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类别:其他 作者:Charles Reade字数:16685更新时间:18/12/14 11:19:43
Shewasasleepinfiveminutes;andMissGalesatwatchingheratfirst,butpresentlyjoinedVizardattheotherend,andtheywhisperedtogether。Saidshe,\"Whatbecomesofthetheorythatwomenhavenostrengthofwill?ThereisMademoiselle_Jeleveux_inperson。Whenshewantstosleep,shesleeps;andlookatyouandme——doyouknowwherewearegoing?\" \"No。\" \"NomoredoI。Themotivepoweristhatpersonificationofdivinereposethere。Howbeautifulsheiswithhersweetlipsparted,andherwhiteteethpeeping,andherupperandlowerlasheswedded,andhowgraceful!\" \"Sheisagoddess,\"saidVizard。\"IwishIhadneverseenher。Markmywords,shewillgivemethesorestheartofall。\" \"Ihopenot,\"saidRhoda,veryseriously。 Inasleptsweetlyfornearlytwohours,andallthattimeherfriendscouldonlyguesswheretheyweregoing。 Atlastthetrainstopped,forthesixthtime,andAshmeadopenedthedoor。 Thisworthy,whowasentirelyincommandoftheexpedition,collectedtheluggage,includingVizard\'sbag,anddepositeditatthestation。Hethenintroducedthepartytoapair-horsefly,andmountedthebox。 WhentheystoppedatBagley,Vizardsuspectedwheretheyweregoing。 Whenhesawthedirectionthecarriagetook,heknewit,andturnedverygraveindeed。 Heevenregrettedthathehadputhimselfsoblindlyunderthecontrolofawoman。HecastsearchingglancesatMademoiselleKloskingtotryanddiscoverwhatonearthshewasgoingtodo。Butherfacewasasimpenetrableasmarble。Still,sheneverlookedlesslikelytodoanythingrashorinbadtaste。Quietnesswasthemaincharacteristicofherface,whennotrippledoverbyaravishingsweetness;buthehadneverseenherlooksogreat,andlofty,andresoluteasshelookednow; alittlestern,too,asonewhohadagreatdutytodo,andwasinflexibleasiron。Whentrulyfemininefeaturesstiffenintomarblelikethis,beautyisindeedimperial,andworthyofepicsong;itrisesbeyondthewingofprose。 MyreaderistoointelligentnottodivinethatshewassteelingherselftoaterribleinterviewwithZoeVizard——terriblemainlyonaccountoftheanguishsheknewshemustinflict。 Butwecanrarelycarryoutourplansexactlyaswetracethem——unexpectedcircumstancesderangethemorexpandthem;andIwillsofaranticipateastosaythatinthiscaseamostunexpectedturnofeventstookLaKloskingbysurprise。 Whethersheprovedequaltotheoccasionthesepageswillshowverysoon。 CHAPTERXXVI。 POIKILUSneverleftTaddington——onlythe\"Swan。\"MorethanoncehewaswithinsightofAshmeadunobserved。Once,indeed,thatgentleman,whohadagreatrespectfordignitaries,salutedhim;foratthatmomentPoikilushappenedtobeasleekdignitaryoftheChurchofEngland。Poikilus,whenquitehimself,woreamustache,andwassallow,andleanasaweasel;butheshavedandstuffedandcoloredforthedean。Shovel-hat,portlywalk,andgreenspectaclesdidtherest。GrandfatherWhiteheadsaluted。Hisreverencechuckled。 PoikiluskeptSevernepostedbyletterandwireastomanythingsthathappenedoutsideVizardCourt;buthecouldnotdivinethestormthatwasbrewinginsideInaKlosking\'sroom。YetSevernedefendedhimselfexactlyashewouldhavedonehadheknownall。HeandZoespentElysianhours,meetingtwiceadayintheshrubbery,andmakingloveasiftheyweretheonlytwocreaturesintheworld;butitwasblindElysiumonlytooneofthem——Severnewasuneasyandalarmedthewholetime。Hissagacityshowedhimitcouldnotlast,andtherewasalwaysacreepingterroronhim。 WouldnotUxmoorcauseinquiries?WouldhenotbesuretotellVizard? WouldnotVizardcometheretolookafterZoe,ororderherbacktoVizardCourt?WouldnottheKloskinggetwell,andinterfereoncemore? Hepassedthetimebetweenheavenandhell;wheneverhewasnotundertheimmediatespellofZoe\'spresence,asortofvagueterrorwasalwaysonhim。Helookedallroundhim,whereverhewent。 Thisterror,andhispassion,whichwasnowasviolentasitwaswicked,soondrovehimtoconceivedesperatemeasures。But,bymasterlyself-government,hekeptthemtwodaystohisownbosom。HefeltitwastoosoontoraiseafreshandpainfuldiscussionwithZoe。Hemustletherdrinkunmixeddelight,andgetatasteforit;andthenshowheronwhatconditionsaloneitcouldbehadforever。 Itwasonthethirddayaftertheirreconciliationshefoundhimseatedonabenchintheshrubbery,lostinthought,andlookingverydejected。 Shewasclosetohimbeforehenoticed;thenhesprungup,staredather,andbegantokissherhandsviolently,andevenherverydress。 \"Itisyou,\"saidhe,\"oncemore。\" \"Yes,dear,\"saidZoe,tenderly;\"didyouthinkIwouldnotcome?\" \"Ididnotknowwhetheryoucouldcome。Ifeelthatmyhappinesscannotlastlong。And,Zoedear,Ihavehadadream。Idreamedweweretakenprisoners,andcarriedtoVizardCourt,andonthestepsstoodVizardandMademoiselleKloskingarm-in-arm;Ibelievetheyweremanandwife。Andyouweretakenoutandled,weeping,intothehouse,andIwasleftthereragingwithagony。Andthenthatladyputoutherfingerinacommandingway,andIwaswhirledawayintoutterdarkness,andIheardyoumoan,andIfought,anddashedmyheadagainstthecarriage,andIfeltmyheartburst,andmywholebodyfilledwithsomecoldliquid,andIwenttosleep,andIheardavoicesay,\'Itisallover;histroubleisended。\'Iwasdead。\" Thisnarrative,andhisdeepdejection,setZoe\'stearsflowing。\"PoorEdward!\"shesighed。\"Iwouldnotsurviveyou。Butcheerup,dear;itwasonlyadream。Wearenotslaves。Iamnotdependentonanyone。Howcanwebeparted?\" \"Weshall,unlessweuseouropportunity,andmakeitimpossibletopartus。Zoe,donotslightmyalarmandmymisgivings;suchwarningsareprophetic。ForHeaven\'ssake,makeonesacrificemore,andletusplaceourhappinessbeyondthereachofman!\" \"Onlytellmehow。\" \"Thereisbutoneway——marriage。\" Zoeblushedhigh,andpantedalittle,butsaidnothing。 \"Ah!\"saidhe,piteously,\"Iasktoomuch。\" \"Howcanyousaythat?\"saidZoe。\"OfcourseIshallmarryyou,dearest。 What!doyouthinkIcoulddowhatI_have_doneforanybodybutmyhusbandthatistobe?\" \"Iwasmadtothinkotherwise,\"saidhe,\"butIaminlowspirits,andfullofmisgivings。Oh,thecomfort,thebliss,thepeaceofmind,thejoy,ifyouwouldseeourhazardouscondition,andmakeallsafebymarryingmeto-morrow。\" \"To-morrow!Why,Edward,areyoumad?Howcanwebemarried,solongasmybrotherissoprejudicedagainstyou?\" \"Ifwewaithisconsent,wearepartedforever。Hewouldforgiveusafterit——thatiscertain。Buthewouldneverconsent。Heistoomuchundertheinfluenceofhis——ofMademoiselleKlosking。\" \"Indeed,Icannothopehewillconsentbeforehand,\"sighedZoe;\"butI havenotthecouragetodefyhim;andifIhad,wecouldnotmarryallinamoment,likethat。Weshouldhavetobecriedinchurch。\" \"Thatisquitegoneoutamongladiesandgentlemen。\" \"Notinourfamily。Besides,evenaspeciallicensetakestime,I suppose。Ohno,Icouldnotbemarriedinaclandestine,discreditableway。IamaVizard——pleaserememberthat。Wouldyoudegradethewomanyouhonorwithyourchoice?\" Andherredcheeksandflashingeyeswarnedhimtodesist。 \"Godforbid!\"saidhe。\"Ifthatisthealternative,Iconsenttoloseher——andloseherIshall。\" Hethenaffectedtodismissthesubject,andsaid,\"Letmeenjoythehoursthatareleftme。Muchmiseryormuchblisscanbecondensedinafewdays。Iwillenjoytheblessedtime,andwewillwaitforthechapterofaccidentsthatissuretopartus。\"Thenheactedrecklesshappiness,andbrokedownatlast。 Shecried,butshowednosignofyielding。Herprideandself-respectwererousedandontheirdefense。 Thenextdayhecametoherquietlysad。Heseemedlanguidandlistless,andtocarefornothing。Hewasartfulenoughtotellher,ontheinformationofPoikilus,thatVizardhadhiredthecathedralchoirthreetimesaweektosingtohisinamorata;andthathehaddrivenheraboutTaddington,dressedlikeaduchess,inawholesuitofsables。 Atthatwordthegirlturnedpale。 Heobserved,andcontinued:\"Anditseemsthesesablesareknownthroughoutthecounty。Therewereseveralcarriagesinthetown,andmyinformantheardaladysaytheywereMrs。Vizard\'ssables,worthfivehundredguineas——aRussianprincessgavethemher。\" \"Itisquitetrue,\"saidZoe。\"Hismother\'ssables!Isitpossible!\" \"Theyallsayheiscaughtatlast,andthisistobethenextMrs。 Vizard。\" \"Theymaywellsayso,ifheparadesherinhismother\'ssables,\"saidZoe,andcouldnotconcealherjealousyandherindignation。\"Ineverdaredsomuchasaskhispermissiontowearthem,\"saidshe。 \"Andifyouhad,hewouldhavetoldyoutherelicsofasaintwerenottobeplayedwith。\" \"Thatisjustwhathewouldhavesaid,Idobelieve。\"Thefemaleheartwasstung。 \"Ah,well,\"saidSeverne,\"IamsureIshouldnotgrudgehimhishappiness,ifyouwouldseethingsashedoes,andbeasbraveasheis。\" \"Thankyou,\"saidZoe。\"Womencannotdefytheworldasmendo。\"Then,passionately,\"Whydoyoutormentmeso?whydoyouurgemeso?apoorgirl,allalone,andfarfromadvice。Whatonearthwouldyouhavemedo?\" \"Secureusagainstanotherseparation,uniteusinblissforever。\" \"AndsoIwouldifIcould;youknowIwould。Butitisimpossible。\" \"No,Zoe;itiseasy。Therearetwoways:wecanreachScotlandineighthours;andthere,byasimplewritinganddeclarationbeforewitnesses,wearemanandwife。\" \"AGretnaGreenmarriage?\" \"ItisjustasmuchalegalmarriageasifabishopmarriedusatSt。 Paul\'s。However,wecouldfollowitupimmediatelybymarriageinachurch,eitherinScotlandortheNorthofEnglandButthereisanotherway:wecanbemarriedatBagley,anyday,beforetheregistrar。\" \"Isthatamarriage——arealmarriage?\" \"Asreal,aslegal,asbindingasaweddinginSt。Paul\'s。\" \"Nobodyinthiscountyhaseverbeenmarriedso。Ishouldblushtobeseenaboutafterit。\" \"Ourfirsthappyyearwouldnotbepassedinthiscountry。Weshouldgoabroadforsixmonths。\" \"Ay,flyfromshame。\" \"OnourreturnweshouldbereceivedwithopenarmsbymyownpeopleinHuntingdonshire,untilyourpeoplecameround,astheyalwaysdo。\" Hethenshowedheraletter,inwhichhispearlofacousinsaidtheywouldreceivehiswifewithopenarms,andmakeherashappyastheycould。UncleTomwascominghomefromIndia,withtwohundredthousandpounds;hewasaconfirmedoldbachelor,andEdwardhisfavorite,etc。 Zoefalteredalittle:sothenhepressedherhardwithlove,andentreaties,andpromises,andevenhystericaltears;thenshebegantocry——asuresignofyielding。\"Givemetime,\"shesaid——\"givemetime。\" Hegroaned,andsaidtherewasnotimetolose。Otherwiseheneverwouldhaveurgedherso。 Forallthat,shecouldnotbedrawntoadecision。Shemustthinkoversuchastep。Nextmorning,attheusualtime,hecametoknowhisfate。 Butshedidnotappear。Hewaitedanhourforher。Shedidnotcome。Hebegantorageandstorm,andcursehisfollyfordrivinghersohard。 Atlastshecame,andfoundhimpalewithanxiety,andlookingutterlymiserable。Shetoldhimshehadpassedasleeplessnight,andherheadhadachedsointhemorningshecouldnotmove。 \"Mypoordarling!\"saidhe;\"andIamthecause。Saynomoreaboutit,dearone。IseeyoudonotlovemeasIloveyou,andIforgiveyou。\" Shesmiledsadlyatthat,forshewassurerofherownlovethanhis。 Zoehadpassedanightoftormentandvacillation;andbutforherbrotherhavingparadedMademoiselleKloskinginhismother\'ssables,shewould,Ithink,haveheldout。Butthisturnedheralittleagainstherbrother;and,ashewasthemainobstacletoherunionwithSeverne,loveandpityconquered。YetstillHonorandPridehadtheirsay。\"Edward,\" saidshe,\"Iloveyouwithallmyheart,andshareyourfearsthataccidentmayseparateus。Iwillletyoudecideforbothofus。But,beforeyoudecide,bewarnedofonething。Iamagirlnolonger,butawomanwhohasbeendistractedwithmanypassions。Ifanyslurrestsonmyfairname,deeplyasIloveyounow,Ishallabhoryouthen。\" Heturnedpale,forhereyeflasheddismayintohiscravensoul。 Hesaidnothing;andshecontinued:\"Ifyouinsistonthishasty,half-clandestinemarriage,thenIconsenttothis——Iwillgowithyoubeforetheregistrar,andIshallcomebackheredirectly。NextmorningearlywewillstartforScotland,andbemarriedthatotherwaybeforewitnesses。Thenyourfearswillbeatanend,foryoubelieveinthesemarriages;onlyasIdonot——forIlookonthese_legal_marriagesmerelyassolemnbetrothals——IshallbeMissZoeVizard,andexpectyoutotreatmeso,untilIhavebeenmarriedinachurch,likealady。\" \"Ofcourseyoushall,\"saidhe;andoverwhelmedherwithexpressionsofgratitude,respect,andaffection。 Thissoothedhertroubledmind,andshelethimtakeherhandandpourhishoneyedflatteriesintoherear,ashewalkedherslowlyupanddown。 Shecouldhardlytearherselfawayfromthesoftpressureofhishandandthefascinationofhistongue,andshelefthim,moremadlyinlovewithhimthanever,andreadytofaceanythingbutdishonorforhim。Shewastocomeoutattwelveo\'clock,andwalkintoBagleywithhimtobetrothherselftohim,asshechosetoconsiderit,beforethestipendiarymagistrate,whomarriedcouplesinthatway。Ofthetwomarriagesshehadconsentedto,merelyaspreliminariestoarealmarriage,Zoedespisedthisthemost;fortheScotchmarriagewas,atallevents,ancient,andrespectablelovershadbeendriventoitagainandagain。 Shewasbehindhertime,andSevernethoughthercouragehadfailedher,afterall。Butno:athalf-pasttwelveshecameout,andwalkedbrisklytowardBagley。 Hewasbehindher,andfollowedher。Shetookhisarmnervously。\"Letmefeelyoualltheway,\"shesaid,\"togivemecourage。\" Sotheywalkedarm-in-arm;and,astheywent,hiscouragesecretlywavered,her\'sroseateverystep。 Abouthalfamilefromthetowntheymetacarriageandpair。 Atsightofthemagentlemanontheboxtappedattheglasswindow,andsaid,hurriedly,\"Heretheyare_together。\"_ MademoiselleKloskingsaid,\"Stopthecarriage\":then,pausingalittle,\"Mr。Vizard——onyourwordofhonor,noviolence。\" Thecarriagewasdrawnup,Ashmeadopenedthedoorinatrice,andLaKlosking,followedbyVizard,steppedout,andstoodlikeastatuebeforeEdwardSeverneandZoeVizard。 Severnedroppedherarmdirectly,andwaspanic-stricken。 ZoeutteredalittlescreamatthesightofVizard;butthenextmomenttookfireatherrival\'saudacity,andsteppedboldlybeforeherlover,withflashingeyesandexpandednostrilsthatliterallybreatheddefiance。 CHAPTERXXVII。 \"YOUinfernalscoundrel!\"roaredVizard,andtookastridetowardSeverne。 \"Noviolence,\"saidInaKlosking,sternly:\"itwillbeaninsulttothisladyandme。\" \"Verywell,then,\"saidVizard,grimly,\"ImustwaittillIcatchhimalone。\" \"Meantime,permitmetospeak,sir,\"saidIna。\"Believeme,Ihaveabetterrightthanevenyou。\" \"ThenprayaskmysisterwhyIfindheronthatvillain\'sarm。\" \"Ishouldnotanswerher,\"saidZoe,haughtily。\"ButmybrotherIwill。 Harrington,allthisvulgarabuseconfirmsmeinmychoice:ItakehisarmbecauseIhaveacceptedhishand。IamgoingintoBagleywithhimtobecomehiswife。\" ThisannouncementtookawayVizard\'sbreathforamoment,andInaKloskingputinherword。\"Youcannotdothat:prayhewarned。Heisleadingyoutoinfamy。\" \"Infamy!What,becausehecannotgivemeasuitofsables?Infamy! becauseweprefervirtuouspovertytoviceandwealth?\" \"No,younglady,\"saidIna,coloringfaintlyatthetaunt;\"butbecauseyoucouldonlybehisparamour;nothiswife。Heismarriedalready。\" Atthesewords,spokenwiththatpowerInaKloskingcouldalwayscommand,ZoeVizardturnedashypale。Butshefoughtonbravely。 \"Married?Itisfalse!Towhom?\" \"Tome。\" \"Ithoughtso。NowIknowitisnottrue。Heleftyoumonthsbeforeweeverknewhim。\" \"Lookathim。Hedoesnotsayitisfalse。\" ZoeturnedonSeverne,andathisfaceherownheartquaked。\"Areyoumarriedtothislady?\"sheasked;andhereyes,dilatedtotheirfullsize,searchedhiseveryfeature。 \"NotthatIknowof,\"saidhe,impudently。 \"Isthattheseriousansweryouexpected,MissVizard?\"saidIna,keenly: thentoSeverne,\"Youareunwisetoinsultthewomanonwhom,fromthisday,youmustdependforbread。MissVizard,toyouIspeak,andnottothisshamelessman。Foryourmother\'ssake,domejustice。Ihavelovedhimdearly;butnowIabhorhim。WouldIcouldbreakthetiethatbindsusandgivehimtoyou,ortoanyladywhowouldhavehim!ButIcannot。 AndshallIholdmytongue,andletyouberuinedanddishonored?Iamanolderwomanthanyou,andboundbygratitudetoallyourhouse。Dearlady,Ihavetaxedmystrengthtosaveyou。Ifeelthatstrengthwaning。 Prayreadthispaper,andconsenttosave_yourself。\"_ \"Iwillreadit,\"saidRhodaGale,interfering。\"IknowGerman。ItisanauthorizedduplicatecertifyingthemarriageofEdwardSeverne,ofWillingham,inHuntingdonshire,England,toInaFerris,daughterofWalterFerrisandEvaKlosking,ofZutzig,inDenmark。ThemarriagewassolemnizedatBerlin,andherearethesignaturesofseveralwitnesses: EvaKlosking;FrauleinGraafe;Zug,theCapellmeister;VicomteMeurice,French_attache\';_CountHompesch,Bavarianplenipotentiary;HerrFormes。\" Inaexplained,inavoicethatwasnowfeeble,\"Iwasapubliccharacter; mymarriagewaspublic:notliketheclandestineunionwhichisallhedaredoffertothiswell-bornlady。\" \"TheBavarianandFrenchministersarebothinLondon,\"saidVizard,eagerly。\"Wecaneasilylearnifthesesignaturesareforged,like_your_ acceptances。\" But,ifoneshadowofdoubtremained,Severnenowremovedit;heutteredascreamofagony,andfledasifthedemonsofremorseanddespairwerespurringhimwithred-hotrowels。 \"There,youlittleidiot!\"roaredVizard;\"doesthatopenyoueyes?\" \"Oh,Mr。Vizard,\"saidIna,reproachfully,\"forpity\'ssake,thinkonlyofheryouth,andwhatshehastosuffer。Icandonomoreforher:I feel——so——faint。\" AshmeadandRhodasupportedherintothecarriage。Vizard,touchedtotheheartbyIna\'sappeal,heldouthiseloquentarmstohisstrickensister,andshetotteredtohim,andclungtohim,alllimpandbroken,andwishingshecouldsinkoutofthesightofallmankind。Heputhisstrongarmroundher,and,thoughhisownheartwasdesolateandbroken,hesupportedthatbrokenflowerofwomanhood,andhalfled,halfliftedheron,untilhelaidheronasofainSomervilleVilla。Then,forthefirsttime,hespoketoher。\"Wearebothdesolate,now,mychild。Letusloveoneanother。IwillbetentimestenderertoyouthanIeverhavebeen。\" Shegaveagreatsob,butshewaspastspeaking。 InaKlosking,MissGale,andAshmeadreturnedinthecarriagetoBagley。 Halfamileoutofthetowntheyfoundamanlyingonthepathway,withhishatoff,andwhiteasasheet。ItwasEdwardSeverne。Hehadruntillhedropped。 Ashmeadgotdownandexaminedhim。Hecamebacktothecarriagedoor,lookingwhiteenoughhimself。\"Itisallover,\"saidhe;\"themanisdead。\" MissGalewasoutinamomentandexaminedhim。\"No,\"saidshe。\"Theheartdoesnotbeatperceptibly;buthebreathes。Itisanotherofthoseseizures。Helpmegethimintothecarriage。\" Thiswasdone,andthedriverorderedtogoafoot\'space。 ThestimulantsMissGalehadbroughtforInaKloskingwerenowappliedtorevivethismalefactor;andbothladiesactuallyministeredtohimwithcompassionatefaces。Hewasavillain;buthewassuperlativelyhandsome,andafeathermightturnthescaleoflifeordeath。 Theseizure,thoughreallyappallingtolookat,didnotlastlong。Herevivedalittleinthecarriage,andwastaken,stillinsensible,butbreathinghard,intoaroomintherailwayhotel。Whenhewasoutofdanger,MissGalefeltInaKlosking\'spulse,andinsistedonhergoingtoTaddingtonbythenexttrainandleavingSevernetothecareofMr。 Ashmead。 Ina,who,intruth,wasjustthenmostunfitforanymoretrials,feeblyconsented,butnotuntilshehadgivenAshmeadsomeimportantinstructionsrespectinghermalefactor,andsuppliedhimwithfunds。MissGalealsoinstructedAshmeadhowtoproceedincaseofarelapse,andprovidedhimwithmaterials。 Theladiestookatrain,whicharrivedsoonafter;and,beingsofortunateastogetalady\'scarriagealltothemselves,theysatintertwinedandrockingtogether,andInaKloskingfoundreliefatlastinacopiousflowoftears。 RhodagothertoHillstoke,cookedforher,nursedher,lightedfires,airedherbed,andthesetwofriendsslepttogetherineachother\'sarms。 AshmeadhadahardtimeofitwithSeverne。Hemanagedprettywellwithhimatfirst,becausehestupefiedhimwithbrandybeforehehadcometohissenses,andinthatstategothimintothenexttrain。Butasthefumesworeoff,andSevernerealizedhisvillainy,hisdefeat,andhisabjectconditionbetweenthetwowomenhehadwronged,hesuddenlyutteredayellandmadeaspringatthewindow。Ashmeadcaughthimbyhiscalves,anddraggedhimsopowerfullydownthathisfacestruckthefloorhardandhisnosebledprofusely。Thehemorrhageandtheblowquietedhimforatime,andthenAshmeadgavehimmorebrandy,andgothimtothe\"Swan\"inahalf-lethargiclull。Thisfaithfulagent,andmanofallwork,tookaprivatesittingroomwithadoublebeddedroomadjoiningit,andorderedahotsupperwithchampagneandmadeira。Severnelayonasofamoaning。 Thewaiterstared。\"Trouble!\"whisperedAshmead,confidentially。\"Takenonotice。Supperasquickaspossible。\" By-and-bySevernestartedupandbegantoraveandtearabouttheroom,cursinghishardfate,andendedinakindofhystericalfit。Ashmead,beingprovidedbyMissGalewithsaltsandaromaticvinegar,etc。,appliedthem,andendedbydashingatumblerofwaterrightintohisface,whichdidhimmoregoodthanchemistry。 Thenhetriedtoawakenmanhoodinthefellow。\"Whatare_you_howlingabout?\"saidhe。\"Why,youaretheonlysinner,andyouaretheleastsufferer。Come,dropsniveling,andeatabit。Troubledon\'tdoonanemptystomach。\" Severnesaidhewouldtry,butbeggedthewaitermightnotbeallowedtostareatabroken-heartedman。 \"Brokenfiddlesticks!\"saidhonestJoe。 Severnetriedtoeat,butcouldnot。Buthecoulddrink,andsaidso。 Ashmeadgavehimchampagneintumblers,andthat,onhisemptystomach,sethimraving,andsayinglifewashelltohimnow。Butpresentlyhefelltoweepingbitterly。InwhichconditionAshmeadforcedhimtobed,andtherehesleptheavily。InthemorningAshmeadsatbyhisbedside,andtriedtobringhimtoreason。\"Now,lookhere,\"saidhe,\"youarealuckyfellow,ifyouwillonlyseeit。Youhaveescapedbigamyandajail,and,asarewardforyourgoodconducttoyourwife,andthemanyvirtuesyouhaveexhibitedinashortspaceoftime,IaminstructedbythatladytopayyoutwentypoundseverySaturdayattwelveo\'clock。Itisonlyathousandayear;butdon\'tyoubedown-hearted;Iconcludeshewillraiseyoursalaryasyouadvance。Youmustforgehernametoaheavycheck,robachurch,andabductaschoolgirlortwo——missesintheirteensandwardsofChancerypreferred——andshewillmakeitthirty,nodoubt;\"andJoelookedverysour。 \"Thatforhertwentypoundsaweek!\"criedthisinjuredman。\"Sheowesmetwothousandpoundsandmore。Shehasbeenmyenemy,andherown。Thefool!——togoandpeach!Shehadonlytoholdhertongue,andbeMrs。 Vizard,andthenshewouldhavehadarichhusbandthatadoresher,andI shouldhavehadmydarlingbeautifulZoe,theonlywomanIeverlovedorevershall。\" \"Oh,\"saidAshmead,\"thenyouexpectedyourwifetocommitbigamy,andsomakeitsmoothtoyou。\" _\"OfcourseIdid,\"_wastheworthySeverne\'sreply;\"andsoshewould,ifshehadhadagrainofsense。Seewhatacontrastnow。Weareallunhappy——herselfincluded——anditisallherdoing。\" \"Well,youngman,\"saidAshmead,drawingalongbreath;\"didn\'tItellyouyouarealuckyfellow?Youhavegottwentypoundsaweek,andthatblestboon,\'aconsciencevoidofoffense。\'Youareahappyman。Here\'sastrongcupofteaforyou:justyoudrinkit,andthengetupandtakethetraintothelittlevillage。Therekindredspiritsandfreshdelightsawaityou。YouarenottoadornBarfordshireanylonger:thatistheorder。\" \"Well,I\'llgotoLondon——butnotwithoutyou。\" \"Me!Whatdoyouwantof_me?\"_ \"Youareagoodfellow,andtheonlyfriendIhaveleft。Butforyou,I shouldbedead,ormad。Youhavepulledmethrough。\" \"ThroughthewindowIdid。Lord,forgivemeforit,\"saidJoseph。\"Well,I\'llgouptotownwithyou;butIcan\'tbealwaystiedtoyourtail。I haven\'tgottwentypoundsaweek。Tobesure,\"headded,dryly,\"I haven\'tearnedit。Thatisonecomfort。\" HetelegraphedHillstoke,andtookSeverneuptoLondon。 TheretheBohemianverysoonfoundhecouldlive,andevenderivesomelittleenjoymentfromhisvices——withoutJosephAshmead。HevisitedhimpunctuallyeverySaturday,andconverseddelightfully。Ifhecameanyotherday,itwassuretobeforanadvance:henevergotit。 CHAPTERXXVIII。 FANNYDOVERwassentfordirectlytoSomervilleVilla;and,threedaysafterthedistressingsceneIhaveendeavoredtodescribe,Vizardbroughthiswreckedsisterhome。Herconditionwaspitiable;andthemomenthereachedVizardCourthemountedhishorseandrodetoHillstoketobringMissGaledowntoher。 TherehefoundInaKlosking,withherboxesatthedoor,waitingfortheflythatwastotakeheraway。 Itwasasadinterview。Hethankedherdeeplyforhernobleconducttohissister,andthenhecouldnothelpspeakingofhisowndisappointment。 MademoiselleKlosking,onthisoccasion,wassimple,sad,andeventender,withinprudentlimits。Shetreatedthisasapartingforever,andthereforemadenosecretofheresteemforhim。\"But,\"saidshe,\"Ihopeonedaytohearyouhavefoundapartnerworthyofyou。Asforme,whoamtiedforlifetooneIdespise,andcanneverloveagain,Ishallseekmyconsolationinmusic,and,pleaseGod,incharitableactions。\" Hekissedherhandatparting,andgaveheralong,longlookofmiserableregretthattriedhercomposurehard,andoftenrecurredtohermemory。 ShewentuptoLondon,tookasmallsuburbanhouse,ledasecludedlife,anddevotedherselftoherart,makingaparticularstudynowofsacredmusic;shecollectedvolumesofit,anddidnotdisdaintobuyitatbookstalls,orwherevershecouldfindit。 Ashmeadworkedforher,andshemadeherfirstappearanceinaneworatorio。Hersongsprovedaprincipalfeatureintheperformance。 EventsdidnotstandstillinBarfordshire;buttheyweretame,comparedwiththoseIhavelatelyrelated,andmustbedispatchedinfewerwords。 AuntMaitlandrecoveredunexpectedlyfromasevereillness,andwasasoftenedwoman:shesentFannyofftokeepZoecompany。Thatpoorgirlhadabittertime,andgaveDoctressGalegreatanxiety。Shehadnobrainfever,butseemedquietly,insensibly,sinkingintohergrave。Noappetite,andindeedwasthreatenedwithatrophyatonetime。Butshewassosurroundedwithloving-kindnessthathershamediminished,herpriderose,andatlastheragonywasblunted,andonlyapensivelanguorremainedtoshowthatshehadbeencrushed,andcouldnotbeagainthebright,proud,high-spiritedbeautyofBarfordshire。 FormanymonthsshenevermentionedeitherEdwardSeverne,InaKlosking,orLordUxmoor。 Itwasalongtimebeforeshewentoutsidethegatesofherownpark。Sheseemedtohatetheouterworld。 HerfirstvisitwastoMissGale;thatyoungladywasnowveryhappy。Shehadhermotherwithher。Mrs。Galehaddefeatedthetrickyexecutor,andhadcometoEnglandwithatidylittlecapital,savedoutofthefirebyhersagacityandspirit。 Mrs。Gale\'scharacterhasbeenpartlyrevealedbyherdaughter。Ihaveonlytoaddshewasahomely,well-readwoman,offewwords,butthosefew——grape-shot。Example——shesaidtoZoe,\"Younglady,excuseanoldwoman\'sfreedom,whomightbeyourmother:thetroublesofyoungfolkhaveadealofselfinthem;morethanyoucouldbelieve。Nowjustyoutrysomethingtotakeyououtofself,andyouwillbeanothercreature。\" \"Ah,\"sighedZoe,\"wouldtoHeavenIcould!\" \"Oh,\"saidMrs。Gale,\"anybodywithmoneycandoit,andtheworldsofullofrealtrouble。Now,mygirltellsmeyouarekindtothepoor:whynotdosomethinglikeRhodaisdoingforthislordsheisoverseer,orgoodnessknowswhat,to?\" Rhoda(defiantly),\"Viceroy。\" \"Youhavemoney,andyourbrotherwillnotrefuseyouabito\'land。Whynotbuildsomeofthesenew-fangledcottages,withfancygardens,anddwarfpalacesforacowandapig?Rhoda,child,ifIwasapoorwoman,I couldgrazeacowinthelaneshereabouts,andfeedapiginthewoods。 Nowyoudothatforthepoor,MissVizard,anddon\'tletmygirlthinkforyou。Breedyourownideas。Thatwilldivertyoufromself,mydear,andyouwillbegintofindit——there——justasifablackcloudwasclearingawayfromyourmind,andlettingyourheartwarmagain。\" Zoecaughtattheidea,andthatverydayaskedVizardtimidlywhetherhewouldletherhavesomelandtobuildamodelcottageortwoon。 Willitbebelievedthatthegood-naturedVizardmadeawryface?\"What,twoproprietorsinIslip!\"Foramomentortwohewasallsquire。Butsoonthebrotherconquered。\"Well,\"saidhe,\"Ican\'tgiveyouafee-simple;Imustthinkofmyheirs:butIwillholdacourt,andgrantyouacopy-hold;orI\'llgiveyouaninety-nineyears\'leaseatapepper-corn。There\'saslipofthreeacresontheedgeoftheGreen。Youshallamuseyourselfwiththat。\"Hemadeitovertoherdirectly,foracentury,attenshillingsayear;and,ashewashersurvivingtrustee,heletherdrawinadvanceonhertenthousandpounds。 MappingoutthegroundwithRhoda,settlingthegardensandtheminiaturepastures,andplanningthelittlehousesandouthouses,andtalkingagreatdeal,comparedwithwhatshetransacted,provedreallyacertainantidotetothatlethargyofwoewhichoppressedher:andhere,foratime,Imustleaveher,returningslowlytohealthofbody,andsometranquillityofmind;butstillsubjecttofitsofshame,andgnawedbybitterregrets。 CHAPTERXXIX。 THEreputationMademoiselleKloskinggainedintheneworatorio,aidedbyAshmead\'sexertions,launchedherinawalkofartthataccordedwithhersentiments。 Shesungintheoratoriowheneveritcouldbeperformed,andalsosungselectsongsfromit,andothersacredsongsatconcerts。 Shewasengagedatamusicalfestivalintheverycathedraltownwhosechoirhadbeensoconsolingtoher。Sheenteredwithgreatzealintothisengagement,andfindingtherewasageneraldesiretointroducetheleadingchorister-boytothepublicinaduet,shesurprisedthemallbyofferingtosingthesecondpartwithhim,ifhewouldrehearseitcarefullywithheratherlodgings。Hewasonlytooglad,asmightbesupposed。Shefoundhehadalovelyvoice,butlittlephysicalculture。 Hereadcorrectly,butdidnotevenknowthenatureofthevocalinstrumentanditsconstruction,whichisthatofabagpipe。Shetaughthimhowtokeephislungsfullinsinging,yetnottogasp,andbythissimplemeansenabledhimtosingwithmorethantwicethepowerhehadeverexercisedyet。Shealsotaughthimtheswell,afigureofmusicheknewliterallynothingabout。 When,aftersingingagreatsolo,tosalvosofapplause,MademoiselleKloskingtookthesecondpartwiththisurchin,thecitizensandallthemusicalpeoplewhohauntacathedralwereonthetiptoeofexpectation。 Theboyamazedthem,andtherichcontraltothatsupportedhimandroseandswelledwithhiminravishingharmonyenchantedthem。Thevastimprovementintheboy\'sstyledidnotescapethehundredsofpersonswhoknewhim,andthisduetgaveLaKloskingagreatpersonalpopularity。 Herlastsong,byherownchoice,was,\"WhatthoughItrace\"(Handel),andthemajesticvolumethatrangthroughtheechoingvaultshowedwithwhatagenerousspiritshehadsubduedthatmagnificentorgannottocrushherjuvenilepartnerintheprecedingduet。 AmongthepersonspresentwasHarringtonVizard。Hehadcomethereagainsthisjudgment;buthecouldnothelpit。 Hehadbeencultivatingadulltranquillity,andwasevenbeginninghisoldgameofrailingonwomen,asthegreatdisturbersofmalepeace。Atthesightofher,andthesoundofherfirstnotes,awaywenthistranquillity,andhelovedherasardentlyasever。Butwhenshesunghismother\'sfavorite,andtheveryroofrang,andthreethousandsoulswerethrilledandliftedtoheavenbythatpureandnoblestrain,therapturecouldnotpassawayfromthisoneheart;whiletheearachedatthecessationofhervoice,theheartalsoached,andpined,andyearned。 Heceasedtoresist。FromthatdayhefollowedherabouttoherpublicperformancesallovertheMidlandCounties;andshesoonbecameawareofhispresence。ShesaidnothingtillAshmeaddrewherattention;then,beingcompelledtonoticeit,shesaiditwasagreatpity。Surelyhemusthavemoreimportantdutiesathome。 Ashmeadwantedtorecognizehim,andputhimintothebestplacevacant; butLaKloskingsaid,\"No。Iwillbemorehisfriendthantolendhimtheleastencouragement。\" AttheendofthattourshereturnedtoLondon。 Whileshewasthereinherlittlesuburbanhouse,shereceivedavisitfromMr。EdwardSeverne。Hecametothrowhimselfatherfeetandbegforgiveness。Shesaidshewouldtryandforgivehim。Hethenimploredhertoforgetthepast。Shetoldhimthatwasbeyondherpower。Hepersisted,andtoldherhehadcometohissenses;allhismisconductnowseemedahideousdream,andhefoundhehadneverreallylovedanyonebuther。Sothenheentreatedhertotryhimoncemore;togivehimbackthetreasureofherlove。 Shelistenedtohimlikeawomanofmarble。\"LovewhereIdespise!\"saidshe。\"Never。Thedayhasgonebywhenthesewordscanmoveme。Cometomeforthemeansofenjoyingyourself——gambling,drinking,andyourothervices——andIshallindulgeyou。Butdonotprofanethenameoflove。I forbidyouevertoentermydooronthaterrand。Ipresumeyouwantmoney。Thereisahundredpounds。Takeit;andkeepoutofmysighttillyouhavewastedit。\" Hedashedthenotesproudlydown。Sheturnedherbackonhim,andglidedintoanotherroom。 Whenshereturned,hewasgone,andthehundredpoundshadmanagedtoaccompanyhim。 HewentstraightfromhertoAshmeadandtalkedbig。Hewouldsueforrestitutionofconjugalrights。 \"Don\'tdothat,formysake,\"saidAshamed。\"Shewillflythecountrylikeabird,andliveinsomevillageonbreadandmilk。\" \"Oh,Iwouldnotdoyouanillturnfortheworld,\"saidtheMasterofArts。\"Youhavebeenakindfriendtome。Yousavedmylife。Itisimbitteredbyremorse,andrecollectionsofthehappinessIhavethrownaway,andtheheartIhavewronged。Nomatter!\" ThisvisitdisturbedLaKlosking,anddisposedhertoleaveLondon。Shelistenedtoabrilliantofferthatwasmadeher,throughAshmead,bythemanageroftheItalianOpera,whowasorganizingaprovincialtour。Thetourwaswelladvertisedinadvance,andthecompanyopenedtoagrandhouseatBirmingham。 MademoiselleKloskinghadnotbeenlongonthestagewhenshediscoveredherdiscardedhusbandinthestalls,lookingtheperfectionofyouthfulbeauty。ThenextminuteshesawVizardinaprivatebox。Mr。Severneapplaudedherloudly,andflungherabouquet。Mr。Vizardfixedhiseyesonher,beamingwithadmiration,butmadenopublicdemonstration。 Thesameincidentrepeateditselfeverynightshesung,andateverytown。 AtlastshespokeaboutittoAshmead,inthevague,suggestivewayhersexexcelsin。\"Ipresumeyouhaveobservedthepeopleinfront。\" \"Yes,madam。Twoinparticular。\" \"Couldyounotadvisehimtodesist?\" \"Whichof\'em,madam?\" \"Mr。Vizard,ofcourse。Heislosinghistime,andwastingsentimentsitiscruelshouldbewasted。\" AshmeadsaidhedarednottakeanylibertywithMr。Vizard。 Sothethingwenton。 Severnemadeacquaintancewiththemanager,andobtainedthe_entre\'e_ behindthescenes。Hebroughthiswifeabouqueteverynight,andpresentedittoherwithsuchreverenceandgrace,thatshewasobligedtotakeitandcourtesy,orseemrudetothepeopleabout。 ThenshewrotetoMissGaleandbeggedhertocomeifshecould。 MissGale,whohadallthistimebeenwritingherlove-letterstwiceaweek,immediatelyappointedhermotherviceroy,andwenttoherfriend。 InaKloskingexplainedthesituationtoherwithacertainslighttimidityandconfusionnotusualtoher;andsaid,\"Now,dear,youhavemorecouragethantherestofus;andIknowhehasagreatrespectforyou;and,indeed,MissDovertoldmehewouldquiteobeyyou。Woulditnotbetheactofafriendtoadvisehimtoceasethisunhappy——Whatgoodcancomeofit?Heneglectshisownduties,anddisturbsmeinmine。 Isometimesaskmyselfwoulditnotbekinderofmetogiveupmybusiness,orpracticeitelsewhere——Germany,orevenItaly。 \"Doeshecallonyou?\" \"No。\" \"Doeshewritetoyou?\" \"Ohno。Iwishhewould。BecausethenIshouldbeabletoreplylikeatruefriend,andsendhimaway。Consider,dear,itisnotlikeanobodydanglingafterapublicsinger;thatiscommonenough。Weareallrunafterbyidlemen;evenSignorinaZubetta,whohasnotmuchvoice,norappearance,andspeaksaGenoesepatoiswhensheisnotdeliveringalibretto。Butforagentlemanofposition,withaheartofgoldandthesoulofanemperor,thatheshouldwastehistimeandhisfeelingsso,onawomanwhocanneverbeanythingtohim,itispitiable。\" \"Well,but,afterall,itishisbusiness;andheisnotachild: besides,rememberheisreallyveryfondofmusic。IfIwereyouI\'dlookanotherway,andtakenonotice。\" \"ButIcannot。\" \"Ah!Andwhynot,pray?\" \"Becausehealwaystakesaboxonmylefthand,twofromthestage。I can\'tthinkhowhegetsitatallthetheaters。Andthenhefixeshiseyesonmeso,Icannothelpstealingalook。Heneverapplauds,northrowsmebouquets。Helooks:oh,youcannotconceivehowhelooks,andthestrangeeffectitisbeginningtoproduceonme。\" \"Hemesmerizesyou?\" \"Iknownot。Butitisagrowingfascination。Oh,mydearphysician,interfere。Ifitgoeson,weshallbemorewretchedthanever。\"ThensheenvelopedRhodainherarms,andrestedahotcheekagainsthers。 \"Isee,\"saidRhoda。\"Youareafraidhewillmakeyoulovehim。\" \"Ihopenot。Butartistsareimpressionable;andbeinglookedatso,byoneIesteem,nightafternight,whenmynervesarestrung——_celam\'agace;\"_andshegaveashiver,andthenwasalittlehysterical;andthatwasveryunlikeher。 Rhodakissedher,andsaidresolutelyshewouldstopit。 \"Notunkindly?\" \"Ohno。\" \"Youwillnottellhimitisoffensivetome?\" \"No。\" \"Praydonotgivehimunnecessarypain。\" \"No。\" \"Heisnottobemortified。\" \"No。\" \"Ishallmisshimsadly。\" \"Shallyou?\"