第8章

类别:其他 作者:Honore de Balzac字数:9489更新时间:18/12/14 13:40:56
Sadnessorgladness,itallcomestomethroughyou。ThehopeofsuccessalwayscarriesmebacktothedayfollowingthatoneonwhichIsawyouforthefirsttime,whenmylifebecameonewithyoursastheearthturnstothelight。/Qualpianto/aretheseelevenyears,forthisisthe26thofDecember,theanniversaryofmyarrivalatyourvillaontheLakeofGeneva。ForelevenyearshaveIbeencryingtoyou,whileyoushinelikeastarsettoohighformantoreachit。 \"27th。 \"No,dearest,donotgotoMilan;stayatBelgirate。Milanterrifiesme。IdonotlikethatodiousMilanesefashionofchattingattheScalaeveryeveningwithadozenpersons,amongwhomitishardifnoonesayssomethingsweet。Tomesolitudeislikethelumpofamberinwhoseheartaninsectlivesforeverinunchangingbeauty。Thustheheartandsoulofawomanremainspureandunalteredintheformoftheirfirstyouth。Isitthe/Tedeschi/thatyouregret? \"28th。 \"Isyourstatuenevertobefinished?Ishouldwishtohaveyouinmarble,inpainting,inminiature,ineverypossibleform,tobeguilemyimpatience。IstillamwaitingfortheviewofBelgiratefromthesouth,andthatofthebalcony;theseareallthatInowlack。Iamsoextremelybusythatto-dayIcanonlywriteyounothing——butthatnothingiseverything。WasitnotofnothingthatGodmadetheworld?Thatnothingisaword,God\'sword:Iloveyou! \"30th。 \"Ah!Ihavereceivedyourjournal。Thanksforyourpunctuality—— Soyoufoundgreatpleasureinseeingallthedetailsofourfirstacquaintancethussetdown?Alas!evenwhiledisguisingthemIwassorelyafraidofoffendingyou。Wehadnostories,anda/Review/ withoutstoriesisabeautywithouthair。Notbeinginventivebynature,andinsheerdespair,Itooktheonlypoetryinmysoul,theonlyadventureinmymemory,andpitcheditinthekeyinwhichitwouldbeartelling;nordidIeverceasetothinkofyouwhilewritingtheonlyliteraryproductionthatwillevercomefrommyheart,Icannotsayfrommypen。DidnotthetransformationofyourfierceSormanointoGinamakeyoulaugh? \"Youaskaftermyhealth。Well,itisbetterthaninParis。ThoughIworkenormously,thepeacefulnessofthesurroundingshasitseffectonthemind。Whatreallytriesandagesme,dearangel,istheanguishofmortifiedvanity,theperpetualfrictionofParislife,thestruggleofrivalambitions。Thispeaceisabalm。 \"Ifyoucouldimaginethepleasureyourlettergivesme!——thelong,kindletterinwhichyoutellmethemosttrivialincidentsofyourlife。No!youwomencanneverknowtowhatadegreeatrueloverisinterestedinthesetrifles。Itwasanimmensepleasuretoseethepatternofyournewdress。Canitbeamatterofindifferencetometoknowwhatyouwear?Ifyourloftybrowisknit?Ifourwritersamuseyou?IfCanalis\'songsdelightyou?I readthebooksyouread。Eventoyourboatingonthelakeeveryincidenttouchedme。Yourletterisaslovely,assweetasyoursoul!Oh!flowerofheaven,perpetuallyadored,couldIhavelivedwithoutthosedearletters,whichforelevenyearshaveupheldmeinmydifficultpathlikealight,likeaperfume,likeasteadychant,likesomedivinenourishment,likeeverythingwhichcansootheandcomfortlife。 \"Donotfailme!IfyouknewwhatanxietyIsufferthedaybeforetheyaredue,orthepainaday\'sdelaycangiveme!Issheill? Is/he/?Iammidwaybetweenhellandparadise。 \"/Omiacaradiva/,keepupyourmusic,exerciseyourvoice,practise。Iamenchantedwiththecoincidenceofemploymentsandhoursbywhich,thoughseparatedbytheAlps,welivebypreciselythesamerule。Thethoughtcharmsmeandgivesmecourage。ThefirsttimeIundertooktopleadhere——Iforgettotellyouthis——I fanciedthatyouwerelisteningtome,andIsuddenlyfelttheflashofinspirationwhichliftsthepoetabovemankind。IfIamreturnedtotheChamber——oh!youmustcometoParistobepresentatmyfirstappearancethere! \"30th,Evening。 \"Goodheavens,howIloveyou!Alas!Ihaveintrustedtoomuchtomyloveandmyhopes。Anaccidentwhichshouldsinkthatoverloadedbarkwouldendmylife。ForthreeyearsnowIhavenotseenyou,andatthethoughtofgoingtoBelgiratemyheartbeatssowildlythatIamforcedtostop——Toseeyou,tohearthatgirlishcaressingvoice!Toembraceinmygazethativoryskin,glisteningunderthecandlelight,andthroughwhichIcanreadyournoblemind!Toadmireyourfingersplayingonthekeys,todrinkinyourwholesoulinalook,inthetoneofan/Oime/oran/Alberto/!Towalkbytheblossomingorange-trees,toliveafewmonthsinthebosomofthatgloriousscenery!——Thatislife。Whatfollyitistorunafterpower,aname,fortune!ButatBelgiratethereiseverything;thereispoetry,thereisglory!Ioughttohavemademyselfyoursteward,or,asthatdeartyrantwhomwecannothateproposedtome,livethereas/cavaliereservente/,onlyourpassionwastoofiercetoallowofit。 \"Farewell,myangel,forgivememynextfitofsadnessinconsiderationofthischeerfulmood;ithascomeasabeamoflightfromthetorchofHope,whichhashithertoseemedtomeaWill-o\'-the-wisp。\" \"Howhelovesher!\"criedRosalie,droppingtheletter,whichseemedheavyinherhand。\"Afterelevenyearstowritelikethis!\" \"Mariette,\"saidMademoiselledeWattevilletohermaidnextmorning,\"goandpostthisletter。TellJeromethatIknowallIwishtoknow,andthatheistoserveMonsieurAlbertfaithfully。Wewillconfessoursins,youandI,withoutsayingtowhomthelettersbelonged,nortowhomtheyweregoing。Iwasinthewrong;Ialoneamguilty。\" \"Mademoisellehasbeencrying?\"saidMariette。 \"Yes,butIdonotwantthatmymothershouldperceiveit;givemesomeverycoldwater。\" InthemidstofthestormsofherpassionRosalieoftenlistenedtothevoiceofconscience。Touchedbythebeautifulfidelityofthesetwohearts,shehadjustsaidherprayers,tellingherselfthattherewasnothinglefttoherbuttoberesigned,andtorespectthehappinessoftwobeingsworthyofeachother,submissivetofate,lookingtoGodforeverything,withoutallowingthemselvesanycriminalactsorwishes。Shefeltabetterwoman,andhadacertainsenseofsatisfactionaftercomingtothisresolution,inspiredbythenaturalrectitudeofyouth。Andshewasconfirmedinitbyagirl\'sidea:Shewassacrificingherselffor/him/。 \"Shedoesnotknowhowtolove,\"thoughtshe。\"Ah!ifitwereI——I wouldgiveupeverythingtoamanwholovedmeso——Tobeloved!—— When,bywhomshallIbeloved?ThatlittleMonsieurdeSoulasonlylovesmymoney;ifIwerepoor,hewouldnotevenlookatme。\" \"Rosalie,mychild,whatareyouthinkingabout?Youareworkingbeyondtheoutline,\"saidtheBaronesstoherdaughter,whowasmakingworsted-workslippersfortheBaron。 Rosaliespentthewinterof1834-35tornbysecrettumults;butinthespring,inthemonthofApril,whenshereachedtheageofnineteen,shesometimesthoughtthatitwouldbeafinethingtotriumphoveraDuchessed\'Argaiolo。Insilenceandsolitudetheprospectofthisstrugglehadfannedherpassionandherevilthoughts。Sheencouragedherromanticdaringbymakingplanafterplan。Althoughsuchcharactersareanexception,thereare,unfortunately,toomanyRosaliesintheworld,andthisstorycontainsamoralthatoughttoservethemasawarning。 InthecourseofthiswinterAlbertdeSavarushadquietlymadeconsiderableprogressinBesancon。Confidentofsuccess,henowimpatientlyawaitedthedissolutionoftheChamber。AmongthemenofthemoderatepartyhehadwonthesuffragesofoneofthemakersofBesancon,arichcontractor,whohadverywideinfluence。 WherevertheysettledtheRomanstookimmensepains,andspentenormoussumstohaveanunlimitedsupplyofgoodwaterineverytownoftheirempire。AtBesancontheydrankthewaterfromArcier,ahillatsomeconsiderabledistancefromBesancon。ThetownstandsinahorseshoecircumscribedbytheriverDoubs。Thus,torestoreanaqueductinordertodrinkthesamewaterthattheRomansdrank,inatownwateredbytheDoubs,isoneofthoseabsurditieswhichonlysucceedinacountryplacewherethemostexemplarygravityprevails。 Ifthiswhimcouldbebroughthometotheheartsofthecitizens,itwouldleadtoconsiderableoutlay;andthisexpenditurewouldbenefittheinfluentialcontractor。 AlbertSavarondeSavarusopinedthatthewateroftheriverwasgoodfornothingbuttoflowunderthesuspensionbridge,andthattheonlydrinkablewaterwasthatfromArcier。Articleswereprintedinthe/Review/whichmerelyexpressedtheviewsofthecommercialinterestofBesancon。Thenobilityandthecitizens,themoderatesandthelegitimists,thegovernmentpartyandtheopposition,everybody,inshort,wasagreedthattheymustdrinkthesamewaterastheRomans,andboastofasuspensionbridge。ThequestionoftheArcierwaterwastheorderofthedayatBesancon。AtBesancon——asinthematterofthetworailwaystoVersailles——asforeverystandingabuse——therewereprivateinterestsunconfessedwhichgavevitalforcetothisidea。Thereasonablefolkinoppositiontothisscheme,whowereindeedbutfew,wereregardedasoldwomen。NoonetalkedofanythingbutofSavaron\'stwoprojects。Andthus,aftereighteenmonthsofundergroundlabor,theambitiouslawyerhadsucceededinstirringtoitsdepthsthemoststagnanttowninFrance,themostunyieldingtoforeigninfluence,infindingthelengthofitsfoot,touseavulgarphrase,andexertingapreponderantinfluencewithoutstirringfromhisownroom。Hehadsolvedthesingularproblemofhowtobepowerfulwithoutbeingpopular。 InthecourseofthiswinterhewonsevenlawsuitsforvariouspriestsofBesancon。Atmomentshecouldbreathefreelyatthethoughtofhiscomingtriumph。Thisintensedesire,whichmadehimworksomanyinterestsanddevisesomanysprings,absorbedthelaststrengthofhisterriblyoverstrungsoul。Hisdisinterestednesswaslauded,andhetookhisclients\'feeswithoutcomment。Butthisdisinterestednesswas,intruth,moralusury;hecountedonarewardfargreatertohimthanallthegoldintheworld。 InthemonthofOctober1834hehadbrought,ostensiblytoserveamerchantwhowasindifficulties,withmoneylenthimbyLeopoldHannequin,ahousewhichgavehimaqualificationforelection。Hehadnotseemedtoseekordesirethisadvantageousbargain。 \"Youarereallyaremarkableman,\"saidtheAbbedeGrancey,who,ofcourse,hadwatchedandunderstoodthelawyer。TheVicar-GeneralhadcometointroducetohimaCanonwhoneededhisprofessionaladvice。 \"Youareapriestwhohastakenthewrongturning。\"ThisobservationstruckSavarus。 Rosalie,onherpart,hadmadeuphermind,inherstronggirl\'shead,togetMonsieurdeSavarusintothedrawing-roomandacquaintedwiththesocietyoftheHoteldeRupt。SofarshehadlimitedherdesirestoseeingandhearingAlbert。Shehadcompounded,sotospeak,andacompositionisoftennomorethanatruce。 LesRouxey,theinheritedestateoftheWattevilles,wasworthjusttenthousandfrancsayear;butinotherhandsitwouldhaveyieldedagreatdealmore。TheBaroninhisindifference——forhiswifewastohave,andinfacthad,fortythousandfrancsayear——leftthemanagementoflesRouxeytoasortoffactotum,anoldservantoftheWattevillesnamedModinier。Nevertheless,whenevertheBaronandhiswifewishedtogooutofthetown,theywenttolesRouxey,whichisverypicturesquelysituated。Thechateauandtheparkwere,infact,createdbythefamousWatteville,whoinhisactiveoldagewaspassionatelyattachedtothismagnificentspot。 Betweentwoprecipitoushills——littlepeakswithbaresummitsknownasthegreatandthelittleRouxey——intheheartofaravinewherethetorrentsfromtheheights,withtheDentdeVilardattheirhead,cometumblingtojointhelovelyupperwatersoftheDoubs,Wattevillehadahugedamconstructed,leavingtwocuttingsfortheoverflow。Abovethisdamhemadeabeautifullake,andbelowittwocascades;andthese,unitingafewyardsbelowthefalls,formedalovelylittlerivertoirrigatethebarren,uncultivatedvalley,andthesetwohillsheenclosedinaringfence,andbuilthimselfaretreatonthedam,whichhewidenedtotwoacresbyaccumulatingaboveitallthesoilwhichhadtoberemovedtomakeachannelfortheriverandtheirrigationcanals。 WhentheBarondeWattevillethusobtainedthelakeabovehisdamhewasownerofthetwohills,butnotoftheuppervalleythusflooded,throughwhichtherehadbeenatalltimesaright-of-waytowhereitendsinahorseshoeundertheDentdeVilard。Butthisferociousoldmanwassowidelydreaded,thatsolongashelivednoclaimwasurgedbytheinhabitantsofRiceys,thelittlevillageonthefurthersideoftheDentdeVilard。WhentheBarondied,helefttheslopesofthetwoRouxeyhillsjoinedbyastrongwall,toprotectfrominundationthetwolateralvalleysopeningintothevalleyofRouxey,totherightandleftatthefootoftheDentdeVilard。ThushediedthemasteroftheDentdeVilard。 HisheirsassertedtheirprotectorateofthevillageofRiceys,andsomaintainedtheusurpation。Theoldassassin,theoldrenegade,theoldAbbeWatteville,endedhiscareerbyplantingtreesandmakingafineroadovertheshoulderofoneoftheRouxeyhillstojointhehighroad。Theestatebelongingtothisparkandhousewasextensive,butbadlycultivated;therewerechaletsonbothhillsandneglectedforestsoftimber。Itwasallwildanddeserted,lefttothecareofnature,abandonedtochancegrowths,butfullofsublimeandunexpectedbeauty。YoumaynowimaginelesRouxey。 Itisunnecessarytocomplicatethisstorybyrelatingalltheprodigioustroubleandtheinventivenessstampedwithgenius,bywhichRosalieachievedherendwithoutallowingittobesuspected。ItisenoughtosaythatitwasinobediencetohermotherthatsheleftBesanconinthemonthofMay1835,inanantiquetravelingcarriagedrawnbyapairofsturdyhiredhorses,andaccompaniedherfathertolesRouxey。 Toayounggirllovelurksineverything。Whensherose,themorningafterherarrival,MademoiselledeWattevillesawfromherbedroomwindowthefineexpanseofwater,fromwhichthelightmistsroselikesmoke,andwerecaughtinthefirsandlarches,rollingupandalongthehillstilltheyreachedtheheights,andshegaveacryofadmiration。 \"Theylovedbythelakes!/She/livesbyalake!Alakeiscertainlyfulloflove!\"shethought。 Alakefedbysnowshasopalescentcolorsandatranslucencythatmakesitonehugediamond;butwhenitisshutinlikethatoflesRouxey,betweentwogranitemassescoveredwithpines,whensilencebroodsoveritlikethatoftheSavannasortheSteppes,theneveryonemustexclaimasRosaliedid。 \"Weowethat,\"saidherfather,\"tothenotoriousWatteville。\" \"Onmyword,\"saidthegirl,\"hedidhisbesttoearnforgiveness。Letusgoinaboattothefurtherend;itwillgiveusanappetiteforbreakfast。\" TheBaroncalledtwogardenerladswhoknewhowtorow,andtookwithhimhisprimeministerModinier。Thelakewasaboutsixacresinbreadth,insomeplacestenortwelve,andfourhundredinlength。 RosaliesoonfoundherselfattheupperendshutinbytheDentdeVilard,theJungfrauofthatlittleSwitzerland。 \"Hereweare,MonsieurleBaron,\"saidModinier,signingtothegardenerstotieuptheboat;\"willyoucomeandlook?\" \"Lookatwhat?\"askedRosalie。 \"Oh,nothing!\"exclaimedtheBaron。\"Butyouareasensiblegirl;wehavesomelittlesecretsbetweenus,andImaytellyouwhatrufflesmymind。Somedifficultieshavearisensince1830betweenthevillageauthoritiesofRiceysandme,onaccountofthisveryDentdeVilard,andIwanttosettlethematterwithoutyourmother\'sknowinganythingaboutit,forsheisstubborn;sheiscapableofflingingfireandflamesbroadcast,particularlyifsheshouldhearthattheMayorofRiceys,arepublican,gotupthisactionasasoptohispeople。\" Rosaliehadpresenceofmindenoughtodisguiseherdelight,soastoworkmoreeffectuallyonherfather。 \"Whataction?\"saidshe。 \"Mademoiselle,thepeopleofRiceys,\"saidModinier,\"havelongenjoyedtherightofgrazingandcuttingfodderontheirsideoftheDentdeVilard。NowMonsieurChantonnit,theMairesince1830,declaresthatthewholeDentbelongstohisdistrict,andmaintainsthatahundredyearsago,ormore,therewasawaythroughourgrounds。Youunderstandthatinthatcaseweshouldnolongerhavethemtoourselves。Thenthisbarbarianwouldendbysaying,whattheoldmeninthevillagesay,thatthegroundoccupiedbythelakewasappropriatedbytheAbbedeWatteville。ThatwouldbetheendoflesRouxey;whatnext?\" \"Indeed,mychild,betweenourselves,itisthetruth,\"saidMonsieurdeWattevillesimply。\"Thelandisanusurpation,withnotitle-deedbutlapseoftime。And,therefore,toavoidallworry,IshouldwishtocometoafriendlyunderstandingastomyborderlineonthissideoftheDentdeVilard,andIwillthenraiseawall。\" \"Ifyougivewaytothemunicipality,itwillswallowyouup。YououghttohavethreatenedRiceys。\" \"ThatisjustwhatItoldthemasterlastevening,\"saidModinier。 \"ButinconfirmationofthatviewIproposedthatheshouldcometoseewhether,onthissideoftheDentorontheother,theremaynotbe,highorlow,sometracesofanenclosure。\" ForacenturytheDentdeVilardhadbeenusedbybothpartieswithoutcomingtoextremities;itstoodasasortofpartywallbetweenthecommunesofRiceysandlesRouxey,yieldinglittleprofit。Indeed,theobjectindispute,beingcoveredwithsnowforsixmonthsintheyear,wasofanaturetocooltheirardor。Thusitrequiredallthehotblastbywhichtherevolutionof1830inflamedtheadvocatesofthepeople,tostirupthismatter,bywhichMonsieurChantonnit,theMaireofRiceys,hopedtogiveadramaticturntohiscareeronthepeacefulfrontierofSwitzerland,andtoimmortalizehistermofoffice。Chantonnit,ashisnameshows,wasanativeofNeuchatel。 \"Mydearfather,\"saidRosalie,astheygotintotheboatagain,\"I agreewithModinier。IfyouwishtosecurethejointpossessionoftheDentdeVilard,youmustactwithdecision,andgetalegalopinionwhichwillprotectyouagainstthisenterprisingChantonnit。Whyshouldyoubeafraid?GetthefamouslawyerSavaron——engagehimatonce,lestChantonnitshouldplacetheinterestsofthevillageinhishands。ThemanwhowonthecasefortheChapteragainstthetowncancertainlywinthatofWatteville/versus/Riceys!Besides,\"sheadded,\"lesRouxeywillsomedaybemine——notforalongtimeyet,Itrust—— Well,thendonotleavemewithalawsuitonmyhands。Ilikethisplace,Ishalloftenlivehere,andaddtoitasmuchaspossible。Onthosebanks,\"andshepointedtothefeetofthetwohills,\"IshallcutflowerbedsandmaketheloveliestEnglishgardens。LetusgotoBesanconandbringbackwithustheAbbedeGrancey,MonsieurSavaron,andmymother,ifshecarestocome。Youcanthenmakeupyourmind; butinyourplaceIshouldhavedonesoalready。YournameisWatteville,andyouareafraidofafight!Ifyoushouldloseyourcase——well,Iwillneverreproachyoubyaword!\" \"Oh,ifthatisthewayyoutakeit,\"saidtheBaron,\"Iamquiteready;Iwillseethelawyer。\" \"Besidesalawsuitisreallygreatfun。Itbringssomeinterestintolife,withcomingandgoingandragingoverit。Youwillhaveagreatdealtodobeforeyoucangetholdofthejudges——WedidnotseetheAbbedeGranceyforthreeweeks,hewassobusy!\" \"ButtheveryexistenceoftheChapterwasinvolved,\"saidMonsieurdeWatteville;\"andthentheArchbishop\'spride,hisconscience,everythingthatmakesupthelifeofthepriesthood,wasatstake。 ThatSavarondoesnotknowwhathedidfortheChapter!Hesavedit!\" \"Listentome,\"saidhisdaughterinhisear,\"ifyousecureMonsieurdeSavaron,youwillgainyoursuit,won\'tyou?Well,then,letmeadviseyou。YoucannotgetatMonsieurSavaronexceptingthroughMonsieurdeGrancey。Takemywordforit,andletustogethertalktothedearAbbewithoutmymother\'spresenceattheinterview,forI knowawayofpersuadinghimtobringthelawyertous。\" \"Itwillbeverydifficulttoavoidmentioningittoyourmother!\" \"TheAbbedeGranceywillsettlethatafterwards。ButjustmakeupyourmindtopromiseyourvotetoMonsieurSavaronatthenextelection,andyouwillsee!\" \"Gototheelection!taketheoath?\"criedtheBarondeWatteville。 \"Whatthen!\"saidshe。 \"Andwhatwillyourmothersay?\" \"Shemayevendesireyoutodoit,\"repliedRosalie,knowingasshedidfromAlbert\'slettertoLeopoldhowdeeplytheVicar-Generalhadpledgedhimself。 Fourdaysafter,theAbbedeGranceycalledveryearlyonemorningonAlbertdeSavarus,havingannouncedhisvisitthedaybefore。TheoldpriesthadcometowinoverthegreatlawyertothehouseoftheWattevilles,aproceedingwhichshowshowmuchtactandsubtletyRosaliemusthaveemployedinanunderhandway。 \"WhatcanIdoforyou,MonsieurleVicaire-General?\"askedSavarus。 TheAbbe,whotoldhisstorywithadmirablefrankness,wascoldlyheardbyAlbert。 \"Monsieurl\'Abbe,\"saidhe,\"itisoutofthequestionthatIshoulddefendtheinterestsoftheWattevilles,andyoushallunderstandwhy。 Mypartinthistownistoremainperfectlyneutral。Iwilldisplaynocolors;Imustremainamysterytilltheeveofmyelection。Now,topleadfortheWattevilleswouldmeannothinginParis,buthere!—— Here,whereeverythingisdiscussed,IshouldbesupposedbyeveryonetobeanallyofyourFaubourgSaint-Germain。\" \"What!doyousupposethatyoucanremainunknownonthedayoftheelection,whenthecandidatesmustopposeeachother?ItmustthenbecomeknownthatyournameisSavarondeSavarus,thatyouhaveheldtheappointmentofMasterofAppeals,thatyouareamanoftheRestoration!\" \"Onthedayoftheelection,\"saidSavarus,\"IwillbeallIamexpectedtobe;andIintendtospeakatthepreliminarymeetings。\" \"IfyouhavethesupportofMonsieurdeWattevilleandhisparty,youwillgetahundredvotesinamass,andfarmoretobetrustedthanthoseonwhichyourely。Itisalwayspossibletoproducedivisionofinterests;convictionsareinseparable。\"