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Atthedooroccurredoneofthosemomentsofindecisionwhentheheartseemstostopbeating。Thegrandamwentinwithoutturninground,thenGaud,hesitating,andYann,behind,entered,too。 Hewasintheirhouseforthefirsttimeinhislife——probablywithoutanyreason。Whatcouldhewant?Ashepassedoverthethresholdhetouchedhishat,andthenhiseyesfellanddweltuponSylvestre\'sportraitinitssmallblack-beadedframe。Hewentslowlyuptoit,astoatomb。 Gaudremainedstandingwithherhandsrestingonthetable。Helookedaroundhim;shewatchedhimtakeasilentinspectionoftheirpoverty。 Verypoorlookedthiscottageofthetwoforsakenwomen。Atleasthemightfeelsomepityforher,seeingherreducedtothismiseryinsideitsplaingraniteandwhitewash。Onlythefinewhitebedremainedofallpastsplendour,andinvoluntarilyYann\'seyesrestedthere。 Hesaidnothing。Whydidhenotgo?Theoldgrandmother,althoughstillsosharpinherlucidintervals,appearednottonoticehim。Howodd!Sotheyremainedoveragainstoneanother,seemingrespectivelytoquestionwithayearningdesire。Butthemomentswereflitting,andeachsecondseemedtoemphasizethesilencebetweenthem。Theygazedatoneanothermoreandmoresearchingly,asifinsolemnexpectationofsomewonderful,exquisiteevent,whichwastoolongincoming。 \"Gaud,\"hebegan,inalowgravevoice,\"ifyou\'restillofamindnow——\" Whatwashegoingtosay?Shefeltinstinctivelythathehadsuddenlytakenamightyresolution——rapidlyashealwaysdid,buthardlydaredwordit。 \"Ifyoubestillofamind——d\'yesee,thefishhassoldwellthisyear,andI\'vealittlemoneyahead——\" \"Ifshewerestillofamind!\"Whatwasheaskingofher?Hadsheheardaright?Shefeltalmostcrushedundertheimmensityofwhatshethoughtshepremised。 Allthewhile,oldYvonne,inhercorner,prickedupherears,feelinghappinessapproach。 \"Wecouldmakeaspliceonit——amarriage,rightoff,MademoiselleGaud,ifyouarestillofthesamemind?\" Helistenedhereforheranswer,whichdidnotcome。Whatcouldstopherfrompronouncingthat\"yes?\"Helookedastonishedandfrightened,shecouldseethat。Herhandsclutchedthetableedge。Shehadturnedquitewhiteandhereyesweremisty;shewasvoiceless,andlookedlikesomemaiddyinginherflower。 \"Well,Gaud,whydon\'tyouanswer?\"saidGrannyYvonne,whohadrisenandcometowardsthem。\"Don\'tyousee,itrathersurprisesher,MonsieurYann。Youmustexcuseher。She\'llthinkitoverandansweryoulateron。Sityoudownabit,MonsieurYann,andtakeaglassofciderwithus。\" Itwasnotthesurprise,butecstasythatpreventedGaudfromanswering;nowordsatallcametoherrelief。Soitreallywastruethathewasgoodandkind-hearted。Sheknewhimaright——thesametrueYann,herown,suchassheneverhadceasedtoseehim,notwithstandinghissternnessandhisroughrefusal。Foralongtimehehaddisdainedher,butnowheacceptedher,althoughshewaspoor。 Nodoubtithadbeenhiswishallthrough;hemayhavehadamotiveforsoacting,whichshewouldknowhereafter;but,forthepresent,shehadnointentionofaskinghimhismeaning,orofreproachinghimforhertwoyearsofpining。Besides,allthatwaspast,ay,andforgottennow;inonesinglemomenteverythingseemedcarriedawaybeforethedelightfulwhirlwindthatsweptoverherlife! Stillspeechless,shetoldhimofhergreatloveandadorationforhimbyhersweetbrimmingeyesalone;shelookeddeeplyandsteadilyathim,whilethecopiousshowerofhappytearspouredadownherroseatecheeks。 \"Welldone!andGodblessyou,mychildren,\"saidGrannyMoan。\"It\'sthankfulIbetoHim,too,forI\'mgladtohavebeenletgrowsooldtoseethishappythingaforeIgo。\" Stilltheretheyremained,standingbeforeoneanotherwithclaspedhands,findingnowordstoutter;knowingofnowordsweetenough,andnosentenceworthytobreakthatexquisitesilence。 \"Whydon\'tyekissoneanother,mychildren?Lor\'!butthey\'redumb! Dearme,whatstrangegrandchildrenIhavehere!Pluckup,Gaud;saysome\'attohim,mydear。Inmytimeloverskissedwhentheyplightedtheirtroth。\" Yannraisedhishat,asifsuddenlyseizedwithavast,heretoforeunfeltreverence,beforebendingdowntokissGaud。Itseemedtohimthatthiswasthefirstkissworthyofthenameheeverhadgiveninhislife。 Shekissedhimalso,pressingherfreshlips,unusedtorefinementsofcaresses,withherwholeheart,tohissea-bronzedcheek。 Amongthestonesthecricketsangofhappiness,beingrightforthistime。AndSylvestre\'spitifulinsignificantportraitseemedtosmileonthemoutofitsblackframe。Allthings,infact,seemedsuddenlytothrobwithlifeandwithjoyintheblightedcottage。Theverysilenceapparentlyburstintoexquisitemusic;andthepalewintertwilight,creepinginatthenarrowwindow,becameawonderful,unearthlyglow。 \"Sowe\'llgototheweddingwhentheIcelandersreturn;eh,mydearchildren?\" Gaudhungherhead。\"Iceland,\"the\"/Leopoldine/\"——soitwasallreal! whileshehadalreadyforgottentheexistenceofthoseterriblethingsthataroseintheirway。 \"WhentheIcelandersreturn。\" Howlongthatanxioussummerwaitingwouldseem! Yanndrummedonthefloorwithhisfootfeverishlyandrapidly。Heseemedtobeinagreathurrytobeoffandback,andwastellingthedaystoknowif,withoutlosingtime,theywouldbeabletogetmarriedbeforehissailing。Somanydaystogettheofficialpapersfilledandsigned;somanyforthebanns:thatwouldonlybringthemuptothetwentiethortwenty-fifthofthemonthforthewedding,andifnothingroseintheway,theycouldhaveawholehoneymoonweektogetherbeforehesailed。 \"I\'mgoingtostartbytellingmyfather,\"saidhe,withasmuchhasteasifeachmomentoftheirliveswerenownumberedandprecious。 PARTIV YANN\'SFIRSTWEDDING CHAPTERI THECOURTINGBYTHESEA Allsweetheartsliketositonthebenchattheircottagedoor,whennightfalls。 YannandGauddidthatlikewise。EveryeveningtheysatouttogetherbeforetheMoans\'cottage,ontheoldgraniteseat,andtalkedlove。 Othershavethespring-time,thesoftshadowofthetrees,balmyevenings,andfloweringrosebushes;theyhadonlytheFebruarytwilight,whichfelloverthesea-beatenland,strewnwitheel-grassandstones。Therewasnobranchofverdureabovetheirheadsoraroundthem;nothingbuttheimmensesky,overwhichpassedtheslowlywanderingmists。Andtheirflowerswerebrownsea-weeds,drawnupfromthebeachbythefishers,astheydraggedtheirnetsalong。 Thewintersarenotverysevereinthispartofthecountry,beingtemperedbycurrentsofthesea;but,notwithstandingthat,thegloamingwasoftenladenwithinvisibleicyrain,whichfellupontheirshouldersastheysattogether。Buttheyremainedthere,feelingwarmandhappy。Thebench,whichwasmorethanahundredyearsold,didnotseemintheleastsurprisedattheirlove,havingseenmanyotherpairsinitstime;ithadlistenedtomanysoftwords,whicharealwaysthesameonthelipsoftheyoung,fromgenerationtogeneration;andithadbecomeusedtoseeingloverssituponitagain,whentheyreturnedtoitoldandtrembling;butinthebroadday,thistime,towarmthemselvesinthelastsuntheywouldsee。 FromtimetotimeGrannyMoanwouldputherheadoutatthedoortohavealookatthem,andtrytoinducethemtocomein。\"You\'llcatchcold,mygoodchildren,\"saidshe,\"andthenyou\'llfallill——Lordknows,itreallyisn\'tsensibletoremainoutsolate。\" Cold!theycold?Weretheyconsciousofanythingelsebesidestheblissofbeingtogether。 Thepassers-byintheeveningdowntheirpathway,heardthesoftmurmuroftwovoicesminglingwiththevoiceofthesea,downbelowatthefootofthecliffs。Itwasamostharmoniousmusic;Gaud\'ssweet,freshvoicealternatedwithYann\'s,whichhadsoft,caressingnotesinthelowertones。Theirprofilescouldbeclearlydistinguishedonthegranitewallagainstwhichtheyreclined;Gaudwithherwhiteheadgearandslenderblack-robedfigure,andbesideherthebroad,squareshouldersofherbeloved。Behindandaboverosetheraggeddomeofthestrawthatch,andthedarkening,infinite,andcolourlesswasteoftheseaandskyfloatedoverall。 Finally,theydidgointositdownbythehearth,whereuponoldYvonneimmediatelynoddedofftosleep,anddidnottroublethetwoloversverymuch。Sotheywentoncommuninginalowvoice,havingtomakeupfortwoyearsofsilence;theyhadtohurryontheircourtshipbecauseitwastolastsoshortatime。 ItwasarrangedthattheyweretolivewithGrannyMoan,whowouldleavethemthecottageinherwill;forthepresent,theymadenoalterationsinit,forwantoftime,andputofftheirplanforembellishingtheirpoorlonelyhomeuntilthefisherman\'sreturnfromIceland。 CHAPTERII THESEAMAN\'SSECRET OneeveningYannamusedhimselfbyrelatingtohisaffiancedathousandthingsshehaddone,orwhichhadhappenedtohersincetheirfirstmeeting;heevenenumeratedtoherthedifferentdressesshehadhad,andthejollificationstowhichshehadbeen。 Shelistenedingreatsurprise。Howdidheknowallthis?Whowouldhavethoughtofamaneverpayinganyattentiontosuchmatters,andbeingcapableofrememberingsoclearly? Butheonlysmiledatherinamysteriousway,andwentonmentioningotherfactstoherthatshehadaltogetherforgotten。 Shedidnotinterrupthim;nay,shebutlethimcontinue,whileanunexpecteddeliciousjoywelledupinherheart;shebegan,atlength,todivineandunderstandeverything。He,too,hadloved——lovedher,throughthatwearytime。Shehadbeenhisconstantthought,ashewasguilelesslyconfessing。But,inthiscase,whathadbeenhisreasonforrepellingheratfirstandmakinghersuffersolong? Therealwaysremainedthismysterythathehadpromisedtoexplaintoher——yetstillseemedtoelude——withaconfused,incomprehensiblesmile。 CHAPTERIII THEOMINOUSWEDDING-DRESS Onefineday,thelovingpairwentovertoPaimpol,withGrannyMoan,tobuythewedding-dress。 Gaudcouldveryeasilyhavedoneoveroneofherformertown-lady\'sdressesfortheoccasion。ButYannhadwantedtomakeherthispresent,andshehadnotresistedtoolongthehavingadressgivenbyherbetrothed,andpaidforbythemoneyhehadearnedathisfishing; itseemedasifshewerealreadyhiswifebythisact。 Theychoseblack,forGaudhadnotyetleftoffmourningforherfather;butYanndidnotfindanyofthestuffstheyplacedbeforethemgoodenough。Hewasnotalittleoverbearingwiththeshopman; he,whoformerlyneverwouldhavesethisfootinsideashop,wantedtomanageeverythinghimself,eventotheveryfashionofthedress。 Hewisheditadornedwithbroadbeadsofvelvet,sothatitwouldbeveryfine,inhismind。 CHAPTERIV FLOWEROFTHETHORN Oneeveningastheseloverssatoutontheirstonebenchinthesolitudeoverwhichthenightfell,theysuddenlyperceivedahawthornbush,whichgrewsolitarilybetweentherocks,bythesideoftheroad,coveredwithtinyfloweredtufts。 \"Itlooksasif\'twasinbloom,\"saidYann。 Theydrewneartoinspectit。Itwasinfullflower,indeed。Astheycouldnotseeverywellinthetwilight,theytouchedthetinyblooms,wetwithmist。Thenthefirstimpressionofspringcametothematthesametimetheynoticedthis;thedayshadalreadylengthened,theairwaswarmer,andthenightmoreluminous。Buthowforwardthisparticularbushwas!Theycouldnotfindanotherlikeitanywherearound,notone!Ithadblossomed,yousee,expresslyforthem,forthecelebrationoftheirlovingplight。 \"Oh!letusgathersomemore,\"saidYann。 Gropinginthedark,hecutanosegaywiththestoutsailor\'sknifethathealwaysworeinhisbelt,andparingoffallthethorns,heplaceditinGaud\'sbosom。 \"Youlooklikeabridenow,\"saidhe,steppingbacktojudgeoftheeffect,notwithstandingthedeepeningdusk。 Attheirfeetthecalmsearoseandfellovertheshinglewithanintermittentswash,regularasthebreathingofasleeper;foritseemedindifferentoreverfavourabletothelove-makinggoingonhardby。 Inexpectationoftheseeveningsthedaysappearedlongtothem,andwhentheybadeeachothergood-byeatteno\'clock,theyfeltakindofdiscouragement,becauseitwasallsosoonover。 Theyhadtohurrywiththeofficialdocumentsforfearofnotbeingreadyintime,andoflettingtheirhappinessslipbyuntiltheautumn,orevenuncertainty。 Theireveningcourtshipinthatmournfulspot,lulledbythecontinualevenwashofthesea,withthatfeverishimpressionoftheflightoftime,wasalmostgloomyandominous。Theywerelikenolovers;moreseriousandrestlessweretheyintheirlovethanthecommonrun。 YetYannnevertoldherwhatmysteriousthinghadkepthimawayfromherforthesetwolonelyyears;andafterhereturnedhomeofanight,Gaudgrewuneasyasbefore,althoughhelovedherperfectly——thissheknew。Itistruethathehadlovedherallalong,butnotasnow;lovegrewstrongerinhisheartandmind,likeatiderisingandoverbrimming。Heneverhadknownthiskindoflovebefore。 Sometimesontheirstoneseathelaydown,restinghisheadinGaud\'slaplikeacaressingchild,till,suddenlyrememberingpropriety,hewoulddrawhimselfuperect。Hewouldhavelikedtolieontheverygroundatherfeet,andremaintherewithhisbrowpressedtothehemofhergarments。Exceptingthebrotherlykisshegaveherwhenhecameandwent,hedidnotdaretoembraceher。Headoredthatinvisiblespiritinher,whichappearedintheverysoundofherpure,tranquilvoice,theexpressionofhersmile,andinhercleareye。 CHAPTERV THECOSTOFOBSTINACY Onerainyeveningtheyweresittingsidebysidenearthehearth,andGrannyMoanwasasleepoppositethem。Thefireflames,dancingoverthebranchesonthehearth,projectedtheirmagnifiedshadowsonthebeamsoverhead。 Theyspoketooneanotherinthatlowvoiceofalllovers。Butuponthisparticulareveningtheirconversationwasnowandagainbrokenbylongtroubledsilence。He,inparticular,saidverylittleandloweredhisheadwithafaintsmile,avoidingGaud\'sinquiringeyes。Forshehadbeenpressinghimwithquestionsalltheeveningconcerningthatmysterythathepositivelywouldnotdivulge;andthistimehefelthimselfcornered。Shewastooquickforhim,andhadfullymadeuphermindtolearn;nopossibleshiftscouldgethimoutoftellinghernow。 \"Wasitanybadtalestoldaboutme?\"sheasked。 Hetriedtoanswer\"yes,\"andfaltered:\"Oh!therewasalwaysplentyofrubbishbabbledinPaimpolandPloubazlanec。\" Sheaskedwhat,buthecouldnotanswerher;sothenshethoughtofsomethingelse。\"Wasitaboutmystyleofdress,Yann?\" Yes,ofcourse,thathadhadsomethingtodowithit;atonetimeshehaddressedtoograndlytobethewifeofasimplefisherman。Buthewasobligedtoacknowledgethatthatwasnotall。 \"Wasitbecauseatthattimewepassedforveryrichpeople,andyouwereafraidofbeingrefused?\" \"Oh,no!notthat。\"HesaidthiswithsuchsimpleconfidencethatGaudwasamused。 Thenfellanothersilence,duringwhichthemoaningofthesea-windswasheardoutside。Lookingattentivelyathim,afreshideastruckher,andherexpressionchanged。 \"Ifnotanythingofthatsort,Yann,/what/wasit?\"demandedshe,suddenly,lookingathimfairintheeyes,withtheirresistiblequestioninglookofonewhoguessesthetruth,andcoulddispensewithconfirmation。 Heturnedaside,laughingoutright。 Soatlastshehad,indeed,guessedaright;henevercouldgiveherarealreason,becausetherewasnonetogive。Hehadsimply\"playedthemule\"(asSylvestrehadsaidlongago)。ButeverybodyhadteasedhimsomuchaboutthatGaud,hisparents,Sylvestre,hisIcelandmates,andevenGaudherself。Hencehehadstubbornlysaid\"no,\"butknewwellenoughinthebottomofhisheartthatwhennobodythoughtanymoreaboutthehollowmysteryitwouldbecome\"yes。\" SoitwasonaccountofYann\'schildishnessthatGaudhadbeenlanguishing,forsakenfortwolongyears,andhadlongedtodie。 AtfirstYannlaughed,butnowhelookedatGaudwithkindeyes,questioningdeeply。Wouldsheforgivehim?Hefeltsuchremorseforhavingmadehersuffer。Wouldsheforgivehim? \"It\'smytemperthatdoesit,Gaud,\"saidhe。\"Athomewithmyfolks,it\'sthesamething。Sometimes,whenI\'mstubborn,Iremainawholeweekangeredagainstthem,withoutspeakingtoanybody。YetyouknowhowIlovethem,andIalwaysendbydoingwhattheywish,likeaboy。 IfyouthinkthatIwashappytoliveunmarried,you\'remistaken。No,itcouldn\'thavelastedanyway,Gaud,youmaybesure。\" Ofcourse,sheforgavehim。Asshefeltthesofttearsfall,sheknewtheyweretheoutflowofherlastpangsvanishingbeforeYann\'sconfession。Besides,thepresentneverwouldhavebeensohappywithoutallhersuffering;thatbeingover,shewasalmostpleasedathavinggonethroughthattimeoftrial。 Everythingwasfinallyclearedupbetweenthem,inaveryunexpectedthoughcompletemanner;thereremainednocloudsbetweentheirsouls。 Hedrewhertowardshim,andtheyremainedsometimewiththeircheekspressedclose,requiringnofurtherexplanations。Sochastewastheirembrace,thattheoldgrandamsuddenlyawaking,theyremainedbeforeherastheywerewithoutanyconfusionorembarrassment。 CHAPTERVI THEBRIDAL ItwassixdaysbeforethesailingforIceland。TheirweddingprocessionwasreturningfromPloubazlanecChurch,drivenbeforeafuriouswind,underasombre,rain-ladensky。 Theylookedveryhandsome,nevertheless,astheywalkedalongasinadream,arm-in-arm,likekingandqueenleadingalongcortege。Calm,reserved,andgrave,theyseemedtoseenothingaboutthem;asiftheywereaboveordinarylifeandeverybodyelse。Theverywindseemedtorespectthem,whilebehindthemtheir\"train\"wasajollymedleyoflaughingcouples,tumbledandbuffetedbytheangrywesterngale。 Manypeoplewerepresent,overflowingwithyounglife;othersturninggray,butthesestillsmiledastheythoughtof/their/wedding-dayandyoungeryears。GrannyYvonnewasthereandfollowing,too,pantingalittle,butsomethinglikehappy,hangingonthearmofanolduncleofYann\'s,whowaspayingherold-fashionedcompliments。Sheworeagrandnewcap,boughtfortheoccasion,andhertinyshawl,whichhadbeendyedathirdtime,andblack,becauseofSylvestre。 Thewindworriedeverybody;dressesandskirts,bonnetsand/coiffes/,weresimilarlytossedaboutmercilessly。 Atthechurchdoor,thenewlymarriedcouple,pursuanttocustom,hadboughttwonosegaysofartificialflowers,tocompletetheirbridalattire。Yannhadfastenedhisonanyhowuponhisbroadchest,buthewasoneofthosemenwhomanythingbecomes。AsforGaud,therewasstillsomethingoftheladyaboutthemannerinwhichshehadplacedtherudeflowersinherbodice,asofoldveryclosefittingtoherunrivalledform。 Theviolinplayer,wholedthewholeband,bewilderedbythewind,playedatrandom;histuneswereheardbyfitsandstartsbetwixtthenoisygusts,androseasshrillasthescreamingofasea-gull。AllPloubazlanechadturnedouttolookatthem。Thismarriageseemedtoexcitepeople\'ssympathy,andmanyhadcomefromfararound;ateachturnoftheroadthereweregroupsstationedtoseethempass。NearlyallYann\'smates,theIcelandersofPaimpol,werethere。Theycheeredthebrideandbridegroomastheypassed;Gaudreturnedtheirgreeting,bowingslightlylikeatownlady,withseriousgrace;andallalongthewayshewasgreatlyadmired。 Thedarkestandmostsecludedhamletsaround,eventhoseinthewoods,hadbeenemptiedofalltheirbeggars,cripples,wastrels,poor,andidiotsoncrutches;thesewretchesscatteredalongtheroad,withaccordionsandhurdy-gurdies;theyheldouttheirhandsandhatstoreceivethealmsthatYannthrewtothemwithhisownnoblelookandGaudwithherbeautifulqueenlysmile。Someofthesepoorwaifswereveryoldandworegraylocksonheadsthathadneverheldmuch; crouchinginthehollowsoftheroadside,theywereofthesamecolourastheearthfromwhichtheyseemedtohavesprung,butsounformedassoontobereturnedwithouteverhavinghadanyhumanthoughts。Theirwanderingglanceswereasindecipherableasthemysteryoftheirabortiveanduselessexistences。Withoutcomprehending,theylookedatthemerrymakers\'linepassby。ItwentonbeyondPors-EvenandtheGaoses\'home。TheymeanttofollowtheancientbridaltraditionofPloubazlanecandgotothechapelofLaTrinite,whichissituatedattheveryendoftheBretoncountry。 Atthefootoftheoutermostcliff,itrestsonathresholdoflow- lyingrocksclosetothewater,andseemsalmosttobelongtotheseaalready。Anarrowgoat\'spathleadsdowntoitthroughmassesofgranite。 Theweddingpartyspreadovertheinclineoftheforsakencapehead; andamongtherocksandstones,happywordswerelostintheroarofthewindandthesurf。 Itwasuselesstotryandreachthechapel;inthisboisterousweatherthepathwasnotsafe,theseacametooclosewithitshighrollers。 Itswhite-crestedspoutssprangupintheair,soastobreakovereverythinginaceaselessshower。 Yann,whohadadvancedthefarthestwithGaudonhisarm,wasthefirsttoretreatbeforethespray。Behind,hisweddingpartyhadremainedstrewnabouttherocks,inasemicircle;itseemedasifhehadcometopresenthiswifetothesea,whichreceivedherwithscowling,ill-bodingaspect。 Turninground,hecaughtsightoftheviolinistperchedonagrayrock,tryingvainlytoplayhisdancetunesbetweengustsofwind。 \"Putupyourmusic,mylad,\"saidYann;\"oldNeptuneisplayingusaliveliertunethanyours。\" Aheavilybeatingshower,whichhadthreatenedsincemorning,begantofall。Therewasamadrushthen,accompaniedbyoutcriesandlaughter,toclimbupthebluffandtakerefugeattheGaoses\'。 CHAPTERVII THEDISCORDANTNOTE TheweddingbreakfastwasgivenatYann\'sparents\',becauseGaud\'shomewassopoor。Ittookplaceupstairsinthegreatnewroom。Five- and-twentyguestssatdownroundthenewlymarriedpair——sistersandbrothers,cousinGaosthepilot,Guermeur,Keraez,YvonDuff,alloftheold/Marie\'s/crew,whowerenowthe/Leopoldine\'s/;fourveryprettybridesmaids,withtheirhair-plaitswoundroundtheirears,liketheempresses\'inancientByzantium,andtheirmodernwhitecaps,shapedlikesea-shells;andfourbestmen,allbroad-shoulderedIcelanders,withlargeproudeyes。 Downstairs,ofcourse,therewaseatingandcookinggoingon;thewholetrainoftheweddingprocessionhadgatheredthereindisorder; andtheextraservants,hiredfromPaimpol,well-nighlosttheirsensesbeforethemightylumberingupofthecapacioushearthwithpotsandpans。 Yann\'sparentswouldhavewishedaricherwifefortheirson,naturally,butGaudwasknownnowasagood,courageousgirl;andthen,inspiteofherlostfortune,shewasthegreatestbeautyinthecountry,anditflatteredthemtoseethecouplesowellmatched。 Theoldfatherwasinclinedtobemerryafterthesoup,andspokeofthebringingupofhisfourteenlittleGaoses;buttheywerealldoingwell,thankstothetenthousandfrancsthathadmadethemwelloff。 NeighbourGuermeurrelatedthetricksheplayedinthenavy,yarnsaboutChina,theWestIndies,andBrazil,makingtheyoungoneswhowouldbeoffsomeday,opentheireyesinwonderment。 \"Thereisacryagainstthesea-service,\"saidtheoldsailor,laughing,\"butamancanhavefinefuninit。\" Theweatherdidnotclearup;onthecontrary,thewindandrainragedthroughthegloomynight;andinspiteofthecaretaken,someoftheguestswerefidgetyabouttheirsmacksanchoredintheharbour,andspokeofgettinguptogoandseeifallwasright。Buthereamorejovialsoundthaneverwasheardfromdownstairs,wheretheyoungermembersofthepartyweresuppingtogether;cheersofjoyandpealsoflaughterascended。Thelittlecousinswerebeginningtofeelexhilaratedbythecider。 Boiledandroastedmeatshadbeenservedupwithpoultry,differentkindsoffish,omeletsandpancakes。 Thedebatehadturneduponfisheryandsmuggling,andthebestmeansoffoolingthecoast-guardsmen,who,asweallknow,aretheswornenemiesofhonestseafarers。 Upstairs,atthegrandtable,oldcircumnavigatorswentsofarastorelatedrollstories,inthevernacular。 Butthewindwasragingaltogethertoostrong;forthewindowsshookwithaterribleclatter,andthemantellingthetalehadhurriedlyendedtogoandseetohissmack。 Thenanotherwenton:\"WhenIwasbo\'s\'n\'smateaboardofthe/Zenobie/,a-lyingatAden,anda-doingthedutyofacorporalofmarines,bythesametoken,yououghttoha\'seentheostridgefeathertradersa-tryingtoscrambleupovertheside。[/Imitatingthebrokentalk/]\'Bon-joo,cap\'n!we\'renotthiefs——we\'rehonestmerchants\'—— Honest,myeye!withasweepofthebucket,apurtendingtodrawsomewaterup,Isent\'emallflyingbackanoar\'slength。\'Honestmerchants,areye,\'saysI,\'thensendusupabunchofhonestfeathersfirst——withaharddollarortwointhecoreofit,d\'yesee,andthenI\'llbelieveinyourhonesty!\'Why,Icouldha\'mademyfortun\'outofthembeggars,ifIhadn\'tbeenbornandbroughtuphonestmyself,andbutasucking-doveinwisdom,sayingnothingofmyhavingasweetheartatTouloninthemillineryline,whocouldhaveusedanyquantityoffeathers——\" Ha!here\'soneofYann\'slittlebrothers,afutureIcelandfisherman,withafreshpinkfaceandbrighteyes,whoissuddenlytakenillfromhavingdrunktoomuchcider。SolittleLaumechastobecarriedoff,whichcutsshortthestoryofthemillinerandthefeathers。 Thewindwailedinthechimneylikeanevilspiritintorment;withfearfulstrength,itshookthewholehouseonitsstonefoundation。 \"Itstrikesmethewindisstirredup,acoswe\'reenjoyingofourselves,\"saidthepilotcousin。 \"No,it\'stheseathat\'swrathy,\"correctedYann,smilingatGaud,\"becauseI\'dpromisedI\'dbeweddedto/her/。\" Astrangelanguorseemedtoenvelopthemboth;theyspoketooneanotherinalowvoice,apart,inthemidstofthegeneralgaiety。 Yann,knowingthoroughlytheeffectofwine,didnotdrinkatall。Nowandthenheturneddulltoo,thinkingofSylvestre。Itwasanunderstoodthingthattherewastobenodancing,onaccountofhimandofGaud\'sdeadfather。 Itwasthedessertnow;thesingingwouldsoonbegin。Butfirstthereweretheprayerstosay,forthedeadofthefamily;thisformisneveromitted,atallwedding-feasts,andisasolemnduty。SowhenoldGaosroseanduncoveredhiswhitehead,therewasadeadsilencearound。 \"This,\"saidhe,\"isforGuillaumeGaos,myfather。\"Makingthesignofthecross,hebegantheLord\'sprayerinLatin:\"/Paternoster,quiesincoelis,sanctificeturnomentumm/——\" Thesilenceincludedall,eventothejoyfullittleonesdownstairs,andeveryvoicewasrepeatinginanundertonethesameeternalwords。 \"ThisisforYvesandJeanGaos,mytwobrothers,whowerelostintheSeaofIceland。ThisisforPierreGaos,myson,shipwreckedaboardthe/Zelie/。\"WhenallthedeadGaoseshadhadtheirprayers,heturnedtowardsgrandmotherMoan,saying,\"ThisoneisforSylvestreMoan。\" Yannweptasherecitedanotherprayer。 \"/Sedliberanosamalo。Amen/!\" Thenthesongsbegan;sea-songslearnedinthenavy,ontheforecastle,whereweallknowthereareraregoodvocalists。 \"/Unnoblecorps,pasmoinsqueceluidesZouaves/,\"etc。 AnobleandagallantladTheZouaveis,weknow,But,cappinghimforbravery,Thesailorstands,Itrow。 Hurrah,hurrah!longlifetohim,Whoseglorynevercangrowdim! Thiswassungbyoneofthebride\'ssupporters,inafeelingtonethatwenttothesoul;andthechoruswastakenupbyotherfine,manlyvoices。 Butthenewlyweddedpairseemedtolistenasfromadistance。Whentheylookedatoneanother,theireyesshonewithdulledbrilliance,likethatoftransparentlyshadedlamps。Theyspokeinevenalowervoice,andstillheldeachother\'shands。Gaudbentherhead,too,graduallyovercomebyavast,delightfulterror,beforehermaster。 Thepilotcousinwentaroundthetable,servingoutawineofhisown; hehadbroughtitwithmuchcare,huggingandpattingthebottle,whichoughtnottobeshaken,hesaid。Hetoldthestoryofit。Onedayoutfishingtheysawacaska-floating;itwastoobigtohaulonboard,sotheyhadstoveintheheadandfilledallthepotsandpanstheyhad,withmostofitscontents。Itwasimpossibletotakeall,sotheyhadsignalledtootherpilotsandfishers,andallthesailsinsighthadflockedroundtheflotsam。 \"AndIknowmorethanoneoldsobersideswhowasgloriouslytopheavywhenwegotbacktoPors-Evenatnight!\"hechuckledliquorishly。 Thewindstillwentonwithitsfearfuldin。 Downstairsthechildrenweredancinginrings;exceptsomeoftheyoungest,senttobed;buttheothers,whowererompingabout,ledbylittleFantec(Francis)andLaumec(Guillaume),wantedtogoandplayoutside。Everyminutetheywereopeningthedoorandlettinginfuriousgusts,whichblewoutthecandles。 Thepilotcousinwentonwithhisstory。Fortybottleshadfallentohislot,hesaid。Hebeggedthemalltosaynothingaboutit,becauseof\"/MonsieurleCommissairedel\'InscriptionMaritime/,\"whowouldsurelymakeafussovertheundeclaredfind。 \"But,d\'yesee,\"hewenton,\"itsarvedthelubbersrighttoheaveoversuchavallyblecaskorletit\'scapethelashings,forit\'ssuperiorquality,withsartinlymorejinywinegrape-juiceinitthaninallthewine-merchants\'cellarsofPaimpol。Goodnessknowswhenceitcame——thisherecastawayliquor。\" Itwasverystrongandrichincolour,dashedwithsea-water,andhadtheflavourofcod-pickle,butinspiteofthat,relishable;andseveralbottleswereemptied。 Someheadsbegantospin;theBabelofvoicesbecamemoreconfused,andtheladskissedthelasseslesssurreptitiously。 Thesongsjoyouslycontinued;butthewindswouldnotmoderate,andtheseamenexchangedtokensofapprehensionaboutthebadweatherincreasing。 Thesinisterclamourwithoutwasindeedworsethanever。Ithadbecomeonecontinuoushowl,deepandthreatening,asifathousandmadcreatureswereyellingwithfullthroatsandout-stretchednecks。 Onemightimagineheavysea-gunsshootingouttheirdeafeningboominthedistance,butthatwasonlytheseahammeringthecoastofPloubazlaneconallpoints;undoubtedlyitdidnotappearcontented,andGaudfeltherheartshrinkatthisdismalmusic,whichnoonehadorderedfortheirwedding-feast。 Towardsmidnight,duringacalm,Yann,whohadrisensoftly,beckonedhiswifetocometospeakwithhim。 Itwastogohome。Sheblushed,filledwithshame,andconfusedathavingleftherseatsopromptly。Shesaiditwouldbeimpolitetogoawaydirectlyandleavetheothers。 \"Notabitonit,\"repliedYann,\"myfatherallowsit;wemaygo,\"andawayhecarriedher。 Theyhurriedawaystealthily。Outsidetheyfoundthemselvesinthecold,thebitterwind,andthemiserable,agitatednight。Theybegantorunhand-in-hand。 Fromtheheightofthecliff-path,onecouldimagine,withoutseeingit,thefuriousopensea,whencearoseallthishubbub。Theyranalong,thewindcuttingtheirfaces,bothbowedbeforetheangrygusts,andobligedtoputtheirhandsovertheirmouthstocovertheirbreathing,whichthewindhadcompletelytakenawayatfirst。 Heheldherupbythewaistattheoutset,tokeepherdressfromtrailingontheground,andherfinenewshoesfrombeingspoiledinthewater,whichstreamedabouttheirfeet,andnextheheldherroundtheneck,too,andcontinuedtorunonstillfaster。Hecouldhardlyrealizethathelovedhersomuch!Tothinkthatshewasnowtwenty- threeandhenearlytwenty-eight;thattheymighthavebeenmarriedtwoyearsago,andashappythenasto-night! Atlasttheyarrivedathome,thatpoorlodging,withitsdampflooringandmoss-grownroof。Theylitthecandle,whichthewindblewouttwice。 OldgrandamMoan,whohadbeentakenhomebeforethesingingbegan,wasthere。Shehadbeensleepingforthelasttwohoursinherbunk,theflapsofwhichwereshut。Theydrewnearwithrespectandpeepedthroughthefretworkofherpress,tobidhergood-night,ifbychanceshewerenotasleep。Buttheyonlyperceivedherstillvenerablefaceandclosedeyes;sheslept,orshefeignedtodoso,nottodisturbthem。 Theyfelttheywerealonethen。Bothtrembledastheyclaspedhands。 Hebentforwardtokissherlips;butGaudturnedthemaside,throughignoranceofthatkindofkiss;andaschastelyasontheeveningoftheirbetrothal,shepressedherstoYann\'scheek,whichwaschilled,almostfrozen,bythewind。 Itwasbitterlycoldintheirpoor,low-roofedcottage。IfGaudhadonlyremainedrich,whathappinessshewouldhavefeltinarrangingaprettyroom,notlikethisoneonthebareground!Shewasscarcelyyetusedtotheseruggedgranitewalls,andtheroughlookofallthingsaround;butherYannwastherenow,andbyhispresenceeverythingwaschangedandtransfigured。Shesawonlyherhusband。 Theirlipsmetnow;noturningaside。Stillstandingwiththeirarmsintertwinedtightlytodrawthemselvestogether,theyremaineddumb,intheperfectecstasyofanever-endingkiss。Theirflutteringbreathcommingled,andbothquiveredasifinaburningfever。Theyseemedwithoutpowertotearthemselvesapart,andknewnothinganddesirednothingbeyondthatlongkissofconsecratedlove。 Shedrewherselfaway,suddenlyagitated。\"Nay,Yann!GrannyYvonnemightseeus,\"shefaltered。 Buthe,withasmile,soughthiswife\'slipsagainandfastenedhisownuponthem,likeathirstymanwhosecupoffreshwaterhadbeentakenfromhim。 Themovementtheyhadmadebrokethecharmofdelightfulhesitation。 Yann,who,atthefirst,wasgoingtokneeltoherasbeforeasaint,felthimselffiredagain。Heglancedstealthilytowardstheoldoakenbunk,irritatedatbeingsoclosetotheoldwoman,andseekingsomewaynottobespiedupon,buteverwithoutbreakingawayfromthoseexquisitelips。 Hestretchedforthhisarmbehindhim,andwiththebackofhishanddashedoutthelight,asifthewindhaddoneit。Thenhesnatchedherupinhisarms。Stillholdingherclose,withhismouthcontinuallypressedtohers,heseemedlikeawildlionwithhisteethembeddedinhisprey。Forherpartshegaveherselfupentirely,tothatbodyandsoulseizurethatwasimperiousandwithoutpossibleresistance,eventhoughitremainedsoftasagreatall-comprisingembrace。 Aroundthem,fortheirweddinghymn,thesameinvisibleorchestra,playedon——\"Hoo-ooh-hoo!\"Attimesthewindbellowedoutinitsdeepnoise,witha/tremolo/ofrage;andagainrepeateditsthreats,asifwithrefinedcruelty,inlowsustainedtones,flute-likeasthehootofanowl。 Thebroad,fathomlessgraveofallsailorslaynightothem,restlessandravenous,drummingagainstthecliffswithitsmuffledboom。 OnenightoranotherYannwouldhavetobecaughtinthatmaw,andbattlewithitinthemidstoftheterroroficeaswell。Bothknewthisplainly。 Butwhatmatteredthatnowtothemonland,shelteredfromthesea\'sfutilefury。Intheirpoorgloomycottage,overwhichtempestrushed,theyscornedallthatwashostile,intoxicatedanddelightfullyfortifiedagainstthewholebytheeternalmagicoflove。 CHAPTERVIII THEBLISSFULWEEK Forsixdaystheywerehusbandandwife。Inthistimeofleave-takingthepreparationsfortheIcelandseasonoccupiedeverybody。Thewomenheapedupthesaltforthepickleintheholdsofthevessels;themensawtothemastsandrigging。Yann\'smotherandsistersworkedfrommorningtillnightatthemakingofthesou\'westersandoilskinwaterproofs。 Theweatherwasdull,andthesea,forefeelingtheapproachoftheequinoctialgales,wasrestlessandheaving。 Gaudwentthroughtheseinexorablepreparationswithagony;countingthefleetinghoursoftheday,andlookingforwardtothenight,whentheworkwasover,andshewouldhaveherYanntoherself。 Wouldheleavehereveryyearinthisway? Shehopedtobeabletokeephimback,butshedidnotdaretospeaktohimaboutthiswishasyet。Helovedherpassionately,too;heneverhadknownanythinglikethisaffectionbefore;itwassuchafresh,trustingtendernessthatthesamecaressesandfondlingsalwaysseemedasifnovelandunknownheretofore;andtheirintoxicationoflovecontinuedtoincrease,andneverseemed——neverwassatiated。 Whatcharmedandsurprisedherinhermatewashistendernessandboyishness。ThistheYanninlove,whomshehadsometimesseenatPaimpolmostcontemptuoustowardsthegirls。Onthecontrary,toherhealwaysmaintainedthatkindlycourtesythatseemednaturaltohim,andsheadoredthatbeautifulsmilethatcametohimwhenevertheireyesmet。Amongthesesimplefolkthereexiststhefeelingofabsoluterespectforthedignityofthewife;thereisanoceanbetweenherandthesweetheart。Gaudwasessentiallythewife。Shewassorelytroubledinherhappiness,however,foritseemedsomethingtoounhopedfor,asunstableasajoyfuldream。Besides,wouldthislovebelastinginYann?Sherememberedsometimeshisformerflames,hisfanciesanddifferentloveadventures,andthenshegrewfearful。Wouldhealwayscherishthatinfinitetendernessandsweetrespectforher? Sixdaysofaweddedlife,forsuchaloveastheirs,wasnothing; onlyafeveredinstalmenttakenfromthemarriedlifeterm,whichmightbesolongbeforethemyet!Theyhadscarcelyhadleisuretobetogetheratallandunderstandthattheyreallybelongedtooneanother。Alltheirplansoflifetogether,ofpeacefuljoy,andsettlingdown,wasforcedlyputofftillthefisherman\'sreturn。 No!atanypriceshewouldstophimfromgoingtothisdreadfulIcelandanotheryear!Buthowshouldshemanage?Andwhatcouldtheydoforalivelihood,beingbothsopoor?Thenagainhesodearlylovedthesea。Butinspiteofall,shewouldtryandkeephimhomeanotherseason;shewoulduseallherpower,intelligence,andhearttodoso。 WasshetobethewifeofanIcelander,towatcheachspring-tideapproachwithsadness,andpassthewholesummerinpainfulanxiety? no,nowthatshelovedhim,aboveeverythingthatshecouldimagine,shefeltseizedwithanimmenseterroratthethoughtofyearstocomethusrobbedofthebetterpart。