第11章

类别:其他 作者:Honore de Balzac字数:9097更新时间:18/12/14 13:40:56
herfather,whomshemadeveryhappy,whonolongercomplainedofhishealth,andwhowasgrowingfat,accompaniedherinherexpeditions。 AstheBaroness\'name-daygrewnear——hernamewasLouise——theVicar- GeneralcameonedaytolesRouxey,deputed,nodoubt,byMadamedeWattevilleandMonsieurdeSoulas,tonegotiateapeacebetweenmotheranddaughter。 \"ThatlittleRosaliehasaheadonhershoulders,\"saidthefolkofBesancon。 AfterhandsomelypayinguptheninetythousandfrancsspentonlesRouxey,theBaronessallowedherhusbandathousandfrancsamonthtoliveon;shewouldnotputherselfinthewrong。ThefatheranddaughterwereperfectlywillingtoreturntoBesanconforthe15thofAugust,andtoremaintheretilltheendofthemonth。 When,afterdinner,theVicar-GeneraltookMademoiselledeWattevilleapart,toopenthequestionofthemarriage,byexplainingtoherthatitwasvaintothinkanymoreofAlbert,ofwhomtheyhadhadnonewsforayearpast,hewasstoppedatoncebyasignfromRosalie。ThestrangegirltookMonsieurdeGranceybythearm,andledhimtoaseatunderaclumpofrhododendrons,whencetherewasaviewofthelake。 \"Listen,dearAbbe,\"saidshe。\"YouwhomIloveasmuchasmyfather,foryouhadanaffectionformyAlbert,ImustatlastconfessthatI committedcrimestobecomehiswife,andhemustbemyhusband——Here; readthis。\" Sheheldouttohimanumberofthe/Gazette/whichshehadinherapronpocket,pointingoutthefollowingparagraphunderthedateofFlorence,May25th:—— \"TheweddingofMonsieurleDucdeRhetore,eldestsonoftheDucdeChaulieu,theformerAmbassador,toMadamelaDuchessed\'Argaiolo,/nee/PrincessSoderini,wassolemnizedwithgreatsplendor。NumerousentertainmentsgiveninhonorofthemarriagearemakingFlorencegay。TheDuchess\'fortuneisoneofthefinestinItaly,forthelateDukelefthereverything。 \"Thewomanhelovedismarried,\"saidshe。\"Idividedthem。\" \"You?How?\"askedtheAbbe。 Rosaliewasabouttoreply,whenshewasinterruptedbyaloudcryfromtwoofthegardeners,followingonthesoundofabodyfallingintothewater;shestarted,andranoffscreaming,\"Oh!father!\"——TheBaronhaddisappeared。 Intryingtoreachapieceofgraniteonwhichhefanciedhesawtheimpressionofashell,acircumstancewhichwouldhavecontradictedsomesystemofgeology,MonsieurdeWattevillehadgonedowntheslope,losthisbalance,andslippedintothelake,which,ofcourse,wasdeepestcloseundertheroadway。ThemenhadthegreatestdifficultyinenablingtheBarontocatchholdofapolepusheddownattheplacewherethewaterwasbubbling,butatlasttheypulledhimout,coveredwithmud,inwhichhehadsunk;hewasgettingdeeperanddeeperin,bydintofstruggling。MonsieurdeWattevillehaddinedheavily,digestionwasinprogress,andwasthuschecked。 Whenhehadbeenundressed,washed,andputtobed,hewasinsuchevidentdangerthattwoservantsatoncesetoutonhorseback:onetoridetoBesancon,andtheothertofetchthenearestdoctorandsurgeon。WhenMadamedeWattevillearrived,eighthourslater,withthefirstmedicalaidfromBesancon,theyfoundMonsieurdeWattevillepastallhope,inspiteoftheintelligenttreatmentoftheRouxeydoctor。Thefrighthadproducedseriouseffusiononthebrain,andtheshocktothedigestionwashelpingtokillthepoorman。 Thisdeath,whichwouldneverhavehappened,saidMadamedeWatteville,ifherhusbandhadstayedatBesancon,wasascribedbyhertoherdaughter\'sobstinacy。ShetookanaversionforRosalie,abandoningherselftogriefandregretsthatwereevidentlyexaggerated。ShespokeoftheBaronas\"herdearlamb!\" ThelastoftheWattevilleswasburiedonanislandinthelakeatlesRouxey,wheretheBaronesshadalittleGothicmonumenterectedofwhitemarble,likethatcalledthetombofHeloiseatPere-Lachaise。 AmonthafterthiscatastrophethemotheranddaughterhadsettledintheHoteldeRupt,wheretheylivedinsavagesilence。Rosaliewassufferingfromrealsorrow,whichhadnovisibleoutlet;sheaccusedherselfofherfather\'sdeath,andshefearedanotherdisaster,muchgreaterinhereyes,andverycertainlyherownwork;neitherGirardettheattorneynortheAbbedeGranceycouldobtainanyinformationconcerningAlbert。Thissilencewasappalling。InaparoxysmofrepentanceshefeltthatshemustconfesstotheVicar-GeneralthehorriblemachinationsbywhichshehadseparatedFrancescaandAlbert。 Theyhadbeensimple,butformidable。MademoiselledeWattevillehadinterceptedAlbert\'sletterstotheDuchessaswellasthatinwhichFrancescaannouncedherhusband\'sillness,warningherloverthatshecouldwritetohimnomoreduringthetimewhileshewasdevoted,aswasherduty,tothecareofthedyingman。Thus,whileAlbertwaswhollyoccupiedwithelectionmatters,theDuchesshadwrittenhimonlytwoletters;oneinwhichshetoldhimthattheDucd\'Argaiolowasindanger,andoneannouncingherwidowhood——twonobleandbeautifulletterswhichRosaliekeptback。 Afterseveralnights\'laborshesucceededinimitatingAlbert\'swritingveryperfectly。ShehadsubstitutedthreelettersofherownwritingforthreeofAlbert\'s,andtheroughcopieswhichsheshowedtotheoldpriestmadehimshudder——thegeniusofevilwasrevealedinthemtosuchperfection。Rosalie,writinginAlbert\'sname,hadpreparedtheDuchessforachangeintheFrenchman\'sfeelings,falselyrepresentinghimasfaithless,andshehadansweredthenewsoftheDucd\'Argaiolo\'sdeathbyannouncingthemarriageerelongofAlbertandMademoiselledeWatteville。Thetwoletters,intendedtocrossontheroad,had,infact,doneso。TheinfernalclevernesswithwhichtheletterswerewrittensomuchastonishedtheVicar-Generalthathereadthemasecondtime。Francesca,stabbedtotheheartbyagirlwhowantedtokillloveinherrival,hadansweredthelastinthesefourwords:\"Youarefree。Farewell。\" \"Purelymoralcrimes,whichgivenoholdtohumanjustice,arethemostatrociousanddetestable,\"saidtheAbbeseverely。\"Godoftenpunishesthemonearth;hereinliesthereasonoftheterriblecatastropheswhichtousseeminexplicable。Ofallsecretcrimesburiedinthemysteryofprivatelife,themostdisgracefulisthatofbreakingthesealofaletter,orofreadingitsurreptitiously。Everyone,whoeveritmaybe,andurgedbywhateverreason,whoisguiltyofsuchanacthasstainedhishonorbeyondretrieving。 \"Doyounotfeelallthatistouching,thatisheavenlyinthestoryoftheyouthfulpage,falselyaccused,andcarryingthelettercontainingtheorderforhisexecution,whosetsoutwithoutathoughtofill,andwhomProvidenceprotectsandsaves——miraculously,wesay! Butdoyouknowwhereinthemiraclelies?Virtuehasagloryaspotentasthatofinnocentchildhood。 \"Isaythesethingsnotmeaningtoadmonishyou,\"saidtheoldpriest,withdeepgrief。\"I,alas!amnotyourspiritualdirector;youarenotkneelingatthefeetofGod;Iamyourfriend,appalledbydreadofwhatyourpunishmentmaybe。WhathasbecomeofthatunhappyAlbert? Hashe,perhaps,killedhimself?Therewastremendouspassionunderhisassumptionofcalm。IunderstandnowthatoldPrinceSoderini,thefatheroftheDuchessd\'Argaiolo,cameheretotakebackhisdaughter\'slettersandportraits。ThiswasthethunderboltthatfellonAlbert\'shead,andhewentoff,nodoubt,totrytojustifyhimself。Buthowisitthatinfourteenmonthshehasgivenusnonewsofhimself?\" \"Oh!ifImarryhim,hewillbesohappy!\" \"Happy?——Hedoesnotloveyou。Besides,youhavenogreatfortunetogivehim。Yourmotherdetestsyou;youmadeherafiercereplywhichrankles,andwhichwillbeyourruin。Whenshetoldyouyesterdaythatobediencewastheonlywaytorepairyourerrors,andremindedyouoftheneedformarrying,mentioningAmedee——\'Ifyouaresofondofhim,marryhimyourself,mother!\'——Didyou,ordidyounot,flingthesewordsinherteeth?\" \"Yes,\"saidRosalie。 \"Well,Iknowher,\"MonsieurdeGranceywenton。\"InafewmonthsshewillbeComtessedeSoulas!Shewillbesuretohavechildren;shewillgiveMonsieurdeSoulasfortythousandfrancsayear;shewillbenefithiminotherways,andreduceyourshareofherfortuneasmuchaspossible。Youwillbepooraslongasshelives,andsheisbuteight-and-thirty!YourwholeestatewillbethelandoflesRouxey,andthesmallsharelefttoyouafteryourfather\'slegaldebtsaresettled,if,indeed,yourmothershouldconsenttoforegoherclaimsonlesRouxey。Fromthepointofviewofmaterialadvantages,youhavedonebadlyforyourself;fromthepointofviewoffeeling,Iimagineyouhavewreckedyourlife。Insteadofgoingtoyourmother——\"Rosalieshookherheadfiercely。 \"Toyourmother,\"thepriestwenton,\"andtoreligion,whereyouwould,atthefirstimpulseofyourheart,havefoundenlightenment,counsel,andguidance,youchosetoactinyourownway,knowingnothingoflife,andlisteningonlytopassion!\" ThesewordsofwisdomterrifiedMademoiselledeWatteville。 \"AndwhatoughtItodonow?\"sheaskedafterapause。 \"Torepairyourwrong-doing,youmustascertainitsextent,\"saidtheAbbe。 \"Well,IwillwritetotheonlymanwhocanknowanythingofAlbert\'sfate,MonsieurLeopoldHannequin,anotaryinParis,hisfriendsincechildhood。\" \"Writenomore,unlesstodohonortotruth,\"saidtheVicar-General。 \"Placetherealandthefalselettersinmyhands,confesseverythingindetailasthoughIwerethekeeperofyourconscience,askingmehowyoumayexpiateyoursins,anddoingasIbidyou。Ishallsee—— for,aboveallthings,restorethisunfortunatemantohisinnocenceintheeyesofthewomanhehadmadehisdivinityonearth。Thoughhehaslosthishappiness,Albertmuststillhopeforjustification。\" RosaliepromisedtoobeytheAbbe,hopingthatthestepshemighttakewouldperhapsendinbringingAlbertbacktoher。 NotlongafterMademoiselledeWatteville\'sconfessionaclerkcametoBesanconfromMonsieurLeopoldHannequin,armedwithapowerofattorneyfromAlbert;hecalledfirstonMonsieurGirardet,begginghisassistanceinsellingthehousebelongingtoMonsieurSavaron。TheattorneyundertooktodothisoutoffriendshipforAlbert。TheclerkfromParissoldthefurniture,andwiththeproceedscouldrepaysomemoneyowedbySavarontoGirardet,whoontheoccasionofhisinexplicabledeparturehadlenthimfivethousandfrancswhileundertakingtocollecthisassets。WhenGirardetaskedwhathadbecomeofthehandsomeandnoblepleader,towhomhehadbeensomuchattached,theclerkrepliedthatnooneknewbuthismaster,andthatthenotaryhadseemedgreatlydistressedbythecontentsofthelastletterhehadreceivedfromMonsieurAlbertdeSavarus。 Onhearingthis,theVicar-GeneralwrotetoLeopold。Thiswastheworthynotary\'sreply:—— \"ToMonsieurl\'AbbedeGrancey,Vicar-GeneraloftheDioceseofBesancon。 \"PARIS。 \"Alas,monsieur,itisinnobody\'spowertorestoreAlberttothelifeoftheworld;hehasrenouncedit。HeisanoviceinthemonasteryoftheGrandChartreusenearGrenoble。Youknow,betterthanIwhohavebutjustlearnedit,thatonthethresholdofthatcloistereverythingdies。Albert,foreseeingthatIshouldgotohim,placedtheGeneraloftheOrderbetweenmyutmosteffortsandhimself。Iknowhisnoblesoulwellenoughtobesurethatheisthevictimofsomeodiousplotunknowntous;buteverythingisatanend。TheDuchessed\'Argaiolo,nowDuchessedeRhetore,seemstometohavecarriedseveritytoanextreme。AtBelgirate,whichshehadleftwhenAlbertflewthither,shehadleftinstructionsleadinghimtobelievethatshewaslivinginLondon。FromLondonAlbertwentinsearchofhertoNaples,andfromNaplestoRome,whereshewasnowengagedtotheDucdeRhetore。WhenAlbertsucceededinseeingMadamed\'Argaiolo,atFlorence,itwasattheceremonyofhermarriage。 \"Ourpoorfriendswoonedinthechurch,andevenwhenhewasindangerofdeathhecouldneverobtainanyexplanationfromthiswoman,whomusthavehadIknownotwhatinherheart。ForsevenmonthsAlberthadtraveledinpursuitofacruelcreaturewhothoughtitsporttoescapehim;heknewnotwhereorhowtocatchher。 \"IsawhimonhiswaythroughParis;andifyouhadseenhim,asI did,youwouldhavefeltthatnotawordmightbespokenabouttheDuchess,attheriskofbringingonanattackwhichmighthavewreckedhisreason。Ifhehadknownwhathiscrimewas,hemighthavefoundmeanstojustifyhimself;butbeingfalselyaccusedofbeingmarried!——whatcouldhedo?Albertisdead,quitedeadtotheworld。Helongedforrest;letushopethatthedeepsilenceandprayerintowhichhehasthrownhimselfmaygivehimhappinessinanotherguise。You,monsieur,whohaveknownhim,mustgreatlypityhim;andpityhisfriendsalso。 \"Yours,etc。\" AssoonashereceivedthisletterthegoodVicar-GeneralwrotetotheGeneraloftheCarthusianorder,andthiswastheletterhereceivedfromAlbertSavarus:—— \"BrotherAlberttoMonsieurl\'AbbedeGrancey,Vicar-GeneraloftheDioceseofBesancon。 \"LAGRANDECHARTREUSE。 \"Irecognizedyourtendersoul,dearandwell-belovedVicar- General,andyourstillyouthfulheart,inallthatthereverendFatherGeneralofourOrderhasjusttoldme。Youhaveunderstoodtheonlywishthatlurksinthedepthsofmyheartsofarasthethingsoftheworldareconcerned——togetjusticedonetomyfeelingsbyherwhohastreatedmesobadly!Butbeforeleavingmeatlibertytoavailmyselfofyouroffer,theGeneralwantedtoknowthatmyvocationwassincere;hewassokindastotellmehisidea,onfindingthatIwasdeterminedtopreserveabsolutesilenceonthispoint。IfIhadyieldedtothetemptationtorehabilitatethemanoftheworld,thefriarwouldhavebeenrejectedbythismonastery。Gracehascertainlydoneherwork,but,thoughshort,thestrugglewasnotthelesskeenorthelesspainful。IsnotthisenoughtoshowyouthatIcouldneverreturntotheworld? \"Hencemyforgiveness,whichyouaskfortheauthorofsomuchwoe,isentireandwithoutathoughtofvindictiveness。IwillpraytoGodtoforgivethatyoungladyasIforgiveher,andasI shallbeseechHimtogiveMadamedeRhetorealifeofhappiness。 Ah!whetheritbedeath,ortheobstinatehandofayounggirlmadlybentonbeingloved,oroneoftheblowsascribedtochance,mustwenotallobeyGod?SorrowinsomesoulsmakesavastvoidthroughwhichtheDivineVoicerings。Ilearnedtoolatethebearingsofthislifeonthatwhichawaitsus;allinmeiswornout;IcouldnotserveintheranksoftheChurchMilitant,andI laytheremainsofanalmostextinctlifeatthefootofthealtar。 \"ThisisthelasttimeIshalleverwrite。Youalone,wholovedme,andwhomIlovedsowell,couldmakemebreakthelawofoblivionIimposedonmyselfwhenIenteredtheseheadquartersofSaintBruno,butyouarealwaysespeciallynamedintheprayersof\"BROTHERALBERT。 \"November1836。\" \"Everythingisforthebestperhaps,\"thoughttheAbbedeGrancey。 WhenheshowedthislettertoRosalie,who,withapiousimpulse,kissedthelineswhichcontainedherforgiveness,hesaidtoher: \"Well,nowthatheislosttoyou,willyounotbereconciledtoyourmotherandmarrytheComtedeSoulas?\" \"OnlyifAlbertshouldorderit,\"saidshe。 \"Butyouseeitisimpossibletoconsulthim。TheGeneraloftheOrderwouldnotallowit。\" \"IfIweretogotoseehim?\" \"NoCarthusianseesanyvisitor。Besides,nowomanbuttheQueenofFrancemayenteraCarthusianmonastery,\"saidtheAbbe。\"SoyouhavenolongeranyexcusefornotmarryingyoungMonsieurdeSoulas。\" \"Idonotwishtodestroymymother\'shappiness,\"retortedRosalie。 \"Satan!\"exclaimedtheVicar-General。 TowardstheendofthatwintertheworthyAbbedeGranceydied。ThisgoodfriendnolongerstoodbetweenMadamedeWattevilleandherdaughter,tosoftentheimpactofthosetwoironwills。 Theeventhehadforetoldtookplace。InthemonthofAugust1837 MadamedeWattevillewasmarriedtoMonsieurdeSoulasinParis,whithershewentbyRosalie\'sadvice,thegirlmakingashowofkindnessandsweetnesstohermother。MadamedeWattevillebelievedinthisaffectiononthepartofherdaughter,whosimplydesiredtogotoParistogiveherselftheluxuryofabitterrevenge;shethoughtofnothingbutavengingSavarusbytorturingherrival。 MademoiselledeWattevillehadbeendeclaredlegallyofage;shewas,infact,notfarfromone-and-twenty。Hermother,tosettlewithherfinally,hadresignedherclaimsonlesRouxey,andthedaughterhadsignedareleaseforalltheinheritanceoftheBarondeWatteville。 RosalieencouragedhermothertomarrytheComtedeSoulasandsettleallherownfortuneonhim。 \"Letuseachbeperfectlyfree,\"shesaid。 MadamedeSoulas,whohadbeenuneasyastoherdaughter\'sintentions,wastouchedbythisliberality,andmadeherapresentofsixthousandfrancsayearinthefundsasconsciencemoney。AstheComtessedeSoulashadanincomeofforty-eightthousandfrancsfromherownlands,andwasquiteincapableofalienatingtheminordertodiminishRosalie\'sshare,MademoiselledeWattevillewasstillafortunetomarry,ofeighteenhundredthousandfrancs;lesRouxey,withtheBaron\'sadditions,andcertainimprovements,mightyieldtwentythousandfrancsayear,besidesthevalueofthehouse,rents,andpreserves。SoRosalieandhermother,whosoonadoptedtheParisstyleandfashions,easilyobtainedintroductionstothebestsociety。Thegoldenkey——eighteenhundredthousandfrancs——embroideredonMademoiselledeWatteville\'sstomacher,didmorefortheComtessedeSoulasthanherpretensions/ala/deRupt,herinappropriatepride,orevenherratherdistantgreatconnections。 InthemonthofFebruary1838Rosalie,whowaseagerlycourtedbymanyyoungmen,achievedthepurposewhichhadbroughthertoParis。ThiswastomeettheDuchessedeRhetore,toseethiswonderfulwoman,andtooverwhelmherwithperennialremorse。RosaliegaveherselfuptothemostbewilderingeleganceandvanitiesinordertofacetheDuchessonanequalfooting。 Theyfirstmetataballgivenannuallyafter1830forthebenefitofthepensionersontheoldCivilList。Ayoungman,promptedbyRosalie,pointedherouttotheDuchess,saying: \"Thereisaveryremarkableyoungperson,astrong-mindedyoungladytoo!Shedroveaclevermanintoamonastery——theGrandChartreuse——amanofimmensecapabilities,AlbertdeSavarus,whosecareershewrecked。SheisMademoiselledeWatteville,thefamousBesanconheiress——\" TheDuchessturnedpale。Rosalie\'seyesmetherswithoneofthoseflasheswhich,betweenwomanandwoman,aremorefatalthanthepistolshotsofaduel。FrancescaSoderini,whohadsuspectedthatAlbertmightbeinnocent,hastilyquittedtheballroom,leavingthespeakerathiswits\'endtoguesswhatterribleblowhehadinflictedonthebeautifulDuchessedeRhetore。 \"IfyouwanttohearmoreaboutAlbert,cometotheOperaballonTuesdaywithamarigoldinyourhand。\" Thisanonymousnote,sentbyRosalietotheDuchess,broughttheunhappyItaliantotheball,whereMademoiselledeWattevilleplacedinherhandallAlbert\'sletters,withthatwrittentoLeopoldHannequinbytheVicar-General,andthenotary\'sreply,andeventhatinwhichshehadwrittenherconfessiontotheAbbedeGrancey。 \"Idonotchoosetobetheonlysufferer,\"shesaidtoherrival,\"foronehasbeenasruthlessastheother。\" AfterenjoyingthedismaystampedontheDuchess\'beautifulface,Rosaliewentaway;shewentoutnomore,andreturnedtoBesanconwithhermother。 MademoiselledeWatteville,wholivedaloneonherestateoflesRouxey,riding,hunting,refusingtwoorthreeoffersayear,goingtoBesanconfourorfivetimesinthecourseofthewinter,andbusyingherselfwithimprovingherland,wasregardedasaveryeccentricpersonage。ShewasoneofthecelebritiesoftheEasternprovinces。 MadamedeSoulashastwochildren,aboyandagirl,andshehasgrownyounger;butMonsieurdeSoulashasagedagooddeal。 \"Myfortunehascostmedear,\"saidhetoyoungChavoncourt。\"Reallytoknowabigotitisunfortunatelynecessarytomarryher!\" MademoiselledeWattevillebehavesinthemostextraordinarymanner。 \"Shehasvagaries,\"peoplesay。EveryyearshegoestogazeatthewallsoftheGrandeChartreuse。Perhapsshedreamsofimitatinghergrand-unclebyforcingthewallsofthemonasterytofindahusband,asWattevillebrokethroughthoseofhismonasterytorecoverhisliberty。 SheleftBesanconin1841,intending,itwassaid,togetmarried;buttherealreasonofthisexpeditionisstillunknown,forshereturnedhomeinastatewhichforbidshereverappearinginsocietyagain。ByoneofthosechancesofwhichtheAbbedeGranceyhadspoken,shehappenedtobeontheLoireinasteamboatofwhichtheboilerburst。 MademoiselledeWattevillewassoseverelyinjuredthatshelostherrightarmandherleftleg;herfaceismarkedwithfearfulscars,whichhavebereftherofherbeauty;herhealth,cruellyupset,leavesherfewdaysfreefromsuffering。Inshort,shenowneverleavestheChartreuseoflesRouxey,wheresheleadsalifewhollydevotedtoreligiouspractices。