第16章

类别:其他 作者:Charles Reade字数:16759更新时间:18/12/14 11:19:43
\"Iamgoingmyrounds:youcancomewithme,ifIamsoattractive。\" Hesaidheshouldbeproud,andsheputonherhatinthirtyseconds。 Theywalkedtogetherinsilence。Hefeltasifhewerepromenadingatigercat,thatmightstopanymomenttofalluponhim。 Shewalkedhimintoacottage:therewasalittledeadwoodburningonthatportionofthebrickfloorcalledthehearth。Apaleoldmansatclosetothefire,inawoodenarmchair。Shefelthispulse,andwrotehimaprescription。 \"ToMr。Vizard\'shousekeeper,VizardCourt: \"Pleasegivethebearertwopoundsofgoodroastbeeformutton,notsalted,andonepintportwine,\"RHODAGALE,M。D。\" \"Here,Jenny,\"shesaidtoasharplittlegirl,theman\'sgrandniece,\"takethisdowntoVizardCourt,andifthehousekeeperobjects,gotothefront-dooranddemandinmynametoseethesquireorMissVizard,andgive_them_thepaper。Don\'tyougiveitupwithoutthemeat。Takethisbasketonyourarm。\" Thenshewalkedoutofthecottage,andSevernefollowedher:heventuredtosaythatwasanovelprescription。 Sheexplained。\"Physiciansareobligedtosendtherichtothechemist,orelsethefoolswouldthinktheywereslighted。Butweneednotbesonicewiththepoor;wecanprescribetodothemgood。Whenyouinflictedyourcompanyonme,Iwassketchingoutatreatise,tobeentitled,\'CureofDisordersbyEsculents。\'Thatoldmanisnearlyexsanguis。Thereisnotadrugincreationthatcoulddohimanatomofgood。Nourishingfoodmay。Ifnot,why,heisbookedforthelongjourney。Well,hehashadhisinnings。Heisfourscore。Doyouthink_you_willeverseefourscore——youandyourvices?\" \"Oh,no。ButIthink_you_will;andIhopeso;foryougoaboutdoinggood。\" \"Andsomepeopleonecouldnamegoaboutdoingmischief?\" Severnemadenoreply。 Soonaftertheydiscoveredalittlegroup,principallywomenandchildren。Thesewereinspectingsomethingontheground,andchatteringexcitedly。Thewordsofdireimport,\"Shehavepossessedhimwithadevil,\"strucktheirear。ButsoontheycaughtsightofMissGale,andweredeadsilent。Shesaid,\"Whatisthematter?Oh,Isee,thevermifugehasacted。\" Itwasso:aputty-facedboyhadbeenunabletoeathisbreakfast;hadsufferedmalaiseforhoursafterward,andatlasthadbeenseizedwithasortofdryretching,andhadrestoredtotheworldtheysoadornanumberofamphibia,whichnowwriggledinaheap,andnodoubtbitterlyregrettedtherecklessimpatiencewithwhichtheyhadfledfromanunpleasantmedicinetoacold-heartedworld。 \"Well,goodpeople,\"saidMissGale,whatareyoumakingafussabout? Aretheybetterintheboyoroutofhim?\" Thewomencouldnotfindtheircandoratamoment\'snotice,butoldGilesrepliedheartily,\"Why,hout!betteranemptyhousethanabadtenant。\" \"Thatistrue,\"saidhalfadozenvoicesatonce。Theycouldresistcommonsenseinitsliquidform,butnotwhensolidifiedintoaproverb。 \"Catchmetheboy,\"saidMissGale,severely。 Habitualculpabilitydestroysself-confidence;sotheboysuspectedhimselfofcrime,andinstantlytooktoflight。Hiscompanionslovedhunting;sothreeswifterboysfollowedhimwithacheerfulyell,securedhim,andbroughthimupforsentence。 \"Don\'tbefrightened,Jacob,\"saidthedoctress。\"Ionlywanttoknowwhetheryoufeelbetterorworse。\" Hismotherputinherword:\"Hewaseversobadallthemorning。\" \"Holdyourjaw,\"saidoldGiles,\"andlettheboytellhisowntale。\" \"Well,then,\"saidJacob,\"Iwasmortalbad,butnowdoIfeellikeafeather;wuston\'tis,Ibesoblessedhungrynow。Dall\'difIcouldn\'teatthedevil——stuffedwiththunderandlightning。\" \"I\'llprescribeaccordingly,\"saidMissGale,andwroteinpencilanorderonabeefsteakpietheyhadsentherfromtheCourt。 Theboy\'scompanionsputtheirheadstogetheroverthisorder,andofferedtheirservicestoescorthim。 \"No,thankyou,\"saidthedoctress。\"Hewillgoalone,youyoungmonkeys。 Yourturnwillcome。\" Thensheproceededonherrounds,withMr。Severneatherheels,untilitwaspastoneo\'clock。 Thensheturnedroundandfacedhim。\"Wewillparthere,\"saidshe,\"andIwillexplainmyconducttoyou,asyouseeminthedark。Ihavebeenco-operatingwithMissVizardallthistime。IreckonshesentyououtofthewaytogiveLordUxmoorhisopportunity,soIhavedetainedyou。 Whileyouhavebeenstudyingmedicine,hehasbeenpoppingthequestion,ofcourse。Good-by,Mr。Villain。\" Herwordswentthroughthemanlikecoldsteel。Itwasonewomanreadinganother。Heturnedverywhite,andputhishandtohisheart。Butherecoveredhimself,andsaid,\"Ifsheprefersanothertome,Imustsubmit。Itisnotmyabsenceforafewhoursthatwillmakethedifference。YoucannotmakemeregretthehoursIhavepassedinyourcompany。Good-by,\"andheseemedtoleaveherveryreluctantly。 \"Oneword,\"saidshe,softeningalittle。\"I\'mnotproofagainstyourcharm。UnlessIseeZoeVizardindanger,youhavenothingtofearfromme。ButIlove_her,_youunderstand。\" Hereturnedtoherdirectly,andsaid,inmostearnest,supplicatingtones,\"Butwillyoueverforgiveme?\" \"Iwilltry。\" Andsotheyparted。 Hewenthomeatagreatrate;forMissGale\'sinsinuationshadraisedsomefearinhisbreast。 MeantimethisiswhathadreallypassedbetweenZoeandLordUxmoor。 Vizardwenttohisstudy,andFannyretiredatasignalfromZoe。Sherose,butdidnotgo;shewalkedslowlytowardthewindow;Uxmoorjoinedher:forhesawhewastohavehisanswerfromhermouth。 Herbosomheavedalittle,andhercheeksflushed。\"LordUxmoor,\"shesaid,\"youhavedonemethegreatesthonoranymancanpayawoman,andfromyouitisindeedanhonor。IcouldnotwritesuchananswerasI couldwish;and,besides,IwishtospareyouallthemortificationI can。\" \"Ah!\"saidUxmoor,piteously。 \"Youareworthyofanylady\'slove;butIhaveonlymyesteemtogiveyou,andthatwasgivenlongago。\" Uxmoor,whohadbeengraduallyturningverywhite,faltered,\"Ihadmyfears。Good-by。\" Shegavehimherhand。Heputitrespectfullytohislips:thenturnedandlefther,sickatheart,buttoobravetoletitbeseen。Hepreferredheresteemtoherpity。 Bythismeanshegotboth。Sheputherhandkerchieftohereyeswithoutdisguise。Butheonlyturnedatthedoortosay,inaprettyfirmvoice,\"Godblessyou!\" Inlessthananhourhedrovehisteamfromthedoor,sittingheartbrokenanddesolate,butfirmandunflinchingasarock。 Sothen,onhisreturnfromHillstoke,SevernefoundthemallatluncheonexceptUxmoor。HedetailedhisvisittoMissGale,and,whilehetalked,observed。Zoewasbeamingwithloveandkindness。Hefeltsureshehadnotdeceivedhim。Helearned,bymerelylistening,thatLordUxmoorwasgone,andheexultedinwardly。 Afterluncheon,Elysium。Hewalkedwiththetwogirls,andFannylaggedbehind;andZoeprovedherselfnocoquette。Acoquettewouldhavebeenalittlecrossandshownhimshehadmadeasacrifice。NotsoZoeVizard。 Shenevertoldhim,norevenFanny,shehadrefusedLordUxmoor。Sheesteemedthegreatsacrificeshehadmadeforhimasalittleone,andsolovedhimalittlemorethathehadcostheranearl\'scoronetandalargefortune。 ThepartyresumedtheirhabitsthatUxmoorhadinterrupted,andnowarningvoicewasraised。 TheboringcommencedatHillstoke,andDoctressGalehoveredoverthework。Thevariousstrataandtheirfossildepositswereanendlessstudy,andkepthermicroscopeemployed。Withthis,andhertreatiseon\"CurebyEsculents\"shewassoemployedthatshedidnotvisittheCourtforsomedays:thencameaninvitationfromLordUxmoortostayaweekwithhim,andinspecthisvillage。Sheacceptedit,anddroveherselfinthebailiff\'sgig,allalone。Shefoundherhostattendingtohisduties,butdejected;sothenshesuspected,andturnedtheconversationtoZoeVizard,andsoonsatisfiedherselfhehadnohopesinthatquarter。Yethespokeofherwithundisguisedandtenderadmiration。Thenshesaidtoherself,\"Thisisaman,andheshallhaveher。\" ShesatdownandwrotealettertoVizard,tellinghimallsheknew,andwhatshethought,viz。,thatanotherwoman,andarespectableone,hadaclaimonMr。Severne,whichoughttobecloselyinquiredinto,and_thelady\'sversionheard。_\"Thinkofit,\"saidshe。\"Hedisownedthewomanwhohadsavedhislife,hewassoafraidIshouldtellMissVizardunderwhatcircumstancesIfirstsawhim。\" Shefoldedandaddressedtheletter。 Buthavingrelievedhermindinsomedegreebythis,sheaskedherselfwhetheritwouldnotbekindertoallpartiestotryandsaveZoewithoutanexposure。ProbablySevernebenefitedbyhisgraceandhisdisarmingqualities;forherultimateresolutionwastogivehimachance,offerhimanalternative:hemusteitherquietlyretire,orbeopenlyexposed。 Sothensheputtheletterinherdesk,madeouthervisit,ofwhichnofurtherparticularscanbegivenatpresent,returnedhome,andwalkeddowntotheCourtnextmorningtohaveitoutwithEdwardSeverne。 But,unfortunately,fromtheverydaysheofferedhimtermsupatHillstoke,thetidebegantoruninSeverne\'sfavorwithgreatrapidity。 Alettercamefromthedetective。Severnereceiveditatbreakfast,andlaiditbeforeZoe,whichhadafavorableeffectonhermindtobegin。 Poikilusreportedthatthemoneywasingoodhands。Hehadseenthelady。 Shemadenosecretofthething——thesumwas4,900pounds,andshesaidhalfbelongedtoherandhalftoagentleman。Shedidnotknowhim,butheragent,Ashmead,did。Poikilusaddedthathehadaskedherwouldshehonorthatgentleman\'sdraft?Shehadrepliedsheshouldbeafraidtodothat;butMr。Ashmeadshouldhandittohimondemand。Poikilussummedupthattheladywasevidentlyrespectable,andthewholethingsquare。 Severnepostedthislettertohiscousin,undercover,toshowhimhewasreallygoingtoclearhisestate,butbeggedhimtoreturnitimmediatelyandlendhim50pounds。Theaccommodatingcousinsenthim50pounds,toaidhiminwooinghisheiress。Heboughtherahoopring,apologizedforitssmallvalue,andexpressedhisregretthatallhecouldofferherwasonassmallascale,excepthislove。 Sheblushed,andsmiledonhim,likeheavenopening。\"Smallandgreat,I takethem,\"saidshe;andherlovelyheadrestedonhisshoulder。 Theywereengaged。 Fromthathourhecouldcommanda_te\'te-\'a-te\'te_withherwheneverhechose,andhisinfernalpassionbegantosuggestallmannerofwild,wickedandunreasonablehopes。 Meantimetherewasnostopping。HesoonfoundhemustspeakseriouslytoVizard。Hewentintohisstudyandbegantoopenthesubject。Vizardstoppedhim。\"Fetchtheotherculprit,\"saidhe;andwhenZoecame,blushing,hesaid,\"NowIamgoingtomakeshorterworkofthisthanyouhavedone。Zoehastenthousandpounds。Whathaveyougot?\" \"Onlyasmallestate,wortheightthousandpounds,thatIhopetoclearofallincumbrances,ifIcangetmymoney。\" \"Fondofeachother?Well,don\'tstrikemedeadwithyoureyes。Ihavewatchedyou,andIownaprettierpairofturtledovesIneversaw。Well,youhavegotloveandIhavegotmoney。I\'lltakecareofyouboth。Butyoumustlivewithme。Ipromisenevertomarry。\" ThisbroughtZoeroundhisneck,withtearsandkissesofpureaffection。 Hereturnedthem,andpartedherhairpaternally。 \"Thisisabeautifulworld,isn\'tit?\"saidhe,withmoretendernessthancynicismthistime。 \"Ah,thatitis!\"criedZoe,earnestly。\"ButIcan\'thaveyousayyouwillneverbeashappyasIam。Therearetrueheartsinthisheavenlyworld;forIhavefoundone。\" \"Ihavenot,anddon\'tmeantotryagain。Iamgoinginforthepaternalnow。Youtwoaremychildren。Ihaveatalismantokeepmefrommarrying。 I\'llshowityou。\"Hedrewaphotographfromhisdrawer,setroundwithgoldandpearls。Heshoweditthemsuddenly。Theybothstarted。AfinephotographofInaKlosking。Shewasdressedasplainlyasatthegambling-table,butwithoutabonnet,andonlyoneroseinherhair。Hernobleforeheadwasshown,andherface,amodelofintelligence,womanliness,andserenedignity。 Hegazedatit,andtheyathimandit。 Hekissedit。\"HereismyFate,\"saidhe。\"Nowmarktheingenuityofaparent。IkeepoutofmyFate\'sway。ButIusehertokeepoffanyotherlittleFatesthatmaybeabout。NootherhumbugcanevercatchmewhileI havesuchanoblehumbugasthistocontemplate。Ah!andheresheisasSiebel。Whatagoddess!Justlookather。Adorable!There,thisshallstanduponmytable,andtheothershallbehunginmybedroom。Then,mydearZoe,youwillbesafefromastepmother。ForIamyourfathernow。 Pleaseunderstandthat。\" ThisbroughtpoorZoeroundhisneckagainwithsuchaneffusionthatatlasthehandedhertoSeverne,andheledherfromtheroom,quiteovercome,and,toavoidallconversationaboutwhathadjustpassed,gaveherovertoFanny,whileheretiredtocomposehimself。 Bydinner-timehewasashappyasaprinceagainandrelievedofallcompunction。 HeheardafterwardfromFannythatZoeandshehaddiscussedtheincidentandVizard\'sinfatuation,FannybeingspeciallywrothatVizard\'sabuseofpearls;butshetoldhimshehadadvisedZoenottomentionthatlady\'sname,butletherdieout。 And,inpointoffact,Zoedidavoidthesubject。 Therecameaneventfulday。Vizardgotaletter,atbreakfast,fromhisbankers,thatmadehimstare,andthenknithisbrows。ItwasaboutEdwardSeverne\'sacceptances。Hesaidnothing,butorderedhishorseandrodeintoTaddington。 Thedaywaskeenbutsunny,and,seeinghimafootsoearly,Zoesaidsheshouldlikeadrivebeforeluncheon。ShewouldshowSeverneandFannysomeruinsonPagnellHill。Theycouldleavethetrapatthevillageinnandwalkupthehill。Fannybeggedoff,andSevernewasveryglad。TheprospectofalongwalkupahillwithZoe,andthenadayspentinutterseclusionwithher,firedhisimaginationandmadehisheartbeat。Herewasoneoftheopportunitieshehadlongsighedforofmakingpassionatelovetoinnocenceandinexperience。 Zoeherselfwaseagerforthedrive,andcamedown,followedbyRosawithsomewraps,andwaitedinthemorning-roomforthedog-cart。Itwasbehindtimeforonce,becausethecarefulcoachmanhadinsistedontheaxlebeingoiled。Atlastthesoundofwheelswasheard。Acarriagedrewupatthedoor。 \"TellMr。Severne,\"saidZoe。\"Heisinthedining-room,Ithink。\" Butitwasnotthedog-cart。 Avigilantfootmancamehastilyoutandopenedthehalldoor。Aladywasonthesteps,andspoketohim,but,inspeaking,shecaughtsightofZoeinthehall。Sheinstantlyslippedpassthemanandstoodwithinthegreatdoor。 \"MissVizard?\"saidshe。 Zoetookasteptowardherandsaid,withastonishment,\"MademoiselleKlosking!\" Theladieslookedateachother,andZoesawsomethingstrangewascoming;fortheKloskingwasverypale,yetfirm,andfixedhereyesuponherasiftherewasnothingelseinsight。 \"Youhaveavisitor——Mr。Severne?\" \"Yes,\"saidZoe,drawingup。 \"CanIspeakwithhim?\" \"Hewillanswerforhimself。EDWARD!\" AthercallSevernecameouthastilybehindInaKlosking。 Sheturned,andtheyfacedeachother。 \"Ah!\"shecried;andinspiteofall,therewasmoreofjoythananyotherpassionintheexclamation。 Notsohe。Heutteredascreamofdismay,andstaggered,whiteasaghost,butstillglaredatInaKlosking。 Zoe\'svoicefellonhimlikeaclapofthunder:\"What!——Edward!——Mr。 Severne!——Hasthisladystillanyright——\" \"No,nonewhatever!\"hecried;\"itisallpastandgone。\" \"Whatispast?\"saidInaKlosking,grandly。\"Areyououtofyoursenses?\" Thenshewasclosetohiminamoment,byonegrandmovement,andtookhimbybothlapelsofhiscoat,andheldhimfirmly。\"Speakbeforethislady,\"shecried。\"Have——I——no——rights——overyou?\"andhervoicewasmajestic,andherDanisheyesgleamedlightning。 Thewretch\'skneesgavewayamomentandheshookinherhands。Then,suddenly,heturnedwild。\"Fiend!youhaveruinedme!\"heyelled;andthen,withhisnaturalstrength,whichwasgreat,andthesuperhumanpowerofmadexcitement,hewhirledherrightroundandflungherfromhim,anddashedoutofthedoor,utteringcriesofrageanddespair。 Theunfortunatelady,thustakenbysurprise,fellheavily,and,bycruelillluck,struckhertemple,infalling,againstthesharpcornerofamarbletable。Itgashedherforeheadfearfully,andshelaysenseless,withthebloodspurtinginjetsfromherwhitetemple。 Zoescreamedviolently,andthehallandthehallstaircaseseemedtofillbymagic。 Intheterrorandconfusion,HarringtonVizardstrodeintothehall,fromTaddington。\"Whatisthematter?\"hecried。\"Awomankilled?\" Someonecriedoutshehadfallen。 \"Water,fools——asponge——don\'tstandgaping!\"andheflunghimselfonhisknees,andraisedthewoman\'sheadfromthefloor。Oneeagerlookintoherwhiteface——onewildcry——\"GreatGod!itis——\"Hehadrecognizedher。 CHAPTERXX。 ITwaspiteoustoseeandhear。Thebloodwouldnotstop;itspurtednolonger,butitflowedalarmingly。VizardsentHarrisoffinhisownflyforadoctor,tosavetime。Hecalledforice。Hecriedoutinagonytohisservants,\"Cannoneofyouthinkofanything?There——thathat。Here,youwomen;tearmethenapoffwithyourfingers。MyGod!whatistobedone?She\'llbleedtodeath!\"Andheheldhertohisbreast,andalmostmoanedwithpityoverher,ashepressedthecoldspongetoherwound——invain;forstilltheredbloodwouldflow。 Wheelsgroundthegravel。Servantsflewtothedoor,crying,\"Thedoctor! thedoctor!\" Asifhecouldhavebeenfetchedinfiveminutesfromthreemilesoff。 Yetitwasadoctor。HarrishadmetMissGalewalkingquietlydownfromHillstoke。Hehadtoldherinafewhurriedwords,andbroughtherasfastasthehorsescouldgo。 Sheglidedinswiftly,keen,butself-possessed,andtookitallindirectly。 Vizardsawher,andcried,\"Ah!Help!——sheisbleedingtodeath!\" \"Sheshallnot,\"saidRhoda。Thentoonefootman,\"Bringafootstool,_you;\"_toanother,_\"You_bringmeacork;\"toVizard,_\"You_holdhertowardmeso。Nowspongethewound。\" Thisdone,shepinchedthelipsofthewoundtogetherwithherneat,strongfingers。\"SeewhatIdo,\"shesaidtoVizard。\"Youwillhavetodoit,whileI——Ah,thestool!Nowlayherheadonthat;theotherside,man。Now,sir,compressthewoundasIdid,vigorously。Holdthecork,_you,_tillIwantit。\" Shetookoutofherpocketsomeadhesiveplaster,andflakesofsomestrongstyptic,andapieceofelastic。\"Now,\"saidshetoVizard,\"givemealittleopeninginthemiddletoplasterthesestripsacrossthewound。\"Hedidso。Theninamomentshepassedtheelasticunderthesufferer\'shead,drewitoverwiththestypticbetweenherfingerandthumb,andcrack!thestypticwastightonthecompressedwound。Sheforcedinmorestyptic,increasingthepressure,thenshewhippedoutasortofsurgicalhousewife,andwithsomecuttinginstrumentreducedthecork,thencutitconvex,andfasteneditonthestypticbyanotherelastic。Therewasnoflutter,yetitwasalldoneinfiftyseconds。 \"There,\"saidshe,\"shewillbleednomore,tospeakof。Nowseatherupright。Why!Ihaveseenherbefore。Thisis——sir,youcansendthemenaway。\"\' \"Yes;and,Harris,packupMr。Severne\'sthings,andbringthemdownherethismoment。\" Themaleservantsretired,thewomenheldaloof。FannyDovercameforward,paleandtrembling,andhelpedtoplaceInaKloskinginthehallporter\'schair。Shewasinsensiblestill,butmoanedfaintly。 Hermoanswereechoed:alleyesturned。ItwasZoe,seatedapart,allbowedandbroken——ghastlypale,andglaringstraightbeforeher。 \"Poorgirl!\"saidVizard。\"Weforgother。Itisherheartthatbleeds。 Whereisthescoundrel,thatImaykillhim?\"andherushedoutatthedoortolookforhim。Theman\'slifewouldnothavebeenworthmuchifSquireVizardcouldhavefoundhimthen。 Buthesooncamebacktohiswretchedhome,andeyedthedismalscene,andthehavoconemanhadmade——themarblefloorallstainedwithblood——InaKloskingsupportedinachair,white,andfaintlymoaning——Zoestillcrushedandglaringatvacancy,andFannysobbingroundherwithpityandterror;forsheknewtheremustbeworsetocomethanthiswildstupor。 \"Takehertoherroom,Fannydear,\"saidVizard,inahurried,falteringvoice,\"anddon\'tleaveher。Rosa,helpMissDover。Donotleaveheralone,nightnorday。\"ThentoMissGale,\"Shewilllive?Tellmeshewilllive。\" \"Ihopeso,\"saidRhodaGale。\"Oh,theblowwillnotkillher,noryetthelossofblood。ButIfeartherewillbedistressofmindaddedtothebodilyshock。Andsuchanobleface!Myownheartbleedsforher。Oh,sir,donotsendherawaytostrangers!Letmetakeheruptothefarm。 Itisnursingshewillneed,andtact,whenshecomestoherself。\" \"Sendhereawaytostrangers!\"criedVizard。\"Never!No。Noteventothefarm。Hereshereceivedherwound;hereallthatyouandIcandoshallbedonetosaveher。Ah,here\'sHarris,withthevillain\'sthings。Getthelady\'sboxesout,andputMr。Severne\'sintothefly。Givethemantwoguineas,andlethimleavethematthe\'Swan,\'inTaddington。\" Hethenbeckoneddownthewomen,andhadInaKloskingcarriedupstairstotheveryroomSevernehadoccupied。 Hethenconvenedtheservants,andplacedthemformallyunderMissGale\'sorders,andonefemaleservanthavingmadearemark,heturnedheroutofthehouse,neckandcrop,directlywithhermonth\'swages。Theothershadtohelpherpack,onlyhalfanhourbeingallowedforherexit。 Thehouseseemedallchanged。CouldthisbeVizardCourt?Deadgloom——hurriedwhispers——andeverybodywalkingsoftly,andscared——noneknowingwhatmightbethenextcalamity。 Vizardfeltsickatheartandhelpless。Hehaddoneallhecould,andwasreducedtothatconditionwomenbearfarbetterthanmen——hemustwait,andhope,andfear。Hewalkedupanddownthecarpetedlanding,rackedwithanxiety。 AtlasttherecameasinglescreamofagonyfromInaKlosking\'sroom。 Itmadethestrongmanquake。 Hetappedsoftlyatthedoor。 Rhodaopenedit。 \"Whatisit?\"hefaltered。 Shereplied,gravely,\"Onlywhatmustbe。Sheisbeginningtorealizewhathasbefallenher。Don\'tcomehere。Youcandonogood。IwillrundowntoyouwheneverIdare。Givemeanursetohelp,thisfirstnight。\" Hewentdownandsentintothevillageforawomanwhoboreagreatnamefornursing。Thenhewanderedaboutdisconsolate。 Theleadenhourspassed。Hewenttodress,anddiscoveredInaKlosking\'sblooduponhisclothes。Itshockedhimfirst,andthenitmeltedhim:hefeltaninexpressibletendernessatsightofit。Thebloodthathadflowedinherveinsseemedsacredtohim。Hefoldedthatsuit,andtieditupinasilkhandkerchief,andlockeditaway。 Induecoursehesatdowntodinner——weareallsuchcreaturesofhabit。 Therewaseverythingasusual,exceptthefamiliarfaces。Therewastheglitteringplateonthepolishedsideboard,thepyramidofflowerssurroundedwithfruits。Therewereevenchairsatthetable,fortheservantsdidnotknowhewastobequitealone。Buthewas。Onedelicatedishafteranotherwasbroughthim,andsentawayuntasted。SoonafterdinnerRhodaGalecamedownandtoldhimherpatientwasinaprecariouscondition,andshefearedfeveranddelirium。Shebeggedhimtosendoneservantuptothefarmforcertainmedicamentsshehadthere,andanothertothechemistatTaddington。Theseweredispatchedonswifthorses,andbothwerebackinhalfanhour。 By-and-byFannyDovercamedowntohim,withredeyes,andbroughthimZoe\'slove。\"But,\"saidshe,\"don\'taskhertocomedown。Sheisashamedtolookanybodyintheface,poorgirl。\" \"Why?whathas_she_done?\" \"Oh,Harrington,shehasmadenosecretofheraffection;andnow,atsightofthatwoman,hehasabandonedher。\" \"TellherIlovehermorethanIeverdid,andrespecthermore。Whereisherpride?\" \"Pride!sheisfullofit;anditwillhelpher——by-and-by。Butshehasabittertimetogothroughfirst。Youdon\'tknowhowsheloveshim。\" \"What!lovehimstill,afterwhathehasdone?\" \"Yes!Sheinterpretsitthiswayandthat。Shecannotbeartobelieveanotherwomanhasanyrealrighttoseparatethem。\" \"Separatethem!Thescoundrelknocked_her_downforlovinghimstill,andfledfromthemboth。Waseverguiltmoreclear?Ifshedoubtsthatheisavillain,tellherfrommeheisaforger,andhasgivenmebillswithfalsenamesonthem。Thebankersgavemenoticeto-day,andIwascominghometoorderhimoutofthehousewhenthismiserablebusinesshappened。\" \"Aforger!isitpossible?\"saidFanny。\"Butitisnousemytellingherthatsortofthing。Ifhehadcommittedmurder,andwastruetoher,shewouldclingtohim。Sheneverknewtillnowhowshelovedhim,norI neither。SheputhiminCoventryfortellingalie;butshewasfarmoreunhappyallthetimethanhewas。Thereisnothingtodobuttobekindtoher,andletherhideherface。Don\'thurryher。\" \"NotI。Godhelpher!Ifshehasawish,itshallbegratified。Iampowerless。Sheisyoung。Surelytimewillcureherofavillain,nowheisdetected。\" Fannysaidshehopedso。 Thetruthis,ZoehadnotopenedherhearttoFanny。Sheclungtoher,andwrithedinherarms;butshespokelittle,andonebrokensentencecontradictedtheother。Butmentalagony,likebodily,findsitsvent,notinspeech,thebrain\'sgreatinterpreter,butininarticulatecries,andmoans,andsighs,thatproveusanimalseveninthethroesofmind。 Zoewasinthatcruelstageofsuffering。 Sopassedthatmiserableday。 CHAPTERXXI。 INAKLOSKINGrecoveredhersensesthatevening,andaskedMissGalewhereshewas。MissGaletoldhershewasinthehouseofafriend。 \"Whatfriend?\" \"That,\"saidMissGale,\"Iwilltellyouby-and-by。Youareingoodhands,andIamyourphysician。\" \"Ihaveheardyourvoicebefore,\"saidIna,\"butIknownotwhere;anditissodark!Whyisitsodark?\" \"Becausetoomuchlightisnotgoodforyou。Youhavemetwithanaccident。\" \"Whataccident,madam?\" \"Youfellandhurtyourpoorforehead。See,Ihavebandagedit,andnowyoumustletmewetthebandage——tokeepyourbrowcool。\" \"Thankyou,madam,\"saidIna,inherownsweetbutqueenlyway。\"Youareverygoodtome。IwishIcouldseeyourfacemoreclearly。Iknowyourvoice。\"Then,afterasilence,duringwhichMissGaleeyedherwithanxiety,shesaid,likeonegropingherwaytothetruth,\"I——fell——and——hurt——myforehead?——_Ah!\"_ ThenitwassheutteredthecrythatmadeVizardquakeatthedoor,andshookforamomentevenRhoda\'snerves,though,asarule,theywereironinasituationofthiskind。 IthadallcomebacktoInaKlosking。 Afterthatpiteouscrysheneversaidaword。Shedidnothingbutthink,andputherhandtoherhead。 Andsoonaftermidnightshebegantotalkincoherently。 Thephysiciancouldonlyproceedbyphysicalmeans。Sheattackedthecomingfeveratonce,withtheremediesoftheday,andalsowithaninfusionofmonk\'s-hood。Thatpoison,promptlyadministered,didnotdeceiveher。Sheobtainedaslightperspiration,whichwassomuchgainedinthebattle。 Inthemorningshegotthepatientshiftedintoanotherbed,andshesleptalittleafterthat。Butsoonshewasawake,restless,andraving: stillhercharacterpervadedherdelirium。Noviolence。Nothinganysoreinjuredwomanneedbeashamedtohavesaid:onlyitwasalldisconnected。 Onemomentshewasspeakingtotheleaderoftheorchestra,atanothertoMr。Ashmead,atanother,withdivinetenderness,toherstillfaithfulSeverne。Andthoughnothurried,asusualinthesecases,itwasalmostincessantandpitiabletohear,eachobservationwassowiseandgood; yet,allbeingdisconnected,thehearercouldnotbutfeelthatanoblemindlaybeforehim,overthrownandbrokenintofragmentslikesomeAtticcolumn。 Inthemiddleofthisthehandlewassoftlyturned,andZoeVizardcamein,paleandsomber。 LongbeforethisshehadsaidtoFannyseveraltimes,\"Ioughttogoandseeher;\"andFannyhadsaid,\"Ofcourseyouought。\" Sonowshecame。Shefoldedherarmsandstoodatthefootofthebed,andlookedatherunhappyrival,unhappyaspossibleherself。 Whatcontraryfeelingsfoughtinthatyoungbreast!Pityandhatred。Shemusthatetherivalwhohadcomebetweenherandhimsheloved;shemustpitythewomanwholaythere,pale,wounded,andlittlelikelytorecover。 And,withallthis,agreatdesiretoknowwhetherthissuffererhadanyrighttocomeandseizeEdwardSevernebythearm,andsodrawdowncalamityonboththewomenwholovedhim。 Shelookedandlistened,andRhodaGalethoughtitharduponherpatient。 Butitwasnotinhumannaturethegirlshoulddootherwise;soRhodasaidnothing。 WhatfellfromIna\'slipswasnotofakindtomakeZoemoreherfriend。 Hermindseemednowlikeabirdtiedbyalongsilkenthread。Itmadelargeexcursions,butconstantlycamebacktoherlove。Sometimesthatlovewashappy,sometimesunhappy。Oftenshesaid\"Edward!\"intheexquisitetoneofalovingwoman;andwhenevershedid,Zoereceiveditwithasortofshiver,asifadagger,fineasaneedle,hadpassedthroughherwholebody。 Atlast,aftertellingsometenorthathehadsungFnaturalinsteadofF sharp,andpraisedsomebody\'srenderingofasongin\"IlFlautoMagico,\" andtoldAshmeadtomakenomoreengagementsforheratpresent,forshewasgoingtoVizardCourt,thepoorsoulpausedaminute,andutteredadeepmoan。 _\"Struckdownbytheveryhandthatwasvowedtoprotectme!\"_saidshe。 Thenwassilentagain。Thenbegantocry,andsob,andwringherhands。 Zoeputherhandtoherheartandmovedfeeblytowardthedoor。However,shestoppedamomenttosay,\"Iamnousehere。Youwouldsoonhavemeravinginthenextbed。IwillsendFanny。\"Thenshedrewherselfup。 \"MissGale,everybodyhereisatyourcommand。Praysparenothingyoucanthinkoftosave——_mybrother\'sguest。\"_ Therecameoutthebitterdrop。 Whenshehadsaidthat,shestalkedfromtheroomlikesomeredIndianbearingamortalarrowinhim,buttooproudtoshowit。 Butwhenshegottoherownroomsheflungherselfonhersofa,andwrithedandsobbedinagony。 FannyDovercameinandfoundherso,andflewtoher。 Butsheorderedheroutquitewildly。\"No,no;goto_her,_likealltherest,andleavepoorZoeallalone。She_is_alone。\" ThenFannyclungtoher,andtriedhardtocomforther。 Thisyoungladynowbecameveryzealousandactive。Shedividedhertimebetweenthetwosufferers,andwasindefatigableintheirservice。WhenshewasnotsupportingZoe,shewasalwaysatMissGale\'selbowofferingherservices。\"Doletmehelpyou,\"shesaid。\"Doprayletmehelp。Wearepoorathome,andthereisnothingIcannotdo。I\'mworthanythreeservants。\" Shealwayshelpedshiftthepatientintoafreshbed,andthatwasdoneveryoften。Shewouldruntothecookorthebutlerforanythingthatwaswantedinahurry。Sheflunggentilityandhumbugtothewinds。Thenshedressedintenminutes,andwentanddinedwithVizard,andmadeexcusesforZoe\'sabsence,tokeepeverythingsmooth;andfinallysheinsistedonsittingupwithInaKloskingtillthreeinthemorning,andmadeMissGalegotobedintheroom。\"Paidnurses!\"saidshe;\"theyarenouseexcepttosnoreanddrinkthepatient\'swine。YouandIwillwatchhereverymomentofthenight;andifI\'meveratalosswhattodo,Iwillcallyou。\" MissGalestaredatheronce,andthenacceptedthisnewphaseofhercharacter。 Thefeverwashotwhileitlasted;butitwassoencounteredwithtonics,andportwine,andstrongbeefsoup(notyourrubbishybeeftea),thatinforty-eighthoursitbegantoabate。InarecognizedRhodaGaleastheladywhohadsavedSeverne\'slifeatMontpellier,andweptlongandsilentlyuponherneck。Induecourse,Zoe,hearingtherewasagreatchange,cameinagaintolookather。Shestoodandeyedher。SoonInaKloskingcaughtsightofher,andstaredather。 \"Youhere!\"saidshe。\"Ah!youareMissVizard。Iaminyourhouse。I willgetupandleaveit;\"andshemadeafeebleattempttorise,butfellback,andthetearswelledoutofhereyesatherhelplessness。 Zoewasindignant,butforthemomentmoreshockedthananythingelse。 Shemovedawayalittle,anddidnotknowwhattosay。 \"Letmelookatyou,\"saidthepatient。\"Ah!youarebeautiful。WhenI sawyouatthetheater,youfascinatedme。Howmuchmoreaman?Iwillresistnomore。Youaretoobeautifultoberesisted。Takehim,andletmedie。\" \"Idohernogood,\"saidZoe,halfsullenly,halftrembling。 \"Indeedyoudonot,\"saidRhoda,bluntly,andalmostbitterly。Shewasallnurse。 \"I\'llcomeherenomore,\"saidZoe,sadlybutsternly,andlefttheroom。 ThenInaturnedtoMissGaleandsaid,patiently,\"IhopeIwasnotrudetothatlady——whohasbrokenmyheart。\" FannyandRhodatookeachahandandtoldhershecouldnotberudetoanybody。 \"Myfriends,\"saidIna,lookingpiteouslytoeachinturn,\"itisherhouse,youknow,andsheisverygoodtomenow——afterbreakingmyheart。\" ThenFannyshowedadealoftact。_\"Her_house!\"saidshe。\"Itisnomorehersthanmine。Why,thishousebelongstoagentleman,andheismadaftermusic。Heknowsyouverywell,thoughyoudon\'tknowhim,andhethinksyouthefirstsingerinEurope。\" \"Youflatterme,\"saidIna,sadly。 \"Well,hethinksso;andheisreckonedaverygoodjudge。Ah!nowI thinkofit,Iwillshowyousomething,andthenyouwillbelieveme。\" Sheranofftothelibrary,snatchedupIna\'spicturesetroundwithpearls,andcamepantinginwithit。\"There,\"saidshe;\"nowyoulookatthat!\"andsheputitbeforehereyes。\"Now,whoisthat,ifyouplease?\" \"Oh!ItisInaKloskingthatwas。Pleasebringmeaglass。\" Thetwoladieslookedateachother。MissGalemadeanegativesignal,andFannysaid,\"By-and-by。Thiswilldoinstead,foritisaslikeastwopeas。Nowaskyourselfhowthiscomestobeinthehouse,andsetinpearls。Why,theyareworththreehundredpounds。Iassureyouthatthemasterofthishouseis_fanaticoperlamusica;_heardyousingSiebelatHomburg——ravedaboutyou——wantedtocallonyou。Wehadtodraghimawayfromtheplace;andhedeclaresyouarethefirstsingerintheworld;andyoucannotdoubthissincerity,for_herearethepearls。\"_ InaKlosking\'spalecheekcolored,andthensheopenedhertwoarmswide,andputthemroundFanny\'sneckandkissedher:herinnocentvanitywasgratified,andhergraciousnaturesuggestedgratitudetoherwhohadbroughtherthecompliment,insteadoftheusualungratefulbumptiousnesspraiseelicitsfromvanity。 ThenMissGaleputinherword——\"Whenyoumetwiththisunfortunateaccident,Iwasfortakingyouuptomyhouse。Itisthreemilesoff;buthewouldnothearofit。Hesaid,\'No;hereshegotherwound,andhereshemustbecured。\'\" \"So,\"saidFanny,\"praysetyourmindatease。MycousinHarringtonisaverygoodsoul,butratherarbitrary。Ifyouwanttoleavethisplace,youmustgetthoroughlywellandstrong,forhewillneverletyougotillyouare。\" Betweenthesetwoladies,cleverandcooperating,Inasmiled,andseemedrelieved;butshewastooweaktoconverseanymorejustthen。 SomehoursafterwardshebeckonedFannytoher,andsaid,\"Themasterofthehouse——whatishisname?\" \"HarringtonVizard。\" \"What!——_her_father?\" \"La,no;onlyherhalf-brother。\" \"IfheissokindtomebecauseIsing,whycomeshenottoseeme?_She_ hascome。\" Fannysmiled。\"ItisplainyouarenotanEnglishwoman,thoughyouspeakitsobeautifully。AnEnglishgentlemandoesnotintrudeintoalady\'sroom。\" \"Itishisroom。\" \"Hewouldsaythat,whileyouoccupyit,itisyours,andnothis。\" \"Heawaitsmyinvitation,then。\" \"Idaresayhewouldcomeifyouweretoinvitehim,butcertainlynotwithout。\" \"Iwishtoseehimwhohasbeensokindtome,andsolovesmusic;butnotto-day——Ifeelunable。\" Thenextdaysheaskedforaglass,andwasdistressedatherappearance。 Shebeggedforacap。 \"Whatkindofacap?\"askedFanny。 \"Onelikethat,\"saidshe,pointingtoaportraitonthewall。Itwasofaladyinaplainbrownsilkdressandalittlewhiteshawl,andaneatcapwithanarrowlaceborderallroundherface。 Thisparticularcapwasoutofdatefullsixtyyears;butthehousehadastoreroomofrelics,andFanny,withVizard\'shelp,soonrummagedoutacapofthesort,withanarrowfrillallround。 Herhairwassmoothed,awhitesilkbandpassedoverthenowclosedwound,andthecapfittedonher。Shelookedpale,butangelic。 FannywentdowntoVizard,andinvitedhimtocomeandseeMademoiselleKlosking——byherdesire。\"But,\"sheadded,\"MissGaleisveryanxiouslestyoushouldgettalkingofSeverne。Shesaysthefeverandlossofbloodhaveweakenedherterribly;andifwebringthefeveronagain,shecannotanswerforherlife。\" \"Hasshespokenofhimtoyou?\" \"Notonce。\" \"Thenwhyshouldshetome?\" \"Becauseyouareaman,andshemaythinktogetthe_truth_outofyou: sheknows_we_shallonlysaywhatisforthebest。Sheisverydeep,andwedon\'tknowhermindyet。\" Vizardsaidhewouldbeasguardedashecould;butiftheysawhimgoingwrong,theymustsendhimaway。 \"Oh,MissGalewilldothat,youmaybesure,\"saidFanny。 Thusprepared,VizardfollowedFannyupthestairstothesick-room。 Eitherthereissuchathingasloveatfirstsight,oritissomethingmorethanfirstsight,whenanobservantmangazesatawomanforanhourinablazeoflight,anddrinksinherlooks,herwalk,hervoice,andalltheoutwardsignsofabeautifulsoul;forthestoutcynic\'sheartbeatatenteringthatroomasithadnotbeatforyears。Tobesure,hehadnotonlyseenheronthestageinallherglory,buthadheldher,paleandbleeding,tohismanlybreast,andhisheartwarmedtoherallthemore,and,indeed,fairlymeltedwithtenderness。 Fannywentinandannouncedhim。Hefollowedsoftly,andlookedather。 Wealthcanmakeevenasick-roompretty。TheKloskinglayonsnowypillowswhoseglossydamaskwasedgedwithlace;anduponherformwasaneider-downquiltcoveredwithviolet-coloredsatin,andherfacewassetinthatsweetcapwhichhidherwound,andmadehereloquentfacelessghastly。 Sheturnedtolookathim,andhegazedatherinawaythatspokevolumes。 \"Aseat,\"saidshe,softly。 Fannywasforputtingoneclosetoher。\"No,\"saidMissGale,\"lowerdown;thensheneednottoturnherhead。\" Sohesatdownnearerherfeet。 \"Mygoodhost,\"saidshe,inhermellowvoice,thatretaineditsquality,butnotitspower,\"Idesiretothankyouforyourgoodnesstoapoorsinger,struckdown——bythehandthatwasboundtoprotecther。\" Vizardfalteredoutthattherewasnothingtothankhimfor。Hewasproudtohaveherunderhisroof,thoughdeeplygrievedatthecause。 Shelookedathim,andhertwonurseslookedatherandateachother,asmuchastosay,\"Sheisgoingupondangerousground。\" Theywereright。Butshehadnotthecourage,or,perhaps,asmostwomenarealittlecat-likeinthis,thattheygoawayonceortwicefromthesubjectnearesttheirheartbeforetheyturnandpounceonit,shemustspeakofotherthingsfirst。Saidshe,\"ButifIwasunfortunateinthat,Iwasfortunateinthis,thatIfellintogoodhands。Theseladiesaresisterstome,\"andshegaveMissGaleherhand,andkissedtheotherhandtoFanny,thoughshecouldscarcelyliftit;\"andIhaveahostwholovesmusic,andoverratesmypoorability。\"Then,afterapause,\"Whathaveyouheardmesing?\" \"Siebel。\" \"OnlySiebel!why,thatisapoorlittlething。\"