第5章

类别:其他 作者:Honore de Balzac字数:8391更新时间:18/12/14 13:40:56
\"Letusdropthesubject,\"saidshe,withincomparabledignityofgesture,expression,andattitude。\"Makeasplendidfortune,beoneoftheremarkablemenofyourcountry;thatismydesire。Fameisadrawbridgewhichmayservetocrossadeepgulf。Beambitiousifyoumust。Ibelieveyouhavegreatandpowerfultalents,butusethemratherforthehappinessofmankindthantodeserveme;youwillbeallthegreaterinmyeyes。\" Inthecourseofthisconversation,whichlastedtwohours,RodolphediscoveredthatFrancescawasanenthusiastforLiberalideas,andforthatworshipoflibertywhichhadledtothethreerevolutionsinNaples,Piemont,andSpain。Onleaving,hewasshowntothedoorbyGina,theso-calledmute。Ateleveno\'clocknoonewasastirinthevillage,therewasnofearoflisteners;RodolphetookGinaintoacorner,andaskedherinalowvoiceandbadItalian,\"Whoareyourmasterandmistress,child?Tellme,Iwillgiveyouthisfinenewgoldpiece。\" \"Monsieur,\"saidthegirl,takingthecoin,\"mymasteristhefamousbooksellerLampariniofMilan,oneoftheleadersoftherevolution,andtheconspiratorofallotherswhomAustriawouldmostliketohaveintheSpielberg。\" \"Abookseller\'swife!Ah,somuchthebetter,\"thoughthe;\"weareonanequalfooting——Andwhatisherfamily?\"headded,\"forshelookslikeaqueen。\" \"AllItalianwomendo,\"repliedGinaproudly。\"Herfather\'snameisColonna。\" EmboldenedbyFrancesca\'smodestrank,Rodolphehadanawningfittedtohisboatandcushionsinthestern。Whenthiswasdone,thelovercametoproposetoFrancescatocomeoutonthelake。TheItalianaccepted,nodoubttocarryoutherpartofayoungEnglishMissintheeyesofthevillagers,butshebroughtGinawithher。FrancescaColonna\'slightestactionsbetrayedasuperioreducationandthehighestsocialrank。BythewayinwhichshetookherplaceattheendoftheboatRodolphefelthimselfinsomesortcutofffromher,and,inthefaceofalookofprideworthyofanaristocrat,thefamiliarityhehadintendedfelldead。ByaglanceFrancescamadeherselfaprincess,withalltheprerogativesshemighthaveenjoyedintheMiddleAges。Sheseemedtohavereadthethoughtsofthisvassalwhowassoaudaciousastoconstitutehimselfherprotector。 Already,inthefurnitureoftheroomwhereFrancescahadreceivedhim,inherdress,andinthevarioustriflesshemadeuseof,Rodolphehaddetectedindicationsofasuperiorcharacterandafinefortune。Alltheseobservationsnowrecurredtohismind;hebecamethoughtfulafterhavingbeentrampledon,asitwere,byFrancesca\'sdignity。Gina,herhalf-grown-up/confidante/,alsoseemedtohaveamockingexpressionasshegaveacovertorasideglanceatRodolphe。 ThisobviousdisagreementbetweentheItalianlady\'srankandhermannerswasafreshpuzzletoRodolphe,whosuspectedsomefurthertricklikeGina\'sassumeddumbness。 \"Wherewouldyougo,SignoraLamporani?\"heasked。 \"TowardsLucerne,\"repliedFrancescainFrench。 \"Good!\"saidRodolphetohimself,\"sheisnotstartledbyhearingmespeakhername;shehad,nodoubt,foreseenthatIshouldaskGina—— sheissocunning——Whatisyourquarrelwithme?\"hewenton,goingatlasttositdownbyherside,andaskingherbyagesturetogivehimherhand,whichshewithdrew。\"Youarecoldandceremonious;what,incolloquiallanguage,weshouldcall/short/。\" \"Itistrue,\"sherepliedwithasmile。\"Iamwrong。Itisnotgoodmanners;itisvulgar。InFrenchyouwouldcallitinartistic。Itisbettertobefrankthantoharborcoldorhostilefeelingstowardsafriend,andyouhavealreadyprovedyourselfmyfriend。PerhapsIhavegonetoofarwithyou。Youmusttakemetobeaveryordinarywoman。\"—— Rodolphemademanysignsofdenial——\"Yes,\"saidthebookseller\'swife,goingonwithoutnoticingthispantomime,which,however,sheplainlysaw。\"Ihavedetectedthat,andnaturallyIhavereconsideredmyconduct。Well!Iwillputanendtoeverythingbyafewwordsofdeeptruth。Understandthis,Rodolphe:Ifeelinmyselfthestrengthtostifleafeelingifitwerenotinharmonywithmyideasoranticipationofwhattrueloveis。Icouldlove——aswecanloveinItaly,butIknowmyduty。Nointoxicationcanmakemeforgetit。 Marriedwithoutmyconsenttothatpooroldman,Imighttakeadvantageofthelibertyhesogenerouslygivesme;butthreeyearsofmarriedlifeimplyacceptanceofitslaws。Hencethemostvehementpassionwouldnevermakemeutter,eveninvoluntarily,awishtofindmyselffree。 \"Emilioknowsmycharacter。Heknowsthatwithoutmyheart,whichismyown,andwhichImightgiveaway,Ishouldneverallowanyonetotakemyhand。ThatiswhyIhavejustrefusedittoyou。Idesiretobelovedandwaitedforwithfidelity,nobleness,ardor,whileallI cangiveisinfinitetendernessofwhichtheexpressionmaynotoversteptheboundaryoftheheart,thepermittedneutralground。Allthisbeingthoroughlyunderstood——Oh!\"shewentonwithagirlishgesture,\"Iwillbeascoquettish,asgay,asglad,asachildwhichknowsnothingofthedangersoffamiliarity。\" Thisplainandfrankdeclarationwasmadeinatone,anaccent,andsupportedbyalookwhichgaveitthedeepeststampoftruth。 \"APrincessColonnacouldnothavespokenbetter,\"saidRodolphe,smiling。 \"Isthat,\"sheansweredwithsomehaughtiness,\"areflectiononthehumblenessofmybirth?Mustyourloveflauntacoat-of-arms?AtMilanthenoblestnamesarewrittenovershop-doors:Sforza,Canova,Visconti,Trivulzio,Ursini;thereareArchintosapothecaries;but,believeme,thoughIkeepashop,Ihavethefeelingsofaduchess。\" \"Areflection?Nay,madame,Imeantitforpraise。\" \"Byacomparison?\"shesaidarchly。 \"Ah,onceforall,\"saidhe,\"nottotorturemeifmywordsshouldillexpressmyfeelings,understandthatmyloveisperfect;itcarrieswithitabsoluteobedienceandrespect。\" Shebowedasawomansatisfied,andsaid,\"Thenmonsieuracceptsthetreaty?\" \"Yes,\"saidhe。\"Icanunderstandthatinarichandpowerfulfemininenaturethefacultyoflovingoughtnottobewasted,andthatyou,outofdelicacy,wishedtorestrainit。Ah!Francesca,atmyagetendernessrequited,andbysosublime,soroyallybeautifulacreatureasyouare——why,itisthefulfilmentofallmywishes。Toloveyouasyoudesiretobeloved——isnotthatenoughtomakeayoungmanguardhimselfagainsteveryevilfolly?Isitnottoconcentrateallhispowersinanoblepassion,ofwhichinthefuturehemaybeproud,andwhichcanleavenonebutlovelymemories?IfyoucouldbutknowwithwhathuesyouhaveclothedthechainofPilatus,theRigi,andthissuperblake——\" \"Iwanttoknow,\"saidshe,withtheItalianartlessnesswhichhasalwaysatouchofartfulness。 \"Well,thishourwillshineonallmylifelikeadiamondonaqueen\'sbrow。\" Francesca\'sonlyreplywastolayherhandonRodolphe\'s。 \"Ohdearest!foreverdearest!——Tellme,haveyouneverloved?\" \"Never。\" \"Andyouallowmetoloveyounobly,lookingtoheavenfortheutmostfulfilment?\"heasked。 Shegentlybentherhead。TwolargetearsrolleddownRodolphe\'scheeks。 \"Why!whatisthematter?\"shecried,abandoningherimperialmanner。 \"IhavenownomotherwhomIcantellofmyhappiness;sheleftthisearthwithoutseeingwhatwouldhavemitigatedheragony——\" \"What?\"saidshe。 \"Hertendernessreplacedbyanequaltenderness——\" \"/Poveromio/!\"exclaimedtheItalian,muchtouched。\"Believeme,\"shewentonafterapause,\"itisaverysweetthing,andtoawoman,astrongelementoffidelitytoknowthatsheisallinallonearthtothemansheloves;tofindhimlonely,withnofamily,withnothinginhisheartbuthislove——inshort,tohavehimwhollytoherself。\" Whentwoloversthusunderstandeachother,theheartfeelsdeliciouspeace,supremetranquillity。Certaintyisthebasisforwhichhumanfeelingscrave,foritisneverlackingtoreligioussentiment;manisalwayscertainofbeingfullyrepaidbyGod。Loveneverbelievesitselfsecurebutbythisresemblancetodivinelove。Andtherapturesofthatmomentmusthavebeenfullyfelttobeunderstood;itisuniqueinlife;itcanneverreturnnomore,alas!thantheemotionsofyouth。Tobelieveinawoman,tomakeheryourhumanreligion,thefountoflife,thesecretluminaryofallyourleastthoughts!——isnotthisasecondbirth?Andayoungmanmingleswiththislovealittleofthefeelinghehadforhismother。 RodolpheandFrancescaforsometimeremainedinperfectsilence,answeringeachotherbysympatheticglancesfullofthoughts。TheyunderstoodeachotherinthemidstofoneofthemostbeautifulscenesofNature,whoseglories,interpretedbythegloryintheirhearts,helpedtostampontheirmindsthemostfugitivedetailsofthatuniquehour。TherehadnotbeentheslightestshadeoffrivolityinFrancesca\'sconduct。Itwasnoble,large,andwithoutanysecondthought。ThismagnanimitystruckRodolphegreatly,forinitherecognizedthedifferencebetweentheItalianandtheFrenchwoman。Thewaters,theland,thesky,thewoman,allweregrandioseandsuave,eventheirloveinthemidstofthispicture,sovastinitsexpanse,sorichindetail,wherethesternnessofthesnowypeaksandtheirhardfoldsstandingclearlyoutagainstthebluesky,remindedRodolpheofthecircumstanceswhichlimitedhishappiness;alovelycountryshutinbysnows。 Thisdelightfulintoxicationofsoulwasdestinedtobedisturbed。A boatwasapproachingfromLucerne;Gina,whohadbeenwatchingitattentively,gaveajoyfulstart,thoughfaithfultoherpartasamute。Thebarkcamenearer;whenatlengthFrancescacoulddistinguishthefacesonboard,sheexclaimed,\"Tito!\"assheperceivedayoungman。Shestoodup,andremainedstandingattheriskofbeingdrowned。 \"Tito!Tito!\"criedshe,wavingherhandkerchief。 Titodesiredtheboatmentoslacken,andthetwoboatspulledsidebyside。TheItalianandTitotalkedwithsuchextremerapidity,andinadialectunfamiliartoamanwhohardlykneweventheItalianofbooks,thatRodolphecouldneitherhearnorguessthedriftofthisconversation。ButTito\'shandsomeface,Francesca\'sfamiliarity,andGina\'sexpressionofdelight,allaggrievedhim。Andindeednolovercanhelpbeingillpleasedatfindinghimselfneglectedforanother,whoeverhemaybe。TitotossedalittleleatherbagtoGina,fullofgoldnodoubt,andapacketofletterstoFrancesca,whobegantoreadthem,withafarewellwaveofthehandtoTito。 \"GetquicklybacktoGersau,\"shesaidtotheboatmen,\"IwillnotletmypoorEmiliopinetenminuteslongerthanheneed。\" \"Whathashappened?\"askedRodolphe,ashesawFrancescafinishreadingthelastletter。 \"/Laliberta/!\"sheexclaimed,withanartist\'senthusiasm。 \"/Edenaro/!\"addedGina,likeanecho,forshehadfoundhertongue。 \"Yes,\"saidFrancesca,\"nomorepoverty!FormorethanelevenmonthshaveIbeenworking,andIwasbeginningtobetiredofit。Iamcertainlynotaliterarywoman。\" \"WhoisthisTito?\"askedRodolphe。 \"TheSecretaryofStatetothefinancialdepartmentofthehumbleshopoftheColonnas,inotherwords,thesonofour/ragionato/。Poorboy! hecouldnotcomebytheSaint-Gothard,norbytheMont-Cenis,norbytheSimplon;hecamebysea,byMarseilles,andhadtocrossFrance。 Well,inthreeweeksweshallbeatGeneva,andlivingatourease。 Come,Rodolphe,\"sheadded,seeingsadnessoverspreadtheParisian\'sface,\"isnottheLakeofGenevaquiteasgoodastheLakeofLucerne?\" \"ButallowmetobestowaregretontheBergmanns\'delightfulhouse,\" saidRodolphe,pointingtothelittlepromontory。 \"Comeanddinewithustoaddtoyourassociations,/poveromio/,\" saidshe。\"Thisisagreatday;weareoutofdanger。Mymotherwritesthatwithinayeartherewillbeanamnesty。Oh!/lacarapatria/!\" ThesethreewordsmadeGinaweep。\"Anotherwinterhere,\"saidshe,\"andIshouldhavebeendead!\" \"PoorlittleSiciliankid!\"saidFrancesca,strokingGina\'sheadwithanexpressionandanaffectionwhichmadeRodolphelongtobesocaressed,evenifitwerewithoutlove。 Theboatgrounded;Rodolphesprangontothesand,offeredhishandtotheItalianlady,escortedhertothedooroftheBergmanns\'house,andwenttodressandreturnassoonaspossible。 Whenhejoinedthelibrarianandhiswife,whoweresittingonthebalcony,Rodolphecouldscarcelyrepressanexclamationofsurpriseatseeingtheprodigiouschangewhichthegoodnewshadproducedintheoldman。Henowsawamanofaboutsixty,extremelywellpreserved,aleanItalian,asstraightasanI,withhairstillblack,thoughthinandshowingawhiteskull,withbrighteyes,afullsetofwhiteteeth,afacelikeCaesar,andonhisdiplomaticlipsasardonicsmile,thealmostfalsesmileunderwhichamanofgoodbreedinghideshisrealfeelings。 \"Hereismyhusbandunderhisnaturalform,\"saidFrancescagravely。 \"Heisquiteanewacquaintance,\"repliedRodolphe,bewildered。 \"Quite,\"saidthelibrarian;\"Ihaveplayedmanyapart,andknowwellhowtomakeup。Ah!IplayedoneinParisundertheEmpire,withBourrienne,MadameMurat,Madamed\'Abrantis/etuttequanti/。 Everythingwetakethetroubletolearninouryouth,eventhemostfutile,isofuse。Ifmywifehadnotreceivedaman\'seducation——anunheard-ofthinginItaly——Ishouldhavebeenobligedtochopwoodtogetmylivinghere。/Povera/Francesca!whowouldhavetoldmethatshewouldsomedaymaintainme!\" Ashelistenedtothisworthybookseller,soeasy,soaffable,sohale,Rodolphescentedsomemystification,andpreservedthewatchfulsilenceofamanwhohasbeenduped。 \"/Cheavete,signor/?\"Francescaaskedwithsimplicity。\"Doesourhappinesssaddenyou?\" \"Yourhusbandisayoungman,\"hewhisperedinherear。 Shebrokeintosuchafrank,infectiouslaughthatRodolphewasstillmorepuzzled。 \"Heisbutsixty-five,atyourservice,\"saidshe;\"butIcanassureyouthateventhatissomething——tobethankfulfor!\" \"Idonotliketohearyoujestaboutanaffectionsosacredasthis,ofwhichyouyourselfprescribedtheconditions。\" \"/Zitto/!\"saidshe,stampingherfoot,andlookingwhetherherhusbandwerelistening。\"Neverdisturbthepeaceofmindofthatdearman,assimpleasachild,andwithwhomIcandowhatIplease。Heisundermyprotection,\"sheadded。\"IfyoucouldknowwithwhatgenerosityheriskedhislifeandfortunebecauseIwasaLiberal!forhedoesnotsharemypoliticalopinions。Isnotthatlove,MonsieurFrenchman?——Buttheyarelikethatinhisfamily。Emilio\'syoungerbrotherwasdesertedforahandsomeyouthbythewomanheloved。Hethrusthisswordthroughhisownhearttenminutesafterhehadsaidtohisservant,\'Icouldofcoursekillmyrival,butthatwouldgrievethe/Diva/toodeeply。\'\" Thismixtureofdignityandbanter,ofhaughtinessandplayfulness,madeFrancescaatthismomentthemostfascinatingcreatureintheworld。Thedinnerandtheeveningwerefullofcheerfulness,justified,indeed,bythereliefofthetworefugees,butdepressingtoRodolphe。 \"Canshebefickle?\"heaskedhimselfashereturnedtotheStopfers\' house。\"Shesympathizedinmysorrow,andIcannottakepartinherjoy!\" Heblamedhimself,justifyingthisgirl-wife。 \"Shehasnotaintofhypocrisy,andiscarriedawaybyimpulse,\" thoughthe,\"andIwanthertobelikeaParisianwoman。\" Nextdayandthefollowingdays,infact,fortwentydaysafter,RodolphespentallhistimeattheBergmanns\',watchingFrancescawithouthavingdeterminedtowatchher。Insomesoulsadmirationisnotindependentofacertainpenetration。TheyoungFrenchmandiscernedinFrancescatheimprudenceofgirlhood,thetruenatureofawomanasyetunbroken,sometimesstrugglingagainstherlove,andatothermomentsyieldingandcarriedawaybyit。Theoldmancertainlybehavedtoherasafathertohisdaughter,andFrancescatreatedhimwithadeeplyfeltgratitudewhichrousedherinstinctivenobleness。 ThesituationandthewomanweretoRodolpheanimpenetrableenigma,ofwhichthesolutionattractedhimmoreandmore。 Theselastdayswerefullofsecretjoys,alternatingwithmelancholymoods,withtiffsandquarrelsevenmoredelightfulthanthehourswhenRodolpheandFrancescawereofonemind。Andhewasmoreandmorefascinatedbythistendernessapartfromwit,alwaysandinallthingsthesame,anaffectionthatwasjealousofmerenothings——already! \"Youcareverymuchforluxury?\"saidheoneeveningtoFrancesca,whowasexpressingherwishtogetawayfromGersau,whereshemissedmanythings。 \"I!\"criedshe。\"IloveluxuryasIlovethearts,asIloveapicturebyRaphael,afinehorse,abeautifulday,ortheBayofNaples。 Emilio,\"shewenton,\"haveIevercomplainedhereduringourdaysofprivation。\" \"Youwouldnothavebeenyourselfifyouhad,\"repliedtheoldmangravely。 \"Afterall,isitnotinthenatureofplainfolkstoaspiretograndeur?\"sheasked,withamischievousglanceatRodolpheandatherhusband。\"Weremyfeetmadeforfatigue?\"sheadded,puttingouttwoprettylittlefeet。\"Myhands\"——andsheheldoneouttoRodolphe—— \"werethosehandsmadetowork?——Leaveus,\"shesaidtoherhusband; \"Iwanttospeaktohim。\" Theoldmanwentintothedrawing-roomwithsublimegoodfaith;hewassureofhiswife。 \"IwillnothaveyoucomewithustoGeneva,\"shesaidtoRodolphe。 \"Itisagossipingtown。ThoughIamfarabovethenonsensetheworldtalks,Idonotchoosetobecalumniated,notformyownsake,butforhis。Imakeitmypridetobethegloryofthatoldman,whois,afterall,myonlyprotector。Weareleaving;stayhereafewdays。WhenyoucomeontoGeneva,callfirstonmyhusband,andlethimintroduceyoutome。Letushideourgreatandunchangeableaffectionfromtheeyesoftheworld。Iloveyou;youknowit;butthisishowIwillproveittoyou——youshallneverdiscerninmyconductanythingwhateverthatmayarouseyourjealousy。\" Shedrewhimintoacornerofthebalcony,kissedhimontheforehead,andfled,leavinghiminamazement。 NextdayRodolpheheardthatthelodgersattheBergmanns\'hadleftatdaybreak。ItthenseemedtohimintolerabletoremainatGersau,andhesetoutforVevaybythelongestroute,startingsoonerthanwasnecessary。AttractedtothewatersofthelakewherethebeautifulItalianawaitedhim,hereachedGenevabytheendofOctober。ToavoidthediscomfortsofthetownhetookroomsinahouseatEaux-Vives,outsidethewalls。Assoonashewassettled,hisfirstcarewastoaskhislandlord,aretiredjeweler,whethersomeItalianrefugeesfromMilanhadnotlatelycometoresideatGeneva。 \"NotsofarasIknow,\"repliedtheman。\"PrinceandPrincessColonnaofRomehavetakenMonsieurJeanrenaud\'splaceforthreeyears;itisoneofthefinestonthelake。ItissituatedbetweentheVillaDiodatiandthatofMonsieurLafin-de-Dieu,lettotheVicomtessedeBeauseant。PrinceColonnahascometoseehisdaughterandhisson-in- lawPrinceGandolphini,aNeopolitan,orifyoulike,aSicilian,anoldadherentofKingMurat\'s,andavictimofthelastrevolution。 ThesearethelastarrivalsatGeneva,andtheyarenotMilanese。 Seriousstepshadtobetaken,andthePope\'sinterestintheColonnafamilywasinvoked,toobtainpermissionfromtheforeignpowersandtheKingofNaplesforthePrinceandPrincessGandolphinitolivehere。GenevaisanxioustodonothingtodispleasetheHolyAlliancetowhichitowesitsindependence。/Our/partisnottoruffleforeigncourts;therearemanyforeignershere,RussiansandEnglish。\" \"EvensomeGevenese?\" \"Yes,monsieur,ourlakeissofine!LordByronlivedhereaboutsevenyearsattheVillaDiodati,whicheveryonegoestoseenow,likeCoppetandFerney。\"