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Thehourspassedmonotonously,whileintheimmeasurablyemptyregionsbeyondthelightslowlychangedtillitgrewlessunreal。Whatatfirsthadappearedalividgloaming,likeanorthernsummer\'seve,becamenow,withoutanyintervening\"darkhourbeforedawn,\"somethinglikeasmilingmorn,reflectedbyallthefacetsoftheoceansinfading,roseate-edgedstreaks。 \"Youreallyoughttomarry,Yann,\"saidSylvestre,suddenlyandveryseriouslythistime,stilllookingintothewater。(HeseemedtoknowsomebodyinBrittany,whohadallowedherselftobecaptivatedbythebrowneyesofhis\"bigbrother,\"buthefeltshyuponsosolemnasubject。) \"Me!Lor\',yes,somedayIwillmarry。\"Hesmiled,didthealwayscontemptuousYann,rollinghispassionateeyes。\"ButI\'llhavenoneofthelassesathome;no,I\'llwedthesea,andIinviteyeallinthebarkeynow,totheballI\'llgiveatmywedding。\" Theykeptonhaulingin,fortheirtimecouldnotbelostinchatting; theyhadanimmensequantityoffishinatravelingshoal,whichhadnotceasedpassingforthelasttwodays。 Theyhadbeenupallnight,andinthirtyhourshadcaughtmorethanathousandprimecods;sothateventheirstrongarmsweretiredandtheywerehalfasleep。Buttheirbodiesremainedactiveandtheycontinuedtheirtoil,thoughoccasionallytheirmindsfloatedoffintoregionsofprofoundsleep。Butthefreeairtheybreathedwasaspureasthatofthefirstyoungdaysoftheworld,andsobracing,thatnotwithstandingtheirwearinesstheyfelttheirchestsexpandandtheircheeksglowasatarising。 Morning,thetruemorninglight,atlengthcame;asinthedaysofGenesis,ithad\"dividedfromthedarkness,\"whichhadsettleduponthehorizonandrestedthereingreatheavymasses;andbytheclearnessofvisionnow,itwasseennighthadpassed,andthatthatfirstvaguestrangeglimmerwasonlyaforerunner。Inthethickly- veiledheavens,brokeoutrentshereandthere,likesideskylightsinadome,throughwhichpiercedgloriousraysoflight,silverandrosy。 Thelower-lyingcloudsweregroupedroundinabeltofintenseshadow,encirclingthewatersandscreeningthefar-offdistanceindarkness。 Theyhintedasofaspaceinaboundary;theywereascurtainsveilingtheinfinite,orasdraperiesdrawntohidethetoomajesticmysteries,whichwouldhaveperturbedtheimaginationofmortals。 Onthisspecialmorning,aroundthesmallplankplatformoccupiedbyYannandSylvestre,theshiftingouterworldhadanappearanceofdeepmeditation,asthoughthiswereanaltarrecentlyraised;andthesheavesofsun-rays,whichdartedlikearrowsunderthesacredarch,spreadinalongglimmeringstreamoverthemotionlesswaves,asoveramarblefloor。Then,slowlyandmoreslowlyyetloomedstillanotherwonder;ahigh,majestic,pinkprofile——itwasapromontoryofgloomyIceland。 Yann\'sweddingwiththesea?Sylvestrewasstillthinkingofit——afterresuminghisfishingwithoutdaringtosayanythingmore。Hehadfeltquitesadwhenhisbigbrotherhadsoturnedtheholysacramentofmarriageintoridicule;anditparticularlyhadfrightenedhim,ashewassuperstitious。 Forsolong,too,hehadmusedonYann\'smarriage!HehadthoughtthatitmighttakeplacewithGaudMevel,ablondelassfromPaimpol;andthathewouldhavethehappinessofbeingpresentatthemarriage- feastbeforestartingforthenavy,thatlongfiveyears\'exile,withitsdubiousreturn,thethoughtofwhichalreadypluckedathisheart- strings。 Fouro\'clockinthemorningnow。Thewatchbelowcameup,allthree,torelievetheothers。Stillrathersleepy,drinkinginchestfulsofthefresh,chillair,theysteppedup,drawingtheirlongsea-bootshigher,andhavingtoshuttheireyes,dazzledatfirstbyalightsopale,yetinsuchabundance。 YannandSylvestretooktheirbreakfastofbiscuits,whichtheyhadtobreakwithamallet,andbegantomunchnoisily,laughingattheirbeingsoveryhard。Theyhadbecomequitemerryagainattheideaofgoingdowntosleep,snuglyandwarmlyintheirberths;andclaspingeachotherroundthewaisttheydanceduptothehatchwaytoanoldsong-tune。 BeforedisappearingthroughtheaperturetheystoppedtoplaywithTurc,theship\'sdog,ayoungNewfoundlandwithgreatclumsypaws。 Theysparredathim,andhepretendedtobitethemlikeayoungwolf,untilhebittoohardandhurtthem,whereuponYann,withafrownandangerinhisquick-changingeyes,pushedhimasidewithanimpatientblowthatsenthimflyingandmadehimhowl。Yannhadakindheartenough,buthisnatureremainedratheruntamed,andwhenhisphysicalbeingwastouched,atendercaresswasoftenmorelikeamanifestationofbrutalviolence。 CHAPTERII ICELANDERS Theirsmackwasnamed/LaMarie/,andhermasterwasCaptainGuermeur。 Everyyearshesetsailforthebigdangerousfisheries,inthefrigidregionswherethesummershavenonight。Shewasaveryoldship,asoldasthestatuetteofherpatronsaintitself。Herheavy,oakenplankswereroughandworn,impregnatedwithoozeandbrine,butstillstrongandstout,andsmellingstronglyoftar。Atanchorshelookedanoldunwieldytubfromhersomassivebuild,butwhenblewthemightywesterngales,herlightnessreturned,likeasea-gullawakenedbythewind。Thenshehadherownstyleoftumblingovertherollers,andreboundingmorelightlythanmanynewerones,launchedwithallyournewfangles。 Asforthecrewofsixmenandtheboy,theywere\"Icelanders,\"thevaliantraceofseafarerswhosehomesareatPaimpolandTreguier,andwhofromfathertosonaredestinedforthecodfisheries。 TheyhardlyeverhadseenasummerinFrance。Attheendofeachwinterthey,withotherfishers,receivedthepartingblessingintheharbourofPaimpol。Andforthatfete-dayanaltar,alwaysthesame,andimitatingarockygrotto,waserectedonthequay;andoverit,inthemidstofanchors,oarsandnets,wasenthronedtheVirginMary,calm,andbeamingwithaffection,thepatronessofsailors;shewouldbebroughtfromherchapelfortheoccasion,andhadlookedupongenerationaftergenerationwithhersamelifelesseyes,blessingthehappyforwhomtheseasonwouldbelucky,andtheotherswhonevermorewouldreturn。 TheHost,followedbyaslowprocessionofwives,mothers,sweethearts,andsisters,wasborneroundtheharbour,wheretheboatsboundforIceland,bedeckedinallcolours,saluteditonitsway。Thepriesthaltedbeforeeach,givingthemhisholyblessing;andthenthefleetstarted,leavingthecountrydesolateofhusbands,lovers,andsons;andastheshoresfadedfromtheirview,thecrewssangtogetherinlow,fullvoices,thehymnssacredto\"theStaroftheOcean。\"Andeveryyearsawthesameceremonies,andheardthesamegood-byes。 Thenbeganthelifeoutupontheopensea,inthesolitudeofthreeorfourroughcompanions,onthemovingthinplanksinthemidstoftheseethingwatersofthenorthernseas。 Untilnow/LaMarie/followedthecustomofmanyIcelanders,whichismerelytotouchatPaimpol,andthentosaildowntotheGulfofGascony,wherefishfetcheshighprices,orfartherontotheSandyIsles,withtheirsaltyswamps,wheretheybuythesaltforthenextexpedition。Thecrewsoflustyfellowsstayafewdaysinthesouthern,sun-kissedharbour-towns,intoxicatedbythelastraysofsummer,bythesweetnessofthebalmyair,andbythedownrightjollityofyouth。 WiththemistsofautumntheyreturnhometoPaimpol,ortothescatteredhutsofthelandofGoelo,toremainsometimeintheirfamilies,inthemidstoflove,marriages,andbirths。Veryoftentheyfindunseenbabiesupontheirreturn,waitingforgodfatherseretheycanbebaptized,formanychildrenareneededtokeepupthisraceoffishermen,whichtheIcelandicMolochdevours。 CHAPTERIII THEWOMENATHOME AtPaimpol,onefineeveningofthissameyear,uponaSundayinJune,twowomenweredeeplybusyinwritingaletter。Thistookplacebeforealargeopenwindow,witharowofflowerpotsonitsheavyoldgranitesill。 Aswellascouldbeseenfromtheirbendingoverthetable,bothwereyoung。Onceworeaverylargeold-fashionedcap;theotherquiteasmallone,inthenewstyleadoptedbythewomenofPaimpol。TheymighthavebeentakenfortwolovinglasseswritingatendermissivetosomehandsomeIcelander。 Theonewhodictated——theonewiththelargehead-dress——drewupherhead,wool-gathering。Oh,shewasold,veryold,notwithstandingherlookfrombehind,inhersmallbrownshawl——wemeandownrightold。A sweetoldgranny,seventyatleast。Verypretty,though,andstillfresh-coloured,withtherosycheekssomeoldpeoplehave。Her/coiffe/wasdrawnlowupontheforeheadanduponthetopofthehead,wascomposedoftwoorthreelargerollsofmuslinthatseemedtotelescopeoutofoneanother,andfellontothenape。Hervenerableface,framedinthepurewhitepleats,hadalmostaman\'slook,whilehersoft,tendereyesworeakindlyexpression。Shehadnotthevestigeofatoothleft,andwhenshelaughedsheshowedherroundgums,whichhadstillthefreshnessofyouth。 Althoughherchinhadbecomeaspointed\"asthetoeofa/sabot/\"(asshewasinthehabitofsaying),herprofilewasnotspoiledbytime; anditwaseasilyimaginedthatinheryouthithadbeenregularandpure,likethesaints\'adorningachurch。 Shelookedthroughthewindow,tryingtothinkofnewsthatmightamusehergrandsonatsea。ThereexistednotinthewholecountryofPaimpolanotherdearoldbodylikeher,toinventsuchfunnystoriesuponeverybody,andevenuponnothing。Alreadyinthislettertherewerethreeorfourmerrytales,butwithouttheslightestmischief,forshehadnothingill-naturedabouther。 Theotherwoman,findingthattheideasweregettingscarce,begantowritetheaddresscarefully: \"TOMONSIEURMOAN,SYLVESTRE,ABOARDTHE/MARIE/,c/oCAPTAINGUERMEUR,INTHESEAOFICELAND,NEARRYKAWYK。\" Heresheliftedherheadtoask:\"Isthatall,GrannyMoan?\" Thequeristwasyoung,adorablyyoung,agirloftwentyinfact;veryfair——ararecomplexioninthiscornerofBrittany,wheretheracerunsswarthy——veryfair,wesay,withgreatgreyeyesbetweenalmostblacklashes;herbrows,asfairasthehair,seemedasiftheyhadadarkerstreakintheirmidst,whichgaveawonderfulexpressionofstrengthandwilltothebeautifulface。Therathershortprofilewasverydignified,thenosecontinuingthelineofthebrowwithabsoluterectitude,asinaGreekstatue。Adeepdimpleunderthelowerlipfoileditupdelightfully;andfromtimetotime,whenshewasabsorbedbyaparticularidea,shebitthislowerlipwithherwhiteupperteeth,makingthebloodrunintinyredveinsunderthedelicateskin。Inhersuppleformtherewasnolittlepride,withgravityalso,whichsheinheritedfromtheboldIcelandicsailors,herancestors。 Theexpressionofhereyeswasbothsteadyandgentle。 Hercapwasintheshapeofacockle-shell,wornlowonthebrow,anddrawnbackoneitherside,showingthicktressesofhairabouttheears,ahead-dressthathasremainedfromremotetimesandgivesquiteanoldenlooktothewomenofPaimpol。 Onefeltinstinctivelythatshehadbeenreareddifferentlythanthepooroldwomantowhomshegavethenameofgrandmother,butwhoisrealitywasbutadistantgreat-aunt。 ShewasthedaughterofM。Mevel,aformerIcelander,abitofafreebooter,whohadmadeafortunebyboldundertakingsoutatsea。 Thefineroomwheretheletterhadbeenjustwrittenwashers;anewbed,suchastownspeoplehave,withmuslinlace-edgedcurtains,andonthestonewallsalight-colouredpaper,toningdowntheirregularitiesofthegranite;overheadacoatingofwhitewashcoveredthegreatbeamsthatrevealedtheantiquityoftheabode;itwasthehomeofwell-to-dofolk,andthewindowslookedoutupontheoldgraymarket- placeofPaimpol,wherethe/pardons/areheld。 \"Isitdone,GrannyYvonne?Haveyounothingelsetotellhim?\" \"No,mylass,onlyIwouldlikeyoutoaddawordofgreetingtoyoungGaos。\" \"YoungGaos\"wasotherwisecalledYann。Theproudbeautifulgirlhadblushedveryredwhenshewrotethosewords。Andassoonastheywereaddedatthebottomofthepage,inarunninghand,sheroseandturnedherheadasideasiftolookatsomeveryinterestingobjectoutonthemarket-place。 Standing,shewasrathertall;herwaistwasmodelledinaclingingbodice,asperfectlyfittingasthatofafashionabledame。Inspiteofhercap,shelookedlikeareallady。Evenherhands,withoutbeingconventionallysmall,werewhiteanddelicate,neverhavingtouchedroughwork。 True,shehadbeenatfirstlittle/Gaud/(Daisy),paddlingbare- footedinthewater,motherless,almostwhollyneglectedduringtheseasonofthefisheries,whichherfatherspentinIceland;apretty,untidy,obstinategirl,butgrowingvigorousandstronginthebracingsea-breeze。Inthosedaysshehadbeensheltered,duringthefinesummers,bypoorGrannyMoan,whousedtogiveherSylvestretomindduringherdaysofhardworkinPaimpol。Gaudfelttheadorationofayoungmotherforthechildconfidedtohertendercare。Shewashiselderbyabouteighteenmonths。Hewasasdarkasshewasfair,asobedientandcaressingasshewashastyandcapricious。Shewellrememberedthatpartofherlife;neitherwealthnortownlifehadalteredit;andlikeafar-offdreamofwildfreedomitcamebacktoher,orastheremembranceofanundefinedandmysteriouspreviousexistence,wherethesandyshoresseemedlonger,andthecliffshigherandnobler。 Towardstheageoffiveorsix,whichseemedlongagotoher,wealthhadbefallenherfather,whobegantobuyandsellthecargoesofships。ShehadbeentakentoSaint-Brieuc,andlatertoParis。Andfrom/lapetiteGaud/shehadbecomeMademoiselleMarguerite,tallandserious,withearnesteyes。Alwayslefttoherself,inanotherkindofsolitudethanthatoftheBretoncoast,shestillretainedtheobstinatenatureofherchildhood。 Livinginlargetowns,herdresshadbecomemoremodifiedthanherself。Althoughshestillworethe/coiffe/thatBretonwomendiscardsoseldom,shehadlearnedtodressherselfinanotherway。 EveryyearshehadreturnedtoBrittanywithherfather——inthesummeronly,likeafashionable,comingtobatheinthesea——andlivedagaininthemidstofoldmemories,delightedtohearherselfcalledGaud,rathercurioustoseetheIcelandersofwhomsomuchwassaid,whowereneverathome,andofwhom,eachyear,someweremissing;onallsidessheheardthenameofIceland,whichappearedtoherasadistantinsatiableabyss。Andthere,now,wasthemansheloved! Onefinedayshehadreturnedtoliveinthemidstofthesefishers,throughawhimofherfather,whohadwishedtoendhisdaysthere,andlivelikealandsmaninthemarket-placeofPaimpol。 Thegoodolddame,poorbuttidy,leftGaudwithcordialthanksassoonastheletterhadbeenreadagainandtheenvelopeclosed。Shelivedratherfaraway,attheotherendofPloubazlanec,inahamletonthecoast,inthesamecottagewhereshefirsthadseenthelightofday,andwherehersonsandgrandsonshadbeenborn。Inthetown,asshepassedalong,sheansweredmanyfriendlynods;shewasoneoftheoldestinhabitantsofthecountry,thelastofaworthyandhighlyesteemedfamily。 Withgreatcareandgoodmanagementshemanagedtoappearprettywelldressed,althoughhergownsweremuchdarned,andhardlyheldtogether。ShealwaysworethetinybrownPaimpolshawl,whichwasforbest,anduponwhichthelongmuslinrollsofherwhitecapshadfallenforpastsixtyyears;herownmarriageshawl,formerlyblue,hadbeendyedfortheweddingofhersonPierre,andsincethenwornonlyonSundays,lookedquitenice。 Shestillcarriedherselfverystraight,notatalllikeanoldwoman; and,inspiteofherpointedchin,hersofteyesanddelicateprofilemadeallthinkherstillverycharming。Shewasheldingreatrespect——onecouldseethatifonlybythenodsthatpeoplegaveher。 Onherwayshepassedbeforethehouseofhergallant,thesweetheartofformerdays,acarpenterbytrade;nowanoctogenarian,whosatoutsidehisdoorallthelivelongday,whiletheyoungones,hissons,workedintheshop。Itwassaidthatheneverhadconsoledhimselfforherloss,forneitherinfirstorsecondmarriagewouldshehavehim; butwitholdagehisfeelingforherhadbecomeasortofcomicalspite,halffriendlyandhalfmischievous,andhealwayscalledouttoher: \"Aha,/labelle/,whenmustIcalltotakeyourmeasure?\" Butshedeclinedwiththanks;shehadnotyetquitedecidedtohavethatdressmade。Thetruthis,thattheoldman,withratherquestionabletaste,spokeofthesuitindealplanks,whichisthelastofallourterrestrialgarments。 \"Well,wheneveryoulike;butdon\'tbeshyinaskingforit,youknow,oldlady。\" Hehadmadethisjokeseveraltimes;but,to-day,shecouldscarcelytakeitgood-naturedly。Shefeltmoretiredthaneverofherhard- workinglife,andherthoughtsflewbacktoherdeargrandson——thelastofthemall,who,uponhisreturnfromIceland,wastoenterthenavyforfiveyears!PerhapshemighthavetogotoChina,tothewar! Wouldshestillbeabout,uponhisreturn?Thethoughtalonewasagonytoher。No,shewassurelynotsohappyasshelooked,pooroldgranny! Andwasitreallypossibleandtrue,thatherlastdarlingwastobetornfromher?She,perhaps,mightdiealone,withoutseeinghimagain!Certainly,somegentlemenofthetown,whomsheknew,haddonealltheycouldtokeephimfromhavingtostart,urgingthathewasthesolesupportofanoldandalmostdestitutegrandmother,whocouldnolongerwork。Buttheyhadnotsucceeded——becauseofJeanMoan,thedeserter,anelderbrotherofSylvestre\'s,whomnooneinthefamilyevermentionednow,butwhostilllivedsomewhereoverinAmerica,thusdeprivinghisyoungerbrotherofthemilitaryexemption。 Moreover,ithadbeenobjectedthatshehadhersmallpension,allowedtothewidowsofsailors,andtheAdmiraltycouldnotdeemherpoorenough。 Whenshereturnedhome,shesaidherprayersatlengthforallherdeadones,sonsandgrandsons;thensheprayedagainwithrenewedstrengthandconfidenceforherSylvestre,andtriedtosleep—— thinkingofthe\"suitofwood,\"herheartsadlyachingatthethoughtofbeingsoold,whenthisnewpartingwasimminent。 Meanwhile,theothervictimofseparation,thegirl,hadremainedseatedatherwindow,gazinguponthegoldenraysofthesettingsun,reflectedonthegranitewalls,andtheblackswallowswheelingacrosstheskyabove。PaimpolwasalwaysquietontheselongMayevenings,evenonSundays;thelasses,whohadnotasingleladtomakelovetothem,saunteredalong,incouplesorthreetogether,broodingoftheirloversinIceland。 \"AwordofgreetingtoyoungGaos!\"Shehadbeengreatlyaffectedinwritingthatsentence,andthatname,whichnowshecouldnotforget。 Sheoftenspenthereveningshereatthewindow,likeagrandlady。 Herfatherdidnotapproveofherwalkingwiththeothergirlsofherage,whohadbeenherearlyplaymates。Andasheleftthecafe,andwalkedupanddown,smokinghispipewitholdseamenlikehimself,hewashappytolookupathisdaughteramongherflowers,inhisgrandhouse。 \"YoungGaos!\"Againstherwillshegazedseaward;itcouldnotbeseen,butshefeltitwasnigh,attheendofthetinystreetcrowdedwithfishermen。Andherthoughtstravelledthroughafascinatinganddelightfulinfinite,far,farawaytothenorthernseas,where\"/LaMarie/,CaptainGuermeur,\"wassailing。AstrangemanwasyoungGaos! retiringandalmostincomprehensiblenow,afterhavingcomeforwardsoaudaciously,yetsolovingly。 Inherlongreverie,sherememberedherreturntoBrittany,whichhadtakenplacetheyearbefore。OneDecembermorningafteranightoftravelling,thetrainfromParishaddepositedherfatherandherselfatGuingamp。Itwasadamp,foggymorning,coldandalmostdark。Shehadbeenseizedwithapreviouslyunknownfeeling;shecouldscarcelyrecognisethequaintlittletown,whichshehadonlyseenduringthesummer——oh,thatgladoldtime,thedearoldtimesofthepast!Thissilence,afterParis!Thisquietlifeofpeople,whoseemedofanotherworld,goingabouttheirsimplebusinessinthemistymorning。Butthesombregranitehouses,withtheirdark,dampwalls,andtheBretoncharmuponallthings, whichfascinatedhernowthatshelovedYann,hadseemedparticularlysaddeninguponthatmorning。Earlyhousewiveswerealreadyopeningtheirdoors,andasshepassedshecouldglanceintotheold-fashionedhouses,withtheirtallchimney-pieces,wheresattheoldgrandmothers,intheirwhitecaps,quietanddignified。Assoonasdaylighthadbeguntoappear,shehadenteredthechurchtosayherprayers,andthegrandoldaislehadappearedimmenseandshadowytoher——quitedifferentfromalltheParisianchurches——withitsroughpillarswornatthebasebythechafingofcenturies,anditsdamp,earthysmellofageandsaltpetre。 Inadamprecess,behindthecolumns,ataperwasburning,beforewhichkneltawoman,makingavow;thedimflameseemedlostinthevaguenessofthearches。Gaudexperiencedtherethefeelingofalong- forgottenimpression:thatkindofsadnessandfearthatshehadfeltwhenquiteyoungatbeingtakentomassatPaimpolChurchonraw,wintrymornings。 ButshehardlyregrettedParis,althoughthereweremanysplendidandamusingsightsthere。Inthefirstplaceshefeltalmostcrampedfromhavingthebloodofthevikingsinherveins。Andthen,inParis,shefeltlikeastrangerandanintruder。The/Parisiennes/weretight- laced,artificialwomen,whohadapeculiarwayofwalking;andGaudwastoointelligenteventohaveattemptedtoimitatethem。Inherhead-dress,orderedeveryyearfromthemakerinPaimpol,shefeltoutofherelementinthecapital;anddidnotunderstandthatifthewayfarersturnedroundtolookather,itwasonlybecauseshemadeaverycharmingpicture。 SomeoftheseParisianladiesquitewonherbytheirhigh-bredanddistinguishedmanners,butsheknewthemtobeinaccessibletoher,whilefromothersofalowercastewhowouldhavebeengladtomakefriendswithher,shekeptproudlyaloof,judgingthemunworthyofherattention。Thusshehadlivedalmostwithoutfriends,withoutothersocietythanherfather\'s,whowasengagedinbusinessandoftenaway。 Soshedidnotregretthatlifeofestrangementandsolitude。 But,nonetheless,onthatdayofarrivalshehadbeenpainfullysurprisedbythebitternessofthisBrittany,seeninfullwinter。Andherheartsickenedatthethoughtofhavingtotravelanotherfiveorsixhoursinajoltingcar——topenetratestillfartherintotheblank,desolatecountrytoreachPaimpol。 Allthroughtheafternoonofthatsamegrislyday,herfatherandherselfhadjourneyedinalittleoldramshacklevehicle,opentoallthewinds;passing,withthefallingnight,throughdullvillages,underghostlytrees,black-pearledwithmistindrops。Anderelonglanternshadtobelit,andshecouldperceivenothingelsebutwhatseemedtwotrailsofgreenBengallights,runningoneachsidebeforethehorses,andwhichweremerelythebeamsthatthetwolanternsprojectedonthenever-endinghedgesoftheroadway。ButhowwasitthattreesweresogreeninthemonthofDecember?Astonishedatfirst,shebenttolookout,andthensherememberedhowthegorse,theevergreengorseofthepathsandthecliffs,neverfadesinthecountryofPaimpol。Atthesametimeawarmerbreezebegantoblow,whichsheknewagainandwhichsmeltofthesea。 Towardstheendofthejourneyshehadbeenquiteawakenedandamusedbythenewnotionthatstruckher,namely:\"Asthisiswinter,IshallseethefamousfishermenofIceland。\" ForinDecembertheyweretoreturn,thebrothers,cousins,andloversofwhomallherfriends,greatandsmall,hadspokentoherduringthelongsummereveningwalksinherholidaytrips。Andthethoughthadhauntedher,thoughshefeltchilledintheslow-goingvehicle。 Nowshehadseenthem,andherhearthadbeencapturedbyoneofthemtoo。 CHAPTERIV FIRSTLOVE Thefirstdayshehadseenhim,thisYann,wasthedayafterhisarrival,atthe\"/PardondesIslandais/,\"whichisontheeighthofDecember,thefete-dayofOurLadyofBonne-Nouvelle,thepatronessoffishers——alittlebeforetheprocession,withthegraystreets,stilldrapedinwhitesheets,onwhichwerestrewnivyandhollyandwintryblossomswiththeirleaves。 Atthis/Pardon/therejoicingwasheavyandwildunderthesadsky。 Joywithoutmerriment,composedchieflyofinsoucianceandcontempt; ofphysicalstrengthandalcohol;abovewhichfloated,lessdisguisedthanelsewhere,theuniversalwarningofdeath。 AgreatclamourinPaimpol;soundsofbellsmingledwiththechantsofthepriests。Roughandmonotonoussongsinthetaverns——oldsailorlullabies——songsofwoe,arisenfromthesea,drawnfromthedeepnightofbygoneages。Groupsofsailors,arm-in-arm,zigzaggingthroughthestreets,fromtheirhabitofrolling,andbecausetheywerehalf-drunk。Groupsofgirlsintheirnun-likewhitecaps。Oldgranitehousesshelteringtheseseethingcrowds;antiquatedroofstellingoftheirstruggles,throughmanycenturies,againstthewesternwinds,themist,andtherain;andrelating,too,manystoriesofloveandadventurethathadpassedundertheirprotection。 Andfloatingoverallwasadeepreligioussentiment,afeelingofbygonedays,withrespectforancientvenerationandthesymbolsthatprotectit,andforthewhite,immaculateVirgin。Sidebysidewiththetavernsrosethechurch,itsdeepsombreportalsthrownopen,andstepsstrewnwithflowers,withitsperfumeofincense,itslightedtapers,andthevotiveofferingsofsailorshungalloverthesacredarch。Andsidebysidealsowiththehappygirlswerethesweetheartsofdeadsailors,andthewidowsoftheshipwreckedfishers,quittingthechapelofthedeadintheirlongmourningshawlsandtheirsmoothtiny/coiffes/;witheyesdownwardbent,noiselesslytheypassedthroughthemidstofthisclamouringlife,likeasombrewarning。Andclosetoallwastheeverlastingsea,thehugenurseanddevourerofthesevigorousgenerations,becomefierceandagitatedasiftotakepartinthefete。 Gaudhadbutaconfusedimpressionofallthesethingstogether。 Excitedandmerry,yetwithherheartaching,shefeltasortofanguishseizeherattheideathatthiscountryhadnowbecomeherownagain。Onthemarket-place,wherethereweregamesandacrobats,shewalkedupanddownwithherfriends,whonamedandpointedouttoherfromtimetotimetheyoungmenofPaimpolorPloubazlanec。Agroupofthese\"Icelanders\"werestandingbeforethesingersof\"/complaintes/,\"(songsofwoe)withtheirbacksturnedtowardsthem。 AnddirectlyGaudwasstruckwithoneofthem,tallasagiant,withhugeshouldersalmosttoobroad;butshehadsimplysaid,perhapswithatouchofmockery:\"Thereisonewhoistall,tosaytheleast!\"Andthesentenceimpliedbeneaththiswas:\"Whatanincumbrancehe\'llbetothewomanhemarries,ahusbandofthatsize!\" Hehadturnedroundasifhehadheardher,andhadgivenheraquickglancefromtoptotoe,seemingtosay:\"Whoisthisgirlwhowearsthe/coiffe/ofPaimpol,whoissoelegant,andwhomIneverhaveseenbefore?\" Andhequicklybenthiseyestothegroundforpoliteness\'sake,andhadappearedtotakearenewedinterestinthesingers,onlyshowingthebackofhisheadandhisblackhairthatfellinratherlongcurlsuponhisneck。Andalthoughshehadaskedthenamesofseveralothers,shehadnotdaredaskhis。Thefineprofile,thegrandhalf-savagelook,thebrown,almosttawnypupilsmovingrapidlyonthebluishopaloftheeyes;allthishadimpressedherandmadehertimid。 Anditjusthappenedtobethat\"FilsGaos,\"ofwhomshehadheardtheMoansspeakasagreatfriendofSylvestre\'s。Ontheeveningofthissame/Pardon/,Sylvestreandhe,walkingarm-in-arm,hadcrossedherfatherandherself,andhadstoppedtowishthemgood-day。 AndyoungSylvestrehadbecomeagaintoherasasortofbrother。Astheywerecousinstheyhadcontinuedto/tutoyer/(usingthouforyou,asignoffamiliarity)eachother;true,shehadatfirsthesitateddoingsotothisgreatboyofseventeen,whoalreadyworeablackbeard,butashiskind,soft,childisheyeshadhardlychangedatall,sherecognizedhimsoonenoughtoimaginethatshehadneverlostsightofhim。 WhenheusedtocomeintoPaimpol,shekepthimtodinnerofanevening;itwaswithoutconsequencetoher,andhealwayshadaverygoodappetite,beingonrathershortrationsathome。 Tospeaktruly,Yannhadnotbeenverypolitetoheratthisfirstmeeting,whichtookplaceatthecornerofatinygraystreet,strewnwithgreenbranches。Hehadraisedhishattoher,withanoblethoughtimidgesture;andafterhavinggivenheranever-rapidglance,turnedhiseyesaway,asifhewerevexedwiththismeetingandinahurrytogo。Astrongwesternbreezethathadarisenduringtheprocession,hadscatteredbranchesofboxeverywhereandloadedtheskywithdarkgraydraperies。 Gaud,inherdreamlandofremembrances,sawallthisclearlyagain; thesadgloamingfallingupontheremainsofthe/Pardon/;thesheetsstrewnwithwhiteflowersfloatinginthewindalongthewalls;thenoisygroupsofIcelanders,otherwaifsofthegalesandtempestsflockingintothetaverns,singingtocheerthemselvesunderthegloomofthecomingrain;andaboveall,Gaudrememberedthegiantstandinginfrontofher,turningasideasifannoyed,andtroubledathavingmether。 Whatawonderfulchangehadcomeoverhersincethen;andwhatadifferencetherewasbetweenthathubbubandthepresenttranquility! HowquietandemptyPaimpolseemedto-nightinthewarmlongtwilightofMay,whichkeptherstillatherwindowalone,lulledinherlove\'syoungdream! CHAPTERV THESECONDMEETING Theirsecondmeetingwasatawedding-feast。YoungGaoshadbeenchosentoofferherhisarm。Atfirstshehadbeenrathervexed,notlikingtheideaofstrollingthroughthestreetswiththistallfellow,whomeverybodywouldstareat,onaccountofhisexcessiveheight,andwho,mostprobably,wouldnotknowwhattospeaktoherabout。Besides,hereallyfrightenedherwithhiswild,loftylook。 AttheappointedhourallwereassembledfortheweddingprocessionsaveYann,whohadnotappeared。Timepassed,yethedidnotcome,andtheytalkedofgivingupanyfurtherwaitingforhim。Thenitwasshediscoveredthatitwasforhispleasure,andhisalone,thatshehaddonnedherbestdress;withanyotheroftheyoungmenpresentattheball,theevening\'senjoymentwouldbespoiled。 Atlasthearrived,inhisbestclothesalso,apologizing,withoutanyembarrassment,tothebride\'sparty。Theexcusewas,thatsomeimportantshoalsoffish,notatallexpected,hadbeentelegraphedfromEngland,asboundtopassthatnightalittleoffAurigny;andsoalltheboatsofPloubazlanechastilyhadsetsail。Therewasgreatexcitementinthevillages,womenrushingabouttofindtheirhusbandsandurgingthemtoputoffquickly,andstrugglinghardthemselvestohoistthesailsandhelpinthelaunching;infact,aregular\"turnout\"throughouttheplaces,thoughinthemidstofthecompanyYannrelatedthisverysimply;hehadbeenobligedtolookoutforasubstituteandwarranthimtotheowneroftheboattowhichhebelongedforthewinterseason。Itwasthisthathadcausedhimtobelate,andinordernottomissthewedding,hehad\"turnedup\" (abandoned)hisshareintheprofitsofthecatch。Hispleawasperfectlywellunderstoodbyhishearers,noonethinkingofblaminghim;forwellallknowthat,inthiscoastlife,allaremoreorlessdependentupontheunforeseeneventsatsea,andthemysteriousmigrationsofthefishyregions。TheotherIcelandespresentweredisappointedatnothavingbeenwarnedintime,likethefishersofPloubazlanec,ofthefortunethatwasskirtingtheirveryshores。 Butitwastoolatenow,worseluck!Sotheygavetheirarmstothelasses,theviolinsbegantoplay,andjoyouslytheyalltrampedout。 AtfirstYannhadonlypaidherafewinnocentcompliments,suchasfalltoachancepartnermetatawedding,andofwhomoneknowsbutlittle。Amidstallthecouplesintheprocession,theyformedtheonlyoneofstrangers,theotherswereallrelativesorsweethearts。 Butduringtheeveningwhilethedancingwasgoingon,thetalkbetweenthemhadagainturnedtothesubjectofthefish,andlookingherstraightintheeyes,heroughlysaidtoher: \"YouaretheonlypersonaboutPaimpol,andevenintheworld,forwhomIwouldhavemissedawindfall;truly,fornobodyelsewouldI havecomebackfrommyfishing,MademoiselleGaud。\" Atfirstshewasratherastonishedthatthisfishermanshoulddaresotoaddressherwhohadcometothisballratherlikeayoungqueen,butthendelighted,shehadendedbyanswering: \"Thankyou,MonsieurYann;andI,too,wouldratherbewithyouthanwithanybodyelse。\" Thatwasall。Butfromthatmomentuntiltheendofthedancing,theykeptonchattinginadifferenttonethanbefore,lowandsoft-voiced。 Thedancingwastothesoundofahurdy-gurdyandviolin,thesamecouplesalmostalwaystogether。WhenYannreturnedtoinviteheragain,afterhavingdancedwithanothergirlforpoliteness\'sake,theyexchangedasmile,likefriendsmeetinganew,andcontinuedtheirinterruptedconversation,whichhadbecomeveryclose。Simplyenough,Yannspokeofhisfisherlife,itshardships,itswage,andofhisparents\'difficultiesinformeryears,whentheyhadfourteenlittleGaosestobringup,hebeingtheeldest。Now,theoldfolkswereoutofthereachofneed,becauseofawreckthattheirfatherhadfoundintheChannel,thesaleofwhichhadbroughtin10,000francs,omittingtheshareclaimedbytheTreasury。Withthemoneytheybuiltanupperstorytotheirhouse,whichwassituatedatthepointofPloubazlanec,attheveryland\'send,inthehamletofPors-Even,overlookingthesea,andhavingagrandoutlook。 \"Itismightytough,though,\"saidhe,\"thisherelifeofanIcelander,havingtostartinFebruaryforsuchacountry,whereitisawfulcoldandbleak,witharaging,foamingsea。\" Gaudrememberedeveryphraseoftheirconversationattheball,asifithadallhappenedyesterday,anddetailscameregularlybacktohermind,asshelookeduponthenightfallingoverPaimpol。IfYannhadhadnoideaofmarriage,whyhadhetoldheralltheitemsofhisexistence,towhichshehadlistened,asonlyanengagedsweetheartwouldhavedone;hedidnotseemacommonplaceyoungman,pronetobabblinghisbusinesstoeverybodywhocamealong。 \"Theoccupationisprettygood,nevertheless,\"hesaid,\"andIshallneverchangemycareer。Someyearswemakeeighthundredfrancs,andotherstwelvehundred,whichIgetuponmyreturn,andhandovertotheoldlady。\" \"Toyourmother,MonsieurYann,eh?\" \"Yes,everypennyofit,always。It\'sthecustomwithusIcelanders,MademoiselleGaud。\"Hespokeofthisasaquiteordinaryandnaturalcourse。 \"Perhapsyou\'llhardlybelieveit,butIscarcelyeverhaveanypocket-money。OfaSundaymothergivesmealittlewhenIcomeintoPaimpol。Andsoitgoesallthetime。Why,look\'eehere,thisyearmyfatherhadtheseclothesmadeforme,withoutwhichtreatInevercouldhavecometothewedding;certainsure,forInevershouldhavedaredofferyoumyarminmyolddudsoflastyear。\" Foronelikeher,accustomedtoseeingParisians,Yann\'shabilimentswere,perhaps,notverystylish;ashortjacketopenovertheold- fashionedwaistcoat;butthebuildoftheirwearerwasirreproachablyhandsome,sothathehadanoblelookwithal。 Smiling,helookedatherstraightinthedepthsofhereyeseachtimehespoketoher,soastodivineheropinion。Andhowgoodandhonestwashislook,ashetoldheralltheseshort-comings,sothatshemightwellunderstandthathewasnotrich! Andshesmiledalso,asshegazedathimfullintheface;answeringseldom,butlisteningwithherwholesoul,moreandmoreastonishedandmoreandmoredrawntowardshim。Whatamixtureofuntamedroughnessandcaressingchildishnesshewas!Hisearnestvoice,shortandblunttowardsothers,becamesofterandmoreandmoretenderashespoketoher;andforheraloneheknewhowtomakeittrillwithextremesweetness,likethemusicofastringedinstrumentwiththemuteuponit。 Whatasingularandastonishingfactitwastoseethismanofbrawn,withhisfreeairandforbiddingaspect,alwaystreatedbyhisfamilylikeachild,anddeemingitquitenatural;havingtravelledoveralltheearth,metwithallsortsofadventures,incurredalldangers,andyetshowingthesamerespectfulandabsoluteobediencetohisparents。 Shecomparedhimtoothers,twoorthreedandiesinParis,clerks,quill-drivers,orwhatnot,who hadpesteredherwiththeirattentions,forthesakeofhermoney。Heseemedtobethebest,aswellasthemosthandsome,manshehadevermet。 Toputherselfmoreonanequalitywithhimsherelatedhow,inherownhome,shehadnotalwaysbeensowell-offasatpresent;thatherfatherhadbegunlifeasafishermanoffIceland,andalwaysheldtheIcelandersingreatesteem;andthatsheherselfcouldclearlyrememberasalittlechild,havingrunbarefooteduponthebeach,afterherpoormother\'sdeath。 Oh!theexquisitenightofthatball,uniqueinherlife!Itseemedfarawaynow,foritdatedbacktoDecember,andMayhadalreadyreturned。Allthesturdypartnersofthateveningwereoutfishingyondernow,scatteredoverthefarnorthernseas,intheclearpalesun,inintenseloneliness,whilethedustthickenedsilentlyonthelandofBrittany。 StillGaudremainedatherwindow。Themarket-placeofPaimpol,hedgedinonallsidesbytheold-fashionedhouses,becamesadderandsadderwiththedarkling;everywherereignedsilence。Abovethehousetopsthestillbrilliantspaceoftheheavensseemedtogrowmorehollow,toraiseitselfupandfinallyseparateitselffromallterrestrialthings:these,inthelasthourofday,wereentirelyblendedintothesingledarkoutlineofthegablesofoldenroofs。 Fromtimetotimeawindowordoorwouldbesuddenlyclosed;someoldsailor,shakyuponhislegs,wouldblunderoutofthetavernandplungeintothesmalldarkstreets;orgirlspassedby,returninghomelateaftertheirwalkandcarryingnosegaysofMay-flowers。OneofthemwhoknewGaud,callingoutgood-eveningtoher,heldupabranchofhawthornhightowardsherasiftoofferithertosmell;inthetransparentdarknessshecoulddistinguishtheairytuftsofitswhiteblossoms。Fromthegardensandcourtsfloatedanothersoftperfume,thatofthefloweringhoneysucklealongthegranitewalls,mingledwithavaguesmellofseaweedintheharbour。 Batsflewsilentlythroughtheairabove,likehideouscreaturesinadream。 ManyandmanyaneveninghadGaudpassedatherwindow,gazinguponthemelancholymarket-place,thinkingoftheIcelanderswhowerefaraway,andalwaysofthatsameball。