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ThedayhadbeenveryhotunderthetalltreeswhicheverywhereembowerandstifleSaratoga,fortheyshutouttheairaswellasthesun;andaftertea(theystillhaveanearlydinneratallthehotelsinSaratoga,andteaisthelastmealoftheday)IstrolledovertotheprettyCongressPark,inthehopeofgettingabreathofcoolnessthere。Mrs。Marchpreferredtotakethechancesontheverandahofourpleasantlittlehotel,whereIleftherwiththeotherladies,fortyfanninglikeone,astheyrockedtoandfroundertheroofliftedtothethirdstorybythoseloftyshaftspeculiartotheSaratogaarchitecture。Asfarascoolnesswasconcerned,IthoughtshewaswiseafterIreachedthepark,forI
foundnoneofitthere。Itriedfirstachairinthearabesquepavilion(Icallitarabesqueindespair;itmightverywellbeSwiss;itischarming,atallevents),andstudiedtodeceivemyselfwiththefresh-lookingebullitionofthespringinthevastglassbowlsyourgobletsareservedfrom(peoplesayitispumped,andartificiallyaerated);butafterafewmomentsthiswouldnotdo,andIwentouttoabench,oftherowsbesidethegravelledwalks。
Itwasnobetterthere;butIfancieditwouldbebetteronthelittleisleinthelittlelake,wherethefountainwasflingingasheafofsprayintothedullair。Thislookedevencoolerthanthebubblingspringintheglassvases,anditsoundedvastlycooler。
Therewouldbemosquitoesthere,ofcourse,IadmittedinthedebateIhadwithmyselfbeforeIdecidedtomakeexperimentoftheplace,andtheeventprovedmeright。TherewerecertainlysomemosquitoesintheGreciantemple(ifitisnotaTurkishkiosk;perhapswehadbettercompromise,andcallitaGreciankiosk),whichyoureachbyafoot-bridgefromthemainland,andtherewasadampintheairwhichmightpassforcoolness。Therewerethreeorfourpeoplestandingvaguelyaboutinthekiosk;butmyidlemindfixeditselfuponayoungFrench-Canadianmotheroflowdegree,whosat,withhersmallboy,onthevergeofthepavementnearthewater。Shescoldedhimintheirparlanceforhavinggothimselfsodirty,andthenshesmackedhispoor,filthylittlehands,withafrownofsuperiorvirtue,thoughIdidnotfindhersoverymuchcleanerherself。I
cannotseechildrenbeatenwithoutaheartache,andIcontinuedtosufferforthissmallwretchevenafterhehadavengedhimselfbyeatingahandfulofpeanutshells,whichwouldbesuretodisagreewithhimandmakehismothermoretrouble。Infact,Iexperiencednorelieftillhismother,havingspentherinsensatepassion,gatheredhimupwithsufficienttenderness,andcarriedhimaway。
Then,forthefirsttime,Inoticedagirlsittinginachairjustoutsidethekiosk,andshowingagracefulyoungfigureasshepartlyturnedtolookafterthedepartingmotherandherchild。Whensheturnedagainandglancedinmydirection,atthenoiseImadeinplacingmychair,Icouldseetwothings——thatshehadasmuchbeautyasgrace,andthatshewasdisappointedinme。Thelatterfactdidnotwoundme,forIfeltitsprofoundimpersonality。Iwasnotwronginmyself;Iwassimplywronginbeinganelderlymanwithagreybeardinsteadofthehandsomeshapeandphaseofyouthwhichherownyoungbeautyhadarighttoinmyplace。Iwasnotonlynotwounded,butIwasnotsorrynottobethatshapeandphaseofyouth,exceptasIhatetodisappointanyone。
Herfacewasverybeautiful;itwasquiteperfectlybeautiful,andofsuchclassicmouldthatshemightwellhavebeenthetutelarygoddessofthattemple(ifitwasatemple,andnotakiosk),inthewhiteduckcostumewhichthegoddesseswerewearingthatsummer。
HerfeatureswereGreek,butherlookswereAmerican;andshewasnonethelessagoddess,Idecided,becauseofthatairofsomethingexacting,ofnotquitesatisfied,whichmadememoreandmorewillingtobeelderlyandgrey-bearded。Iatleastshouldnotbeexpectedtosupplytheworshipnecessarytokeepsuchagoddessingoodhumour。
IdonotknowjusthowIcanaccountforastrainofcompassionwhichmingledwiththissenseofirresponsibilityinme;perhapsitwasmyfeelingofsecuritythatattunedmetopity;butcertainlyI
didnotlookatthisyounggirllongwithoutbeginningtogrieveforher,andtoweaveaboutherawebofpossibilities,whichgrewcloserandfirmerintexturewhenshewasjoinedbyacouplewhohadapparentlynotleftheragreatwhilebefore,andwhospoke,withoutotherwisesalutingher,astheysatdownoneithersideofher。I
instantlyinterpretedherfriendstobetheyoungwifeandmiddle-
agedhusbandofasecondmarriage;fortheywereevidentlymanandwife,andhemusthavebeennearlytwiceasoldasshe。Inpersonhetendedtotheweightwhichexpressessettledprosperity,andacertainsolidificationoftemperamentandcharacter;astohisface,itwaskind,anditwasratherhumorous,inspiteofbeingalittleslowinthecastofminditsuggested。Heworeaniron-greybeardonhischeeksandchin,buthehadhisstrongupperlipcleanshaven;somedropsofperspirationstooduponit,anduponhisforehead,whichshoweditselfwelluptowardhiscrownunderthedampstringsofhisscantyhair。Helookedattheyounggoddessinwhiteduckwithasortoftroubleinhisfriendlycountenance,andhiswife(ifitwashiswife)seemedtosharehisconcern,thoughshesmiled,whileheletthecornersofhisstraightmouthdroop。
Shewassmallerthantheyounggirl,andIthoughtalmostasyoung;
andshehadtheairofbeingsomehowresponsibleforher,andcowedbyher,thoughthewordsaysrathermorethanImean。Shewasnotsowelldressed;thatis,notsostylishly,thoughdoubtlesshercostumewasmoreexpensive。Itseemedtheinspirationofavillagedressmaker;andherhusband\'slow-cutwaistcoat,andhisexpanseofplaitedshirt-front,betrayedaprovincialidealwhichshewouldneverdecry——whichshewouldperhapsneverfinddifferentfromthemostworldly。Hehadprobably,Iswiftlyimagined,beenwearingjustthatkindofclothesfortwentyyears,andtellinghistailortomakeeachnewsuitlikethelast;hehadbeenbuyingforthesameperiodthesameshapeofPanamahat,regardlessofthecontinuallychangingtypeofstrawhatsonotherheads。Icannotsayjustwhy,ashetiltedhischairbackonitshind-legs,Ifeltthathewaseitherthecashierofthevillagebankathome,oroneoftheprincipalbusinessmenoftheplace。VillagepeopleIwasquiteresolutetohavethemall;butIleftthemfreetohavecomefromsomesmallmanufacturingcentreinwesternMassachusettsorsouthernVermontorcentralNewYork。Itwaseasytoseethattheywerenotinthehabitofcomingawayfromtheirplace,whereveritwas;andI
wonderedwhethertheywerefindingtheiraccountinthepresentexcursion。
ImyselfthinkSaratogaoneofthemostdelightfulspectaclesintheworld,andMrs。Marchisofthesamemindaboutit。Welikeallthewaters,anddrinkthemwithoutregardtotheirdifferentproperties;
butweratherprefertheCongressspring,becauseitissuchapleasantplacetolistentotheTroymilitarybandintheafternoon,andthemoreorlessvocalconcertintheevening。AlltheSaratogaworldcomesandgoesbeforeus,aswesittherebydayandbynight,andwefindaperpetualinterestinit。Wegoandlookatthedeer(aherdoftwo,Ithink)behindtheirwirenettinginthesouthwardvalleyofthepark,andwewouldfeedthetroutintheirbluetankifwedidnotseethemsufferingwithsurfeit,andhanginginmotionlessmiseryamidtheclearwaterunderacloudofbreadcrumbs。Wearesuchdevoteesofthespecialattractionsofferedfromtimetotimethatwedonotmissasingleballoonascensionorpyrotechnicdisplay。Infact,ithappenedtomeonesummerthatI
studiedsoearnestlyandsocloselythecountenanceoftheladywhowentup(intrunk-hose),inordertomakeoutjustwhatweretheemotionsofaladywhowentupeveryafternooninaballoon,thatwhenwemetneartheendoftheseasoninBroadwayIthoughtImusthaveseenhersomewhereinsociety,andtookoffmyhattoher(shewasnotatthemomentintrunk-hose)。Welikegoingabouttothegreathotels,andspongingonthemforthemusicintheforenoon;welikethegaudyshopsofmodeskeptbyartistswhoseaddressesareFrenchandwhosesurnamesareIrish;andthebazaarsoftheArmeniansandJapanese,whoserugsandbric-a-bracarenotsuchbargainsasyouwouldthink。Weevengototheracessometimes;wearenotsureitisquiteright,butaswedonotbet,andareneverdecidedastowhichhorsehaswon,itisperhapsnotsowrongasitmightbe。
SomehowIcouldnotpredicatethesesimplejoysofthepeopleIhavebeentalkingof,fortheveryreason,thattheywerethemselvessosimple。Itwasoursophisticationwhichenabledustotastepleasureswhichwouldhavebeeninsipiditiestothem。Theirpalateswouldhavedemandedotherflavours——socialexcitements,balls,flirtations,almostescapades。Ispeakofthetwowomen;theman,doubtless,likemostotherAmericansofhisage,wantednothingbuttogetbacktobusinessinthesmalltownwherehewasimportant;
andstillmoreIspeakoftheyounggirl;fortheyoungwifeI
fanciedverywillingtogobacktoherhouse-keeping,andtobestayingoninSaratogaonlyonherfriend\'saccount。
CHAPTERII
Ihadalreadymadeupmymindthattheyhadbeentheclosestfriendsbeforeoneofthemmarried,andthattheyoungwifestillthoughttheyounggirlworthyofthemostsplendidfatethatmarriagecouldhaveinstoreforanyofhersex。Womenoftenmakeeachothertheidolsofsuchworship;butIcouldnothavejustifiedthislady\'sadorationsofarasitconcernedthementalandmoralqualitiesofherfriend,thoughIfullyshareditinregardtoherbeauty。Tomeshelookedalittledullandalittleselfish,andI
chosetothinkthehusbandmodestlyfoundherselfish,ifheweretoomodesttofindherdull。
Yet,afterall,Itacitlyarguedwithhim,whyshouldwecallherselfish?Itwasperfectlyrightandfitthat,asayounggirlwithsuchgreatpersonaladvantages,sheshouldwishtoseetheworld——
eventoshowherselftotheworld,——andfindinitsomeagreeableyouthwhoshouldadmireher,anddesiretomakeherhisownforever。Comparethissimpleandnaturallongingwiththeinsatiategreedandambitionofoneofourownsex,Iurgedhim,andthentalktome,ifyoucan,ofthispoorgirl\'sselfishness!Ayoungmanhasmoreegoisminanhourthanayounggirlhasinherwholelife。Shethinksshewishessomeonetobedevotedtoher,butshereallywishessomeonetoletherbedevotedtohim;andhowpassively,hownegatively,shemustmanagetoaccomplishherself-sacrifice!He,onthecontrary,meanstogoconqueringandenslavingforward;tobeinandoutofloverightandleft,andtoend,aftermanyyearsoftriumph,inthepossessionofthebestandwisestandfairestofhersex。Iknowthebreed,mydearsir;Ihavebeenayoungmanmyself。
Wemenhaveliberty,wehaveinitiative;wearenotchaperoned;wecangotothisoneandthatonefreelyandfearlessly。Butwomenmustsitstill,andbecometoorshiedofffrom。Theycannotcasttheboldeyeofinterest;theycanatmostbridleunderit,andfurtivelyrespondfromthecorneroftheeyeofweakhopeandgentledeprecation。Bepatient,then,withthispoorchildifshedarklesalittleunderthedisappointmentofnotfindingSaratogasopersonallygayasshesupposeditwouldbe,andtakesitoutofyouandyourwife,asifyouweretoblameforit,insomethinglikesulks。
Heremainedsilentunderthesetacitappeals,butattheendheheavedadeepsigh,ashemightifhewereacknowledgingtheirjustice,andwerepromisingtodohisverybestinthecircumstances。Hiswifelookedroundathim,butdidnotspeak。Infact,theynoneofthemspokeafterthefirstwordsofgreetingtothegirl,asIcanverywelltestify;forIsateavesdroppingwithallmymight,resolvednottoloseasyllable,andIamsureIlostnone。
Theyounggirldidnotlookroundatthatdeep-drawnsighoftheman\'s;shedidnotliftherheadevenwhenheclearedhisthroat:
butIwasintentuponhim,forIthoughtthatthesesoundspreludedanoverture(Iamnotsureofthefigure)tomyacquaintance,andinfactheactuallyasked,\"Doyouknowjustwhentheconcertbegins?\"
Iwasoverjoyedathisquestion,forIwaspoignantlyinterestedinthelittlesituationIhadcreated,andImadehastetoanswer:
\"Well,nominallyateighto\'clock;butthefirsthalf-hourisusuallytakenupintuningtheinstruments。Ifyougetintothepavilionataquartertonineyouwon\'tlosemuch。Itisn\'tsobadwhenitreallybegins。\"
ThemanpermittedhimselfasmileofthepleasureweAmericansallfeelathavingathingunderstatedinthatway。Hiswifeaskedtimidly,\"Dowehavetoengageourseatsinthe——pavilion?\"
\"Oh,no,\"Ilaughed;\"there\'snosuchrushasthat。Haven\'tyoubeenattheconcertsbefore?\"
Themanansweredforher:\"Wehaven\'tbeenherebutafewdays。I
shouldthink,\"headdedtoher,\"itwouldbeaboutascomfortableoutsideofthehouse。\"Iperceivedthathemaintainedhisindependenceofmysuperiorknowledgebyrefusingtosay\"pavilion\";
andinfactIdonotknowwhetherthatistherightnameforthebuildingmyself。
\"Itwillbehotenoughanywhere,\"Iassented,asiftheremarkhadbeenmadetome;buthereIdrewthelineoutofself-respect,andresolvedthatheshouldmakethenextadvances。
Theyounggirllookedupatthefirstsoundofmyvoice,andverifiedmeastheelderlymanwhomshehadseenbefore;andthenshelookeddownatthewateragain。Iunderstood,andIfreelyforgaveher。IfmybeardhadbeenbrowninsteadofgreyIshouldhavebeenanadventure;buttotheeyeofgirlhoodadventurecanneverwearagreybeard。Iwastrulysorryforher;IcouldreadinthepensivedroopofheravertedfacethatIwasagainadisappointment。
Theyallthreesat,withoutspeakingagain,inthemannerlesssilenceofAmericans。ThemanwasnotgoingtofeelboundinfurthercivilitytomebecauseIhadcivillyansweredaquestionofhis。Idivinedthathewouldbegladtowithdrawfromtheoverturehehadmade;hemayhavethoughtfrommyreadinesstomeethimhalfwaythatImightbeoneofthosesharpersinwhomSaratogaprobablyabounded。Thisdidnotoffendme;itamusedme;IfanciedhisconfusionifhecouldsuddenlyknowhowhelplesslyandirreparablyhonestIwas。
\"Idon\'tknowbutit\'salittletoodamphere,Rufus,\"saidthewife。
\"Idon\'tknowbutitis,\"heanswered;butnoneofthemmoved,andnoneofthemspokeagainforsomeminutes。Thenthewifesaidagain,butthistimetothefriend,\"Idon\'tknowbutit\'salittletoodamphere,Julia,\"andthefriendanswered,asthehusbandhad-
\"Idon\'tknowbutitis。\"
Ihadtwosurprisesinthisslightevent。IcouldneverhaveimaginedthatthegirlhadsobrunetteanameasJulia,oranythinglessblondinsoundthan,say,Evadne,attheverydarkest;andI
hadmadeupmymind——Heavenknowswhy——thathervoicewouldbeharsh。PerhapsIthoughtitunfairthatsheshouldhaveasweetvoiceaddedtoallthatbeautyandgraceofhers;butshehadasweetvoice,verytenderandmelodious,withaplangentnoteinitthattouchedmeandcharmedme。Beautifulandgracefulasshewas,shehadlackedatmospherebefore,andnowsuddenlyshehadatmosphere。IresolvedtokeepasneartothesepeopleasIcould,andnottoleavetheplaceaslongastheystayed;butIdidnotthinkitwelltoletthemfeelthatIwasaestheticallyshadowingthem,andIgotupandstrolledawaytowardthepavilion,keepinganeyeinthebackofmyheaduponthem。
Isatdowninacommandingposition,andwatchedthepeoplegatheringfortheconcert;andinthedramaofagroupofCubans,orofSouthAmericans,Ialmostforgotforamomentthepaleidylofmycompatriotsatthekiosk。Therewasashort,stoutlittleSpanishwomanspeakingintheshapelysentenceswhichtheLatinraceeverywheredelightsin,andaroundherwasanincreasingnumberofseriousSpanishmen,listeningasiftoimportantthings,andpayingherthatrespectfulattentionwhichalwaysamusesandpuzzlesme。
Inviewofwhatwethinktheirlowestimateofwomen,Icannotmakeoutwhetheritisapersonaltributetosomespecificwomanwhomtheyregarddifferentlyfromalltherestofhersex,orwhethertheychoosetoknowinherforthenoucetheabstractwomanwhoisbetterthanwomanintheconcrete。IamsureIhaveneverseenmenofanyotherraceabandonthemselvestosuchaluxuryofrespectastheseblackandgreybeardedSpaniardsofleadencomplexionshowedthisdumpypersonificationofwomanhood,withtheirprominenteyesbentinhomageuponher,andtheirhandstremblingwithreadinesstoseizetheirhatsoffinreverence。Itappearedpresentlythatthemattertheywereallcanvassingsodevoutlywasthequestionofwheresheshouldsit。Itseemedtobedecidedthatshecouldnotdobetterthansitjustatthatpoint。Whensheactuallytookachairthestatelyconvocationended,anditsmembers,withlowobeisances,dispersedthemselvesindifferentdirections。TheyhadprobablyallbeensittingwithherthewholeafternoonontheverandahoftheEverettHouse,wheretheirracechieflyresortsinSaratoga,andtheywereavailingthemselvesofthisoccasiontoappeartobemeetingher,afteralonginterval,insociety。
IsaidtomyselfthatofcoursetheybelievedSaratogawasstillthatcentreofAmericanfashionwhichitoncewas,andthattheycameandwenteverysummer,probablyinthebeliefthattheysawagreatdealofsocialgaietythere。Thismademethink,byanaturalseriesoftransitions,ofthepersonsofmyAmericanidyl,andI
lookedaboutthepavilioneverywhereforthemwithoutdiscovering,tillthelast,thattheywerejustbehindme。
Ifoundthefacttouching。Theyhadnotwishedtobeinanywisebeholdentome,andhadeventriedtorejectmyfriendlyreadinesstoknowthembetter;buttheyhadprobablysoughtmyvicinityinasenseoftheirlonelinessandhelplessness,whichtheyhopedIwouldnotdivine,butwhichIdivinedinstantly。Still,Ithoughtitbestnottoshowanyconsciousnessofthem,andwesatthroughthefirstpartoftheconcertwithouttakingnoticeofoneanother。Thenthemanleanedforwardandtouchedmeontheshoulder。
\"Willyouletmetakeyourprogrammeaminute?\"
\"Why,certainly,\"saidI。
Hetookit,andafteravagueglanceatithepassedittohiswife,whogaveitinturntotheyounggirl。Shestudieditverybriefly,andthen,afteraquestioninglook,offereditbacktome。
\"Won\'tyoukeepit?\"Ientreated。\"I\'vequitedonewithit。\"
\"Oh,thankyou,\"sheansweredinhertendervoice,andsheandthewifelookedhardattheman,whomtheyseemedtouniteinpushingforwardbythatmeans。
Hehemmed,andasked,\"HaveyoubeeninSaratogamuch?\"
\"Why,yes,\"Isaid;\"ratheragooddeal。MywifeandIhavebeenherethreeorfoursummers。\"
Attheconfessionofmymarriedstate,whichthisstatementimplicated,thewomenexchangedaglance,Ifancied,oftriumph,asiftheyhadbeentalkingaboutme,andIhadnowconfirmedthegroundtheyhadtakenconcerningme。Thentheyjoinedingoadingthemanonagainwiththeireyes。
\"Whichhotel,\"heasked,\"shouldyousayhadthemostgoingon?\"
Theyounggirlandthewifetransferredtheirgazetome,withanintensifiedappealinit。Themanlookedawaywithacertainshame——
theshameofamanwhofeelsthathiswifehasmadehimmakeanassofhimself。Itriedtotreathisquestion,bythequantityandqualityofmyanswer,asoneofthemostnaturalthingsintheworld;andIprobablydeceivedthemallbythiseffort,thoughIamsurethatIwasmosttruthfulandjustconcerningtheclaimsofthedifferenthotelstobethecentreofexcitement。IthoughtIhadearnedtherighttoaskattheend,\"AreyoustoppingattheGrandUnion?\"
\"No,\"hesaid;andhementionedoneofthesmallerhotels,whichdependuponthegreathousesfortheentertainmentoftheirguests。
\"Areyouthere?\"heasked,meaningtheGrandUnion。
\"Ohno,\"Isaid;\"wecouldn\'tdothatsortofthing,evenifwewanted。\"AndinmyturnInamedthemodesthotelwherewewere,andsaidthatIthoughtitbyalloddsthepleasantestplaceinSaratoga。\"ButIcan\'tsay,\"Iadded,\"thatthereisagreatdealgoingonthere,either。Ifyouwantthatsortofthingyouwillhavetogotosomeofthegreathotels。Wehaveourlittleamusements,butthey\'reallrathermild。\"Ikepttalkingtotheman,butreallyaddressingmyselftothewomen。\"There\'ssomethingnearlyeveryevening:prestidigitating,orelocutioning,oralittleconcert,orcharades,orimpromptutheatricals,orsomethingofthatsort。Ican\'tsaythere\'sdancing,thoughreally,I
suppose,ifanyonewantedtodancetherewouldbedancing。\"
Iwasawarethatthewomenlistenedintelligently,evenifthemandidnot。Thewifedrewalongbreath,andsaid,\"Itmustbeverypleasant。\"
Thegirlsaid——rathermorehungrily,Ifancied——\"Yes,indeed。\"
Idon\'tknowwhytheirinterestshouldhavepromptedmetogoonandpaintthelilyalittle,butIcertainlydidso。Ididnotstoptillthemusicbeganagain,andIhadtostop。BythetimethepiecewasfinishedIhadbeguntohavemymisgivings,andIprofitedbythebriefintervalofsilencetosaytotheyounggirl,\"I
wouldn\'thaveyouthinkweareawhirlofgaietyexactly。\"
\"Ohno,\"sheansweredpathetically,asifshewerequitepastexpectingthatoranythinglikeit。
Weweresilentagain。Attheendofthenextpiecetheyallrose,andthewifesaidtimidlytome,\"Well,good-evening,\"asifshemightbeventuringtoofar;andherhusbandcametoherrescuewith\"Well,good-evening,sir。\"Theyounggirlmerelybowed。
Ididnotstaymuchlonger,forIwaseagertogethomeandtellmywifeaboutmyadventure,whichseemedtomeofaveryrareandthrillingkind。IbelievedthatifIcouldpresentittoherduly,itwouldinterestherasmuchasithadinterestedme。Butsomehow,asIwentonwithitinthelamplightofherroom,itseemedtolosecolourandspecificcharacter。
\"YouarealwaysmakinguptheseromancesaboutyounggirlsbeingoffanddisappointedofagoodtimeeversincewesawthatpoorlittleKittyEllisonwithhercousinsatNiagara,\"saidMrs。March。\"Youseemtohaveitonthebrain。\"
\"Becauseit\'sthemosttragicalthingintheworld,andthecommonestinourtransitionstate,\"Iretorted。Iwassomewhatexasperatedtohavemyromancetreatedassostaleasituation,thoughIwasconsciousnowthatitdidwantperfectnovelty。\"It\'spreciselyforthatreasonthatIliketobreakmyheartoverit。I
seeiteverysummer,anditkeepsmeinapassionofpity。
Somethingoughttobedoneaboutit。\"
\"Well,don\'tYOUtrytodoanything,Basil,unlessyouwritetothenewspapers。\"
\"Isuppose,\"Isaid,\"thatifthenewspaperscouldbegottotakeholdofit,perhapssomethingmightbedone。\"Thenotionamusedme;
Iwentontoplaywithit,andimaginedSaratoga,byajointeffortoftheleadingjournals,recolonisedwiththesociallifethatoncemadeittheparadiseofyoungpeople。
\"Ihavebeenwritingtothechildren,\"saidmywife,\"andtellingthemtostayonatYorkHarbouriftheHerrickswantthemsomuch。
Theywouldhateithere。Yousaythegirllookedcross。Ican\'texactlyimagineacrossgoddess。\"
\"Therewerelotsofcrossgoddesses,\"Isaidrathercrosslymyself;
forIsawthat,afterhavingtroddenmyromanceinthedust,shewaswillingIshouldpickitupagainandshakeitoff,andIwishedtoshowherthatIwasnottobesolightlyappeased。
\"PerhapsIwasthinkingofangels,\"shemurmured。
\"Idistinctlydidn\'tsayshewasanangel,\"Ireturned。
\"Now,come,Basil;Iseeyou\'rekeepingsomethingback。Whatdidyoutrytodoforthosepeople?Didyoutellthemwhereyouwerestopping?\"
\"Yes,Idid。Theyaskedme,andItoldthem。\"
\"Didyoubragtheplaceup?\"
\"Onthecontrary,Iunderstateditsmerits。\"
\"Oh,verywell,then,\"shesaid,quiteasifIhadconfessedmyguilt;\"theywillcomehere,andyouwillhaveyourromanceonyourhandsfortherestofthemonth。I\'mthankfulwe\'regoingawaythefirstofAugust。\"
CHAPTERIII
Thenextafternoon,whileweweresittingintheparkwaitingfortheTroybandtobeginplaying,andIwaswonderingjustwhentheywouldreachthe\"WashingtonPostMarch,\"whichIlikebecauseIcanalwaysbesureofit,myunknownfriendscamestrollingourway。
Themanlookedbewilderedandbored,withsomethingofdesperationinhistroubledeye,andhiswifelookedtiredanddisheartened。
Theyounggirl,stillinwhiteduck,worethesameairofpassiveinjuryIhadnotedinherthenightbefore。Theirfacesallthreelightedupatsightofme;buttheyfadedagainatthecoldandmeagreresponseImadetotheirsmilesundercorrectionofmywife\'sfearsofthem。Iownitwasbaseofme;butIhadbeguntofeelmyselfthatitmightbetoolargeacontracttoattempttheirconsolation,and,infact,afteroneisfiftyscarcelyanyromancewillkeepovernight。
Mywifeglancedfromthemtome,andreadmycowardlymind;butshewaitedtilltheypassed,astheydidafteraninvoluntaryfalteringinfrontofus,andwerekeepingondownthepath,lookingatthebenches,whichwerefilledoneitherhand。Shesaid,\"Weren\'tthoseyourfriends?\"
\"Theywerethepersonsofmyromance。\"
\"Nomatter。Goaftertheminstantlyandbringthembackhere,poorthings。Wecanmakeroomforthem。\"
Irose。\"Isn\'tthisalittletooidyllic?Aren\'tyouratheroverdoingit?\"
\"Don\'tspeaktome,Basil!Ineverheardofanythingsoatrocious。
Goonyourkneestothemiftheyrefuse!Theycansitherewithme,andyouandhecanstand。Fly!\"
Iknewshewaspunishingmeforherownreluctance;butIflew,inthatsenseoftheterm,andeasilyoverhauledtheminthetangleofpeoplecomingandgoinginthepath,andthenursemaidspushingtheirperambulatorsineitherdirection。HatinhandIdeliveredmymessage。Icouldseethatitgavethewomengreatpleasureandthemansomedoubt。Hismouthfellopenalittle;theircheeksflushedandtheireyesshone。
\"Idon\'tknowaswebetter,\"thewifehesitated;\"I\'mafraidwe\'llcrowdyou。\"Andshelookedwistfullytowardmywife。Theyounggirllookedather。
\"Notatall!\"Icried。\"There\'sanabundanceofroom。Mywife\'skeepingtheplacesforyou,\"——infact,Isawherputtingherarmoutalongthebench,andexplainingtoacouplewhohadhaltedinfrontofherthattheseatsweretaken——\"andshe\'llbedisappointed。\"
\"Well,\"thewomanconsented,withalittlesighoftriumphthattouchedme,andreanimatedallmyinterestinherandinherfriend。
Shesaid,withasortofshy,instinctivepoliteness,\"Idon\'tknowasyouandMr。Deeringgotacquaintedlastnight。\"
\"MynameisMarch,\"Isaid,andIshookthehandofMr。Deering。Itwasratherthick。
\"Andthis——isourfriend,\"Mrs。Peeringwenton,inpresentationofmetotheyounglady,\"MissGage,that\'scomewithus。\"
IwasdelightedthatIhadguessedtheirrelativequalitiessoperfectly,andwhenwearrivedatMrs。MarchIgliblypresentedthem。MywifewasallthatIcouldhavewishedhertobeofsympatheticandintelligent。Shedidnotoverdoitbyshakinghands,butshemadeplacesfortheladies,smilingcordially;andMrs。DeeringmadeMissGagetaketheseatbetweenthem。HerhusbandandIstoodawhileinfrontofthem,andthenIsaidwewouldgooffandfindchairssomewhere。
Wedidnotfindanytillwehadclimbedtotheuplandatthesouth-
eastofthepark,andthenonlytwoironones,whichitwasuselesstothinkoftransporting。Buttherewasnoreasonwhyweshouldnotsitinthemwheretheywere:wecouldkeeptheladiesinplainsight,andIcouldnotmistake\"WashingtonPost\"whenthebandcametoit。Mr。Deeringsankintooneofthechairswithasighofsatisfactionwhichseemedtocompleteitselfwhenhediscoveredinthethickgrassathisfeetatwigfromoneofthetall,slimpinesaboveus。Hebentoverforit,andthen,ashetookouthispenknifeandclickedopenabladetobeginwhittling,hecastupacriticalglanceatthetrees。
\"Prettynicepines,\"hesaid;andheputhishandontheonenexttouswithasortofappreciationthatinterestedme。
\"Yes;thetreesofSaratogaarethegloryoftheplace,\"Ireturned。
\"Ineversawthemgrowanywhereelsesotallandslim。Itdoesn\'tseemtheeffectofcrowdingeither。It\'sasiftherewassomechemicalforceinthesoilthatshotthemup。They\'relikerocketsthathaven\'tleftthegroundyet。\"
\"It\'sthecrowding,\"hesaidseriously,asifthesubjectwerenottobetrifledwith。\"It\'sthehabitofallthesetrees——pinesandoaksandmaples,Idon\'tcarewhattheyare——tospread,andthat\'swhatwetellourcustomers。Givethetreesplentyofroom;don\'tplant\'emtoothickifyouwanttogetallthegoodoutof\'em。\"Asifhesawaquestioninmyeye,hewenton:\"Wedoaforest-treebusinessexclusively;theseshade-trees,andwalnuts,hickories,chestnuts,andallkinds。It\'sabigtrade,gettingtobe,andgrowingallthetime。Folkshavebeguntofindoutwhatfoolstheyweretodestroytheforests,andthechildrenwanttobuybackwhatthefathersthrewaway。\"
Iscarcelyneededtoprompthim;hewasonlytoogladtotalkonabouthisbusiness,andhespokewithasortofhomesickfondness。
HetoldmethathehadhisnurseriesatDeWittPoint,upontheSt。
Lawrence,wherehecouldraisestockhardyenoughforanyclimate,andshipbylandorwater。
\"I\'vegottobegettinghomerightawaynow,\"hesaidfinally,clickinghisknife-bladehalfshutandopenwithhisthumb。
\"It\'sabouttimeforourevergreentrade,andIdon\'twantthetreestostayaminuteinthegroundafterthemiddleofthemonth。\"
\"Won\'ttheladiesfindithardtotearthemselvesawayfromthegaietiesofSaratoga?\"Iaskedwithapparentvagueness。
\"Well,that\'sit,\"saidMr。Deering;andheshuthisknifeandslippeditintohispocket,inordertotakehiskneebetweenhisclaspedhandsandlifthislegfromtheground。Ihavenoticedthatthisisaphilosophicalattitudewithsomepeople,andIwaspreparedbyitforsomethoughtfulgeneralisingfrommycompanion。
\"Womenwouldbewillingtostayoninaplaceforayeartoseeifsomethingwouldn\'thappen;andifyoutake\'emawaybeforeanythinghappens,they\'llalwaysthinkthatifthey\'dstayedsomethingwouldhavehappenedthenextday,ormaybethedaytheyleft。\"
Hestaredupwardintothepineboughs,andIsaid:\"Yes,that\'sso。
Isupposeweshouldbelikethemifwehadthesameconditions。
Theirwholelifeisanexpectationofsomethingtohappen。Menhavetheprivilegeofmakingthingshappen——ortryingto。\"
\"Oh,Idon\'tknowasIwanttocriticise\'em。Asyousay,IguessWEshouldbejustso。\"Hedroppedhisleg,andbentoverasiftoexaminethegrass;heendedbytakingabladeofitbetweenhisteethbeforehespokeagain,withhisheadstilldown。\"Idon\'twanttohurry\'em;Iwanttogive\'emafairshownowwe\'rehere,andI\'llletthestockgoaslongasIcan。ButIdon\'tseeverymuchgaietyaround。\"