scendedslowly,pathetically,andthen,withthelongblackeyelasheslyingonherwhitecheeks,shelookedreadytofalldowninaswoon。Butsheneverevenswayedwhereshestood。Heurgedherloudlytofollowhimatonce,andwalkedtowardsthedooratthebottomofthecellarstairswithoutlookingbehindhim。
And,asamatteroffact,shedidmoveafterhimapaceortwo。But,ofcourse,hewasnotallowedtoreachthedoor。Therewereangryexclamations,ashort,fiercescuffle。Flungawayviolently,hecameflyingback-
wardsuponher,andfell。Shethrewoutherarmsinagestureofdismayandsteppedaside,justclearofhishead,whichstruckthegroundheavilynearhershoe。
\"Hegruntedwiththeshock。Bythetimehehadpickedhimselfup,slowly,dazedly,hewasawaketotherealityofthings。Themanintowhosehandshehadthrusttheleathercasehadextractedtherefromanarrowstripofbluishpaper。Hehelditupabovehishead,and,asafterthescuffleanexpectantuneasystill-
nessreignedoncemore,hethrewitdowndisdainfullywiththewords,\'Ithink,comrades,thatthisproofwashardlynecessary。\'
\"Quickasthought,thegirlstoopedaftertheflutter-
ingslip。Holdingitspreadoutinbothhands,shelookedatit;then,withoutraisinghereyes,openedherfingersslowlyandletitfall。
\"Iexaminedthatcuriousdocumentafterwards。Itwassignedbyaveryhighpersonage,andstampedandcountersignedbyotherhighofficialsinvariouscountriesofEurope。Inhistrade——orshallIsay,inhismission?——
thatsortoftalismanmighthavebeennecessary,nodoubt。Eventothepoliceitself——allbuttheheads——
hehadbeenknownonlyasSevrinthenotedanarchist。
\"Hehunghishead,bitinghislowerlip。Achangehadcomeoverhim,asortofthoughtful,absorbedcalm-
ness。Nevertheless,hepanted。Hissidesworkedvisi-
bly,andhisnostrilsexpandedandcollapsedinweirdcontrastwithhissombreaspectofafanaticalmonkinameditativeattitude,butwithsomething,too,inhisfaceofanactorintentupontheterribleexigenciesofhispart。BeforehimHornedeclaimed,haggardandbearded,likeaninspireddenunciatoryprophetfromawilderness。Twofanatics。Theyweremadetounder-
standeachother。Doesthissurpriseyou?Isup-
poseyouthinkthatsuchpeoplewouldbefoamingatthemouthandsnarlingateachother?\"
IprotestedhastilythatIwasnotsurprisedintheleast;thatIthoughtnothingofthekind;thatanarchistsingeneralweresimplyinconceivabletomementally,morally,logically,sentimentally,andevenphysically。
Xreceivedthisdeclarationwithhisusualwoodennessandwenton。
\"Hornehadburstoutintoeloquence。Whilepour-
ingoutscornfulinvective,helettearsescapefromhiseyesandrolldownhisblackbeardunheeded。Sevrinpantedquickerandquicker。Whenheopenedhismouthtospeak,everyonehungonhiswords。
\"\'Don\'tbeafool,Horne,\'hebegan。\'YouknowverywellthatIhavedonethisfornoneofthereasonsyouarethrowingatme。\'Andinamomenthebecameoutwardlyassteadyasarockundertheother\'sluridstare。\'Ihavebeenthwarting,deceiving,andbetrayingyou——fromconviction。\'
\"HeturnedhisbackonHorne,andaddressingthegirl,repeatedthewords:\'Fromconviction。\'
\"It\'sextraordinaryhowcoldshelooked。Isupposeshecouldnotthinkofanyappropriategesture。Therecanhavebeenfewprecedentsindeedforsuchasitu-
ation。
\"\'Clearasdaylight,\'headded。\'Doyouunderstandwhatthatmeans?Fromconviction。\'
\"Andstillshedidnotstir。Shedidnotknowwhattodo。Butthelucklesswretchwasabouttogivehertheopportunityforabeautifulandcorrectgesture。
\"\'Ihavefeltinmethepowertomakeyousharethisconviction,\'heprotested,ardently。Hehadfor-
gottenhimself;hemadeasteptowardsher——perhapshestumbled。Tomeheseemedtobestoopinglowasiftotouchthehemofhergarment。Andthentheappropriategesturecame。Shesnatchedherskirtawayfromhispollutingcontactandavertedherheadwithanupwardtilt。Itwasmagnificentlydone,thisgestureofconventionallyunstainedhonour,ofanun-
blemishedhigh-mindedamateur。
\"Nothingcouldhavebeenbetter。Andheseemedtothinkso,too,foroncemoreheturnedaway。Butthistimehefacednoone。Hewasagainpantingfright-
fully,whilehefumbledhurriedlyinhiswaistcoatpocket,andthenraisedhishandtohislips。Therewassomethingfurtiveinthismovement,butdirectlyafter-
wardshisbearingchanged。Hislabouredbreathinggavehimaresemblancetoamanwhohadjustrunadesperaterace;butacuriousairofdetachment,ofsud-
denandprofoundindifference,replacedthestrainofthestrivingeffort。Theracewasover。Ididnotwanttoseewhatwouldhappennext。Iwasonlytoowellaware。Ituckedtheyounglady\'sarmunderminewithoutaword,andmademywaywithhertothestairs。
\"Herbrotherwalkedbehindus。Half-wayuptheshortflightsheseemedunabletoliftherfeethighenoughforthesteps,andwehadtopullandpushtogethertothetop。Inthepassageshedraggedherselfalong,hangingonmyarm,helplesslybentlikeanoldwoman。Weissuedintoanemptystreetthroughahalf-opendoor,staggeringlikebesottedrevellers。Atthecornerwestoppedafour-wheeler,andtheancientdriverlookedroundfromhisboxwithmorosescornatoureffortstogetherin。TwiceduringthedriveIfelthercollapseonmyshoulderinahalffaint。Facingus,theyouthinknickerbockersremainedasmuteasafish,and,tillhejumpedoutwiththelatch-key,satmorestillthanIwouldhavebelieveditpossible。
\"Atthedooroftheirdrawing-roomsheleftmyarmandwalkedinfirst,catchingatthechairsandtables。
Sheunpinnedherhat,then,exhaustedwiththeeffort,hercloakstillhangingfromhershoulders,flungher-
selfintoadeeparmchair,sideways,herfacehalfburiedinacushion。Thegoodbrotherappearedsilentlybeforeherwithaglassofwater。Shemotioneditaway。Hedrankithimselfandwalkedofftoadis-
tantcorner——behindthegrandpiano,somewhere。AllwasstillinthisroomwhereIhadseen,forthefirsttime,Sevrin,theanti-anarchist,captivatedandspell-
boundbytheconsummateandhereditarygrimacesthatinacertainsphereoflifetaketheplaceoffeelingswithanexcellenteffect。Isupposeherthoughtswerebusywiththesamememory。Hershouldersshookviolently。Apureattackofnerves。Whenitquieteddownsheaffectedfirmness,\'Whatisdonetoamanofthatsort?Whatwilltheydotohim?\'
\"\'Nothing。Theycandonothingtohim,\'Iassuredher,withperfecttruth。Iwasprettycertainhehaddiedinlessthantwentyminutesfromthemomenthishandhadgonetohislips。Forifhisfanaticalanti-
anarchismwentevenasfarascarryingpoisoninhispocket,onlytorobhisadversariesoflegitimateven-
geance,Iknewhewouldtakecaretoprovidesomethingthatwouldnotfailhimwhenrequired。
\"Shedrewanangrybreath。Therewereredspotsonhercheeksandafeverishbrillianceinhereyes。
\"\'Haseveranyonebeenexposedtosuchaterribleexperience?Tothinkthathehadheldmyhand!
Thatman!\'Herfacetwitched,shegulpeddownapatheticsob。\'IfIeverfeltsureofanything,itwasofSevrin\'shigh-mindedmotives。\'
\"Thenshebegantoweepquietly,whichwasgoodforher。Thenthroughherfloodoftears,halfresentful,\'Whatwasithesaidtome?——\"Fromconviction!\"
Itseemedavilemockery。Whatcouldhemeanbyit?\'
\"\'That,mydearyounglady,\'Isaid,gently,\'ismorethanIoranybodyelsecaneverexplaintoyou。\'\"
Mr。Xflickedacrumboffthefrontofhiscoat。
\"Andthatwasstrictlytrueastoher。ThoughHorne,forinstance,understoodverywell;andsodidI,especiallyafterwehadbeentoSevrin\'slodginginadismalbackstreetofanintenselyrespectablequarter。
Hornewasknownthereasafriend,andwehadnodifficultyinbeingadmitted,theslatternlymaidmerelyremarking,assheletusin,that\'MrSevrinhadnotbeenhomethatnight。\'Weforcedopenacoupleofdrawersinthewayofduty,andfoundalittleusefulinformation。
Themostinterestingpartwashisdiary;forthisman,engagedinsuchdeadlywork,hadtheweaknesstokeeparecordofthemostdamnatorykind。Therewerehisactsandalsohisthoughtslaidbaretous。Butthedeaddon\'tmindthat。Theydon\'tmindanything。
\"\'Fromconviction。\'Yes。Avaguebutardenthumanitarianismhadurgedhiminhisfirstyouthintothebitterestextremityofnegationandrevolt。After-
wardshisoptimismflinched。Hedoubtedandbecamelost。Youhaveheardofconvertedatheists。Theseturnoftenintodangerousfanatics,butthesoulremainsthesame。Afterhehadgotacquaintedwiththegirl,therearetobemetinthatdiaryofhisveryqueerpolitico-amorousrhapsodies。Hetookhersovereigngrimaceswithdeadlyseriousness。Helongedtocon-
verther。Butallthiscannotinterestyou。Fortherest,Idon\'tknowifyouremember——itisagoodmanyyearsagonow——thejournalisticsensationofthe\'Hermi-
oneStreetMystery\';thefindingofaman\'sbodyinthecellarofanemptyhouse;theinquest;somearrests;
manysurmises——thensilence——theusualendformanyobscuremartyrsandconfessors。Thefactis,hewasnotenoughofanoptimist。Youmustbeasavage,tyrannical,pitiless,thick-and-thinoptimist,likeHorne,forinstance,tomakeagoodsocialrebeloftheextremetype。
Herosefromthetable。Awaiterhurriedupwithhisovercoat;anotherheldhishatinreadiness。
\"Butwhatbecameoftheyounglady?\"Iasked。
\"Doyoureallywanttoknow?\"hesaid,buttoninghimselfinhisfurcoatcarefully。\"IconfesstothesmallmaliceofsendingherSevrin\'sdiary。Shewentintoretirement;thenshewenttoFlorence;thenshewentintoretreatinaconvent。Ican\'ttellwhereshewillgonext。Whatdoesitmatter?Gestures!Gestures!
Meregesturesofherclass。\"
Hefittedonhisglossyhighhatwithextremepre-
cision,andcastingarapidglanceroundtheroom,fullofwell-dressedpeople,innocentlydining,mutteredbetweenhisteeth:
\"Andnothingelse!Thatiswhytheirkindisfatedtoperish。\"
InevermetMr。Xagainafterthatevening。Itooktodiningatmyclub。OnmynextvisittoParisIfoundmyfriendallimpatiencetohearoftheeffectproducedonmebythisrareitemofhiscollection。Itoldhimallthestory,andhebeamedonmewiththeprideofhisdistinguishedspecimen。
\"Isn\'tXwellworthknowing?\"hebubbledoveringreatdelight。\"He\'sunique,amazing,absolutelyterrific。\"
Hisenthusiasmgrateduponmyfinerfeelings。I
toldhimcurtlythattheman\'scynicismwassimplyabominable。
\"Oh,abominable!abominable!\"assentedmyfriend,effusively。\"Andthen,youknow,helikestohavehislittlejokesometimes,\"headdedinaconfidentialtone。
Ifailtounderstandtheconnectionofthislastre-
mark。Ihavebeenutterlyunabletodiscoverwhereinallthisthejokecomesin。
ANINDIGNANTTALE
THEBRUTE
DODGINGinfromtherain-sweptstreet,IexchangedasmileandaglancewithMissBlankinthebaroftheThreeCrows。Thisexchangewaseffectedwithex-
tremepropriety。Itisashocktothinkthat,ifstillalive,MissBlankmustbesomethingoversixtynow。
Howtimepasses!
Noticingmygazedirectedinquiringlyattheparti-
tionofglassandvarnishedwood,MissBlankwasgoodenoughtosay,encouragingly:
\"OnlyMr。JermynandMr。StonorintheparlourwithanothergentlemanI\'veneverseenbefore。\"
Imovedtowardstheparlourdoor。Avoicedis-
coursingontheotherside(itwasbutamatchboardpartition),rosesoloudlythattheconcludingwordsbecamequiteplaininalltheiratrocity。
\"ThatfellowWilmotfairlydashedherbrainsout,andagoodjob,too!\"
Thisinhumansentiment,sincetherewasnothingprofaneorimproperinit,failedtodoasmuchastochecktheslightyawnMissBlankwasachievingbehindherhand。Andsheremainedgazingfixedlyatthewindow-panes,whichstreamedwithrain。
AsIopenedtheparlourdoorthesamevoicewentoninthesamecruelstrain:
\"IwasgladwhenIheardshegottheknockfromsomebodyatlast。SorryenoughforpoorWilmot,though。ThatmanandIusedtobechumsatonetime。Ofcoursethatwastheendofhim。Aclearcaseifthereeverwasone。Nowayoutofit。Noneatall。\"
ThevoicebelongedtothegentlemanMissBlankhadneverseenbefore。Hestraddledhislonglegsonthehearthrug。Jermyn,leaningforward,heldhispocket-
handkerchiefspreadoutbeforethegrate。Helookedbackdismallyoverhisshoulder,andasIslippedbehindoneofthelittlewoodentables,Inoddedtohim。Ontheothersideofthefire,imposinglycalmandlarge,satMr。Stonor,jammedtightintoacapaciousWindsorarmchair。Therewasnothingsmallabouthimbuthisshort,whiteside-whiskers。Yardsandyardsofextrasuperfinebluecloth(madeupintoanovercoat)
reposedonachairbyhisside。Andhemustjusthavebroughtsomelinerfromsea,becauseanotherchairwassmotheredunderhisblackwaterproof,ampleasapall,andmadeofthree-foldoiledsilk,double-stitchedthroughout。Aman\'shand-bagoftheusualsizelookedlikeachild\'stoyonthefloornearhisfeet。
Ididnotnodtohim。Hewastoobigtobenoddedtointhatparlour。HewasaseniorTrinitypilotandcondescendedtotakehisturninthecutteronlyduringthesummermonths。HehadbeenmanytimesinchargeofroyalyachtsinandoutofPortVictoria。
Besides,it\'snousenoddingtoamonument。Andhewaslikeone。Hedidn\'tspeak,hedidn\'tbudge。Hejustsatthere,holdinghishandsomeoldheadup,immovable,andalmostbiggerthanlife。Itwasex-
tremelyfine。Mr。Stonor\'spresencereducedpooroldJermyntoamereshabbywispofaman,andmadethetalkativestrangerintweedsonthehearthruglookabsurdlyboyish。Thelattermusthavebeenafewyearsoverthirty,andwascertainlynotthesortofindividualthatgetsabashedatthesoundofhisownvoice,becausegatheringmein,asitwere,byafriendlyglance,hekeptitgoingwithoutacheck。
\"Iwasgladofit,\"herepeated,emphatically。\"Youmaybesurprisedatit,butthenyouhaven\'tgonethroughtheexperienceI\'vehadofher。Icantellyou,itwassomethingtoremember。Ofcourse,Igotoffscotfreemyself——asyoucansee。Shedidherbesttobreakupmypluckformetho\'。Shejollyneardroveasfineafellowaseverlivedintoamadhouse。Whatdoyousaytothat——eh?\"
NotaneyelidtwitchedinMr。Stonor\'senormousface。
Monumental!Thespeakerlookedstraightintomyeyes。
\"Itusedtomakemesicktothinkofhergoingabouttheworldmurderingpeople。\"
Jermynapproachedthehandkerchiefalittlenearertothegrateandgroaned。Itwassimplyahabithehad。
\"I\'veseenheronce,\"hedeclared,withmournfulin-
difference。\"Shehadahouse——\"
Thestrangerintweedsturnedtostaredownathim,surprised。
\"Shehadthreehouses,\"hecorrected,authoritatively。
ButJermynwasnottobecontradicted。
\"Shehadahouse,Isay,\"herepeated,withdismalobstinacy。\"Agreat,big,ugly,whitething。Youcouldseeitfrommilesaway——stickingup。\"
\"Soyoucould,\"assentedtheotherreadily。\"ItwasoldColchester\'snotion,thoughhewasalwaysthreaten-
ingtogiveherup。Hecouldn\'tstandherracketanymore,hedeclared;itwastoomuchofagoodthingforhim;hewouldwashhishandsofher,ifhenevergotholdofanother——andsoon。Idaresayhewouldhavechuckedher,only——itmaysurpriseyou——hismissuswouldn\'thearofit。Funny,eh?Butwithwomen,youneverknowhowtheywilltakeathing,andMrs。
Colchester,withhermoustachesandbigeyebrows,setupforbeingasstrong-mindedastheymakethem。Sheusedtowalkaboutinabrownsilkdress,withagreatgoldcablefloppingaboutherbosom。Youshouldhaveheardhersnappingout:\'Rubbish!\'or\'Stuffandnon-
sense!\'Idaresaysheknewwhenshewaswelloff。
Theyhadnochildren,andhadneversetupahomeany-
where。WheninEnglandshejustmadeshifttohangoutanyhowinsomecheaphotelorboarding-house。I
daresayshelikedtogetbacktothecomfortsshewasusedto。Sheknewverywellshecouldn\'tgainbyanychange。And,moreover,Colchester,thoughafirst-
rateman,wasnotwhatyoumaycallinhisfirstyouth,and,perhaps,shemayhavethoughtthathewouldn\'tbeabletogetholdofanother(asheusedtosay)soeasily。Anyhow,foronereasonoranother,itwas\'Rubbish\'and\'Stuffandnonsense\'forthegoodlady。
IoverheardonceyoungMr。Apsehimselfsaytoherconfidentially:\'Iassureyou,Mrs。Colchester,Iambeginningtofeelquiteunhappyaboutthenameshe\'sgettingforherself。\'\'Oh,\'saysshe,withherdeeplittlehoarselaugh,\'ifonetooknoticeofallthesillytalk,\'
andsheshowedApseallheruglyfalseteethatonce。
\'Itwouldtakemorethanthattomakemelosemyconfidenceinher,Iassureyou,\'saysshe。\"
Atthispoint,withoutanychangeoffacialexpression,Mr。Stonoremittedashort,sardoniclaugh。Itwasveryimpressive,butIdidn\'tseethefun。Ilookedfromonetoanother。Thestrangeronthehearthrughadanuglysmile。
\"AndMr。ApseshookbothMrs。Colchester\'shands,hewassopleasedtohearagoodwordsaidfortheirfavourite。AlltheseApses,youngandoldyouknow,wereperfectlyinfatuatedwiththatabominable,dan-
gerous——\"
\"Ibegyourpardon,\"Iinterrupted,forheseemedtobeaddressinghimselfexclusivelytome;\"butwhoonearthareyoutalkingabout?\"
\"IamtalkingoftheApsefamily,\"heanswered,courteously。
Inearlyletoutadamnatthis。ButjustthentherespectedMissBlankputherheadin,andsaidthatthecabwasatthedoor,ifMr。Stonorwantedtocatchtheeleventhreeup。
Atoncetheseniorpilotaroseinhismightybulkandbegantostruggleintohiscoat,withawe-inspiringup-
heavals。ThestrangerandIhurriedimpulsivelytohisassistance,anddirectlywelaidourhandsonhimhebecameperfectlyquiescent。Wehadtoraiseourarmsveryhigh,andtomakeefforts。Itwaslikecaparisoningadocileelephant。Witha\"Thanks,gentlemen,\"hedivedunderandsqueezedhimselfthroughthedoorinagreathurry。
Wesmiledateachotherinafriendlyway。
\"Iwonderhowhemanagestohoisthimselfupaship\'sside-ladder,\"saidthemanintweeds;andpoorJermyn,whowasamereNorthSeapilot,withoutofficialstatusorrecognitionofanysort,pilotonlybycourtesy,groaned。
\"Hemakeseighthundredayear。\"
\"Areyouasailor?\"Iaskedthestranger,whohadgonebacktohispositionontherug。
\"Iusedtobetillacoupleofyearsago,whenIgotmarried,\"answeredthiscommunicativeindividual。\"I
evenwenttoseafirstinthatveryshipwewerespeak-
ingofwhenyoucamein。\"
\"Whatship?\"Iasked,puzzled。\"Ineverheardyoumentionaship。\"
\"I\'vejusttoldyouhername,mydearsir,\"hereplied。
\"TheApseFamily。Surelyyou\'veheardofthegreatfirmofApse&Sons,shipowners。Theyhadaprettybigfleet。TherewastheLucyApse,andtheHaroldApse,andAnne,John,Malcolm,Clara,Juliet,andsoon——noendofApses。Everybrother,sister,aunt,cousin,wife——andgrandmother,too,forallIknow——ofthefirmhadashipnamedafterthem。Good,solid,old-fashionedcrafttheywere,too,builttocarryandtolast。Noneofyournew-fangled,labour-savingappliancesinthem,butplentyofmenandplentyofgoodsaltbeefandhardtackputaboard——andoffyougotofightyourwayoutandhomeagain。\"
ThemiserableJermynmadeasoundofapproval,whichsoundedlikeagroanofpain。Thoseweretheshipsforhim。Hepointedoutindolefultonesthatyoucouldn\'tsaytolabour-savingappliances:\"Jumplivelynow,myhearties。\"Nolabour-savingappliancewouldgoaloftonadirtynightwiththesandsunderyourlee。
\"No,\"assentedthestranger,withawinkatme。
\"TheApsesdidn\'tbelieveinthemeither,apparently。
Theytreatedtheirpeoplewell——aspeopledon\'tgettreatednowadays,andtheywereawfullyproudoftheirships。Nothingeverhappenedtothem。Thislastone,theApseFamily,wastobeliketheothers,onlyshewastobestillstronger,stillsafer,stillmoreroomyandcom-
fortable。Ibelievetheymeanthertolastforever。
Theyhadherbuiltcomposite——iron,teak-wood,andgreenheart,andherscantlingwassomethingfabulous。
Ifeveranorderwasgivenforashipinaspiritofpridethisonewas。Everythingofthebest。Thecommodorecaptainoftheemploywastocommandher,andtheyplannedtheaccommodationforhimlikeahouseonshoreunderabig,tallpoopthatwentnearlytothemainmast。NowonderMrs。Colchesterwouldn\'tlettheoldmangiveherup。Why,itwasthebesthomesheeverhadinallhermarrieddays。Shehadanerve,thatwoman。
\"Thefussthatwasmadewhilethatshipwasbuild-
ing!Let\'shavethisalittlestronger,andthatalittleheavier;andhadn\'tthatotherthingbetterbechangedforsomethingalittlethicker。Thebuildersenteredintothespiritofthegame,andthereshewas,growingintotheclumsiest,heaviestshipofhersizerightbeforealltheireyes,withoutanybodybecomingawareofitsomehow。Shewastobe2,000tonsregister,oralittleover;nolessonanyaccount。Butseewhathappens。
Whentheycametomeasurehersheturnedout1,999
tonsandafraction。Generalconsternation!AndtheysayoldMr。Apsewassoannoyedwhentheytoldhimthathetooktohisbedanddied。Theoldgentlemanhadretiredfromthefirmtwenty-fiveyearsbefore,andwasninety-sixyearsoldifaday,sohisdeathwasn\'t,perhaps,sosurprising。StillMr。LucianApsewascon-
vincedthathisfatherwouldhavelivedtoahundred。
Sowemayputhimattheheadofthelist。Nextcomesthepoordevilofashipwrightthatbrutecaughtandsquashedasshewentofftheways。Theycalleditthelaunchofaship,butI\'veheardpeoplesaythat,fromthewailingandyellingandscramblingoutoftheway,itwasmorelikelettingadevillooseupontheriver。Shesnappedallhercheckslikepack-thread,andwentforthetugsinattendancelikeafury。Beforeanybodycouldseewhatshewasuptoshesentoneofthemtothebottom,andlaidupanotherforthreemonths\'repairs。Oneofhercablesparted,andthen,suddenly——youcouldn\'ttellwhy——sheletherselfbebroughtupwiththeotherasquietasalamb。
\"That\'showshewas。Youcouldneverbesurewhatshewouldbeuptonext。Thereareshipsdifficulttohandle,butgenerallyyoucandependonthembehav-
ingrationally。Withthatship,whateveryoudidwithheryouneverknewhowitwouldend。Shewasawickedbeast。Or,perhaps,shewasonlyjustin-
sane。\"
HeutteredthissuppositioninsoearnestatonethatIcouldnotrefrainfromsmiling。Heleftoffbitinghislowerliptoapostrophizeme。
\"Eh!Whynot?Whycouldn\'ttherebesomethinginherbuild,inherlinescorrespondingto——What\'smadness?Onlysomethingjustatinybitwronginthemakeofyourbrain。Whyshouldn\'ttherebeamadship——Imeanmadinaship-likeway,sothatundernocircumstancescouldyoubesureshewoulddowhatanyothersensibleshipwouldnaturallydoforyou。Thereareshipsthatsteerwildly,andshipsthatcan\'tbequitetrustedalwaystostay;otherswantcarefulwatchingwhenrunninginagale;and,again,theremaybeashipthatwillmakeheavyweatherofitineverylittleblow。Butthenyouexpecthertobealwaysso。Youtakeitaspartofhercharacter,asaship,justasyoutakeaccountofaman\'speculiaritiesoftemperwhenyoudealwithhim。Butwithheryoucouldn\'t。Shewasunaccountable。Ifshewasn\'tmad,thenshewasthemostevil-minded,underhand,savagebrutethateverwentafloat。I\'veseenherruninaheavygalebeautifullyfortwodays,andonthethirdbroachtotwiceinthesameafternoon。Thefirsttimesheflungthehelmsmancleanoverthewheel,butasshedidn\'tquitemanagetokillhimshehadanothertryaboutthreehoursafterwards。Sheswampedherselfforeandaft,burstallthecanvaswehadset,scaredallhandsintoapanic,andevenfrightenedMrs。Colchesterdownthereinthesebeautifulsterncabinsthatshewassoproudof。Whenwemusteredthecrewtherewasonemanmissing。Sweptoverboard,ofcourse,withoutbeingeitherseenorheard,poordevil!andIonlywondermoreofusdidn\'tgo。
\"Alwayssomethinglikethat。Always。IheardanoldmatetellCaptainColchesteroncethatithadcometothiswithhim,thathewasafraidtoopenhismouthtogiveanysortoforder。Shewasasmuchofaterrorinharbourasatsea。Youcouldneverbecertainwhatwouldholdher。Ontheslightestprovocationshewouldstartsnappingropes,cables,wirehawsers,likecarrots。
Shewasheavy,clumsy,unhandy——butthatdoesnotquiteexplainthatpowerformischiefshehad。Youknow,somehow,whenIthinkofherIcan\'thelpre-
memberingwhatwehearofincurablelunaticsbreakingloosenowandthen。\"
Helookedatmeinquisitively。But,ofcourse,Icouldn\'tadmitthatashipcouldbemad。
\"Intheportswhereshewasknown,\"hewenton,\'
\"theydreadedthesightofher。Shethoughtnothingofknockingawaytwentyfeetorsoofsolidstonefacingoffaquayorwipingofftheendofawoodenwharf。Shemusthavelostmilesofchainandhundredsoftonsofanchorsinhertime。Whenshefellaboardsomepoorunoffendingshipitwastheverydevilofajobtohaulheroffagain。Andshenevergothurtherself——justafewscratchesorso,perhaps。Theyhadwantedtohaveherstrong。Andsoshewas。StrongenoughtoramPolaricewith。Andasshebegansoshewenton。
Fromthedayshewaslaunchedsheneverletayearpasswithoutmurderingsomebody。Ithinktheownersgotveryworriedaboutit。Buttheywereastiff-neckedgenerationalltheseApses;theywouldn\'tadmittherecouldbeanythingwrongwiththeApseFamily。Theywouldn\'tevenchangehername。\'Stuffandnonsense,\'
asMrs。Colchesterusedtosay。Theyoughtatleasttohaveshutherupforlifeinsomedrydockorother,awayuptheriver,andneverlethersmellsaltwateragain。I
assureyou,mydearsir,thatsheinvariablydidkillsomeoneeveryvoyageshemade。Itwasperfectlywell-known。Shegotanameforit,farandwide。\"
Iexpressedmysurprisethatashipwithsuchadeadlyreputationcouldevergetacrew。
\"Then,youdon\'tknowwhatsailorsare,mydearsir。
Letmejustshowyoubyaninstance。Onedayindockathome,whileloafingontheforecastlehead,Inoticedtworespectablesaltscomealong,oneamiddle-aged,competent,steadyman,evidently,theotherasmart,youngishchap。Theyreadthenameonthebowsandstoppedtolookather。Saystheelderman:\'ApseFamily。That\'sthesanguinaryfemaledog\'(I\'mputtingitinthatway)\'ofaship,Jack,thatkillsamaneveryvoyage。Iwouldn\'tsigninher——notforJoe,Iwouldn\'t。\'Andtheothersays:\'Ifsheweremine,I\'dhavehertowedonthemudandsetonfire,blammeifIwouldn\'t。\'Thenthefirstmanchimesin:
\'Muchdotheycare!Menarecheap,Godknows。\'
Theyoungeronespatinthewateralongside。\'Theywon\'thaveme——notfordoublewages。\'
\"Theyhungaboutforsometimeandthenwalkedupthedock。HalfanhourlaterIsawthembothonourdecklookingaboutforthemate,andapparentlyveryanxioustobetakenon。Andtheywere。\"
\"Howdoyouaccountforthis?\"Iasked。
\"Whatwouldyousay?\"heretorted。\"Reckless-
ness!Thevanityofboastingintheeveningtoalltheirchums:\'We\'vejustshippedinthatthereApseFamily。
Blowher。Sheain\'tgoingtoscareus。\'Sheersailor-
likeperversity!Asortofcuriosity。Well——alittleofallthat,nodoubt。Iputthequestiontotheminthecourseofthevoyage。Theansweroftheelderlychapwas:
\"\'Amancandiebutonce。\'Theyoungerassuredmeinamockingtonethathewantedtosee\'howshewoulddoitthistime。\'ButItellyouwhat;therewasasortoffascinationaboutthebrute。\"
Jermyn,whoseemedtohaveseeneveryshipintheworld,brokeinsulkily:
\"Isawheronceoutofthisverywindowtowinguptheriver;agreatblackuglything,goingalonglikeabighearse。\"
\"Somethingsinisteraboutherlooks,wasn\'tthere?\"
saidthemanintweeds,lookingdownatoldJermynwithafriendlyeye。\"Ialwayshadasortofhorrorofher。ShegavemeabeastlyshockwhenIwasnomorethanfourteen,theveryfirstday——nay,hour——Ijoinedher。Fathercameuptoseemeoff,andwastogodowntoGravesendwithus。Iwashissecondboytogotosea。Mybigbrotherwasalreadyanofficerthen。We。
gotonboardabouteleveninthemorning,andfoundtheshipreadytodropoutofthebasin,sternfirst。Shehadnotmovedthreetimesherownlengthwhen,atalittlepluckthetuggavehertoenterthedockgates,shemadeoneofherrampagingstarts,andputsuchaweightonthecheckrope——anewsix-inchhawser——thatforwardtheretheyhadnochancetoeaseitroundintime,anditparted。Isawthebrokenendflyuphighintheair,andthenextmomentthatbrutebroughtherquarteragainstthepier-headwithajarthatstaggeredeverybodyaboutherdecks。Shedidn\'thurtherself。Notshe!Butoneoftheboysthematehadsentaloftonthemizzentodosomething,camedownonthepoop-deck——thump——rightinfrontofme。
Hewasnotmucholderthanmyself。Wehadbeengrinningateachotheronlyafewminutesbefore。Hemusthavebeenhandlinghimselfcarelessly,notexpect-
ingtogetsuchajerk。Iheardhisstartledcry——Oh!——
inahightrebleashefelthimselfgoing,andlookedupintimetoseehimgolimpalloverashefell。Ough!
PoorfatherwasremarkablywhiteaboutthegillswhenweshookhandsinGravesend。\'Areyouallright?\'hesays,lookinghardatme。\'Yes,father。\'\'Quitesure?\'
\'Yes,father。\'\'Well,thengood-bye,myboy。\'Hetoldmeafterwardsthatforhalfawordhewouldhavecarriedmeoffhomewithhimthereandthen。Iamthebabyofthefamily——youknow,\"addedthemanintweeds,strokinghismoustachewithaningenuoussmile。
Iacknowledgedthisinterestingcommunicationbyasympatheticmurmur。Hewavedhishandcarelessly。
\"Thismighthaveutterlyspoiledachap\'snerveforgoingaloft,youknow——utterly。Hefellwithintwofeetofme,crackinghisheadonamooring-bitt。Nevermoved。Stonedead。Nicelookinglittlefellow,hewas。
Ihadjustbeenthinkingwewouldbegreatchums。
However,thatwasn\'tyettheworstthatbruteofashipcoulddo。Iservedinherthreeyearsofmytime,andthenIgottransferredtotheLucyApse,forayear。ThesailmakerwehadintheApseFamilyturnedupthere,too,andIrememberhimsayingtomeoneevening,afterwehadbeenaweekatsea:Isn\'tsheameeklittleship?\'NowonderwethoughttheLucyApseadear,meek,littleshipaftergettingclearofthatbig,rampag-
ingsavagebrute。Itwaslikeheaven。Herofficersseemedtometherestfullestlotofmenonearth。TomewhohadknownnoshipbuttheApseFamily,theLucywaslikeasortofmagiccraftthatdidwhatyouwantedhertodoofherownaccord。Oneeveningwegotcaughtabackprettysharplyfromrightahead。Inabouttenminuteswehadherfullagain,sheetsaft,tacksdown,deckscleared,andtheofficerofthewatchleaningagainsttheweatherrailpeacefully。Itseemedsimplymarvelloustome。Theotherwouldhavestuckforhalf-
an-hourinirons,rollingherdecksfullofwater,knock-
ingthemenabout——sparscracking,bracessnapping,yardstakingcharge,andaconfoundedscaregoingonaftbecauseofherbeastlyrudder,whichshehadawayofflappingaboutfittoraiseyourhaironend。Icould-
n\'tgetovermywonderfordays。
\"Well,Ifinishedmylastyearofapprenticeshipinthatjollylittleship——shewasn\'tsolittleeither,butafterthatotherheavydevilsheseemedbutaplaythingtohandle。Ifinishedmytimeandpassed;andthenjustasIwasthinkingofhavingthreeweeksofrealgoodtimeonshoreIgotatbreakfastaletteraskingmetheearliestdayIcouldbereadytojointheApseFamilyasthirdmate。Igavemyplateashovethatshotitintothemiddleofthetable;dadlookedupoverhispaper;motherraisedherhandsinastonishment,andI
wentoutbare-headedintoourbitofgarden,whereI
walkedroundandroundforanhour。
\"WhenIcameinagainmotherwasoutofthedining-room,anddadhadshiftedberthintohisbigarmchair。Theletterwaslyingonthemantelpiece。
\"\'It\'sverycreditabletoyoutogettheoffer,andverykindofthemtomakeit,\'hesaid。\'AndIseealsothatCharleshasbeenappointedchiefmateofthatshipforonevoyage。\'
\"Therewas,overleaf,aP。S。tothateffectinMr。
Apse\'sownhandwriting,whichIhadoverlooked。
Charleywasmybigbrother。
\"Idon\'tlikeverymuchtohavetwoofmyboystogetherinoneship,\'fathergoeson,inhisdeliberate,solemnway。\'AndImaytellyouthatIwouldnotmindwritingMr。Apsealettertothateffect。\'
\"Dearolddad!Hewasawonderfulfather。Whatwouldyouhavedone?Themerenotionofgoingback(andasanofficer,too),tobeworriedandbothered,andkeptonthejumpnightanddaybythatbrute,mademefeelsick。Butshewasn\'tashipyoucouldaffordtofightshyof。Besides,themostgenuineexcusecouldnotbegivenwithoutmortallyoffendingApse&Sons。
Thefirm,andIbelievethewholefamilydowntotheoldunmarriedauntsinLancashire,hadgrowndesper-
atelytouchyaboutthataccursedship\'scharacter。Thiswasthecaseforanswering\'Readynow\'fromyourverydeath-bedifyouwishedtodieintheirgoodgraces。
Andthat\'spreciselywhatIdidanswer——bywire,tohaveitoveranddonewithatonce。
\"Theprospectofbeingshipmateswithmybigbrothercheeredmeupconsiderably,thoughitmademeabitanxious,too。EversinceIremembermyselfasalittlechaphehadbeenverygoodtome,andIlookeduponhimasthefinestfellowintheworld。Andsohewas。
Nobetterofficereverwalkedthedeckofamerchantship。Andthat\'safact。Hewasafine,strong,up-
standing,sun-tanned,youngfellow,withhisbrownhaircurlingalittle,andaneyelikeahawk。Hewasjustsplendid。Wehadn\'tseeneachotherformanyyears,andeventhistime,thoughhehadbeeninEnglandthreeweeksalready,hehadn\'tshowedupathomeyet,buthadspenthissparetimeinSurreysomewheremak-
inguptoMaggieColchester,oldCaptainColchester\'sniece。Herfather,agreatfriendofdad\'s,wasinthesugar-brokingbusiness,andCharleymadeasortofsecondhomeoftheirhouse。Iwonderedwhatmybigbrotherwouldthinkofme。Therewasasortofstern-
nessaboutCharley\'sfacewhichneverleftit,notevenwhenhewaslarkinginhisratherwildfashion。
\"Hereceivedmewithagreatshoutoflaughter。
Heseemedtothinkmyjoiningasanofficerthegreatestjokeintheworld。Therewasadifferenceoftenyearsbetweenus,andIsupposeherememberedmebestinpinafores。Iwasakidoffourwhenhefirstwenttosea。
Itsurprisedmetofindhowboisteroushecouldbe。
\"\'Nowweshallseewhatyouaremadeof,\'hecried。
Andheheldmeoffbytheshoulders,andpunchedmyribs,andhustledmeintohisberth。\'Sitdown,Ned。I
amgladofthechanceofhavingyouwithme。I\'llputthefinishingtouchtoyou,myyoungofficer,providingyou\'reworththetrouble。And,firstofall,getitwellintoyourheadthatwearenotgoingtoletthisbrutekillanybodythisvoyage。We\'llstopherracket。\'
\"Iperceivedhewasindeadearnestaboutit。Hetalkedgrimlyoftheship,andhowwemustbecarefulandneverallowthisuglybeasttocatchusnappingwithanyofherdamnedtricks。
\"HegavemearegularlectureonspecialseamanshipfortheuseoftheApseFamily;thenchanginghistone,hebegantotalkatlarge,rattlingoffthewildest,funniestnonsense,tillmysidesachedwithlaughing。I
couldseeverywellhewasabitabovehimselfwithhighspirits。Itcouldn\'tbebecauseofmycoming。Nottothatextent。But,ofcourse,Iwouldn\'thavedreamtofaskingwhatwasthematter。Ihadaproperrespectformybigbrother,Icantellyou。Butitwasallmadeplainenoughadayortwoafterwards,whenIheardthatMissMaggieColchesterwascomingforthevoy-
age。Unclewasgivingherasea-tripforthebenefitofherhealth。
\"Idon\'tknowwhatcouldhavebeenwrongwithherhealth。Shehadabeautifulcolour,andadeuceofalotoffairhair。Shedidn\'tcarearapforwind,orrain,orspray,orsun,orgreenseas,oranything。Shewasablue-eyed,jollygirloftheverybestsort,butthewayshecheekedmybigbrotherusedtofrightenme。I
alwaysexpectedittoendinanawfulrow。However,nothingdecisivehappenedtillafterwehadbeeninSydneyforaweek。Oneday,inthemen\'sdinnerhour,Charleystickshisheadintomycabin。Iwasstretchedoutonmybackonthesettee,smokinginpeace。
\"\'Comeashorewithme,Ned,\'hesays,inhiscurtway。
\"Ijumpedup,ofcourse,andawayafterhimdownthegangwayandupGeorgeStreet。Hestrodealonglikeagiant,andIathiselbow,panting。Itwascon-
foundedlyhot。\'Whereonearthareyourushingmeto,Charley?\'Imadeboldtoask。
\"\'Here,\'hesays。
\"\'Here\'wasajeweller\'sshop。Icouldn\'timaginewhathecouldwantthere。Itseemedasortofmadfreak。Hethrustsundermynosethreerings,whichlookedverytinyonhisbig,brownpalm,growlingout——
\"\'ForMaggie!Which?\'
\"Igotakindofscareatthis。Icouldn\'tmakeasound,butIpointedattheonethatsparkledwhiteandblue。Heputitinhiswaistcoatpocket,paidforitwithalotofsovereigns,andboltedout。WhenwegotonboardIwasquiteoutofbreath。\'Shakehands,oldchap,\'Igaspedout。Hegavemeathumpontheback。
\'Givewhatordersyouliketotheboatswainwhenthehandsturn-to,\'sayshe;\'Iamoffdutythisafternoon。\'
\"Thenhevanishedfromthedeckforawhile,butpresentlyhecameoutofthecabinwithMaggie,andthesetwowentoverthegangwaypublicly,beforeallhands,goingforawalktogetheronthatawful,blazinghotday,withcloudsofdustflyingabout。Theycamebackafterafewhourslookingverystaid,butdidn\'tseemtohavetheslightestideawheretheyhadbeen。
Anyway,that\'stheanswertheybothmadetoMrs。
Colchester\'squestionattea-time。
\"Anddidn\'tsheturnonCharley,withhervoicelikeanoldnightcabman\'s!\'Rubbish。Don\'tknowwhereyou\'vebeen!Stuffandnonsense。You\'vewalkedthegirloffherlegs。Don\'tdoitagain。\'
\"It\'ssurprisinghowmeekCharleycouldbewiththatoldwoman。Onlyononeoccasionhewhisperedtome,\'I\'mjollygladsheisn\'tMaggie\'saunt,exceptbymarriage。That\'snosortofrelationship。\'ButI
thinkheletMaggiehavetoomuchofherownway。
Shewashoppingalloverthatshipinheryachtingskirtandaredtamo\'shanterlikeabrightbirdonadeadblacktree。Theoldsaltsusedtogrintothemselveswhentheysawhercomingalong,andofferedtoteachherknotsorsplices。Ibelieveshelikedthemen,forCharley\'ssake,Isuppose。
\"Asyoumayimagine,thefiendishpropensitiesofthatcursedshipwereneverspokenofonboard。Notinthecabin,atanyrate。Onlyonceonthehome-
wardpassageCharleysaid,incautiously,somethingaboutbringingallhercrewhomethistime。CaptainColchesterbegantolookuncomfortableatonce,andthatsilly,hard-bittenoldwomanflewoutatCharleyasthoughhehadsaidsomethingindecent。Iwasquiteconfoundedmyself;astoMaggie,shesatcompletelymystified,openingherblueeyesverywide。Ofcourse,beforeshewasadayoldershewormeditalloutofme。
Shewasaverydifficultpersontolieto。
\"\'Howawful,\'shesaid,quitesolemn。\'Somanypoorfellows。Iamgladthevoyageisnearlyover。I
won\'thaveamoment\'speaceaboutCharleynow。\'
\"IassuredherCharleywasallright。IttookmorethanthatshipknewtogetoveraseamanlikeCharley。
Andsheagreedwithme。
\"NextdaywegotthetugoffDungeness;andwhenthetow-ropewasfastCharleyrubbedhishandsandsaidtomeinanundertone——
\"\'We\'vebaffledher,Ned。\'
\'\"Lookslikeit,\'Isaid,withagrinathim。Itwasbeautifulweather,andtheseaassmoothasamillpond。
Wewentuptheriverwithoutashadowoftroubleexceptonce,whenoffHoleHaven,thebrutetookasuddensheerandnearlyhadabargeanchoredjustclearofthefairway。ButIwasaft,lookingafterthesteer-
ing,andshedidnotcatchmenappingthattime。
Charleycameuponthepoop,lookingveryconcerned。
\'Closeshave,\'sayshe。
\"\'Nevermind,Charley,\'Ianswered,cheerily。
\'You\'vetamedher。\'
\"Weweretotowrightuptothedock。TheriverpilotboardedusbelowGravesend,andthefirstwordsIheardhimsaywere:\'Youmayjustaswelltakeyourportanchorinboardatonce,Mr。Mate。\'
\"ThishadbeendonewhenIwentforward。IsawMaggieontheforecastleheadenjoyingthebustleandIbeggedhertogoaft,butshetooknonoticeofme,ofcourse。ThenCharley,whowasverybusywiththeheadgear,caughtsightofherandshoutedinhisbiggestvoice:\'Getofftheforecastlehead,Maggie。You\'reinthewayhere。\'Forallanswershemadeafunnyfaceathim,andIsawpoorCharleyturnaway,hidingasmile。
Shewasflushedwiththeexcitementofgettinghomeagain,andherblueeyesseemedtosnapelectricsparksasshelookedattheriver。Acollierbrighadgoneroundjustaheadofus,andourtughadtostopherenginesinahurrytoavoidrunningintoher。
\"Inamoment,asisusuallythecase,alltheshippinginthereachseemedtogetintoahopelesstangle。A
schoonerandaketchgotupasmallcollisionalltothemselvesrightinthemiddleoftheriver。Itwasexcitingtowatch,and,meantime,ourtugremainedstopped。Anyothershipthanthatbrutecouldhavebeencoaxedtokeepstraightforacoupleofminutes——
butnotshe!Herheadfelloffatonce,andshebegantodriftdown,takinghertugalongwithher。Inoticedaclusterofcoastersatanchorwithinaquarterofamileofus,andIthoughtIhadbetterspeaktothepilot。
\'Ifyoulethergetamongstthatlot,\'Isaid,quietly,\'shewillgrindsomeofthemtobitsbeforewegetheroutagain。\'
\"\'Don\'tIknowher!\'crieshe,stampinghisfootinaperfectfury。Andheoutwithhiswhistletomakethatbotheredtuggettheship\'sheadupagainasquickaspossible。Heblewlikemad,wavinghisarmtoport,andpresentlywecouldseethatthetug\'sengineshadbeensetgoingahead。Herpaddleschurnedthewater,butitwasasifshehadbeentryingtotowarock——shecouldn\'tgetaninchoutofthatship。
Againthepilotblewhiswhistle,andwavedhisarmtoport。Wecouldseethetug\'spaddlesturningfasterandfasteraway,broadonourbow。