Dr。RhodaGaleneverreflectedmuchinthestreets;theyweretoherafieldofminuteobservation;but,whenshegothomeshesatdownandthoughtoverwhatshehadbeensayinganddoing,andpuzzledoverthecharacterofthemanwhohadrelievedherhungerandelicitedherautobiography。Shepassedhiminreview;settledinhermindthathewasastrongcharacter;amanlyman,whodidnotwastewords;wonderedalittleatthewayhehadmadeherdowhateverhepleased;blushedalittleatthethoughtofhavingbeensocommunicative;yetadmiredthemanforhavingdrawnheroutso;andwonderedwhethersheshouldseehimagain。Shehopedsheshould。Butshedidnotfeelsure。
Shesathalfanhourthus——withonekneeraisedalittle,andherhandsinterlaced——byafire-placewithaburned-outcoalinit;andby-and-byshefelthungryagain。Butshehadnofood,andnomoney。
Shelookedhardatherring,andprofitedalittlebycontactwiththesturdygoodsenseofVizard。
Shesaidtoherself,\"Menunderstandoneanother。Ibelievefatherwouldbeangrywithmefornot。\"
Thenshelookedtenderlyandwistfullyatthering,andkissedit,andmurmured,\"Notto-night。\"Youseeshehopedshemighthavealetterinthemorning,andsorespiteherring。
Thenshemadelightofit,andsaidtoherself,\"Nomatter;\'quidort,dine。\'\"
Butasitwasearlyforbed,andshecouldnotbelongidle,sippingnoknowledge,shetookupthelastgoodGermanworkthatshehadboughtwhenshehadmoney,andproceededtoread。Shehadnocandle,butshehadalucifer-matchortwo,andanoldnewspaper。Withthisshemadelongspills,andlightedone,andreadtwopagesbythatpapertorch,andlightedanotherbeforeitwasout,andthenanother,andsooninsuccession,fightingforknowledgeagainstpoverty,asshehadfoughtforitagainstperfidy。
Whileshewasthusabsorbed,acarriagedrewupatthedoor。Shetooknonoticeofthat;butpresentlytherewasarustlingofsilkonthestairs,andtwovoices,andthenatapatthedoor。\"Comein,\"saidshe;andZoeenteredjustasthelastspillburnedout。
RhodaGaleroseinadarkroom;butagas-lightoverthewayjustshowedherfigure。\"MissGale?\"saidZoe,timidly。
\"IamMissGale,\"saidRhoda,quietly,butfirmly。
\"IamMissVizard——thegentleman\'ssisterthatyoumetinLeicesterSquareto-day;\"andshetookacautioussteptowardher。
Rhoda\'scheeksburned。
\"MissVizard,\"shesaid,\"excusemyreceivingyouso;butyoumayhaveheardIamverypoor。Mylastcandleisgone。Butperhapsthelandladywouldlendmeone。Idon\'tknow。Sheisverydisobliging,andverycruel。\"
\"Thensheshallnothavethehonoroflendingyouacandle,\"saidZoe,withoneofhergushes。\"Now,totellthetruth,\"saidshe,alteringtothecheerful,\"I\'mratherglad。Iwouldrathertalktoyouinthedarkforalittle,justatfirst。MayI?\"BythistimeshehadgraduallycreptuptoRhoda。
\"Iamafraidyou_must,\"_saidRhoda。\"ButatleastIcanofferyouaseat。\"
Zoesatdown,andtherewasanawkwardsilence。
\"Oh,dear,\"saidZoe;\"Idon\'tknowhowtobegin。Iwishyouwouldgivemeyourhand,asIcan\'tseeyourface。\"
\"Withallmyheart:there。\"
(Almostinawhisper)\"Hehastoldme。\"
Rhodaputtheotherhandtoherface,thoughitwassodark。
\"Oh,MissGale,how_could_you?Onlythink!Supposeyouhadkilledyourself,ormadeyourselfveryill。Yourmotherwouldhavecomedirectlyandfoundyouso;andonlythinkhowunhappyyouwouldhavemadeher。\"
\"CanIhaveforgottenmymother?\"askedRhodaofherself,butaloud。
\"Notwillfully,Iamsure。Butyouknowgeniusesarenotalwayswiseintheselittlethings。Theywantsomegoodhumdrumsoultoadvisetheminthecommonaffairsoflife。Thatwantissuppliedyounow;for_I_amhere——ha-ha!\"
\"YouarenomorecommonplacethanIam;muchlessnow,I\'llbebound。\"
\"Wewillputthattothetest,\"saidZoe,adroitlyenough。_\"My_viewofallthisis——thathereisayoungladyinwantofmoney_foratime,_aseverybodyisnowandthen,andthatthesensiblecourseistoborrowsometillyourmothercomesoverwithherapronfulofdollars。Now,Ihavetwentypoundstolend,and,ifyouaresomightysensibleasyousay,youwon\'trefusetoborrowit。\"
\"Oh,MissVizard,youareverygood;butIamafraidandashamedtoborrow。Ineverdidsuchathing。\"
\"Timeyoubegan,then。_I_have——often。Butitisnousearguing。You_must——_oryouwillgetpoormefinelyscolded。Perhapshewasonhisgoodbehaviorwithyou,beingastranger;butathometheyexpecttobeobeyed。Hewillbesuretosayitwasmystupidity,andthat_he_wouldhavemadeyoudirectly。\"
\"Dotell!\"criedRhoda,surprisedintoanidiom;\"asifI\'dhavetakenmoneyfrom_him!\"_
\"Why,ofcoursenot;butbetween_us_itisnothingatall。There:\"andsheputthemoneyintoRhoda\'shand,andthenheldbothhandandmoneyrathertightlyimprisonedinherlargerpalm,andbegantochatter,soastoleavetheothernoopening。\"Oh,blesseddarkness!howeasyitmakesthings!doesitnot?Iamgladtherewasnocandle;weshouldhavebeenfencingandblushingeversolong,andmadesuchafussaboutnothing——and——\"
ThisprattlewasinterruptedbyRhodaGaleputtingherrightwristroundZoe\'sneck,andlayingherforeheadonhershoulderwithalittlesob。Sothentheybothdistilledtheinevitabledew-drops。
ButasRhodawasnotmuchgiventhatway,shestartedup,andsaid,\"Darkness?No;Imustseethefacethathascomeheretohelpme,andnothumiliateme。ThatisthefirstuseI\'llmakeofthemoney。Iamafraidyouareratherplain,oryoucouldn\'tbesogoodasallthis。\"
\"No,\"saidZoe。\"I\'mnotreckonedplain;onlyasblackasacoal。\"
\"Allthemoretomytaste,\"saidRhoda,andflewoutoftheroom,andnearlystumbledoverafigureseatedonastepofthestaircase。\"Whoareyou?\"saidshe,sharply。
\"MynameisSeverne。\"
\"Andwhatareyoudoingthere?\"
\"WaitingforMissVizard。\"
\"Comein,then。\"
\"Shetoldmenot。\"
\"ThenItellyou_to。_Theidea!MissVizard!\"
\"Yes!\"
\"PleasehaveMr。Severnein。Hereheissitting——likeGrief——onthesteps。Iwillsoonbeback。\"
Sheflewtothelandlady。\"Mrs。Grip,Iwantacandle。\"
\"Well,theshopsareopen,\"saidthewoman,rudely。
\"Oh,Ihavenotime。Hereisasovereign。Pleasegivemetwocandlesdirectly,candlesticksandall。\"
Thewoman\'smannerchangeddirectly。
\"Youshallhavethemthismoment,miss,andmyowncandlesticks,whichtheyareplated。\"
Shebroughtthem,andadvisedheronlytolightone。\"Theydon\'tcarrywell,miss,\"saidshe。\"Theyarewax——orsummat。\"
\"Thentheyaresummat,\"saidMissGale,afterasingleglanceattheircomposition。
\"I\'llmakeyouanicehotsupper,miss,inhalfanhour,\"saidthewoman,maternally,asifsheweregoingto_give_ither。
\"No,thankyou。Bringmeatwo-pennyloaf,andascuttleofcoals。\"
\"La,miss,nomorethanthat——outofasov\'?\"
\"Yes——THECHANGE。\"
HavingshownMrs。GripherfatherwasaYankee,shedartedupstairs,withhercandles。Zoecametomeether,andliterallydazzledher。
Rhodastaredatherwithamazementandgrowingrapture。\"Oh,youbeauty!\"
shecried,anddrankherinfromheadtofoot。
\"Well,\"saidshe,drawingalongbreath,\"Nature,youhaveturnedouta_com-_pletearticlethistime,Ireckon。\"Then,asSevernelaughedmerrilyatthis,sheturnedhercandleandhereyesfullonhimverybriskly。Shelookedathimforamoment,withagratifiedeyeathiscomeliness;thenshestarted。\"Oh!\"shecried。
Hereceivedtheinspectionmerrily,tillsheutteredthatejaculation,thenhestartedalittle,andstaredather。
\"Wehavemetbefore,\"saidshe,almosttenderly。
\"Havewe?\"saidhe,puttingonamystifiedair。
Shefixedhim,andlookedhimthroughandthrough。
\"You——don\'t——remember——me?\"askedshe。Then,aftergivinghimplentyoftimetoanswer,\"Well,then,Imustbemistaken;\"andherwordsseemedtofreezethemselvesandherastheyfell。
Sheturnedherbackonhim,andsaidtoZoe,withagooddealofsweetnessandweight,\"Ihavelivedtoseegoodnessandbeautyunited。I
willneverdespairofhumannature。\"
ThiswastoopointblankforZoe;sheblushedcrimson,andsaidarchly,\"I
thinkitistimeformetorun。Oh,butIforgot;hereismycard。Weareallatthathotel。IfIamsoveryattractive,youwillcomeandseeme——weleavetownverysoon——willyou?\"
\"Iwill,\"saidRhoda。
\"Andsinceyoutookmeforanoldacquaintance,Ihopeyouwilltreatmeasone,\"saidSeverne,withconsummategraceandassurance。
\"Iwill,_sir,\"_saidshe,icily,andwithamarvelouscurlofthelipthatdidnotescapehim。
Shelightedthemdownthestairs,gazedafterZoe,andignoredSevernealtogether。
CHAPTERXV。
GOINGhomeinthecarriage,Zoewassilent,butSevernetalkednineteentothedozen。Hadhisobjectbeentohinderhiscompanion\'smindfromdwellingtoolongononething,hecouldnothaverattledthediceofsmalltalkmoreindustriously。Hiswordswouldfillpages;histopicswere,thatMissGalewasanextraordinarywoman,buttoomasculineforhistaste,andhadmadeherowntroublessettingupdoctress,whenhertruelinewasgoverness——forboys。Hewasalsoglibandsatiricaluponthatfavoritebutt,afriend。
\"Whobuta_soi-disant_woman-haterwouldpickupastrangeviragoandsendhissistertoherwithtwentypounds?I\'lltellyouwhatitis,MissVizard——\"
HereMissVizard,whohadsatdeadsilentunderaflowofwords,whichismerelyindicatedabove,laidherhandonhisarmtostopthefluxforamoment,andsaid,quietly,_\"Do_youknowher?tellme。\"
\"Knowher!HowshouldI?\"
\"Ithoughtyoumighthavemether——abroad。\"
\"Well,itispossible,ofcourse,butveryunlikely。IfIdid,Ineverspoketoher,orIshouldhaverememberedher。_Don\'tyouthinkso?\"_
\"Sheseemedverypositive;andIthinksheisanaccurateperson。Sheseemedquitesurprisedandmortifiedwhenyousaid\'No。\'\"
\"Well,youknow,ofcourseitisamortifyingthingwhenaladyclaimsagentleman\'sacquaintance,andthegentlemandoesn\'tadmitit。ButwhatcouldIdo?Icouldn\'ttellalieaboutit——couldI?\"
\"Ofcoursenot。\"
\"Iwasoffmyguard,andrudish;butyouwerenot。Whattact!whatdelicacy!whathighbreedingandangelicbenevolence!Andsoclever,too!\"
\"Oh,fie!youlistened!\"
\"Youleftthedoorajar,andIcouldnotbeartoloseawordthatdroppedfromthoselipssonearme。Yes,Ilistened,andgotsuchalessonasonlyanoble,gentleladycouldgive。Ishallneverforgetyourwomanlyart,andthewayyoucontrivedtomakethebenefactionsoundnothing。\'Weareallofusatlowwaterinturns,andforatime,especiallyme,ZoeVizard;sohere\'satriflingloan。\'Aloan!you\'llneverseeashillingofitagain!Nomatter。Whatdoangelswantofmoney?\"
\"Oh,pray,\"saidZoe,\"youmakemeblush!\"
\"ThenIwishtherewasmorelighttoseeit——yes,anangel。DoyouthinkIcan\'tseeyouhavedoneallthisforaladyyoudonotreallyapprove?
Fancy——ashedoctor!\"
\"Mydearfriend,\"saidZoe,withalittlejuvenilepomposity,\"oneoughtnottojudgeone\'sintellectualsuperiorshastily,andthisladyisours\"——then,glidingbacktoherself,\"anditismynaturetoapprovewhatthoseIloveapprove——whenitisnotdownrightwrong,youknow。\"
\"Oh,ofcourseitisnotwrong;butisitwise?\"
Zoedidnotanswer:thequestionpuzzledher。
\"Come,\"saidhe,\"I\'llbefrank,andspeakoutintime。Idon\'tthinkyouknowyourbrotherHarrington。Heisveryinflammable。\"
\"Inflammable!What!Harrington?Well,yes;forI\'veseensmokeissuefromhismouth——ha!ha!\"
\"Ha!ha!I\'llpassthatoffformine,somedaywhenyouarenotby。But,seriously,yourbrotheristheverymantomakeafoolofhimselfwithacertainkindofwoman。Hedespisesthewholesex——intheory,andheisveryharduponordinarywomen,anddoesnotappreciatetheirgoodqualities。But,whenhemeetsaremarkablewoman,hecatchesfireliketow。HefellinlovewithMademoiselleKlosking。\"
\"Oh,notinlove!\"
\"Ibegyourpardon。Now,thisisbetweenyouandme——hewasinlovewithher,madlyinlove。Hewasonlysavedbyourcomingaway。Ifthosetwohadmetandmadeacquaintance,hewouldhavebeenathermercy。Idon\'tsayanyharmwouldhavecomeofit;butIdosaythatwouldhavedependedonthewoman,andnotontheman。\"
Zoelookedveryserious,andsaidnothing。Butherlongsilenceshowedhimhiswordshadtold。
\"Andnow,\"saidhe,afterajudiciouspause,\"hereisanotherremarkablewoman;thelastintheworldIshouldfancy,orVizardeither,perhaps,ifhemetherinsociety。Butthewholethingoccursinthewaytocatchhim。Hefindsaladyfaintingwithhunger;hefeedsher;andthatsoftenshishearttoher。Thenshetellshimtheoldstory——victimoftheworld\'sinjustice——andheisdeeplyinterestedinher。Shecanseethat;sheisaskeenasarazor。Ifthosetwomeetafewmoretimes,hewillbeathermercy;andthenwon\'tshethrowphysictothedogs,andjumpatahusbandsixfeethigh,andtwelvethousandacres!Idon\'tstudywomenwithamicroscope,asourwoman-haterdoes,butInoticeafewthingsaboutthem;andoneis,thattheireccentricitiesallgivewayatthefirstofferofmarriage。Ibelievetheyareonlyadoptedindesperation,togetmarried。Whatbeautifulwomanisevereccentric?catchher!shecangetahusbandwithout。ThatdoctresswillprescribeHarringtonawedding-ring;
and,ifheswallowsit,itwillbeherlastprescription。Shewillsendoutforthefamilydoctorafterthat,likeotherwives。\"
\"Youalarmme,\"saidZoe。\"Praydonotmakemeunjust。Thisisaladywithafinemind,and,notadesigningwoman。\"
\"Oh,Idon\'tsayshehaslaidanyplans;butthesethingsarealwaysextemporizedthemomentthechancecomes。Youcancountbeforehandontheinstinctofeverywomanwhoiscleverandneedy,andonVizard\'speculiarweaknessforwomenoutofthecommon。Heisharduponthewholesex;butheisnomatchforindividuals。Heownedasmuchhimselftomeoneday。
Youarenotangrywithme!\"
\"No,no。Angrywith_you?\"_
\"ItisyouIthinkofinallthis。Heisafinefellow,andyouareproudofhim。Iwouldn\'thavehimmarrytomortifyyou。Formyself,whilethesisterhonorsmewithherregard,Ireallydon\'tmuchcarewhohasthebrotherandtheacres。Ihavethebestofthebargain。\"
Zoedisputedthis——inordertomakehimsayitseveraltimes。
Hedid,andproveditintermsthatmadehercheeksredwithmodestyandgratifiedpride;andbythetimetheyhadgothome,hehadflatteredeverythingbutpride,love,andhappinessoutofherheart,poorgirl。
TheworldisliketheLaw,fullofimpliedcontracts:wegiveandtake,withoutopenlyagreeingto。SubtleSevernecountedonthis,andwasnotdisappointed。Zoerewardedhimforhispraises,andherhappiness,byfallingintohisviewsaboutRhodaGale。Onlyshediditinherownlady-likeway,andnotplump。
ShecameuptoHarringtonandkissedhim,andsaid,\"Thankyou,dear,forsendingmeonagooderrand。Ifoundherinaverymeanapartment,withoutfireorcandle。\"
\"Ithoughtasmuch,\"saidVizard。
\"Didshetakethemoney?\"
\"Yes——asaloan。\"
\"Makeanydifficulties?\"
\"Alittle,dear。\"
Severneputinhisword。\"Now,ifyouwanttoknowallthetactanddelicacywithwhichitwasdone,youmustcometome;forMissVizardisnotgoingtogiveyouanyideaofit。\"
\"Bequiet,sir,orIshallbeveryangry。Ilentherthemoney,dear,andhertroublesareatanend;forhermotherwillcertainlyjoinherbeforeshehasspentyourtwentypounds。Oh!andshehadnotpartedwithherring;thatisacomfort,isitnot?\"
\"Youareagood-heartedgirl,Zoe,\"saidVizard,approvingly;then,recoveringhimself,\"Butdon\'tyoubeblindedbysentiment。Shedeservesagoodhidingfornotpartingwithherring。Whereisthesenseofstarving,withthirtypoundsonyourfinger?\"
Zoesmiled,andsaidhiswordswereharderthanhisdeeds。
\"Becausehedoesn\'tmeanawordhesays,\"putinFannyDover,uneasyatthelongcessationofhertongue,forallconversationwithDonCigarhadprovedimpracticable。
\"Areyoutherestill,myLadyDisdain?\"saidVizard。\"Ithoughtyouweregonetobed。\"
\"Youmightwellthinkthat。Ihadnothingtokeepmeup。\"
SaidZoe,rathersmartly,\"Oh,yes,youhad——Curiosity;\"then,turningtoherbrother,\"Inshort,youmakeyourmindquiteeasy。Youhavelentyourmoney,orgivenit,toaworthyperson,butalittlewrong-headed。
However\"——withatelegraphicglanceatSeverne——\"sheisveryaccomplished;alinguist:sheneedneverbeinwant;andshewillsoonhavehermothertohelpherandadviseher。PerhapsMrs。Galehasanincome;ifnot,MissGale,withherabilities,willeasilyfindaplaceinsomehouseofbusiness,orelsetaketoteaching。IfIwasthem,I
wouldsetupaschool。\"
Unanimityisrareinthisworld;butZoe\'sgoodsensecarriedeveryvote。
Herprompter,Severne,noddedapproval。Fannysaid,\"Why,ofcourse;\"andVizard,whoitwasfearedmightproverefractory,assentedevenmorewarmlythantheothers。\"Yes,\"saidhe,\"thatwillbetheendofit。Yourelievemeofaweight。Really,whenshetoldmethatfableoflearningmaltreated,honorableambitionpunished,justicebaffledbytrickery,andvirtuevilified,anddidnotcryliketherestofyou,exceptatherfatherdyinginNewYorkthedayshewonherdiplomaatMontpelier,I
forgavethepoorgirlherpetticoats;indeed,Ilostsightofthem。Sheseemedtomeaverybravelittlefellow,damnablyillused,andIsaid,\'Thisisnottobeborne。Hereisafight,andjusticedownunderdirtyfeet。\'What,ho!\"(roaringatthetopofhisvoice)。
_ZoeandFanny_(screaming,andpinchingNedSevernerightandleft)。
\"Ah!ah!\"
\"Vizardtotherescue!\"
\"But,withtheevening,coolreflectioncame。Asister,youthful,butsuddenlysagacious(withagleamofsuspicion),verysuddenlyhasstilledthewavesofromance,andthelipsofbeautyhaveutteredcommonsense。
Shalltheyutteritinvain?Never!Itmaybeyearsbeforetheydoitagain。Wemustnotslightrarephenomena。Zoe_locutaest——_Eccentricitymustbesuppressed。Doctresses,warnedbyalittlestarvation,musttaketheworldasitis,andteachlittlegirlsandboyslanguages,andphysicthemwitharithmeticandtheglobes:thesebedrugsthatdonotkill;
theyonlymakelifeaburden。Idon\'tthinkwehavelaidoutourtwentypoundsbadly,Zoe,andthereisanendofit。Theincidentisemptied,astheFrenchsay,and(lightingbed-candles)theladiesretirewiththehonorsofwar。Zoehasutteredgoodsense,andMissDoverhasdonethenextbestthing;shehassaidverylittle——\"
MissDovershotincontemptuously,\"Ihadnocompanion——\"——
\"Forwantofafooltospeakhermindto。\"
CHAPTERXVI。
INGENIOUSMr。SevernehavingdonehisbesttodetachthepoordoctressfromVizardandhisfamily,inwhichthereaderprobablydiscernshistruemotive,nowbenthismindonslippingbacktoHomburgandlookingafterhismoney。Notthathelikedthejob。Togetholdofit,heknewhemustcondenserascality;hemustplaythepenitent,thelover,andthescoundreloveragain,allinthreedays。
Now,thoughhisegotismwasbrutal,hewashumaninthis,thathehadplentyofgoodnatureskin-deep,andsuperficialsensibilities,whichmadehimshrinkalittlefromthishot-pressedrascalityandbarbarity。
Ontheotherhand,hewasurgedbypoverty,and,laughableasitmayappear,byjealousy。Hehadobservedthatthebestofwomen,iftheyarenotonlyabandonedbyhimtheylove,butalsoflatteredandadoredbyscores,willsometimesyieldtothejointattacksofdesolation,pique,vanity,etc。
Inthisstateoffluctuationhemadeuphismindsofarasthis:hewouldmanagesoastobeabletogo。
Eventhisdemandedcaution。Sohebeganbythrowingout,inaseemingcarelessway,thatheoughttogodownintoHuntingdonshire。
\"Ofcourseyouought,\"saidVizard。
Noobjectionwastaken,andtheyratherthoughthewouldgonextday。Butthatwasnothisgame。ItwouldneverdotogowhiletheywereinLondon。
Sohekeptpostponing,andsayinghewouldnottearhimselfaway;andatlast,thedaybeforetheyweretogodowntoBarfordshire,heaffectedtoyieldtoaremonstranceofVizard,andsaidhewouldseethemoff,andthenrundowntoHuntingdonshire,lookintohisaffairs,andcrossthecountrytoBarfordshire。
\"YoumighttakeHomburgontheway,\"saidFanny,outoffun——_her_
fun——notreallymeaningit。
SevernecastapiteouslookatZoe。\"Forshame,Fanny!\"saidshe。\"AndwhyputHomburgintohishead?\"
\"WhenIhadforgottentherewassuchaplace,\"saidMr。Severne,takinghiscuedexterouslyfromZoe,andfeigninginnocentamazement。Zoecoloredwithpleasure。Thiswasatbreakfast。Atafternoonteasomethinghappened。Theladieswereupstairspacking,anoperationonwhichtheycanbestowasmanyhoursasthethingneedsminutes。Oneservantbroughtinthetea;anothercameinsoonafterwithacard,andsaiditwasforMissVizard;buthebroughtittoHarrington。Hereadit:
\"MISSRHODAGALE,M。D。\"
\"SendituptoMissVizard,\"saidhe。Themanwasgoingout:hestoppedhim,andsaid,\"Youcanshowtheladyinhere,allthesame。\"
RhodaGalewasusheredin。Shehadanewgownandbonnet,notshowy,butverynice。Shecoloredfaintlyatsightofthetwogentlemen;butVizardsoonputheratherease。Heshookhandswithher,andsaid,\"Sitdown,MissGale;mysisterwillsoonbehere。Ihavesentyourcarduptoher。\"
\"ShallItellher?\"saidSeverne,withthemannerofoneeagertobeagreeabletothevisitor。
\"Ifyouplease,sir,\"saidMissGale。
Severnewentoutzealously,darteduptoZoe\'sroom,knocked,andsaid,\"Praycomedown:hereisthatdoctress。\"
Meantime,JackwasgivingGillthecard,andGillwasgivingitMarytogivetothelady。ItgottoZoe\'sroominaquarterofanhour。
\"Anynewsfrommamma?\"askedVizard,inhisbluntway。
\"Yes,sir。\"
\"Goodnews?\"
\"No。MymotherwritesmethatImustnotexpecther。Shehastofightwithadishonestexecutor。Oh,money,money!\"
AtthatmomentZoeenteredtheroom,butSevernepacedthelanding。HedidnotcaretofaceMissGale;andeveninthatshortintervaloftimehehadpersuadedZoetoprotectherbrotheragainstthisformidableyounglady,andshortentheinterviewifshecould。
SoZoeenteredtheroombristlingwithdefenseofherbrother。Atsightofher,MissGalerose,andherfeaturesliterallyshonewithpleasure。
ThiswasratherdisarmingtoonesoamiableasZoe,andshewassurprisedintosmilingsweetlyinreturn;butstillherquick,defensiveeyedrankMissGaleonthespot,andsaw,withalarm,theimprovementinherappearance。Shewasveryhealthy,asindeedshedeservedtobe;forshewassingularlytemperate,dranknothingbutwaterandweakteawithoutsugar,andnevereatnordrankexceptathonestmeals。Heryouthandpureconstitutionhadshakenoffallthatpallor,andthepleasureofseeingZoelentheralovelycolor。Zoemicroscopedherinonemoment:notonebeautifulfeatureinherwholeface;eyesfullofintellect,butnotintheleastlove-darting;nose,anaquilinesteadilyreversed;mouth,vastlyexpressive,butlarge;teeth,evenandwhite,butivory,notpearl;chin,ordinary;headsymmetrical,andsetonwithgrace。Imayadd,tocompletethepicture,thatshehadawayofturningthishead,clean,swift,andbirdlike,withoutturningherbody。Thatfamiliaractionofherswasfine——sofulloffireandintelligence。
Zoesettledinonemomentthatshewasdownrightplain,butmightprobablybethatmysteriousandincomprehensibleanddangerouscreature,\"agentleman\'sbeauty,\"which,towomen,meansnobeautyatall,butawitch-likecreature,thatgoesandhitsfoul,andeclipsesrealbeauty——dolls,towit——bysomemysteriousmagic。
\"Praysitdown,\"saidZoe,formally。Rhodasatdown,andhesitatedamoment。Shefeltafrost。
Vizardhelpedher,\"MissGalehasheardfromhermother。\"
\"Yes,MissVizard,\"saidRhoda,timidly;\"andverybadnews。Shecannotcomeatpresent;andIamsodistressedatwhatIhavedoneinborrowingthatmoneyofyou;andsee,Ihavespentnearlythreepoundsofitindress;butIhavebroughttherestback。\"
Zoelookedatherbrother,perplexed。
\"Stuffandnonsense!\"saidVizard。\"Youwillnottakeit,Zoe。\"
\"Oh,yes;ifyouplease,do,\"saidRhodastilltoZoe。\"WhenIborrowedit,IfeltsureIcouldrepayit;butitisnotsonow。Mymothersaysitmaybemonthsbeforeshecancome,andsheforbidsmepositivelytogotoher。Oh!butforthat,I\'dputonboy\'sclothes,andgoasacommonsailortogettoher。\"
Vizardfidgetedonhischair。
\"IsupposeImustn\'tgoinapassion,\"saidhe,dryly。
\"Whocares?\"saidMissGale,turningherheadsharplyonhiminthewayI
havetriedtodescribe。
\"Icare,\"saidVizard。\"Ifindwrathinterferewithmydigestion。Pleasegoon,andtelluswhatyourmothersays。ShehasmorecommonsensethansomebodyelseIwon\'tname——politenessforbids。\"
\"Well,whodoubtsthat?\"saidthelady,withfrankgoodhumor。\"Ofcourseshehasmoresensethananyofus。Well,mymothersays——oh,MissVizard!\"
\"No,shedoesn\'tnow。SheneverheardthenameofVizard。\"
MissGalewasinnohumorforfeeblejokes。SheturnedhalfangrilyawayfromhimtoZoe。\"ShesaysIhavebeenwelleducated,andknowlanguages;
andwearebothunderacloud,andIhadbettergiveupallthoughtofmedicine,andtaketoteaching。\"
\"Well,MissGale,\"saidZoe,\"ifyouask_me,_ImustsayIthinkitisgoodadvice。Withallyourgifts,howcanyoufighttheworld?Weareallinterestedinyouhere;anditisacuriousthing,butdoyouknowweagreedtheotherdayyouwouldhavetogiveupmedicine,andfallintosomeoccupationinwhichtherearemanyladiesalreadytokeepyouincountenance。Teachingwasmentioned,Ithink;wasitnot,Harrington?\"
RhodaGalesigheddeeply。
\"Iamnotsurprised,\"saidshe。\"Mostwomenoftheworldthinkwithyou。
Butoh,MissVizard,pleasetakeintoaccountallthatIhavedoneandsufferedformedicine!Isallthattogofor_nothing?_Thinkwhatabitterthingitmustbetodo,andthentoundo;tolaborandstudy,andthenknockitalldown——tocutasliceoutofone\'slife,outoftheveryheartofit——andthrowitcleanaway。Iknowitishardforyoutoenterintothefeelingsofanyonewholovesscience,andistoldtodesertit。
Butsupposeyouhadloveda_man_youwereproudof——lovedhimforfiveyears——andthentheycametoyouandsaid,\'Therearedifficultiesintheway;heisasworthyasever,andhewillneverdesert_you;_butyoumustgive_him_up,andtryandgetatasteforhumanrubbish:itwillonlybefiveyearsofwastedlife,wastedyouth,wastedseed-time,wastedaffection,andthenalongvegetablelifeofunavailingregrets。\'Ilovescienceasotherwomenlovemen。IfIamtogiveupscience,whynotdie?
ThenIshallnotfeelmyloss;andIknowhowtodiewithoutpain。Oh,theworldiscruel!Ah!Iamtoounfortunate!Everybodyelseisrewardedforpatience,prudence,temperance,industry,andalifewithhighandalmostholyaims;butIampunished,afflicted,crushedundertheinjusticeoftheday。Donotmakemeanurse-maid。I_won\'t_beagoverness;andImustnotdie,becausethatwouldgrievemymother。Havepityonme!havepity!\"
Shetrembledallover,andstretchedoutherhandstoZoewithtrulytouchingsupplication。
Zoeforgotherpart,orlostthepowertoplayitwell。Sheturnedherheadawayandwouldnotassent;buttwolargetearsrolledoutofherbeautifuleyes。MissGale,whohadrisenintheardorofherappeal,sawthat,anditsetheroff。Sheleanedherbrowagainstthemantel-piece,notlikeawoman,butabraveboy,thatdoesnotwanttobeseencrying,andshefalteredout,\"InFranceIamalearnedphysician;andheretobeahouse-maid!ForIwon\'tliveonborrowedmoney。Iamveryunfortunate。\"
Severne,whohadlostpatience,cameswiftlyin,andfoundtheminthisposition,andVizardwalkingimpatientlyabouttheroominastateofemotionwhichhewaspleasedtocallanger。
Zoe,inatearfulvoice,said,\"Iamunabletoadviseyou。Itisveryhardthatanyonesodeservingshouldbedegraded。\"
Vizardburstout,\"Itishardertheworldshouldbesofullofconventionalsneaks;andthatIwasnearmakingoneofthem。Thelastthingweeverthinkof,inthispaltryworld,isjustice,anditoughttobethefirst。Well,foronceI\'vegotthepowertobejust,andjustI\'llbe,byGod!Come,leaveoffsniveling,youtwo,andtakealessoninjustice——fromabeginner:convertsarealwaysthehottest,youknow。MissGale,youshallnotbedrivenoutofscience,andyourlifeandlaborwasted。YoushalldoctorBarfordshire,andteachitEnglish,too,ifanywomancan。Thisistheprogramme。Ifarmtwohundredacres——_vicariously,_ofcourse。NobodyinEnglandhasbrainstodoanything_himself。_Thatweaknessisconfinedtoyourlatefather\'scountry,andtheysufferforitbyoutfighting,outlying,outmaneuvering,outbullying,andoutwittinguswheneverweencounterthem。Well,thefarmhouseislarge。Thebailiffhasnochildren。Thereisawingfurnished,andnotoccupied。Youshalllivethere,withtherightofcuttingvegetables,roastingchickens,suckingeggs,andridingacoupleofhorsesofftheirlegs。\"
\"ButwhatamItodoforallthat?\"
\"Oh,onlytheworkoftwomen。Youmustkeepmyhouseinperfecthealth。
Theservantshaveatrickofeatingtilltheyburst。Youwillhavetosewthemupagain。Thereareonlysevenhundredpeopleinthevillage。Youmustcurethemall;and,ifyoudo,Ipromiseyoutheirlastingingratitude。Outsidethevillage,youmustmakethempay——_ifyoucan。_
Wewillfindyoupatientsofeverydegree。Butwhetheryouwillevergetanyfeesoutofthem,thisdeponentsayethnot。However,Icananswerforthe_ladies_ofourcounty,thattheywillallcheatyou——iftheycan。\"
MissGale\'scolorcameandwent,andhereyessparkled。\"Oh,howgoodyouare!Isthereahospital?\"
\"Countyhospital,andinfirmary,withinthreemiles。Finecountryfordisease。Intoxicationprevalent,leadingtoabountifulreturnofaccidents。Ipromiseyouwounds,bruises,andputrefyingsores,andeverythingtomakeyoucomfortable。\"
\"Oh,don\'tlaughatme。IamsoafraidIshall——no,IhopeIshallnotdisgraceyou。And,then,itisagainstthelaw;butIdon\'tmindthat。\"
\"Ofcoursenot。Whatisthelawtoladieswithelevatedviews?By-the-by,whatisthepenalty——sixmonths?\"
\"Oh,no。Twentypounds。Oh,dear!anothertwentypounds!\"
\"Makeyourmindeasy。Unjustlawsareadeadletteronasoilsoprimitiveasours。IshalltalktoUxmoorandafewmore,andnomagistratewilleversummonsyou,norjuryconvictyou,inBarfordshire。
YouwillbeassafethereasinUpperCanada。Nowthen——attend。WeleaveforBarfordshireto-morrow。Youwillgodownonthefirstofnextmonth。
Bythattimeallwillbeready:startforTaddington,eleveno\'clock。YouwillbemetattheTaddingtonStation,andtakentoyourfarmhouse。Youwillfindafiretendaysold,and,foronceinyourlife,younglady,youwillfindanairedbed;becausemymanHarriswillbehouse-maid,andnotletoneofyourhomicidalsexsetfootinthecrib。\"
MissGalelookedfromVizardtohissister,likeapersoninadream。Shewasglowingwithhappiness;butitdidnotspoilher。Shesaid,humblyandtimidly,\"IhopeImayproveworthy。\"
\"Thatis_your_business,\"saidVizard,withsupremeindifference;\"mineistobejust。Haveacupoftea?\"
\"Oh,no,thankyou;anditwillbeapartofmydutytoobjecttoafternoontea。ButIamafraidnoneofyouwillmindme。\"
Afterafewmorewords,inwhichSeverne,seeingVizardwasinoneofhisironmoods,andimmovableashimofRhodes,affectednowtobeapartisanofthenewarrangement,MissGalerosetoretire。Severneranbeforehertothedoor,andopenedit,astoaqueen。Shebowedformallytohimasshewentout。Whenshewasontheothersidethedoor,sheturnedherheadinhersharp,fieryway,andpointedwithherfingertotheemeraldringonhislittlefinger,averyfineone。\"Changedhands,\"saidshe:
\"itwasonthethirdfingerofyourlefthandwhenwemetlast;\"andshepasseddownthestairswithafacehalfturnedtohim,andacruelsmile。
Severnestoodfixed,lookingafterher;coldcreptamonghisbones:hewasrousedbyavoiceabovehimsaying,veryinquisitively,\"Whatdoesshesay?\"Helookedup,anditwasFannyDoverleaningoverthebalustersofthenextlanding。Shehadevidentlyseenall,andheardsome。Severnehadnomeansofknowinghowmuch。Hisheartbeatrapidly。Yethetoldher,boldly,thatthedoctresshadadmiredhisemeraldring:asiftogivegreaterforcetothisexplanation,hetookitoff,andshowedither,veryamicably。Hecalculatedthatshecouldhardly,atthatdistance,haveheardeverysyllable,and,atthesametime,hewassureshehadseenMissGalepointatthering。
\"Hum!\"saidFanny;andthatwasallshesaid。
Severnewenttohisownroomtothink。Hewasalmostdizzy。HedreadedthisRhodaGale。Shewasincomprehensible,andheldaswordoverhishead。Tonguesgofastinthecountry。AttheideaofthiskeengirlandZoeVizardsittingunderatreefortwohours,withnothingtodobuttalk,hisbloodrancold。SurelyMissGalemusthatehim。Shewouldnotalwayssparehim。Foroncehecouldnotseehiswayclear。Shouldhetellherhalfthetruth,andthrowhimselfonhermercy?Shouldhemakelovetoher?Orwhatshouldhedo?Onethinghesawclearenough:hemustnotquitthefield。Soonerorlater,allwoulddependonhispresence,histact,andhisreadywit。
Hefeltlikeamanwhocouldnotswim,andwadesindeepeningwater。HemustsendsomebodytoHomburg,orabandonallthoughtofhismoney。Whyabandonit?WhynotreturntoInaKlosking?Hisjudgment,alarmedattheaccumulatingdifficulties,begantointrudeitsvoice。Whatwasheturninghisbackon?Awoman,lovely,loving,andcelebrated,whowasverylikelypiningforhim,andwouldshare,notonlyherwinningsatplaywithhim,butthelargeincomeshewouldmakebyhertalent。Whatwashefollowing?Awomandivinelylovelyandgood,butwhomhecouldnotpossess,or,ifhedid,couldnotholdherlong,andwhoselovemustendinhorror。