第10章

类别:其他 作者:Joseph Conrad字数:16176更新时间:18/12/14 10:45:39
\"ExcludefromtheoperationsoftheSpecialCourtacertainFeraud,GabrielFlorian,Generalofbrigadeofthepromotionof1814?\"herepeated,inaslightlywonderingtone,andthenturnedawayfromtheglass。 \"Whyexcludehimprecisely?\" \"IamsurprisedthatyourExcellency,socompetentintheevaluationofmenofhistime,shouldhavethoughtworthwhiletohavethatnameputdownonthelist。\" \"ArabidBonapartist!\" \"Soiseverygrenadierandeverytrooperofthearmy,asyourExcellencywellknows。AndtheindividualityofGeneralFeraudcanhavenomoreweightthanthatofanycasualgrenadier。Heisamanofnomentalgrasp,ofnocapacitywhatever。Itisinconceivablethatheshouldeverhaveanyinfluence。\" \"Hehasawell-hungtongue,though,\"interjectedFouche。 \"Noisy,Iadmit,butnotdangerous。\" \"Iwillnotdisputewithyou。Iknownexttonoth- ingofhim。Hardlyhisname,infact。\" \"AndyetyourExcellencyhasthepresidencyoftheCommissionchargedbythekingtopointoutthosewhoweretobetried,\"saidGeneralD\'Hubert,withanemphasiswhichdidnotmisstheminister\'sear。 \"Yes,General,\"hesaid,walkingawayintothedarkpartofthevastroom,andthrowinghimselfintoadeeparmchairthatswallowedhimup,allbutthesoftgleamofgoldembroideriesandthepallidpatchoftheface—— \"yes,General。Takethischairthere。\" GeneralD\'Hubertsatdown。 \"Yes,General,\"continuedthearch-masterintheartsofintrigueandbetrayals,whoseduplicity,asifattimesintolerabletohisself-knowledge,foundreliefinburstsofcynicalopenness。\"Ididhurryontheforma- tionoftheproscribingCommission,andItookitspresi- dency。Anddoyouknowwhy?SimplyfromfearthatifIdidnottakeitquicklyintomyhandsmyownnamewouldheadthelistoftheproscribed。Sucharethetimesinwhichwelive。ButIamministerofthekingyet,andIaskyouplainlywhyIshouldtakethenameofthisobscureFeraudoffthelist?Youwonderhowhisnamegotthere!Isitpossiblethatyoushouldknowmensolittle?MydearGeneral,attheveryfirstsittingoftheCommissionnamespouredonuslikerainofftheroofoftheTuileries。Names!Wehadourchoiceofthousands。HowdoyouknowthatthenameofthisFeraud,whoselifeordeathdon\'tmattertoFrance,doesnotkeepoutsomeothername?\" Thevoiceoutofthearmchairstopped。OppositeGeneralD\'Hubertsatstill,shadowyandsilent。Onlyhissabreclinkedslightly。Thevoiceinthearmchairbeganagain。\"AndwemusttrytosatisfytheexigenciesoftheAlliedSovereigns,too。ThePrincedeTalleyrandtoldmeonlyyesterdaythatNesselrodehadinformedhimofficiallyofHisMajestytheEmperorAlexander\'sdissatisfactionatthesmallnumberofexamplestheGovernmentofthekingintendstomake——especiallyamongstmilitarymen。Itellyouthisconfidentially。\" \"Uponmyword!\"brokeoutGeneralD\'Hubert,speakingthroughhisteeth,\"ifyourExcellencydeignstofavourmewithanymoreconfidentialinformationI don\'tknowwhatIwilldo。It\'senoughtobreakone\'sswordoverone\'sknee,andflingthepieces……\" \"Whatgovernmentyouimaginedyourselftobeserving?\"interruptedtheminister,sharply。 AfterashortpausethecrestfallenvoiceofGeneralD\'Hubertanswered,\"TheGovernmentofFrance。\" \"That\'spayingyourconscienceoffwithmerewords,General。Thetruthisthatyouareservingagovern- mentofreturnedexiles,ofmenwhohavebeenwithoutcountryfortwentyyears。Ofmenalsowhohavejustgotoveraverybadandhumiliatingfright…… Havenoillusionsonthatscore。\" TheDukeofOtrantoceased。Hehadrelievedhim- self,andhadattainedhisobjectofstrippingsomeself- respectoffthatmanwhohadinconvenientlydiscoveredhimposturinginagold-embroideredcourtcostumebeforeamirror。Buttheywereahot-headedlotinthearmy;itoccurredtohimthatitwouldbeinconvenientifawell-disposedgeneralofficer,receivedinaudienceontherecommendationofoneofthePrinces,weretodosomethingrashlyscandalousdirectlyafterapri- vateinterviewwiththeminister。Inachangedtoneheputaquestiontothepoint:\"Yourrelation——thisFeraud?\" \"No。Norelationatall。\" \"Intimatefriend?\" \"Intimate……yes。Thereisbetweenusanintimateconnectionofanaturewhichmakesitapointofhonourwithmetotry……\" Theministerrangabellwithoutwaitingfortheendofthephrase。Whentheservanthadgoneout,afterbringinginapairofheavysilvercandelabraforthewriting-desk,theDukeofOtrantorose,hisbreastglis- teningalloverwithgoldinthestronglight,andtakingapieceofpaperoutofadrawer,helditinhishandosten- tatiouslywhilehesaidwithpersuasivegentleness: \"Youmustnotspeakofbreakingyourswordacrossyourknee,General。Perhapsyouwouldnevergetanother。TheEmperorwillnotreturnthistime…… Diabled\'homme!Therewasjustamoment,hereinParis,soonafterWaterloo,whenhefrightenedme。 Itlookedasthoughhewerereadytobeginalloveragain。Luckilyoneneverdoesbeginalloveragain,really。Youmustnotthinkofbreakingyoursword,General。\" GeneralD\'Hubert,lookingontheground,movedslightlyhishandinahopelessgestureofrenunciation。 TheMinisterofPoliceturnedhiseyesawayfromhim,andscanneddeliberatelythepaperhehadbeenholdingupallthetime。 \"Thereareonlytwentygeneralofficersselectedtobemadeanexampleof。Twenty。Aroundnumber。 Andlet\'ssee,Feraud……Ah,he\'sthere。Ga- brielFlorian。Parfaitement。That\'syourman。Well,therewillbeonlynineteenexamplesmadenow。\" GeneralD\'Hubertstoodupfeelingasthoughhehadgonethroughaninfectiousillness。\"ImustbegyourExcellencytokeepmyinterferenceaprofoundsecret。 Iattachthegreatestimportancetohisneverlearn- ing……\" \"Whoisgoingtoinformhim,Ishouldliketoknow?\" saidFouche,raisinghiseyescuriouslytoGeneralD\'Hubert\'stense,setface。\"Takeoneofthesepens,andrunitthroughthenameyourself。Thisistheonlylistinexistence。Ifyouarecarefultotakeupenoughinknoonewillbeabletotellwhatwasthenamestruckout。But,parexemple,Iamnotresponsi- bleforwhatClarkewilldowithhimafterwards。IfhepersistsinbeingrabidhewillbeorderedbytheMinisterofWartoresideinsomeprovincialtownunderthesupervisionofthepolice。\" AfewdayslaterGeneralD\'Hubertwassayingtohissister,afterthefirstgreetingshadbeengotover:\"Ah,mydearLeonie!itseemedtomeIcouldn\'tgetawayfromParisquickenough。\" \"Effectoflove,\"shesuggested,withamalicioussmile。 \"Andhorror,\"addedGeneralD\'Hubert,withpro- foundseriousness。\"Ihavenearlydiedthereof…… ofnausea。\" Hisfacewascontractedwithdisgust。Andashissisterlookedathimattentivelyhecontinued,\"IhavehadtoseeFouche。Ihavehadanaudience。Ihavebeeninhiscabinet。Thereremainswithone,whohadthemisfortunetobreathetheairofthesameroomwiththatman,asenseofdiminisheddignity,anuneasyfeel- ingofbeingnotsoclean,afterall,asonehopedonewas……Butyoucan\'tunderstand。\" Shenoddedquicklyseveraltimes。Sheunderstoodverywell,onthecontrary。Sheknewherbrotherthoroughly,andlikedhimashewas。Moreover,thescornandloathingofmankindwerethelotoftheJacobinFouche,who,exploitingforhisownadvantageeveryweakness,everyvirtue,everygenerousillusionofmankind,madedupesofhiswholegeneration,anddiedobscurelyasDukeofOtranto。 \"MydearArmand,\"shesaid,compassionately,\"whatcouldyouwantfromthatman?\" \"Nothinglessthanalife,\"answeredGeneralD\'Hubert。\"AndI\'vegotit。Ithadtobedone。ButIfeelyetasifIcouldneverforgivethenecessitytothemanIhadtosave。\" GeneralFeraud,totallyunable(asisthecasewithmostofus)tocomprehendwhatwashappeningtohim,receivedtheMinisterofWar\'sordertoproceedatoncetoasmalltownofCentralFrancewithfeelingswhosenaturalexpressionconsistedinafiercerollingoftheeyeandsavagegrindingoftheteeth。Thepassingawayofthestateofwar,theonlyconditionofsocietyhehadeverknown,thehorribleviewofaworldatpeace,frightenedhim。Hewentawaytohislittletownfirmlyconvincedthatthiscouldnotlast。Therehewasin- formedofhisretirementfromthearmy,andthathispension(calculatedonthescaleofacolonel\'srank)wasmadedependentonthecorrectnessofhisconduct,andonthegoodreportsofthepolice。Nolongerinthearmy!Hefeltsuddenlystrangetotheearth,likeadisembodiedspirit。Itwasimpossibletoexist。Butatfirsthereactedfromsheerincredulity。Thiscouldnotbe。Hewaitedforthunder,earthquakes,naturalcataclysms;butnothinghappened。TheleadenweightofanirremediableidlenessdescendeduponGeneralFeraud,whohavingnoresourceswithinhimselfsankintoastateofawe-inspiringhebetude。Hehauntedthestreetsofthelittletown,gazingbeforehimwithlack- lustreeyes,disregardingthehatsraisedonhispassage; andpeople,nudgingeachotherashewentby,whispered,\"That\'spoorGeneralFeraud。Hisheartisbroken。 BeholdhowhelovedtheEmperor。\" TheotherlivingwreckageofNapoleonictempestclusteredroundGeneralFeraudwithinfiniterespect。 He,himself,imaginedhissoultobecrushedbygrief。 Hesufferedfromquicklysucceedingimpulsestoweep,tohowl,tobitehisfiststillbloodcame,tospenddaysonhisbedwithhisheadthrustunderthepillow;butthesearosefromsheerennui,fromtheanguishofanimmense,indescribable,inconceivableboredom。Hismentalin- abilitytograspthehopelessnatureofhiscaseasawholesavedhimfromsuicide。Henevereventhoughtofitonce。Hethoughtofnothing。Buthisappetiteabandonedhim,andthedifficultyheexperiencedtoexpresstheoverwhelmingnatureofhisfeelings(themostfuriousswearingcoulddonojusticetoit)inducedgraduallyahabitofsilence——asortofdeathtoasoutherntemperament。 Great,therefore,wasthesensationamongstthean- ciensmilitairesfrequentingacertainlittlecafe;fullofflieswhenonestuffyafternoon\"thatpoorGeneralFeraud\" letoutsuddenlyavolleyofformidablecurses。 HehadbeensittingquietlyinhisownprivilegedcornerlookingthroughtheParisgazetteswithjustasmuchinterestasacondemnedmanontheeveofexe- cutioncouldbeexpectedtoshowinthenewsoftheday。 AillfindoutpresentlythatIamaliveyet,\"hedeclared,inadogmatictone。\"However,thisisaprivateaffair。 Anoldaffairofhonour。Bah!Ourhonourdoesnotmatter。Herewearedrivenoffwithasplitearlikealotofcasttroophorses——goodonlyforaknacker\'syard。ButitwouldbelikestrikingablowfortheEmperor……Messieurs,Ishallrequiretheassis- tanceoftwoofyou。\" Everymanmovedforward。GeneralFeraud,deeplytouchedbythisdemonstration,calledwithvisibleemotionupontheone-eyedveterancuirassierandtheofficeroftheChasseursaChevalwhohadleftthetipofhisnoseinRussia。Heexcusedhischoicetotheothers。 \"Acavalryaffairthis——youknow。\" Hewasansweredwithavariedchorusof\"Parfaite- ment,monGeneral……C\'estjuste……Par- bleu,c\'estconnu……\"Everybodywassatisfied。 Thethreeleftthecafetogether,followedbycriesof\"Bonnechance。\" Outsidetheylinkedarms,thegeneralinthemiddle。 Thethreerustycockedhatswornenbataillewithasinisterforwardslantbarredthenarrowstreetnearlyrightacross。Theoverheatedlittletownofgreystonesandredtileswasdrowsingawayitsprovincialafternoonunderabluesky。Theloudblowsofacooperhoopingacaskreverberatedregularlybetweenthehouses。Thegeneraldraggedhisleftfootalittleintheshadeofthewalls。 \"Thisdamnedwinterof1813hasgotintomybonesforgood。Nevermind。Wemusttakepistols,that\'sall。Alittlelumbago。Wemusthavepistols。He\'sgameformybag。Myeyesareaskeenasever。YoushouldhaveseenmeinRussiapickingoffthedodgingCossackswithabeastlyoldinfantrymusket。Ihaveanaturalgiftforfirearms。\" InthisstrainGeneralFeraudranon,holdinguphishead,withowlisheyesandrapaciousbeak。Amerefighterallhislife,acavalryman,asabreur,heconceivedwarwiththeutmostsimplicity,as,inthemain,amassedlotofpersonalcontests,asortofgregariousduelling。 Andherehehadinhandawarofhisown。Herevived。 Theshadowofpeacepassedawayfromhimliketheshadowofdeath。ItwasthemarvellousresurrectionofthenamedFeraud,GabrielFlorian,engagevolontaireof1793,Generalof1814,buriedwithoutceremonybymeansofaserviceordersignedbytheWarMinisteroftheSecondRestoration。 IV Nomansucceedsineverythingheundertakes。Inthatsenseweareallfailures。Thegreatpointisnottofailinorderingandsustainingtheeffortofourlife。 Inthismattervanityiswhatleadsusastray。Ithurriesusintosituationsfromwhichwemustcomeoutdam- aged;whereasprideisoursafeguard,bythereserveitimposesonthechoiceofourendeavourasmuchasbythevirtueofitssustainingpower。 GeneralD\'Hubertwasproudandreserved。Hehadnotbeendamagedbyhiscasualloveaffairs,successfulorotherwise。Inhiswar-scarredbodyhisheartatfortyremainedunscratched。Enteringwithreserveintohissister\'smatrimonialplans,hehadfelthimselffallingirremediablyinloveasonefallsoffaroof。Hewastooproudtobefrightened。Indeed,thesensationwastoodelightfultobealarming。 Theinexperienceofamanoffortyisamuchmoreseriousthingthantheinexperienceofayouthoftwenty,foritisnothelpedoutbytherashnessofhotblood。 Thegirlwasmysterious,asyounggirlsarebythemereeffectoftheirguardedingenuity;andtohimthemysteriousnessofthatyounggirlappearedexceptionalandfascinating。ButtherewasnothingmysteriousaboutthearrangementsofthematchwhichMadameLeoniehadpromoted。Therewasnothingpeculiar,either。Itwasaveryappropriatematch,commendingitselfextremelytotheyounglady\'smother(thefatherwasdead)andtolerabletotheyounglady\'suncle——anoldemigrelatelyreturnedfromGermany,andpervad- ing,caneinhand,aleanghostoftheancienregime,thegardenwalksoftheyounglady\'sancestralhome。 GeneralD\'Hubertwasnotthemantobesatisfiedmerelywiththewomanandthefortune——whenitcametothepoint。Hispride(andprideaimsalwaysattruesuccess)wouldbesatisfiedwithnothingshortoflove。 Butastrueprideexcludesvanity,hecouldnotimagineanyreasonwhythismysteriouscreaturewithdeepandbrillianteyesofavioletcolourshouldhaveanyfeelingforhimwarmerthanindifference。Theyounglady(hernamewasAdele)baffledeveryattemptataclearunder- standingonthatpoint。Itistruethattheattemptswereclumsyandmadetimidly,becausebythenGeneralD\'Huberthadbecomeacutelyawareofthenumberofhisyears,ofhiswounds,ofhismanymoralimperfec- tions,ofhissecretunworthiness——andhadincidentallylearnedbyexperiencethemeaningofthewordfunk。 Asfarashecouldmakeoutsheseemedtoimplythat,withanunboundedconfidenceinhermother\'saffectionandsagacity,shefeltnounsurmountabledislikeforthepersonofGeneralD\'Hubert;andthatthiswasquitesufficientforawell-brought-upyoungladytobeginmarriedlifeupon。ThisviewhurtandtormentedtheprideofGeneralD\'Hubert。Andyetheaskedhimself,withasortofsweetdespair,whatmorecouldheexpect? Shehadaquietandluminousforehead。Hervioleteyeslaughedwhilethelinesofherlipsandchinremainedcomposedinadmirablegravity。Allthiswassetoffbysuchagloriousmassoffairhair,byacomplexionsomarvellous,bysuchagraceofexpression,thatGeneralD\'Hubertreallyneverfoundtheopportunitytoexaminewithsufficientdetachmenttheloftyexigenciesofhispride。Infact,hebecameshyofthatlineofinquirysinceithadledonceortwicetoacrisisofsolitarypas- sioninwhichitwasborneuponhimthathelovedherenoughtokillherratherthanloseher。Fromsuchpassages,notunknowntomenofforty,hewouldcomeoutbroken,exhausted,remorseful,alittledismayed。 Hederived,however,considerablecomfortfromthequietistpracticeofsittingnowandthenhalfthenightbyanopenwindowandmeditatinguponthewonderofherexistence,likeabelieverlostinthemysticcon- templationofhisfaith。 Itmustnotbesupposedthatallthesevariationsofhisinwardstateweremademanifesttotheworld。 GeneralD\'Hubertfoundnodifficultyinappearingwreathedinsmiles。Because,infact,hewasveryhappy。Hefollowedtheestablishedrulesofhiscondi- tion,sendingoverflowers(fromhissister\'sgardenandhot-houses)earlyeverymorning,andalittlelaterfol- lowinghimselftolunchwithhisintended,hermother,andheremigreuncle。Themiddleofthedaywasspentinstrollingorsittingintheshade。Awatchfuldefer- ence,tremblingonthevergeoftendernesswasthenoteoftheirintercourseonhisside——withaplayfulturnofthephraseconcealingtheprofoundtroubleofhiswholebeingcausedbyherinaccessiblenearness。LateintheafternoonGeneralD\'Hubertwalkedhomebetweenthefieldsofvines,sometimesintenselymiserable,some- timessupremelyhappy,sometimespensivelysad;butalwaysfeelingaspecialintensityofexistence,thatela- tioncommontoartists,poets,andlovers——tomenhauntedbyagreatpassion,anoblethought,oranewvisionofplasticbeauty。 TheoutwardworldatthattimedidnotexistwithanyspecialdistinctnessforGeneralD\'Hubert。Oneevening,however,crossingaridgefromwhichhecouldseebothhouses,GeneralD\'Hubertbecameawareoftwofiguresfardowntheroad。Thedayhadbeendivine。 Thefestaldecorationoftheinflamedskylentagentleglowtothesobertintsofthesouthernland。Thegreyrocks,thebrownfields,thepurple,undulatingdistancesharmonizedinluminousaccord,exhaledalreadythescentsoftheevening。Thetwofiguresdowntheroadpresentedthemselvesliketworigidandwoodensil- houettesallblackontheribbonofwhitedust。GeneralD\'Hubertmadeoutthelong,straight,militarycapotesbuttonedcloselyrightuptotheblackstocks,thecockedhats,thelean,carven,browncountenances——oldsoldiers——vieillesmoustaches!Thetallerofthetwohadablackpatchoveroneeye;theother\'shard,drycoun- tenancepresentedsomebizarre,disquietingpeculiarity,whichonnearerapproachprovedtobetheabsenceofthetipofthenose。Liftingtheirhandswithonemove- menttosalutetheslightlylamecivilianwalkingwithathickstick,theyinquiredforthehousewheretheGen- eralBaronD\'Hubertlived,andwhatwasthebestwaytogetspeechwithhimquietly。 \"Ifyouthinkthisquietenough,\"saidGeneralD\'Hubert,lookingroundatthevine-fields,framedinpurplelines,anddominatedbythenestofgreyanddrabwallsofavillageclusteringaroundthetopofaconicalhill,sothatthebluntchurchtowerseemedbuttheshapeofacrowningrock——\"ifyouthinkthisspotquietenough,youcanspeaktohimatonce。AndI begyou,comrades,tospeakopenly,withperfectcon- fidence。\" Theysteppedbackatthis,andraisedagaintheirhandstotheirhatswithmarkedceremoniousness。 Thentheonewiththechippednose,speakingforboth,remarkedthatthematterwasconfidentialenough,andtobearrangeddiscreetly。Theirgeneralquarterswereestablishedinthatvillageoverthere,wheretheinfernalclodhoppers——damntheirfalse,Royalisthearts!——lookedremarkablycross-eyedatthreeunassumingmilitarymen。ForthepresentheshouldonlyaskforthenameofGeneralD\'Hubert\'sfriends。 \"Whatfriends?\"saidtheastonishedGeneralD\'Hu- bert,completelyoffthetrack。\"Iamstayingwithmybrother-in-lawoverthere。\" \"Well,hewilldoforone,\"saidthechippedveteran。 \"We\'rethefriendsofGeneralFeraud,\"interjectedtheother,whohadkeptsilenttillthen,onlygloweringwithhisoneeyeatthemanwhohadneverlovedtheEmperor。Thatwassomethingtolookat。Foreventhegold-lacedJudaseswhohadsoldhimtotheEnglish,themarshalsandprinces,hadlovedhimatsometimeorother。ButthismanhadneverlovedtheEmperor。 GeneralFeraudhadsaidsodistinctly。 GeneralD\'Hubertfeltaninwardblowinhischest。 Foraninfinitesimalfractionofaseconditwasasifthespinningoftheearthhadbecomeperceptiblewithanawful,slightrustleintheeternalstillnessofspace。 Butthisnoiseofbloodinhisearspassedoffatonce。 Involuntarilyhemurmured,\"Feraud!Ihadforgottenhisexistence。\" \"He\'sexistingatpresent,veryuncomfortably,itistrue,intheinfamousinnofthatnestofsavagesupthere,\"saidtheone-eyedcuirassier,drily。\"Wearrivedinyourpartsanhouragoonposthorses。He\'sawaitingourreturnwithimpatience。Thereishurry,youknow。 TheGeneralhasbrokentheministerialordertoobtainfromyouthesatisfactionhe\'sentitledtobythelawsofhonour,andnaturallyhe\'sanxioustohaveitalloverbeforethegendarmeriegetsonhisscent。\" Theotherelucidatedtheideaalittlefurther。\"Getbackonthequiet——youunderstand?Phitt!Noonethewiser。Wehavebrokenout,too。Yourfriendthekingwouldbegladtocutoffourscurvypittancesatthefirstchance。It\'sarisk。Buthonourbeforeevery- thing。\" GeneralD\'Huberthadrecoveredhispowersofspeech。\"Soyoucomeherelikethisalongtheroadtoinvitemetoathroat-cuttingmatchwiththat—— that……\"Alaughingsortofragetookpossessionofhim。\"Ha!ha!ha!ha!\" Hisfistsonhiships,heroaredwithoutrestraint,whiletheystoodbeforehimlankandstraight,asthoughtheyhadbeenshotupwithasnapthroughatrapdoorintheground。Onlyfour-and-twentymonthsagothemas- tersofEurope,theyhadalreadytheairofantiqueghosts,theyseemedlesssubstantialintheirfadedcoatsthantheirownnarrowshadowsfallingsoblackacrossthewhiteroad:themilitaryandgrotesqueshadowsoftwentyyearsofwarandconquests。Theyhadanout- landishappearanceoftwoimperturbablebonzesofthereligionofthesword。AndGeneralD\'Hubert,alsooneoftheex-mastersofEurope,laughedattheseseriousphantomsstandinginhisway。 Saidone,indicatingthelaughingGeneralwithajerkofthehead:\"Amerrycompanion,that。\" \"Therearesomeofusthathaven\'tsmiledfromthedayTheOtherwentaway,\"remarkedhiscomrade。 Aviolentimpulsetosetuponandbeatthoseunsub- stantialwraithstothegroundfrightenedGeneralD\'Hubert。Heceasedlaughingsuddenly。Hisdesirenowwastogetridofthem,togetthemawayfromhissightquicklybeforehelostcontrolofhimself。Hewonderedatthefuryhefeltrisinginhisbreast。Buthehadnotimetolookintothatpeculiarityjustthen。 \"Iunderstandyourwishtobedonewithmeasquicklyaspossible。Don\'tletuswastetimeinemptyceremonies。Doyouseethatwoodthereatthefootofthatslope?Yes,thewoodofpines。Letusmeetthereto-morrowatsunrise。Iwillbringwithmemyswordormypistols,orbothifyoulike。\" ThesecondsofGeneralFeraudlookedateachother。 \"Pistols,General,\"saidthecuirassier。 \"Sobeit。Aurevoir——to-morrowmorning。Tillthenletmeadviseyoutokeepcloseifyoudon\'twantthegendarmeriemakinginquiriesaboutyoubeforeitgetsdark。Strangersarerareinthispartofthecoun- try。\" Theysalutedinsilence。GeneralD\'Hubert,turninghisbackontheirretreatingforms,stoodstillinthemiddleoftheroadforalongtime,bitinghislowerlipandlookingontheground。Thenhebegantowalkstraightbeforehim,thusretracinghisstepstillhefoundhimselfbeforetheparkgateofhisintended\'shouse。 Duskhadfallen。Motionlesshestaredthroughthebarsatthefrontofthehouse,gleamingclearbeyondthethicketsandtrees。Footstepsscrunchedonthegravel,andpresentlyatallstoopingshapeemergedfromthelateralalleyfollowingtheinnersideoftheparkwall。 LeChevalierdeValmassigue,uncleoftheadorableAdele,ex-brigadierinthearmyofthePrinces,book- binderinAltona,afterwardsshoemaker(withagreatreputationforeleganceinthefitofladies\'shoes)inanothersmallGermantown,woresilkstockingsonhisleanshanks,lowshoeswithsilverbuckles,abrocadedwaistcoat。Along-skirtedcoat,alafrancaise,coveredlooselyhisthin,bowedback。Asmallthree-corneredhatrestedonalotofpowderedhair,tiedinaqueue。 \"MonsieurleChevalier,\"calledGeneralD\'Hubert,softly。 \"What?Youhereagain,monami?Haveyouforgottensomething?\" \"Byheavens!that\'sjustit。Ihaveforgottensome- thing。Iamcometotellyouofit。No——outside。 Behindthiswall。It\'stooghastlyathingtobeletinatallwhereshelives。\" TheChevaliercameoutatoncewiththatbenevolentresignationsomeoldpeopledisplaytowardsthefugueofyouth。OlderbyaquarterofacenturythanGeneralD\'Hubert,helookeduponhiminthesecretofhisheartasarathertroublesomeyoungsterinlove。Hehadheardhisenigmaticalwordsverywell,butattachednoundueimportancetowhatameremanoffortysohardhitwaslikelytodoorsay。TheturnofmindofthegenerationofFrenchmengrownupduringtheyearsofhisexilewasalmostunintelligibletohim。Theirsenti- mentsappearedtohimundulyviolent,lackingfinenessandmeasure,theirlanguageneedlesslyexaggerated。 HejoinedcalmlytheGeneralontheroad,andtheymadeafewstepsinsilence,theGeneraltryingtomasterhisagitation,andgetpropercontrolofhisvoice。 \"Itisperfectlytrue;Iforgotsomething。IforgottillhalfanhouragothatIhadanurgentaffairofhonouronmyhands。It\'sincredible,butitisso!\" Allwasstillforamoment。Thenintheprofoundeveningsilenceofthecountrysidetheclear,agedvoiceoftheChevalierwasheardtremblingslightly:\"Mon- sieur!That\'sanindignity。\" Itwashisfirstthought。Thegirlbornduringhisexile,theposthumousdaughterofhispoorbrothermur- deredbyabandofJacobins,hadgrownsincehisreturnverydeartohisoldheart,whichhadbeenstarvingonmerememoriesofaffectionforsomanyyears。\"Itisaninconceivablething,Isay!Amansettlessuchaf- fairsbeforehethinksofaskingforayounggirl\'shand。 Why!Ifyouhadforgottenfortendayslonger,youwouldhavebeenmarriedbeforeyourmemoryreturnedtoyou。Inmytimemendidnotforgetsuchthings—— noryetwhatisduetothefeelingsofaninnocentyoungwoman。IfIdidnotrespectthemmyself,Iwouldqualifyyourconductinawaywhichyouwouldnotlike。\" GeneralD\'Hubertrelievedhimselffranklybyagroan。\"Don\'tletthatconsiderationpreventyou。 Yourunnoriskofoffendinghermortally。\" Buttheoldmanpaidnoattentiontothislover\'snonsense。It\'sdoubtfulwhetherheevenheard。 \"Whatisit?\"heasked。\"What\'sthenatureof……?\" \"Callitayouthfulfolly,MonsieurleChevalier。Aninconceivable,incredibleresultof……\"Hestoppedshort。\"Hewillneverbelievethestory,\"hethought。 \"HewillonlythinkIamtakinghimforafool,andgetoffended。\"GeneralD\'Hubertspokeupagain:\"Yes,originatinginyouthfulfolly,ithasbecome……\" TheChevalierinterrupted:\"Well,thenitmustbearranged。\" \"Arranged?\" \"Yes,nomatteratwhatcosttoyouramourpropre。 Youshouldhaverememberedyouwereengaged。Youforgotthat,too,Isuppose。Andthenyougoandforgetyourquarrel。It\'sthemosthopelessexhibitionoflevityIeverheardof。\" \"Goodheavens,Monsieur!Youdon\'timagineI havebeenpickingupthisquarrellasttimeIwasinParis,oranythingofthesort,doyou?\" \"Eh!Whatmatterstheprecisedateofyourinsaneconduct,\"exclaimedtheChevalier,testily。\"Theprin- cipalthingistoarrangeit。\" NoticingGeneralD\'Hubertgettingrestiveandtry- ingtoplaceaword,theoldemigreraisedhishand,andaddedwithdignity,\"I\'vebeenasoldier,too。Iwouldneverdaresuggestadoubtfulsteptothemanwhosenamemynieceistobear。Itellyouthatentregalantshommesanaffaircanalwaysbearranged。\" \"Butsaperiotte,MonsieurleChevalier,it\'sfifteenorsixteenyearsago。Iwasalieutenantofhussarsthen。\" TheoldChevalierseemedconfoundedbythevehe- mentlydespairingtoneofthisinformation。\"Youwerealieutenantofhussarssixteenyearsago,\"hemum- bledinadazedmanner。 \"Why,yes!YoudidnotsupposeIwasmadeageneralinmycradlelikearoyalprince。\" Inthedeepeningpurpletwilightofthefieldsspreadwithvineleaves,backedbyalowbandofsombrecrim- soninthewest,thevoiceoftheoldex-officerinthearmyofthePrincessoundedcollected,punctiliouslycivil。 \"DoIdream?Isthisapleasantry?OramItounderstandthatyouhavebeenhatchinganaffairofhonourforsixteenyears?\" \"Ithasclungtomeforthatlengthoftime。Thatismyprecisemeaning。Thequarrelitselfisnottobeexplainedeasily。Wemetonthegroundseveraltimesduringthattime,ofcourse。\" \"Whatmanners!Whathorribleperversionofman- liness!NothingcanaccountforsuchinhumanitybutthesanguinarymadnessoftheRevolutionwhichhastaintedawholegeneration,\"musedthereturnedemigreinalowtone。\"Who\'syouradversary?\"heaskedalittlelouder。 \"Myadversary?HisnameisFeraud。\" Shadowyinhistricorneandold-fashionedclothes,likeabowed,thinghostoftheancienregime,theCheva- liervoicedaghostlymemory。\"IcanrememberthefeudaboutlittleSophieDerval,betweenMonsieurdeBrissac,CaptainintheBodyguards,andd\'Anjorrant(notthepock-markedone,theother——theBeaud\'Anjorrant,astheycalledhim)。Theymetthreetimesineighteenmonthsinamostgallantmanner。ItwasthefaultofthatlittleSophie,too,whowouldkeeponplaying……\" \"Thisisnothingofthekind,\"interruptedGeneralD\'Hubert。Helaughedalittlesardonically。\"Notatallsosimple,\"headded。\"Noryethalfsoreasonable,\" hefinished,inaudibly,betweenhisteeth,andgroundthemwithrage。 Afterthissoundnothingtroubledthesilenceforalongtime,tilltheChevalierasked,withoutanimation: \"Whatishe——thisFeraud?\" \"Lieutenantofhussars,too——Imean,he\'sageneral。 AGascon。Sonofablacksmith,Ibelieve。\" \"There!Ithoughtso。ThatBonapartehadaspecialpredilectionforthecanaille。Idon\'tmeanthisforyou,D\'Hubert。Youareoneofus,thoughyouhaveservedthisusurper,who……\" \"Let\'sleavehimoutofthis,\"brokeinGeneralD\'Hu- bert。 TheChevaliershruggedhispeakedshoulders。\"Fe- raudofsorts。Offspringofablacksmithandsomevillagetroll。Seewhatcomesofmixingyourselfupwiththatsortofpeople。\" \"Youhavemadeshoesyourself,Chevalier。\" \"Yes。ButIamnotthesonofashoemaker。Neitherareyou,MonsieurD\'Hubert。YouandIhavesome- thingthatyourBonaparte\'sprinces,dukes,andmar- shalshavenot,becausethere\'snopoweronearththatcouldgiveittothem,\"retortedtheemigre,withtherisinganimationofamanwhohasgotholdofahopefulargument。\"Thosepeopledon\'texist——alltheseFe- rauds。Feraud!WhatisFeraud?Ava-nu-piedsdis- guisedintoageneralbyaCorsicanadventurermas- queradingasanemperor。ThereisnoearthlyreasonforaD\'Huberttos\'encanaillerbyaduelwithapersonofthatsort。Youcanmakeyourexcusestohimper- fectlywell。Andifthemananttakesintohisheadtodeclinethem,youmaysimplyrefusetomeethim。\" \"YousayImaydothat?\" \"Ido。Withtheclearestconscience。\" \"MonsieurleChevalier!Towhatdoyouthinkyouhavereturnedfromyouremigration?\" Thiswassaidinsuchastartlingtonethattheoldmanraisedsharplyhisbowedhead,glimmeringsilverywhiteunderthepointsofthelittletricorne。Foratimehemadenosound。 \"Godknows!\"hesaidatlast,pointingwithaslowandgravegestureatatallroadsidecrossmountedonablockofstone,andstretchingitsarmsofforgedironallblackagainstthedarkeningredbandinthesky——\"Godknows!Ifitwerenotforthisemblem,whichIremem- berseeingonthisspotasachild,IwouldwondertowhatwewhoremainedfaithfultoGodandourkinghavereturned。Theveryvoicesofthepeoplehavechanged。\" \"Yes,itisachangedFrance,\"saidGeneralD\'Hu- bert。Heseemedtohaveregainedhiscalm。Histonewasslightlyironic。\"ThereforeIcannottakeyouradvice。Besides,howisonetorefusetobebittenbyadogthatmeanstobite?It\'simpracticable。Takemywordforit——Feraudisn\'tamantobestayedbyapolo- giesorrefusals。Butthereareotherways。Icould,forinstance,sendamessengerwithawordtothebriga- dierofthegendarmerieinSenlac。Heandhistwofriendsareliabletoarrestonmysimpleorder。Itwouldmakesometalkinthearmy,boththeorganizedandthedisbanded——especiallythedisbanded。Allcanaille!AllonceuponatimethecompanionsinarmsofArmandD\'Hubert。ButwhatneedaD\'Hu- bertcarewhatpeoplethatdon\'texistmaythink?Or,betterstill,Imightgetmybrother-in-lawtosendforthemayorofthevillageandgivehimahint。Nomorewouldbeneededtogetthethree\'brigands\'setuponwithflailsandpitchforksandhuntedintosomenice,deep,wetditch——andnobodythewiser!IthasbeendoneonlytenmilesfromheretothreepoordevilsofthedisbandedRedLancersoftheGuardgoingtotheirhomes。Whatsaysyourconscience,Chevalier?CanaD\'Hubertdothatthingtothreemenwhodonotexist?\" Afewstarshadcomeoutontheblueobscurity,clearascrystal,ofthesky。Thedry,thinvoiceoftheChevalierspokeharshly:\"Whyareyoutellingmeallthis?\" TheGeneralseizedthewitheredoldhandwithastronggrip。\"BecauseIoweyoumyfullestconfidence。 WhocouldtellAdelebutyou?YouunderstandwhyI darenottrustmybrother-in-lawnoryetmyownsister。 Chevalier!IhavebeensoneardoingthesethingsthatItrembleyet。Youdon\'tknowhowterriblethisduelappearstome。Andthere\'snoescapefromit。\" Hemurmuredafterapause,\"It\'safatality,\" droppedtheChevalier\'spassivehand,andsaidinhisordinaryconversationalvoice,\"Ishallhavetogowith- outseconds。Ifitismylottoremainontheground,youatleastwillknowallthatcanbemadeknownofthisaffair。\" Theshadowyghostoftheancienregimeseemedtohavebecomemorebowedduringtheconversation。 \"HowamItokeepanindifferentfacethiseveningbeforethesetwowomen?\"hegroaned。\"General!I finditverydifficulttoforgiveyou。\" GeneralD\'Hubertmadenoanswer。 \"Isyourcausegood,atleast?\" \"Iaminnocent。\" ThistimeheseizedtheChevalier\'sghostlyarmabovetheelbow,andgaveitamightysqueeze。\"I mustkillhim!\"hehissed,andopeninghishandstrodeawaydowntheroad。 ThedelicateattentionsofhisadoringsisterhadsecuredfortheGeneralperfectlibertyofmovementinthehousewherehewasaguest。Hehadevenhisownentrancethroughasmalldoorinonecorneroftheorangery。Thushewasnotexposedthateveningtothenecessityofdissemblinghisagitationbeforethecalmignoranceoftheotherinmates。Hewasgladofit。Itseemedtohimthatifhehadtoopenhislipshewouldbreakoutintohorribleandaimlessimprecations,startbreakingfurniture,smashingchinaandglass。 Fromthemomentheopenedtheprivatedoorandwhileascendingthetwenty-eightstepsofawindingstaircase,givingaccesstothecorridoronwhichhisroomopened,hewentthroughahorribleandhumiliatingsceneinwhichaninfuriatedmadmanwithblood-shoteyesandafoamingmouthplayedinconceivablehavocwitheverythinginanimatethatmaybefoundinawell- appointeddining-room。Whenheopenedthedoorofhisapartmentthefitwasover,andhisbodilyfatiguewassogreatthathehadtocatchatthebacksofthechairswhilecrossingtheroomtoreachalowandbroaddivanonwhichhelethimselffallheavily。Hismoralprostrationwasstillgreater。Thatbrutalityoffeelingwhichhehadknownonlywhenchargingtheenemy,sabreinhand,amazedthismanofforty,whodidnotrecognizeinittheinstinctivefuryofhismenacedpassion。Butinhismentalandbodilyexhaustionthispassiongotcleared,distilled,refinedintoasentimentofmelancholydespairathaving,perhaps,todiebeforehehadtaughtthisbeautifulgirltolovehim。 Thatnight,GeneralD\'Hubertstretchedoutonhisbackwithhishandsoverhiseyes,orlyingonhisbreastwithhisfaceburiedinacushion,madethefullpil- grimageofemotions。Nauseatingdisgustattheabsur- dityofthesituation,doubtofhisownfitnesstoconducthisexistence,andmistrustofhisbestsentiments(forwhatthedevildidhewanttogotoFouchefor?)——heknewthemallinturn。\"Iamanidiot,neithermorenorless,\"hethought——\"Asensitiveidiot。BecauseI overheardtwomentalkinginacafe……Iamanidiotafraidoflies——whereasinlifeitisonlytruththatmatters。\" Severaltimeshegotupand,walkinginhissocksinordernottobeheardbyanybodydownstairs,drankallthewaterhecouldfindinthedark。Andhetastedthetormentsofjealousy,too。Shewouldmarrysomebodyelse。Hisverysoulwrithed。ThetenacityofthatFeraud,theawfulpersistenceofthatimbecilebrute,cametohimwiththetremendousforceofarelentlessdestiny。GeneralD\'Huberttrembledasheputdowntheemptywaterewer。\"Hewillhaveme,\"hethought。 GeneralD\'Hubertwastastingeveryemotionthatlifehastogive。Hehadinhisdrymouththefaintsicklyflavouroffear,nottheexcusablefearbeforeayounggirl\'scandidandamusedglance,butthefearofdeathandthehonourableman\'sfearofcowardice。 Butiftruecourageconsistsingoingouttomeetanodiousdangerfromwhichourbody,soul,andheartrecoiltogether,GeneralD\'Huberthadtheopportunitytopractiseitforthefirsttimeinhislife。Hehadchargedexultinglyatbatteriesandatinfantrysquares,andriddenwithmessagesthroughahailofbulletswith- outthinkinganythingaboutit。Hisbusinessnowwastosneakoutunheard,atbreakofday,toanobscureandrevoltingdeath。GeneralD\'Hubertneverhesi- tated。Hecarriedtwopistolsinaleatherbagwhichheslungoverhisshoulder。Beforehehadcrossedthegardenhismouthwasdryagain。Hepickedtwooranges。Itwasonlyaftershuttingthegateafterhimthathefeltaslightfaintness。 Hestaggeredon,disregardingit,andaftergoingafewyardsregainedthecommandofhislegs。Inthecolourlessandpelluciddawnthewoodofpinesde-