第2章

类别:其他 作者:Charles Brockden Brown字数:16957更新时间:18/12/14 15:58:59
Ourdevotionwasamixedandcasualsentiment,seldomverballyexpressed,orsolicitouslysought,orcarefullyretained。Inthemidstofpresentenjoyment,nothoughtwasbestowedonthefuture。Asaconsolationincalamityreligionisdear。Butcalamitywasyetatadistance,anditsonlytendencywastoheightenenjoymentswhichneedednotthisadditiontosatisfyeverycraving。 Mybrother\'ssituationwassomewhatdifferent。Hisdeportmentwasgrave,considerate,andthoughtful。Iwillnotsaywhetherhewasindebtedtosublimerviewsforthisdisposition。Humanlife,inhisopinion,wasmadeupofchangeableelements,andtheprinciplesofdutywerenoteasilyunfolded。Thefuture,eitherasanterior,orsubsequenttodeath,wasascenethatrequiredsomepreparationandprovisiontobemadeforit。Thesepositionswecouldnotdeny,butwhatdistinguishedhimwasapropensitytoruminateonthesetruths。 Theimagesthatvisiteduswereblithsomeandgay,butthosewithwhichhewasmostfamiliarwereofanoppositehue。Theydidnotgenerateafflictionandfear,buttheydiffusedoverhisbehaviouracertainairofforethoughtandsobriety。Theprincipaleffectofthistemperwasvisibleinhisfeaturesandtones。These,ingeneral,bespokeasortofthrillingmelancholy。Iscarcelyeverknewhimtolaugh。Heneveraccompaniedthelawlessmirthofhiscompanionswithmorethanasmile,buthisconductwasthesameasours。 Hepartookofouroccupationsandamusementswithazealnotlessthanours,butofadifferentkind。Thediversityinourtemperwasnevertheparentofdiscord,andwasscarcelyatopicofregret。Thescenewasvariegated,butnottarnishedordisorderedbyit。Ithinderedtheelementinwhichwemovedfromstagnating。Someagitationandconcussionisrequisitetothedueexerciseofhumanunderstanding。Inhisstudies,hepursuedanaustererandmorearduouspath。Hewasmuchconversantwiththehistoryofreligiousopinions,andtookpainstoascertaintheirvalidity。Hedeemeditindispensabletoexaminethegroundofhisbelief,tosettletherelationbetweenmotivesandactions,thecriterionofmerit,andthekindsandpropertiesofevidence。 Therewasanobviousresemblancebetweenhimandmyfather,intheirconceptionsoftheimportanceofcertaintopics,andinthelightinwhichthevicissitudesofhumanlifewereaccustomedtobeviewed。Theircharactersweresimilar,butthemindofthesonwasenrichedbyscience,andembellishedwithliterature。 Thetemplewasnolongerassignedtoitsancientuse。FromanItalianadventurer,whoerroneouslyimaginedthathecouldfindemploymentforhisskill,andsaleforhissculpturesinAmerica,mybrotherhadpurchasedabustofCicero。HeprofessedtohavecopiedthispiecefromanantiquedugupwithhisownhandsintheenvironsofModena。Ofthetruthofhisassertionswewerenotqualifiedtojudge;butthemarblewaspureandpolished,andwewerecontentedtoadmiretheperformance,withoutwaitingforthesanctionofconnoisseurs。 Wehiredthesameartisttohewasuitablepedestalfromaneighbouringquarry。Thiswasplacedinthetemple,andthebustresteduponit。Oppositetothiswasaharpsichord,shelteredbyatemporaryrooffromtheweather。Thiswastheplaceofresortintheeveningsofsummer。Herewesung,andtalked,andread,andoccasionallybanqueted。Everyjoyousandtenderscenemostdeartomymemory,isconnectedwiththisedifice。Heretheperformancesofourmusicalandpoeticalancestorwererehearsed。Heremybrother\'schildrenreceivedtherudimentsoftheireducation;hereathousandconversations,pregnantwithdelightandimprovement,tookplace;andherethesocialaffectionswereaccustomedtoexpand,andthetearofdelicioussympathytobeshed。 Mybrotherwasanindefatigablestudent。Theauthorswhomhereadwerenumerous,butthechiefobjectofhisvenerationwasCicero。Hewasnevertiredofconningandrehearsinghisproductions。Tounderstandthemwasnotsufficient。Hewasanxioustodiscoverthegesturesandcadenceswithwhichtheyoughttobedelivered。HewasveryscrupulousinselectingatrueschemeofpronunciationfortheLatintongue,andinadaptingittothewordsofhisdarlingwriter。Hisfavoriteoccupationconsistedinembellishinghisrhetoricwithalltheproprietiesofgesticulationandutterance。 Notcontentedwiththis,hewasdiligentinsettlingandrestoringthepurityofthetext。Forthisend,hecollectedalltheeditionsandcommentariesthatcouldbeprocured,andemployedmonthsofseverestudyinexploringandcomparingthem。 Heneverbetrayedmoresatisfactionthanwhenhemadeadiscoveryofthiskind。 ItwasnottilltheadditionofHenryPleyel,myfriend\'sonlybrother,tooursociety,thathispassionforRomaneloquencewascountenancedandfosteredbyasympathyoftastes。 ThisyoungmanhadbeensomeyearsinEurope。Wehadseparatedataveryearlyage,andhewasnowreturnedtospendtheremainderofhisdaysamongus。 Ourcirclewasgreatlyenlivenedbytheaccessionofanewmember。Hisconversationaboundedwithnovelty。Hisgaietywasalmostboisterous,butwascapableofyieldingtoagravedeportmentwhentheoccasionrequiredit。Hisdiscernmentwasacute,buthewaspronetovieweveryobjectmerelyassupplyingmaterialsformirth。Hisconceptionswereardentbutludicrous,andhismemory,aided,ashehonestlyacknowledged,byhisinvention,wasaninexhaustiblefundofentertainment。 Hisresidencewasatthesamedistancebelowthecityasourswasabove,butthereseldompassedadaywithoutourbeingfavouredwithavisit。MybrotherandhewereendowedwiththesameattachmenttotheLatinwriters;andPleyelwasnotbehindhisfriendinhisknowledgeofthehistoryandmetaphysicsofreligion。Theircreeds,however,wereinmanyrespectsopposite。Whereonediscoveredonlyconfirmationsofhisfaith,theothercouldfindnothingbutreasonsfordoubt。Moralnecessity,andcalvinisticinspiration,werethepropsonwhichmybrotherthoughtpropertorepose。Pleyelwasthechampionofintellectualliberty,andrejectedallguidancebutthatofhisreason。Theirdiscussionswerefrequent,but,beingmanagedwithcandouraswellaswithskill,theywerealwayslistenedtobyuswithavidityandbenefit。 Pleyel,likehisnewfriends,wasfondofmusicandpoetry。 Henceforthourconcertsconsistedoftwoviolins,anharpsichord,andthreevoices。Wewerefrequentlyremindedhowmuchhappinessdependsuponsociety。Thisnewfriend,though,beforehisarrival,weweresensibleofnovacuity,couldnotnowbespared。Hisdeparturewouldoccasionavoidwhichnothingcouldfill,andwhichwouldproduceinsupportableregret。Evenmybrother,thoughhisopinionswerehourlyassailed,andeventhedivinityofCicerocontested,wascaptivatedwithhisfriend,andlaidasidesomepartofhisancientgravityatPleyel\'sapproach。 ChapterIV Sixyearsofuninterruptedhappinesshadrolledaway,sincemybrother\'smarriage。Thesoundofwarhadbeenheard,butitwasatsuchadistanceastoenhanceourenjoymentbyaffordingobjectsofcomparison。TheIndianswererepulsedontheoneside,andCanadawasconqueredontheother。Revolutionsandbattles,howevercalamitoustothosewhooccupiedthescene,contributedinsomesorttoourhappiness,byagitatingourmindswithcuriosity,andfurnishingcausesofpatrioticexultation。Fourchildren,threeofwhomwereofanagetocompensate,bytheirpersonalandmentalprogress,thecaresofwhichtheyhadbeen,atamorehelplessage,theobjects,exercisedmybrother\'stenderness。Thefourthwasacharmingbabethatpromisedtodisplaytheimageofhermother,andenjoyedperfecthealth。Tothesewereaddedasweetgirlfourteenyearsold,whowaslovedbyallofus,withanaffectionmorethanparental。 Hermother\'sstorywasamournfulone。ShehadcomehitherfromEnglandwhenthischildwasaninfant,alone,withoutfriends,andwithoutmoney。Sheappearedtohaveembarkedinahastyandclandestinemanner。Shepassedthreeyearsofsolitudeandanguishundermyaunt\'sprotection,anddiedamartyrtowoe;thesourceofwhichshecould,bynoimportunities,beprevailedupontounfold。Hereducationandmannersbespokehertobeofnomeanbirth。Herlastmomentswererenderedserene,bytheassurancesshereceivedfrommyaunt,thatherdaughtershouldexperiencethesameprotectionthathadbeenextendedtoherself。 Onmybrother\'smarriage,itwasagreedthatsheshouldmakeapartofhisfamily。Icannotdojusticetotheattractionsofthisgirl。Perhapsthetendernesssheexcitedmightpartlyoriginateinherpersonalresemblancetohermother,whosecharacterandmisfortuneswerestillfreshinourremembrance。 Shewashabituallypensive,andthiscircumstancetendedtoremindthespectatorofherfriendlesscondition;andyetthatepithetwassurelymisappliedinthiscase。Thisbeingwascherishedbythosewithwhomshenowresided,withunspeakablefondness。Everyexertionwasmadetoenlargeandimprovehermind。Hersafetywastheobjectofasolicitudethatalmostexceededtheboundsofdiscretion。Ouraffectionindeedcouldscarcelytranscendhermerits。Shenevermetmyeye,oroccurredtomyreflections,withoutexcitingakindofenthusiasm。Hersoftness,herintelligence,herequanimity,nevershallIseesurpassed。Ihaveoftenshedtearsofpleasureatherapproach,andpressedhertomybosominanagonyoffondness。 Whileeverydaywasaddingtothecharmsofherperson,andthestoresofhermind,thereoccurredaneventwhichthreatenedtodepriveusofher。Anofficerofsomerank,whohadbeendisabledbyawoundatQuebec,hademployedhimself,sincetheratificationofpeace,intravellingthroughthecolonies。HeremainedaconsiderableperiodatPhiladelphia,butwasatlastpreparingforhisdeparture。NoonehadbeenmorefrequentlyhonouredwithhisvisitsthanMrs。Baynton,aworthyladywithwhomourfamilywereintimate。Hewenttoherhousewithaviewtoperformafarewellvisit,andwasonthepointoftakinghisleave,whenIandmyyoungfriendenteredtheapartment。Itisimpossibletodescribetheemotionsofthestranger,whenhefixedhiseyesuponmycompanion。Hewasmotionlesswithsurprise。Hewasunabletoconcealhisfeelings,butsatsilentlygazingatthespectaclebeforehim。AtlengthheturnedtoMrs。Baynton,andmorebyhislooksandgesturesthanbywords,besoughtherforanexplanationofthescene。Heseizedthehandofthegirl,who,inherturn,wassurprisedbyhisbehaviour,anddrawingherforward,saidinaneagerandfaulteringtone,Whoisshe?whencedoesshecome?whatishername? Theanswersthatweregivenonlyincreasedtheconfusionofhisthoughts。Hewassuccessivelytold,thatshewasthedaughterofonewhosenamewasLouisaConway,whoarrivedamongusatsuchatime,whosedulouslyconcealedherparentage,andthemotivesofherflight,whoseincurablegriefshadfinallydestroyedher,andwhohadleftthischildundertheprotectionofherfriends。Havingheardthetale,hemeltedintotears,eagerlyclaspedtheyoungladyinhisarms,andcalledhimselfherfather。Whenthetumultsexcitedinhisbreastbythisunlooked-formeetingweresomewhatsubsided,hegratifiedourcuriositybyrelatingthefollowingincidents。 \"MissConwaywastheonlydaughterofabankerinLondon,whodischargedtowardshereverydutyofanaffectionatefather。Hehadchancedtofallintohercompany,hadbeensubduedbyherattractions,hadtenderedherhishand,andbeenjoyfullyacceptedbothbyparentandchild。Hiswifehadgivenhimeveryproofofthefondestattachment。Herfather,whopossessedimmensewealth,treatedhimwithdistinguishedrespect,liberallysuppliedhiswants,andhadmadeoneconditionofhisconsenttotheirunion,aresolutiontotakeuptheirabodewithhim。 \"Theyhadpassedthreeyearsofconjugalfelicity,whichhadbeenaugmentedbythebirthofthischild;whenhisprofessionaldutycalledhimintoGermany。Itwasnotwithoutanarduousstruggle,thatshewaspersuadedtorelinquishthedesignofaccompanyinghimthroughallthetoilsandperilsofwar。Nopartingwasevermoredistressful。Theystrovetoalleviate,byfrequentletters,theevilsoftheirlot。Thoseofhiswife,breathednothingbutanxietyforhissafety,andimpatienceofhisabsence。Atlength,anewarrangementwasmade,andhewasobligedtorepairfromWestphaliatoCanada。Oneadvantageattendedthischange。Itaffordedhimanopportunityofmeetinghisfamily。Hiswifeanticipatedthisinterview,withnolessrapturethanhimself。HehurriedtoLondon,andthemomenthealightedfromthestage-coach,ranwithallspeedtoMr。 Conway\'shouse。 \"Itwasanhouseofmourning。Hisfatherwasoverwhelmedwithgrief,andincapableofansweringhisinquiries。Theservants,sorrowfulandmute,wereequallyrefractory。Heexploredthehouse,andcalledonthenamesofhiswifeanddaughter,buthissummonswasfruitless。Atlength,thisnewdisasterwasexplained。Twodaysbeforehisarrival,hiswife\'schamberwasfoundempty。Nosearch,howeverdiligentandanxious,couldtracehersteps。Nocausecouldbeassignedforherdisappearance。Themotherandchildhadfledawaytogether。 \"Newexertionsweremade,herchamberandcabinetswereransacked,butnovestigewasfoundservingtoinformthemastothemotivesofherflight,whetherithadbeenvoluntaryorotherwise,andinwhatcornerofthekingdomoroftheworldshewasconcealed。Whoshalldescribethesorrowandamazementofthehusband?Hisrestlessness,hisvicissitudesofhopeandfear,andhisultimatedespair?HisdutycalledhimtoAmerica。 Hehadbeeninthiscity,andhadfrequentlypassedthedoorofthehouseinwhichhiswife,atthatmoment,resided。Herfatherhadnotremittedhisexertionstoelucidatethispainfulmystery,buttheyhadfailed。Thisdisappointmenthastenedhisdeath;inconsequenceofwhich,Louisa\'sfatherbecamepossessorofhisimmenseproperty。\" Thistalewasacopiousthemeofspeculation。Athousandquestionswerestartedanddiscussedinourdomesticcircle,respectingthemotivesthatinfluencedMrs。Stuarttoabandonhercountry。Itdidnotappearthatherproceedingwasinvoluntary。Werecalledandreviewedeveryparticularthathadfallenunderourownobservation。Bynoneofthesewerewefurnishedwithaclue。Herconduct,afterthemostrigorousscrutiny,stillremainedanimpenetrablesecret。Onanearerview,MajorStuartprovedhimselfamanofmostamiablecharacter。HisattachmenttoLouisaappearedhourlytoincrease。Shewasnostrangertothesentimentssuitabletohernewcharacter。Shecouldnotbutreadilyembracetheschemewhichwasproposedtoher,toreturnwithherfathertoEngland。 Thisschemehisregardforherinducedhim,however,topostpone。Sometimewasnecessarytoprepareherforsogreatachangeandenablehertothinkwithoutagonyofherseparationfromus。 Iwasnotwithouthopesofprevailingonherfatherentirelytorelinquishthisunwelcomedesign。Meanwhile,hepursuedhistravelsthroughthesoutherncolonies,andhisdaughtercontinuedwithus。Louisaandmybrotherfrequentlyreceivedlettersfromhim,whichindicatedamindofnocommonorder。 Theywerefilledwithamusingdetails,andprofoundreflections。 Whilehere,heoftenpartookofoureveningconversationsatthetemple;andsincehisdeparture,hiscorrespondencehadfrequentlysupplieduswithtopicsofdiscourse。 OneafternooninMay,theblandnessoftheair,andbrightnessoftheverdure,inducedustoassemble,earlierthanusual,inthetemple。Wefemaleswerebusyattheneedle,whilemybrotherandPleyelwerebandyingquotationsandsyllogisms。 ThepointdiscussedwasthemeritoftheorationforCluentius,asdescriptive,first,ofthegeniusofthespeaker;and,secondly,ofthemannersofthetimes。Pleyellabouredtoextenuateboththesespeciesofmerit,andtaskedhisingenuity,toshewthattheoratorhadembracedabadcause;or,atleast,adoubtfulone。Heurged,thattorelyontheexaggerationsofanadvocate,ortomakethepictureofasinglefamilyamodelfromwhichtosketchtheconditionofanation,wasabsurd。Thecontroversywassuddenlydivertedintoanewchannel,byamisquotation。Pleyelaccusedhiscompanionofsaying\"polliciatur\"whenheshouldhavesaid\"polliceretur。\" Nothingwoulddecidethecontest,butanappealtothevolume。 Mybrotherwasreturningtothehouseforthispurpose,whenaservantmethimwithaletterfromMajorStuart。Heimmediatelyreturnedtoreaditinourcompany。 Besidesaffectionatecomplimentstous,andpaternalbenedictionsonLouisa,hislettercontainedadescriptionofawaterfallontheMonongahela。Asuddengustofrainfalling,wewerecompelledtoremovetothehouse。Thestormpassedaway,andaradiantmoon-lightsucceeded。Therewasnomotiontoresumeourseatsinthetemple。Wethereforeremainedwherewewere,andengagedinsprightlyconversation。Theletterlatelyreceivednaturallysuggestedthetopic。Aparallelwasdrawnbetweenthecataracttheredescribed,andonewhichPleyelhaddiscoveredamongtheAlpsofGlarus。Inthestateoftheformer,someparticularwasmentioned,thetruthofwhichwasquestionable。Tosettlethedisputewhichthencearose,itwasproposedtohaverecoursetotheletter。Mybrothersearchedforitinhispocket。Itwasnowheretobefound。Atlength,herememberedtohaveleftitinthetemple,andhedeterminedtogoinsearchofit。Hiswife,Pleyel,Louisa,andmyself,remainedwherewewere。 Inafewminuteshereturned。Iwassomewhatinterestedinthedispute,andwasthereforeimpatientforhisreturn;yet,asIheardhimascendingthestairs,Icouldnotbutremark,thathehadexecutedhisintentionwithremarkabledispatch。Myeyeswerefixeduponhimonhisentrance。Methoughthebroughtwithhimlooksconsiderablydifferentfromthosewithwhichhedeparted。Wonder,andaslightportionofanxietyweremingledinthem。Hiseyesseemedtobeinsearchofsomeobject。Theypassedquicklyfromonepersontoanother,tilltheyrestedonhiswife。Shewasseatedinacarelessattitudeonthesofa,inthesamespotasbefore。Shehadthesamemuslininherhand,bywhichherattentionwaschieflyengrossed。 Themomenthesawher,hisperplexityvisiblyincreased。Hequietlyseatedhimself,andfixinghiseyesonthefloor,appearedtobeabsorbedinmeditation。ThesesingularitiessuspendedtheinquirywhichIwaspreparingtomakerespectingtheletter。Inashorttime,thecompanyrelinquishedthesubjectwhichengagedthem,anddirectedtheirattentiontoWieland。Theythoughtthatheonlywaitedforapauseinthediscourse,toproducetheletter。Thepausewasuninterruptedbyhim。AtlengthPleyelsaid,\"Well,Isupposeyouhavefoundtheletter。\" \"No,\"saidhe,withoutanyabatementofhisgravity,andlookingstedfastlyathiswife,\"Ididnotmountthehill。\"——\"Whynot?\"——\"Catharine,haveyounotmovedfromthatspotsinceIlefttheroom?\"——Shewasaffectedwiththesolemnityofhismanner,andlayingdownherwork,answeredinatoneofsurprise,\"No;Whydoyouaskthatquestion?\"——Hiseyeswereagainfixeduponthefloor。andhedidnotimmediatelyanswer。Atlength,hesaid,lookingrounduponus,\"IsittruethatCatharinedidnotfollowmetothehill?Thatshedidnotjustnowentertheroom?\"——Weassuredhim,withonevoice,thatshehadnotbeenabsentforamoment,andinquiredintothemotiveofhisquestions。 \"Yourassurances,\"saidhe,\"aresolemnandunanimous;andyetImustdenycredittoyourassertions,ordisbelievethetestimonyofmysenses,whichinformedme,whenIwashalfwayupthehill,thatCatharinewasatthebottom。\" Wewereconfoundedatthisdeclaration。Pleyelralliedhimwithgreatlevityonhisbehaviour。Helistenedtohisfriendwithcalmness,butwithoutanyrelaxationoffeatures。 \"Onething,\"saidhewithemphasis,\"istrue;eitherIheardmywife\'svoiceatthebottomofthehill,orIdonothearyourvoiceatpresent。\" \"Truly,\"returnedPleyel,\"itisasaddilemmatowhichyouhavereducedyourself。Certainitis,ifoureyescangiveuscertaintythatyourwifehasbeensittinginthatspotduringeverymomentofyourabsence。Youhaveheardhervoice,yousay,uponthehill。Ingeneral,hervoice,likehertemper,isallsoftness。Tobeheardacrosstheroom,sheisobligedtoexertherself。Whileyouweregone,ifImistakenot,shedidnotutteraword。ClaraandIhadallthetalktoourselves。 Stillitmaybethatsheheldawhisperingconferencewithyouonthehill;buttellustheparticulars。\" \"Theconference,\"saidhe,\"wasshort;andfarfrombeingcarriedoninawhisper。YouknowwithwhatintentionIleftthehouse。Halfwaytotherock,themoonwasforamomenthiddenfromusbyacloud。Ineverknewtheairtobemoreblandandmorecalm。InthisintervalIglancedatthetemple,andthoughtIsawaglimmeringbetweenthecolumns。Itwassofaint,thatitwouldnotperhapshavebeenvisible,ifthemoonhadnotbeenshrowded。Ilookedagain,butsawnothing。I nevervisitthisbuildingalone,oratnight,withoutbeingremindedofthefateofmyfather。Therewasnothingwonderfulinthisappearance;yetitsuggestedsomethingmorethanmeresolitudeanddarknessinthesameplacewouldhavedone。 \"Ikeptonmyway。Theimagesthathauntedmeweresolemn; andIentertainedanimperfectcuriosity,butnofear,astothenatureofthisobject。Ihadascendedthehilllittlemorethanhalfway,whenavoicecalledmefrombehind。Theaccentswereclear,distinct,powerful,andwereuttered,asIfullybelieved,bymywife。Hervoiceisnotcommonlysoloud。Shehasseldomoccasiontoexertit,but,nevertheless,Ihavesometimesheardhercallwithforceandeagerness。Ifmyearwasnotdeceived,itwashervoicewhichIheard。 \"Stop,gonofurther。Thereisdangerinyourpath。\"Thesuddennessandunexpectednessofthiswarning,thetoneofalarmwithwhichitwasgiven,and,aboveall,thepersuasionthatitwasmywifewhospoke,wereenoughtodisconcertandmakemepause。IturnedandlistenedtoassuremyselfthatIwasnotmistaken。Thedeepestsilencesucceeded。Atlength,Ispokeinmyturn。Whocalls?isityou,Catharine?Istoppedandpresentlyreceivedananswer。\"Yes,itisI;gonotup;returninstantly;youarewantedatthehouse。\"StillthevoicewasCatharine\'s,andstillitproceededfromthefootofthestairs。 \"WhatcouldIdo?Thewarningwasmysterious。TobeutteredbyCatharineataplace,andonanoccasionlikethese,enhancedthemystery。Icoulddonothingbutobey。Accordingly,Itrodbackmysteps,expectingthatshewaitedformeatthebottomofthehill。WhenIreachedthebottom,noonewasvisible。Themoon-lightwasoncemoreuniversalandbrilliant,andyet,asfarasIcouldseenohumanormovingfigurewasdiscernible。 Ifshehadreturnedtothehouse,shemusthaveusedwondrousexpeditiontohavepassedalreadybeyondthereachofmyeye。 Iexertedmyvoice,butinvain。Tomyrepeatedexclamations,noanswerwasreturned。 \"Ruminatingontheseincidents,Ireturnedhither。TherewasnoroomtodoubtthatIhadheardmywife\'svoice;attendingincidentswerenoteasilyexplained;butyounowassuremethatnothingextraordinaryhashappenedtourgemyreturn,andthatmywifehasnotmovedfromherseat。\" Suchwasmybrother\'snarrative。Itwasheardbyuswithdifferentemotions。Pleyeldidnotscrupletoregardthewholeasadeceptionofthesenses。Perhapsavoicehadbeenheard; butWieland\'simaginationhadmisledhiminsupposingaresemblancetothatofhiswife,andgivingsuchasignificationtothesounds。Accordingtohiscustomhespokewhathethought。Sometimes,hemadeitthethemeofgravediscussion,butmorefrequentlytreateditwithridicule。Hedidnotbelievethatsoberreasoningwouldconvincehisfriend,andgaiety,hethought,wasusefultotakeawaythesolemnitieswhich,inamindlikeWieland\'s,anaccidentofthiskindwascalculatedtoproduce。 Pleyelproposedtogoinsearchoftheletter。Hewentandspeedilyreturned,bearingitinhishand。Hehadfounditopenonthepedestal;andneithervoicenorvisagehadrisentoimpedehisdesign。 Catharinewasendowedwithanuncommonportionofgoodsense; buthermindwasaccessible,onthisquarter,towonderandpanic。Thathervoiceshouldbethusinexplicablyandunwarrantablyassumed,wasasourceofnosmalldisquietude。 SheadmittedtheplausibilityoftheargumentsbywhichPleyelendeavouredtoprove,thatthiswasnomorethananauriculardeception;butthisconvictionwassuretobeshaken,whensheturnedhereyesuponherhusband,andperceivedthatPleyel\'slogicwasfarfromhavingproducedthesameeffectuponhim。 Astomyself,myattentionwasengagedbythisoccurrence。 Icouldnotfailtoperceiveashadowyresemblancebetweenitandmyfather\'sdeath。Onthelatterevent,Ihadfrequentlyreflected;myreflectionsneverconductedmetocertainty,butthedoubtsthatexistedwerenotofatormentingkind。Icouldnotdenythattheeventwasmiraculous,andyetIwasinvinciblyaversetothatmethodofsolution。Mywonderwasexcitedbytheinscrutablenessofthecause,butmywonderwasunmixedwithsorroworfear。Itbegatinmeathrilling,andnotunpleasingsolemnity。Similartothesewerethesensationsproducedbytherecentadventure。 Butitseffectuponmybrother\'simaginationwasofchiefmoment。Allthatwasdesirablewas,thatitshouldberegardedbyhimwithindifference。Theworsteffectthatcouldflow,wasnotindeedveryformidable。YetIcouldnotbeartothinkthathissensesshouldbethevictimsofsuchdelusion。Itarguedadiseasedconditionofhisframe,whichmightshowitselfhereafterinmoredangeroussymptoms。Thewillisthetooloftheunderstanding,whichmustfashionitsconclusionsonthenoticesofsense。Ifthesensesbedepraved,itisimpossibletocalculatetheevilsthatmayflowfromtheconsequentdeductionsoftheunderstanding。 Isaid,thismanisofanardentandmelancholycharacter。 Thoseideaswhich,inothers,arecasualorobscure,whichareentertainedinmomentsofabstractionandsolitude,andeasilyescapewhenthesceneischanged,haveobtainedanimmoveableholduponhismind。Theconclusionswhichlonghabithasrenderedfamiliar,and,insomesort,palpabletohisintellect,aredrawnfromthedeepestsources。Allhisactionsandpracticalsentimentsarelinkedwithlongandabstrusedeductionsfromthesystemofdivinegovernmentandthelawsofourintellectualconstitution。Heis,insomerespects,anenthusiast,butisfortifiedinhisbeliefbyinnumerableargumentsandsubtilties。 Hisfather\'sdeathwasalwaysregardedbyhimasflowingfromadirectandsupernaturaldecree。Itvisitedhismeditationsoftenerthanitdidmine。Thetraceswhichitleftweremoregloomyandpermanent。Thisnewincidenthadavisibleeffectinaugmentinghisgravity。Hewaslessdisposedthanformerlytoconverseandreading。Whenwesiftedhisthoughts,theyweregenerallyfoundtohavearelation,moreorlessdirect,withthisincident。Itwasdifficulttoascertaintheexactspeciesofimpressionwhichitmadeuponhim。Heneverintroducedthesubjectintoconversation,andlistenedwithasilentandhalf-serioussmiletothesatiricaleffusionsofPleyel。 Oneeveningwechancedtobealonetogetherinthetemple。 Iseizedthatopportunityofinvestigatingthestateofhisthoughts。Afterapause,whichheseemedinnowiseinclinedtointerrupt,Ispoketohim——\"Howalmostpalpableisthisdark; yetarayfromabovewoulddispelit。\"\"Ay,\"saidWieland,withfervor,\"notonlythephysical,butmoralnightwouldbedispelled。\"\"Butwhy,\"saidI,\"musttheDivineWilladdressitspreceptstotheeye?\"Hesmiledsignificantly。\"True,\" saidhe,\"theunderstandinghasotheravenues。\"\"Youhavenever,\"saidI,approachingnearertothepoint——\"youhavenevertoldmeinwhatwayyouconsideredthelateextraordinaryincident。\"\"Thereisnodeterminatewayinwhichthesubjectcanbeviewed。Hereisaneffect,butthecauseisutterlyinscrutable。Tosupposeadeceptionwillnotdo。Suchispossible,buttherearetwentyothersuppositionsmoreprobable。 Theymustallbesetasidebeforewereachthatpoint。\"\"Whatarethesetwentysuppositions?\"\"Itisneedlesstomentionthem。TheyareonlylessimprobablethanPleyel\'s。Timemayconvertoneofthemintocertainty。Tillthenitisuselesstoexpatiateonthem。\" ChapterV Sometimehadelapsedwhentherehappenedanotheroccurrence,stillmoreremarkable。Pleyel,onhisreturnfromEurope,broughtinformationofconsiderableimportancetomybrother。 MyancestorswerenobleSaxons,andpossessedlargedomainsinLusatia。ThePrussianwarshaddestroyedthosepersonswhoserighttotheseestatesprecludedmybrother\'s。Pleyelhadbeenexactinhisinquiries,andhaddiscoveredthat,bythelawofmale-primogeniture,mybrother\'sclaimsweresuperiortothoseofanyotherpersonnowliving。Nothingwaswantingbuthispresenceinthatcountry,andalegalapplicationtoestablishthisclaim。 Pleyelstrenuouslyrecommendedthismeasure。Theadvantageshethoughtattendingitwerenumerous,anditwouldarguetheutmostfollytoneglectthem。Contrarytohisexpectationhefoundmybrotheraversetothescheme。Slightefforts,he,atfirst,thoughtwouldsubduehisreluctance;buthefoundthisaversionbynomeansslight。Theinterestthathetookinthehappinessofhisfriendandhissister,andhisownpartialitytotheSaxonsoil,fromwhichhehadlikewisesprung,andwherehehadspentseveralyearsofhisyouth,madehimredoublehisexertionstowinWieland\'sconsent。Forthisendheemployedeveryargumentthathisinventioncouldsuggest。Hepainted,inattractivecolours,thestateofmannersandgovernmentinthatcountry,thesecurityofcivilrights,andthefreedomofreligioussentiments。Hedweltontheprivilegesofwealthandrank,anddrewfromtheservileconditionofoneclass,anargumentinfavorofhisscheme,sincetherevenueandpowerannexedtoaGermanprincipalityaffordsolargeafieldforbenevolence。Theevilflowingfromthispower,inmalignanthands,wasproportionedtothegoodthatwouldarisefromthevirtuoususeofit。Hence,Wieland,inforbearingtoclaimhisown,withheldallthepositivefelicitythatwouldaccruetohisvassalsfromhissuccess,andhazardedallthemiserythatwouldredoundfromalessenlightenedproprietor。 Itwaseasyformybrothertorepelthesearguments,andtoshewthatnospotontheglobeenjoyedequalsecurityandlibertytothatwhichheatpresentinhabited。ThatiftheSaxonshadnothingtofearfrommis-government,theexternalcausesofhavocandalarmwerenumerousandmanifest。TherecentdevastationscommittedbythePrussiansfurnishedaspecimenofthese。Thehorrorsofwarwouldalwaysimpendoverthem,tillGermanywereseizedanddividedbyAustrianandPrussiantyrants;aneventwhichhestronglysuspectedwasatnogreatdistance。Butsettingtheseconsiderationsaside,wasitlaudabletograspatwealthandpowerevenwhentheywerewithinourreach?Werenotthesethetwogreatsourcesofdepravity? Whatsecurityhadhe,thatinthischangeofplaceandcondition,heshouldnotdegenerateintoatyrantandvoluptuary?Powerandricheswerechieflytobedreadedonaccountoftheirtendencytodepravethepossessor。Heheldtheminabhorrence,notonlyasinstrumentsofmiserytoothers,buttohimonwhomtheywereconferred。Besides,richeswerecomparative,andwashenotrichalready?Helivedatpresentinthebosomofsecurityandluxury。Alltheinstrumentsofpleasure,onwhichhisreasonorimaginationsetanyvalue,werewithinhisreach。Butthesehemustforego,forthesakeofadvantageswhich,whateverweretheirvalue,wereasyetuncertain。Inpursuitofanimaginaryadditiontohiswealth,hemustreducehimselftopoverty,hemustexchangepresentcertaintiesforwhatwasdistantandcontingent;forwhoknowsnotthatthelawisasystemofexpence,delayanduncertainty? Ifheshouldembracethisscheme,itwouldlayhimunderthenecessityofmakingavoyagetoEurope,andremainingforacertainperiod,separatefromhisfamily。Hemustundergotheperilsanddiscomfortsoftheocean;hemustdivesthimselfofalldomesticpleasures;hemustdeprivehiswifeofhercompanion,andhischildrenofafatherandinstructor,andallforwhat?Fortheambiguousadvantageswhichovergrownwealthandflagitioustyrannyhavetobestow?Foraprecariouspossessioninalandofturbulenceandwar?Advantages,whichwillnotcertainlybegained,andofwhichtheacquisition,ifitweresure,isnecessarilydistant。 Pleyelwasenamouredofhisschemeonaccountofitsintrinsicbenefits,but,likewise,forotherreasons。HisabodeatLeipsigmadethatcountryappeartohimlikehome。Hewasconnectedwiththisplacebymanysocialties。Whiletherehehadnotescapedtheamorouscontagion。Butthelady,thoughherheartwasimpressedinhisfavor,wascompelledtobestowherhanduponanother。Deathhadremovedthisimpediment,andhewasnowinvitedbytheladyherselftoreturn。Thishewasofcoursedeterminedtodo,butwasanxioustoobtainthecompanyofWieland;hecouldnotbeartothinkofaneternalseparationfromhispresentassociates。Theirinterest,hethought,wouldbenolesspromotedbythechangethanhisown。Hencehewasimportunateandindefatigableinhisargumentsandsolicitations。 Heknewthathecouldnothopeformineorhissister\'sreadyconcurrenceinthisscheme。Shouldthesubjectbementionedtous,weshouldleagueoureffortsagainsthim,andstrengthenthatreluctanceinWielandwhichalreadywassufficientlydifficulttoconquer。He,therefore,anxiouslyconcealedfromushispurpose。IfWielandwerepreviouslyenlistedinhiscause,hewouldfinditalessdifficulttasktoovercomeouraversion。MybrotherwassilentonthissubJect,becausehebelievedhimselfinnodangerofchanginghisopinion,andhewaswillingtosaveusfromanyuneasiness。Themerementionofsuchascheme,andthepossibilityofhisembracingit,heknew,wouldconsiderablyimpairourtranquillity。 Oneday,aboutthreeweekssubsequenttothemysteriouscall,itwasagreedthatthefamilyshouldbemyguests。Seldomhadadaybeenpassedbyus,ofmoresereneenjoyment。Pleyelhadpromisedushiscompany,butwedidnotseehimtillthesunhadnearlydeclined。Hebroughtwithhimacountenancethatbetokeneddisappointmentandvexation。Hedidnotwaitforourinquiries,butimmediatelyexplainedthecause。TwodaysbeforeapackethadarrivedfromHamburgh,bywhichhehadflatteredhimselfwiththeexpectationofreceivingletters,butnolettershadarrived。Ineversawhimsomuchsubduedbyanuntowardevent。Histhoughtswereemployedinaccountingforthesilenceofhisfriends。Hewasseizedwiththetormentsofjealousy,andsuspectednothinglessthantheinfidelityofhertowhomhehaddevotedhisheart。Thesilencemusthavebeenconcerted。Hersickness,orabsence,ordeath,wouldhaveincreasedthecertaintyofsomeone\'shavingwritten。Nosuppositioncouldbeformedbutthathismistresshadgrownindifferent,orthatshehadtransferredheraffectionstoanother。Themiscarriageofaletterwashardlywithinthereachofpossibility。FromLeipsigtoHamburgh,andfromHamburghhither,theconveyancewasexposedtonohazard。 HehadbeensolongdetainedinAmericachieflyinconsequenceofWieland\'saversiontotheschemewhichheproposed。HenowbecamemoreimpatientthanevertoreturntoEurope。Whenhereflectedthat,byhisdelays,hehadprobablyforfeitedtheaffectionsofhismistress,hissensationsamountedtoagony。Itonlyremained,byhisspeedydeparture,torepair,ifpossible,orpreventsointolerableanevil。 Alreadyhehadhalfresolvedtoembarkinthisveryshipwhich,hewasinformed,wouldsetoutinafewweeksonherreturn。 MeanwhilehedeterminedtomakeanewattempttoshaketheresolutionofWieland。Theeveningwassomewhatadvancedwhenheinvitedthelattertowalkabroadwithhim。Theinvitationwasaccepted,andtheyleftCatharine,Louisaandme,toamuseourselvesbythebestmeansinourpower。Duringthiswalk,Pleyelrenewedthesubjectthatwasnearesthisheart。Here-urgedallhisformerarguments,andplacedtheminmoreforciblelights。 Theypromisedtoreturnshortly;buthourafterhourpassed,andtheymadenottheirappearance。Engagedinsprightlyconversation,itwasnottilltheclockstrucktwelvethatwewereremindedofthelapseoftime。Theabsenceofourfriendsexcitedsomeuneasyapprehensions。Wewereexpressingourfears,andcomparingourconjecturesastowhatmightbethecause,whentheyenteredtogether。Therewereindicationsintheircountenancesthatstruckmemute。ThesewereunnoticedbyCatharine,whowaseagertoexpresshersurprizeandcuriosityatthelengthoftheirwalk。Astheylistenedtoher,I remarkedthattheirsurprizewasnotlessthanours。Theygazedinsilenceoneachother,andonher。Iwatchedtheirlooks,butcouldnotunderstandtheemotionsthatwerewritteninthem。 TheseappearancesdivertedCatharine\'sinquiriesintoanewchannel。Whatdidtheymean,sheasked,bytheirsilence,andbytheirthusgazingwildlyateachother,andather?Pleyelprofitedbythishint,andassuminganairofindifference,framedsometriflingexcuse,atthesametimedartingsignificantglancesatWieland,asiftocautionhimagainstdisclosingthetruth。Mybrothersaidnothing,butdeliveredhimselfuptomeditation。Ilikewisewassilent,butburnedwithimpatiencetofathomthismystery。Presentlymybrotherandhiswife,andLouisa,returnedhome。Pleyelproposed,ofhisownaccord,tobemyguestforthenight。Thiscircumstance,inadditiontothosewhichpreceded,gavenewedgetomywonder。 Assoonaswewereleftalone,Pleyel\'scountenanceassumedanairofseriousness,andevenconsternation,whichIhadneverbeforebeheldinhim。Thestepswithwhichhemeasuredthefloorbetokenedthetroubleofhisthoughts。MyinquiriesweresuspendedbythehopethathewouldgivemetheinformationthatIwantedwithouttheimportunityofquestions。Iwaitedsometime,buttheconfusionofhisthoughtsappearedinnodegreetoabate。AtlengthImentionedtheapprehensionswhichtheirunusualabsencehadoccasioned,andwhichwereincreasedbytheirbehavioursincetheirreturn,andsolicitedanexplanation。HestoppedwhenIbegantospeak,andlookedstedfastlyatme。WhenIhaddone,hesaid,tome,inatonewhichfaulteredthroughthevehemenceofhisemotions,\"Howwereyouemployedduringourabsence?\"\"InturningovertheDellaCruscadictionary,andtalkingondifferentsubjects;butjustbeforeyourentrance,weweretormentingourselveswithomensandprognosticksrelativetoyourabsence。\"\"Catherinewaswithyouthewholetime?\"\"Yes。\"\"Butareyousure?\"\"Mostsure。