第20章

类别:其他 作者:Charles Reade字数:11691更新时间:18/12/14 11:19:43
TherewasnolatedinneratSomervilleVilla。Indeed,ladies,lefttothemselves,seldomdinelate。Natureisstronginthem,andtheyarehungriestwhenthesunishigh。Atseveno\'clockZoeVizardwasseatedatherdesktryingtowritetoLordUxmoor。Shesighed,shemoaned,shebegan,anddroppedthepenandhidherface。Shebecamealmostwild;andinthatstatesheatlastdashedoffwhatfollows: \"DEARLORDUXMOOR——Forpity\'ssake,forgivethemadwordsIsaidtoyoutoday。Itisimpossible。Icandonomorethanadmireandesteemyou。Myheartisgonefrommeforever。Prayforgiveme,thoughIdonotdeserveit;andneverseemenorlookatmeagain。Iaskpardonformyvacillation。Ithasbeendisgraceful;butithasended,andIwasunderagreaterror,whichIcannotexplaintoyou,whenIledyoutobelieveI hadahearttogiveyou。Myeyesareopened。Ourpathslieasunder。Pray,prayforgiveme,ifitispossible。Iwillneverforgivemyself,norceasetoblessandrevereyou,whomIhaveusedsoill。 ZOEVIZARD。\" ThatdayUxmoordinedalonewithhismother,forawonder,andhetoldherhowMissVizardhadcomeround;hetoldheralsoaboutthebull,butsovilelythatshehardlycomprehendedhehadbeeninanydanger:theseencountersarerarelydescribedtothelife,exceptbyuswhoavoidthem——exceptonpaper。 LadyUxmoorwasmuchpleased。Shewasaproud,politiclady,andthiswasajudiciousunionoftwopowerfulhousesinthecounty,andonethatwouldalmostcommandtheelections。But,aboveall,sheknewherson\'sheartwasinthematch,andshegavehimamother\'ssympathy。 Assheretired,shekissedhimandsaid,\"Whenyouarequitesureoftheprize,tellme,andIwillcalluponher。\" Beingalone,LordUxmoorlightedacigarandsmokeditinmeasurelesscontent。Theservantbroughthimanoteonasalver。Ithadcomebyhand。 Uxmooropeneditandreadeverywordstraightthrough,downto\"ZoeVizard;\"readit,andsatpetrified。 Hereaditagain。Hefeltasortofsicknesscomeoverhim。Heswallowedatumblerofport,awineherarelytouched;buthefeltworsenowthanafterthebullfight。Thisdone,heroseandstalkedlikeawoundedlionintothedrawing-room,whichwasonthesamefloor,andlaidtheletterbeforehismother。 \"Youareawomantoo,\"saidhe,alittlehelplessly。\"Tellme——whatonearthdoesthismean?\" Thedowagerreaditslowlyandkeenly,andsaid,\"Itmeans——anotherman。\" \"Ah!\"saidUxmoor,withasortofsnarl。 \"Haveyouseenanyoneabouther?\" \"No;notlately。AtVizardCourttherewas。Butthatisallovernow,I conclude。ItwasaMr。Severne,anadventurer,afellowthatwascaughtoutinaliebeforeusall。VizardtellsmealadycameandclaimedhimbeforeMissVizard,andheranaway。\" \"Anunworthyattachment,inshort?\" \"Veryunworthy,ifitwasanattachmentatall。\" \"WasheatVizardCourtwhenshedeclinedyourhand?\" \"Yes。\" \"Didheremain,afteryouwent?\" \"Isupposeso。Yes,hemusthave。\" \"Thenthewholethingisclear:thatmanhascomeforwardagainunexpectedly,orwritten,andshedismissesyou。Mydarling,thereisbutonethingforyoutodo。Leaveher,andthankherfortellingyouintime。Alesshonorablefoolwouldhavehiddenit,andthenwemighthavehadaCountessofUxmoorintheDivorceCourtsomedayorother。 \"Ihadbettergoabroad,\"saidUxmoor,withagroan。\"Thiscountryispoisonedforme。\" \"Go,byallmeans。LetJannewaypackupyourthingsto-morrow。\" \"Ishouldliketokillthatfellowfirst。\" \"Youwillnotevenwasteathoughtonhim,ifyouaremyson。\" \"Youareright,mother。WhatamItosaytoher?\" \"Notaword。\" \"What,notanswerherletter?Itishumbleenough,Iamsure——poorsoul! Mother,Iamwretched,butIamnotbitter,andmyrivalwillrevengeme。\" \"Uxmoor,yourgoingabroadistheonlyanswersheshallhave。Thewisestman,inthesematters,whoeverlivedhasleftaruleofconducttoeverywell-bornman——arulewhich,believeme,iswisdomitself: \"Lebruitestpourlefat,laplainteestpourlesot;L\'honnetehommetrompe\';s\'e\'loigne,etneditmot。\" Youwillmakeatour,andnotsayawordtoMissVizard,good,bad,norindifferent。Iinsistuponthat。\" \"Verywell。Thankyou,dearmother;youguideme,anddon\'tletmemakeafoolofmyself,forIamterriblycutup。YouwillbetheonlyCountessofUxmoorinmyday。\" Thenhekneltatherfeet,andshekissedhisheadandcriedoverhim; buthertearsonlymadethisproudladystronger。 Nextdayhestartedonhistravels。 Now,butforZoe,hewouldonnoaccounthaveleftEnglandjustthen;forhewasjustgoingtobuildmodelcottagesinhisownvillage,upondesignsofhisown,eachwithalittleplot,andapublicwarehouseorgranary,withdivisionsfortheirpotatoesandapples,etc。However,heturnedthisoverinhismindwhile。hewaspacking;heplacedcertainplansandpapersinhisdispatchbox,andtookhistickettoTaddington,insteadofgoingatoncetoLondon。FromTaddingtonhedroveovertoHillstokeandaskedforMissGale。TheytoldhimshewasfixedatVizardCourt。Thatvexedhim:hedidnotwanttomeetVizard。HethoughtitthepartofaJerrySneaktogoandhowltoabrotheragainsthissister。YetifVizardquestionedhim,howcouldheconcealtherewassomethingwrong? However,hewentdowntoVizardCourt;butsaidtotheservantwhoopenedthedoor,\"Iamratherinahurry,sir:doyouthinkyoucouldprocuremeafewminuteswithMissGale?YouneednottroubleMr。Vizard。\" \"Yes,mylaud。Certainly,mylaud。Pleasestepinthemorning-room,mylaud。Mr。Vizardisout。\" Thatwasfortunate,andMissGalecamedowntohimdirectly。 FannytookthatopportunitytochatterandtellMademoiselleKloskingallaboutLordUxmoorandhispassionforZoe。\"Andhewillhaveher,too,\" saidshe,boldly。 LordUxmoortoldMissGalehehadcalleduponbusiness。Hewasobligedtoleavehomeforatime,andwishedtoplacehisprojectsunderthecareofapersonwhocouldreallysympathizewiththem,andmakeadditionstothem,ifnecessary。\"Men,\"saidhe,\"arealwaysmakingoversightsinmattersofdomesticcomfort:besides,youarefullofideas。Iwantyoutobeviceroywithfullpower,andactjustasyouwouldifthevillagebelongedtoyou。\" Rhodacoloredhighatthecompliment。 \"Wells,cows,granary,realeducation——whatyoulike\"saidhe。\"Iknowyourmind。Beginabolishingthelowerordersintheonlywaytheycanbegotridof——byraisingthemincomfort,cleanliness,decency,andknowledge。ThenIshallnotbemissed。I\'mgoingabroad。\" \"Goingabroad?\" \"Yes。Herearemyplans:alterthemforthebetterifyoucan。Alltheworktobedonebythevillagers。Weeklywages。Webuymaterials。Theywillbemorereconciledtoimproveddwellingswhentheybuildthemthemselves。Herearetheaddressesofthepeoplewhowillfurnishmoney。 Itwillentailtraveling;butmypeoplewillalwaysmeetyouatthestation,ifyoutelegraphfromTaddington。Youaccept?Athousandthanks。 IamafraidImustbeoff。\" Shewentintothehallwithhim,halfbewildered,andonlyatthedoorfoundtimetoaskafterZoeVizard。 \"Alittlebetter,Ithink,thanwhenshecame。\" \"Doessheknowyouaregoingabroad?\" \"No;Idon\'tthinkshedoes,yet。Itwassettledallinahurry。\" Heescapedfurtherquestioningbyhurryingaway。 MissGalewasstilllookingafterhim,whenInaKloskingcamedown,dressedforawalk,andleaninglightlyonMissDover\'sarm。ThiswasbypreviousconsentofMissGale。 \"Well,dear,\"saidFanny,\"whatdidhesaytoyou?\" \"Somethingthathassurprisedandpuzzledmeverymuch。\"Shethenrelatedthewholeconversation,withherusualprecision。 InaKloskingobservedquietlytoFannythatthisdidnotlooklikesuccessfulwooing。 \"Idon\'tknowthat,\"saidFanny,stoutly。\"Oh,MissGale,didyounotaskhimabouther?\" \"CertainlyIdid;andhesaidshewasbetterthanwhenshefirstcame。\" \"There!\"saidFanny,triumphantly。 MissGalegaveheralittlepinch,andshedroppedthesubject。 Vizardreturned,andfoundMademoiselleKloskingwalkingonhisgravel。 Heofferedherhisarm,andwasahappyman,paradingherveryslowly,andsupportinghersteps,andpurringhiscongratulationsintoherear。 \"SupposeIweretoinviteyoutodinner,whatwouldyousay?\" \"IthinkIshouldsay,\'To-morrow。\'\" \"Andaverygoodanswer,too。To-morrowshallbea_fete。\"_ \"Youspoilme?\" \"Thatisimpossible。\" Itwasstrangetoseethemtogether;hesohappy,shesoapathetic,yetgracious。 Nextmorningcameabitofhumannature——aletterfromZoetoFanny,almostentirelyoccupiedwithpraisesofLordUxmoor。ShetoldthebullstorybetterthanIhave——ifpossible——and,inshort,madeUxmooraheroofromance。 Fannycarriedthisintriumphtotheotherladies,andreaditout。 \"There!\"saidshe。\"Didn\'tItellyou?\" Rhodareadtheletter,andownedherselfpuzzled。\"Iamnot,then,\"saidFanny:\"theyareengaged——overthebull;likeEuropaandIforgotwho——andsoheisnotafraidtogoabroadnow。Thatisjustlikethemen。 Theycooldirectlythechaseisover。\" NowthetruthwasthatZoewastryingtosootheherconsciencewithelegantpraisesofthemanshehaddismissed,andfeltguilty。 InaKloskingsaidlittle。Shewaspuzzledtooatfirst。SheaskedtoseeZoe\'shandwriting。Theletterwashandedtoher。Shestudiedthecharacters。\"Itisagoodhand,\"shesaid;\"nothingmeanthere。\"Andshegaveitback。 But,withaglance,shehadreadtheaddress,andlearnedthattheposttownwasBagley。 Allthatday,atintervals,shebroughtherpowerfulunderstandingtobearontheparadox;andthoughshehadnotthefactsandtheclewIhavegiventhereader,shecamenearthetruthinanessentialmatter。ShesatisfiedherselfthatLordUxmoorwasnotengagedtoZoeVizard。 Clearly,ifso,hewouldnotleaveEnglandformonths。Sheresolvedtoknowmore;andjustbeforedinnershewrotealinetoAshmead,andrequestedhimtocallonherimmediately。 ThatdayshedinedwithVizardandtheladies。ShesatatVizard\'srighthand,andhetoldherhowproud,andhappyhewastoseeherthere。 Sheblushedfaintly,butmadenoreply。 Sheretiredsoonafterdinner。 AllnextdaysheexpectedAshmead。 Hedidnotcome。 ShedinedwithVizardnextday,andretiredtothedrawing-room。Thepianowasopened,andsheplayedoneortwoexquisitethings,andafterwardtriedhervoice,butonlyinscales,andsomewhattimidly,forMissGalewarnedhershemightloseitorspoilitifshestrainedthevocalchordwhileherwholesystemwasweak。 NextdayAshmeadcamewithapologies。 Hehadspentadayinthecathedraltownonbusiness。Hedidnottellherhowhehadspentthatday,goingaboutpuffingherasthegreatestsingerofsacredmusicintheworld,andpavingthewaytoherengagementatthenextfestival。Yetthesingle-heartedJosephhadreallyraisedthatcommercialsuperstructureuponthesentimentsshehadutteredonhisfirstvisittoVizardCourt。 Inanowheldaprivateconferencewithhim。\"Ithink,\"saidshe,\"Ihaveheardyousayyouwereonceanactor。\" \"Iwas,madam,andaverygoodone,too。\" _\"Celavasansdire。_Ineverknewonethatwasnot。Atallevents,youcandisguiseyourself。\" \"Anything,madam,fromGrandfatherWhiteheadtoaboyinapinafore。 Famousformymake-ups。\" \"Iwishyoutowatchacertainhouse,andnotberecognizedbyapersonwhoknowsyou。\" \"Well,madam,nothingis_infradig,_ifdoneforyou;nothingisdistastefulifdoneforyou。\" \"Thankyou,myfriend。Ihavethoughtitwelltoputmyinstructionsonpaper。\" \"Ay,thatisthebestway。\" Shehandedhimtheinstructions。Hereadthem,andhiseyessparkled。 \"Ah,thisisacommissionIundertakewithpleasure,andI\'llexecuteitwithzeal。\" Helefther,soonafter,tocarryouttheseinstructions,andthatveryeveninghewasinthewardrobeofthelittletheater,rummagingoutasuitablecostume,andalsoincloseconferencewiththewigmaker。 NextdayVizardhadhismother\'ssablestakenoutandaired,anddroveMademoiselleKloskingintoTaddingtoninanopencarriage。Fannytoldhertheywerehismother\'ssables,andnonetocomparewiththeminthecountry。 Onreturning,shetriedhervoicetotheharmoniuminherownantechamber,andfounditwasgainingstrength——likeherself。 MeantimeZoeVizardmetSeverneinthegarden,andtoldhimshehadwrittentoLordUxmoor,andhewouldnevervisitheragain。Butshedidnotmakelightofthesacrificethistime。Shehadsacrificedherownself-respectaswellasUxmoor\'s,andshewassullenandtearful。 Hehadtobeverywaryandpatient,orshewouldhavepartedwithhimtoo,andfledfrombothofthemtoherbrother。 Uxmoor\'swoundedpridewouldhavebeensoothedcouldhehavebeenpresentatthefirstinterviewofthispair。HewouldhaveseenSevernetreatedwithahauteurandasortofsavagenesshehimselfwassafefrom,safeinherunshakenesteem。 Buttheworldismadeforthosewhocankeeptheirtemper,especiallythefemalepartoftheworld。 Sad,kind,andloving,butneverirritable,Severnesmootheddownandsoothedandcomfortedthewoundedgirl;and,seeinghertwoorthreetimesaday——forshewascompletelymistressofhertime——gothercompletelyintohispoweragain。 Uxmoordidnotreply。 Shehadmadeherselection。Lovebeckonedforward。Itwasuselesstolookback。 Lovewasomnipotent。Theybothbegantorecovertheirgoodlooksasifbymagic;andasSeverne\'spassion,thoughwicked,wasearnest,nopoorbirdwasevermorecompletelyentangledbybird-limethanZoewascaughtbyEdwardSeverne。 TheirusualplaceofmeetingwastheshrubberyattachedtoSomervilleVilla。Thetrees,beingyoung,madealltheclosershade,andthegravel-walkmeandered,andshutthemoutfromview。 Severneusedtoenterthisshrubberybyalittlegateleadingfromthemeadow,andwaitunderthetreestillZoecametohim。Vizard\'sadvertisementsalarmedhim,andheusedtoseethecoastclearbeforeheenteredtheshrubbery,andalsobeforeheleftit。Hewassoparticularinthisthat,observingonedayanoldmandodderingaboutwithabasket,hewouldnotgointillhehadtakenalookathim。Hefounditwasanancientwhite-hairedvillagergatheringmushrooms。Theoldfellowwassostiff,andhishandsotrembling,thatittookhimaboutaminutetogatherasinglefungus。 Togiveareasonforcominguptohim,Severnesaid,\"Howoldareyou,oldman?\" \"Ibeninety,measter,nextMartinmas-day。\" \"Onlyninety?\"saidourAdonis,contemptuously;\"youlookahundredandninety。\" Hewouldhavebeenlesscontemptuoushadheknownthatthemushroomswerealltoad-stools,andthevillagecentenairewasMr。JosephAshmead,resuminghisoriginalarts,andplayingGrandfatherWhiteheadonthegreengrass。 CHAPTERXXV。 MADEMOISELLEKLOSKINGtoldVizardthetimedrewnearwhenshemustleavehishospitablehouse。 \"Sayamonthhence,\"saidhe。 Sheshookherhead。 \"Ofcourseyouwillnotstaytogratifyme,\"saidhe,halfsadly,halfbitterly。\"Butyouwillhavetostayaweekortwolonger_parordonnancedume\'decin。\"_ \"Myphysicianisreconciledtomygoing。Wemustallbowtonecessity。\" Thiswassaidtoofirmlytoadmitareply。\"Theoldhousewillseemverydarkagainwheneveryoudogo,\"saidVizard,plaintively。 \"Itwillsoonbebrightenedbyherwhoisitstrueandlastinglight,\" wasthesteadyreply。 Adayortwopassedwithnothingtorecord,exceptthatVizardhungaboutInaKlosking,andbecame,ifpossible,moreenamoredofherandmoreunwillingtopartwithher。 Mr。Ashmeadarrivedoneafternoonaboutthreeo\'clock,andwasmorethananhourwithher。Theyconversedveryearnestly,andwhenhewent,MissGalefoundheragitated。 \"Thiswillnotdo,\"saidshe。 \"Itwillpass,myfriend,\"saidIna。\"Iwillsleep。\" Shelaidherselfdownandsleptthreehoursbeforedinner。 Shearoserefreshed,anddinedwiththelittleparty;andonretiringtothedrawing-room,sheinvitedVizardtojointhemathisconvenience。Hemadeithisconvenienceintenminutes。 Thensheopenedthepiano,playedanintroduction,andelectrifiedthemallbysingingtheleadingsonginSiebel。Shedidnotsingitsopowerfullyasinthetheater;shewouldnothavedonethatevenifshecould:butstillshesungitout,andnobly。Itseemedamiracletohearsuchsinginginaroom。 Vizardwasinraptures。 Theycooledsuddenlywhensheremindedhimwhathehadsaid,thatshemuststaytillshecouldsingSiebel\'ssong。\"Ikeeptotheletterofthecontract,\"saidshe。\"Myfriends,thisismylastnightatVizardCourt。\" \"Pleasetryandshakethatresolution,\"saidVizard,gravely,toMesdemoisellesDoverandGale。 \"Theycannot,\"saidIna。\"Itismydestiny。Andyet,\"saidshe,afterapause,\"Iwouldnothaveyouremembermebythatflimsything。Letmesingyouasongyourmotherloved;letmeberememberedinthishouse,asasinger,bythat。\" ThenshesungHandel\'ssong: \"WhatthoughItraceeachherbandflowerThatdecksthemorningdew?DidInotownJehovah\'spower,HowvainwereallIknew。\" Shesungitwithamazingpurity,volume,grandeur,andpower;thelustersrangandshook,theheartswerethrilled,andtheverysoulsofthehearersravished。Sheherselfturnedalittlepaleinsingingit,andthetearsstoodinhereyes。 Thesonganditsinterpretationweresofarabovewhatpassesformusicthattheyallfeltcomplimentswouldbeanimpertinence。Theireyesandtheirlongdrawnbreathpaidthetruehomagetothatgreatmasterrightlyinterpreted——averyrareoccurrence。 \"Ah!\"saidshe;\"thatwasthehandcouldbrandishGoliath\'sspear。\" \"Andthisishowyoureconcileustolosingyou,\"saidVizard。\"Youmightstay,atleast,tillyouhadgonethroughmypoormother\'scollection。\" \"Ah!IwishIcould。ButIcannot。Imustnot。MyFateforbidsit。\" \"\'Fate\'and\'destiny,\'\"saidVizard,\"stuffandnonsense。Wemakeourowndestiny。Mineistobeeternallydisappointed,andhappinesssnatchedoutofmyhands。\" Hehadnosoonermadethisprettyspeechthanhewasashamedofit,andstalkedoutoftheroom,nottosayanymoreunwisethings。 ThisburstofspleenalarmedFannyDover。\"There,\"saidshe,\"nowyoucannotgo。Heisveryangry。\" InaKloskingsaidshewassorryforthat;buthewastoojustamantobeangrywithherlong:thedaywouldcomewhenhewouldapproveherconduct。Herlipquiveredalittleasshesaidthis,andthewaterstoodinhereyes:andthiswasrememberedandunderstood,longafter,bothbyMissDoverandRhodaGale。 \"WhendoesyourRoyalHighnessproposetostart?\"inquiredRhodaGale,veryobsequiously,andjustalittlebitterly。 \"To-morrowathalf-pastnineo\'clock,dearfriend,\"saidIna。 \"Thenyouwillnotgowithoutme。YouwillgetthebetterofMr。Vizard,becauseheisonlyaman;butIamawoman,andhaveawillaswellasyou。Ifyoumakeajourneyto-morrow,Igowithyou。Denyme,andyoushan\'tgoatall。\"Hereyesflasheddefiance。 Inamovedonestep,tookRhoda\'slittledefianthead,andkissedhercheek。\"Sweetphysicianandkindfriend,ofcourseyoushallgowithme,ifyouwill,andbeagreatblessingtome。\" ThisreconciledMissGaletotheproceedings。Shepackedupacarpet-bag,andwasupearly,makingprovisionsofeverysortforherpatient\'sjourney:airpillows,softwarmcoverings,medicaments,stimulants,etc。,inalittlebagslungacrosshershoulders。Thusfurnished,andequippedinauniformsuitofgrayclothandwideawakehat,shecutaverysprightlyandcommandingfigure,butmorelikeDianathanHebe。 TheKloskingcamedown,apaleJuno,intravelingcostume;andaquarterofanhourbeforethetimeapair-horseflywasatthedoorandMr。 Ashmeadinthehall。 Theladieswerebothready。 ButVizardhadnotappeared。 Thiscausedanuneasydiscussion。 \"Hemustbeveryangry,\"saidFanny,inahalfwhisper。 \"Icannotgowhileheis,\"sighedLaKlosking。\"Thereisalimiteventomycourage。\" \"Mr。Harris,\"saidRhoda,\"wouldyoumindtellingMr。Vizard?\" \"Well,miss,\"saidHarris,softly,\"Ididstepinandtellhim。Whichhetoldmetogotothedevil,miss——ahobservationIneverknewhimtomakebefore。\" Thiswasnotencouraging。YettheKloskingquietlyinquiredwherehewas。 \"Inthere,ma\'am,\"saidHarris。\"Inhisstudy。\" MademoiselleKlosking,placedbetweentwoalternatives,decidedwithherusualresolution。Shewalkedimmediatelytothedoorandtappedatit; then,scarcelywaitingforaninstant,openeditandwalkedinwithseemingfirmness,thoughherheartwasbeatingratherhigh。 Thepeopleoutsidelookedatoneanother。\"Iwonderwhetherhewilltell_her_togotothedevil,\"saidFanny,whowasgettingtiredofbeinggood。 \"Nouse,\"saidMissGale;\"shedoesn\'tknowtheroad。\" WhenLaKloskingenteredthestudy,Vizardwasseated,disconsolate,withtwopicturesbeforehim。Hisfacewasfullofpain,andLaKlosking\'sheartsmoteher。Shemovedtowardhim,hangingherhead,andsaid,withinimitablesweetnessandtenderness,\"Hereisaculpritcometotryandappeaseyou。\" Therecameatimethathecouldhardlythinkofthesewordsandherpenitent,submissivemannerwithdryeyes。Butjustthenhisblackdoghadbittenhim,andhesaid,sullenly,\"Oh,nevermindme。Itwasalwaysso。Yoursexhavealwaysmademesmartfor——Ifflyingfrommyhousebeforeyouarehalfrecoveredgivesyouhalfthepleasureitgivesmepainandmortification,saynomoreaboutit。\" \"Ah!whysayitgivesmepleasure?myfriend,youcannotreallythinkso。\" \"Idon\'tknowwhattothink。Youladiesareallriddles。\" \"ThenImusttakeyouintomyconfidence,and,withsomereluctance,I own,letyouknowwhyIleavethisdear,kindroofto-day。\" Vizard\'sgenerositytookthealarm。\"No,\"said,\"Iwillnotextortyourreasons。Itisashameofme。Yourbarewilloughttobelawinthishouse;andwhatreasonscouldreconcilemetolosingyousosuddenly?Youarethejoyofoureyes,thedelightofourears,theidolofallourhearts。Youwillleaveus,andtherewillbedarknessandgloom,insteadofsunshineandsong。Well,go;butyoucannotsoftentheblowwithreasons。\" MademoiselleKloskingflushed,andherbosomheaved;forthiswasastrongman,greatlymoved。Withinstinctivetact,shesawthebestwaytobringhimtohissenseswastogivehimagoodopeningtoretreat。 \"Ah,monsieur,\"saidshe,\"youare_tropgrandseigneur。_Youentertainapoorwoundedsingerinachamberfewprincescanequal。Youplaceeverythingatherdisposal;suchaphysicianandnurseasnoqueencancommand;achoirtosingtoher;royalsablestokeepthewindfromher,andladiestowaitonher。Andwhenyouhavebroughtherbacktolife,yousaytoyourself,Sheisawoman;shewillnotbethoroughlycontentunlessyoutellhersheisadorable。So,outofpoliteness,youdescendtothelanguageofgallantry。Thiswasnotneeded。Idispensewiththatkindofcomfort。Ileaveyourhousebecauseitismyduty,andleaveityourgratefulservantandtruefriendtomylasthour。\" Shehadopenedthedoor,andVizardcouldnowescape。Hisobstinacyandhisheartwouldnotlethim。 \"Donotfencewithme,\"saidhe。\"Leavethattoothers。Itisbeneathyou。Ifyouhadbeencontenttostay,Iwouldhavebeencontenttoshowmyheartbyhalves。Butwhenyouoffertoleaveme,youdrawfrommeanavowalIcannolongerrestrain,andyoumustandshalllistentoit。 WhenIsawyouonthestageatHomburg,Iadmiredyouandlovedyouthatverynight。ButIknewfromexperiencehowseldominwomenoutwardgracesgowiththevirtuesofthesoul。Idistrustedmyjudgment。IfearedyouandIfledyou。Butourdestinybroughtyouhere,andwhenIheldyou,paleandwounded,inmyveryarms,myheartseemedtogooutofmybosom。\" \"Oh,nomore!nomore,pray!\"criedMademoiselleKlosking。 Butthecurrentoflovewasnottobestemmed。\"SincethatterriblehourIhavebeeninheaven,watchingyourgradualandsurerecovery;butyouhaverecoveredonlytoabandonme,andyourhurrytoleavemedrivesmetodesperation。No,Icannotpartwithyou。Youmustnotleaveme,eitherthisdayoranyday。Givemeyourhand,andstayhereforever,andbethequeenofmyheartandofmyhouse。\" ForsometimeLaKloskinghadlostherusualcomposure。Herbosomheavedtumultuously,andherhandstrembled。Butatthisdistinctproposalthewholewomanchanged。Shedrewherselfup,withherpalecheekflushingandhereyesglittering。 \"What,sir?\"saidshe。\"Haveyoureadmesoill?DoyounotknowIwouldratherbethemeanestdrudgethatgoesonherkneesandscrubsyourfloors,thanbequeenofyourhouse,asyoucallit?Ah,Jesu,areallmenalike,then;thathewhomIhavesorevered,whosemother\'ssongsI havesungtohim,makesmeaproposaldishonorabletomeandtohimself?\" \"Dishonorable!\"criedVizard。\"Why,whatcananymanoffertoanywomanmorehonorablethanIofferyou?Iofferyoumyheartandmyhand,andI say,donotgo,mydarling。Stayhereforever,andbemyqueen,mygoddess,mywife!\" \"YOURWIFE?\"Shestaredwildlyathim。\"Yourwife?AmIdreaming,orareyou?\" \"Neither。DoyouthinkIcanbecontentwithlessthanthat?Ina,Iadoreyou。\" Sheputherhandtoherhead。\"Iknownotwhoistoblameforthis,\"saidshe,andshetrembledvisibly。 \"I\'lltaketheblame,\"saidhe,gayly。 SaidIna,verygravely。\"You,whodomethehonortooffermeyourname,haveyouaskedyourselfseriouslywhathasbeenthenatureofmyrelationwithEdwardSeverne?\" \"No!\"criedVizard,violently;\"andIdonotmeanto。Iseeyoudespisehimnow;andIhavemyeyesandmysensestoguidemeinchoosingawife。 Ichooseyou——ifyouwillhaveme。\" Shelistened,thenturnedhermoisteyesfulluponhim,andsaidtohim,\"Thisisthegreatesthonoreverbefellme。Icannottakeit。\" \"Nottakeit?\" \"No;butthatismymisfortune。Donotbemortified。Youhavenorivalinmyesteem。WhatshallIsay,myfriend?——atleastImaycallyouthat。IfIexplainnow,Ishallweepmuch,andlosemystrength。WhatshallIdo? Ithink——yes,thatwillbebest——_youshallgowithmeto-day。\"_ \"Totheendoftheworld!\" \"Somethingtellsmeyouwillknowall,andforgiveme。\" \"ShallItakemybag?\" \"Youmighttakeaneveningdressandsomelinen。\" \"Verywell。Iwon\'tkeepyouamoment,\"saidhe,andwentupstairswithgreatalacrity。 Shewentintothehall,withhereyesbentontheground,andwasimmediatelypinnedbyRhodaGale,whosepiercingeye,andinquisitivefingeronherpulse,soondiscoveredthatshehadgonethroughatryingscene。\"Thisisabadbeginningofanimprudentjourney,\"saidshe:\"I haveagreatmindtocountermandthecarriage。\" \"No,no,\"saidIna;\"Iwillsleepintherailwayandrecovermyself。\" Theladiesnowgotintothecarriage;Ashmeadinsistedongoinguponthebox;andVizardsoonappeared,andtookhisseatoppositeMissGaleandMademoiselleKlosking。Thelatterwhisperedherdoctress:\"Itwouldbewiseofmenottospeakmuchatpresent。\"LaGalecommunicatedthistoVizard,andtheydrovealongindeadsilence。Buttheywerenaturallycurioustoknowwheretheyweregoing;sotheyheldsomecommunicationwiththeireyes。TheyverysoonfoundtheyweregoingtoTaddingtonStation。 Thencameadoubt——weretheygoingupordown? Thatwassoonresolved。 Mr。Ashmeadhadhiredasalooncarriageforthem,withcouchesandconveniences。 Theyenteredit;andMademoiselleKloskingsaidtoMissGale,\"ItisnecessarythatIshouldsleep。\" \"Youshall,\"saidMissGale。 Whileshewasarrangingthepillowsandthings,LaKloskingsaidtoVizard,\"Weartistslearntosleepwhenwehaveworktodo。WithoutitI shouldnotbestrongenoughthisday。\"Shesaidthisinahalf-apologetictone,asoneanxiousnottogivehimanyshadowofoffense。