第22章

类别:其他 作者:Charles Reade字数:13913更新时间:18/12/14 11:19:43
\"Naturally。Especiallyateachnewplace。Onlyconceive:oneisalwaysanxiousonthestage;anditisonethingtocomebeforeapublicallstrangers,andnearlyallpoorjudges;itisanothertosee,allreadyforyourfirstnote,anoblefacebrightwithintelligenceandadmiration——thefaceofafriend。OftenthatonefaceistheonlyoneI allowmyselftosee。Ithidesthewholepublic。\" \"Thendon\'tyoubesillyandsenditaway。I\'lltellyoutheonefaultofyourcharacter:youthinktoomuchofotherpeople,andtoolittleofyourself。Now,thatiscontrarytotheschemeofnature。Wearesentintotheworldtotakecareofnumberone。\" \"What!\"saidIna;\"arewetobeallself-indulgence?Istheretobenoprinciple,nowomanlyprudence,foresight,discretion?No;Ifeelthesacrifice:butnopowershallhindermefrommakingit。Ifyoucannotpersuadehim,I\'lldolikeothersingers。Iwillbeill,andquitthecompany。\" \"Don\'tdothat,\"saidRhoda。\"Nowyouhaveputonyourironlook,itisnousearguing——Iknowthattomycost。There——Iwilltalktohim。Onlydon\'thurryme;letmetakemyopportunity。\" Thisbeingunderstood,Inawouldnotpartwithherforthepresent,buttookhertothetheater。Shedismissedherdresser,atRhoda\'srequest,andRhodafilledthatoffice。Sotheycouldtalkfreely。 Rhodahadneverbeenbehindthescenesofatheaterbefore,andshewentpryingabout,ignoringthemusic,forshewasalmostearless。Presently,whomshouldsheencounterbutEdwardSeverne。Shestartedandlookedathimlikeabasilisk。Heremovedhishatanddrewbackastepwithagreatairofrespectandhumility。ShewasshockedandindignantwithInaforlettinghimbeabouther。Shefollowedheroffthestageintoherdressingroom,andtookhertotask。\"IhaveseenMr。Severnehere。\" \"Hecomeseverynight。\" \"Andyouallowhim?\" \"Itisthemanager。\" \"Buthewouldnotadmithim,ifyouobjected。\" \"Iamafraidtodothat。\" \"Why?\" \"Weshouldhavean_esclandre。_Ifindhehashadsomuchconsiderationformeastotellnooneourrelation;andashehasneverspokentome,IdothemostprudentthingIcan,andtakenonotice。Shouldheattempttointrudehimselfonme,thenitwillbetimetohavehimstoppedinthehall,andIshalldoit_cou\'tequecou\'te。_Ah,mydearfriend,mineisadifficultandtryingposition。\" Afteraverylongwait,Inawentdownandsungherprincipalsong,withtheusualbravasandthundersofapplause。Shewascalledontwice,andassheretired,Severnesteppedforward,and,withalow,obsequiousbow,handedherabeautifulbouquet。Shetookitwithastatelycourtesy,butneverlookednorsmiled。 Rhodasawthatandwondered。Shethoughttoherself,\"Thatiscarryingpolitenessalongway。Tobesure,sheishalfaforeigner。\" Havingdonehisnightlyhomage,Severneleftthetheater,andsoonafterwardtheperformanceconcluded,andInatookherfriendhome。 Ashmeadwasinthehalltoshowhispatronesstohercarriage——adutyheneverfailedin。Rhodashookhandswithhim,andhesaid,\"Delightedtoseeyouhere,miss。Youwillbeagreatcomforttoher。\" Thetwofriendscommunedtilltwoo\'clockinthemorning:butthelimitsofmytaleforbidmetorepeatwhatpassed。 SufficeittosaythatRhodawasfairlypuzzledbythesituation;but,havingagreatregardforVizard,sawclearlyenoughthatheoughttobesentbacktoIslip。Shethoughtthatperhapstheverysightofherwouldwoundhispride,and,findinghismaniadiscoveredbyathirdperson,hewouldgoofhisownaccord:soshecalledonhim。 Mylordreceivedherwithfriendlycomposure,andallhistalkwasaboutIslip。HedidnotcondescendtoexplainhispresenceatCarlisle。Heknewthat_quis\'excuses\'accuse,_andlefthertoremonstrate。Shehadhardlycourageforthat,andhopeditmightbeunnecessary。 ShetoldInawhatshehaddone。Buthervisitwasfutile:atnighttherewasVizardinhisbox。 NextdaythecompanyopenedinManchester。Vizardwasinhisboxthere——Severneinfront,tillIna\'sprincipalsong。Thenhecameroundandpresentedhisbouquet。ButthistimehecameuptoRhodaGale,andaskedherwhetherapenitentmanmightpayhisrespectstoherinthemorning。 Shesaidshebelievedtherewereveryfewpenitentsintheworld。 \"Iknowone,\"saidhe。 \"Well,Idon\'t,then,\"saidthevirago。\"But_you_cancome,ifyouarenotafraid。\" OfcourseInaKloskingknewofthisappointmenttwominutesafteritwasmade。Shemerelysaid,\"Donotlethimtalkyouover。\" \"Heisnotsolikelytotalkmeoverasyou,\"saidRhoda。 \"Youaremistaken,\"wasIna\'sreply。\"Iamtheonepersonhewillneverdeceiveagain。\" RhodaGalereceivedhisvisit:hedidnotbeataboutthebush,norfenceatall。Hedeclaredatoncewhathecamefor。Hesaid,\"Atthefirstsightofyou,whomIhavebeensoungratefulto,Icouldnotspeak;butnowIthrowmyselfonyourforgiveness。Ithinkyoumusthaveseenthatmyingratitudehasneversatlightonme。\" \"Ihaveseenthatyouwereterriblyafraidofme,\"saidshe。 \"IdaresayIwas。ButIamnotafraidofyounow;andhere,onmyknees,Iimploreyoutoforgivemybaseness,myingratitude。Oh,MissGale,youdon\'tknowwhatitistobemadlyinlove;onehasnoprinciple,norightfeeling,againstarealpassion:andIwasmadlyinlovewithher。ItwasthroughfearoflosingherIdisownedmyphysician,mybenefactress,whohadsavedmylife。Miserablewretch!ItwasthroughfearoflosingherthatIbehavedlikearuffiantomyangelwife,andwouldhavecommittedbigamy,andbeenafelon。Whatwasallthisbutmadness?You,whoaresowise,willyounotforgivemeacrimethatdownrightinsanitywasthecauseof?\" \"Humph!ifIunderstandright,youwishmetoforgiveyouforlookinginmyface,andsayingtothewomanwhohadsavedyourlife,\'Idon\'tknowyou?\'\" \"Yes——ifyoucan。No:nowyouputitinplainwords,Iseeitisnottobeforgiven。\" \"Youaremistaken。Itwaslikeastabtomyheart,andIcriedbitterlyoverit。\" \"ThenIdeservetobehanged;thatisall。\" \"But,onconsideration,IbelieveitisasmuchyournaturetobewickedasitismyangelIna\'stobegood。SoIforgiveyouthatonething,youcharmingvillain。\"Sheheldoutherhandtohiminproofofhergoodfaith。 Hethrewhimselfonhiskneesdirectly,andkissedandmumbledherhand,andbedeweditwithhystericaltears。 \"Oh,don\'tdothat,\"saidshe;\"orI\'mboundtogiveyouagoodkick。I hateshemen。\" \"Givemeamoment,\"saidhe,\"andIwillbeamanagain。\" Hesatwithhisfaceinhishands,gulpingalittle。 \"Come,\"saidshe,cockingherheadlikeakeenjackdaw;\"nowletushavetherealobjectofyourvisit。\" \"No,no,\"saidhe,inadvertently——\"anothertimewilldoforthat。Iamcontentwithyourforgiveness。NowIcanwait。\" \"Whatfor?\" \"Canyouask?Doyouconsiderthisahappystateofthings?\" \"Certainlynot。Butitcan\'tbehelped:andwehavetothankyouforit。\" \"Itcouldbehelpedintime。Ifyouwouldpersuadehertotakethefirststep。\" \"Whatstep?\" \"Nottodisownherhusband。Tolethimatleastbeherfriend——herpenitent,humblefriend。Wearemanandwife。IfIweretosaysopublicly,shewouldadmitit。InthisrespectatleastIhavebeengenerous:willshenotbegeneroustoo?Whatharmcoulditdoherifwelivedunderthesameroof,andItookhertothetheater,andfetchedherhome,anddidlittlefriendlyofficesforher?\" \"Andsogotthethinedgeofthewedgein,eh?Mr。Severne,Ideclineallinterferenceinamattersodelicate,andinfavorofapersonwhowoulduseherasillasever,ifheoncesucceededinrecoveringheraffections。\" Sothenshedismissedhimperemptorily。 But,truetoVizard\'sinterest,shecalledonhimagain,and,afterafewpreliminaries,lethimknowthatSevernewaseverynightbehindthescenes。 Aspasmcrossedhisface。\"Iamquiteawareofthat,\"saidhe。\"Butheisneveradmittedintoherhouse。\" \"Howdoyouknow?\" \"Heisunderconstantsurveillance。\" \"Spies?\" \"No。Thief-takers。AllfromScotlandYard。\" \"Andlovebringsmendowntothis。Whatisitfor?\" \"WhenIamsureofyourco-operation,Iwillletyouknowmyhopes。\" \"Hedoubtsmyfriendship,\"saidRhodasorrowfully。 \"No;onlyyourdiscretion。\" \"Iwillbediscreet。\" \"Well,then,soonerorlater,heissuretoformsomeimproperconnectionorother;andthenIhopeyouwillaidmeinpersuadinghertodivorcehim。\" \"Thatisnotsoeasyinthiscountry。ItisnotlikeourWesternStates,where,thesayingis,theygiveyoufiveminutesatarailwaystationfordi——vorce。\" \"YouforgetsheisaGermanProtestantandthemarriagewasinthatcountry。Itwillbeeasyenough。\" \"Verywell;dismissitfromyourmind。Shewillnevercomebeforethepublicinthatway。NothingyounorIcouldurgewouldinduceher。\" Vizardreplied,doggedly,\"Iwillneverdespair,solongasshekeepshimoutofherhouse。\" RhodatoldInaKloskingthis,andsaid,\"Nowitisinyourownhands。Youhaveonlytoletyourcharmingvillainintoyourhouse,andMr。VizardwillreturntoIslip。\" InaKloskingburiedherfaceinherhands,andthought。 Atnight,Vizardinhisbox,asusual。Severnebehindthesceneswithhisbouquet。Butthisnighthestayedfortheballet,toseeaFrenchdanseusewhohadjoinedthem。Hewasacquaintedwithherbefore,andhadasprightlyconversationwithher。Inotherwords,herenewedanoldflirtation。 Thenextoperanightallwentasusual。Vizardinthebox,lookingsadderthanusual。Rhoda\'sgoodsensehadnotbeenentirelywasted。Severne,withhisbouquet,andhisgravehumility,untiltheplayended,andLaKloskingpassedoutintothehall。HerbackwashardlyturnedwhenMademoiselleLafontaine,dressedfortheballet,inamostspicycostume,danceduptoheroldfriend,andslappedhisfaceverysoftlywitharose,thensprungawayandstoodonherdefense。 \"I\'llhavethatrose,\"criedSeverne。 \"Nenni。\" \"Andakissintothebargain。\" \"Jamais。\" \"C\'estcequenousverrons。\" Hechasedher。Sheutteredafeigned\"Ah!\"anddartedaway。Hefollowedher;shecrossedthesceneattheback,whereitwasdark,boundedoveranopentrap,whichshesawjustintime,butSeverne,notseeingit,becauseshewasbetweenhimandit,fellthroughit,and,strikingthemazarine,fellintothecellar,fifteenfeetbelowthestage。 Thescreamsofthedancerssoonbroughtacrowdroundthetrap,andreachedMademoiselleKloskingjustasshewasgoingouttohercarriage。 \"There!\"shecried。\"Anotheraccident!\"andshecameback,makingsureitwassomepoorcarpentercometogrief,asusual。Onsuchoccasionsherpursewasalwaysready。 TheybroughtSeverneupsensible,butmoaning,andbleedingatthetemple,andlookingallstreakyabouttheface。 Theyweregoingtotakehimtotheinfirmary;butMademoiselleKlosking,withafaceofangelicpity,said,\"No;hebleeds,hebleeds。Hemustgotomyhouse。\" Theystaredalittle;butittakesagooddealtoastonishpeopleinatheater。 Severnewascarriedout,hisheadhastilybandaged,andhewasliftedintoLaKlosking\'scarriage。Oneofthepeopleofthetheaterwasdirectedtogoonthebox,andLaKloskingandAshmeadsupportedhim,andhewastakentoherlodgings。Shedirectedhimtobelaidonacouch,andaphysiciansentfor,MissGalenothavingyetreturnedfromLiverpool,whithershehadgonetoattendalecture。 Ashmeadwentforthephysician。ButalmostatthedoorhemetMissGaleandMr。Vizard。 \"Miss,\"saidhe,\"youarewanted。Therehasbeenanaccident。Mr。Severnehasfallenthroughatrap,andintothecellar。\" \"Nobonesbroken?\" \"Nothe:hehasonlybrokenhishead;andthatwillcostherabrokenheart。\" \"Whereishe?\" \"WhereIhopednevertoseehimagain。 \"What!inherhouse?\"saidRhodaand,hurriedoffatonce。 \"Mr。Ashmead,\"saidVizard,\"awordwithyou。\" \"Byallmeans,sir,\"saidAshmead,\"aswegoforthedoctor。Dr。Menteithhasagreatname。Helivesclosebyyourhotel,sir。 Astheywent,Vizardaskedhimwhathemeantbysayingthisaccidentwouldcostherabrokenheart。 \"Why,sir,\"saidAshmead,\"heisonhisgoodbehaviortogetback;hasbeenformonthsbeggingandprayingjusttobeletliveunderthesameroof。Shehasalwaysrefused。Butsomefellowshavesuchluck。Idon\'tsayhefelldownatraponpurpose;buthehasdoneit,andnobrokenbones,butplentyofblood。Thatistheverythingtoovercomeawoman\'sfeelings;andsheisnotproofagainstpity。Hewillhaveheragain。Why,sheishisnursenow;andseehowthatwillwork。Wehaveaweek\'smorebusinesshere;and,bybadluck,adeadfortnight,allalongofDublinfallingthroughunexpectedly。HeisasartfulasOldNick;hewillspinoutthatbrokenheadofhisandmakeitlastallthethreeweeks;andshewillnursehim,andhewillbeweak,andgrateful,andcry,andbegherpardonsixtimesaday,andsheisonlyawoman,afterall:andtheyaremanandwife,whenallisdone:theroadisbeaten。Theywillrunuponitagain,tillhistimeisuptoplaytherogueasbadasever。\" \"Youtortureme,\"saidVizard。 \"IamafraidIdo,sir。ButIfeelitmyduty。Mr。Vizard,youareanoblegentleman,andIamonlywhatyousee;butthehumblestfolkwillhavetheirlikesanddislikes,andIhaveagreatrespectforyou,sir。I can\'ttellyouthemixtureofthingsIfeelwhenIseeyouinthesameboxeverynight。Ofcourse,Iamheragent,andthehousewouldnotbecompletewithoutyou;butasamanIamsorry。Especiallynowthatshehaslethimintoherhouse。Takeahumblefriend\'sadvice,sir,andcutit。Don\'tyoucomebetweenanywomanandherhusband,especiallyapubliclady。Shewillneverbemoretoyouthansheis。Sheisagoodwoman,andhemustkeepgainingground。Hehasgotthepull。Rouseallyourpride,sir,andyourmanhood,andyouhavegotplentyofboth,andcutit;don\'tlookrightnorleft,butcutit——andforgivemypresumption。\" Vizardwasgreatlymoved。\"Givemeyourhand,\"hesaid;\"youareaworthyman。I\'llactonyouradvice,andneverforgetwhatIoweyou。Sticktomelikealeech,andseemeoffbythenexttrain,forIamgoingtotearmyheartoutofmybosom。\" Luckilytherewasatraininhalfanhour,andAshmeadsawhimoff;thenwenttosupper。HedidnotreturntoIna\'slodgings。HedidnotwanttoseeSevernenursed。Helikedthefellow,too;buthesawthroughhimclean;andheworshipedInaKlosking。 CHAPTERXXX。 AToneo\'clocknextday,AshmeadreceivedanotefromMademoiselleKlosking,saying,\"ArrangewithMr。X——toclosemytourwithManchester。Paythefortnight,ifrequired。\"Shewaswiththecompanyatamonth\'snoticeoneitherside,youmustunderstand。 Insteadofgoingtothemanager,hewentatonce,inutterdismay,toMademoiselleKlosking,andtherelearnedinsubstancewhatImustnowbrieflyrelate。 MissGalefoundEdwardSevernedepositedonasofa。Inawasonherkneesbyhisside,sponginghisbleedingtemple,withlooksofgentlepity。 Strangetosay,thewoundwasinthesameplaceashiswife\'s,butmorecontused,andnolargeveinwasdivided。MissGalesoonstanchedthat。 Sheaskedhimwherehispainwas。Hesaiditwasinhisheadandhisback;andhecastahaggard,anxiouslookonher。 \"Takemyarm,\"saidshe。\"Now,standup。\" Hetried,butcouldnot,andsaidhislegswerebenumbed。MissGalelookedgrave。 \"Layhimonmybed,\"saidLaKlosking。\"Thatisbetterthanthesehardcouches。\" \"Youareright,\"saidMissGale。\"Ringfortheservants。Hemustbemovedgently。\" Hewascarriedin,andsetupontheedgeofthebed,andhiscoatandwaistcoattakenoff。Thenhewaslaidgentlydownonthebed,andcoveredwithadownquilt。 DoctressGalethenrequestedInatoleavetheroom,whileshequestionedthepatient。 Inaretired。InamomentortwoMissGalecameouttohersoftly。 Atsightofherface,LaKloskingsaid,\"Oh,dear;itismoreseriousthanwethought。\" \"Veryserious。 \"PoorEdward!\" \"Collectallyourcourage,forIcannotlie,eithertopatientorfriend。\" \"Andyouareright,\"saidLaKlosking,trembling。\"Iseeheisindanger。\" \"Worsethanthat。Wherethere\'sdangerthereishope。Herethereisnone。 HEISADEADMAN!\" \"Oh,no!no!\" \"Hehasbrokenhisback,andnothingcansavehim。Hislowerlimbshavealreadylostsensation。Deathwillcreepovertherest。Donotdisturbyourmindwithidlehopes。YouhavetwothingstothankGodfor——thatyoutookhimintoyourownhouse,andthathewilldieeasily。Indeed,werehetosuffer,Ishouldstupefyhimatonce,fornothingcan_hurt_him。\" InaKloskingturnedfaintandherkneesgavewayunderher。Rhodaministeredtoher;andwhileshewassoemployed,Dr。Menteithwasannounced。Hewasshownintothepatient,andtheaccidentdescribedtohim。Hequestionedthepatient,andexaminedhimalone。 Hethencameout,andsaidhewoulddrawaprescription。Hedidso。 \"Doctor,\"saidLaKlosking,\"tellmethetruth。ItcannotbeworsethanI fear。\" \"Madam,\"saidthedoctor,\"medicinecandonothingforhim。Thespinalcordisdivided。Givehimanythinghefancies,andmyprescriptionifhesufferspain,nototherwise。ShallIsendyouanurse?\" \"No,\"saidMademoiselleKlosking,_\"we_willnursehimnightandday。\" Heretired,andthefriendsenteredontheirsadduties。 WhenSevernesawthembothbyhisbedside,withearnestlooksofpity,hesaid,\"Donotworryyourselves。I\'mbookedforthelongjourney。Ah,well,IshalldiewhereIoughttohavelived,andmighthave,ifIhadnotbeenafool。\" Inaweptbitterly。 Theynursedhimnightandday。Hesufferedlittle,andwhenhedid,MissGalestupefiedthepainatonce;for,asshetrulysaid,\"Nothingcanhurthim。\"Vitalitygraduallyretiredtohishead,andlingeredthereawholeday。But,tohislastmoment,theartofpleasingneverabandonedhim。Insteadofworryingforthisorthateverymoment,heshowedinthisdesperateconditionsingularpatienceandwell-bredfortitude。Hecheckedhiswife\'stears;assuredheritwasallforthebest,andthathewasreconciledtotheinevitable。\"IhavehadahappiertimethanIdeserve,\" saidhe,\"andnowIhaveapainlessdeath,nursedbytwosweetwomen。MyonlyregretisthatIshallnotbeabletorepayyourdevotion,Ina,norbecomeworthyofyourfriendship,MissGale。\" Hediedwithoutfear,itbeinghisconvictionthatheshouldreturnafterdeathtothepreciseconditioninwhichhewasbeforebirth;andwhentheybeggedhimtoseeaclergyman,hesaid,\"Praydonotgiveyourselvesorhimthattrouble。Icanmeltbackintotheuniversewithouthisassistance。\" Heevendiedcontent;forthispolishedBohemianhadoftenforeseenthat,ifhelivedlong,heshoulddiemiserably。 Butthemainfeatureofhisendwashisextraordinarypoliteness。HepaidMissGalecomplimentsjustasifhewereathiseaseonasofa:andscarceanhourbeforehisdeceasehesaid,faintly,\"Ideclare——Ihavebeensobusy——dying——IhaveforgottentosendmykindregardstogoodMr。 Ashmead。PraytellhimIdidnotforgethiskindnesstome。\" Hejustceasedtolive,soquietwashisdeath,andasmilerestedonhisdeadfeatures,andtheywereasbeautifulasever。 Soendedafair,perniciouscreature,endowedtoorichlywiththeartofpleasing,andquitedevoidofprinciple。Fewbadmenknewrightsowell,andwentsowrong。Inaburiedherfaceforhoursonhisbed,andkissedhiscoldfeaturesandhand。Shehadtoldhimbeforehediedshewouldrecallallherresolutions,ifhewouldlive。Buthewasgone。Deathburiesaman\'smanyfaults,andhisfewvirtuesriseagain。Shemournedhimsincerely,andwouldnotbecomforted;shepurchasedaburyingplaceforever,andlaidhiminit;thenshetookherachingheartfaraway,andwaslosttothepublicandtoallherEnglishfriends。 ThefaithfulRhodaaccompaniedherhalfwaytoLondon;thenreturnedtoherowndutiesinBarfordshire。 CHAPTERXXXI。 IMUSTnowretrogradealittletorelatesomethingrathercurious,andI hopenotuninteresting。 ZoeVizardhadbeenforsometimeactingonMrs。Gale\'sadvice;building,planningforthegoodofthepoor,andgoingoutofherselfmoreandmore。ShecomparednotesconstantlywithMissGale,andconceivedafriendshipforher。Ithadbeenalongtimecoming,becauseatfirstshedislikedMissGale\'smannersverymuch。Butthatladyhadnursedhertenderly,andnowadvisedher,andZoe,whocouldnotdoanythingbyhalves,becamedevotedtoher。 Asshewarmedtohergoodwork,shegavesignsofclearerjudgment。ShenevermentionedSeverne;butshenolongerabsolutelyavoidedInaKlosking\'sname;andonedayshespokeofherasahigh-principledwoman;forwhichtheGalekissedheronthespot。 Onenamesheoftenuttered,andalwayswithregretandself-reproach——LordUxmoor\'s。Ithinkthat,nowshewasherselfbuildingandplanningforthepermanentimprovementofthepoor,shefeltthetieofakindredsentiment。Uxmoorwasherpredecessorinthisgoodwork,too;andwouldhavebeenherassociate,ifshehadnotbeensoblind。 Thisthoughtstruckdeepinher。HermindranmoreandmoreonUxmoor,hismanliness,hiscourageinherdefense,andhisgentlemanlyfortitudeandbraveryinleavingher,withoutaword,atherrequest。Runningoverallthese,sheoftenblushedwithshame,andhereyesfilledwithsorrowatthinkingofhowshehadtreatedhim;andlosthimforeverbynotdeservinghim。 Sheevenmadeobliqueandtimidinquiries,butcouldlearnnothingofhim,exceptthathesentperiodicalremittancestoMissGale,formanaginghisimprovements。These,however,cameinthroughacountryagentfromatownagent,andleftnoclew。 Butonefineday,withnowarningexcepttohisownpeople,LordUxmoorcamehome;andthenextdayrodetoHillstoketotalkmattersoverwithMissGale。Hewasfortunateenoughtofindherathome。Hethankedherforthezealandenthusiasmshehadshown,andtheprogresshisworkshadmadeunderhersupervision。 HewasgoingawaywithoutevenmentioningtheVizardfamily。 ButthecraftyGaledetainedhim。\"GoingtoVizardCourt?\"saidshe。 \"No,\"saidhe,verydryly。 \"Ah,Iunderstand;butperhapsyouwouldnotmindgoingwithmeasfarasIslip。ThereissomethingthereIwishyoutosee。\" \"Humph?Isitanythingveryparticular?Because——\" \"Itis。Threecottagesrising,withlittleflowergardensinfront。 Squareplotsbehind,andarrangementsforbreedingcalves,withotheringeniousnovelties。Anewheadcomeintoourbusiness,mylord。\" \"YouhaveconvertedVizard?Ithoughtyouwould。Heisasatiricalfellow,buthewilllistentoreason。\" \"No,itisnotMr。Vizard;indeed,itisnoconvertofmine。Itisanindependententhusiast。ButIreallybelieveyourworkathomehadsomehandinfiringherenthusiasm。\" \"Alady!DoIknowher?\" \"Youmay。IsupposeyouknoweverybodyinBarfordshire。Willyoucome? Do!\" \"OfcourseIwillcome,MissGale。Pleasetelloneofyourpeopletowalkmyhorsedownafterus。\" Shehadherhatoninamoment,andwalkedhimdowntoIslip。 Hertonguewasnotidleontheroad。\"Youdon\'taskafterthepeople,\" saidshe。\"There\'spoorMissVizard。Shehadasadillness。Wewerealmostafraidweshouldloseher。\" \"Heavenforbid!\"saidUxmoor,startledbythissuddennews。 \"MademoiselleKloskinggotquitewell;andoh!whatdoyouthink?Mr。 Severneturnedouttobeherhusband。\" \"Whatisthat?\"shoutedUxmoor,andstoppeddeadshort。\"Mr。Severneamarriedman!\" \"Yes;andMademoiselleKloskingamarriedwoman。\" \"Youamazeme。Why,thatMr。SevernewaspayinghisattentionstoMissVizard。\" \"SoIusedtofancy,\"saidRhodacarelessly。\"Butyouseeitcameouthewasmarried,andsoofcourseshepackedhimoffwithafleainhisear。\" \"Didshe?Whenwasthat?\" \"Letmesee,itwasthe17thofOctober。\" \"Why,thatwastheverydayIleftEngland。\" \"Howodd!Whydidyounotstayanotherweek?Gentlemenaresoimpatient。 Nevermind,thatisanoldstorynow。Hereweare;thosearethecottages。Theworkmenareatdinner。Tentoonetheenthusiastisthere: thisishertime。Youstayhere。I\'llgoandsee。\" Shewentoffontiptoe,andpeepedandpriedhereandthere,likeayoungwitch。Presentlyshetookafewstepstowardhim,withherfingermysteriouslytoherlips,andbeckonedhim。Heenteredintothepantomime——sheseemedsoearnestinit——andcametohersoftly。 \"Dojusttakeapeepinatthatopeningforadoor,\"saidshe,\"thenyou\'llseeher;herbackisturned。Sheislovely;only,youknow,shehasbeenill,andIdon\'tthinksheisveryhappy。\" Uxmoorthoughtthispeepingatenthusiastsratheranoddproceeding,butMissGalehadprimedhiscuriosity,andhefeltnaturallyproudofafemalepupil。Hesteppeduplightly,lookedinatthedoor,and,tohisamazement,sawZoeVizardsittingonacarpenter\'sbench,withherlovelyheadinthesun\'srays。Hestarted,thengazed,thendevouredherwithhiseyes。 What!wasthishispupil? Howgentleandsadsheseemed!Allhisstoicismmeltedatthesightofher。Shesatinasweet,pensiveattitude,paleanddrooping,but,tohisfancy,lovelierthanever。Shegavealittlesigh。Hisheartyearned。Shetookoutaletter,readitslowly,andsaid,softlyandslowly,\"Poorfellow!\"Hethoughtherecognizedhisownhandwriting,andcouldstandnomore。Herushed,in,andwasgoingtospeaktoher;butshescreamed,andnoconjurerevermadeacarddisappearquickerthanshedidthatletter,assheboundedawaylikeadeer,andstood,blushingscarlet,andpalpitatingallover。 Uxmoorwasashamedofhis_brusquerie。_\"WhatabruteIamtofrightenyoulikethis!\"saidhe。\"Prayforgiveme;butthesightofyou,afterallthesewearymonths——andyousaid\'Poorfellow!\'\" \"DidI?\"saidZoe,faintly,lookingscared。 \"Yes,sweetZoe,andyouwerereadingaletter。\" Noreply。 \"Ithoughtthepoorfellowmightbemyself。NotthatIamtobepitied,ifyouthinkofmestill。\" \"Ido,then——veryoften。Oh,LordUxmoor,Iwanttogodownonmykneestoyou。\" \"Thatisodd,now;foritisexactlywhatIshouldliketodotoyou。\" \"Whatfor?ItisIwhohavebehavedsoill。\" \"Nevermindthat;Iloveyou。\" \"Butyoumustn\'t。Youmustlovesomeworthyperson。\" \"Oh,youleavethattome。Ihavenootherintention。ButmayIjustseewhoseletteryouwerereading?\" \"Oh,praydon\'taskme。\" \"Iinsistonknowing。\" \"Iwillnottellyou。Thereitis。\"Shegaveittohimwithaguiltyair,andhidherface。 \"DearZoe,supposeIweretorepeattheofferImadehere?\" \"Iadviseyounot,\"saidshe,allinaflurry。 \"Why?\" \"Because。Because——Imightsay\'Yes。\'\" \"Well,thenI\'lltakemychanceoncemore。Zoe,willyoutryandloveme?\" \"Try?IbelieveIdoloveyou,ornearly。Ithinkofyouveryoften。\" \"Thenyouwilldosomethingtomakemehappy。\" \"Anything;everything。\" \"Willyoumarryme?\" \"Yes,thatIwill,\"saidZoe,almostimpetuously;\"andthen,\"withagrandlookofconsciousbeauty,\"Ican_make_youforgiveme。\" Uxmoor,onthis,caughtherinhisarms,andkissedherwithsuchfirethatsheutteredalittlestifledcryofalarm;butitwassoonfollowedbyasighofcomplacency,andshesunk,resistless,onhismanlybreast。 So,aftertwosieges,hecarriedthatfaircitadelbyassault。 Thenletnotthemanlyheartdespair,nortakeamerebraceof\"Noes\" fromanywoman。Nothingshortofthreenegativesisserious。 Theywalkedoutinarm-in-armandveryclosetoeachother;andhelefther,solemnlyengaged。 Leavingthispairtothedelightsofcourtship,andgrowingaffectiononZoe\'sside——forawarmattachmentofthenoblestkinddidgrow,bydegrees,outofherpenitence,andesteem,anddesiretorepairherfault——Imustnowtakeuptheotherthreadofthisnarrative,andapologizeforhavinginvertedtheorderofevents;foritwas,inreality,severaldaysafterthishappyscenethatMademoiselleKloskingsentforMissGale。 CHAPTERXXXII。 VIZARD,then,withAshmead,returnedhomeindespair;andZoe,nowhappyinherownmind,wasalltendernessandsisterlyconsolation。Theyopenedtheirheartstoeachother,andsheshowedherwishtorepaythedebtsheowedhim。Howfarshemighthavesucceeded,intime,willneverbeknown。 Forhehadhardlybeenhomeaweek,whenMissGalereturned,allinblack,andtoldhimSevernewasdeadandburied。 Hewasstartled,andevenshocked,rememberingoldtimes;butitwasnotinhumannatureheshouldbesorry。Nottobeindecorouslygladatsoopportuneanexitwasallthatcouldbeexpectedfromhim。 Whenshehadgivenhimthedetails,hisfirstquestionwas,\"Howdidshebearit?\" \"Sheisterriblycutup——morethanonewouldthinkpossible;forshewasiceandmarbletohimbeforehewashurttodeath。\" \"Whereisshe?\" \"GonetoLondon。Shewillwritetome,Isuppose——poordear。Butonemustgivehertime。\" FromthathourVizardwasinastateofexcitement,hopingtohearfromInaKlosking,orabouther;butunwilling,fromdelicacy,tohurrymatters。 Atlasthebecameimpatient,andwrotetoAshmead,whoseaddresshehad,andsaid,frankly,hehadadelicacyinintrudingonMademoiselleKlosking,inhergrief。Yethisownfeelingswouldnotallowhimtoseemtoneglecther。WouldMr。Ashmead,then,tellhimwhereshewas,asshehadnotwrittentoanyoneinBarfordshire——noteventohertriedfriend,MissGale。 Hereceivedananswerbyreturnofpost。 \"DEARSIR——IamgrievedtotellyouthatMademoiselleKloskinghasretiredfrompubliclife。Shewrotetome,threeweeksago,fromDover,requestingmetoaccept,asatokenofheresteem,thesurplusmoneyI holdinhandforher——Ialwaysdrewhersalary——andbiddingmefarewell。 Thesumincludedherprofitsbypsalmody,minusherexpenses,andwassolargeitcouldneverhavebeenintendedasamererecognitionofmyhumbleservices;andIthinkIhaveseldomfeltsodown-heartedasonreceivingthisprincelydonation。Ithasenabledmetotakebetteroffices,anditmaybethefoundationofalittlefortune;butIfeelthatIhavelostthetrulygreatladywhohasmadeamanofme。Sir,therelishisgoneformyoccupation:IcanneverbesohappyasIwasinworkingtheinterestsofthatgreatgenius,whosevoicemadeourleadingsopranisoundlikewhistles,andwhohonoredmewithherfriendship。Sir,shewasnotlikeotherleadingladies。Sheneverbragged,neverspokeillofanyone;and_you_cantestifytohervirtueandherdiscretion。 \"IamtrulysorrytolearnfromyouthatshehaswrittentonooneinBarfordshire。Isaw,byherlettertome,shehadleftthestage;butherdroppingyoualllooksasifshehadlefttheworld。Idohopeshehasnotbeensomadastogointooneofthosecursedconvents。 \"Mr。Vizard,IwillnowwritetofriendsinalltheContinentaltownswherethereisgoodmusic。Shewillnotbeabletokeepawayfromthatlong。Iwillalsosendphotographs;andhopewemayhearsomething。Ifnot,perhapsa_judiciousadvertisement_mightremindherthatsheisinflictingpainuponpersonstowhomsheisdear。Iam,sir,yourobligedandgratefulservant,JOSEPHASHMEAD。\" Herewasablow。IreallybelieveVizardfeltthismoredeeplythanallhisotherdisappointments。 Hebroodedoveritforadayortwo;andthen,ashethoughtMissGaleaveryill-usedperson,thoughnot,ofcourse,soill-usedashimself,hetookherAshmead\'sletter。 \"Thisisnice!\"saidshe。\"There——Imustgiveuplovingwomen。Besides,theythrowmeoverthemomentamancomes,ifithappenstobetherightone。\" \"Unnaturalcreatures!\"saidVizard。 \"Ungrateful,atallevents。\" \"Doyouthinkshehasgoneintoaconvent?\" \"Notshe。Inthefirstplace,sheisaProtestant;and,inthesecond,sheisnotafool。\" \"Iwilladvertise。\" \"Theidea!\" \"DoyouthinkIamgoingtositdownwithmyhandsbeforeme,andloseherforever?\" \"No,indeed;Idon\'tthinkyouarethatsortofamanatall,ha!ha!\" \"Oh,MissGale,pityme。Tellmehowtofindher。ThatFannyDoversayswomenareonlyenigmastomen;theyunderstandoneanother。\" \"What,\"saidRhoda,turningswiftlyonhim;\"doesthatlittlechitpretendtoreadmynobleIna?\" \"Ifshecannot,perhapsyoucan。Youaresoshrewd。Dotellme,whatdoesitallmean?\" \"Itmeansnothingatall,Idaresay;onlyawoman\'simpulse。Theyaresuchgeeseattimes,everyoneofthem。\" \"Oh,ifIdidbutknowwhatcountrysheisin,Iwouldransackit。\" \"Hum!——countriesarebiggishplaces。\" \"Idon\'tcare。\" \"Whatwillyougivemetotellyouwheresheisatthismoment?\" \"AllIhaveintheworld。\" \"Thatissufficient。Well,then,firstassignmeyourestates;thenfetchmeanordnancemapofcreation,andIwillputmyfingeronher。\" \"Youlittlemockingfiend,you!\" \"Iamnot。I\'matall,beneficentangel;andI\'lltellyouwheresheis——fornothing。Keepyourland:whowantsit?——itisonlyabother。\" \"Forpity\'ssake,don\'ttriflewithme。\" \"Ineverwill,whereyourheartisinterested。SheisatZutzig。\" \"Ah,yougoodgirl!Shehaswrittentoyou。\" \"Notaline,themonster!AndI\'llserveherout。I\'llteachhertoplayhide-and-seekwithGale,M。D。!\" \"Zutzig!\"saidVizard;\"howcanyouknow?\" \"Whatdoesthatmatter?Well,yes——Iwillrevealthementalprocess。 Firstofall,shehasgonetohermother。\" \"Howdoyouknowthat?\"