第9章

类别:其他 作者:Kate Douglas Wiggin字数:13094更新时间:18/12/14 10:54:48
\'That\'saperfectly——jetblack——fib!\'criedPolly,whowasnowthoroughlyangry;\'andIdon\'tthinkitisverypoliteofyoutoattackthewholeparty,andsaytheyhaven\'tbeennicetoyou,whenthey\'vedoneeverythingintheworld!\' \'Itisn\'tyourpartyanymorethanmine,isit?AndifIdon\'tknowhowtobepolite,Icertainlyshan\'taskYOUforinstruction;forI mustknowasmuchaboutthemannersofgoodsocietyasyoudo,inasmuchasIhavecertainlyseenmoreofit!\' Pollysankintoacamp-chair,toostunnedforamomenttoreply,whileLaura,whohadgonequitebeyondthepointwhereshekneworcaredwhatshesaid,wentonwitharushofwords:\'Imeantotellyou,nowthatIamstarted,thatanybodywhoisn\'tblindcanseewhyyoutoadytotheWinships,whohavemoneyandsocialposition,andwhyyouaresoanxioustokeepeverybodyelsefromgettingintotheirgoodgraces;buttheyaresopartialtoyouthattheyhavegivenyouanentirelyfalseideaofyourself;andyoumightaswellknowthatunlessyoukeepyourselfalittlemoreinthebackground,andgrowalittlelessboldandaffectedandindependent,otherpeoplewillnotbequiteasreadyastheWinshipstomakeapetofagirlwhosemotherkeepsaboarding-house。\' PoorLaura!Itwasnosoonersaidthansheregrettedit——alittle,notmuch。ButpoorPolly!Wherewashergoodangelthen?Whycouldshenothavetreatedthisthrustwiththesilenceandcontemptitdeserved?ButhowcouldLaurahavedetectedandprobedthemostsensitivespotinthegirl\'snature?Shelostallcommandofherself。Herrageabsolutelyfrightenedher,foritmadeherdeafandblindtoallconsiderationsofproprietyandself-respect,andforamomentshewasonlyconsciousofthewilddesiretostrike—— yes,eventokill——thepersonwhohadsoinsultedallthatwasdearesttoher。 \'Don\'tdaretosayanotherword!\'shepanted,withsuchflamingcheeksandsuchflashingeyesthatLaurainvoluntarilyretreatedtowardsthedoor,halfafraidofthetempestherwordshadevoked。 \'Don\'tdaretosayanotherword,orIdon\'tknowwhatImaydo!Yes,Iamgladyouaregoing,andeverybodywillbeglad,andthesooneryougothebetter!You\'vemadeeverybodymiserableeversinceyoucame,withyourjealousyandyourgossipandyourfine-ladyairs;andifAuntTruthhadn\'tlovedyourmother,andifweweremeanenoughtotelltales,wewouldhaverepeatedsomeofyourdisagreeablespeecheslongago。HowcanyoudaretosayIlovetheWinshipsforanythingbutthemselves?Andifyouhadeverseenmydarlingmother,younevercouldhavecalledheraboarding-housekeeper,youcruel——\' Oh,butthedashingtorrentofangrywordsstoppedatthemerementionofhermother。Thewordrecalledhertoherself,buttoolate。Itwokeinhermemorytheclaspofhermother\'sarms,thesoundofthesweet,tiredvoice:\'Onlytwoofusagainstthebigworld,Polly——youandI。Bebrave,littledaughter,braveandpatient。\'Oh,howimpatientandcowardlyshehadbeen!Wouldsheneverlearntobegood?Thebetterimpulsesrushedbackintoherheart,andcrowdedoutthebadonessoquicklythatinanothermomentshewouldhaveflungherselfatLaura\'sfeet,andimploredherforgivenessmerelytogainagainherownself-respectandhermother\'sapproval;buttherewasnotimeforrepentance(thereisn\'tsometimes),fortheclatterofwheelsannouncedPancho\'sapproachwiththeteam,andMrs。WinshipandAnneBurtoncameintoview,walkingrapidlytowardsthetent。 Laurawasagooddealdisconcertedattheirill-timedappearance,butreflectedrapidlythatifMrs。Winshiphadoverheardanything,itwasprobablyPolly\'slastspeech,inwhichcasethatyoungpersonwouldseemtobemoreinfaultthanherself,sosteppingoutofthetentshemetMrs。Winshipandkissedhergood-bye。 LittleAnneranonandjumpedintothewagon,withallachild\'sjoyattheprospectofgoinganywhere。Polly\'sbackwasturned,butshecouldnotdisappearentirelywithinthetentwithoutcausingMrs。 Winshipsurprise;andshewentthroughalifetimeofmiseryandself- reproachinthatminuteofshameandfear,whenshedaredneithertoadvancenorretreat。 \'Idon\'tquiteliketoletyougoalone,Laura,withoutconsultingthedoctor,andIcan\'tfindhim,\'saidMrs。Winship。\'Why,youarenervousandtrembling!Hadn\'tyoubetterwaituntilto-morrow?\' \'No,thankyou,Mrs。Winship。Iamallreadynow,andwouldprefertogo。IthinkperhapsIhavestayedquitelongenough,asPollyhasjusttoldmethateverybodyisgladtoseethelastofme,andthatI\'vemadeyouallmiserablesinceIcame。 ThiswastheclimaxtoPolly\'smisery;forshewasalreadysoovercomebythethoughtofherrudenessthatshewasonthepointofbeggingLaura\'spardonforthatparticularspeechthenandthere,andshehadonlytohearherexactwordsrepeatedtofeelhowtheywouldsoundinMrs。Winship\'sears。 Mrs。WinshipwassoentirelytakenabackbyLaura\'sremark,thatshecouldonlyejaculate,\'Polly——said——that!Whatdoyoumean?\' \'Oh,Iamquitereadytothinkshesaidmorethansheintended,butthosewereherwords。\' \'Polly!\' Pollyturned。Alas!itwasplainenoughthatthiswasnofalseaccusation。Herdowncasteyes,flushed,tear-stainedcheeks,quiveringlips,andthesilentshameofherwholefigure,spoketooclearly。 \'Canitbepossible,Polly,thatyouspokeinsuchawaytoaguestwhowasabouttoleavemyhouse?\' \'Yes。\' ThewordwaswrungfromPolly\'stremblinglips。Whatcouldshesaybut\'Yes,\'——itwastrue,——andhowcouldsherepeatthetauntsthathadprovokedhertoretort?Theywerenotasufficientexcuse;andforthatmatter,nothingcouldbeasufficientexcuseforherlanguage。Nowthatshewasconfrontedwithherownfault,Laura\'sseemedsosmallbesideitthatshewouldhavebeenashamedtoofferitasanyjustification。 Mrs。Winshipgrewpale,andforamomentwasquiteatalossastothetreatmentofsuchasituation。 \'Don\'tsayanymoreaboutit,Mrs。Winship,\'saidLaura;\'wewerebothangry,orweshouldneverhaveforgottenourselves,andIshallthinknomoreofit。\'Lauraspokewithsuchanairofmodestvirtue,andseemedsoreadytoforgiveandforget,thatPollyinhersilenceandconfusionappearedworsethanever。 \'ButIwantyoutorememberthatyouaremyguest,notPauline\'s; thatIaskedyoutocomeandaskyoutoremain。Icannotallowyoutogosimplybecauseyoudonotchancetobeafavouritewithanotherofmyguests。\'(Oh!thepangthesewordsgavePolly\'sfaulty,tenderlittleheart!) \'IamonlygoingbecauseIfeelsoill,——notabitbecauseofwhatPollysaid;Iwasinthewrong,too,perhaps,butIpromisenottoletanybodynoranythingmakemequarrelwhenIvisityouagain。 Good-bye!\'andLaurasteppedintothewagon。 \'Itrustyouwillnotmentionthistoyourmother,sinceIhopeitistheonlyunpleasantincidentofyourvisit;anditisnofaultofminethatyougoawaywithanunhappyimpressionofourhospitality。\' HereMrs。WinshipreachedupandkissedlittleAnne,andasthehorseswererestive,andnooneseemedtohaveanythingfurthertosay,Panchodroveoff。 \'Idon\'tcaretotalkwithyouanymoreatpresent,Polly,\'saidMrs。 Winship。\'Iamtoohurtandtooindignanttospeakofyourconductquietly。Iknowthestrugglesyouhavewithyourtemper,andIamquitewillingtosympathisewithyouevenwhenyoudonotcomeoffvictorious;butthisissomethingquitedifferent。Ican\'tconceivehowanyamountofprovocationordislikecouldhaveledyouintosuchdisloyaltytome\';andwiththisshewalkedaway。 Pollystaggeredintoalittleplay-roomtentofDicky\'s,wheresheknewthatshecouldbealone,pinnedthecurtainstogethersothatnoonecouldpeepin,andthrewherselfdownuponthelongcushionedseatwhereDickywaswonttotakehisafternoonnap。There,ingriefanddespair,shesobbedtheafternoonthrough,dreadingtobedisturbedanddreadingtobequestioned。 \'Mybeautifulbirthdayspoiled,\'shemoaned,\'andallmyownfault! Iwassohappythismorning,butnowwaseveranybodysomiserableasI?AndevenifItellAuntTruthwhatLaurasaid,shewillthinkitnoexcuse,anditisn\'t!\' Asitnearedsupper-timeshemadeanopeninginthebackofthetent,andafterlongwatchingcaughtsightofGinonhiswaytothebrookforwater,signalledhim,andgavehimthisdespairinglittlenoteforMrs。Winship:- DearAuntTruth,——Idon\'taskyoutoforgiveme——Idon\'tdeservetobeforgiven——butIaskyoutodomejustonemoreofyourdearlittlekindnesses。LetmestayaloneinDicky\'stenttillmorning,andpleasedon\'tletanyonecomenearme。Youcantelleverybodythewholestoryto-night,ifyouthinkbest,thoughIshouldbegladifonlyDr。PaulandBellneedknow;butIdonotmindanythingafterdispleasingyou——nothingcanbesobadasthat。PerhapsyouthinkI oughttocomeoutandconfessittothemmyself,asapunishment;butoh,AuntTruth,Iampunishingmyselfinherealoneworsethananyoneelsecandoit。IwillgobacktoSantaBarbaraanytimethatyoucansendmetothestagestation,andIwillneveraskyoutolovemeagainuntilIhavelearnedhowtocontrolmytemper。Yourwretched,wretchedPOLLY。 P。S——Irememberthatitismybirthday,andallthatyouhavedoneforme,to-dayandalltheotherdays。ItlooksasifIwereungrateful,butinspiteofwhatIdidIamnot。Thewordsjustblazedout,andIneverknewthattheyweregoingtobesaidtillI heardthemfallingfrommymouth。ItseemstomethatifIeveratoneforthisIwillhaveaslateandpencilhangingtomybelt,andonlywritewhatIhavetosay。POLLY。 ThemoisturecametoMrs。Winship\'seyesasshereadthistear- stainedlittlenote。\'There\'ssomethinghereIdon\'tquiteunderstand,\'shethought;\'andyetPollyconfessedthatLauratoldthetruth。Poorchild!——butshehasgottolearnpatienceandself- controlthroughsuffering。However,I\'llkeepthematterasecretfromeverybodyatpresent,andstandbetweenherandmyinquisitivebroodofyoungsters,\'andsheslippedthenoteintoherpocket。 Atsixo\'clockthemembersofthefamilycameintocampfromvariousdirections,andgatheredaboutthesupper-table。AllweresurprisedatLaura\'ssuddendeparture,butnooneseemedespeciallygrief- stricken。DickyannouncedconfidentiallytoPhilipthatLaurawasa\'norful\'fraid-catoffrogs,\'andJackventuredtheopinionthatMissLaurahadn\'t\'boy\'enoughinherforcamp-life。 \'ButwhereisPolly?\'askedBell,lookingroundthetable,asshepinnedupherriding-skirtandsatdowninherusualseat。 \'Shehasabadheadache,andislyingdown,\'saidMrs。Winship,quietly;\'she\'llbeallrightinthemorning。\' \'Headache!\'ejaculatedfourorfivepeopleatonce,droppingtheirnapkinsandlookingateachotherindismay。 \'I\'llgoandrubherheadwithCologne,\'saidMargery。 \'Letmegoandsitwithher,\'saidElsie。 \'Haveyoubeenteasingher,Jack?\'askedMrs。Howard。 \'Toomuchbirthday?\'askedDr。Paul。\'Tellherwecansparealmostanybodyelsebetter。\' \'Blessthechild,shewantsmeifsheissick。Goonwithyoursuppers,I\'llseetoher,\'andBellrosefromthetable。 \'No,mydear,Iwantyoualltoleaveheraloneatpresent,\'saidMrs。Winship,decidedly。\'I\'veputhertobedinDicky\'splay-tent,andIwanthertobequiet。Ginhastakenhersomesupper,andsheneedsrest。\' PollyOliverinneedofrest!Whatanincomprehensiblestatement! Nobodywassatisfied,buttherewasnothingmoretobesaid,thoughBellandPhilipexchangedglancesasmuchastosay,\'Somethingiswrong。\' Supperended,andtheygatheredroundthecamp-fire,butnothingwasquiteasusual。Itwasallverywelltocrackjokes,butwherewasacertainmerrylaughthatwaswonttoringout,atthesmallestprovocation,insuchaninfectiouswaythateverybodyelsefollowedsuit?Andwhowasthere,whenPollyhadtheheadache,tomakeasaucyspeechandlookdownintothefireinnocently,whileherdimplesdideverythingthatwasrequiredinordertopointtheshaft? AndpraywhatwastheuseofsingingwhentherewasnoaltotoBell\'streble,orofgivingconundrums,sinceitwasalwaysPollywhothoughtofnonsensicalanswersbetterthantherealones?AndasforJack,why,itwasfollytoshootarrowsofwitintotheairwhentherewasnotarget。HesimplystretchedhimselfoutbesideElsie,whowasparticularlyquietandsnoozedpeacefully,withouttakinganypartintheconversation,avowinghisintentionto\'turnin\'early。 \'Turnin\'early,forsooth!Whatwasthematterwiththeboy? \'It\'snouse,\'saidBell,plaintively;\'wecan\'tbeanythingbuthappy,nowthatwehaveElsiehere;butitneedsonlyonesmallheadachetoshowthatPollyfillsalong-feltwantinthiscamp。Youthinkofherasamodestspokeinthewheeltillshedisappears,andthenyoufindshewasthehub。\' \'Yes,\'saidMargery,\'Ithinkeveryoneroundthisfireissimplyangelic,unlessIexceptJack;butthefactisthatPollyis——well,sheis——Polly,andIdareanyonetocontradictme。\' \'Thejudgmentofthecourtisconfirmed,\'saidPhilip。 \'Andthesharksaid,\"IfyouDon\'tbelieveitistrue,Justlookatmywisdomtooth!\"\' sangGeoffrey。 \'Andifanyoneevertellsmeagainthatshehasredhairandhasn\'tgoodfeatures,Ishouldjustliketoshowthemapictureofherasshewasto-dayatthedinner-table!\'exclaimedBell。 \'Asifanybodyneededfeatureswiththosedimples,\'addedElsie,\'orwouldmindredhairwhenitwassuchprettyhair!\' \'IthinkareportofthisconversationwouldgofartowardscuringPolly,\'saidDr。Winship,withasmile。 \'Andyousaywecan\'tgointherebeforewegotobed,mamacita?\' whisperedBellinhermother\'sear,astheboyssaidgood-night——andwenttowardstheirtent。 \'Mydear,\'sheanswereddecidedly,withafondkissforeachofthegirls,\'Pollyherselfaskedmetokeepeverybodyaway。\' Pollyherselfwantedtobealone!Wouldwondersnevercease? MeanwhileDicky,whohaddisappearedforamoment,camebacktothefire,hisbosomheavingwithgriefandrage。 \'Iwenttomyplay-tent,\'hesobbed,\'andputtedmyhandunderneaththecurtainandgavePollyapieceofmysuppercakeIsavedforher—— notthefrostedpart,buttheburntpartIcouldn\'teat——andshelikeditandkissedmyhand——andthenIfoughtshewaslonesome,andwouldliketoseemylittlestfrog,andItoldhertoputoutherhandagainforas\'prise,andIsqueezedhimintoittight,so\'thewouldn\'tjump——andshefoughtitwasmorecake,andwhenshefounditwasn\'tshefrewmylittlestfrogclearaway,anditgotlosted!\' Thisbroughtahowlofmirthfromeverybody,andDickywasinstructed,whilebeingputtobed,nottosqueezelittlefrogsintopeople\'shandsinthedark,asitsometimesaffectedthemunpleasantly。 AllthistimePollywaslyinginthetent,quiteexhaustedwithcrying,andmademorewretchedbyeverysoundofvoiceswaftedtowardsher。PresentlyGinappearedwithhernight-wrapperandvariousthingsforcomfortsentherbythegirls;andasshewearilyundressedherselfandpreparedforthenight,shefoundthreelittlemessagesofcomfortpinnedontheneckandsleevesofherflannelgown,writteninsuchcolossallettersthatshecouldeasilyreadthembythemoonlight。 Ontherightsleeve:- Cheerup!\'IwillneverdesertMr。Micawber!\'BELL Ontheleftsleeve:- DarlingPolly,——Getwellsoon,orweshallallbesickinordertostaywithyou。Lovingly,MEG。 PS——JacksaidyouweretheLIFEOFTHECAMP!Whatdoyouthinkofthat??M。 Ontheneck:- Dearest,——YouhavealwayscalledmetheFairyGodmother,andpretendedIcouldseethingsthatotherpeoplecouldn\'t。 Theboys(greatstupids!)thinkyouhavetheheadache。Wegirlscanallseethatyouareintrouble,butonlytheFairyGodmotherKNOWS WHY;andthoughshecan\'tmakeabeautifulgoldcoachoutofthispumpkin,becausethere\'ssomethingwrongaboutthepumpkin,yetshewilldoherbestforCinderella,andpullheroutoftheashessomehow。 ELSIE。 Polly\'stearsfellfastonthedearlittlenotes,whichshekissedagainandagain,andtuckedunderherpillowtobringhersleep。 \'Elsieknowssomething,\'shethought,\'buthow?sheknowsthatI\'mintroubleandthatI\'vedonewrong,orshewouldn\'thavesaidthataboutnotbeingabletoturnabadpumpkinintoabeautifulgoldcoach;butperhapsshecangetAuntTruthtoforgivemeandtrymeagain。Unlessshecandoit,itwillnevercometopass,forI haven\'tthecouragetoaskher。Iwouldratherrunawayearlyinthemorningandgohomethanhaveherlookatmeagainasshedidto-day。 Oh!whatshallIdo?\'andPollywentdownonherkneesbesidetheroughcouch,andsobbedherheartoutinachildishprayerforhelpandcomfort。Itwasjusttheprayerofalittlechildtellingasorrowfulstory;becauseitiswhenwearealoneandintroublethattheunknownandmysteriousGodseemstousmostlikeaFather,andwethrowourselvesintothearmsofHislovelikehelplesschildren,andtellHimoursecretthoughtsandgriefs。 \'DearFatherinheaven,\'shesobbed,\'don\'tforgivemeifIoughtnottobeforgiven,butpleasemakeAuntTruthfeelhowsorryIam,andshowmewhetherIoughttotellwhatmademesoangry,thoughit\'snoexcuse。Blessandkeepmydarlingpatientlittlemother,andhelpmetogrowmorelikeher,andbraverandstrongertoo,sothatIcantakecareofhersoon,andsheneedn\'tworkhardanylonger。PleaseforgivemeforhatingsomethingsinmylifeasmuchasIdo,andI willtryandlikethembetter;butIthink——yes,Iknow——thatIamfullofwickedpride;andoh,itseemsasifIcouldnever,nevergetoverwantingtoliveinaprettyhouse,andwearprettydresses,andhavemymotherlivelikeBell\'sandMargery\'s。Andoh,ifThoucanstonlyforgivemeforhatingboarderssodreadfully,andbeingashamedofthemeveryminute,Iwilltryandlikethembetterandtelleverybodythatwetakethem——Iwillindeed;andifIcanonlyoncemakeAuntTruthloveandtrustmeagain,Iwillmaketheboarders\' bedsanddusttheirroomsforeverwithoutgrumbling。Please,dearFatherinheaven,rememberthatIhaven\'tanyfathertolovemeortoteachmetobegood;andthoughmammadoesherbest,pleasehelphertomakesomethingoutofmeifitcanbedone。Amen。\' \'Truth,\'saidMrs。Howard,whenallwasquietaboutthecamp,\'Elsiewantstoseeyouamomentbeforeshegoestosleep。Willyougotohertent,whileIplayagameofcribbagewithDr。Paul?\' Elsielookedlikeablossominallthebeautifulgreennessofhertent,withheryellowheadcomingoutfromabovethegreensandbrownsofthecretonnebed-coverforalltheworldlikeadaffodilpushingitswayupthroughthemouldtowardsthespringsunshine。 \'AuntTruth,\'shesaidsoftly,asMrs。Winshipsatdownbesideher,\'yourememberthatDr。Paulhungmyhammockinanewplaceto-day,justbehindthegirls\'sleeping-tent。NowIknowthatPollyisintrouble,andthatyouaredispleasedwithher。WhatIwanttoask,ifImay,is,howmuchyouknow;forIoverheardagreatdealmyself—— enoughtofeelthatPollydeservesahearing。\' \'Ioverheardnothing,\'repliedMrs。Winship。\'AllthatIknowPollyherselfconfessedinLaura\'spresence。PollytoldLaura,justasshewasgoingaway,thateverybodywouldbegladtoseethelastofher,andthatshehadmadeeverybodymiserablefromthebeginningofhervisit。Itwasquiteinexcusable,youknow,dear,foroneofmygueststowaylayanother,justasshewasleaving,andmakesuchacruelspeech。Iwouldratheranythingelsehadhappened。IknowhowimpetuousPollyis,andIcanforgivethechildalmostanything,herheartissofullofloveandgenerosity;butIcannotoverlooksuchabreachofproprietyasthat。OfcourseIhaveseenthatLauraisnotafavouritewithanyofyou。Iconfesssheisnotaverylovableperson,andIthinkshehasledaveryunwholesomelifelatelyandissadlyspoiledbyit;stillthatisnoexcuseforPolly\'sconduct。\' \'No,ofcourseitisn\'t,\'sighedElsie,withalittlequiverofthelip。\'IthoughtIcouldpleadabettercaseforPolly,butIseeexactlyhowthoughtlessandimpoliteshewas;yet,ifyoukneweverything,auntie,dear,youwouldfeelalittledifferent。DoyouthinkitwasniceofLauratorepeatwhatPollysaidrightbeforeher,andjustasshewasgoingaway,whensheknewitwouldmakeyouuncomfortableandthatyouwerenottoblameforit?\' \'No,hardly。Itdidn\'tshowmuchtact;butgirlsoffifteenorsixteenarenotalwaysremarkableforsocialtact。Iexcusedherpartlybecauseshewashalf-sickandnervous。\' \'Well,\'Elsiewenton,\'Ididn\'thearthewholequarrel,sothatIdonotknowhowlongitlastednorwhobeganit。Ican\'thelpthinkingitwasLaura,though,forshe\'sbeentryingherbesttoprovokePollyforthelastfortnight,anduntilto-dayshehasneverreallysucceeded。Iwashalfasleep,andheardatfirstonlythefaintmurmurofvoices,butwhenIwasfullyawake,LaurawastellingPollythatshedotedonyousimplybecauseyouhadmoneyandposition,whileshehadnot;thatyouwereallsopartialtoherthatshehadlostsightofherowndeficiencies。Thenshecalledherboldandaffected,andIdon\'tknowwhatelse,andfinallywoundupbysayingthatnobodybuttheWinshipswouldbelikelytomakeapetofthedaughterofaboarding-housekeeper。\' \'Elsie!\'ejaculatedMrs。Winship;\'thisgrowsworseandworse!IsitpossiblethatLauraBurtoncouldbeguiltyofsuchathought?\' \'Ican\'tbemistaken。Iwastooexcitednottohearveryclearly; andthemomentthewordswerespokenIknewmypoordear\'sfierytemperwouldneverendurethat。Anditdidn\'t;itblazedoutinasecond,butitdidn\'tlastlong,forbeforeIcouldgettothetentshehadstoppedherselfrightinthemiddleofasentence;andinanotherminuteIheardyourvoice,andcreptbacktothehammock,thinkingthateverythingwouldbesettledbyLaura\'sgoingaway。I\'dnoideathatshewouldpounceonPollyandgetherindisgrace,theverylastthing,whensheknewthatshewasresponsibleforthewholematter。Yousee,auntie,that,impoliteasPollywas,sheonlytoldLaurathatwegirlsweregladshewasgoing。Shedidn\'tbringyouin,afterall;andLauraknewperfectlywellthatshewasawelcomevisitor,andwealltreatedherwiththegreatestpoliteness,thoughit\'snousetosaywelikedhermuch。\' \'Iamverysorryforthewholeaffair,\'sighedMrs。Winship,\'thereissomuchwrongonbothsides。Laura\'sremark,itistrue,wouldhaveangeredalmostanybodywhowasnotoldandwiseenoughtoseethatitdeservedonlycontempt;butboththegirlsshouldhavehadtoomuchrespectforthemselvesandformetodescendtosuchanunladylikequarrel。However,IamonlytoogladtohearanythingwhichmakesPolly\'sfaultless,forIlovehertoodearlynottosufferwhenIhavetobeseverewithher。\' \'Shewouldn\'taskyoutooverlookherfault,\'continuedElsie,withtearsinhereyes。\'Iknowjusthowwretchedandpenitentshemustbe——Pollyisalwayssofierceagainstherownfaults——butwhatmustbemakinghersuffermostisthethoughtthatshehasentirelylostyourconfidenceandgoodopinion。Oh,Ican\'thelpthinkingthatGodfeelssorrierthisveryminuteforPolly,whofightsandfightsagainsthertemper,likeadearsunbeamtryingtoshineagainandagainwhenacloudkeepscoveringitup,thanHedoesforLaura,whohaseverythingmadesmoothforher,andwhoisunhappywhenherfeathersareruffledtheleastbit。\' \'Youareright,dear,insofarthatafierylittlesoullikePolly\'scan,ifitfindstherightchannels,doGod\'sworkintheworldbetterthanacharacterlikeLaura\'s,whichisnotcourageous,norstrong,norsweetenoughforgreatservice,unlessitgrowsintobetterthingsthroughbitterorrichexperiences。Now,good-night,myblessedlittlepeacemaker;sleepsweetly,forIamgoingintoPolly\'stenttohaveagoodtalkwithher。\' AsMrs。WinshipdroppedthecurtainsofElsie\'stentbehindher,andmadeherwayquietlythroughthetrees,thetinklingsoundofabanjofelluponthestillnightair;andpresently,asshenearedPolly\'sretreat,thisfacetiousserenade,sungbyJack\'swell-knownvoice,waswaftedtoherears: \'Prithee,PollyOliver,whybideyesostill? PrettyPollyOliver,wefearyouareill。 I\'msinging\'neaththywindow,whennightdewsarechill,For,prettyPollyOliver,wehearyouareill。\' ShewasabouttodespatchMasterJacktohistentwitharoundscolding,whenthelastwordsofthesongwerefrozenonhislipsbythesoundofasmotheredsob,inplaceofthesaucyretorthehopedtoprovoke。Theunexpectedsobfrightenedhimmorethananyfusiladeofhotwords,andhestoleawayinthedarknessmorecrestfallenthanhehadbeenformanyayear。 Mrs。Winship,moretroubledthanever,pulledapartthecanvascurtains,andstoodintheopening,silently。Thesightoftheforlornlittlefigure,huddledtogetheronthestrawbed,touchedherheart,and,whenPollystartedupwithaneloquentcryandflewintoherextendedarms,shegrantedwillingforgiveness,andthehistoryoftheafternoonwassobbedoutuponhermotherlyshoulder。 ThenextmorningMrs。WinshipannouncedthatPollywasbetter,sentbreakfasttohertent,andbyskilfulgeneralshipdroveeverybodyawayfromthecampbutElsie,whobroughtPollytothesitting-room,madehercomfortableonthelounge,and,administeringmuchgoodadvicetoMargeryandBellconcerningtopicstobeavoided,admittedthemonebyoneintoherpresence,sothatshegraduallyregainedherself-control。Andatthedinner-tableaverypalePollywaspresentagain,withsuchawhitefaceandheavyeyesthatnoonecoulddoubttherehadbeenaheadache,whiletwopeople,atleast,knewthattherehadbeenaheartacheaswell。Thenextday\'smailcarriedthefollowinglettertoLauraBurton: CAMPCHAPARRAL,August16,188。 MydearLaura,——AsItoldyouwhenyouwereleaving,IcannotwellsayhowsorryIamthatanythingshouldhaveoccurredtomaryourpleasantremembranceofyourstaywithus。Thatyourdearmother\'sdaughtershouldhavebeentreatedwithdiscourtesywhileshewasmyguestwasverydisagreeabletome;butIhavelearnedthatyouwereyourselfsomewhattoblameintheaffair,andthereforeyoushouldhavebornetheharshtreatmentyoureceivedwithconsiderablepatience,andperhapshavekeptitquitetoyourself。(\'Thatlittlecattoldher,afterall,\'saidLaura,whenshereadthis。\'Ididn\'tthinkshewasthatkind。\')Pollywouldneverhaveconfessedthecauseofthequarrel,becausesheknewnothingcouldjustifyherlanguage;butElsiewaslyinginthehammockbehindthetentandoverheardtheremarkwhichsorousedPolly\'sanger。Youwerenotaware,ofcourse,howsoreaspotyoutouchedupon,oryoucouldneverhavespokenasyoudid,thoughIwellknowthatyouwerebothtooangrytoreflect。Pollyisapeculiarlyproudandhigh-spiritedgirl——proud,Iconfess,toafault;butshecomes,onhermother\'sside,fromalonglineofpeoplewhohavehadmuchtobeproudofinthewayofunblemishedhonesty,nobility,fineattainments,andsplendidachievements。Ofherfather\'shonourableservicestohiscountry,andhissadanduntimelydeath,youmayhaveheard;butyoumaynotknowthatMrs。Oliver\'smisfortuneshavebeenverymanyandverybitter,andthattheonlypossibilityofsupportingandeducatingPollyliesatpresentinhertakingboarders,forherhealthwillnotadmitjustnowofherlivinganywheresaveinSouthernCalifornia。Ifailtoseewhythisisnotthoroughlypraiseworthyandrespectable;butifyoudonotconsideritquiteanelegantoccupation,IcanonlysaythatMrs。Oliverpresidesoverthetableatwhichher\'boarders\'sitwithahigh-breddignityandgraceofmannerthatthehighestladyinthelandmightimitate;andthat,whenhealthandcircumstancespermithertodiminishthedistancebetweenherselfandthegreatworld,sheandherdaughterPolly,byreasonoftheirbirthandtheirculture,willfinddoorsswingingwidetoadmitthemwhereyouandIwouldfinditdifficulttoenter。 Pollyapologisessincerelyforherrudeness,andwillwriteyoutothateffect,asofcourseshedoesnotknowofthisletter。 Sincerelyyourfriend,TRUTHWINSHIP。 CHAPTERIX:ROUNDTHECAMP-FIRE \'Thetimebeforethefiretheysat,Andshortenedthedelaybypleasingchat。\' TheAugustdayshadslippedawayoneafteranother,andSeptemberwasathand。Therewasnoperceptiblechangeofweathertomarktheadventofthenewmonth。Thehillswerealittlebrowner,thedustalittledeeper,thefleasalittlenimbler,andthewaterinthebrookatriflelower,butotherwiseDameNaturedidnotconcernherselfwiththechangeofseasons,inasmuchasshehadnoolddressestogetridof,andnonewonestoputonforalongtimeyet;indeed,sheisneververyfashionableinthislocality,andwearsverymuchthesamegarmentsthroughouttheyear。 Elsieseemedalmostasstrongasanyoftheothergirlsnow,andcouldenterwithzestintoalltheiramusements。Theappetiteofayoungbear,thesound,dreamlesssleepofababy,andtheconstantbreathinginofthepure,life-givingairhadmadeheranewcreature。Mrs。HowardandJackfelt,daybyday,thataburdenofdreadwasbeingliftedfromtheirhearts;andMrs。Howardespeciallyfeltthatshelovedeveryrockandtreeinthecanyon。 Itwasacharmingmorning,andPollywasseatedatthedining-roomtable,deepinthepreparationofalessoninreadingandpronunciationforHopYet。Herforeheadwascreasedwithmanywrinklesofthought,andshebittheendofherlead-pencilasifshewereengagedinsolvingsomedifficultproblem;but,ifthatwereso,whydidthedimpleschaseeachotherinandoutofhercheeksinsuchasuspiciousfashion?Shewasaverygentle,averysedatePolly,theselatterdays,andnotonlyastonishedherfriends,butsurprisedherself,byhergoodbehaviour,herelegantreserveofmanner,herpatiencewithJack,andherabjectdevotiontoDicky。 \'I\'mafraiditwon\'tlast,\'shesighedtoherselfoccasionally。\'I\'malmosttoogood。That\'salwaysthewaywithme——Imusteitherbesobadthateverybodyisdiscouraged,orelsesogoodthatIfrightenthem。NowIcatchBellandElsieexchangingglanceseveryday,asmuchastosay,\"PoorPolly,shewillneverholdoutatthisrate;doyounoticethatnothingrufflesher——thatsheissimplyangelic?\"AsifIcouldn\'tbeangelicforafortnight!WhyIhaveoftendoneitforfourweeksatastretch!\' MargerywasinthehabitofgivingHopYetanEnglishlessoneveryotherday,ashehadbeenveryloathtoleavehiseveningschoolinSantaBarbaraandburyhimselfinacanyon,awayfromalleducationalinfluences;butshehaddesertedherpostforonceandgonetoridewithElsie,sothatPollyhadtakenherplaceandwasevolvinganexercisethatHopYetwouldremembertothelatestdayofhislife。 Itlookedsimpleenough:- 1。Thegrassisdry。 2。Thefruitisripe。 3:Thechaparralisgreen。 4。Thenewroadisallright。 5。Thebay-\'rum\'treeisfreshandpretty。 ButasnoChinamancanpronouncetheletter\'r,\'itwaslaboriouslyrenderedthus,whentheunhappytimeofthelessoncame: 1。The-glass-is-dly。 2。The-fluit-is-lipe。 3。The-chap-lal-is-gleen。