第17章

类别:其他 作者:Charles Reade字数:16190更新时间:18/12/14 11:19:43
\"So_I_thought,tillIheardyousingit。\" \"And,afterSiebel,youboughtmyphotograph。\" \"Instantly。\" \"Andwastedpearlsonit。\" \"No,madam。Iwasteditonpearls。\" \"IfIwerewell,Ishouldcallthatextravagant。Butitispermittedtoflatterthesick——itiskind。Meyouoverrate,Ifear;butyoudowelltohonormusic。Ay,I,wholieherewoundedandbroken-hearted,dothankGodformusic。Ourbodiesaresooncrushed,ourlovesdecayorturntohate,butartisimmortal。\" Shecouldnolongerrollthisoutinhergrandcontralto,butshecouldstillraisehereyeswithenthusiasm,andherpalefacewasilluminated。 Agrandsoulshonethroughher,thoughshewaspale,weak,andprostrate。 Theyadmiredherinsilence。 Afterawhilesheresumed,andsaid,\"IfIlive,Imustliveformyartalone。\" MissGalesawherapproachingadangeroustopic,soshesaid,hastily,\"Don\'tsay_if_youlive,please,becausethatisarranged。Youhavebeenoutofdangerthistwenty-fourhours,providedyoudonotrelapse;andI musttakecareofthat。\" \"Mykindfriend,\"saidIna,\"Ishallnotrelapse;onlymyweaknessispitiable。SometimesIcanscarcelyforbearcrying,Ifeelsoweak。WhenshallIbestronger?\" \"Youshallbealittlestrongereverythreedays。Therearealwaysupsanddownsinconvalescence。\" \"WhenshallIbestrongenoughtomove?\" \"Letmeanswerthatquestion,\"saidVizard。\"WhenyouarestrongenoughtosingusSiebel\'sgreatsong。\" \"There,\"saidFannyDover;\"thereisamercenaryhostforyou。Hemeanstohaveasongoutofyou。Tillthenyouarehisprisoner。\" \"No,no,sheismine,saidMissGale;\"andsheshan\'tgotillshehassungme\'Hail,Columbia。\'NoneofyourItaliantrashforme。\" Inasmiled,andsaiditwasafaircondition,providedthat\"Hail,Columbia,\"withwhichcomposition,unfortunately,shewasunacquainted,wasnotbeyondherpowers。\"Ihaveoftensungformoney,\"saidshe;\"butthistime\"——heresheopenedhergrandarmsandtookRhodaGaletoherbosom——\"Ishallsingforlove。\" \"Nowwehavesettledthat,\"saidVizard,\"mymindismoreatease,andI willretire。\" \"Onemoment,\"saidIna,turningtohim。Then,inalowandverymeaningvoice,_\"Thereissomethingelse。\"_ \"Nodoubtthereisplenty,\"saidMissGale,sharply;\"and,bymyauthority,Ipostponeitalltillyouarestronger。Bidusgood-byforthepresent,Mr。Vizard。\" \"Iobey,\"saidhe。\"But,madam,pleaserememberIamalwaysatyourservice。Sendformewhenyouplease,andtheoftenerthebetterforme。\" \"Thankyou,mykindhost。Obligemewithyourhand。\" Hegaveherhishand。Shetookit,andputherlipstoitwithpureandgentleandseemlygratitude,andwithnolossofdignity,thoughtheactwashumble。 Heturnedhisheadaway,tohidetheemotionthatactandthetouchofhersweetlipscausedhim;MissGalehurriedhimoutoftheroom。 \"Younaughtypatient,\"saidshe;\"youmustdonothingtoexciteyourself。\" \"Sweetphysician,lovingnurse,Iamnotexcited。\" MissGalefeltherhearttosee。 \"Gratitudedoesnotexcite,\"saidIna。\"Itistootameafeelinginthebestofus。\" \"Thatisafact,\"saidMissGale;\"soletusallbegrateful,andavoidexcitingtopics。ThinkwhatIshouldfeelifyouhadarelapse。Why,youwouldbreakmyheart。\" \"ShouldI?\" \"Ireallythinkyouwould,toughasitis。Onegetssofondofanunselfishpatient。Youcannotthinkhowraretheyare,dear。Youareapearl。Icannotaffordtoloseyou。\" \"Thenyoushallnot,\"saidIna,firmly。\"KnowthatI,whoseemsoweak,amawomanofgreatresolution。Iwillfollowgoodcounsel;IwillpostponealldangeroustopicstillIamstronger;Iwilllive。ForIwillnotgrievethetruefriendscalamityhasraisedme。\" OfcourseFannytoldZoeallaboutthisinterview。Shelistenedgloomily; andallshesaidwas,\"Sistersdonotgoformuchwhenamanisinlove。\" \"Dobrothers,whenawomanis?\"saidFanny。 \"Idaresaytheygoforasmuchastheyareworth。\" \"Zoe,thatisnotfair。Harringtonisfullofaffectionforyou。Butyouwillnotgonearhim。Anyothermanwouldbeveryangry。Dopraymakeaneffort,andcomedowntodinnerto-day。\" \"No,no。HehasyouandhisKlosking。AndIhavemybrokenheart。I_am_ alone;andsowillbeallalone。\" Shecriedandsobbed,butshewasobstinate,andFannycouldonlyletherhaveherownwayinthat。 Anotherquestionwassoondisposedof。WhenFannyinvitedherintothesickroom,shesaid,haughtily,\"Igotherenomore。Cureher,andsendheraway——ifHarringtonwilllethergo。Idaresaysheistobepitied。\" \"Ofcoursesheis。Sheisyourfellow-victim,ifyouwouldonlyletyourselfseeit。\" \"Unfortunately,insteadofpityingher,Ihateher。Shehasdestroyedmyhappiness,anddoneherselfnogood。Hedoesnotloveher,andneverwill。\" Fannyfoundherselfgettingangry,soshesaidnomore;forshewasdeterminednothingshouldmakeherquarrelwithpoorZoe;butafterdinner,being_te\'te-\'a-te\'te_withVizard,shetoldhimshewasafraidZoecouldnotseethingsastheywere;andsheaskedhimifhehadanyideawhathadbecomeofSeverne。 \"Fledthecountry,Isuppose。\" \"Areyousureheisnotlurkingabout?\" \"Whatfor?\" \"TogetawordwithZoe——alone。\" \"Hewillnotcomenearthis。Iwillbreakeveryboneinhisskinifhedoes。\" \"Butheissosly;hemighthangabout。\" \"Whatfor?Shenevergoesout;andifshedid,haveyousopooranopinionofherastothinkshewouldspeaktohim?\" \"Oh,no!andshewouldforbidhimtospeaktoher。Buthewouldbesuretopersist;andhehassuchwonderfulpowersofexplanation,andsheisblindedbylove,Ithinkhewouldmakeherbelieveblackwaswhite,ifhehadachance;andifheisabout,hewillgetachancesomeday。Sheisdoingtheveryworstthingshecould——shuttingherselfupso。Anymomentshewillturnwild,andrushoutreckless。Sheisinadangerousstate,youmarkmywords;sheisbroken-hearted,andyetsheisbitteragainsteverybody,exceptthatyoungvillain,andheistheonlyenemyshehasintheworld。Idon\'tbelieveMademoiselleKloskingeverwrongedher,noreverwill。Appearancesareagainsther;butsheisagoodwoman,orIamafool。Takemyadvice,Harrington,andbeonyourguard。IfhehadwrittenapenitentlettertoMademoiselleKlosking,thatwouldbeadifferentthing;butheignoresher,andthatfrightensmeforZoe。\" HarringtonwouldnotadmitthatZoeneededanyothersafeguardagainstadetectedscoundrelthanherownsenseofdignity。Heconsented,however,totakeprecautions,ifFannywouldsolemnlypromisenottotellZoe,andsowoundher。Onthatcondition,hewouldseehishead-keepertomorrow,andallthekeepersandwatchersshouldbepostedsoastoencircletheparishwithvigilance。HeassuredFannythesefellowshadawholesystemofsignalstotheearandeye,andSevernecouldnotgetwithinamileofthehouseundetected。\"But,\"saidhe,\"Iwillnottrusttothatalone。I willsendanadvertisementtothelocalpapersandtheleadingLondonjournals,sowordedthatthescoundrelshallknowhisforgeryisdetected,andthathewillbearrestedonamagistrate\'swarrantifhesetsfootinBarfordshire。\" Fannysaidthatwascapital,and,altogether,hehadsethermindatrest。 \"Thendoasmuchforme,\"saidVizard。\"Pleaseexplainaremarkablephenomenon。Youwerealwaysabrightgirl,andnofool;butnotexactlywhathumdrumpeoplewouldcallagoodgirl。Youarenotoffended?\" \"Theidea!Why,Ihavepubliclydisownedgoodnessagainandagain。Youhaveheardme。\" \"SoIhave。Butwasnotthatratherdeceitfulofyou?foryouhaveturnedoutasgoodasgold。Anxietyhaskeptmeathomeoflate,andIhavewatchedyou。Youliveforothers;youarealloverthehousetoservetwosuffering_women。_Thatisrealcharity,notsexualcharity,whichhumbugstheworld,butnotme。Youarecook,housemaid,butler,nurse,andfriendtobothofthem。Inanintervalofyourtime,socreditablyemployed,youcomeandcheermeupwithyourbrightlittleface,andgivemewiseadvice。Iknowthatwomenareallhumbugs;onlyyouareahumbugreversed,anddeserveastatue——andtrimmings。Youhavebeenpassingyourselfoffforanaughtygirl,andallthetimeyouwereanextragoodone。\" \"Andthatpuzzlesthewoman-hater,thecynicalstudent,whosayshehasfathomedwoman。MypoordearHarrington,ifyoucannotreadsoshallowacharacterasIam,howwillyougetonwiththoseladiesupstairs——Zoe,whoisasdeepasthesea,andturbidwithpassion,andtheKlosking,whoisasdeepastheocean?\" Shethoughtamomentandsaid,\"There,Iwillhavepityonyou。Youshallunderstandonewomanbeforeyoudie,andthatisme。I\'llgiveyoutheclewtomyseeminginconsistencies——if_you_willgive_me_acigarette。\" \"What!anotherhiddenvirtue?Yousmoke?\" \"NotI,exceptwhenIhappentobewithanoblesoulwhowon\'ttell。\" VizardfoundheraRussiancigarette,andlightedhisowncigar,andshelecturedasfollows: \"Whatwomenlove,andcan\'tdowithout,iftheyareyoungandhealthyandspirited,is——Excitement。Iamonewhopinesforit。Now,societyissoconstructedthattogetexcitementyoumustbenaughty。Waltzingallnightandflirtingalldayareexcitement。Crochet,andchurch,andexamininggirlsinSt。Matthew,anddining_enfamille,_andgoingtobedatten,arestagnation。Goodgirls——thatmeansstagnantgirls:Ihateanddespisethetamelittlewretches,andIneverwasone,andneverwillbe。 Butnowlookhere:Wehavetwoladiesinlovewithonevillain——thatisexciting。Onegetsnearlykilledinthehouse——thatisgloriouslyexciting。Theotherisbroken-hearted。IfIweretobeabadgirl,andsay,\'Itisnotmybusiness;Iwillleavethemtothemselves,andgomylittlemill-roundofselfishnessasbefore,\'why,whatafoolImustbe! IshouldloseExcitement。Insteadofthat,IrunandgetthinksfortheKlosking——Excitement。Icookforher,andnurseher,andsituphalfthenight——Excitement。ThenIruntoZoe,anddomybestforher——andgetsnubbed——Excitement。ThenIsitattheheadofyourtable,andorderyou——Excitement。Oh,itislovely!\" \"Shallyounotbesorrywhentheybothgetwell,andRoutinerecommences?\" \"OfcourseIshall。ThatisthesortofgoodgirlIam。And,oh!whenthatfataldaycomes,howIshallflirt。Heavenhelpmynextflirtee!I shallsoonflirtoutthestigmaofagoodgirl。Youmarkmywords,I shallflirtwithsome_marriedman_afterthis。Ineverdidthatyet。ButIshall;IknowIshall——Ah!——there,Ihaveburnedmyfinger。\" \"Nevermind。Thatisexciting。\" \"AssuchIacceptit。Good-by。ImustgoandrelieveMissGale。Exitthegoodgirlonhermissionofcharity——ha!ha!\"Shehummeda_valse\'adeuxtemps,_andwentdancingoutwithsuchawhirlthatherpetticoats,whichwereample,andnot,asnow,likeasacktiedattheknees,madequiteacoolairintheroom。 ShehadnotbeengonelongwhenMissGalecamedown,fullofherpatient。 Shewantedtogetheroutofbedduringthedaytime,butsaidshewasnotstrongenoughtositup。WouldheorderaninvalidcouchdownfromLondon?Shedescribedthearticle,andwhereitwastobehad。 HesaidHarrisshouldgoupinthemorningandbringonedownwithhim。 Hethenputherseveralquestionsaboutherpatient;andatlastaskedher,withananxietyheinvainendeavoredtoconceal,whatshethoughtwastherelationbetweenherandSeverne。 NowitmayberememberedthatMissGalehadoncebeenonthepointoftellinghimallsheknew,andhadwrittenhimaletter。ButatthattimetheKloskingwasnotexpectedtoappearonthesceneinperson。WereshenowtosayshehadseenherandSevernelivingtogether,Rhodafeltthatsheshouldlowerherpatient。Shehadnotthehearttodothat。 RhodaGalewasnotofanamoroustemperament,andshewasallthemoreopentofemaleattachments。WithalittleencouragementshewouldhavelovedZoe,butshehadnowtransferredheraffectiontotheKlosking。SherepliedtoVizardalmostlikeamaleloverdefendingtheobjectofhisaffection。 \"TheexactrelationismorethanIcantell;butIthinkhehasliveduponher,forshewasricherthanhewas;andIfeelsurehehaspromisedhermarriage。Andmygreatfearnowislestheshouldgetholdofherandkeephispromise。Heisaspoorasaratorafemalephysician;andshehasafortuneinhervoice,andhasmoneybesides,MissDovertellsme。 Praykeepherheretillsheisquitewell,please。\" \"Iwill。\" \"AndthenletmehaveherupatHillstoke。Sheisbeginningtoloveme,andIdoteonher。\" \"SodoI。\" \"Ah,butyoumustnot。\" \"Whynot?\" \"Because。\" \"Well,whynot?\" \"Sheisnottoloveanymanagainwhowillnotmarryher。Iwon\'tlether。I\'llkillherfirst,Iloveherso。Aroguesheshan\'tmarry,andI can\'tletyoumarryher,because,herconnectionwiththatSeverneismysterious。Sheseemsthesoulofvirtue,butIcouldnotlet_you_marryheruntilthingsareclearer。\" \"Makeyourmindeasy。Iwillnotmarryher——noranybodyelse——tillthingsareagreatdealclearerthanIhaveeverfoundthem,whereyoursexisconcerned。\" MissGaleapprovedtheresolution。 NextdayVizardpostedhiskeepers,andsenthisadvertisementstotheLondonandcountryjournals。 Fannycameintohisstudytotellhimtherewasmoretrouble——MissMaitlandtakenseriouslyill,andhadwrittentoZoe。 \"Pooroldsoul!\"saidVizard。\"Ihaveagreatmindtorideoverandseeher。\" \"Somebodyoughttogo,\"saidFanny。 \"Well,yougo。\" \"HowcanI——withZoe,andMademoiselleKlosking,andyou,tolookafter?\" \"Insteadofoneoldwoman。Notmuchexcitementinthat。\" \"No,cousin。Tothinkofyourremembering!Why,youmusthavegonetobedsober。\" \"Ioftendo。\" \"Youwerealwaysaneccentriclandowner。\" \"Don\'tyoutalk。Youareacaricature。\" ThisbanterwasinterruptedbyMissGale,whocametotellHarringtonMademoiselleKloskingdesiredtoseehim,athisleisure。 Hesaidhewouldcomedirectly。 \"Beforeyougo,\"saidMissGale,\"letuscometoanunderstanding。Shehadonlytwodays\'fever;butthatfever,andthelossofblood,andtheshocktohernerves,broughthertodeath\'sdoorbyexhaustion。Nowsheisslowlyrecoveringherstrength,becauseshehasahealthystomach,andIgivehernostimulantstospurandthenweakenher,butchoiceandsimpleesculents,theeffectofwhichIwatch,andvarythemaccordingly。 Buttheconvalescentperiodisalwaysoneofdanger,especiallyfromchillstothebody,andexcitementstothebrain。Atnoperiodaremorepatientsthrownawayforwantofvigilance。NowIcanguardagainstchillsandotherbodilythings,butnotagainstexcitements——unlessyouco-operate。Thefactis,wemustagreetoavoidspeakingaboutMr。 Severne。Wemustbeonourguard。Wemustparry;wemustevade;wemustbedeaf,stupid,slippery;butnoSeverne——forfiveorsixdaysmore,atallevents。\" Thusforewarned,Vizard,induecourse,paidhissecondvisittoInaKlosking。 Hefoundherproppedupwithpillowsthistime。Shebeggedhimtobeseated。 Shehadevidentlysomethingonhermind,andhernurseswatchedherlikecats。 \"Youarefondofmusic,sir?\" \"Notofallmusic。Iadoregoodmusic,Ihatebad,andIdespisemediocre。Silenceisgolden,indeed,comparedwithpoormusic。\" \"Youareright,sir。Haveyougoodmusicinthehouse?\" \"Alittle。Igetalltheoperas,andyouknowtherearegenerallyoneortwogoodthingsinanopera——amongtherubbish。Butthegreatbulkofourcollectionisratherold-fashioned。Itissacredmusic——oratorios,masses,anthems,services,chants。Mymotherwasthecollector。Hertastesweregood,butnarrow。Doyoucareforthatsortofmusic?\" \"Sacredmusic?Why,itis,ofallmusic,themostdivine,andsoothesthetroubledsoul。CanInotseethebooks?Ireadmusiclikewords。ByreadingIalmosthear。\" \"Wewillbringyouupadozenbookstobeginon。\" Hewentdowndirectly;andsuchwashispleasureindoinganythingfortheKloskingthatheexecutedtheorderinperson,broughtupalittlepileoffoliosandquartos,beautifullyboundandlettered,aladyhavingbeenthecollector。 Now,ashemountedthestairs,withhisverychinuponthepile,whoshouldheseelookingovertherailsathimbuthissisterZoe。 Shewassadlychanged。Therewasafixedashenpalloronhercheek,andadarkcircleunderhereyes。 Hestoppedtolookather。\"Mypoorchild,\"saidhe,\"youlookveryill。\" \"Iamveryill,dear。\" \"Wouldyounotbebetterforachange?\" \"Imight。\" \"Whycoopyourselfupinyourownroom?Whydenyyourselfabrother\'ssympathy?\" Thegirltrembled,andtearscametohereyes。 \"Isitwithmeyousympathize?\"saidshe。 \"Canyoudoubtit,Zoe?\" Zoehungherheadamoment,anddidnotreply。Thenshemadeadiversion。 \"Whatarethosebooks?Oh,Isee——yourmother\'smusic-books。Nothingistoogoodfor_her。\"_ \"Nothinginthewayofmusic-booksistoogoodforher。Forshame!areyoujealousofthatunfortunatelady?\" Zoemadenoreply。 Sheputherhandsbeforeherface,thatVizardmightnotseehermind。 Thenherestedhisbooksonatable,andcameandtookherheadinhishandspaternally。\"Donotshutyourselfupanylonger。Solitudeisdangeroustotheafflicted。Bemorewithmethanever,andletthiscruelblowbindusmoreclosely,insteadofdisunitingus。\" Hekissedherlovingly,andhiskindwordssethertearsflowing;buttheydidherlittlegood——theywerebittertears。Betweenherandherbrothertherewasnowabarriersisterlylovecouldnotpass。HehatedanddespisedEdwardSeverne;andsheonlydistrustedhim,andfearedhewasavillain。Shelovedhimstillwitheveryfiberofherheart,andpinedforhisexplanationofallthatseemedsodark。 Sothenheenteredthesick-roomwithhismusic-books;andZoe,afterwatchinghiminwithoutseemingtodoso,creptawaytoherownroom。 Thentherewasratheraprettylittlescene。MissGaleandMissDover,oneachsideofthebed,heldaheavymusic-book,andMademoiselleKloskingturnedtheleavesandread,whenthecompositionwasworthreading。Ifitwasnot,shequietlypasseditover,withoutanyinjuriouscomment。 Vizardwatchedherfromthefootofthebed,andcouldtellinamoment,byherface,whetherthecompositionwasgood,bad,orindifferent。Whenbad,herfaceseemedtoturnimpassive,likemarble;whengood,toexpand;andwhenshelightedonamasterpiece,shewasalmosttransfigured,andherfaceshonewithelevatedjoy。 ThiswasastudytotheenamoredVizard,anditdidnotescapethequick-sighteddoctress。Shedespisedmusiconitsownmerits,butshedespisednothingthatcouldbepressedintotheserviceofmedicine;andshesaidtoherself,\"I\'llcureherwithesculentsandmusic。\" Thebookwastakenawaytomakeroomforanother。 ThensaidInaKlosking,\"Mr。Vizard,Idesiretosayawordtoyou。 Excuseme,mydearfriends。\" MissGalecoloredup。Shehadnotforeseena_te\'te-\'a-te\'te_betweenVizardandherpatient。However,therewasnohelpforit,andshewithdrewtoalittledistancewithFanny;butshesaidtoVizard,openlyandexpressively,\"Remember!\" Whentheyhadwithdrawnalittleway,InaKloskingfixedhereyesonVizard,andsaid,inalowvoice,\"Yoursister!\" Vizardstartedalittleatthesuddennessofthis,buthesaidnothing: hedidnotknowwhattosay。 Whenshehadwaitedalittle,andhesaidnothing,shespokeagain。\"Tellmesomethingabouther。Isshegood?Forgiveme:itisnotthatIdoubt。\" \"Sheisgood,accordingtoherlights。\" \"Issheproud?\" \"Yes。\" \"Isshejust?\" \"No。AndInevermetawomanthatwas。\" \"Indeeditisrare。Whydoesshenotvisitme?\" \"Idon\'tknow\" \"Sheblamesmeforallthathashappened。\" \"Idon\'tknow,madam。Mysisterlooksveryill,andkeepsherownroom。 Ifshedoesnotvisityou,sheholdsequallyalooffromusall。Shehasnottakenasinglemealwithmeforsomedays。\" \"SinceIwasyourpatientandyourguest。\" \"Praydonotconcludefromthat——Whocaninterpretawoman?\" \"Anotherwoman。Enigmastoyou,wearetransparenttoeachother。Sir,willyougrantmeafavor?WillyoupersuadeMissVizardtoseemeherealone——allalone?Itwillbeagreatertrialtomethantoher,forIamweak。InthisrequestIamnotselfish。Shecandonothingforme;butI candoalittleforher,topaythedebtofgratitudeIowethishospitablehouse。MayHeavenblessit,fromtherooftothefoundationstone!\" \"Iwillspeaktomysister,andsheshallvisityou——withtheconsentofyourphysician。\" \"Itiswell,\"saidInaKlosking,andbeckonedherfriends,oneofwhom,MissGale,proceededtofeelherpulse,withsuspiciousglancesatVizard。Butshefoundthepulsecalm,andsaidso。 VizardtookhisleaveandwentstraighttoZoe\'sroom。Shewasnotthere。 Hewasgladofthat,foritgavehimhopesshewasgoingtorespecthisadviceandgiveuphersolitarylife。 Hewentdownstairsandontothelawntolookforher。Hecouldnotseeheranywhere。 Atlast,whenhehadgivenuplookingforher,hefoundherinhisstudycrouchedinacorner。 Sheroseatsightofhimandstoodbeforehim。\"Harrington,\"saidshe,inratheracommandingway,\"AuntMaitlandisill,andIwishtogotoher。\" Harringtonstaredatherwithsurprise。\"Youarenotwellenoughyourself。\" \"Quitewellenoughinbodytogoanywhere。\" \"Well,but——\"saidHarrington。 Shecaughthimupimpatiently。\"SurelyyoucannotobjecttomyvisitingAuntMaitland。Sheisdangerouslyill。Ihadasecondletterthismorning——see。\"Andsheheldhimoutaletter。 Harringtonwasinadifficulty。Hefeltsurethiswasnotherrealmotive;buthedidnotliketosaysoharshlytoanunhappygirl。Hetookamoderatecourse。\"Notjustnow,dear,\"saidhe。 \"What!amItowaittillshedies?\"criedZoe,gettingagitatedathisopposition。 \"Bereasonable,dear。Youknowyouarethemistressofthishouse。Donotdesertmejustnow。Considertheposition。Itisaverychatteringcounty。IentertainMademoiselleKlosking;Icouldnotdootherwisewhenshewasnearlykilledinmyhall。Butformysistertogoawaywhilesheremainsherewouldhaveabadeffect。\" \"Itistoolatetothinkofthat,Harrington。Themischiefisdone,andyoumustpleadyoureccentricity。WhyshouldIbeartheblame?Ineverapprovedit。\" \"Youwouldhavesenthertoaninn,eh?\" \"No;butMissGaleofferedtotakeher。\" \"ThenIamtounderstandthatyouproposetomarkyourreprobationofmyconductbyleavingmyhouse。\" \"What!publicly?Ohno。YoumaysaytoyourselfthatyoursistercouldnotbeartostayunderthesameroofwithMr。Severne\'smistress。Butthischatteringcountyshallneverknowmymind。Myauntisdangerouslyill。Shelivesbutthirtymilesoff。Sheisafitobjectofpity。Sheisa——respectable——lady;sheisallalone;nofemalephysician,noflirtturnedSisterofCharity,nowoman-hater,tofetchandcarryforher。AndsoIshallgotoher。Iamyoursister,notyourslave。Ifyougrudgemeyourhorses,Iwillgoonfoot。\" Vizardwaswhitewithwrath,butgovernedhimselflikeaman。\"Goon,younglady!\"saidhe;\"goon!Jeer,andtaunt,andwoundthebestbrotheranyyoungmadwomaneverhad。Butdon\'tthinkI\'llansweryouasyoudeserve。I\'mtoocunning。IfIwastosayanunkindwordtoyou,Ishouldsufferthetorturesofthedamned。Sogoon!\" \"No,no。Forgiveme,Harrington。Itisyouroppositionthatdrivesmewild。Oh,havepityonme!IshallgomadifIstayhere。Do,pray,pray,prayletmegotoAuntMaitland!\" \"Youshallgo,Zoe。ButItellyouplainly,thisstepwillbeablowtoouraffection——thefirst。\" Zoecriedatthat。Butasshedidnotwithdrawherrequest,Harringtontoldher,withcoldcivility,thatshemustbegoodenoughtobereadydirectlyafterbreakfastto-morrow,andtakeaslittleluggageasshecouldwithconveniencetoherself。 Horsesweresentonthatnighttothe\"Fox,\"aninnhalf-waybetweenVizardCourtandMissMaitland\'splace。 Inthemorningalightbarouche,withaslingforluggage,cameround,andZoewassoonseatedinit。Then,tohersurprise,Harringtoncameoutandsatbesideher。 Shewaspleasedatthisandsaid,\"What!areyougoingwithme,dear,allthatway?\" \"Yes,tosaveappearances,\"saidhe;andtookoutanewspapertoread。 ThisfrozeZoe,andsheretiredwithinherself。 Itwasafinefreshmorning;thecoachmandrovefast;theairfannedhercheek;themotionwasenlivening;thehorses\'shoofsrangquickandclearupontheroad。Freshobjectsmettheeyeeverymoment。Herheartwasassadandachingasbefore,buttherearoseafaintencouragingsensethatsomedayshemightbebetter,orthingsmighttakesometurn。 Whentheyhadrolledabouttenmilesshesaid,inalowvoice,\"Harrington。\" \"Well?\" \"Youwereright。Coopingone\'sselfupisthewaytogomad。\" \"Ofcourseitis。\" \"Ifeelalittlebetternow——averylittle。\" \"Iamgladofit。\" Buthewasnothearty,andshesaidnomore。 Hewasextremelyattentivetoherallthejourney,and,indeed,hadneverbeenhalfsopolitetoher。 This,however,ledtoaresulthedidnotintendnoranticipate。Zoe,beingnowcool,fellintoastateofcompunctionanddismay。Shesawhisaffectionleavingherfor_her,_andstiffpolitenesscominginstead。 Sheleanedforward,putherhandsonhisknees,andlooked,allscared,inhisface。\"Harrington,\"shecried,\"Iwaswrong。WhatisAuntMaitlandtome?Youaremyall。Bidhimturnthehorses\'headsandgohome。\" \"Why,weareonlysixmilesfromtheplace。\" \"Whatdoesthatmatter?Weshallhavehadagoodlongdrivetogether,andIwilldinewithyouafterit;andIwillrideordrivewithyoueveryday,ifyouwillletme。\" Vizardcouldnothelpsmiling。Hewasdisarmed。\"Youimpulsiveyoungmonkey,\"saidhe,\"Ishalldonothingofthekind。Inthefirstplace,I couldn\'tturnbackfromanything;I\'monlyaman。Inthenextplace,I havebeenthinkingitover,asyouhave;andthisisagoodmoveofours,thoughIwasalittlemortifiedatfirst。Occupationisthebestcureoflove,andthisoldladywillfindyouplenty。Besides,nursingimprovesthecharacter。LookatthatfrivolousgirlFanny,howshehascomeout。 Andyouknow,Zoe,ifyougetsickofitinadayortwo,youhaveonlytowritetome,andIwillsendforyoudirectly。Ashortabsence,withsoreasonableamotiveasvisitingasickaunt,willprovokenocomments。 Itisallforthebest。\" ThissetZoeatherease,andbrotherandsisterresumedtheirusualmanners。 TheyreachedMissMaitland\'shouse,andwereadmittedtohersick-room。 Shewasreallyveryill,andthankedthemsopatheticallyforcomingtovisitapoorloneoldwomanthatnowtheywerebothgladtheyhadcome。 Zoeenteredonherfunctionswithanalacritythatsurprisedherself,andVizarddroveaway。Buthedidnotdrivestraighthome。HehadstartedfromVizardCourtwithotherviews。HehadtelegraphedLordUxmoorthenightbefore,andnowdrovetohisplace,whichwasonlyfivemilesdistant。Hefoundhimathome,andsoontoldhimhiserrand。\"Doyouremembermeetingayoungfellowatmyhouse,calledSeverne?\" \"Ido,\"saidLordUxmoor,drylyenough。 \"Well,hehasturnedoutanimpostor。\" Uxmoor\'seyeflashed。HehadalwayssuspectedSeverneofbeinghisrivalandamaincauseofhisdefeat。\"Animpostor?\"saidhe:\"thatisratherastrongword。CertainlyIneverheardagentlemantellsuchafalsehoodashevolunteeredabout——what\'sthefellow\'sname?——adetective。\" \"Oh,Poikilus。Thatisnothing。Thatwasoneofhiswhitelies。Heisavillainallround,andaforgerbywayofclimax。\" \"Aforger!What,acriminal?\" \"Rather!Herearehisdrafts。Thedrawerandacceptordonotexist。ThewholethingwaswrittenbyEdwardSeverne,whoseindorsementfiguresonthebill。Hegotmetocashthesebills。Idepositthemwithyou,andI askyouforawarranttocommithim——ifheshouldcomethisway。\" \"Isthatlikely?\" \"Notatall;itisahundredtoonehenevershowshisnoseagaininBarfordshire。Whenhewasfoundout,hebolted,andlefthisveryclothesinmyhouse。Ipackedthemofftothe\'Swan\'atTaddington。Hehasneverbeenheardofsince;andIhavewarnedhim,byadvertisement,thathewillbearrestedifeverhesetsfootinBarfordshire。\" \"Well,then?\" \"Well,then,Iamnotgoingtothrowawayachance。ThebeggarhadtheimpudencetospoononmysisterZoe。Thatwasmyfault,nothers。Hewasanoldcollegeacquaintance,andIgavehimopportunities——Ideservetobehorsewhipped。However,Iamnotgoingtocommitthesameblundertwice。Mysisterisinyourneighborhoodforafewdays。\" \"Ah!\" \"Andperhapsyouwillbegoodenoughtokeepyoureyeonher。\" \"Ifeelmuchhonoredbysuchacommission。ButyouhavenottoldmewhereMissVizardis。\" \"Withheraunt,MissMaitland,atSomervilleVilla,nearBagley。Apropos,Ihadbettertellyouwhatsheistherefor,oryourgooddowagerwillbeaskinghertoparties。ShehascometonurseherauntMaitland。Theoldladyisseriouslyill,andallouryoungcoquettesaregoinginfornursing。Wehaveasickladyatourhouse,Iamsorrytosay,andsheisnursedlikeaqueenbyDoctressGaleandexFlirtFannyDover。Nowisfulfilledthesayingthatwassaid,\'Owoman!inourhoursofease——\' Ispareyoutherest,andsimplyremarkthatourZoe,firedbytheexampleofthosetwoladies,hasdevotedherselftonursingAuntMaitland。Itisverygoodofher,butexperiencetellsmeshewillverysoonfinditextremelytrying;andassheisaveryprettygirl,andthereforeafitsubjectofmalecharity,youmightpayheravisitnowandthen,andshowherthatthisbestofallpossibleworldscontainsyounggentlemenofdistinction,withlongandglossybeards,aswellaspeevisholdwomen,whoareextraselfishandtyrannicalwhentheyhappentobesick。\" Uxmoorpositivelyradiatedasthisprogrammewasunfoldedtohim。Vizardobservedthat,andchuckledinwardly。 Hethenhandedhimtheforgedacceptances。 LordUxmoorbeggedhimtowritedownthefactsonpaper,andalsohisapplicationforthewarrant。Hedidso。LordUxmoorlockedthepaperup,andthefriendsparted。Vizarddroveoff,easyinhismind,andcongratulatinghimself,notunreasonably,onhislittlecombination,bymeansofwhichhehadprovidedhissisterwithawatch-dog,acompanion,andanhonorableloverallinone。 Uxmoorputonhishatandstrodeforthintohisowngrounds,withhisheartbeatinghighatthisstrangeturnofthingsinfavorofhislove。 Neitherforesawthestrangecombinationswhichweretoariseoutofaneventthatappearedsosimpleandone-sided。 CHAPTERXXII。 INAKLOSKING\'Scurewasretardedbythestateofhermind。Theexcitementandsharpagonyherphysicianhadfeareddiedawayasthefeverofthebrainsubsided;butthentheresettleddownagrim,listlesslethargy,whichobstructedherreturntohealthandvigor。OnceshesaidtoRhodaGale,\"ButIhavenothingtogetwellfor。\" Asarule,shedidnotspeakhermind,butthoughtagreatdeal。SheoftenaskedafterZoe;andhernursescouldseethatheronelanguidanxietywassomehowconnectedwiththatlady。Yetshedidnotseemhostiletohernow,norjealous。Itwashardtounderstandher;shewasreserved,andverydeep。 ThefirstrelieftothedeadlylanguorofhermindcametoherfromMusic。Thatwasnogreatwonder;but,strangetosay,themusicthatdidhergoodwasneitheroldenoughtoberevered,nornewenoughtobefashionable。ItwasEnglishmusictoo,and_passe\'_music。ShecameacrossacollectionofAnglicananthemsandservices——written,mostofit,towardtheendofthelastcenturyandthebeginningofthis。Thecomposers\'namespromisedlittle:theywereBlow,Nares,Green,Kent,King,Jackson,etc。Thewordsandthemusicofthesecompositionsseemedtosuitoneanother;and,astheywereallquitenewtoher,shewentthroughthemalmosteagerly,andhummedseveralofthestrains,andwithherwhitebutnowthinhandbeattimetoothers。SheevensentforVizard,andsaidtohim,\"Youhaveatreasurehere。Doyouknowthesecompositions?\" Heinspectedhistreasure。\"Iremember,\"saidhe,\"mymotherusedtosingthisone,\'WhentheEyesawHer,thenitblessedHer;\'andpartsofthisone,\'HearmyPrayer;\'and,letmesee,sheusedtosingthispsalm,\'PraisetheLord,\'byJackson。IamashamedtosayIusedtoaskfor\'PraisetheLordJackson,\'meaningtobefunny,notdevout。\" \"Shedidnotchooseill,\"saidIna。\"IthoughtIknewEnglishmusic,yethereisawholestreamofitnewtome。Isitesteemed?\" \"Ithinkitwasonce,butithashaditsday。\" \"Thatisstrange;forherearesomeimmortalqualities。Thesecomposershadbrains,andbeganattherightend;theyselectedgrandandtunefulwords,greatandpiousthoughts;theyimpregnatedthemselveswiththosewordsandproducedappropriatemusic。Theharmoniesaresometimesthin,andthewritersseemscarcelytoknowtheskillfuluseofdiscords;buttheyhadheartandinvention;theysawtheirwayclearbeforetheywrotethefirstnote;thereisaninspiredsimplicityandfervor:ifallthesechoicethingsaredead,theymusthavefallenuponbadinterpreters。\" \"Nodoubt,\"saidVizard;\"sopleasegetwell,andletmehearthesepiousstrains,whichmypoordearmotherlovedsowell,interpretedworthily。\" TheKlosking\'seyesfilled。\"Thatisatemptation,\"saidshe,simply。 ThensheturnedtoRhodaGale。\"Sweetphysician,hehasdonemegood。Hehasgivenmesomethingtogetwellfor。\" Vizard\'sheartyearned。\"Donottalklikethat,\"saidhe,buoyantly; then,inabrokenvoice,\"Heavenforbidyoushouldhavenothingbettertoliveforthanthat。\" \"Sir,\"saidshe,gravely,\"Ihavenothingbettertolivefornowthantointerpretgoodmusicworthily。\" Therewasapainfulsilence。 Inabrokeit。Shesaid,quitecalmly,\"Firstofall,Iwishtoknowhowothersinterpretthesestrainsyourmotherloved,andIhavethehonortoagreewithher。\" \"Oh,\"saidVizard,\"wewillsoonmanagethatforyou。Thesethingsarenotdefunct,onlyunfashionable。EverychoirinEnglandhassungthem,andcansingthem,afterafashion;so,attwelveo\'clockto-morrow,lookout——forsqualls!\" Hemountedhishorse,rodeintothecathedraltown——distanteightmiles——andarrangedwiththeorganistforhimself,fourleadingboys,andthreelayclerks。Hewastosendacarriageinforthemafterthemorningservice,andreturnthemingoodtimeforvespers。 FannytoldInaKlosking,andsheinsistedongettingup。 BythistimeDoctressGalehadsatisfiedherselfthatalittleexcitementwasdownrightgoodforherpatient,andledtorefreshingsleep。Sotheydressedherlooselybutverywarmly,androlledhertothewindowonherinvalidcouch,setatahighangle。ItwasafinecleardayinOctober,keenbutgenial;andaftermufflingherwell,theyopenedthewindow。 Whileshesatthere,proppedhigh,andinhalingthepureair,Vizardconveyedhislittlechoir,byanotherstaircase,intotheantechamber; and,underhisadvice,theyavoidedpreludesandopenedinfullchoruswithJackson\'ssongofpraise。 Atthefirstburstofsacredharmony,InaKloskingwasobservedtoquiverallover。 Theysungitrathercoarsely,butcorrectlyandboldly,andwithacertainfervor。Therewerenooperaticartificestoremindherofearth; thepurityandtheharmonystruckherfull。ThegreatsingerandsuffererliftedherclaspedhandstoGod,andthetearsflowedfastdownhercheeks。 Thesetearswerebalmtothatpoorlaceratedsoul,tormentedbymanyblows。 \"Olacrymarumfons,tenerosacrosDucemtiumortusexanimo,quaterFelix,inimoquiscatentemPectore,te,pianympha,sensit。\" RhodaGale,whohatedmusiclikepoison,creptuptoher,and,infoldingherdelicately,laidapairofweteyessoftlyonhershoulder。 Vizardnowtappedatthedoor,andwasadmittedfromthemusic-room。HebeggedInatochooseanothercompositionfromherbook。Shemarkedaserviceandtwoanthems,andhandedhimthevolume,butbeggedtheymightnotbedonetoosoon,oneaftertheother。Thatwouldbequiteenoughforoneday,especiallyiftheywouldbegoodenoughtorepeatthehymnofpraisetoconclude;\"for,\"saidshe,\"thesearethingstobedigested。\" Soontheboys\'purevoicesroseagainandthosepoordeadEnglishcomposers,withprosaicnames,foundtheirwayagaintothegreatforeignsinger\'ssoul。 Theysungananthem,whichisnowespeciallydespisedbythosegreatcritics,theorganistsofthecountry——\"MySongshallbeofMercyandJudgment。\" TheKloskingforgavethethinnessoftheharmony,andmanylittlefaultsinthevocalexecution。Thewords,nodoubt,wentfarwithher,beingclearlyspoken。Shesatmeditating,withhermoisteyesraised,andherfacetransfigured,andattheendshemurmuredtoVizard,withhereyesstillraised,\"Afterall,theyaregreatandpiouswords,andthemusichasatleastthiscrowningvirtue——itmeansthewords。\"Thenshesuddenlyturneduponhimandsaid,\"ThereisanotherpersoninthishousewhoneedsthisconsolationasmuchasIdo。Whydoesshenotcome?Butperhapssheiswiththemusicians。\" \"Whomdoyoumean?\" \"Yoursister。\" \"Why,sheisnotinthehouse。\" InaKloskingstartedatthatinformation,andbenthereyeskeenlyandinquiringlyonhim。 \"Shelefttwodaysago。\" \"Indeed!\" \"Tonurseasickaunt。\" \"Indeed!Hadshenootherreason?\" \"NotthatIknowof,\"saidVizard;buthecouldnothelpcoloringalittle。 Thelittlechoirnowsungaservice,KinginF。Theysung\"TheMagnificat\"rudely,andratherprofanely,butrecoveredthemselvesinthe\"Dimittis。\" Whenitwasover,Inawhispered,\"\'TobealighttolightentheGentiles。\'Thatisaninspiredduet。Oh,howitmightbesung!\" \"Ofcourseitmight,\"whisperedVizard;\"soyouhavesomethingtogetwellfor。\" \"Yes,myfriend——thankstoyouandyoursaintedmother。\" This,utteredinavoicewhich,underthehealinginfluenceofmusic,seemedtohaveregainedsomeofitsrichmelody,wastoomuchforourcynic,andhebustledofftohidehisemotion,andinvitedthemusicianstolunch。 Alltheservantshadbeenlisteningonthestairs,andthehospitableoldbutlerpliedtheboyswithsparklingMoselle,which,beinghimselfrearedonmightyPort;hethoughtalightandplayfulwine——justthethingforwomenandchildren。Soafterluncheontheysungratherwild,andtheKloskingtoldVizard,dryly,thatwoulddoforthepresent。 Thenheorderedthecarriageforthem,andaskedMademoiselleKloskingwhenshewouldlikethemagain。 \"When_can_I?\"sheinquired,rathertimidly。 \"Everyday,ifyoulike——Sundaysandall。\"