\"Iamgoingmyrounds:youcancomewithme,ifIamsoattractive。\"
Hesaidheshouldbeproud,andsheputonherhatinthirtyseconds。
Theywalkedtogetherinsilence。Hefeltasifhewerepromenadingatigercat,thatmightstopanymomenttofalluponhim。
Shewalkedhimintoacottage:therewasalittledeadwoodburningonthatportionofthebrickfloorcalledthehearth。Apaleoldmansatclosetothefire,inawoodenarmchair。Shefelthispulse,andwrotehimaprescription。
\"ToMr。Vizard\'shousekeeper,VizardCourt:
\"Pleasegivethebearertwopoundsofgoodroastbeeformutton,notsalted,andonepintportwine,\"RHODAGALE,M。D。\"
\"Here,Jenny,\"shesaidtoasharplittlegirl,theman\'sgrandniece,\"takethisdowntoVizardCourt,andifthehousekeeperobjects,gotothefront-dooranddemandinmynametoseethesquireorMissVizard,andgive_them_thepaper。Don\'tyougiveitupwithoutthemeat。Takethisbasketonyourarm。\"
Thenshewalkedoutofthecottage,andSevernefollowedher:heventuredtosaythatwasanovelprescription。
Sheexplained。\"Physiciansareobligedtosendtherichtothechemist,orelsethefoolswouldthinktheywereslighted。Butweneednotbesonicewiththepoor;wecanprescribetodothemgood。Whenyouinflictedyourcompanyonme,Iwassketchingoutatreatise,tobeentitled,\'CureofDisordersbyEsculents。\'Thatoldmanisnearlyexsanguis。Thereisnotadrugincreationthatcoulddohimanatomofgood。Nourishingfoodmay。Ifnot,why,heisbookedforthelongjourney。Well,hehashadhisinnings。Heisfourscore。Doyouthink_you_willeverseefourscore——youandyourvices?\"
\"Oh,no。ButIthink_you_will;andIhopeso;foryougoaboutdoinggood。\"
\"Andsomepeopleonecouldnamegoaboutdoingmischief?\"
Severnemadenoreply。
Soonaftertheydiscoveredalittlegroup,principallywomenandchildren。Thesewereinspectingsomethingontheground,andchatteringexcitedly。Thewordsofdireimport,\"Shehavepossessedhimwithadevil,\"strucktheirear。ButsoontheycaughtsightofMissGale,andweredeadsilent。Shesaid,\"Whatisthematter?Oh,Isee,thevermifugehasacted。\"
Itwasso:aputty-facedboyhadbeenunabletoeathisbreakfast;hadsufferedmalaiseforhoursafterward,andatlasthadbeenseizedwithasortofdryretching,andhadrestoredtotheworldtheysoadornanumberofamphibia,whichnowwriggledinaheap,andnodoubtbitterlyregrettedtherecklessimpatiencewithwhichtheyhadfledfromanunpleasantmedicinetoacold-heartedworld。
\"Well,goodpeople,\"saidMissGale,whatareyoumakingafussabout?
Aretheybetterintheboyoroutofhim?\"
Thewomencouldnotfindtheircandoratamoment\'snotice,butoldGilesrepliedheartily,\"Why,hout!betteranemptyhousethanabadtenant。\"
\"Thatistrue,\"saidhalfadozenvoicesatonce。Theycouldresistcommonsenseinitsliquidform,butnotwhensolidifiedintoaproverb。
\"Catchmetheboy,\"saidMissGale,severely。
Habitualculpabilitydestroysself-confidence;sotheboysuspectedhimselfofcrime,andinstantlytooktoflight。Hiscompanionslovedhunting;sothreeswifterboysfollowedhimwithacheerfulyell,securedhim,andbroughthimupforsentence。
\"Don\'tbefrightened,Jacob,\"saidthedoctress。\"Ionlywanttoknowwhetheryoufeelbetterorworse。\"
Hismotherputinherword:\"Hewaseversobadallthemorning。\"
\"Holdyourjaw,\"saidoldGiles,\"andlettheboytellhisowntale。\"
\"Well,then,\"saidJacob,\"Iwasmortalbad,butnowdoIfeellikeafeather;wuston\'tis,Ibesoblessedhungrynow。Dall\'difIcouldn\'teatthedevil——stuffedwiththunderandlightning。\"
\"I\'llprescribeaccordingly,\"saidMissGale,andwroteinpencilanorderonabeefsteakpietheyhadsentherfromtheCourt。
Theboy\'scompanionsputtheirheadstogetheroverthisorder,andofferedtheirservicestoescorthim。
\"No,thankyou,\"saidthedoctress。\"Hewillgoalone,youyoungmonkeys。
Yourturnwillcome。\"
Thensheproceededonherrounds,withMr。Severneatherheels,untilitwaspastoneo\'clock。
Thensheturnedroundandfacedhim。\"Wewillparthere,\"saidshe,\"andIwillexplainmyconducttoyou,asyouseeminthedark。Ihavebeenco-operatingwithMissVizardallthistime。IreckonshesentyououtofthewaytogiveLordUxmoorhisopportunity,soIhavedetainedyou。
Whileyouhavebeenstudyingmedicine,hehasbeenpoppingthequestion,ofcourse。Good-by,Mr。Villain。\"
Herwordswentthroughthemanlikecoldsteel。Itwasonewomanreadinganother。Heturnedverywhite,andputhishandtohisheart。Butherecoveredhimself,andsaid,\"Ifsheprefersanothertome,Imustsubmit。Itisnotmyabsenceforafewhoursthatwillmakethedifference。YoucannotmakemeregretthehoursIhavepassedinyourcompany。Good-by,\"andheseemedtoleaveherveryreluctantly。
\"Oneword,\"saidshe,softeningalittle。\"I\'mnotproofagainstyourcharm。UnlessIseeZoeVizardindanger,youhavenothingtofearfromme。ButIlove_her,_youunderstand。\"
Hereturnedtoherdirectly,andsaid,inmostearnest,supplicatingtones,\"Butwillyoueverforgiveme?\"
\"Iwilltry。\"
Andsotheyparted。
Hewenthomeatagreatrate;forMissGale\'sinsinuationshadraisedsomefearinhisbreast。
MeantimethisiswhathadreallypassedbetweenZoeandLordUxmoor。
Vizardwenttohisstudy,andFannyretiredatasignalfromZoe。Sherose,butdidnotgo;shewalkedslowlytowardthewindow;Uxmoorjoinedher:forhesawhewastohavehisanswerfromhermouth。
Herbosomheavedalittle,andhercheeksflushed。\"LordUxmoor,\"shesaid,\"youhavedonemethegreatesthonoranymancanpayawoman,andfromyouitisindeedanhonor。IcouldnotwritesuchananswerasI
couldwish;and,besides,IwishtospareyouallthemortificationI
can。\"
\"Ah!\"saidUxmoor,piteously。
\"Youareworthyofanylady\'slove;butIhaveonlymyesteemtogiveyou,andthatwasgivenlongago。\"
Uxmoor,whohadbeengraduallyturningverywhite,faltered,\"Ihadmyfears。Good-by。\"
Shegavehimherhand。Heputitrespectfullytohislips:thenturnedandlefther,sickatheart,buttoobravetoletitbeseen。Hepreferredheresteemtoherpity。
Bythismeanshegotboth。Sheputherhandkerchieftohereyeswithoutdisguise。Butheonlyturnedatthedoortosay,inaprettyfirmvoice,\"Godblessyou!\"
Inlessthananhourhedrovehisteamfromthedoor,sittingheartbrokenanddesolate,butfirmandunflinchingasarock。
Sothen,onhisreturnfromHillstoke,SevernefoundthemallatluncheonexceptUxmoor。HedetailedhisvisittoMissGale,and,whilehetalked,observed。Zoewasbeamingwithloveandkindness。Hefeltsureshehadnotdeceivedhim。Helearned,bymerelylistening,thatLordUxmoorwasgone,andheexultedinwardly。
Afterluncheon,Elysium。Hewalkedwiththetwogirls,andFannylaggedbehind;andZoeprovedherselfnocoquette。Acoquettewouldhavebeenalittlecrossandshownhimshehadmadeasacrifice。NotsoZoeVizard。
Shenevertoldhim,norevenFanny,shehadrefusedLordUxmoor。Sheesteemedthegreatsacrificeshehadmadeforhimasalittleone,andsolovedhimalittlemorethathehadcostheranearl\'scoronetandalargefortune。
ThepartyresumedtheirhabitsthatUxmoorhadinterrupted,andnowarningvoicewasraised。
TheboringcommencedatHillstoke,andDoctressGalehoveredoverthework。Thevariousstrataandtheirfossildepositswereanendlessstudy,andkepthermicroscopeemployed。Withthis,andhertreatiseon\"CurebyEsculents\"shewassoemployedthatshedidnotvisittheCourtforsomedays:thencameaninvitationfromLordUxmoortostayaweekwithhim,andinspecthisvillage。Sheacceptedit,anddroveherselfinthebailiff\'sgig,allalone。Shefoundherhostattendingtohisduties,butdejected;sothenshesuspected,andturnedtheconversationtoZoeVizard,andsoonsatisfiedherselfhehadnohopesinthatquarter。Yethespokeofherwithundisguisedandtenderadmiration。Thenshesaidtoherself,\"Thisisaman,andheshallhaveher。\"
ShesatdownandwrotealettertoVizard,tellinghimallsheknew,andwhatshethought,viz。,thatanotherwoman,andarespectableone,hadaclaimonMr。Severne,whichoughttobecloselyinquiredinto,and_thelady\'sversionheard。_\"Thinkofit,\"saidshe。\"Hedisownedthewomanwhohadsavedhislife,hewassoafraidIshouldtellMissVizardunderwhatcircumstancesIfirstsawhim。\"
Shefoldedandaddressedtheletter。
Buthavingrelievedhermindinsomedegreebythis,sheaskedherselfwhetheritwouldnotbekindertoallpartiestotryandsaveZoewithoutanexposure。ProbablySevernebenefitedbyhisgraceandhisdisarmingqualities;forherultimateresolutionwastogivehimachance,offerhimanalternative:hemusteitherquietlyretire,orbeopenlyexposed。
Sothensheputtheletterinherdesk,madeouthervisit,ofwhichnofurtherparticularscanbegivenatpresent,returnedhome,andwalkeddowntotheCourtnextmorningtohaveitoutwithEdwardSeverne。
But,unfortunately,fromtheverydaysheofferedhimtermsupatHillstoke,thetidebegantoruninSeverne\'sfavorwithgreatrapidity。
Alettercamefromthedetective。Severnereceiveditatbreakfast,andlaiditbeforeZoe,whichhadafavorableeffectonhermindtobegin。
Poikilusreportedthatthemoneywasingoodhands。Hehadseenthelady。
Shemadenosecretofthething——thesumwas4,900pounds,andshesaidhalfbelongedtoherandhalftoagentleman。Shedidnotknowhim,butheragent,Ashmead,did。Poikilusaddedthathehadaskedherwouldshehonorthatgentleman\'sdraft?Shehadrepliedsheshouldbeafraidtodothat;butMr。Ashmeadshouldhandittohimondemand。Poikilussummedupthattheladywasevidentlyrespectable,andthewholethingsquare。
Severnepostedthislettertohiscousin,undercover,toshowhimhewasreallygoingtoclearhisestate,butbeggedhimtoreturnitimmediatelyandlendhim50pounds。Theaccommodatingcousinsenthim50pounds,toaidhiminwooinghisheiress。Heboughtherahoopring,apologizedforitssmallvalue,andexpressedhisregretthatallhecouldofferherwasonassmallascale,excepthislove。
Sheblushed,andsmiledonhim,likeheavenopening。\"Smallandgreat,I
takethem,\"saidshe;andherlovelyheadrestedonhisshoulder。
Theywereengaged。
Fromthathourhecouldcommanda_te\'te-\'a-te\'te_withherwheneverhechose,andhisinfernalpassionbegantosuggestallmannerofwild,wickedandunreasonablehopes。
Meantimetherewasnostopping。HesoonfoundhemustspeakseriouslytoVizard。Hewentintohisstudyandbegantoopenthesubject。Vizardstoppedhim。\"Fetchtheotherculprit,\"saidhe;andwhenZoecame,blushing,hesaid,\"NowIamgoingtomakeshorterworkofthisthanyouhavedone。Zoehastenthousandpounds。Whathaveyougot?\"
\"Onlyasmallestate,wortheightthousandpounds,thatIhopetoclearofallincumbrances,ifIcangetmymoney。\"
\"Fondofeachother?Well,don\'tstrikemedeadwithyoureyes。Ihavewatchedyou,andIownaprettierpairofturtledovesIneversaw。Well,youhavegotloveandIhavegotmoney。I\'lltakecareofyouboth。Butyoumustlivewithme。Ipromisenevertomarry。\"
ThisbroughtZoeroundhisneck,withtearsandkissesofpureaffection。
Hereturnedthem,andpartedherhairpaternally。
\"Thisisabeautifulworld,isn\'tit?\"saidhe,withmoretendernessthancynicismthistime。
\"Ah,thatitis!\"criedZoe,earnestly。\"ButIcan\'thaveyousayyouwillneverbeashappyasIam。Therearetrueheartsinthisheavenlyworld;forIhavefoundone。\"
\"Ihavenot,anddon\'tmeantotryagain。Iamgoinginforthepaternalnow。Youtwoaremychildren。Ihaveatalismantokeepmefrommarrying。
I\'llshowityou。\"Hedrewaphotographfromhisdrawer,setroundwithgoldandpearls。Heshoweditthemsuddenly。Theybothstarted。AfinephotographofInaKlosking。Shewasdressedasplainlyasatthegambling-table,butwithoutabonnet,andonlyoneroseinherhair。Hernobleforeheadwasshown,andherface,amodelofintelligence,womanliness,andserenedignity。
Hegazedatit,andtheyathimandit。
Hekissedit。\"HereismyFate,\"saidhe。\"Nowmarktheingenuityofaparent。IkeepoutofmyFate\'sway。ButIusehertokeepoffanyotherlittleFatesthatmaybeabout。NootherhumbugcanevercatchmewhileI
havesuchanoblehumbugasthistocontemplate。Ah!andheresheisasSiebel。Whatagoddess!Justlookather。Adorable!There,thisshallstanduponmytable,andtheothershallbehunginmybedroom。Then,mydearZoe,youwillbesafefromastepmother。ForIamyourfathernow。
Pleaseunderstandthat。\"
ThisbroughtpoorZoeroundhisneckagainwithsuchaneffusionthatatlasthehandedhertoSeverne,andheledherfromtheroom,quiteovercome,and,toavoidallconversationaboutwhathadjustpassed,gaveherovertoFanny,whileheretiredtocomposehimself。
Bydinner-timehewasashappyasaprinceagainandrelievedofallcompunction。
HeheardafterwardfromFannythatZoeandshehaddiscussedtheincidentandVizard\'sinfatuation,FannybeingspeciallywrothatVizard\'sabuseofpearls;butshetoldhimshehadadvisedZoenottomentionthatlady\'sname,butletherdieout。
And,inpointoffact,Zoedidavoidthesubject。
Therecameaneventfulday。Vizardgotaletter,atbreakfast,fromhisbankers,thatmadehimstare,andthenknithisbrows。ItwasaboutEdwardSeverne\'sacceptances。Hesaidnothing,butorderedhishorseandrodeintoTaddington。
Thedaywaskeenbutsunny,and,seeinghimafootsoearly,Zoesaidsheshouldlikeadrivebeforeluncheon。ShewouldshowSeverneandFannysomeruinsonPagnellHill。Theycouldleavethetrapatthevillageinnandwalkupthehill。Fannybeggedoff,andSevernewasveryglad。TheprospectofalongwalkupahillwithZoe,andthenadayspentinutterseclusionwithher,firedhisimaginationandmadehisheartbeat。Herewasoneoftheopportunitieshehadlongsighedforofmakingpassionatelovetoinnocenceandinexperience。
Zoeherselfwaseagerforthedrive,andcamedown,followedbyRosawithsomewraps,andwaitedinthemorning-roomforthedog-cart。Itwasbehindtimeforonce,becausethecarefulcoachmanhadinsistedontheaxlebeingoiled。Atlastthesoundofwheelswasheard。Acarriagedrewupatthedoor。
\"TellMr。Severne,\"saidZoe。\"Heisinthedining-room,Ithink。\"
Butitwasnotthedog-cart。
Avigilantfootmancamehastilyoutandopenedthehalldoor。Aladywasonthesteps,andspoketohim,but,inspeaking,shecaughtsightofZoeinthehall。Sheinstantlyslippedpassthemanandstoodwithinthegreatdoor。
\"MissVizard?\"saidshe。
Zoetookasteptowardherandsaid,withastonishment,\"MademoiselleKlosking!\"
Theladieslookedateachother,andZoesawsomethingstrangewascoming;fortheKloskingwasverypale,yetfirm,andfixedhereyesuponherasiftherewasnothingelseinsight。
\"Youhaveavisitor——Mr。Severne?\"
\"Yes,\"saidZoe,drawingup。
\"CanIspeakwithhim?\"
\"Hewillanswerforhimself。EDWARD!\"
AthercallSevernecameouthastilybehindInaKlosking。
Sheturned,andtheyfacedeachother。
\"Ah!\"shecried;andinspiteofall,therewasmoreofjoythananyotherpassionintheexclamation。
Notsohe。Heutteredascreamofdismay,andstaggered,whiteasaghost,butstillglaredatInaKlosking。
Zoe\'svoicefellonhimlikeaclapofthunder:\"What!——Edward!——Mr。
Severne!——Hasthisladystillanyright——\"
\"No,nonewhatever!\"hecried;\"itisallpastandgone。\"
\"Whatispast?\"saidInaKlosking,grandly。\"Areyououtofyoursenses?\"
Thenshewasclosetohiminamoment,byonegrandmovement,andtookhimbybothlapelsofhiscoat,andheldhimfirmly。\"Speakbeforethislady,\"shecried。\"Have——I——no——rights——overyou?\"andhervoicewasmajestic,andherDanisheyesgleamedlightning。
Thewretch\'skneesgavewayamomentandheshookinherhands。Then,suddenly,heturnedwild。\"Fiend!youhaveruinedme!\"heyelled;andthen,withhisnaturalstrength,whichwasgreat,andthesuperhumanpowerofmadexcitement,hewhirledherrightroundandflungherfromhim,anddashedoutofthedoor,utteringcriesofrageanddespair。
Theunfortunatelady,thustakenbysurprise,fellheavily,and,bycruelillluck,struckhertemple,infalling,againstthesharpcornerofamarbletable。Itgashedherforeheadfearfully,andshelaysenseless,withthebloodspurtinginjetsfromherwhitetemple。
Zoescreamedviolently,andthehallandthehallstaircaseseemedtofillbymagic。
Intheterrorandconfusion,HarringtonVizardstrodeintothehall,fromTaddington。\"Whatisthematter?\"hecried。\"Awomankilled?\"
Someonecriedoutshehadfallen。
\"Water,fools——asponge——don\'tstandgaping!\"andheflunghimselfonhisknees,andraisedthewoman\'sheadfromthefloor。Oneeagerlookintoherwhiteface——onewildcry——\"GreatGod!itis——\"Hehadrecognizedher。
CHAPTERXX。
ITwaspiteoustoseeandhear。Thebloodwouldnotstop;itspurtednolonger,butitflowedalarmingly。VizardsentHarrisoffinhisownflyforadoctor,tosavetime。Hecalledforice。Hecriedoutinagonytohisservants,\"Cannoneofyouthinkofanything?There——thathat。Here,youwomen;tearmethenapoffwithyourfingers。MyGod!whatistobedone?She\'llbleedtodeath!\"Andheheldhertohisbreast,andalmostmoanedwithpityoverher,ashepressedthecoldspongetoherwound——invain;forstilltheredbloodwouldflow。
Wheelsgroundthegravel。Servantsflewtothedoor,crying,\"Thedoctor!
thedoctor!\"
Asifhecouldhavebeenfetchedinfiveminutesfromthreemilesoff。
Yetitwasadoctor。HarrishadmetMissGalewalkingquietlydownfromHillstoke。Hehadtoldherinafewhurriedwords,andbroughtherasfastasthehorsescouldgo。
Sheglidedinswiftly,keen,butself-possessed,andtookitallindirectly。
Vizardsawher,andcried,\"Ah!Help!——sheisbleedingtodeath!\"
\"Sheshallnot,\"saidRhoda。Thentoonefootman,\"Bringafootstool,_you;\"_toanother,_\"You_bringmeacork;\"toVizard,_\"You_holdhertowardmeso。Nowspongethewound。\"
Thisdone,shepinchedthelipsofthewoundtogetherwithherneat,strongfingers。\"SeewhatIdo,\"shesaidtoVizard。\"Youwillhavetodoit,whileI——Ah,thestool!Nowlayherheadonthat;theotherside,man。Now,sir,compressthewoundasIdid,vigorously。Holdthecork,_you,_tillIwantit。\"
Shetookoutofherpocketsomeadhesiveplaster,andflakesofsomestrongstyptic,andapieceofelastic。\"Now,\"saidshetoVizard,\"givemealittleopeninginthemiddletoplasterthesestripsacrossthewound。\"Hedidso。Theninamomentshepassedtheelasticunderthesufferer\'shead,drewitoverwiththestypticbetweenherfingerandthumb,andcrack!thestypticwastightonthecompressedwound。Sheforcedinmorestyptic,increasingthepressure,thenshewhippedoutasortofsurgicalhousewife,andwithsomecuttinginstrumentreducedthecork,thencutitconvex,andfasteneditonthestypticbyanotherelastic。Therewasnoflutter,yetitwasalldoneinfiftyseconds。
\"There,\"saidshe,\"shewillbleednomore,tospeakof。Nowseatherupright。Why!Ihaveseenherbefore。Thisis——sir,youcansendthemenaway。\"\'
\"Yes;and,Harris,packupMr。Severne\'sthings,andbringthemdownherethismoment。\"
Themaleservantsretired,thewomenheldaloof。FannyDovercameforward,paleandtrembling,andhelpedtoplaceInaKloskinginthehallporter\'schair。Shewasinsensiblestill,butmoanedfaintly。
Hermoanswereechoed:alleyesturned。ItwasZoe,seatedapart,allbowedandbroken——ghastlypale,andglaringstraightbeforeher。
\"Poorgirl!\"saidVizard。\"Weforgother。Itisherheartthatbleeds。
Whereisthescoundrel,thatImaykillhim?\"andherushedoutatthedoortolookforhim。Theman\'slifewouldnothavebeenworthmuchifSquireVizardcouldhavefoundhimthen。
Buthesooncamebacktohiswretchedhome,andeyedthedismalscene,andthehavoconemanhadmade——themarblefloorallstainedwithblood——InaKloskingsupportedinachair,white,andfaintlymoaning——Zoestillcrushedandglaringatvacancy,andFannysobbingroundherwithpityandterror;forsheknewtheremustbeworsetocomethanthiswildstupor。
\"Takehertoherroom,Fannydear,\"saidVizard,inahurried,falteringvoice,\"anddon\'tleaveher。Rosa,helpMissDover。Donotleaveheralone,nightnorday。\"ThentoMissGale,\"Shewilllive?Tellmeshewilllive。\"
\"Ihopeso,\"saidRhodaGale。\"Oh,theblowwillnotkillher,noryetthelossofblood。ButIfeartherewillbedistressofmindaddedtothebodilyshock。Andsuchanobleface!Myownheartbleedsforher。Oh,sir,donotsendherawaytostrangers!Letmetakeheruptothefarm。
Itisnursingshewillneed,andtact,whenshecomestoherself。\"
\"Sendhereawaytostrangers!\"criedVizard。\"Never!No。Noteventothefarm。Hereshereceivedherwound;hereallthatyouandIcandoshallbedonetosaveher。Ah,here\'sHarris,withthevillain\'sthings。Getthelady\'sboxesout,andputMr。Severne\'sintothefly。Givethemantwoguineas,andlethimleavethematthe\'Swan,\'inTaddington。\"
Hethenbeckoneddownthewomen,andhadInaKloskingcarriedupstairstotheveryroomSevernehadoccupied。
Hethenconvenedtheservants,andplacedthemformallyunderMissGale\'sorders,andonefemaleservanthavingmadearemark,heturnedheroutofthehouse,neckandcrop,directlywithhermonth\'swages。Theothershadtohelpherpack,onlyhalfanhourbeingallowedforherexit。
Thehouseseemedallchanged。CouldthisbeVizardCourt?Deadgloom——hurriedwhispers——andeverybodywalkingsoftly,andscared——noneknowingwhatmightbethenextcalamity。
Vizardfeltsickatheartandhelpless。Hehaddoneallhecould,andwasreducedtothatconditionwomenbearfarbetterthanmen——hemustwait,andhope,andfear。Hewalkedupanddownthecarpetedlanding,rackedwithanxiety。
AtlasttherecameasinglescreamofagonyfromInaKlosking\'sroom。
Itmadethestrongmanquake。
Hetappedsoftlyatthedoor。
Rhodaopenedit。
\"Whatisit?\"hefaltered。
Shereplied,gravely,\"Onlywhatmustbe。Sheisbeginningtorealizewhathasbefallenher。Don\'tcomehere。Youcandonogood。IwillrundowntoyouwheneverIdare。Givemeanursetohelp,thisfirstnight。\"
Hewentdownandsentintothevillageforawomanwhoboreagreatnamefornursing。Thenhewanderedaboutdisconsolate。
Theleadenhourspassed。Hewenttodress,anddiscoveredInaKlosking\'sblooduponhisclothes。Itshockedhimfirst,andthenitmeltedhim:hefeltaninexpressibletendernessatsightofit。Thebloodthathadflowedinherveinsseemedsacredtohim。Hefoldedthatsuit,andtieditupinasilkhandkerchief,andlockeditaway。
Induecoursehesatdowntodinner——weareallsuchcreaturesofhabit。
Therewaseverythingasusual,exceptthefamiliarfaces。Therewastheglitteringplateonthepolishedsideboard,thepyramidofflowerssurroundedwithfruits。Therewereevenchairsatthetable,fortheservantsdidnotknowhewastobequitealone。Buthewas。Onedelicatedishafteranotherwasbroughthim,andsentawayuntasted。SoonafterdinnerRhodaGalecamedownandtoldhimherpatientwasinaprecariouscondition,andshefearedfeveranddelirium。Shebeggedhimtosendoneservantuptothefarmforcertainmedicamentsshehadthere,andanothertothechemistatTaddington。Theseweredispatchedonswifthorses,andbothwerebackinhalfanhour。
By-and-byFannyDovercamedowntohim,withredeyes,andbroughthimZoe\'slove。\"But,\"saidshe,\"don\'taskhertocomedown。Sheisashamedtolookanybodyintheface,poorgirl。\"
\"Why?whathas_she_done?\"
\"Oh,Harrington,shehasmadenosecretofheraffection;andnow,atsightofthatwoman,hehasabandonedher。\"
\"TellherIlovehermorethanIeverdid,andrespecthermore。Whereisherpride?\"
\"Pride!sheisfullofit;anditwillhelpher——by-and-by。Butshehasabittertimetogothroughfirst。Youdon\'tknowhowsheloveshim。\"
\"What!lovehimstill,afterwhathehasdone?\"
\"Yes!Sheinterpretsitthiswayandthat。Shecannotbeartobelieveanotherwomanhasanyrealrighttoseparatethem。\"
\"Separatethem!Thescoundrelknocked_her_downforlovinghimstill,andfledfromthemboth。Waseverguiltmoreclear?Ifshedoubtsthatheisavillain,tellherfrommeheisaforger,andhasgivenmebillswithfalsenamesonthem。Thebankersgavemenoticeto-day,andIwascominghometoorderhimoutofthehousewhenthismiserablebusinesshappened。\"
\"Aforger!isitpossible?\"saidFanny。\"Butitisnousemytellingherthatsortofthing。Ifhehadcommittedmurder,andwastruetoher,shewouldclingtohim。Sheneverknewtillnowhowshelovedhim,norI
neither。SheputhiminCoventryfortellingalie;butshewasfarmoreunhappyallthetimethanhewas。Thereisnothingtodobuttobekindtoher,andletherhideherface。Don\'thurryher。\"
\"NotI。Godhelpher!Ifshehasawish,itshallbegratified。Iampowerless。Sheisyoung。Surelytimewillcureherofavillain,nowheisdetected。\"
Fannysaidshehopedso。
Thetruthis,ZoehadnotopenedherhearttoFanny。Sheclungtoher,andwrithedinherarms;butshespokelittle,andonebrokensentencecontradictedtheother。Butmentalagony,likebodily,findsitsvent,notinspeech,thebrain\'sgreatinterpreter,butininarticulatecries,andmoans,andsighs,thatproveusanimalseveninthethroesofmind。
Zoewasinthatcruelstageofsuffering。
Sopassedthatmiserableday。
CHAPTERXXI。
INAKLOSKINGrecoveredhersensesthatevening,andaskedMissGalewhereshewas。MissGaletoldhershewasinthehouseofafriend。
\"Whatfriend?\"
\"That,\"saidMissGale,\"Iwilltellyouby-and-by。Youareingoodhands,andIamyourphysician。\"
\"Ihaveheardyourvoicebefore,\"saidIna,\"butIknownotwhere;anditissodark!Whyisitsodark?\"
\"Becausetoomuchlightisnotgoodforyou。Youhavemetwithanaccident。\"
\"Whataccident,madam?\"
\"Youfellandhurtyourpoorforehead。See,Ihavebandagedit,andnowyoumustletmewetthebandage——tokeepyourbrowcool。\"
\"Thankyou,madam,\"saidIna,inherownsweetbutqueenlyway。\"Youareverygoodtome。IwishIcouldseeyourfacemoreclearly。Iknowyourvoice。\"Then,afterasilence,duringwhichMissGaleeyedherwithanxiety,shesaid,likeonegropingherwaytothetruth,\"I——fell——and——hurt——myforehead?——_Ah!\"_
ThenitwassheutteredthecrythatmadeVizardquakeatthedoor,andshookforamomentevenRhoda\'snerves,though,asarule,theywereironinasituationofthiskind。
IthadallcomebacktoInaKlosking。
Afterthatpiteouscrysheneversaidaword。Shedidnothingbutthink,andputherhandtoherhead。
Andsoonaftermidnightshebegantotalkincoherently。
Thephysiciancouldonlyproceedbyphysicalmeans。Sheattackedthecomingfeveratonce,withtheremediesoftheday,andalsowithaninfusionofmonk\'s-hood。Thatpoison,promptlyadministered,didnotdeceiveher。Sheobtainedaslightperspiration,whichwassomuchgainedinthebattle。
Inthemorningshegotthepatientshiftedintoanotherbed,andshesleptalittleafterthat。Butsoonshewasawake,restless,andraving:
stillhercharacterpervadedherdelirium。Noviolence。Nothinganysoreinjuredwomanneedbeashamedtohavesaid:onlyitwasalldisconnected。
Onemomentshewasspeakingtotheleaderoftheorchestra,atanothertoMr。Ashmead,atanother,withdivinetenderness,toherstillfaithfulSeverne。Andthoughnothurried,asusualinthesecases,itwasalmostincessantandpitiabletohear,eachobservationwassowiseandgood;
yet,allbeingdisconnected,thehearercouldnotbutfeelthatanoblemindlaybeforehim,overthrownandbrokenintofragmentslikesomeAtticcolumn。
Inthemiddleofthisthehandlewassoftlyturned,andZoeVizardcamein,paleandsomber。
LongbeforethisshehadsaidtoFannyseveraltimes,\"Ioughttogoandseeher;\"andFannyhadsaid,\"Ofcourseyouought。\"
Sonowshecame。Shefoldedherarmsandstoodatthefootofthebed,andlookedatherunhappyrival,unhappyaspossibleherself。
Whatcontraryfeelingsfoughtinthatyoungbreast!Pityandhatred。Shemusthatetherivalwhohadcomebetweenherandhimsheloved;shemustpitythewomanwholaythere,pale,wounded,andlittlelikelytorecover。
And,withallthis,agreatdesiretoknowwhetherthissuffererhadanyrighttocomeandseizeEdwardSevernebythearm,andsodrawdowncalamityonboththewomenwholovedhim。
Shelookedandlistened,andRhodaGalethoughtitharduponherpatient。
Butitwasnotinhumannaturethegirlshoulddootherwise;soRhodasaidnothing。
WhatfellfromIna\'slipswasnotofakindtomakeZoemoreherfriend。
Hermindseemednowlikeabirdtiedbyalongsilkenthread。Itmadelargeexcursions,butconstantlycamebacktoherlove。Sometimesthatlovewashappy,sometimesunhappy。Oftenshesaid\"Edward!\"intheexquisitetoneofalovingwoman;andwhenevershedid,Zoereceiveditwithasortofshiver,asifadagger,fineasaneedle,hadpassedthroughherwholebody。
Atlast,aftertellingsometenorthathehadsungFnaturalinsteadofF
sharp,andpraisedsomebody\'srenderingofasongin\"IlFlautoMagico,\"
andtoldAshmeadtomakenomoreengagementsforheratpresent,forshewasgoingtoVizardCourt,thepoorsoulpausedaminute,andutteredadeepmoan。
_\"Struckdownbytheveryhandthatwasvowedtoprotectme!\"_saidshe。
Thenwassilentagain。Thenbegantocry,andsob,andwringherhands。
Zoeputherhandtoherheartandmovedfeeblytowardthedoor。However,shestoppedamomenttosay,\"Iamnousehere。Youwouldsoonhavemeravinginthenextbed。IwillsendFanny。\"Thenshedrewherselfup。
\"MissGale,everybodyhereisatyourcommand。Praysparenothingyoucanthinkoftosave——_mybrother\'sguest。\"_
Therecameoutthebitterdrop。
Whenshehadsaidthat,shestalkedfromtheroomlikesomeredIndianbearingamortalarrowinhim,buttooproudtoshowit。
Butwhenshegottoherownroomsheflungherselfonhersofa,andwrithedandsobbedinagony。
FannyDovercameinandfoundherso,andflewtoher。
Butsheorderedheroutquitewildly。\"No,no;goto_her,_likealltherest,andleavepoorZoeallalone。She_is_alone。\"
ThenFannyclungtoher,andtriedhardtocomforther。
Thisyoungladynowbecameveryzealousandactive。Shedividedhertimebetweenthetwosufferers,andwasindefatigableintheirservice。WhenshewasnotsupportingZoe,shewasalwaysatMissGale\'selbowofferingherservices。\"Doletmehelpyou,\"shesaid。\"Doprayletmehelp。Wearepoorathome,andthereisnothingIcannotdo。I\'mworthanythreeservants。\"
Shealwayshelpedshiftthepatientintoafreshbed,andthatwasdoneveryoften。Shewouldruntothecookorthebutlerforanythingthatwaswantedinahurry。Sheflunggentilityandhumbugtothewinds。Thenshedressedintenminutes,andwentanddinedwithVizard,andmadeexcusesforZoe\'sabsence,tokeepeverythingsmooth;andfinallysheinsistedonsittingupwithInaKloskingtillthreeinthemorning,andmadeMissGalegotobedintheroom。\"Paidnurses!\"saidshe;\"theyarenouseexcepttosnoreanddrinkthepatient\'swine。YouandIwillwatchhereverymomentofthenight;andifI\'meveratalosswhattodo,Iwillcallyou。\"
MissGalestaredatheronce,andthenacceptedthisnewphaseofhercharacter。
Thefeverwashotwhileitlasted;butitwassoencounteredwithtonics,andportwine,andstrongbeefsoup(notyourrubbishybeeftea),thatinforty-eighthoursitbegantoabate。InarecognizedRhodaGaleastheladywhohadsavedSeverne\'slifeatMontpellier,andweptlongandsilentlyuponherneck。Induecourse,Zoe,hearingtherewasagreatchange,cameinagaintolookather。Shestoodandeyedher。SoonInaKloskingcaughtsightofher,andstaredather。
\"Youhere!\"saidshe。\"Ah!youareMissVizard。Iaminyourhouse。I
willgetupandleaveit;\"andshemadeafeebleattempttorise,butfellback,andthetearswelledoutofhereyesatherhelplessness。
Zoewasindignant,butforthemomentmoreshockedthananythingelse。
Shemovedawayalittle,anddidnotknowwhattosay。
\"Letmelookatyou,\"saidthepatient。\"Ah!youarebeautiful。WhenI
sawyouatthetheater,youfascinatedme。Howmuchmoreaman?Iwillresistnomore。Youaretoobeautifultoberesisted。Takehim,andletmedie。\"
\"Idohernogood,\"saidZoe,halfsullenly,halftrembling。
\"Indeedyoudonot,\"saidRhoda,bluntly,andalmostbitterly。Shewasallnurse。
\"I\'llcomeherenomore,\"saidZoe,sadlybutsternly,andlefttheroom。
ThenInaturnedtoMissGaleandsaid,patiently,\"IhopeIwasnotrudetothatlady——whohasbrokenmyheart。\"
FannyandRhodatookeachahandandtoldhershecouldnotberudetoanybody。
\"Myfriends,\"saidIna,lookingpiteouslytoeachinturn,\"itisherhouse,youknow,andsheisverygoodtomenow——afterbreakingmyheart。\"
ThenFannyshowedadealoftact。_\"Her_house!\"saidshe。\"Itisnomorehersthanmine。Why,thishousebelongstoagentleman,andheismadaftermusic。Heknowsyouverywell,thoughyoudon\'tknowhim,andhethinksyouthefirstsingerinEurope。\"
\"Youflatterme,\"saidIna,sadly。
\"Well,hethinksso;andheisreckonedaverygoodjudge。Ah!nowI
thinkofit,Iwillshowyousomething,andthenyouwillbelieveme。\"
Sheranofftothelibrary,snatchedupIna\'spicturesetroundwithpearls,andcamepantinginwithit。\"There,\"saidshe;\"nowyoulookatthat!\"andsheputitbeforehereyes。\"Now,whoisthat,ifyouplease?\"
\"Oh!ItisInaKloskingthatwas。Pleasebringmeaglass。\"
Thetwoladieslookedateachother。MissGalemadeanegativesignal,andFannysaid,\"By-and-by。Thiswilldoinstead,foritisaslikeastwopeas。Nowaskyourselfhowthiscomestobeinthehouse,andsetinpearls。Why,theyareworththreehundredpounds。Iassureyouthatthemasterofthishouseis_fanaticoperlamusica;_heardyousingSiebelatHomburg——ravedaboutyou——wantedtocallonyou。Wehadtodraghimawayfromtheplace;andhedeclaresyouarethefirstsingerintheworld;andyoucannotdoubthissincerity,for_herearethepearls。\"_
InaKlosking\'spalecheekcolored,andthensheopenedhertwoarmswide,andputthemroundFanny\'sneckandkissedher:herinnocentvanitywasgratified,andhergraciousnaturesuggestedgratitudetoherwhohadbroughtherthecompliment,insteadoftheusualungratefulbumptiousnesspraiseelicitsfromvanity。
ThenMissGaleputinherword——\"Whenyoumetwiththisunfortunateaccident,Iwasfortakingyouuptomyhouse。Itisthreemilesoff;buthewouldnothearofit。Hesaid,\'No;hereshegotherwound,andhereshemustbecured。\'\"
\"So,\"saidFanny,\"praysetyourmindatease。MycousinHarringtonisaverygoodsoul,butratherarbitrary。Ifyouwanttoleavethisplace,youmustgetthoroughlywellandstrong,forhewillneverletyougotillyouare。\"
Betweenthesetwoladies,cleverandcooperating,Inasmiled,andseemedrelieved;butshewastooweaktoconverseanymorejustthen。
SomehoursafterwardshebeckonedFannytoher,andsaid,\"Themasterofthehouse——whatishisname?\"
\"HarringtonVizard。\"
\"What!——_her_father?\"
\"La,no;onlyherhalf-brother。\"
\"IfheissokindtomebecauseIsing,whycomeshenottoseeme?_She_
hascome。\"
Fannysmiled。\"ItisplainyouarenotanEnglishwoman,thoughyouspeakitsobeautifully。AnEnglishgentlemandoesnotintrudeintoalady\'sroom。\"
\"Itishisroom。\"
\"Hewouldsaythat,whileyouoccupyit,itisyours,andnothis。\"
\"Heawaitsmyinvitation,then。\"
\"Idaresayhewouldcomeifyouweretoinvitehim,butcertainlynotwithout。\"
\"Iwishtoseehimwhohasbeensokindtome,andsolovesmusic;butnotto-day——Ifeelunable。\"
Thenextdaysheaskedforaglass,andwasdistressedatherappearance。
Shebeggedforacap。
\"Whatkindofacap?\"askedFanny。
\"Onelikethat,\"saidshe,pointingtoaportraitonthewall。Itwasofaladyinaplainbrownsilkdressandalittlewhiteshawl,andaneatcapwithanarrowlaceborderallroundherface。
Thisparticularcapwasoutofdatefullsixtyyears;butthehousehadastoreroomofrelics,andFanny,withVizard\'shelp,soonrummagedoutacapofthesort,withanarrowfrillallround。
Herhairwassmoothed,awhitesilkbandpassedoverthenowclosedwound,andthecapfittedonher。Shelookedpale,butangelic。
FannywentdowntoVizard,andinvitedhimtocomeandseeMademoiselleKlosking——byherdesire。\"But,\"sheadded,\"MissGaleisveryanxiouslestyoushouldgettalkingofSeverne。Shesaysthefeverandlossofbloodhaveweakenedherterribly;andifwebringthefeveronagain,shecannotanswerforherlife。\"
\"Hasshespokenofhimtoyou?\"
\"Notonce。\"
\"Thenwhyshouldshetome?\"
\"Becauseyouareaman,andshemaythinktogetthe_truth_outofyou:
sheknows_we_shallonlysaywhatisforthebest。Sheisverydeep,andwedon\'tknowhermindyet。\"
Vizardsaidhewouldbeasguardedashecould;butiftheysawhimgoingwrong,theymustsendhimaway。
\"Oh,MissGalewilldothat,youmaybesure,\"saidFanny。
Thusprepared,VizardfollowedFannyupthestairstothesick-room。
Eitherthereissuchathingasloveatfirstsight,oritissomethingmorethanfirstsight,whenanobservantmangazesatawomanforanhourinablazeoflight,anddrinksinherlooks,herwalk,hervoice,andalltheoutwardsignsofabeautifulsoul;forthestoutcynic\'sheartbeatatenteringthatroomasithadnotbeatforyears。Tobesure,hehadnotonlyseenheronthestageinallherglory,buthadheldher,paleandbleeding,tohismanlybreast,andhisheartwarmedtoherallthemore,and,indeed,fairlymeltedwithtenderness。
Fannywentinandannouncedhim。Hefollowedsoftly,andlookedather。
Wealthcanmakeevenasick-roompretty。TheKloskinglayonsnowypillowswhoseglossydamaskwasedgedwithlace;anduponherformwasaneider-downquiltcoveredwithviolet-coloredsatin,andherfacewassetinthatsweetcapwhichhidherwound,andmadehereloquentfacelessghastly。
Sheturnedtolookathim,andhegazedatherinawaythatspokevolumes。
\"Aseat,\"saidshe,softly。
Fannywasforputtingoneclosetoher。\"No,\"saidMissGale,\"lowerdown;thensheneednottoturnherhead。\"
Sohesatdownnearerherfeet。
\"Mygoodhost,\"saidshe,inhermellowvoice,thatretaineditsquality,butnotitspower,\"Idesiretothankyouforyourgoodnesstoapoorsinger,struckdown——bythehandthatwasboundtoprotecther。\"
Vizardfalteredoutthattherewasnothingtothankhimfor。Hewasproudtohaveherunderhisroof,thoughdeeplygrievedatthecause。
Shelookedathim,andhertwonurseslookedatherandateachother,asmuchastosay,\"Sheisgoingupondangerousground。\"
Theywereright。Butshehadnotthecourage,or,perhaps,asmostwomenarealittlecat-likeinthis,thattheygoawayonceortwicefromthesubjectnearesttheirheartbeforetheyturnandpounceonit,shemustspeakofotherthingsfirst。Saidshe,\"ButifIwasunfortunateinthat,Iwasfortunateinthis,thatIfellintogoodhands。Theseladiesaresisterstome,\"andshegaveMissGaleherhand,andkissedtheotherhandtoFanny,thoughshecouldscarcelyliftit;\"andIhaveahostwholovesmusic,andoverratesmypoorability。\"Then,afterapause,\"Whathaveyouheardmesing?\"
\"Siebel。\"
\"OnlySiebel!why,thatisapoorlittlething。\"