnowsoundedfromagreaterdistance,andthedeepestsilencewasallthereturnmadetomysubsequentinterrogatories。 \"Itwasmysister\'svoice;butitcouldnotbeutteredbyher;andyet,ifnotbyher,bywhomwasituttered?Whenwereturnedhither,anddiscoveredyoutogether,thedoubtthathadpreviouslyexistedwasremoved。Itwasmanifestthattheintimationcamenotfromher。Yetifnotfromher,fromwhomcoulditcome?Arethecircumstancesattendingtheimpartingofthisnewsproofthatthetidingsaretrue?Godforbidthattheyshouldbetrue。\" HerePleyelsunkintoanxioussilence,andgavemeleisuretoruminateonthisinexplicableevent。Iamatalosstodescribethesensationsthataffectedme。Iamnotfearfulofshadows。 Thetalesofapparitionsandenchantmentsdidnotpossessthatpowerovermybeliefwhichcouldevenrendertheminteresting。 Isawnothinginthembutignoranceandfolly,andwasastrangereventothatterrorwhichispleasing。ButthisincidentwasdifferentfromanythatIhadeverbeforeknown。 Herewereproofsofasensibleandintelligentexistence,whichcouldnotbedenied。Herewasinformationobtainedandimpartedbymeansunquestionablysuper-human。 Thatthereareconsciousbeings,besideourselves,inexistence,whosemodesofactivityandinformationsurpassourown,canscarcelybedenied。Isthereaglimpseaffordedusintoaworldofthesesuperiorbeings?Myheartwasscarcelylargeenoughtogiveadmittancetososwellingathought。Anawe,thesweetestandmostsolemnthatimaginationcanconceive,pervadedmywholeframe。ItforsookmenotwhenIpartedfromPleyelandretiredtomychamber。Animpulsewasgiventomyspiritsutterlyincompatiblewithsleep。Ipassedthenightwakefulandfullofmeditation。Iwasimpressedwiththebeliefofmysterious,butnotofmalignantagency。Hithertonothinghadoccurredtopersuademethatthisairyministerwasbusytoevilratherthantogoodpurposes。Onthecontrary,theideaofsuperiorvirtuehadalwaysbeenassociatedinmymindwiththatofsuperiorpower。Thewarningsthathadthusbeenheardappearedtohavebeenpromptedbybeneficentintentions。Mybrotherhadbeenhinderedbythisvoicefromascendingthehill。 Hewastoldthatdangerlurkedinhispath,andhisobediencetotheintimationhadperhapssavedhimfromadestinysimilartothatofmyfather。 Pleyelhadbeenrescuedfromtormentinguncertainty,andfromthehazardsandfatiguesofafruitlessvoyage,bythesameinterposition。IthadassuredhimofthedeathofhisTheresa。 Thiswomanwasthendead。Aconfirmationofthetidings,iftrue,wouldspeedilyarrive。Wasthisconfirmationtobedeprecatedordesired?Byherdeath,thetiethatattachedhimtoEurope,wastakenaway。Henceforwardeverymotivewouldcombinetoretainhiminhisnativecountry,andwewererescuedfromthedeepregretsthatwouldaccompanyhishopelessabsencefromus。Propitiouswasthespiritthatimpartedthesetidings。 Propitioushewouldperhapshavebeen,ifhehadbeeninstrumentalinproducing,aswellasincommunicatingthetidingsofherdeath。Propitioustous,thefriendsofPleyel,towhomhastherebybeensecuredtheenjoymentofhissociety; andnotunpropitioustohimself;forthoughthisobjectofhislovebesnatchedaway,istherenotanotherwhoisableandwillingtoconsolehimforherloss? Twentydaysafterthis,anothervesselarrivedfromthesameport。Inthisinterval,Pleyel,forthemostpart,estrangedhimselffromhisoldcompanions。Hewasbecomethepreyofagloomyandunsociablegrief。HiswalkswerelimitedtothebankoftheDelaware。Thisbankisanartificialone。Reedsandtheriverareononeside,andawaterymarshontheother,inthatpartwhichboundedhislands,andwhichextendedfromthemouthofHollander\'screektothatofSchuylkill。Noscenecanbeimaginedlessenticingtoaloverofthepicturesquethanthis。 Theshoreisdeformedwithmud,andincumberedwithaforestofreeds。Thefields,inmostseasons,aremire;butwhentheyaffordafirmfooting,theditchesbywhichtheyareboundedandintersected,aremantledwithstagnatinggreen,andemitthemostnoxiousexhalations。Healthisnolessastrangertothoseseatsthanpleasure。Springandautumnaresuretobeaccompaniedwithaguesandbiliousremittents。 ThesceneswhichenvironedourdwellingsatMettingenconstitutedthereverseofthis。Schuylkillwashereapureandtranslucidcurrent,brokenintOwildandceaselessmusicbyrockypoints,murmuringonasandymargin,andreflectingonitssurface,banksofallvarietiesofheightanddegreesofdeclivity。Thesebankswerechequeredbypatchesofdarkverdureandshapelessmassesofwhitemarble,andcrownedbycopsesofcedar,orbytheregularmagnificenceoforchards,which,atthisseason,wereinblossom,andwereprodigalofodours。Thegroundwhichrecededfromtheriverwasscoopedintovalleysanddales。Itsbeautieswereenhancedbythehorticulturalskillofmybrother,whobedeckedthisexquisiteassemblageofslopesandrisingswitheveryspeciesofvegetableornament,fromthegiantarmsoftheoaktotheclusteringtendrilsofthehoney-suckle。 Toscreenhimfromtheunwholesomeairsofhisownresidence,ithadbeenproposedtoPleyeltospendthemonthsofspringwithus。Hehadapparentlyacquiescedinthisproposal;butthelateeventinducedhimtochangehispurpose。Hewasonlytobeseenbyvisitinghiminhisretirements。Hisgaietyhadflown,andeverypassionwasabsorbedineagernesstoprocuretidingsfromSaxony。IhavementionedthearrivalofanothervesselfromtheElbe。Hedescriedherearlyonemorningashewaspassingalongtheskirtoftheriver。Shewaseasilyrecognized,beingtheshipinwhichhehadperformedhisfirstvoyagetoGermany。Heimmediatelywentonboard,butfoundnolettersdirectedtohim。Thisomissionwas,insomedegree,compensatedbymeetingwithanoldacquaintanceamongthepassengers,whohadtilllatelybeenaresidentinLeipsig。 ThispersonputanendtoallsuspenserespectingthefateofTheresa,byrelatingtheparticularsofherdeathandfuneral。 Thuswasthetruthoftheformerintimationattested。Nolongerdevouredbysuspense,thegriefofPleyelwasnotlonginyieldingtotheinfluenceofsociety。Hegavehimselfuponcemoretoourcompany。Hisvivacityhadindeedbeendamped;buteveninthisrespecthewasamoreacceptablecompanionthanformerly,sincehisseriousnesswasneitherincommunicativenorsullen。 Theseincidents,foratime,occupiedallourthoughts。Inmetheyproducedasentimentnotunalliedtopleasure,andmorespeedilythaninthecaseofmyfriendswereintermixedwithothertopics。Mybrotherwasparticularlyaffectedbythem。Itwaseasytoperceivethatmostofhismeditationsweretincturedfromthissource。Tothiswastobeascribedadesigninwhichhispenwas,atthisperiod,engaged,ofcollectingandinvestigatingthefactswhichrelatetothatmysteriouspersonage,theDaemonofSocrates。 Mybrother\'sskillinGreekandRomanlearningwasexceededbythatoffew,andnodoubttheworldwouldhaveacceptedatreatiseuponthissubjectfromhishandwithavidity;butalas! thisandeveryotherschemeoffelicityandhonor,weredoomedtosuddenblastandhopelessextermination。 ChapterVI Inowcometothementionofapersonwithwhosenamethemostturbulentsensationsareconnected。ItiswithashudderingreluctancethatIenterontheprovinceofdescribinghim。NowitisthatIbegintoperceivethedifficultyofthetaskwhichIhaveundertaken;butitwouldbeweaknesstoshrinkfromit。Mybloodiscongealed:andmyfingersarepalsiedwhenIcalluphisimage。Shameuponmycowardlyandinfirmheart!HithertoIhaveproceededwithsomedegreeofcomposure,butnowImustpause。Imeannotthatdireremembranceshallsubduemycourageorbafflemydesign,butthisweaknesscannotbeimmediatelyconquered。Imustdesistforalittlewhile。 Ihavetakenafewturnsinmychamber,andhavegatheredstrengthenoughtoproceed。YethaveInotprojectedataskbeyondmypowertoexecute?Ifthus,ontheverythresholdofthescene,mykneesfaulterandIsink,howshallIsupportmyself,whenIrushintothemidstofhorrorssuchasnohearthashithertoconceived,nortonguerelated?Isickenandrecoilattheprospect,andyetmyirresolutionismomentary。Ihavenotformedthisdesignuponslightgrounds,andthoughImayattimespauseandhesitate,Iwillnotbefinallydivertedfromit。 Andthou,Omostfatalandpotentofmankind,inwhattermsshallIdescribethee?Whatwordsareadequatetothejustdelineationofthycharacter?HowshallIdetailthemeanswhichrenderedthesecrecyofthypurposesunfathomable?ButI willnotanticipate。Letmerecoverifpossible,asoberstrain。Letmekeepdownthefloodofpassionthatwouldrendermeprecipitateorpowerless。Letmestifletheagoniesthatareawakenedbythyname。Letme,foratime,regardtheeasabeingofnoterribleattributes。Letmetearmyselffromcontemplationoftheevilsofwhichitisbuttoocertainthatthouwasttheauthor,andlimitmyviewtothoseharmlessappearanceswhichattendedthyentranceonthestage。 Onesunnyafternoon,Iwasstandinginthedoorofmyhouse,whenImarkedapersonpassingclosetotheedgeofthebankthatwasinfront。Hispacewasacarelessandlingeringone,andhadnoneofthatgracefulnessandeasewhichdistinguishapersonwithcertainadvantagesofeducationfromaclown。Hisgaitwasrusticandaukward。Hisformwasungainlyanddisproportioned。Shouldersbroadandsquare,breastsunken,hisheaddrooping,hisbodyofuniformbreadth,supportedbylongandlanklegs,weretheingredientsofhisframe。Hisgarbwasnotilladaptedtosuchafigure。Aslouchedhat,tarnishedbytheweather,acoatofthickgreycloth,cutandwrought,asitseemed,byacountrytailor,blueworstedstockings,andshoesfastenedbythongs,anddeeplydiscolouredbydust,whichbrushhadneverdisturbed,constitutedhisdress。 Therewasnothingremarkableintheseappearances;theywerefrequentlytobemetwithontheroad,andintheharvestfield。 IcannottellwhyIgazeduponthem,onthisoccasion,withmorethanordinaryattention,unlessitwerethatsuchfigureswereseldomseenbyme,exceptontheroadorfield。Thislawnwasonlytraversedbymenwhoseviewsweredirectedtothepleasuresofthewalk,orthegrandeurofthescenery。 Hepassedslowlyalong,frequentlypausing,asiftoexaminetheprospectmoredeliberately,butneverturninghiseyetowardsthehouse,soastoallowmeaviewofhiscountenance。 Presently,heenteredacopseatasmalldistance,anddisappeared。Myeyefollowedhimwhileheremainedinsight。 Ifhisimageremainedforanydurationinmyfancyafterhisdeparture,itwasbecausenootherobjectoccurredsufficienttoexpelit。 Icontinuedinthesamespotforhalfanhour,vaguely,andbyfits,contemplatingtheimageofthiswanderer,anddrawing,fromoutwardappearances,thoseinferenceswithrespecttotheintellectualhistoryofthisperson,whichexperienceaffordsus。Ireflectedonthealliancewhichcommonlysubsistsbetweenignoranceandthepracticeofagriculture,andindulgedmyselfinairyspeculationsastotheinfluenceofprogressiveknowledgeindissolvingthisalliance,andembodyingthedreamsofthepoets。Iaskedwhytheploughandthehoemightnotbecomethetradeofeveryhumanbeing,andhowthistrademightbemadeconduciveto,or,atleast,consistentwiththeacquisitionofwisdomandeloquence。 Wearywiththesereflections,Ireturnedtothekitchentoperformsomehouseholdoffice。Ihadusuallybutoneservant,andshewasagirlaboutmyownage。Iwasbusynearthechimney,andshewasemployednearthedooroftheapartment,whensomeoneknocked。Thedoorwasopenedbyher,andshewasimmediatelyaddressedwith\"Pry\'thee,goodgirl,canstthousupplyathirstymanwithaglassofbuttermilk?\"Sheansweredthattherewasnoneinthehouse。\"Aye,butthereissomeinthedairyyonder。ThouknowestaswellasI,thoughHermesnevertaughtthee,thatthougheverydairybeanhouse,everyhouseisnotadairy。\"Tothisspeech,thoughsheunderstoodonlyapartofit,sherepliedbyrepeatingherassurances,thatshehadnonetogive。\"Wellthen,\"rejoinedthestranger,\"forcharity\'ssweetsake,handmeforthacupofcoldwater。\"Thegirlsaidshewouldgotothespringandfetchit。\"Nay,givemethecup,andsuffermetohelpmyself。Neithermanaclednorlame,Ishouldmeritburialinthemawofcarrioncrows,ifI laidthistaskuponthee。\"Shegavehimthecup,andheturnedtogotothespring。 Ilistenedtothisdialogueinsilence。Thewordsutteredbythepersonwithout,affectedmeassomewhatsingular,butwhatchieflyrenderedthemremarkable,wasthetonethataccompaniedthem。Itwaswhollynew。Mybrother\'svoiceandPleyel\'sweremusicalandenergetic。Ihadfondlyimagined,that,inthisrespect,theyweresurpassedbynone。Nowmymistakewasdetected。Icannotpretendtocommunicatetheimpressionthatwasmadeuponmebytheseaccents,ortodepictthedegreeinwhichforceandsweetnesswereblendedinthem。Theywerearticulatedwithadistinctnessthatwasunexampledinmyexperience。Butthiswasnotall。Thevoicewasnotonlymellifluentandclear,buttheemphasiswassojust,andthemodulationsoimpassioned,thatitseemedasifanheartofstonecouldnotfailofbeingmovedbyit。Itimpartedtomeanemotionaltogetherinvoluntaryandincontroulable。Whenheutteredthewords\"forcharity\'ssweetsake,\"IdroppedthecloththatIheldinmyhand,myheartoverflowedwithsympathy,andmyeyeswithunbiddentears。 Thisdescriptionwillappeartoyoutriflingorincredible。 Theimportanceofthesecircumstanceswillbemanifestedinthesequel。ThemannerinwhichIwasaffectedonthisoccasion,was,tomyownapprehension,asubjectofastonishment。ThetoneswereindeedsuchasIneverheardbefore;butthattheyshould,inaninstant,asitwere,dissolvemeintears,willnoteasilybebelievedbyothers,andcanscarcelybecomprehendedbymyself。 ItwillbereadilysupposedthatIwassomewhatinquisitiveastothepersonanddemeanourofourvisitant。Afteramoment\'spause,Isteppedtothedoorandlookedafterhim。 Judgemysurprize,whenIbeheldtheself-samefigurethathadappearedanhalfhourbeforeuponthebank。Myfancyhadconjuredupaverydifferentimage。Aform,andattitude,andgarb,wereinstantlycreatedworthytoaccompanysuchelocution; butthispersonwas,inallvisiblerespects,thereverseofthisphantom。Strangeasitmayseem,Icouldnotspeedilyreconcilemyselftothisdisappointment。Insteadofreturningtomyemployment,Ithrewmyselfinachairthatwasplacedoppositethedoor,andsunkintoafitofmusing。 Myattentionwas,inafewminutes,recalledbythestranger,whoreturnedwiththeemptycupinhishand。Ihadnotthoughtofthecircumstance,orshouldcertainlyhavechosenadifferentseat。Henosoonershewedhimself,thanaconfusedsenseofimpropriety,addedtothesuddennessoftheinterview,forwhich,nothavingforeseenit,Ihadmadenopreparation,threwmeintoastateofthemostpainfulembarrassment。Hebroughtwithhimaplacidbrow;butnosoonerhadhecasthiseyesuponme,thanhisfacewasasglowinglysuffusedasmyown。Heplacedthecupuponthebench,stammeredoutthanks,andretired。 ItwassometimebeforeIcouldrecovermywontedcomposure。 Ihadsnatchedaviewofthestranger\'scountenance。Theimpressionthatitmadewasvividandindelible。Hischeekswerepallidandlank,hiseyessunken,hisforeheadovershadowedbycoarsestragglinghairs,histeethlargeandirregular,thoughsoundandbrilliantlywhite,andhischindiscolouredbyatetter。Hisskinwasofcoarsegrain,andsallowhue。Everyfeaturewaswideofbeauty,andtheoutlineofhisfaceremindedyouofaninvertedcone。 Andyethisforehead,sofarasshaggylockswouldallowittobeseen,hiseyeslustrouslyblack,andpossessing,inthemidstofhaggardness,aradianceinexpressiblysereneandpotent,andsomethingintherestofhisfeatures,whichitwouldbeinvaintodescribe,butwhichservedtobetokenamindofthehighestorder,wereessentialingredientsintheportrait。This,intheeffectswhichimmediatelyflowedfromit,Icountamongthemostextraordinaryincidentsofmylife。 Thisface,seenforamoment,continuedforhourstooccupymyfancy,totheexclusionofalmosteveryotherimage。Ihadpurposedtospendtheeveningwithmybrother,butIcouldnotresisttheinclinationofformingasketchuponpaperofthismemorablevisage。Whethermyhandwasaidedbyanypeculiarinspiration,orIwasdeceivedbymyownfondconceptions,thisportrait,thoughhastilyexecuted,appearedunexceptionabletomyowntaste。 Iplaceditatalldistances,andinalllights;myeyeswererivetteduponit。Halfthenightpassedawayinwakefulnessandincontemplationofthispicture。Soflexible,andyetsostubborn,isthehumanmind。Soobedienttoimpulsesthemosttransientandbrief,andyetsounalterablyobservantofthedirectionwhichisgiventoit!HowlittledidIthenforeseetheterminationofthatchain,ofwhichthismayberegardedasthefirstlink? Nextdayaroseindarknessandstorm。Torrentsofrainfellduringthewholeday,attendedwithincessantthunder,whichreverberatedinstunningechoesfromtheoppositedeclivity。 Theinclemencyoftheairwouldnotallowmetowalk-out。I had,indeed,noinclinationtoleavemyapartment。Ibetookmyselftothecontemplationofthisportrait,whoseattractionstimehadratherenhancedthandiminished。Ilaidasidemyusualoccupations,andseatingmyselfatawindow,consumedthedayinalternatelylookingoutuponthestorm,andgazingatthepicturewhichlayuponatablebeforeme。Youwill,perhaps,deemthisconductsomewhatsingular,andascribeittocertainpeculiaritiesoftemper。Iamnotawareofanysuchpeculiarities。Icanaccountformydevotiontothisimagenootherwise,thanbysupposingthatitspropertieswererareandprodigious。Perhapsyouwillsuspectthatsuchwerethefirstinroadsofapassionincidenttoeveryfemaleheart,andwhichfrequentlygainsafootingbymeansevenmoreslight,andmoreimprobablethanthese。Ishallnotcontrovertthereasonablenessofthesuspicion,butleaveyouatlibertytodraw,frommynarrative,whatconclusionsyouplease。 Nightatlengthreturned,andthestormceased。Theairwasoncemoreclearandcalm,andboreanaffectingcontrasttothatuproaroftheelementsbywhichithadbeenpreceded。Ispentthedarksomehours,asIspenttheday,contemplativeandseatedatthewindow。Whywasmymindabsorbedinthoughtsominousanddreary?Whydidmybosomheavewithsighs,andmyeyesoverflowwithtears?Wasthetempestthathadjustpastasignaloftheruinwhichimpendedoverme?Mysoulfondlydweltupontheimagesofmybrotherandhischildren,yettheyonlyincreasedthemournfulnessofmycontemplations。Thesmilesofthecharmingbabeswereasblandasformerly。Thesamedignitysatonthebrowoftheirfather,andyetIthoughtofthemwithanguish。Somethingwhisperedthatthehappinessweatpresentenjoyedwassetonmutablefoundations。Deathmusthappentoall。Whetherourfelicitywastobesubvertedbyitto-morrow,orwhetheritwasordainedthatweshouldlaydownourheadsfullofyearsandofhonor,wasaquestionthatnohumanbeingcouldsolve。Atothertimes,theseideasseldomintruded。I eitherforboretoreflectuponthedestinythatisreservedforallmen,orthereflectionwasmixedupwithimagesthatdisrobeditofterror;butnowtheuncertaintyoflifeoccurredtomewithoutanyofitsusualandalleviatingaccompaniments。 Isaidtomyself,wemustdie。Soonerorlater,wemustdisappearforeverfromthefaceoftheearth。Whateverbethelinksthatholdustolife,theymustbebroken。Thissceneofexistenceis,inallitsparts,calamitous。Thegreaternumberisoppressedwithimmediateevils,andthose,thetideofwhosefortunesisfull,howsmallistheirportionofenjoyment,sincetheyknowthatitwillterminate。 ForsometimeIindulgedmyself,withoutreluctance,inthesegloomythoughts;butatlength,thedejectionwhichtheyproducedbecameinsupportablypainful。Iendeavouredtodissipateitwithmusic。Ihadallmygrand-father\'smelodyaswellaspoetrybyrote。Inowlightedbychanceonaballad,whichcommemoratedthefateofaGermanCavalier,whofellatthesiegeofNiceunderGodfreyofBouillon。Mychoicewasunfortunate,forthescenesofviolenceandcarnagewhichwereherewildlybutforciblypourtrayed,onlysuggestedtomythoughtsanewtopicinthehorrorsofwar。 Isoughtrefuge,butineffectually,insleep。Mymindwasthrongedbyvivid,butconfusedimages,andnoeffortthatI madewassufficienttodrivethemaway。InthissituationI heardtheclock,whichhungintheroom,givethesignalfortwelve。Itwasthesameinstrumentwhichformerlyhunginmyfather\'schamber,andwhich,onaccountofitsbeinghisworkmanship,wasregarded,byeveryoneofourfamily,withveneration。Ithadfallentome,inthedivisionofhisproperty,andwasplacedinthisasylum。Thesoundawakenedaseriesofreflections,respectinghisdeath。Iwasnotallowedtopursuethem;forscarcelyhadthevibrationsceased,whenmyattentionwasattractedbyawhisper,which,atfirst,appearedtoproceedfromlipsthatwerelaidclosetomyear。 Nowonderthatacircumstancelikethisstartledme。Inthefirstimpulseofmyterror,Iutteredaslightscream,andshrunktotheoppositesideofthebed。Inamoment,however,Irecoveredfrommytrepidation。Iwashabituallyindifferenttoallthecausesoffear,bywhichthemajorityareafflicted。 Ientertainednoapprehensionofeitherghostsorrobbers。Oursecurityhadneverbeenmolestedbyeither,andImadeuseofnomeanstopreventorcounterworktheirmachinations。Mytranquillity,onthisoccasion,wasquicklyretrieved。Thewhisperevidentlyproceededfromonewhowaspostedatmybed-side。Thefirstideathatsuggesteditselfwas,thatitwasutteredbythegirlwholivedwithmeasaservant。Perhaps,somewhathadalarmedher,orshewassick,andhadcometorequestmyassistance。Bywhisperinginmyear,sheintendedtorousewithoutalarmingme。 Fullofthispersuasion,Icalled;\"Judith,\"saidI,\"isityou?Whatdoyouwant?Isthereanythingthematterwithyou?\"Noanswerwasreturned。Irepeatedmyinquiry,butequallyinvain。Cloudyaswastheatmosphere,andcurtainedasmybedwas,nothingwasvisible。Iwithdrewthecurtain,andleaningmyheadonmyelbow,Ilistenedwiththedeepestattentiontocatchsomenewsound。Meanwhile,Iranoverinmythoughts,everycircumstancethatcouldassistmyconjectures。 Myhabitationwasawoodenedifice,consistingoftwostories。Ineachstoryweretworooms,separatedbyanentry,ormiddlepassage,withwhichtheycommunicatedbyoppositedoors。Thepassage,onthelowerstory,haddoorsatthetwoends,andastair-case。Windowsansweredtothedoorsontheupperstory。Annexedtothis,ontheeasternside,werewings,divided,inlikemanner,intoanupperandlowerroom;oneofthemcomprizedakitchen,andchamberaboveitfortheservant,andcommunicated,onbothstories,withtheparlouradjoiningitbelow,andthechamberadjoiningitabove。Theoppositewingisofsmallerdimensions,theroomsnotbeingaboveeightfeetsquare。Thelowerofthesewasusedasadepositoryofhouseholdimplements,theupperwasaclosetinwhichI depositedmybooksandpapers。Theyhadbutoneinlet,whichwasfromtheroomadjoining。Therewasnowindowinthelowerone,andintheupper,asmallaperturewhichcommunicatedlightandair,butwouldscarcelyadmitthebody。Thedoorwhichledintothis,wasclosetomybed-head,andwasalwayslocked,butwhenImyselfwaswithin。Theavenuesbelowwereaccustomedtobeclosedandboltedatnights。 Themaidwasmyonlycompanion,andshecouldnotreachmychamberwithoutpreviouslypassingthroughtheoppositechamber,andthemiddlepassage,ofwhich,however,thedoorswereusuallyunfastened。Ifshehadoccasionedthisnoise,shewouldhaveansweredmyrepeatedcalls。Nootherconclusion,therefore,wasleftme,butthatIhadmistakenthesounds,andthatmyimaginationhadtransformedsomecasualnoiseintothevoiceofahumancreature。Satisfiedwiththissolution,Iwaspreparingtorelinquishmylisteningattitude,whenmyearwasagainsalutedwithanewandyetlouderwhispering。Itappeared,asbefore,toissuefromlipsthattouchedmypillow。 Asecondeffortofattention,however,clearlyshewedme,thatthesoundsissuedfromwithinthecloset,thedoorofwhichwasnotmorethaneightinchesfrommypillow。 Thissecondinterruptionoccasionedashocklessvehementthantheformer。Istarted,butgavenoaudibletokenofalarm。 Iwassomuchmistressofmyfeelings,astocontinuelisteningtowhatshouldbesaid。Thewhisperwasdistinct,hoarse,andutteredsoastoshewthatthespeakerwasdesirousofbeingheardbysomeonenear,but,atthesametime,studioustoavoidbeingoverheardbyanyother。 \"Stop,stop,Isay;madmanasyouare!therearebettermeansthanthat。Curseuponyourrashness!Thereisnoneedtoshoot。\" Suchwerethewordsutteredinatoneofeagernessandanger,withinsosmalladistanceofmypillow。WhatconstructioncouldIputuponthem?Myheartbegantopalpitatewithdreadofsomeunknowndanger。Presently,anothervoice,butequallynearme,washeardwhisperinginanswer。\"Whynot?Iwilldrawatriggerinthisbusiness,butperditionbemylotifIdomore。\"Tothis,thefirstvoicereturned,inatonewhichragehadheightenedinasmalldegreeaboveawhisper,\"Coward!standaside,andseemedoit。Iwillgraspherthroat;Iwilldoherbusinessinaninstant;sheshallnothavetimesomuchastogroan。\"WhatwonderthatIwaspetrifiedbysoundssodreadful! Murdererslurkedinmycloset。Theywereplanningthemeansofmydestruction。Oneresolvedtoshoot,andtheothermenacedsuffocation。Theirmeansbeingchosen,theywouldforthwithbreakthedoor。Flightinstantlysuggesteditselfasmosteligibleincircumstancessoperilous。Ideliberatednotamoment;but,fearaddingwingstomyspeed,Ileapedoutofbed,andscantilyrobedasIwas,rushedoutofthechamber,downstairs,andintotheopenair。Icanhardlyrecollecttheprocessofturningkeys,andwithdrawingbolts。Myterrorsurgedmeforwardwithalmostamechanicalimpulse。IstoppednottillIreachedmybrother\'sdoor。Ihadnotgainedthethreshold,when,exhaustedbytheviolenceofmyemotions,andbymyspeed,Isunkdowninafit。 HowlongIremainedinthissituationIknownot。WhenI recovered,Ifoundmyselfstretchedonabed,surroundedbymysisterandherfemaleservants。Iwasastonishedatthescenebeforeme,butgraduallyrecoveredtherecollectionofwhathadhappened。IansweredtheirimportunateinquiriesaswellasI wasable。MybrotherandPleyel,whomthestormoftheprecedingdaychancedtodetainhere,informingthemselvesofeveryparticular,proceededwithlightsandweaponstomydesertedhabitation。Theyenteredmychamberandmycloset,andfoundeverythinginitsproperplaceandcustomaryorder。Thedooroftheclosetwaslocked,andappearednottohavebeenopenedinmyabsence。TheywenttoJudith\'sapartment。Theyfoundherasleepandinsafety。Pleyel\'scautioninducedhimtoforbearalarmingthegirl;andfindingherwhollyignorantofwhathadpassed,theydirectedhertoreturntoherchamber。 Theythenfastenedthedoors,andreturned。 Myfriendsweredisposedtoregardthistransactionasadream。Thatpersonsshouldbeactuallyimmuredinthiscloset,towhich,inthecircumstancesofthetime,accessfromwithoutorwithinwasapparentlyimpossible,theycouldnotseriouslybelieve。Thatanyhumanbeingshadintendedmurder,unlessitweretocoveraschemeofpillage,wasincredible;butthatnosuchdesignhadbeenformed,wasevidentfromthesecurityinwhichthefurnitureofthehouseandtheclosetremained。 Irevolvedeveryincidentandexpressionthathadoccurred。 Mysensesassuredmeofthetruthofthem,andyettheirabruptnessandimprobabilitymademe,inmyturn,somewhatincredulous。Theadventurehadmadeadeepimpressiononmyfancy,anditwasnottillafteraweek\'sabodeatmybrother\'s,thatIresolvedtoresumethepossessionofmyowndwelling。 Therewasanothercircumstancethatenhancedthemysteriousnessofthisevent。Aftermyrecoveryitwasobvioustoinquirebywhatmeanstheattentionofthefamilyhadbeendrawntomysituation。IhadfallenbeforeIhadreachedthethreshold,orwasabletogiveanysignal。Mybrotherrelated,thatwhilethiswastransactinginmychamber,hehimselfwasawake,inconsequenceofsomeslightindisposition,andlay,accordingtohiscustom,musingonsomefavoritetopic。 Suddenlythesilence,whichwasremarkablyprofound,wasbrokenbyavoiceofmostpiercingshrillness,thatseemedtobeutteredbyoneinthehallbelowhischamber。\"Awake!arise!\" itexclaimed:\"hastentosuccouronethatisdyingatyourdoor。\" Thissummonswaseffectual。Therewasnooneinthehousewhowasnotrousedbyit。Pleyelwasthefirsttoobey,andmybrotherovertookhimbeforehereachedthehall。Whatwasthegeneralastonishmentwhenyourfriendwasdiscoveredstretcheduponthegrassbeforethedoor,pale,ghastly,andwitheverymarkofdeath! Thiswasthethirdinstanceofavoice,exertedforthebenefitofthislittlecommunity。Theagentwasnolessinscrutableinthis,thanintheformercase。WhenIruminatedupontheseevents,mysoulwassuspendedinwonderandawe。WasIreallydeceivedinimaginingthatIheardtheclosetconversation?Iwasnolongeratlibertytoquestiontherealityofthoseaccentswhichhadformerlyrecalledmybrotherfromthehill;whichhadimpartedtidingsofthedeathoftheGermanladytoPleyel;andwhichhadlatelysummonedthemtomyassistance。 ButhowwasItoregardthismidnightconversation?Hoarseandmanlikevoicesconferringonthemeansofdeath,sonearmybed,andatsuchanhour!Howhadmyancientsecurityvanished!