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类别:其他 作者:Charles Reade字数:14392更新时间:18/12/14 11:19:43
Dr。RhodaGaleneverreflectedmuchinthestreets;theyweretoherafieldofminuteobservation;but,whenshegothomeshesatdownandthoughtoverwhatshehadbeensayinganddoing,andpuzzledoverthecharacterofthemanwhohadrelievedherhungerandelicitedherautobiography。Shepassedhiminreview;settledinhermindthathewasastrongcharacter;amanlyman,whodidnotwastewords;wonderedalittleatthewayhehadmadeherdowhateverhepleased;blushedalittleatthethoughtofhavingbeensocommunicative;yetadmiredthemanforhavingdrawnheroutso;andwonderedwhethersheshouldseehimagain。Shehopedsheshould。Butshedidnotfeelsure。 Shesathalfanhourthus——withonekneeraisedalittle,andherhandsinterlaced——byafire-placewithaburned-outcoalinit;andby-and-byshefelthungryagain。Butshehadnofood,andnomoney。 Shelookedhardatherring,andprofitedalittlebycontactwiththesturdygoodsenseofVizard。 Shesaidtoherself,\"Menunderstandoneanother。Ibelievefatherwouldbeangrywithmefornot。\" Thenshelookedtenderlyandwistfullyatthering,andkissedit,andmurmured,\"Notto-night。\"Youseeshehopedshemighthavealetterinthemorning,andsorespiteherring。 Thenshemadelightofit,andsaidtoherself,\"Nomatter;\'quidort,dine。\'\" Butasitwasearlyforbed,andshecouldnotbelongidle,sippingnoknowledge,shetookupthelastgoodGermanworkthatshehadboughtwhenshehadmoney,andproceededtoread。Shehadnocandle,butshehadalucifer-matchortwo,andanoldnewspaper。Withthisshemadelongspills,andlightedone,andreadtwopagesbythatpapertorch,andlightedanotherbeforeitwasout,andthenanother,andsooninsuccession,fightingforknowledgeagainstpoverty,asshehadfoughtforitagainstperfidy。 Whileshewasthusabsorbed,acarriagedrewupatthedoor。Shetooknonoticeofthat;butpresentlytherewasarustlingofsilkonthestairs,andtwovoices,andthenatapatthedoor。\"Comein,\"saidshe;andZoeenteredjustasthelastspillburnedout。 RhodaGaleroseinadarkroom;butagas-lightoverthewayjustshowedherfigure。\"MissGale?\"saidZoe,timidly。 \"IamMissGale,\"saidRhoda,quietly,butfirmly。 \"IamMissVizard——thegentleman\'ssisterthatyoumetinLeicesterSquareto-day;\"andshetookacautioussteptowardher。 Rhoda\'scheeksburned。 \"MissVizard,\"shesaid,\"excusemyreceivingyouso;butyoumayhaveheardIamverypoor。Mylastcandleisgone。Butperhapsthelandladywouldlendmeone。Idon\'tknow。Sheisverydisobliging,andverycruel。\" \"Thensheshallnothavethehonoroflendingyouacandle,\"saidZoe,withoneofhergushes。\"Now,totellthetruth,\"saidshe,alteringtothecheerful,\"I\'mratherglad。Iwouldrathertalktoyouinthedarkforalittle,justatfirst。MayI?\"BythistimeshehadgraduallycreptuptoRhoda。 \"Iamafraidyou_must,\"_saidRhoda。\"ButatleastIcanofferyouaseat。\" Zoesatdown,andtherewasanawkwardsilence。 \"Oh,dear,\"saidZoe;\"Idon\'tknowhowtobegin。Iwishyouwouldgivemeyourhand,asIcan\'tseeyourface。\" \"Withallmyheart:there。\" (Almostinawhisper)\"Hehastoldme。\" Rhodaputtheotherhandtoherface,thoughitwassodark。 \"Oh,MissGale,how_could_you?Onlythink!Supposeyouhadkilledyourself,ormadeyourselfveryill。Yourmotherwouldhavecomedirectlyandfoundyouso;andonlythinkhowunhappyyouwouldhavemadeher。\" \"CanIhaveforgottenmymother?\"askedRhodaofherself,butaloud。 \"Notwillfully,Iamsure。Butyouknowgeniusesarenotalwayswiseintheselittlethings。Theywantsomegoodhumdrumsoultoadvisetheminthecommonaffairsoflife。Thatwantissuppliedyounow;for_I_amhere——ha-ha!\" \"YouarenomorecommonplacethanIam;muchlessnow,I\'llbebound。\" \"Wewillputthattothetest,\"saidZoe,adroitlyenough。_\"My_viewofallthisis——thathereisayoungladyinwantofmoney_foratime,_aseverybodyisnowandthen,andthatthesensiblecourseistoborrowsometillyourmothercomesoverwithherapronfulofdollars。Now,Ihavetwentypoundstolend,and,ifyouaresomightysensibleasyousay,youwon\'trefusetoborrowit。\" \"Oh,MissVizard,youareverygood;butIamafraidandashamedtoborrow。Ineverdidsuchathing。\" \"Timeyoubegan,then。_I_have——often。Butitisnousearguing。You_must——_oryouwillgetpoormefinelyscolded。Perhapshewasonhisgoodbehaviorwithyou,beingastranger;butathometheyexpecttobeobeyed。Hewillbesuretosayitwasmystupidity,andthat_he_wouldhavemadeyoudirectly。\" \"Dotell!\"criedRhoda,surprisedintoanidiom;\"asifI\'dhavetakenmoneyfrom_him!\"_ \"Why,ofcoursenot;butbetween_us_itisnothingatall。There:\"andsheputthemoneyintoRhoda\'shand,andthenheldbothhandandmoneyrathertightlyimprisonedinherlargerpalm,andbegantochatter,soastoleavetheothernoopening。\"Oh,blesseddarkness!howeasyitmakesthings!doesitnot?Iamgladtherewasnocandle;weshouldhavebeenfencingandblushingeversolong,andmadesuchafussaboutnothing——and——\" ThisprattlewasinterruptedbyRhodaGaleputtingherrightwristroundZoe\'sneck,andlayingherforeheadonhershoulderwithalittlesob。Sothentheybothdistilledtheinevitabledew-drops。 ButasRhodawasnotmuchgiventhatway,shestartedup,andsaid,\"Darkness?No;Imustseethefacethathascomeheretohelpme,andnothumiliateme。ThatisthefirstuseI\'llmakeofthemoney。Iamafraidyouareratherplain,oryoucouldn\'tbesogoodasallthis。\" \"No,\"saidZoe。\"I\'mnotreckonedplain;onlyasblackasacoal。\" \"Allthemoretomytaste,\"saidRhoda,andflewoutoftheroom,andnearlystumbledoverafigureseatedonastepofthestaircase。\"Whoareyou?\"saidshe,sharply。 \"MynameisSeverne。\" \"Andwhatareyoudoingthere?\" \"WaitingforMissVizard。\" \"Comein,then。\" \"Shetoldmenot。\" \"ThenItellyou_to。_Theidea!MissVizard!\" \"Yes!\" \"PleasehaveMr。Severnein。Hereheissitting——likeGrief——onthesteps。Iwillsoonbeback。\" Sheflewtothelandlady。\"Mrs。Grip,Iwantacandle。\" \"Well,theshopsareopen,\"saidthewoman,rudely。 \"Oh,Ihavenotime。Hereisasovereign。Pleasegivemetwocandlesdirectly,candlesticksandall。\" Thewoman\'smannerchangeddirectly。 \"Youshallhavethemthismoment,miss,andmyowncandlesticks,whichtheyareplated。\" Shebroughtthem,andadvisedheronlytolightone。\"Theydon\'tcarrywell,miss,\"saidshe。\"Theyarewax——orsummat。\" \"Thentheyaresummat,\"saidMissGale,afterasingleglanceattheircomposition。 \"I\'llmakeyouanicehotsupper,miss,inhalfanhour,\"saidthewoman,maternally,asifsheweregoingto_give_ither。 \"No,thankyou。Bringmeatwo-pennyloaf,andascuttleofcoals。\" \"La,miss,nomorethanthat——outofasov\'?\" \"Yes——THECHANGE。\" HavingshownMrs。GripherfatherwasaYankee,shedartedupstairs,withhercandles。Zoecametomeether,andliterallydazzledher。 Rhodastaredatherwithamazementandgrowingrapture。\"Oh,youbeauty!\" shecried,anddrankherinfromheadtofoot。 \"Well,\"saidshe,drawingalongbreath,\"Nature,youhaveturnedouta_com-_pletearticlethistime,Ireckon。\"Then,asSevernelaughedmerrilyatthis,sheturnedhercandleandhereyesfullonhimverybriskly。Shelookedathimforamoment,withagratifiedeyeathiscomeliness;thenshestarted。\"Oh!\"shecried。 Hereceivedtheinspectionmerrily,tillsheutteredthatejaculation,thenhestartedalittle,andstaredather。 \"Wehavemetbefore,\"saidshe,almosttenderly。 \"Havewe?\"saidhe,puttingonamystifiedair。 Shefixedhim,andlookedhimthroughandthrough。 \"You——don\'t——remember——me?\"askedshe。Then,aftergivinghimplentyoftimetoanswer,\"Well,then,Imustbemistaken;\"andherwordsseemedtofreezethemselvesandherastheyfell。 Sheturnedherbackonhim,andsaidtoZoe,withagooddealofsweetnessandweight,\"Ihavelivedtoseegoodnessandbeautyunited。I willneverdespairofhumannature。\" ThiswastoopointblankforZoe;sheblushedcrimson,andsaidarchly,\"I thinkitistimeformetorun。Oh,butIforgot;hereismycard。Weareallatthathotel。IfIamsoveryattractive,youwillcomeandseeme——weleavetownverysoon——willyou?\" \"Iwill,\"saidRhoda。 \"Andsinceyoutookmeforanoldacquaintance,Ihopeyouwilltreatmeasone,\"saidSeverne,withconsummategraceandassurance。 \"Iwill,_sir,\"_saidshe,icily,andwithamarvelouscurlofthelipthatdidnotescapehim。 Shelightedthemdownthestairs,gazedafterZoe,andignoredSevernealtogether。 CHAPTERXV。 GOINGhomeinthecarriage,Zoewassilent,butSevernetalkednineteentothedozen。Hadhisobjectbeentohinderhiscompanion\'smindfromdwellingtoolongononething,hecouldnothaverattledthediceofsmalltalkmoreindustriously。Hiswordswouldfillpages;histopicswere,thatMissGalewasanextraordinarywoman,buttoomasculineforhistaste,andhadmadeherowntroublessettingupdoctress,whenhertruelinewasgoverness——forboys。Hewasalsoglibandsatiricaluponthatfavoritebutt,afriend。 \"Whobuta_soi-disant_woman-haterwouldpickupastrangeviragoandsendhissistertoherwithtwentypounds?I\'lltellyouwhatitis,MissVizard——\" HereMissVizard,whohadsatdeadsilentunderaflowofwords,whichismerelyindicatedabove,laidherhandonhisarmtostopthefluxforamoment,andsaid,quietly,_\"Do_youknowher?tellme。\" \"Knowher!HowshouldI?\" \"Ithoughtyoumighthavemether——abroad。\" \"Well,itispossible,ofcourse,butveryunlikely。IfIdid,Ineverspoketoher,orIshouldhaverememberedher。_Don\'tyouthinkso?\"_ \"Sheseemedverypositive;andIthinksheisanaccurateperson。Sheseemedquitesurprisedandmortifiedwhenyousaid\'No。\'\" \"Well,youknow,ofcourseitisamortifyingthingwhenaladyclaimsagentleman\'sacquaintance,andthegentlemandoesn\'tadmitit。ButwhatcouldIdo?Icouldn\'ttellalieaboutit——couldI?\" \"Ofcoursenot。\" \"Iwasoffmyguard,andrudish;butyouwerenot。Whattact!whatdelicacy!whathighbreedingandangelicbenevolence!Andsoclever,too!\" \"Oh,fie!youlistened!\" \"Youleftthedoorajar,andIcouldnotbeartoloseawordthatdroppedfromthoselipssonearme。Yes,Ilistened,andgotsuchalessonasonlyanoble,gentleladycouldgive。Ishallneverforgetyourwomanlyart,andthewayyoucontrivedtomakethebenefactionsoundnothing。\'Weareallofusatlowwaterinturns,andforatime,especiallyme,ZoeVizard;sohere\'satriflingloan。\'Aloan!you\'llneverseeashillingofitagain!Nomatter。Whatdoangelswantofmoney?\" \"Oh,pray,\"saidZoe,\"youmakemeblush!\" \"ThenIwishtherewasmorelighttoseeit——yes,anangel。DoyouthinkIcan\'tseeyouhavedoneallthisforaladyyoudonotreallyapprove? Fancy——ashedoctor!\" \"Mydearfriend,\"saidZoe,withalittlejuvenilepomposity,\"oneoughtnottojudgeone\'sintellectualsuperiorshastily,andthisladyisours\"——then,glidingbacktoherself,\"anditismynaturetoapprovewhatthoseIloveapprove——whenitisnotdownrightwrong,youknow。\" \"Oh,ofcourseitisnotwrong;butisitwise?\" Zoedidnotanswer:thequestionpuzzledher。 \"Come,\"saidhe,\"I\'llbefrank,andspeakoutintime。Idon\'tthinkyouknowyourbrotherHarrington。Heisveryinflammable。\" \"Inflammable!What!Harrington?Well,yes;forI\'veseensmokeissuefromhismouth——ha!ha!\" \"Ha!ha!I\'llpassthatoffformine,somedaywhenyouarenotby。But,seriously,yourbrotheristheverymantomakeafoolofhimselfwithacertainkindofwoman。Hedespisesthewholesex——intheory,andheisveryharduponordinarywomen,anddoesnotappreciatetheirgoodqualities。But,whenhemeetsaremarkablewoman,hecatchesfireliketow。HefellinlovewithMademoiselleKlosking。\" \"Oh,notinlove!\" \"Ibegyourpardon。Now,thisisbetweenyouandme——hewasinlovewithher,madlyinlove。Hewasonlysavedbyourcomingaway。Ifthosetwohadmetandmadeacquaintance,hewouldhavebeenathermercy。Idon\'tsayanyharmwouldhavecomeofit;butIdosaythatwouldhavedependedonthewoman,andnotontheman。\" Zoelookedveryserious,andsaidnothing。Butherlongsilenceshowedhimhiswordshadtold。 \"Andnow,\"saidhe,afterajudiciouspause,\"hereisanotherremarkablewoman;thelastintheworldIshouldfancy,orVizardeither,perhaps,ifhemetherinsociety。Butthewholethingoccursinthewaytocatchhim。Hefindsaladyfaintingwithhunger;hefeedsher;andthatsoftenshishearttoher。Thenshetellshimtheoldstory——victimoftheworld\'sinjustice——andheisdeeplyinterestedinher。Shecanseethat;sheisaskeenasarazor。Ifthosetwomeetafewmoretimes,hewillbeathermercy;andthenwon\'tshethrowphysictothedogs,andjumpatahusbandsixfeethigh,andtwelvethousandacres!Idon\'tstudywomenwithamicroscope,asourwoman-haterdoes,butInoticeafewthingsaboutthem;andoneis,thattheireccentricitiesallgivewayatthefirstofferofmarriage。Ibelievetheyareonlyadoptedindesperation,togetmarried。Whatbeautifulwomanisevereccentric?catchher!shecangetahusbandwithout。ThatdoctresswillprescribeHarringtonawedding-ring; and,ifheswallowsit,itwillbeherlastprescription。Shewillsendoutforthefamilydoctorafterthat,likeotherwives。\" \"Youalarmme,\"saidZoe。\"Praydonotmakemeunjust。Thisisaladywithafinemind,and,notadesigningwoman。\" \"Oh,Idon\'tsayshehaslaidanyplans;butthesethingsarealwaysextemporizedthemomentthechancecomes。Youcancountbeforehandontheinstinctofeverywomanwhoiscleverandneedy,andonVizard\'speculiarweaknessforwomenoutofthecommon。Heisharduponthewholesex;butheisnomatchforindividuals。Heownedasmuchhimselftomeoneday。 Youarenotangrywithme!\" \"No,no。Angrywith_you?\"_ \"ItisyouIthinkofinallthis。Heisafinefellow,andyouareproudofhim。Iwouldn\'thavehimmarrytomortifyyou。Formyself,whilethesisterhonorsmewithherregard,Ireallydon\'tmuchcarewhohasthebrotherandtheacres。Ihavethebestofthebargain。\" Zoedisputedthis——inordertomakehimsayitseveraltimes。 Hedid,andproveditintermsthatmadehercheeksredwithmodestyandgratifiedpride;andbythetimetheyhadgothome,hehadflatteredeverythingbutpride,love,andhappinessoutofherheart,poorgirl。 TheworldisliketheLaw,fullofimpliedcontracts:wegiveandtake,withoutopenlyagreeingto。SubtleSevernecountedonthis,andwasnotdisappointed。Zoerewardedhimforhispraises,andherhappiness,byfallingintohisviewsaboutRhodaGale。Onlyshediditinherownlady-likeway,andnotplump。 ShecameuptoHarringtonandkissedhim,andsaid,\"Thankyou,dear,forsendingmeonagooderrand。Ifoundherinaverymeanapartment,withoutfireorcandle。\" \"Ithoughtasmuch,\"saidVizard。 \"Didshetakethemoney?\" \"Yes——asaloan。\" \"Makeanydifficulties?\" \"Alittle,dear。\" Severneputinhisword。\"Now,ifyouwanttoknowallthetactanddelicacywithwhichitwasdone,youmustcometome;forMissVizardisnotgoingtogiveyouanyideaofit。\" \"Bequiet,sir,orIshallbeveryangry。Ilentherthemoney,dear,andhertroublesareatanend;forhermotherwillcertainlyjoinherbeforeshehasspentyourtwentypounds。Oh!andshehadnotpartedwithherring;thatisacomfort,isitnot?\" \"Youareagood-heartedgirl,Zoe,\"saidVizard,approvingly;then,recoveringhimself,\"Butdon\'tyoubeblindedbysentiment。Shedeservesagoodhidingfornotpartingwithherring。Whereisthesenseofstarving,withthirtypoundsonyourfinger?\" Zoesmiled,andsaidhiswordswereharderthanhisdeeds。 \"Becausehedoesn\'tmeanawordhesays,\"putinFannyDover,uneasyatthelongcessationofhertongue,forallconversationwithDonCigarhadprovedimpracticable。 \"Areyoutherestill,myLadyDisdain?\"saidVizard。\"Ithoughtyouweregonetobed。\" \"Youmightwellthinkthat。Ihadnothingtokeepmeup。\" SaidZoe,rathersmartly,\"Oh,yes,youhad——Curiosity;\"then,turningtoherbrother,\"Inshort,youmakeyourmindquiteeasy。Youhavelentyourmoney,orgivenit,toaworthyperson,butalittlewrong-headed。 However\"——withatelegraphicglanceatSeverne——\"sheisveryaccomplished;alinguist:sheneedneverbeinwant;andshewillsoonhavehermothertohelpherandadviseher。PerhapsMrs。Galehasanincome;ifnot,MissGale,withherabilities,willeasilyfindaplaceinsomehouseofbusiness,orelsetaketoteaching。IfIwasthem,I wouldsetupaschool。\" Unanimityisrareinthisworld;butZoe\'sgoodsensecarriedeveryvote。 Herprompter,Severne,noddedapproval。Fannysaid,\"Why,ofcourse;\"andVizard,whoitwasfearedmightproverefractory,assentedevenmorewarmlythantheothers。\"Yes,\"saidhe,\"thatwillbetheendofit。Yourelievemeofaweight。Really,whenshetoldmethatfableoflearningmaltreated,honorableambitionpunished,justicebaffledbytrickery,andvirtuevilified,anddidnotcryliketherestofyou,exceptatherfatherdyinginNewYorkthedayshewonherdiplomaatMontpelier,I forgavethepoorgirlherpetticoats;indeed,Ilostsightofthem。Sheseemedtomeaverybravelittlefellow,damnablyillused,andIsaid,\'Thisisnottobeborne。Hereisafight,andjusticedownunderdirtyfeet。\'What,ho!\"(roaringatthetopofhisvoice)。 _ZoeandFanny_(screaming,andpinchingNedSevernerightandleft)。 \"Ah!ah!\" \"Vizardtotherescue!\" \"But,withtheevening,coolreflectioncame。Asister,youthful,butsuddenlysagacious(withagleamofsuspicion),verysuddenlyhasstilledthewavesofromance,andthelipsofbeautyhaveutteredcommonsense。 Shalltheyutteritinvain?Never!Itmaybeyearsbeforetheydoitagain。Wemustnotslightrarephenomena。Zoe_locutaest——_Eccentricitymustbesuppressed。Doctresses,warnedbyalittlestarvation,musttaketheworldasitis,andteachlittlegirlsandboyslanguages,andphysicthemwitharithmeticandtheglobes:thesebedrugsthatdonotkill; theyonlymakelifeaburden。Idon\'tthinkwehavelaidoutourtwentypoundsbadly,Zoe,andthereisanendofit。Theincidentisemptied,astheFrenchsay,and(lightingbed-candles)theladiesretirewiththehonorsofwar。Zoehasutteredgoodsense,andMissDoverhasdonethenextbestthing;shehassaidverylittle——\" MissDovershotincontemptuously,\"Ihadnocompanion——\"—— \"Forwantofafooltospeakhermindto。\" CHAPTERXVI。 INGENIOUSMr。SevernehavingdonehisbesttodetachthepoordoctressfromVizardandhisfamily,inwhichthereaderprobablydiscernshistruemotive,nowbenthismindonslippingbacktoHomburgandlookingafterhismoney。Notthathelikedthejob。Togetholdofit,heknewhemustcondenserascality;hemustplaythepenitent,thelover,andthescoundreloveragain,allinthreedays。 Now,thoughhisegotismwasbrutal,hewashumaninthis,thathehadplentyofgoodnatureskin-deep,andsuperficialsensibilities,whichmadehimshrinkalittlefromthishot-pressedrascalityandbarbarity。 Ontheotherhand,hewasurgedbypoverty,and,laughableasitmayappear,byjealousy。Hehadobservedthatthebestofwomen,iftheyarenotonlyabandonedbyhimtheylove,butalsoflatteredandadoredbyscores,willsometimesyieldtothejointattacksofdesolation,pique,vanity,etc。 Inthisstateoffluctuationhemadeuphismindsofarasthis:hewouldmanagesoastobeabletogo。 Eventhisdemandedcaution。Sohebeganbythrowingout,inaseemingcarelessway,thatheoughttogodownintoHuntingdonshire。 \"Ofcourseyouought,\"saidVizard。 Noobjectionwastaken,andtheyratherthoughthewouldgonextday。Butthatwasnothisgame。ItwouldneverdotogowhiletheywereinLondon。 Sohekeptpostponing,andsayinghewouldnottearhimselfaway;andatlast,thedaybeforetheyweretogodowntoBarfordshire,heaffectedtoyieldtoaremonstranceofVizard,andsaidhewouldseethemoff,andthenrundowntoHuntingdonshire,lookintohisaffairs,andcrossthecountrytoBarfordshire。 \"YoumighttakeHomburgontheway,\"saidFanny,outoffun——_her_ fun——notreallymeaningit。 SevernecastapiteouslookatZoe。\"Forshame,Fanny!\"saidshe。\"AndwhyputHomburgintohishead?\" \"WhenIhadforgottentherewassuchaplace,\"saidMr。Severne,takinghiscuedexterouslyfromZoe,andfeigninginnocentamazement。Zoecoloredwithpleasure。Thiswasatbreakfast。Atafternoonteasomethinghappened。Theladieswereupstairspacking,anoperationonwhichtheycanbestowasmanyhoursasthethingneedsminutes。Oneservantbroughtinthetea;anothercameinsoonafterwithacard,andsaiditwasforMissVizard;buthebroughtittoHarrington。Hereadit: \"MISSRHODAGALE,M。D。\" \"SendituptoMissVizard,\"saidhe。Themanwasgoingout:hestoppedhim,andsaid,\"Youcanshowtheladyinhere,allthesame。\" RhodaGalewasusheredin。Shehadanewgownandbonnet,notshowy,butverynice。Shecoloredfaintlyatsightofthetwogentlemen;butVizardsoonputheratherease。Heshookhandswithher,andsaid,\"Sitdown,MissGale;mysisterwillsoonbehere。Ihavesentyourcarduptoher。\" \"ShallItellher?\"saidSeverne,withthemannerofoneeagertobeagreeabletothevisitor。 \"Ifyouplease,sir,\"saidMissGale。 Severnewentoutzealously,darteduptoZoe\'sroom,knocked,andsaid,\"Praycomedown:hereisthatdoctress。\" Meantime,JackwasgivingGillthecard,andGillwasgivingitMarytogivetothelady。ItgottoZoe\'sroominaquarterofanhour。 \"Anynewsfrommamma?\"askedVizard,inhisbluntway。 \"Yes,sir。\" \"Goodnews?\" \"No。MymotherwritesmethatImustnotexpecther。Shehastofightwithadishonestexecutor。Oh,money,money!\" AtthatmomentZoeenteredtheroom,butSevernepacedthelanding。HedidnotcaretofaceMissGale;andeveninthatshortintervaloftimehehadpersuadedZoetoprotectherbrotheragainstthisformidableyounglady,andshortentheinterviewifshecould。 SoZoeenteredtheroombristlingwithdefenseofherbrother。Atsightofher,MissGalerose,andherfeaturesliterallyshonewithpleasure。 ThiswasratherdisarmingtoonesoamiableasZoe,andshewassurprisedintosmilingsweetlyinreturn;butstillherquick,defensiveeyedrankMissGaleonthespot,andsaw,withalarm,theimprovementinherappearance。Shewasveryhealthy,asindeedshedeservedtobe;forshewassingularlytemperate,dranknothingbutwaterandweakteawithoutsugar,andnevereatnordrankexceptathonestmeals。Heryouthandpureconstitutionhadshakenoffallthatpallor,andthepleasureofseeingZoelentheralovelycolor。Zoemicroscopedherinonemoment:notonebeautifulfeatureinherwholeface;eyesfullofintellect,butnotintheleastlove-darting;nose,anaquilinesteadilyreversed;mouth,vastlyexpressive,butlarge;teeth,evenandwhite,butivory,notpearl;chin,ordinary;headsymmetrical,andsetonwithgrace。Imayadd,tocompletethepicture,thatshehadawayofturningthishead,clean,swift,andbirdlike,withoutturningherbody。Thatfamiliaractionofherswasfine——sofulloffireandintelligence。 Zoesettledinonemomentthatshewasdownrightplain,butmightprobablybethatmysteriousandincomprehensibleanddangerouscreature,\"agentleman\'sbeauty,\"which,towomen,meansnobeautyatall,butawitch-likecreature,thatgoesandhitsfoul,andeclipsesrealbeauty——dolls,towit——bysomemysteriousmagic。 \"Praysitdown,\"saidZoe,formally。Rhodasatdown,andhesitatedamoment。Shefeltafrost。 Vizardhelpedher,\"MissGalehasheardfromhermother。\" \"Yes,MissVizard,\"saidRhoda,timidly;\"andverybadnews。Shecannotcomeatpresent;andIamsodistressedatwhatIhavedoneinborrowingthatmoneyofyou;andsee,Ihavespentnearlythreepoundsofitindress;butIhavebroughttherestback。\" Zoelookedatherbrother,perplexed。 \"Stuffandnonsense!\"saidVizard。\"Youwillnottakeit,Zoe。\" \"Oh,yes;ifyouplease,do,\"saidRhodastilltoZoe。\"WhenIborrowedit,IfeltsureIcouldrepayit;butitisnotsonow。Mymothersaysitmaybemonthsbeforeshecancome,andsheforbidsmepositivelytogotoher。Oh!butforthat,I\'dputonboy\'sclothes,andgoasacommonsailortogettoher。\" Vizardfidgetedonhischair。 \"IsupposeImustn\'tgoinapassion,\"saidhe,dryly。 \"Whocares?\"saidMissGale,turningherheadsharplyonhiminthewayI havetriedtodescribe。 \"Icare,\"saidVizard。\"Ifindwrathinterferewithmydigestion。Pleasegoon,andtelluswhatyourmothersays。ShehasmorecommonsensethansomebodyelseIwon\'tname——politenessforbids。\" \"Well,whodoubtsthat?\"saidthelady,withfrankgoodhumor。\"Ofcourseshehasmoresensethananyofus。Well,mymothersays——oh,MissVizard!\" \"No,shedoesn\'tnow。SheneverheardthenameofVizard。\" MissGalewasinnohumorforfeeblejokes。SheturnedhalfangrilyawayfromhimtoZoe。\"ShesaysIhavebeenwelleducated,andknowlanguages; andwearebothunderacloud,andIhadbettergiveupallthoughtofmedicine,andtaketoteaching。\" \"Well,MissGale,\"saidZoe,\"ifyouask_me,_ImustsayIthinkitisgoodadvice。Withallyourgifts,howcanyoufighttheworld?Weareallinterestedinyouhere;anditisacuriousthing,butdoyouknowweagreedtheotherdayyouwouldhavetogiveupmedicine,andfallintosomeoccupationinwhichtherearemanyladiesalreadytokeepyouincountenance。Teachingwasmentioned,Ithink;wasitnot,Harrington?\" RhodaGalesigheddeeply。 \"Iamnotsurprised,\"saidshe。\"Mostwomenoftheworldthinkwithyou。 Butoh,MissVizard,pleasetakeintoaccountallthatIhavedoneandsufferedformedicine!Isallthattogofor_nothing?_Thinkwhatabitterthingitmustbetodo,andthentoundo;tolaborandstudy,andthenknockitalldown——tocutasliceoutofone\'slife,outoftheveryheartofit——andthrowitcleanaway。Iknowitishardforyoutoenterintothefeelingsofanyonewholovesscience,andistoldtodesertit。 Butsupposeyouhadloveda_man_youwereproudof——lovedhimforfiveyears——andthentheycametoyouandsaid,\'Therearedifficultiesintheway;heisasworthyasever,andhewillneverdesert_you;_butyoumustgive_him_up,andtryandgetatasteforhumanrubbish:itwillonlybefiveyearsofwastedlife,wastedyouth,wastedseed-time,wastedaffection,andthenalongvegetablelifeofunavailingregrets。\'Ilovescienceasotherwomenlovemen。IfIamtogiveupscience,whynotdie? ThenIshallnotfeelmyloss;andIknowhowtodiewithoutpain。Oh,theworldiscruel!Ah!Iamtoounfortunate!Everybodyelseisrewardedforpatience,prudence,temperance,industry,andalifewithhighandalmostholyaims;butIampunished,afflicted,crushedundertheinjusticeoftheday。Donotmakemeanurse-maid。I_won\'t_beagoverness;andImustnotdie,becausethatwouldgrievemymother。Havepityonme!havepity!\" Shetrembledallover,andstretchedoutherhandstoZoewithtrulytouchingsupplication。 Zoeforgotherpart,orlostthepowertoplayitwell。Sheturnedherheadawayandwouldnotassent;buttwolargetearsrolledoutofherbeautifuleyes。MissGale,whohadrisenintheardorofherappeal,sawthat,anditsetheroff。Sheleanedherbrowagainstthemantel-piece,notlikeawoman,butabraveboy,thatdoesnotwanttobeseencrying,andshefalteredout,\"InFranceIamalearnedphysician;andheretobeahouse-maid!ForIwon\'tliveonborrowedmoney。Iamveryunfortunate。\" Severne,whohadlostpatience,cameswiftlyin,andfoundtheminthisposition,andVizardwalkingimpatientlyabouttheroominastateofemotionwhichhewaspleasedtocallanger。 Zoe,inatearfulvoice,said,\"Iamunabletoadviseyou。Itisveryhardthatanyonesodeservingshouldbedegraded。\" Vizardburstout,\"Itishardertheworldshouldbesofullofconventionalsneaks;andthatIwasnearmakingoneofthem。Thelastthingweeverthinkof,inthispaltryworld,isjustice,anditoughttobethefirst。Well,foronceI\'vegotthepowertobejust,andjustI\'llbe,byGod!Come,leaveoffsniveling,youtwo,andtakealessoninjustice——fromabeginner:convertsarealwaysthehottest,youknow。MissGale,youshallnotbedrivenoutofscience,andyourlifeandlaborwasted。YoushalldoctorBarfordshire,andteachitEnglish,too,ifanywomancan。Thisistheprogramme。Ifarmtwohundredacres——_vicariously,_ofcourse。NobodyinEnglandhasbrainstodoanything_himself。_Thatweaknessisconfinedtoyourlatefather\'scountry,andtheysufferforitbyoutfighting,outlying,outmaneuvering,outbullying,andoutwittinguswheneverweencounterthem。Well,thefarmhouseislarge。Thebailiffhasnochildren。Thereisawingfurnished,andnotoccupied。Youshalllivethere,withtherightofcuttingvegetables,roastingchickens,suckingeggs,andridingacoupleofhorsesofftheirlegs。\" \"ButwhatamItodoforallthat?\" \"Oh,onlytheworkoftwomen。Youmustkeepmyhouseinperfecthealth。 Theservantshaveatrickofeatingtilltheyburst。Youwillhavetosewthemupagain。Thereareonlysevenhundredpeopleinthevillage。Youmustcurethemall;and,ifyoudo,Ipromiseyoutheirlastingingratitude。Outsidethevillage,youmustmakethempay——_ifyoucan。_ Wewillfindyoupatientsofeverydegree。Butwhetheryouwillevergetanyfeesoutofthem,thisdeponentsayethnot。However,Icananswerforthe_ladies_ofourcounty,thattheywillallcheatyou——iftheycan。\" MissGale\'scolorcameandwent,andhereyessparkled。\"Oh,howgoodyouare!Isthereahospital?\" \"Countyhospital,andinfirmary,withinthreemiles。Finecountryfordisease。Intoxicationprevalent,leadingtoabountifulreturnofaccidents。Ipromiseyouwounds,bruises,andputrefyingsores,andeverythingtomakeyoucomfortable。\" \"Oh,don\'tlaughatme。IamsoafraidIshall——no,IhopeIshallnotdisgraceyou。And,then,itisagainstthelaw;butIdon\'tmindthat。\" \"Ofcoursenot。Whatisthelawtoladieswithelevatedviews?By-the-by,whatisthepenalty——sixmonths?\" \"Oh,no。Twentypounds。Oh,dear!anothertwentypounds!\" \"Makeyourmindeasy。Unjustlawsareadeadletteronasoilsoprimitiveasours。IshalltalktoUxmoorandafewmore,andnomagistratewilleversummonsyou,norjuryconvictyou,inBarfordshire。 YouwillbeassafethereasinUpperCanada。Nowthen——attend。WeleaveforBarfordshireto-morrow。Youwillgodownonthefirstofnextmonth。 Bythattimeallwillbeready:startforTaddington,eleveno\'clock。YouwillbemetattheTaddingtonStation,andtakentoyourfarmhouse。Youwillfindafiretendaysold,and,foronceinyourlife,younglady,youwillfindanairedbed;becausemymanHarriswillbehouse-maid,andnotletoneofyourhomicidalsexsetfootinthecrib。\" MissGalelookedfromVizardtohissister,likeapersoninadream。Shewasglowingwithhappiness;butitdidnotspoilher。Shesaid,humblyandtimidly,\"IhopeImayproveworthy。\" \"Thatis_your_business,\"saidVizard,withsupremeindifference;\"mineistobejust。Haveacupoftea?\" \"Oh,no,thankyou;anditwillbeapartofmydutytoobjecttoafternoontea。ButIamafraidnoneofyouwillmindme。\" Afterafewmorewords,inwhichSeverne,seeingVizardwasinoneofhisironmoods,andimmovableashimofRhodes,affectednowtobeapartisanofthenewarrangement,MissGalerosetoretire。Severneranbeforehertothedoor,andopenedit,astoaqueen。Shebowedformallytohimasshewentout。Whenshewasontheothersidethedoor,sheturnedherheadinhersharp,fieryway,andpointedwithherfingertotheemeraldringonhislittlefinger,averyfineone。\"Changedhands,\"saidshe: \"itwasonthethirdfingerofyourlefthandwhenwemetlast;\"andshepasseddownthestairswithafacehalfturnedtohim,andacruelsmile。 Severnestoodfixed,lookingafterher;coldcreptamonghisbones:hewasrousedbyavoiceabovehimsaying,veryinquisitively,\"Whatdoesshesay?\"Helookedup,anditwasFannyDoverleaningoverthebalustersofthenextlanding。Shehadevidentlyseenall,andheardsome。Severnehadnomeansofknowinghowmuch。Hisheartbeatrapidly。Yethetoldher,boldly,thatthedoctresshadadmiredhisemeraldring:asiftogivegreaterforcetothisexplanation,hetookitoff,andshowedither,veryamicably。Hecalculatedthatshecouldhardly,atthatdistance,haveheardeverysyllable,and,atthesametime,hewassureshehadseenMissGalepointatthering。 \"Hum!\"saidFanny;andthatwasallshesaid。 Severnewenttohisownroomtothink。Hewasalmostdizzy。HedreadedthisRhodaGale。Shewasincomprehensible,andheldaswordoverhishead。Tonguesgofastinthecountry。AttheideaofthiskeengirlandZoeVizardsittingunderatreefortwohours,withnothingtodobuttalk,hisbloodrancold。SurelyMissGalemusthatehim。Shewouldnotalwayssparehim。Foroncehecouldnotseehiswayclear。Shouldhetellherhalfthetruth,andthrowhimselfonhermercy?Shouldhemakelovetoher?Orwhatshouldhedo?Onethinghesawclearenough:hemustnotquitthefield。Soonerorlater,allwoulddependonhispresence,histact,andhisreadywit。 Hefeltlikeamanwhocouldnotswim,andwadesindeepeningwater。HemustsendsomebodytoHomburg,orabandonallthoughtofhismoney。Whyabandonit?WhynotreturntoInaKlosking?Hisjudgment,alarmedattheaccumulatingdifficulties,begantointrudeitsvoice。Whatwasheturninghisbackon?Awoman,lovely,loving,andcelebrated,whowasverylikelypiningforhim,andwouldshare,notonlyherwinningsatplaywithhim,butthelargeincomeshewouldmakebyhertalent。Whatwashefollowing?Awomandivinelylovelyandgood,butwhomhecouldnotpossess,or,ifhedid,couldnotholdherlong,andwhoselovemustendinhorror。