第8章

类别:其他 作者:Charles Reade字数:12833更新时间:18/12/14 11:19:43
\"Well,\"saidVizard,\"youmustadmititishardheshouldlosehisownmoney。AndyetIownIammostanxioustogethimawayfromthisplace。 Indeed,Ihaveaproject;Iwanthimtorusticateafewmonthsatourplace,whileIsetmylawyertolookintohisaffairsandseeifhisestatecannotbecleared。I\'llbeboundthefarmsareunderlet。WhatdoestheAdmirableCrichtonknowaboutsuchtrifles?\" FannylookedatZoe,whosecolorwasrisinghighatallthis。\"Well!\" saidshe,\"whenyougentlemenfallinlove_witheachother,_youcertainlyarefaithfulcreatures。\" \"Becausewecancountonfidelityinreturn,\"saidVizard。Hethoughtalittle,andsaid,\"Well,astotheotherthing——youleaveittome。Letusunderstandoneanother。Nothingwesawatthegambling-tableistobementionedbyus。\" \"No。\" \"CrichtonistobetakentoEnglandforhisgood。\" \"Yes。\" \"AndIamtobegratefultoyouforyourco-operationinthis。\" \"Youcan,ifyoulike。\" \"Andyouwillsecureanagreeablecompanionfortherestofthetour,eh?——mydiplomaticcousinandmysilentsister。\" \"Yes;butitistoobadofyoutoseethroughapoorgirl,andherlittlegame,likethat。Iownheisacharmingcompanion。\" Fanny\'scunningeyestwinkled,andZoeblushedcrimsontoseehernoblebrothermanipulatedbythisartfulminxandthenflatteredforhisperspicacity。 Fromthatmomentarevulsiontookplaceinhermind,andpridefoughtfuriouslywithlove——foratime。 ThiswassoonmadeapparenttoFannyDover。Whentheyretired,Zoelookedverygloomy;soFannyasked,rathersharply,\"Well,whatisthematternow?Didn\'tIdoitcleverly?\" \"Yes,yes,toocleverly。Oh,Fanny,Ibegintorevoltagainstmyself。\" \"Thisisnice!\"saidFanny。\"Goon,dear。ItisjustwhatIoughttohaveexpected。Youwerethere。Youhadonlytointerfere。Youdidn\'t。Andnowyouarediscontented。\" \"Notwithyou。Spareme。Youarenottoblame,andIamveryunhappy。I amlosingmyself-respect。Oh,ifthisgoeson,Ishallhatehim!\" \"Yes,dear——forfiveminutes,andthenlovehimdouble。Come,don\'tdeceiveyourself,anddon\'ttormentyourself。Allyourtrouble,weshallleaveitbehindusto-morrow,andeveryhourwilltakeusfurtherfromit。\" Withthispracticalviewofmatters,shekissedZoeandhurriedtobed。 ButZoescarcelyclosedhereyesallnight。 Severnedidnotreachthehoteltillpasteleveno\'clock,andwentstraighttohisownroom。 CHAPTERX。 ASHMEADaccompaniedMademoiselleKloskingtoherapartment。Itwaslighted,andtheclothlaidforsupperunderthechandelier,asnow-whiteHamburgdamask。Ashmeadtookthewinningsoutofhispocket,andproudlypiledthegoldandcrumplednotesinoneprodigiousmassuponthelinen,thatshonelikesatin,andmadethegoldlookdoublyinviting。Thenhedrewbackandgloatedonit。TheKlosking,too,stoodandeyedthepileofwealthwithamazementandacertainreverence。\"Letmecountit,\"saidAshmead。Hedidso,anditcametofourthousandninehundredandeighty-onepounds,Englishmoney。\"Andtothink,\"saidhe,\"ifyouhadtakenmyadviceyouwouldnothaveapennyofthis!\" \"I\'lltakeyouradvicenow,\"saidshe。\"Iwillnevergambleagain。\" \"Well,takemyadvice,andlockuptheswagbeforeacreatureseesit。 Homburgisfullofthieves。\" Shecomplied,andtookawaythemoneyinanapkin。 Ashmeadcalledafterhertoknowmightheordersupper。 \"Ifyouwillbesokind。\" Ashmeadrejoicedatthisunguardedpermission,andorderedasupperthatmadeKarlstare。 TheKloskingreturnedinabouthalfanhour,cladinacrisp_peignoir。_ Ashmeadconfrontedher。\"Ihaveorderedabottleofchampagne,\"saidhe。 Heranswersurprisedhim。\"Youhavedonewell。Wemustnowbegintoprovethetruthoftheoldproverb,\'Cequivientdelaflutes\'envaautambour。\'\" AtsupperMr。Ashmeadwasthechiefdrinker,and,byanaturalconsequence,thechiefspeaker:heheldoutbrilliantprospects;hefavoredtheKloskingwithadiscourseonadvertising。Notalentavailedwithoutit;largeposters,pictures,window-cards,etc。;butashertalentwassuperlative,hemustnowendeavortokeepupwithitbyinventioninhisline——thepuffcircumstantial,thepuffpoetic,thepuffanecdotal,thepuffcontroversial,alltendingtoblowthefameoftheKloskingineveryeye,andringitineveryear。\"Youtakemyadvice,\" saidhe,\"anddevotethismoney,everypennyofit,toPublicity。Don\'tyoutouchasingleshinerforanythingthatdoesnotreturnahundredpercent。Publicitydoes,whenthearticleisprime。\" \"Youforget,\"saidshe,\"thismoneydoesnotallbelongtome。Anothercanclaimhalf;thegentlemanwithwhomweareinpartnership。\" Ashmeadlookedliterallyblue。\"Nonsense!\"saidhe,roughly。\"Hecanonlyclaimhisfiftypounds。\" \"Nay,myfriend。Itooktwoequalsums:onewashis,onemine。\" \"Thathasnothingtodowithit。Hetoldmetobetforhim。Ididn\'t;andIshalltakehimbackhisfiftypoundsandsayso。Iknowwheretofindhim。\" \"Where?\" \"Thatismybusiness。Don\'tyougomadnow,andbreakmyheart。\" \"Well,myfriend,wewilltalkofittomorrowmorning。Itcertainlyisnotveryclear;andperhaps,afterIhaveprayedandslept,Imayseemoreplainlywhatisright。\" Ashmeadobservedshewaspale,andaskedher,withconcern,ifshewasill。 \"No,notill,\"saidshe,\"butwornout。Myfriend,Iknewnotatthetimehowgreatwasmyexcitement;butnowIamconsciousthatthisafternoonI havelivedaweek。Myverykneesgivewayunderme。\" Uponthisadmission,Ashmeadhurriedhertobed。 Shesleptsoundlyforsomehours;but,havingonceawakened,shefellintoahalf-sleeplessstate,andwasfullofdreamsandfancies。Thesepreyedonherso,thatsheroseanddispatchedaservanttoAshmead,withalineinpencilbegginghimtotakeanearlybreakfastwithher,atnineo\'clock。 Assoonaseverhecameshebeganuponthetopicoflastnight。Shehadthoughtitover,andsaid,frankly,shewasnotwithouthopesthegentleman,ifhewasreallyagentleman,mightbecontentedwithsomethinglessthanhalf。Butshereallydidnotseehowshecouldrefusehimsomeshareofherwinnings,shouldhedemandit。\"Thinkofit,\"saidshe。\"Thepoormanloses——fourhundredpounds,Ithinkyousaid。Thenhesays,\'Betyouforme,\'andgoesaway,trustingtoyourhonor。Hisluckchangesinmyhands。Ishetoloseallwhenheloses,andwinnothingwhenhewins,merelybecauseIamsofortunateastowinmuch?However,weshallhearwhat_he_says。Yougavehimyouraddress。\" \"IsaidIwasat\'TheGoldenStar,\'\"growledAshmead,inatonethatplainlyshowedhewasvexedwithhimselfforbeingsocommunicative。 \"Thenhewillpayusavisitassoonashehears:soIneedgivemyselfnofurthertrouble。\" \"Whyshouldyou?Waittillhecomes,\"saidcraftyAshmead。 InaKloskingcolored。Shefeltherfriendwastemptingher,andfeltshewasnotquitebeyondthepoweroftemptation。 \"Whatwashelike?\"saidshe,toturntheconversation。 \"ThehandsomestyoungfellowIeversaw。\" \"Young,ofcourse?\" \"Yes,quiteaboy。Atleast,helookedaboy。Tobesure,histalkwasnotlikeaboy\'s;veryprecocious,Ishouldsay。\" \"Whatapity,tobegingamblingsoyoung!\" \"Oh,heisallright。Ifheloseseveryfarthingofhisown,hewillmarrymoney。Anywomanwouldhavehim。Youneversawsuchacurleddarling。\" \"Darkorfair?\" \"Fair。Pink-and-white,likeagirl;ahandlikealady。\" \"Indeed。Fineeyes?\" \"Splendid!\" \"Whatcolor?\" \"Idon\'tknow。Lordblessyou,amandoesnotexamineanotherman\'seyes,likeyouladies。However,nowIthinkofit,therewasonecuriousthingIshouldknowhimbyanywhere。\" \"Andwhatwasthat?\" \"Well,yousee,hishairwasbrown;butjustabovetheforeheadhehadgotonelockthatwaslikeyourown——golditself。\" Whilehesaidthis,theKlosking\'sfaceunderwentthemostrapidandstrikingchanges,andatlastshesatlookingathimwildly。 Itwassometimebeforehenoticedher,andthenhewasquitealarmedatherstrangeexpression。\"Whatisthematter?\"saidhe。\"Areyouill?\" \"No,no,no。Onlyalittle——astonished。Suchathingasthatisveryrare。\" \"Thatitis。Ineversawacasebefore。\" \"Notone,inallyourlife?\"askedshe,eagerly。 \"Well,no;notthatIremember。\" \"Excusemeaminute,\"saidInaKlosking,andwenthurriedlyfromtheroom。 Ashmeadthoughthermannerverystrange,butconcludedshewasalittleunhingedbyyesterday\'sexcitement。Moreover,therefacedhimanomeletofenormoussize,andsavory。Hethoughtthisworthytodivideaman\'sattentionevenwiththegreatcreature\'stantrums。Hedevotedhimselftoit,anditoccupiedhimsoagreeablythathedidnotobservetheconductofMademoiselleKloskingonherreturn。Sheplacedthreephotographssoftlyonthetable,notveryfarfromhim,andthenresumedherseat; buthereyeneverlefthim:andshegavemonosyllabicandalmostimpatientrepliestoeverythinghemumbledwithhismouthfullofomelet。 Whenhehaddonehisomelet,henoticedthephotographs。Theywereallcolored。Hetookoneup。Itwasanelderlywoman,sweet,venerable,andfair-haired。HelookedatIna,andatthephotograph,andsaid,\"Thisisyourmother。\" \"Itis。\" \"Itisangelic——asmightbeexpected。\" Hetookupanother。 \"Thisisyourbrother,Isuppose。Stop。Haloo!——whatisthis?Aremyeyesmakingafoolofme?\" Heheldoutthephotographatarm\'slength,andstaredfromittoher。 \"Why,madam,\"saidhe,inanawestruckvoice,\"thisisthegentleman——theplayer——I\'dsweartohim。\" Inastartedfromherseatwhilehespoke。\"Ah!\"shecried,\"Ithoughtso——myEdward!\"andsatdown,tremblingviolently。 Ashmeadrantoher,andsprinkledwaterinherface,forsheseemedreadytofaint:butshemurmured,\"No,no!\"andsoonthecolorrushedintoherface,andsheclaspedherhandstogether,andcried,\"Ihavefoundhim!\" andsoonthestormofvaryingemotionsendedintearsthatgaveherrelief。 Itwasalongtimebeforeshespoke;butwhenshedid,herspiritandhernaturalstrengthofcharactertooktheupperhand。 \"Whereishe?\"saidshe,firmly。 \"Hetoldmehewasatthe\'Russie。\'\" \"Wewillgothereatonce。Whenisthenexttrain?\" Ashmeadlookedathiswatch。\"Intenminutes。Wecanhardlydoit。\" \"Yes,wecan。Orderacarriagethisinstant。Iwillbereadyinoneminute。\" Theycaughtthetrain,andstarted。 Astheyglidedalong,Ashmeadbeggedhernottoacttoohurriedly,andexposeherselftoinsult。 \"Whowilldareinsultme?\" \"Nobody,Ihope。Still,Icannotbearyoutogointoastrangehotelhuntingthisman。Itismonstrous;butIamafraidyouwillnotbewelcome。Somethinghasjustoccurredtome;thereasonheranoffsosuddenlywas,hesawyoucoming。Therewasamirroropposite。Ah,weneednothavefearedhewouldcomebackforhiswinnings。Idiot——villain!\" \"Youstabmetotheheart,\"saidIna。\"Heranawayatsightofme?Ah,Jesu,pityme!WhathaveIdonetohim?\" HonestAshmeadhadmuchadonottoblubberatthispatientcryofanguish,thoughthewomanherselfshednotearjustthen。Buthisjudgmentwasundimmedbypassion,andhegaveherthebenefit。\"Takemyadvice,\"saidhe,\"andworkitthisway。ComeinaclosecarriagetothesidestreetthatisnearesttheRussie。I\'llgointothehotelandaskforhimbyhisname——whatishisname?\" \"Mr。EdwardSeverne。\" \"AndsaythatIwasafraidtostakehismoney,butafriendofmine,thatisaboldplayer,undertookit,andhadagreatrunofluck。\'Thereismoneyowingyou,\'saysI,\'andmyfriendhasbroughtit。\'Thenheissuretocome。Youwillhaveyourveildown,I\'llopenthecarriage-door,andtellhimtojumpin,and,whenyouhavegothimyoumustmakehimhearreason。I\'llgiveyouagoodchance——I\'llshutthecarriage-door。\" Inasmiledathisingenuity——herfirstsmilethatday。\"Youareindeedafriend,\"saidshe。\"Hefearsreproaches,but,whenhefindsheiswelcome,hewillstaywithme;andheshallhavemoneytoplaywith,andamusehimselfhowhelikes。Ikepttootightareinonhim,poorfellow! Mygoodmothertaughtmeprudence。\" \"Yes,but,\"saidAshmead,\"youmustpromisemeonething:nottolethimknowhowmuchmoneyyouhavewon,andnottogo,likeagoose,andgivehimalotatonce。Itneverpaystopartwithpowerinthiswickedworld。 Yougivehimtwentypoundsadaytoplaywithwheneverheiscleanedout。 Thenthemoneywilllastyourtime,andhewillneverleaveyou。\" \"Oh,howcold-heartedandwiseyouare!\"saidshe。\"Butsuchahumiliatingpositionfor_him!\"_ \"Don\'tyoubesilly。Youwon\'tkeephimanyotherway。\" \"IwillbeaswiseasIcan,\"sighedIna。\"Ihavehadabitterlesson。 Onlybringhimtome,andthen,whoknows?Iamachange:mylovemayrevivehis,andnoneofthesepitiableprecautionsmaybeneeded。Theywouldlowerusboth。\" Ashmeadgroanedaloud。\"Isee,\"saidhe。\"He\'llsooncleanyouout。Ah,well!hecan\'trobyouofyourvoice,andhecan\'trobyouofyourAshmead。\" TheysoonreachedFrankfort。Ashmeadputherintoacarriageasagreed,andwenttotheRussie。 Inasat,withherveildown,inthecarriage,andwaitedAshmead\'sreturnwithSeverne。Hewasalongtimecoming。Shebegantodoubt,andthentofear,andwonderwhyhewassolong。 Atlasthecameinsight。 Hewasalone。 Ashedrewnearershesawhisfacewasthoroughlydowncast。 \"Mydearfriend,\"hefaltered,\"youareoutofluckto-day。\" \"Hewillnotcomewithyou?\" \"Oh,hewouldcomefastenough,ifhewasthere;butheisgone。\" \"Gone!ToHomburg?\" \"No。Unfortunately,heisgonetoEngland。Wentoff,bythefasttrain,anhourago。\" Inafellbackinsilence,justasifshehadbeenstruckintheface。 \"HeistravelingwithanEnglishfamily,andtheyhavegonestraighthome。Herearetheirnames。Ilookedinthevisitors\'book,andtalkedtotheservant,andall。Mr。Vizard,MissVizard——\" \"Vizard?\" \"Yes——MissMaitland,MissDover。See,Iwrotethemalldown。\" \"Oh,Iamunfortunate!WhywasIeverborn?\" \"Don\'tsaythat,don\'tsaythat。Itisannoying:butweshallbeabletotracehimnow;and,besides,Iseeotherwaysofgettingholdofhim。\" Inabrokeinuponhistalk。\"Takemetothenearestchurch,\"shecried。 \"Man\'swordsarevain。Ah,Jesu,letmecrytothee!\" Hetookhertothenearestchurch。Shewentin,andprayedforfulltwohours。Shecameout,paleandlistless,andAshmeadgotherhomehowhecould。Herverybodyseemedallcrushedandlimp。Ashmeadlefther,sadathearthimself。 SolongasshewasinsightAshmeadcouldthinkonlyofhermisery:butthemomentshewasoutofsight,herememberedthetheater。ShewasannouncedforRosinathatverynight。Hesawtroubleofallsortsbeforehim。Herantothetheater,ingreatalarm,andtoldthemanagershehadbeentakenveryill。Hemustchangethebill。 \"Impossible!\"wasthereply。\"Ifshecan\'tsing,Iclose。\" Ashmeadwentbackto\"TheStar。\" Inawasinherbedroom。 Hesentinaline,\"Canyousingtonight?Ifnothesayshemustclose。\" Thereplycamebackinratheratremblinghand。\"Isuffertoomuchbyfalsehoodtobreakfaithmyself。Ishallpraytillnight:andthenI shallsing。IfIdieonthestage,allthebetterforme。\" Wasnotthisagreatsoul? CHAPTERXI。 THATsamemorningourEnglishpartysnatchedahastybreakfastintravelingattire。Severnewasnotthere;butsentwordtoVizardheshouldbethereintime。 Thisfilledthecup。Zoe\'swoundedpridehadbeenrisinghigherandhigherallthenight,andshecamedownratherpale,frombrokenrest,andsternlyresolved。ShehadafewseriouswordswithFanny,andsketchedheroutalittlemapofconduct,whichshowedthatshehadthoughtthematterwellover。 Butherplanbidfairtobederanged:Severnewasnotatthestation: thencameachange。Zoewasrestless,andcastanxiousglances。 Butatthesecondbellhedartedintothecarriage,asifhehadjustdispatchedsomewonderfulbusinesstogetthereintime。Whilethetrainwasstarting,hebusiedhimselfinarranginghisthings;but,oncestarted,heputonhissunnylookandpreparedtobe,asusual,thelifeandsouloftheparty。 But,foronce,hemetafrost。Zoewaswrappedinimpenetrable_hauteur,_ andFannyinpoliteindifference。Neverwaslossoffavormoreablymarkedwithouttheleastill-breeding,andnogoodhandlegiventoseekanexplanation。 Nodoubtastraightforwardman,withjusticeonhisside,wouldhaveaskedthemplumplywhetherhehadbeensounfortunateastooffend,andhow;andthiswaswhatZoesecretlywished,howevershemightseemtorepelit。ButSevernewastoocraftyforthat。Hehadlearnedtheartofwaiting。 Afterafeweffortsatconversationandsmoothrebuffs,heputonasurprised,mortified,andsorrowfulair,andawaitedtheattack,whichhefeltwouldcomesoonorlate。 Thisskillfulinertiabaffledthefair,inaman;inawoman,theymighthaveexpectedit;and,afterafewhours,Zoe\'spatiencebegantowearout。 Thetrainstoppedfortwentyminutes,and,evenwhiletheyweresnatchingalittlerefreshment,thedarklocksandtheblondecameveryclosetogether;andZoe,exasperatedbyherownwoundedprideandthesullentorporofherlover,gaveFannyfreshinstructions,whichnobodywasbetterqualifiedtocarryoutthanthatyounglady,asnobodywasbetterabletobafflefemalestrategythanthegentleman。 Thistime,however,theladieshadcertainadvantages,tobalancehissubtletyandhishabitofstatinganything,trueorfalse,thatsuitedhisimmediatepurpose。 Theyopenedverycat-like。Fannyaffectedtobeoutgrowingherill-humor,andvolunteeredacivilwordortwotoSeverne。ThereuponZoeturnedsharplyawayfromFanny,asifshedisapprovedherconduct,andtookabook。Thiswasprettysly,anddone,Isuppose,toremoveallideaofconcertbetweenthefairassailants;whereasitwasasecretsignalfortheconcerttocomeintooperation,itbeingFanny\'sparttoplayuponSeverne,andZoe\'stowatch,fromhercorner,everylineamentofhisfaceunderfire。 \"By-the-way,Mr。Severne,\"saidFanny,aproposofachurchonahilltheywereadmiring,\"didyougetyourwinnings?\" \"Mywinnings!Youaresarcastical。\" \"AmI?ReallyIdidnotintendtobe。\" \"No,no;forgiveme;butthatdidseemalittlecruel。MissDover,Iwasaheavyloser。\" \"Notwhilewewerethere。Theladyandgentlemanwhoplayedwithyourmoneywon,oh,suchadeal!\" \"Thedeviltheydid!\" \"Yes。Didyounotstaybehind,lastnight,togetit?WeneversawyouattheRussie。\" \"Iwasveryill。\" \"Bleedingatthenose?\" \"No。Thatalwaysrelievesmewhenitcomes。Iamsubjecttofaintingfits:onceIlayinsensiblesolongtheyweregoingtoburyme。Now,dopraytellmewhatmakesyoufancyanybodywonalotwithmymoney。\" \"Well,Iwill。Youknowyouleftfiftypoundsforafriendtobetwith。\" Severnestared;butwastooeagerforinformationtoquestionherhowsheknewthis。\"Yes,Idid,\"saidhe。 \"Andyoureallydon\'tknowwhatfollowed?\" \"Goodheavens!howcanI?\" \"Well,then,asyouranout——tofaint,MademoiselleKloskingcamein,justasshedidattheopera,youknow,thetimebefore,whenyouranout——tobleed。Sheslippedintoyourchair,theverymomentyouleftit; andyourfriendwiththeflamingneck-tietoldheryouhadsethimtobetwithyourmoney。By-the-by,Mr。Severne,howonearthdoyouandMademoiselleKlosking,whohavebothsomuchtasteindress,cometohaveamutualfriend,vulgarityinperson,withavelveteencoatandanimpossibleneck-tie?\" \"Whatareyoutalkingabout,MissDover?IdojustknowMademoiselleKlosking;ImetherinsocietyinVienna,twoyearsago:butthatcadI commissionedtobetformeIneversawbeforeinmylife。Youarekeepingmeontenter-hooks。Mymoney——mymoney——mymoney!Ifyouhaveaheartinyourbosom,tellmewhatbecameofmymoney。\" Hewasviolent,forthefirsttimesincetheyhadknownhim,andhiseyesflashedfire。 \"Well,\"saidFanny,beginningtobepuzzledandratherfrightened,\"thisman,whoyou_say_wasanewacquaintance——\" \"WhomI_say?_DoyoumeantotellmeIamaliar?\"Hefumbledeagerlyinhisbreast-pocket,andproducedacard。\"There,\"saidhe,\"thisisthecardhegaveme,\'Mr。JosephAshmead。\'Now,maythistraindashoverthenextviaduct,andtakeyouandMissVizardtoheaven,andmetohell,ifIeversawMr。JosephAshmead\'sfacebefore。THEMONEY!——THEMONEY!\" Heutteredthisfuriously,and,itisacuriousfact;butZoeturnedred,andFannypale。ItwasreallyinquiteacowedvoiceMissDoverwentontosay,\"La!don\'tflyoutlikethat。Well,then,themanrefusedtobetwithyourmoney;sothenMademoiselleKloskingsaidshewould;andsheplayed——oh,howshedidplay!Shedoubled,anddoubled,anddoubled,hundredsuponhundreds。Shemadeamountainofgoldandapyramidofbank-notes;andsheneverstoppedtillshebrokethebank——there!\" \"Withmymoney?\"gaspedSeverne。 \"Yes;withyourmoney。Yourfriendwiththeloudtiepocketedit;Ibegyourpardon,notyourfriend——onlyhers。Harringtonsaysheisher_cherami。\"_ \"Themoneyismine!\"heshrieked。\"Idon\'tcarewhoplayedwithit,itismine。AndthefellowhadtheimpudencetosendmebackmyfiftypoundstotheRussie。\" \"What!yougavehimyouraddress?\"thiswithaninvoluntaryglanceofsurpriseatZoe。 \"Ofcourse。DoyouthinkIleaveamanfiftypoundstoplaywith,anddon\'tgivehimmyaddress?Hehaswonthousandswithmymoney,andsentmebackmyfifty,forablind,thethief!\" \"Well,reallyitistoobad,\"saidFanny。\"But,there——I\'mafraidyoumustmakethebestofit。Ofcourse,theirsendingbackyourfiftypoundsshowstheymeantokeeptheirwinnings。\" \"Youtalklikeawoman,\"saidhe;then,grindinghisteeth,andstretchingoutalongmusculararm,hesaid,\"I\'lltaketheblackguardbythethroatandtearitoutofhim,thoughItearhislifeoutalongwithit。\" AllthistimeZoehadbeenlookingathimwithconcern,andevenwithadmiration。Heseemedmorebeautifulthanever,toher,undertheinfluenceofpassion,andmoreofaman。 \"Mr。Severne,\"saidshe,\"becalm。Fannyhasmisledyou,withoutintendingit。Shedidnothearallthatpassedbetweenthosetwo;Idid。 Thevelveteenandneck-tiemanrefusedtobetwithyourmoney。ItwasMademoiselleKloskingwhobet,andwithherownmoney。Shetooktwenty-fivepoundsofherown,andtwenty-fivepoundsofyours,andwontwoorthreehundredinafewmoments。Surely,asagentleman,youcannotaskaladytodomorethanrepayyouyourtwenty-fivepounds。\" SevernewasalittlecowedbyZoe\'sinterference。Hestoodhisground; butsullenly,insteadofviolently。 \"MissVizard,ifIwereweakenoughtotrustaladywithmymoneyatagamblingtable,Ishouldexpectfoulplay;forIneverknewaladyyetwhowouldnotcheat_atcards,_ifshecould。Itrustedmymoneytoatradesmantobetwith。Ifhetakesafemalepartner,thatisnobusinessofmine;heisresponsibleallthesame,andI\'llhavemymoney。\" Hejumpedupattheword,andlookedoutatthewindow;heevenfumbledwiththedoor,andtriedtoopenit。 \"Youhadbetterjumpout,\"saidFanny。 \"Andthentheywouldkeepmymoneyforgood。No;\"saidhe,\"I\'llwaitfortheneareststation。\"Hesunkbackintohisseat,lookingunutterablethings。 Fannylookedratherruefulatfirst;thenshesaid,spitefully,\"Youmustbeverysureofyourinfluencewithyouroldsweetheart。Youforgetshehasgotanothernow——atradesman,too。Hewillsticktothemoney,andmakehersticktoit。Theirsendingthefiftypoundsshowsthat。\" Zoe\'seyeswereonhimwithmicroscopicpower,and,withallhisself-command,shesawhimwinceandchangecolor,andgiveothersignsthatthisshafthadtoldinmanyways。 Heshuthiscountenancethenextmoment;butithadopened,andZoewasonfirewithjealousyandsuspicion。 FluctuatingFannyregrettedtheturnthingshadtaken。Shedidnotwanttoloseapleasantmalecompanion,andshefeltsureZoewouldbeunhappy,andcrosstoher,ifhewent。\"Surely,Mr。Severne,\"shesaid,\"youwillnotdesertusandgobackforsosmallachance。Why,weareahundredandfiftymilesfromHomburg,andallthenearertodearoldEngland。There,there——wemustbekindertoyou,andmakeyouforgetthismisfortune。\" Thusspokethetrimmer。Thereplytookherbysurprise。 \"AndwhosefaultisitthatIamobligedtogetoutahundredandfiftymilesfromHomburg?Youknewallthis。Youcouldhavegotmeadelayofafewhourstogoandgetmydue。YouknowIamapoorman。Withallyourcleverness,youdon\'tknowwhatmademepoor,oryouwouldfeelsomeremorse,perhaps;butyouknowIampoorwhenmostIcouldwishIwererich。Youhaveheardthatoldwomanthereflingmypovertyinmyteeth; yetyoucouldkeepthisfromme——justtoassistacheatandplayuponthefeelingsofafriend。Now,whatgoodhasthatdoneyou,toinflictmiseryonmeinsport,onamanwhonevergaveyouamoment\'spainifhecouldhelpit?\" Fannylookedruefullythiswayandthat,herfacebegantowork,andshelaiddownherarms,ifaladycanbesaidtodothatwholaysdownastrongweaponandtakesupastronger;inotherwords,sheburstoutcrying,andsaidnomore。Yousee,shewaspoorherself。 Severnetooknonoticeofher;hewasaccustomedtomakewomencry。Hethrusthisheadoutofthewindowinhopesofseeingastationnear,andhiswholebeingwasrestlessasifhewouldliketojumpout。 Whilehewasinthisconditionofmindandbody,thehandhehadoncekissedsotenderly,andshockedMissMaitland,passedanenvelopeoverhisshoulder,withtwolineswrittenonitinpencil: \"IfyouGOBACKTOHOMBURG,obligeMEBYREMAININGthere。\" Thisdemandsanexplanation;butitshallbebrief。 Fanny\'sshrewdhint,thatthemoneycouldonlybeobtainedfromMdlle。 Klosking,hadpiercedZoethroughandthrough。Hermindgraspedallthathadhappened,allthatimpended,and,wiselydecliningtotryandaccountfor,orreconcile,allthejarringdetails,shesettled,withawoman\'sbroadinstinct,that,somehoworother,hisgoingbacktoHomburgmeantgoingbacktoMademoiselleKlosking。Whetherthatladywouldbuyhimornot,shedidnotknow。Butgoingbacktohermeantgoingajourneytoseearival,withconsequencesillimitable。 Shehadcourage;shehadpride;shehadjealousy。Sheresolvedtoloseherlover,orhavehimalltoherself。Sharehimshewouldnot,norevenendurethetortureofthedoubt。 Shetookanenvelopeoutofhersatchel,andwiththepencilattachedtoherchatelainewrotethefatalwords,\"IfyougobacktoHomburg,obligemebyremainingthere。\" Atthismomentshewasnotgoadedbypiqueoranypettyfeeling。Indeed,hisreproachtoFannyhadtouchedheralittle,anditwaswiththetearinhereyeshecametotheresolution,andhandedhimthatline,whichtoldhimsheknewhervalue,and,costwhatitmight,wouldpartwithanymanforeverratherthansharehimwiththeKloskingoranyotherwoman。 Severnetooktheline,eyedit,realizedit,fellbackfromthewindow,anddroppedintohisseat。ThisgaveZoeaconsolingsenseofpower。Shehadseenherloverragingandrestless,andwantingtojumpout,yetnowbeheldhimliterallyfelledwithawordfromherhand。 Heleanedhisheadinhishandinasortofbroken-down,collapsed,doggedwaythatmovedherpity,thoughhardlyherrespect。 By-and-byitstruckherasaverygravethingthathedidnotreplybyword,norevenbylook。Hecoulddecidewithaglance,andwhydidhehesitate?WashereallybalancingheragainstMademoiselleKloskingweightedwithashareofhiswinnings? Thisdoubtwaswormwoodtoherprideandself-respect;buthiscrushedattitudeallayedinsomedegreethemereirritationhisdoubtcaused。 Theminutespassedandthemiles:stillthatbrokenfiguresatbeforeher,withhisfacehiddenbyhiswhitehand。 Zoe\'scouragebegantofalter。Misgivingsseizedher。Shehadmadethatamatteroflovewhich,afterall,toaman,mightbeamerematterofbusiness。Hewaspoor,too,andshehadthrustherjealousybetweenhimandmoney。Hemighthavehispridetoo,andrebelagainstheraffront。 Asforhisthoughts,underthatcrushedexterior,whichheputonforablind,theyweresodeliberateandcalculatingthatIshallnotmixthemonthispagewiththatpureandgenerouscreature\'s。Anothertimewilldotorevealhissordidarithmetic。AsforZoe,shesettleddownintowishing,withallherheart,shehadnotsubmittedherloversoimperiouslytoatest,theseverityofwhichshenowsawshehadunderrated。 Presentlythespeedofthetrainbegantoslacken——alltoosoon。Shenowdreadedtolearnherfate。Wasshe,orwasshenot,worthafewthousandpoundsreadymoney? Asignal-postwaspast,provingthattheywereabouttoenterastation。 Yetanother。Nowthewheelswerehardlyturning。Nowtheplatformwasvisible。Yethenevermovedhiswhite,delicate,womanishfingersfromhisforehead,butremainedstillabsorbed,andlookedundecided。 Atlastthemotionentirelyceased。Then,assheturnedherheadtoglean,ifpossible,thenameoftheplace,hestoleafurtiveglanceather。Shewaspallid,agitated。Heresolveduponhiscourse。 Assoonasthetrainstopped,heopenedthedoorandjumpedout,withoutawordtoZoe,orevenalook。 Zoeturnedpaleasdeath。\"Ihavelosthim,\"saidshe。 \"No,no,\"criedFanny。\"See,hehasnottakenhiscaneandumbrella。\" _\"They_willnotkeephimfromflyingtohismoneyandher,\"moanedZoe。 \"Didyounotsee?Heneveroncelookedatme。Hecouldnot。Iamsickatheart。\" ThissetFannyfluttering。\"There,letmeouttospeaktohim。\" \"Sitquiet,\"saidZoe,sternly。 \"No;no。Ifyoulovehim——\" \"Idolovehim——passionately。And_therefore_I\'lldieratherthansharehimwithanyone。\" \"Butitisdreadfultobefixedhere,andnotallowedtomovehandorfoot。\" \"Itisthelotofwomen。Letmefeelthehandofafriend,thatisall; forIamsickatheart。\" Fannygaveherherhand,andallthesympathyhershallownaturehadtobestow。 Zoesatmotionless,grippingherfriend\'shandalmostconvulsively,astatueoffemalefortitude。 Thissuspensecouldnotlastlong。Theofficialsorderedthetravelerstothecarriages;doorswereopenedandslammed;theenginegaveasnort,andonlyatthatmomentdidMr。EdwardSevernetearthedooropenandboltintothecarriage。 Oh,itwaspitiable,butlovely,toseethebloodrushintoZoe\'sface,andthefireintohereye,andthesweetmouthexpandinasmileofjoyandtriumph! Shesatamoment,almostparalyzedwithpleasure,andthencasthereyesdown,lesttheirfireshouldproclaimherfeelingstooplainly。