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consequently,thekindoldgentlemanwasadoredinreturn。Womenhaveaninstinctwhichenablesthemtodivinethemenwholovethem,wholiketobenearthem,andexactnopaymentforgallantries。Inthisrespectwomenhavetheinstinctofdogs,whoinamixedcompanywillgostraighttothemantowhomanimalsaresacred。
ThepoorChevalierdeValoisretainedfromhisformerlifetheneedofbestowinggallantprotection,aqualityoftheseigneursofotherdays。Faithfultothesystemofthe\"petitemaison,\"helikedtoenrichwomen,——theonlybeingswhoknowhowtoreceive,becausetheycanalwaysreturn。Butthepoorchevaliercouldnolongerruinhimselfforamistress。Insteadofthechoicestbonbonswrappedinbank-bills,hegallantlypresentedpaper-bagsfulloftoffee。LetussaytothegloryofAlenconthatthetoffeewasacceptedwithmorejoythanlaDutheevershowedatagiltserviceorafineequipageofferedbytheComted\'Artois。AllthesegrisettesfullyunderstoodthefallenmajestyoftheChevalierdeValois,andtheykepttheirprivatefamiliaritieswithhimaprofoundsecretforhissake。Iftheywerequestionedabouthimincertainhouseswhentheycarriedhomethelinen,theyalwaysspokerespectfullyofthechevalier,andmadehimoutolderthanhereallywas;theytalkedofhimasamostrespectablemonsieur,whoselifewasaflowerofsanctity;butonceintheirownregionstheyperchedonhisshoulderslikesomanyparrots。Helikedtobetoldthesecretswhichwasherwomendiscoverinthebosomofhouseholds,anddayafterdaythesegirlswouldtellhimthecancanswhichweregoingtheroundofAlencon。Hecalledthemhis\"petticoatgazettes,\"his\"talkingfeuilletons。\"NeverdidMonsieurdeSartineshavespiesmoreintelligentandlessexpensive,orminionswhoshowedmorehonorwhiledisplayingtheirrascalityofmind。Soitmaybesaidthatinthemornings,whilebreakfasting,thechevalierusuallyamusedhimselfasmuchasthesaintsinheaven。
Suzannewasoneofhisfavorites,aclever,ambitiousgirl,madeofthestuffofaSophieArnold,andhandsomewithal,asthehandsomestcourtesaninvitedbyTitiantoposeonblackvelvetforamodelofVenus;althoughherface,fineabouttheeyesandforehead,degenerated,lowerdown,intocommonnessofoutline。HerswasaNormanbeauty,fresh,high-colored,redundant,thefleshofRubenscoveringthemusclesoftheFarneseHercules,andnottheslenderarticulationsoftheVenusde\'Medici,Apollo\'sgracefulconsort。
\"Well,mychild,tellmeyourgreatoryourlittleadventure,whateveritis。\"
TheparticularpointaboutthechevalierwhichwouldhavemadehimnoticeablefromParistoPekin,wasthegentlepaternityofhismannertogrisettes。Theyremindedhimoftheillustriousoperaticqueensofhisearlydays,whosecelebritywasEuropeanduringagoodthirdoftheeighteenthcentury。Itiscertainthattheoldgentleman,whohadlivedindaysgonebywiththatfemininenationnowasmuchforgottenasmanyothergreatthings,——liketheJesuits,theBuccaneers,theAbbes,andtheFarmers-General,——hadacquiredanirresistiblegood-
humor,akindlyease,alaisser-allerdevoidofegotism,theself-
effacementofJupiterwithAlcmene,ofthekingintendingtobeduped,whocastshisthunderboltstothedevil,wantshisOlympusfulloffollies,littlesuppers,feminineprofusions——butwithJunooutoftheway,beitunderstood。
Inspiteofhisoldgreendamaskdressing-gownandthebarenessoftheroominwhichhesat,wherethefloorwascoveredwithashabbytapestryinplaceofcarpet,andthewallswerehungwithtavern-paperpresentingtheprofilesofLouisXVI。andmembersofhisfamily,tracedamongthebranchesofaweepingwillowwithothersentimentalitiesinventedbyroyalismduringtheTerror,——inspiteofhisruins,thechevalier,trimminghisbeardbeforeashabbyoldtoilet-table,drapedwithtrumperylace,exhaledanessenceoftheeighteenthcentury。Allthelibertinegracesofhisyouthreappeared;
heseemedtohavethewealthofthreehundredthousandfrancsofdebt,whilehisvis-a-viswaitedbeforethedoor。Hewasgrand,——likeBerthierontheretreatfromMoscow,issuingorderstoanarmythatexistednolonger。
\"Monsieurlechevalier,\"repliedSuzanne,drolly,\"seemstomeI
needn\'ttellyouanything;you\'veonlytolook。\"
AndSuzannepresentedasideviewofherselfwhichgaveasortoflawyer\'scommenttoherwords。Thechevalier,who,youmustknow,wasaslyoldbird,loweredhisrighteyeonthegrisette,stillholdingtherazorathisthroat,andpretendedtounderstand。
\"Well,well,mylittleduck,we\'lltalkaboutthatpresently。Butyouareratherprevious,itseemstome。\"
\"Why,Monsieurlechevalier,oughtItowaituntilmymotherbeatsmeandMadameLardotturnsmeoff?IfIdon\'tgetawaysoontoParis,I
shallneverbeabletomarryhere,wheremenaresoridiculous。\"
\"Itcan\'tbehelped,mydear;societyischanging;womenarejustasmuchvictimstothepresentstateofthingsasthenobilitythemselves。Afterpoliticaloverturncomestheoverturnofmorals。
Alas!beforelongwomanwon\'texist\"(hetookoutthecotton-wooltoarrangehisears):\"she\'llloseeverythingbyrushingintosentiment;
she\'llwringhernerves;good-byetoallthegoodlittlepleasuresofourtime,desiredwithoutshame,acceptedwithoutnonsense。\"(Hepolishedupthelittlenegroes\'heads。)\"Womenhadhystericsinthosedaystogettheirends,butnow\"(hebegantolaugh)\"theirvaporsendincharcoal。Inshort,marriage\"(herehepickeduphispincerstoremoveahair)\"willbecomeathingintolerable;whereasitusedtobesogayinmyday!ThereignsofLouisXIV。andLouisXV——rememberthis,mychild——saidfarewelltothefinestmannersandmoralseverknowntotheworld。\"
\"But,Monsieurlechevalier,\"saidthegrisette,\"thematternowconcernsthemoralsandhonorofyourpoorlittleSuzanne,andIhopeyouwon\'tabandonher。\"
\"Abandonher!\"criedthechevalier,finishinghishair;\"I\'dsoonerabandonmyownname。\"
\"Ah!\"exclaimedSuzanne。
\"Now,listentome,youlittlemischief,\"saidthechevalier,sittingdownonahugesofa,formerlycalledaduchesse,whichMadameLardothadbeenatsomepainstofindforhim。
HedrewthemagnificentSuzannebeforehim,holdingherlegsbetweenhisknees。Shelethimdoasheliked,althoughinthestreetshewasoffishenoughtoothermen,refusingtheirfamiliaritiespartlyfromdecorumandpartlyforcontemptfortheircommonness。Shenowstoodaudaciouslyinfrontofthechevalier,who,havingfathomedinhisdaymanyothermysteriesinmindsthatwerefarmorewily,tookinthesituationatasingleglance。Heknewverywellthatnoyounggirlwouldjokeaboutarealdishonor;buthetookgoodcarenottoknockovertheprettyscaffoldingofherlieashetouchedit。
\"Weslanderourselves,\"hesaidwithinimitablecraft;\"weareasvirtuousasthatbeautifulbiblicalgirlwhosenamewebear;wecanalwaysmarryasweplease,butwearethirstyforParis,wherecharmingcreatures——andwearenofool——getrichwithouttrouble。Wewanttogoandseeifthegreatcapitalofpleasureshasn\'tsomeyoungChevalierdeValoisinstoreforus,withacarriage,diamonds,anopera-box,andsoforth。Russians,Austrians,Britons,havemillionsonwhichwehaveaneye。Besides,wearepatriotic;wewanttohelpFranceingettingbackhermoneyfromthepocketsofthosegentry。
Hey!hey!mydearlittledevil\'sduck!itisn\'tabadplan。Theworldyouliveinmaycryoutabit,butsuccessjustifiesallthings。Theworstthinginthisworld,mydear,istobewithoutmoney;that\'sourdisease,yoursandmine。Nowinasmuchaswehaveplentyofwit,wethoughtitwouldbeagoodthingtoparadeourdearlittlehonor,ordishonor,tocatchanoldboy;butthatoldboy,mydearheart,knowstheAlphaandOmegaoffemaletricks,——whichmeansthatyoucouldeasierputsaltonasparrow\'stailthantomakemebelieveIhaveanythingtodowithyourlittleaffair。GotoParis,mydear;goatthecostofanoldcelibate,Iwon\'tpreventit;infact,I\'llhelpyou,foranoldbachelor,Suzanne,isthenaturalmoney-boxofayounggirl。Butdon\'tdragmeintothematter。Listen,myqueen,youwhoknowlifeprettywell;youwouldmegreatharmandgivememuchpain,——harm,becauseyouwouldpreventmymarriageinatownwherepeopleclingtomorality;pain,becauseifyouareintrouble(whichIdeny,youslypuss!)Ihaven\'tapennytogetyououtofit。I\'maspoorasachurchmouse;youknowthat,mydear。Ah!ifImarryMademoiselleCormon,ifIamoncemorerich,ofcourseIwouldpreferyoutoCesarine。You\'vealwaysseemedtomeasfineasthegoldtheygildonlead;youweremadetobetheloveofagreatseigneur。Ithinkyousocleverthatthetrickyouaretryingtoplayoffonmedoesn\'tsurprisemeonebit;Iexpectedit。Youareflingingthescabbardafterthesword,andthat\'sdaringforagirl。Ittakesnerveandsuperiorideastodoit,myangel,andthereforeyouhavewonmyrespectfulesteem。\"
\"Monsieurlechevalier,Iassureyou,youaremistaken,and——\"
Shecolored,anddidnotdaretosaymore。Thechevalier,withasingleglance,hadguessedandfathomedherwholeplan。
\"Yes,yes!Iunderstand:youwantmetobelieveit,\"hesaid。\"Well!I
dobelieveit。Buttakemyadvice:gotoMonsieurduBousquier。
Haven\'tyoutakenlinenthereforthelastsixoreightmonths?I\'mnotaskingwhatwentonbetweenyou;butIknowtheman:hehasimmenseconceit;heisanoldbachelor,andveryrich;andheonlyspendsaquarterofacomfortableincome。IfyouareascleverasI
suppose,youcangotoParisathisexpense。There,runalong,mylittledoe;goandtwisthimroundyourfinger。Only,mindthis:beassuppleassilk;ateverywordtakeadoubleturnroundhimandmakeaknot。Heisamantofearscandal,andifhehasgivenyouachancetoputhiminthepillory——inshort,understand;threatenhimwiththeladiesoftheMaternityHospital。Besides,he\'sambitious。Amansucceedsthroughhiswife,andyouarehandsomeandcleverenoughtomakethefortuneofahusband。Hey!themischief!youcouldholdyourownagainstallthecourtladies。\"
Suzanne,whosemindtookinataflashthechevalier\'slastwords,waseagertorunofftoduBousquier,but,notwishingtodeparttooabruptly,shequestionedthechevalieraboutParis,allthewhilehelpinghimtodress。Thechevalier,however,divinedherdesiretobeoff,andfavoreditbyaskinghertotellCesarinetobringuphischocolate,whichMadameLardotmadeforhimeverymorning。Suzannethenslippedawaytohernewvictim,whosebiographymustherebegiven。
BornofanoldAlenconfamily,duBousquierwasacrossbetweenthebourgeoisandthecountrysquire。Findinghimselfwithoutmeansonthedeathofhisfather,hewent,likeotherruinedprovincials,toParis。
OnthebreakingoutoftheRevolutionhetookpartinpublicaffairs。
Inspiteofrevolutionaryprinciples,whichmadeahobbyofrepublicanhonesty,themanagementofpublicbusinessinthosedayswasbynomeansclean。Apoliticalspy,astock-jobber,acontractor,amanwhoconfiscatedincollusionwiththesyndicofacommunethepropertyofemigresinordertosellthemandbuythemin,aminister,andageneralwereallequallyengagedinpublicbusiness。From1793to1799
duBousquierwascommissaryofprovisionstotheFrencharmies。Helivedinamagnificenthotelandwasoneofthematadorsoffinance,didbusinesswithOuvrard,keptopenhouse,andledthescandalouslifeoftheperiod,——thelifeofaCincinnatus,onsacksofcornharvestedwithouttrouble,stolenrations,\"littlehouses\"fullofmistresses,inwhichweregivensplendidfetestotheDirectorsoftheRepublic。
ThecitizenduBousquierwasoneofBarras\'familiars;hewasonthebestoftermswithFouche,stoodverywellwithBernadotte,andfullyexpectedtobecomeaministerbythrowinghimselfintothepartywhichsecretlycaballedagainstBonaparteuntilMarengo。IfithadnotbeenforKellermann\'schargeandDesaix\'sdeath,duBousquierwouldprobablyhavebecomeaminister。HewasoneofthechiefassistancesofthatsecretgovernmentwhomNapoleon\'slucksendbehindthescenesin1793。(See\"AnHistoricalMystery。\")TheunexpectedvictoryofMarengowasthedefeatofthatpartywhoactuallyhadtheirproclamationsprintedtoreturntotheprinciplesoftheMontagneincasetheFirstConsulsuccumbed。
ConvincedoftheimpossibilityofBonaparte\'striumph,duBousquierstakedthegreaterpartofhispropertyonafallintheFunds,andkepttwocouriersonthefieldofbattle。ThefirststartedforPariswhenMelas\'victorywascertain;thesecond,startingfourhourslater,broughtthenewsofthedefeatoftheAustrians。DuBousquiercursedKellermannandDesaix;hedarednotcurseBonaparte,whomightowehimmillions。Thisalternativeofmillionstobeearnedandpresentruinstaringhimintheface,deprivedthepurveyorofmostofhisfaculties:hebecamenearlyimbecileforseveraldays;themanhadsoabusedhishealthbyexcessesthatwhenthethunderboltfelluponhimhehadnostrengthtoresist。ThepaymentofhisbillsagainsttheExchequergavehimsomehopesforthefuture,but,inspiteofalleffortstoingratiatehimself,Napoleon\'shatredtothecontractorswhohadspeculatedonhisdefeatmadeitselffelt;duBousquierwasleftwithoutasou。Theimmoralityofhisprivatelife,hisintimacywithBarrasandBernadotte,displeasedtheFirstConsulevenmorethanhismanoeuvresattheBourse,andhestruckduBousquier\'snamefromthelistofthegovernmentcontractors。
OutofallhispastopulenceduBousquiersavedonlytwelvehundredfrancsayearfromaninvestmentintheGrandLivre,whichhehadhappenedtoplacetherebypurecaprice,andwhichsavedhimfrompenury。AmanruinedbytheFirstConsulinterestedthetownofAlencon,towhichhenowreturned,whereroyalismwassecretlydominant。DuBousquier,furiousagainstBonaparte,relatingstoriesagainsthimofhismeanness,ofJosephine\'simproprieties,andalltheotherscandalousanecdotesofthelasttenyears,waswellreceived。
Aboutthistime,whenhewassomewherebetweenfortyandfifty,duBousquier\'sappearancewasthatofabachelorofthirty-six,ofmediumheight,plumpasapurveyor,proudofhisvigorouscalves,withastronglymarkedcountenance,aflattenednose,thenostrilsgarnishedwithhair,blackeyeswiththicklashes,fromwhichdartedshrewdglanceslikethoseofMonsieurdeTalleyrand,thoughsomewhatdulled。
Hestillworerepublicanwhiskersandhishairverylong;hishands,adornedwithbunchesofhaironeachknuckle,showedthepowerofhismuscularsystemintheirprominentblueveins。HehadthechestoftheFarneseHercules,andshouldersfittocarrythestocks。SuchshouldersareseennowadaysonlyatTortoni\'s。ThiswealthofmasculinevigorcountedformuchinduBousquier\'srelationswithothers。Andyetinhim,asinthechevalier,symptomsappearedwhichcontrastedoddlywiththegeneralaspectoftheirpersons。Thelatepurveyorhadnotthevoiceofhismuscles。Wedonotmeanthathisvoicewasamerethread,suchaswesometimeshearissuingfromthemouthofthesewalruses;onthecontrary,itwasastrongvoice,butstifled,anideaofwhichcanbegivenonlybycomparingitwiththenoiseofasawcuttingintosoftandmoistenedwood,——thevoiceofaworn-outspeculator。
InspiteoftheclaimswhichtheenmityoftheFirstConsulgaveMonsieurduBousquiertoentertheroyalistsocietyoftheprovince,hewasnotreceivedinthesevenoreightfamilieswhocomposedthefaubourgSaint-GermainofAlencon,amongwhomtheChevalierdeValoiswaswelcome。Hehadofferedhimselfinmarriage,throughhernotary,toMademoiselleArmande,sisterofthemostdistinguishednobleinthetown;towhichofferhereceivedarefusal。Heconsoledhimselfasbesthecouldinthesocietyofadozenrichfamilies,formermanufacturersoftheoldpointd\'Alencon,ownersofpasturesandcattle,ormerchantsdoingawholesalebusinessinlinen,amongwhom,ashehoped,hemightfindawealthywife。Infact,allhishopesnowconvergedtotheperspectiveofafortunatemarriage。Hewasnotwithoutacertainfinancialability,whichmanypersonsusedtotheirprofit。Likearuinedgamblerwhoadvisesneophytes,hepointedoutenterprisesandspeculations,togetherwiththemeansandchancesofconductingthem。Hewasthoughtagoodadministrator,anditwasoftenaquestionofmakinghimmayorofAlencon;butthememoryofhisunderhandjobberystillclungtohim,andhewasneverreceivedattheprefecture。Allthesucceedinggovernments,eventhatoftheHundredDays,refusedtoappointhimmayorofAlencon,——aplacehecoveted,which,couldhehavehadit,would,hethought,havewonhimthehandofacertainoldmaidonwhomhismatrimonialviewsnowturned。
DuBousquier\'saversiontotheImperialgovernmenthadthrownhimatfirstintotheroyalistcirclesofAlencon,whereheremainedinspiteoftherebuffshereceivedthere;butwhen,afterthefirstreturnoftheBourbons,hewasstillexcludedfromtheprefecture,thatmortificationinspiredhimwithahatredasdeepasitwassecretagainsttheroyalists。Henowreturnedtohisoldopinions,andbecametheleaderoftheliberalpartyinAlencon,theinvisiblemanipulatorofelections,anddidimmenseharmtotheRestorationbytheclevernessofhisunderhandproceedingsandtheperfidyofhisoutwardbehavior。DuBousquier,likeallthosewholivebytheirheadsonly,carriedonhishatredswiththequiettranquillityofarivulet,feebleapparently,butinexhaustible。Hishatredwasthatofanegro,sopeacefulthatitdeceivedtheenemy。Hisvengeance,broodedoverforfifteenyears,wasasyetsatisfiedbynovictory,noteventhatofJuly,1830。
ItwasnotwithoutsomeprivateintentionthattheChevalierdeValoishadturnedSuzanne\'sdesignsuponMonsieurduBousquier。Theliberalandtheroyalisthadmutuallydivinedeachotherinspiteofthewidedissimulationwithwhichtheyhidtheircommonhopefromtherestofthetown。Thetwooldbachelorsweresecretlyrivals。EachhadformedaplantomarrytheDemoiselleCormon,whomMonsieurdeValoishadmentionedtoSuzanne。Both,ensconcedintheirideaandwearingthearmorofapparentindifference,awaitedthemomentwhensomeluckychancemightdelivertheoldmaidovertothem。Thus,ifthetwooldbachelorshadnotbeenkeptasunderbythetwopoliticalsystemsofwhichtheyeachofferedalivingexpression,theirprivaterivalrywouldstillhavemadethemenemies。Epochsputtheirmarkonmen。
Thesetwoindividualsprovedthetruthofthataxiombytheopposinghistorictintsthatwerevisibleintheirfaces,intheirconversation,intheirideas,andintheirclothes。One,abrupt,energetic,withloud,brusquemanners,curt,rudespeech,darkintone,inhair,inlook,terribleapparently,inrealityasimpotentasaninsurrection,representedtherepublicadmirably。Theother,gentleandpolished,elegantandnice,attaininghisendsbytheslowandinfalliblemeansofdiplomacy,faithfultogoodtaste,wastheexpressimageoftheoldcourtierregime。
Thetwoenemiesmetnearlyeveryeveningonthesameground。Thewarwascourteousandbenignonthesideofthechevalier;butduBousquiershowedlessceremonyonhis,thoughstillpreservingtheoutwardappearancesdemandedbysociety,forhedidnotwishtobedrivenfromtheplace。Theythemselvesfullyunderstoodeachother;
butinspiteoftheshrewdobservationwhichprovincialsbestowonthepettyinterestsoftheirownlittlecentre,nooneinthetownsuspectedtherivalryofthesetwomen。MonsieurleChevalierdeValoisoccupiedavantage-ground:hehadneveraskedforthehandofMademoiselleCormon;whereasduBousquier,whoenteredthelistssoonafterhisrejectionbythemostdistinguishedfamilyintheplace,hadbeenrefused。ButthechevalierbelievedthathisrivalhadstillsuchstrongchancesofsuccessthathedealthimthiscoupdeJarnacwithablade(namely,Suzanne)thatwasfinelytemperedforthepurpose。Thechevalierhadcasthisplummet-lineintothewatersofduBousquier;
and,asweshallseebythesequel,hewasnotmistakeninanyofhisconjectures。
SuzannetrippedwithalightfootfromtherueduCours,bytheruedelaPortedeSeezandtherueduBercail,totherueduCygne,where,aboutfiveyearsearlier,duBousquierhadboughtalittlehousebuiltofgrayJurastone,whichissomethingbetweenBretonslateandNormangranite。Thereheestablishedhimselfmorecomfortablythananyhouseholderintown;forhehadmanagedtopreservecertainfurnitureanddecorationsfromthedaysofhissplendor。Butprovincialmannersandmoralsobscured,littlebylittle,theraysofthisfallenSardanapalus;thesevestigesofhisformerluxurynowproducedtheeffectofaglasschandelierinabarn。Harmony,thatbondofallwork,humanordivine,waslackingingreatthingsaswellasinlittleones。Thestairs,upwhicheverybodymountedwithoutwipingtheirfeet,wereneverpolished;thewalls,paintedbysomewretchedartisanoftheneighborhood,wereaterrortotheeye;thestonemantel-piece,ill-carved,\"swore\"withthehandsomeclock,whichwasfurtherdegradedbythecompanyofcontemptiblecandlesticks。LiketheperiodwhichduBousquierhimselfrepresented,thehousewasajumbleofdirtandmagnificence。Beingconsideredamanofleisure,duBousquierledthesameparasitelifeasthechevalier;andhewhodoesnotspendhisincomeisalwaysrich。HisonlyservantwasasortofJocrisse,aladoftheneighborhood,ratheraninny,trainedslowlyandwithdifficultytoduBousquier\'srequirements。Hismasterhadtaughthim,ashemightanorang-outang,torubthefloors,dustthefurniture,blackhisboots,brushhiscoats,andbringalanterntoguidehimhomeatnightiftheweatherwerecloudy,andclogsifitrained。Likemanyotherhumanbeings,thisladhadn\'tstuffenoughinhimformorethanonevice;hewasaglutton。Often,whenduBousquierwenttoagranddinner,hewouldtakeRenetowaitattable;onsuchoccasionshemadehimtakeoffhisbluecottonjacket,withitsbigpocketshangingroundhiships,andalwaysbulgingwithhandkerchiefs,clasp-knives,fruits,orahandfulofnuts,andforcedhimtoputonaregulationcoat。Renewouldthenstuffhisfillwiththeotherservants。Thisduty,whichduBousquierhadturnedintoareward,wonhimthemostabsolutediscretionfromtheBretonservant。
\"Youhere,mademoiselle!\"saidRenetoSuzannewhensheentered;
\"\'t\'isn\'tyourday。Wehaven\'tanylinenforthewash,tellMadameLardot。\"
\"Oldstupid!\"saidSuzanne,laughing。
Theprettygirlwentupstairs,leavingRenetofinishhisporringerofbuckwheatinboiledmilk。DuBousquier,stillinbed,wasrevolvinginhismindhisplansoffortune;forambitionwasallthatwaslefttohim,astoothermenwhohavesuckeddrytheorangeofpleasure。
Ambitionandplayareinexhaustible;inawell-organizedmanthepassionswhichproceedfromthebrainwillalwayssurvivethepassionsoftheheart。
\"HereamI,\"saidSuzanne,sittingdownonthebedandjanglingthecurtain-ringsbackalongtherodwithdespoticvehemence。
\"Quesaco,mycharmer?\"saidtheoldbachelor,sittingupinbed。
\"Monsieur,\"saidSuzanne,gravely,\"youmustbeastonishedtoseemehereatthishour;butIfindmyselfinaconditionwhichobligesmenottocareforwhatpeoplemaysayaboutit。\"
\"Whatdoesallthatmean?\"saidduBousquier,crossinghisarms。
\"Don\'tyouunderstandme?\"saidSuzanne。\"Iknow,\"shecontinued,makingaprettylittleface,\"howridiculousitisinapoorgirltocomeandnagatamanforwhathethinksamerenothing。Butifyoureallyknewme,monsieur,ifyouknewallthatIamcapableofforamanwhowouldattachhimselftomeasmuchasI\'mattachedtoyou,youwouldneverrepenthavingmarriedme。Ofcourseitisn\'there,inAlencon,thatIshouldbeofservicetoyou;butifwewenttoParis,youwouldseewhereIcouldleadamanwithyourmindandyourcapacities;andjustatthistimetoo,whentheyareremakingthegovernmentfromtoptotoe。So——betweenourselves,beitsaid——ISwhathashappenedamisfortune?Isn\'titratherapieceofluck,whichwillpayyouwell?Whoandwhatareyouworkingfornow?\"
\"Formyself,ofcourse!\"criedduBousquier,brutally。
\"Monster!you\'llneverbeafather!\"saidSuzanne,givingatoneofpropheticmaledictiontothewords。