第7章

类别:其他 作者:E。 M。 Forster字数:18131更新时间:18/12/14 10:26:15
MissBartlettwasinthedrawing-room,gazingatthephotographofSt。Johnascending,whichhadbeenframed。 \"Howdreadful!\"shemurmured,\"howmorethandreadful,ifMr。 Vyseshouldcometohearofitfromsomeothersource。” \"Oh,no,Charlotte,\"saidthegirl,enteringthebattle。\"GeorgeEmersonisallright,andwhatothersourceisthere?\" MissBartlettconsidered。\"Forinstance,thedriver。Isawhimlookingthroughthebushesatyou,rememberhehadavioletbetweenhisteeth。” Lucyshudderedalittle。\"Weshallgetthesillyaffaironournervesifwearen\'tcareful。HowcouldaFlorentinecab-driverevergetholdofCecil?\" \"Wemustthinkofeverypossibility。” \"Oh,it\'sallright。” \"OrperhapsoldMr。Emersonknows。Infact,heiscertaintoknow。” \"Idon\'tcareifhedoes。Iwasgratefultoyouforyourletter,butevenifthenewsdoesgetround,IthinkIcantrustCeciltolaughatit。” \"Tocontradictit?\" \"No,tolaughatit。”Butsheknewinherheartthatshecouldnottrusthim,forhedesiredheruntouched。 \"Verywell,dear,youknowbest。PerhapsgentlemenaredifferenttowhattheywerewhenIwasyoung。Ladiesarecertainlydifferent。” \"Now,Charlotte!\"Shestruckatherplayfully。\"Youkind,anxiousthing。WhatWOULDyouhavemedo?Firstyousay\'Don\'ttell\';andthenyousay,\'Tell\'。Whichisittobe?Quick!\" MissBartlettsighed\"Iamnomatchforyouinconversation,dearest。IblushwhenIthinkhowIinterferedatFlorence,andyousowellabletolookafteryourself,andsomuchclevererinallwaysthanIam。Youwillneverforgiveme。” \"Shallwegoout,then。Theywillsmashallthechinaifwedon\'t。” FortheairrangwiththeshrieksofMinnie,whowasbeingscalpedwithateaspoon。 \"Dear,onemoment——wemaynothavethischanceforachatagain。 Haveyouseentheyoungoneyet?\" \"Yes,Ihave。” \"Whathappened?\" \"WemetattheRectory。” \"Whatlineishetakingup?\" \"Noline。HetalkedaboutItaly,likeanyotherperson。Itisreallyallright。Whatadvantagewouldhegetfrombeingacad,toputitbluntly?IdowishIcouldmakeyouseeitmyway。Hereallywon\'tbeanynuisance,Charlotte。” \"Onceacad,alwaysacad。Thatismypooropinion。” Lucypaused。\"Cecilsaidoneday——andIthoughtitsoprofound——thattherearetwokindsofcads——theconsciousandthesubconscious。”Shepausedagain,tobesureofdoingjusticetoCecil\'sprofundity。ThroughthewindowshesawCecilhimself,turningoverthepagesofanovel。ItwasanewonefromSmith\'slibrary。Hermothermusthavereturnedfromthestation。 \"Onceacad,alwaysacad,\"dronedMissBartlett。 \"WhatImeanbysubconsciousisthatEmersonlosthishead。I fellintoallthoseviolets,andhewassillyandsurprised。I don\'tthinkweoughttoblamehimverymuch。Itmakessuchadifferencewhenyouseeapersonwithbeautifulthingsbehindhimunexpectedly。Itreallydoes;itmakesanenormousdifference,andhelosthishead:hedoesn\'tadmireme,oranyofthatnonsense,onestraw。Freddyratherlikeshim,andhasaskedhimuphereonSunday,soyoucanjudgeforyourself。Hehasimproved;hedoesn\'talwayslookasifhe\'sgoingtoburstintotears。HeisaclerkintheGeneralManager\'sofficeatoneofthebigrailways——notaporter!andrunsdowntohisfatherforweek-ends。Papawastodowithjournalism,butisrheumaticandhasretired。There!Nowforthegarden。”Shetookholdofherguestbythearm。\"Supposewedon\'ttalkaboutthissillyItalianbusinessanymore。WewantyoutohaveanicerestfulvisitatWindyCorner,withnoworriting。” Lucythoughtthisratheragoodspeech。Thereadermayhavedetectedanunfortunateslipinit。WhetherMissBartlettdetectedthesliponecannotsay,foritisimpossibletopenetrateintothemindsofelderlypeople。Shemighthavespokenfurther,buttheywereinterruptedbytheentranceofherhostess。Explanationstookplace,andinthemidstofthemLucyescaped,theimagesthrobbingalittlemorevividlyinherbrain。 ChapterXV:TheDisasterWithinTheSundayafterMissBartlett\'sarrivalwasagloriousday,likemostofthedaysofthatyear。IntheWeald,autumnapproached,breakingupthegreenmonotonyofsummer,touchingtheparkswiththegreybloomofmist,thebeech-treeswithrusset,theoak-treeswithgold。Upontheheights,battalionsofblackpineswitnessedthechange,themselvesunchangeable。Eithercountrywasspannedbyacloudlesssky,andineitherarosethetinkleofchurchbells。 ThegardenofWindyCornerswasdesertedexceptforaredbook,whichlaysunningitselfuponthegravelpath。Fromthehousecameincoherentsounds,asoffemalespreparingforworship。\"Themensaytheywon\'tgo\"——\"Well,Idon\'tblamethem\"——Minniesays,needshego?\"——\"Tellher,nononsense\"——\"Anne!Mary! Hookmebehind!\"——\"DearestLucia,mayItrespassuponyouforapin?\"ForMissBartletthadannouncedthatsheatalleventswasoneforchurch。 Thesunrosehigheronitsjourney,guided,notbyPhaethon,butbyApollo,competent,unswerving,divine。Itsraysfellontheladieswhenevertheyadvancedtowardsthebedroomwindows;onMr。BeebedownatSummerStreetashesmiledoveraletterfromMissCatharineAlan;onGeorgeEmersoncleaninghisfather\'sboots;andlastly,tocompletethecatalogueofmemorablethings,ontheredbookmentionedpreviously。Theladiesmove,Mr。Beebemoves,Georgemoves,andmovementmayengendershadow。 Butthisbookliesmotionless,tobecaressedallthemorningbythesunandtoraiseitscoversslightly,asthoughacknowledgingthecaress。 PresentlyLucystepsoutofthedrawing-roomwindow。Hernewcerisedresshasbeenafailure,andmakesherlooktawdryandwan。Atherthroatisagarnetbrooch,onherfingeraringsetwithrubies——anengagementring。HereyesarebenttotheWeald。 Shefrownsalittle——notinanger,butasabravechildfrownswhenheistryingnottocry。Inallthatexpansenohumaneyeislookingather,andshemayfrownunrebukedandmeasurethespacesthatyetsurvivebetweenApolloandthewesternhills。 \"Lucy!Lucy!What\'sthatbook?Who\'sbeentakingabookoutoftheshelfandleavingitabouttospoil?\" \"It\'sonlythelibrarybookthatCecil\'sbeenreading。” \"Butpickitup,anddon\'tstandidlingtherelikeaflamingo。” Lucypickedupthebookandglancedatthetitlelistlessly,UnderaLoggia。Shenolongerreadnovelsherself,devotingallhersparetimetosolidliteratureinthehopeofcatchingCecilup。Itwasdreadfulhowlittlesheknew,andevenwhenshethoughtsheknewathing,liketheItalianpainters,shefoundshehadforgottenit。OnlythismorningshehadconfusedFrancescoFranciawithPierodellaFrancesca,andCecilhadsaid,\"What!youaren\'tforgettingyourItalyalready?\"Andthistoohadlentanxietytohereyeswhenshesalutedthedearviewandthedeargardenintheforeground,andabovethem,scarcelyconceivableelsewhere,thedearsun。 \"Lucy——haveyouasixpenceforMinnieandashillingforyourself?\" Shehastenedintohermother,whowasrapidlyworkingherselfintoaSundayfluster。 \"It\'saspecialcollection——Iforgetwhatfor。Idobeg,novulgarclinkingintheplatewithhalfpennies;seethatMinniehasanicebrightsixpence。Whereisthechild?Minnie!Thatbook\'sallwarped。(Gracious,howplainyoulook!)PutitundertheAtlastopress。Minnie!\" \"Oh,Mrs。Honeychurch——\"fromtheupperregions。 \"Minnie,don\'tbelate。Herecomesthehorse\"——itwasalwaysthehorse,neverthecarriage。\"Where\'sCharlotte?Runupandhurryher。Whyisshesolong?Shehadnothingtodo。Sheneverbringsanythingbutblouses。PoorCharlotte——HowIdodetestblouses! Minnie!\" Paganismisinfectious——moreinfectiousthandiphtheriaorpiety——andtheRector\'sniecewastakentochurchprotesting。Asusual,shedidn\'tseewhy。Whyshouldn\'tshesitinthesunwiththeyoungmen?Theyoungmen,whohadnowappeared,mockedherwithungenerouswords。Mrs。Honeychurchdefendedorthodoxy,andinthemidstoftheconfusionMissBartlett,dressedintheveryheightofthefashion,camestrollingdownthestairs。 \"DearMarian,Iamverysorry,butIhavenosmallchange—— nothingbutsovereignsandhalfcrowns。Couldanyonegiveme——\" \"Yes,easily。Jumpin。Graciousme,howsmartyoulook!Whatalovelyfrock!Youputusalltoshame。” \"IfIdidnotwearmybestragsandtattersnow,whenshouldI wearthem?\"saidMissBartlettreproachfully。Shegotintothevictoriaandplacedherselfwithherbacktothehorse。Thenecessaryroarensued,andthentheydroveoff。 \"Good-bye!Begood!\"calledoutCecil。 Lucybitherlip,forthetonewassneering。Onthesubjectof\"churchandsoon\"theyhadhadratheranunsatisfactoryconversation。Hehadsaidthatpeopleoughttooverhaulthemselves,andshedidnotwanttooverhaulherself;shedidnotknowitwasdone。HonestorthodoxyCecilrespected,buthealwaysassumedthathonestyistheresultofaspiritualcrisis;hecouldnotimagineitasanaturalbirthright,thatmightgrowheavenwardlikeflowers。Allthathesaidonthissubjectpainedher,thoughheexudedtolerancefromeverypore;somehowtheEmersonsweredifferent。 ShesawtheEmersonsafterchurch。Therewasalineofcarriagesdowntheroad,andtheHoneychurchvehiclehappenedtobeoppositeCissieVilla。Tosavetime,theywalkedoverthegreentoit,andfoundfatherandsonsmokinginthegarden。 \"Introduceme,\"saidhermother。\"Unlesstheyoungmanconsidersthatheknowsmealready。” Heprobablydid;butLucyignoredtheSacredLakeandintroducedthemformally。OldMr。Emersonclaimedherwithmuchwarmth,andsaidhowgladhewasthatshewasgoingtobemarried。Shesaidyes,shewasgladtoo;andthen,asMissBartlettandMinniewerelingeringbehindwithMr。Beebe,sheturnedtheconversationtoalessdisturbingtopic,andaskedhimhowhelikedhisnewhouse。 \"Verymuch,\"hereplied,buttherewasanoteofoffenceinhisvoice;shehadneverknownhimoffendedbefore。Headded:\"Wefind,though,thattheMissAlanswerecoming,andthatwehaveturnedthemout。Womenmindsuchathing。Iamverymuchupsetaboutit。” \"Ibelievethattherewassomemisunderstanding,\"saidMrs。 Honeychurchuneasily。 \"Ourlandlordwastoldthatweshouldbeadifferenttypeofperson,\"saidGeorge,whoseemeddisposedtocarrythematterfurther。\"Hethoughtweshouldbeartistic。Heisdisappointed。” \"AndIwonderwhetherweoughttowritetotheMissAlansandoffertogiveitup。Whatdoyouthink?\"HeappealedtoLucy。 \"Oh,stopnowyouhavecome,\"saidLucylightly。ShemustavoidcensuringCecil。ForitwasonCecilthatthelittleepisodeturned,thoughhisnamewasnevermentioned。 \"SoGeorgesays。HesaysthattheMissAlansmustgotothewall。 Yetitdoesseemsounkind。” \"Thereisonlyacertainamountofkindnessintheworld,\"saidGeorge,watchingthesunlightflashonthepanelsofthepassingcarriages。 \"Yes!\"exclaimedMrs。Honeychurch。\"That\'sexactlywhatIsay。 WhyallthistwiddlingandtwaddlingovertwoMissAlans?\" \"Thereisacertainamountofkindness,justasthereisacertainamountoflight,\"hecontinuedinmeasuredtones。\"Wecastashadowonsomethingwhereverwestand,anditisnogoodmovingfromplacetoplacetosavethings;becausetheshadowalwaysfollows。Chooseaplacewhereyouwon\'tdoharm——yes,chooseaplacewhereyouwon\'tdoverymuchharm,andstandinitforallyouareworth,facingthesunshine。” \"Oh,Mr。Emerson,Iseeyou\'reclever!\" \"Eh——?\" \"Iseeyou\'regoingtobeclever。Ihopeyoudidn\'tgobehavinglikethattopoorFreddy。” George\'seyeslaughed,andLucysuspectedthatheandhermotherwouldgetonratherwell。 \"No,Ididn\'t,\"hesaid。\"Hebehavedthatwaytome。Itishisphilosophy。Onlyhestartslifewithit;andIhavetriedtheNoteofInterrogationfirst。” \"WhatDOyoumean?No,nevermindwhatyoumean。Don\'texplain。 Helooksforwardtoseeingyouthisafternoon。Doyouplaytennis?DoyoumindtennisonSunday——?\" \"GeorgemindtennisonSunday!George,afterhiseducation,distinguishbetweenSunday——\" \"Verywell,Georgedoesn\'tmindtennisonSunday。NomoredoI。 That\'ssettled。Mr。Emerson,ifyoucouldcomewithyoursonweshouldbesopleased。” Hethankedher,butthewalksoundedratherfar;hecouldonlypotteraboutinthesedays。 SheturnedtoGeorge:\"AndthenhewantstogiveuphishousetotheMissAlans。” \"Iknow,\"saidGeorge,andputhisarmroundhisfather\'sneck。 ThekindnessthatMr。BeebeandLucyhadalwaysknowntoexistinhimcameoutsuddenly,likesunlighttouchingavastlandscape——atouchofthemorningsun?Sherememberedthatinallhisperversitieshehadneverspokenagainstaffection。 MissBartlettapproached。 \"Youknowourcousin,MissBartlett,\"saidMrs。Honeychurchpleasantly。\"YoumetherwithmydaughterinFlorence。” \"Yes,indeed!\"saidtheoldman,andmadeasifhewouldcomeoutofthegardentomeetthelady。MissBartlettpromptlygotintothevictoria。Thusentrenched,sheemittedaformalbow。ItwasthepensionBertoliniagain,thedining-tablewiththedecantersofwaterandwine。Itwastheold,oldbattleoftheroomwiththeview。 Georgedidnotrespondtothebow。Likeanyboy,heblushedandwasashamed;heknewthatthechaperonremembered。Hesaid:\"I—— I\'llcomeuptotennisifIcanmanageit,\"andwentintothehouse。PerhapsanythingthathedidwouldhavepleasedLucy,buthisawkwardnesswentstraighttoherheart;menwerenotgodsafterall,butashumanandasclumsyasgirls;evenmenmightsufferfromunexplaineddesires,andneedhelp。Tooneofherupbringing,andofherdestination,theweaknessofmenwasatruthunfamiliar,butshehadsurmiseditatFlorence,whenGeorgethrewherphotographsintotheRiverArno。 \"George,don\'tgo,\"criedhisfather,whothoughtitagreattreatforpeopleifhissonwouldtalktothem。\"Georgehasbeeninsuchgoodspiritstoday,andIamsurehewillendbycomingupthisafternoon。” Lucycaughthercousin\'seye。Somethinginitsmuteappealmadeherreckless。\"Yes,\"shesaid,raisinghervoice,\"Idohopehewill。”Thenshewenttothecarriageandmurmured,\"Theoldmanhasn\'tbeentold;Iknewitwasallright。”Mrs。Honeychurchfollowedher,andtheydroveaway。 SatisfactorythatMr。EmersonhadnotbeentoldoftheFlorenceescapade;yetLucy\'sspiritsshouldnothaveleaptupasifshehadsightedtherampartsofheaven。Satisfactory;yetsurelyshegreeteditwithdisproportionatejoy。Allthewayhomethehorses\'hoofssangatunetoher:\"Hehasnottold,hehasnottold。”Herbrainexpandedthemelody:\"Hehasnottoldhisfather——towhomhetellsallthings。Itwasnotanexploit。HedidnotlaughatmewhenIhadgone。”Sheraisedherhandtohercheek。\"Hedoesnotloveme。No。Howterribleifhedid!Buthehasnottold。Hewillnottell。” Shelongedtoshoutthewords:\"Itisallright。It\'sasecretbetweenustwoforever。Cecilwillneverhear。”ShewasevengladthatMissBartletthadmadeherpromisesecrecy,thatlastdarkeveningatFlorence,whentheyhadkneltpackinginhisroom。Thesecret,bigorlittle,wasguarded。 OnlythreeEnglishpeopleknewofitintheworld。Thussheinterpretedherjoy。ShegreetedCecilwithunusualradiance,becauseshefeltsosafe。Ashehelpedheroutofthecarriage,shesaid: \"TheEmersonshavebeensonice。GeorgeEmersonhasimprovedenormously。” \"Howaremyproteges?\"askedCecil,whotooknorealinterestinthem,andhadlongsinceforgottenhisresolutiontobringthemtoWindyCornerforeducationalpurposes。 \"Proteges!\"sheexclaimedwithsomewarmth。FortheonlyrelationshipwhichCecilconceivedwasfeudal:thatofprotectorandprotected。Hehadnoglimpseofthecomradeshipafterwhichthegirl\'ssoulyearned。 \"Youshallseeforyourselfhowyourprotegesare。GeorgeEmersoniscomingupthisafternoon。Heisamostinterestingmantotalkto。Onlydon\'t——\"Shenearlysaid,\"Don\'tprotecthim。”Butthebellwasringingforlunch,and,asoftenhappened,Cecilhadpaidnogreatattentiontoherremarks。Charm,notargument,wastobeherforte。 Lunchwasacheerfulmeal。GenerallyLucywasdepressedatmeals。 Someonehadtobesoothed——eitherCecilorMissBartlettoraBeingnotvisibletothemortaleye——aBeingwhowhisperedtohersoul:\"Itwillnotlast,thischeerfulness。InJanuaryyoumustgotoLondontoentertainthegrandchildrenofcelebratedmen。” Butto-dayshefeltshehadreceivedaguarantee。Hermotherwouldalwayssitthere,herbrotherhere。Thesun,thoughithadmovedalittlesincethemorning,wouldneverbehiddenbehindthewesternhills。Afterluncheontheyaskedhertoplay。ShehadseenGluck\'sArmidethatyear,andplayedfrommemorythemusicoftheenchantedgarden——themusictowhichRenaudapproaches,beneaththelightofaneternaldawn,themusicthatnevergains,neverwanes,butripplesforeverlikethetidelessseasoffairyland。Suchmusicisnotforthepiano,andheraudiencebegantogetrestive,andCecil,sharingthediscontent,calledout:\"Nowplayustheothergarden——theoneinParsifal。” Sheclosedtheinstrument。 \"Notverydutiful,\"saidhermother\'svoice。 FearingthatshehadoffendedCecil,sheturnedquicklyround。 ThereGeorgewas。Hehadcreptinwithoutinterruptingher。 \"Oh,Ihadnoidea!\"sheexclaimed,gettingveryred;andthen,withoutawordofgreeting,shereopenedthepiano。CecilshouldhavetheParsifal,andanythingelsethatheliked。 \"Ourperformerhaschangedhermind,\"saidMissBartlett,perhapsimplying,shewillplaythemusictoMr。Emerson。Lucydidnotknowwhattodonorevenwhatshewantedtodo。SheplayedafewbarsoftheFlowerMaidens\'songverybadlyandthenshestopped。 \"Ivotetennis,\"saidFreddy,disgustedatthescrappyentertainment。 \"Yes,sodoI。”Oncemoresheclosedtheunfortunatepiano。\"I voteyouhaveamen\'sfour。” \"Allright。” \"Notforme,thankyou,\"saidCecil。\"Iwillnotspoiltheset。” Heneverrealizedthatitmaybeanactofkindnessinabadplayertomakeupafourth。 \"Oh,comealongCecil。I\'mbad,Floyd\'srotten,andsoIdaresay\'sEmerson。” Georgecorrectedhim:\"Iamnotbad。” Onelookeddownone\'snoseatthis。\"ThencertainlyIwon\'tplay,\"saidCecil,whileMissBartlett,undertheimpressionthatshewassnubbingGeorge,added:\"Iagreewithyou,Mr。Vyse。Youhadmuchbetternotplay。Muchbetternot。” Minnie,rushinginwhereCecilfearedtotread,announcedthatshewouldplay。\"Ishallmisseveryballanyway,sowhatdoesitmatter?\"ButSundayintervenedandstampedheavilyuponthekindlysuggestion。 \"ThenitwillhavetobeLucy,\"saidMrs。Honeychurch;\"youmustfallbackonLucy。Thereisnootherwayoutofit。Lucy,goandchangeyourfrock。” Lucy\'sSabbathwasgenerallyofthisamphibiousnature。Shekeptitwithouthypocrisyinthemorning,andbrokeitwithoutreluctanceintheafternoon。Asshechangedherfrock,shewonderedwhetherCecilwassneeringather;reallyshemustoverhaulherselfandsettleeverythingupbeforeshemarriedhim。 Mr。Floydwasherpartner。Shelikedmusic,buthowmuchbettertennisseemed。Howmuchbettertorunaboutincomfortableclothesthantositatthepianoandfeelgirtunderthearms。 Oncemoremusicappearedtohertheemploymentofachild。Georgeserved,andsurprisedherbyhisanxietytowin。SherememberedhowhehadsighedamongthetombsatSantaCrocebecausethingswouldn\'tfit;howafterthedeathofthatobscureItalianhehadleantovertheparapetbytheArnoandsaidtoher:\"Ishallwanttolive,Itellyou,\"Hewantedtolivenow,towinattennis,tostandforallhewasworthinthesun——thesunwhichhadbeguntodeclineandwasshininginhereyes;andhedidwin。 Ah,howbeautifultheWealdlooked!Thehillsstoodoutaboveitsradiance,asFiesolestandsabovetheTuscanPlain,andtheSouthDowns,ifonechose,werethemountainsofCarrara。ShemightbeforgettingherItaly,butshewasnoticingmorethingsinherEngland。Onecouldplayanewgamewiththeview,andtrytofindinitsinnumerablefoldssometownorvillagethatwoulddoforFlorence。Ah,howbeautifultheWealdlooked! ButnowCecilclaimedher。Hechancedtobeinalucidcriticalmood,andwouldnotsympathizewithexaltation。Hehadbeenratheranuisanceallthroughthetennis,forthenovelthathewasreadingwassobadthathewasobligedtoreaditaloudtoothers。Hewouldstrollroundtheprecinctsofthecourtandcallout:\"Isay,listentothis,Lucy。Threesplitinfinitives。” \"Dreadful!\"saidLucy,andmissedherstroke。Whentheyhadfinishedtheirset,hestillwentonreading;therewassomemurderscene,andreallyeveryonemustlistentoit。FreddyandMr。Floydwereobligedtohuntforalostballinthelaurels,buttheothertwoacquiesced。 \"ThesceneislaidinFlorence。” \"Whatfun,Cecil!Readaway。Come,Mr。Emerson,sitdownafterallyourenergy。”Shehad\"forgiven\"George,assheputit,andshemadeapointofbeingpleasanttohim。 Hejumpedoverthenetandsatdownatherfeetasking:\"You——andareyoutired?\" \"OfcourseI\'mnot!\" \"Doyoumindbeingbeaten?\" Shewasgoingtoanswer,\"No,\"whenitstruckherthatshedidmind,sosheanswered,\"Yes。”Sheaddedmerrily,\"Idon\'tseeyou\'resuchasplendidplayer,though。Thelightwasbehindyou,anditwasinmyeyes。” \"IneversaidIwas。” \"Why,youdid!\" \"Youdidn\'tattend。” \"Yousaid——oh,don\'tgoinforaccuracyatthishouse。Weallexaggerate,andwegetveryangrywithpeoplewhodon\'t。” \"\'ThesceneislaidinFlorence,\'\"repeatedCecil,withanupwardnote。 Lucyrecollectedherself。 \"\'Sunset。Leonorawasspeeding——\'\" Lucyinterrupted。\"Leonora?IsLeonoratheheroine?Who\'sthebookby?\" \"JosephEmeryPrank。\'Sunset。Leonoraspeedingacrossthesquare。 Praythesaintsshemightnotarrivetoolate。Sunset——thesunsetofItaly。UnderOrcagna\'sLoggia——theLoggiade\'Lanzi,aswesometimescallitnow——\'\" Lucyburstintolaughter。\"\'JosephEmeryPrank\'indeed!Whyit\'sMissLavish!It\'sMissLavish\'snovel,andshe\'spublishingitundersomebodyelse\'sname。” \"WhomayMissLavishbe?\" \"Oh,adreadfulperson——Mr。Emerson,yourememberMissLavish?\" Excitedbyherpleasantafternoon,sheclappedherhands。 Georgelookedup。\"OfcourseIdo。IsawherthedayIarrivedatSummerStreet。Itwasshewhotoldmethatyoulivedhere。” \"Weren\'tyoupleased?\"Shemeant\"toseeMissLavish,\"butwhenhebentdowntothegrasswithoutreplying,itstruckherthatshecouldmeansomethingelse。Shewatchedhishead,whichwasalmostrestingagainstherknee,andshethoughtthattheearswerereddening。\"Nowonderthenovel\'sbad,\"sheadded。\"IneverlikedMissLavish。ButIsupposeoneoughttoreaditasone\'smether。” \"Allmodernbooksarebad,\"saidCecil,whowasannoyedatherinattention,andventedhisannoyanceonliterature。\"Everyonewritesformoneyinthesedays。” \"Oh,Cecil——!\" \"Itisso。IwillinflictJosephEmeryPrankonyounolonger。” Cecil,thisafternoonseemedsuchatwitteringsparrow。Theupsanddownsinhisvoicewerenoticeable,buttheydidnotaffecther。Shehaddweltamongstmelodyandmovement,andhernervesrefusedtoanswertotheclangofhis。Leavinghimtobeannoyed,shegazedattheblackheadagain。Shedidnotwanttostrokeit,butshesawherselfwantingtostrokeit;thesensationwascurious。 \"Howdoyoulikethisviewofours,Mr。Emerson?\" \"Inevernoticemuchdifferenceinviews。” \"Whatdoyoumean?\" \"Becausethey\'reallalike。Becauseallthatmattersinthemisdistanceandair。” \"H\'m!\"saidCecil,uncertainwhethertheremarkwasstrikingornot。 \"Myfather\"——helookedupather(andhewasalittleflushed)—— \"saysthatthereisonlyoneperfectview——theviewoftheskystraightoverourheads,andthatalltheseviewsoneartharebutbungledcopiesofit。” \"IexpectyourfatherhasbeenreadingDante,\"saidCecil,fingeringthenovel,whichalonepermittedhimtoleadtheconversation。 \"Hetoldusanotherdaythatviewsarereallycrowds——crowdsoftreesandhousesandhills——andareboundtoresembleeachother,likehumancrowds——andthatthepowertheyhaveoverusissometimessupernatural,forthesamereason。” Lucy\'slipsparted。 \"Foracrowdismorethanthepeoplewhomakeitup。Somethinggetsaddedtoit——nooneknowshow——justassomethinghasgotaddedtothosehills。” HepointedwithhisracquettotheSouthDowns。 \"Whatasplendididea!\"shemurmured。\"Ishallenjoyhearingyourfathertalkagain。I\'msosorryhe\'snotsowell。” \"No,heisn\'twell。” \"There\'sanabsurdaccountofaviewinthisbook,\"saidCecil。 \"Alsothatmenfallintotwoclasses——thosewhoforgetviewsandthosewhorememberthem,eveninsmallrooms。” \"Mr。Emerson,haveyouanybrothersorsisters?\" \"None。Why?\" \"Youspokeof\'us。\'\" \"Mymother,Iwasmeaning。” Cecilclosedthenovelwithabang。 \"Oh,Cecil——howyoumademejump!\" \"IwillinflictJosephEmeryPrankonyounolonger。” \"IcanjustrememberusallthreegoingintothecountryforthedayandseeingasfarasHindhead。ItisthefirstthingthatI remember。” Cecilgotup;themanwasill-bred——hehadn\'tputonhiscoataftertennis——hedidn\'tdo。HewouldhavestrolledawayifLucyhadnotstoppedhim。 \"Cecil,doreadthethingabouttheview。” \"NotwhileMr。Emersonisheretoentertainus。” \"No——readaway。Ithinknothing\'sfunnierthantohearsillythingsreadoutloud。IfMr。Emersonthinksusfrivolous,hecango。” ThisstruckCecilassubtle,andpleasedhim。Itputtheirvisitorinthepositionofaprig。Somewhatmollified,hesatdownagain。 \"Mr。Emerson,goandfindtennisballs。”Sheopenedthebook。 Cecilmusthavehisreadingandanythingelsethatheliked。ButherattentionwanderedtoGeorge\'smother,who——accordingtoMr。 Eager——hadbeenmurderedinthesightofGodaccordingtoherson——hadseenasfarasHindhead。 \"AmIreallytogo?\"askedGeorge。 \"No,ofcoursenotreally,\"sheanswered。 \"Chaptertwo,\"saidCecil,yawning。\"Findmechaptertwo,ifitisn\'tbotheringyou。” Chaptertwowasfound,andsheglancedatitsopeningsentences。 Shethoughtshehadgonemad。 \"Here——handmethebook。” Sheheardhervoicesaying:\"Itisn\'tworthreading——it\'stoosillytoread——Ineversawsuchrubbish——itoughtn\'ttobeallowedtobeprinted。” Hetookthebookfromher。 \"\'Leonora,\'\"heread,\"\'satpensiveandalone。BeforeherlaytherichchampaignofTuscany,dottedoverwithmanyasmilingvillage。Theseasonwasspring。\'\" MissLavishknew,somehow,andhadprintedthepastindraggledprose,forCeciltoreadandforGeorgetohear。 \"\'Agoldenhaze,\'\"heread。Heread:\"\'AfaroffthetowersofFlorence,whilethebankonwhichshesatwascarpetedwithviolets。AllunobservedAntoniostoleupbehindher——\'\" LestCecilshouldseeherfacesheturnedtoGeorgeandsawhisface。 Heread:\"\'Therecamefromhislipsnowordyprotestationsuchasformalloversuse。Noeloquencewashis,nordidhesufferfromthelackofit。Hesimplyenfoldedherinhismanlyarms。\'\" \"Thisisn\'tthepassageIwanted,\"heinformedthem。\"thereisanothermuchfunnier,furtheron。”Heturnedovertheleaves。 \"Shouldwegointotea?\"saidLucy,whosevoiceremainedsteady。 Sheledthewayupthegarden,Cecilfollowingher,Georgelast。 Shethoughtadisasterwasaverted。Butwhentheyenteredtheshrubberyitcame。Thebook,asifithadnotworkedmischiefenough,hadbeenforgotten,andCecilmustgobackforit;andGeorge,wholovedpassionately,mustblunderagainstherinthenarrowpath。 \"No——\"shegasped,and,forthesecondtime,waskissedbyhim。 Asifnomorewaspossible,heslippedback;Cecilrejoinedher; theyreachedtheupperlawnalone。 ChapterXVI:LyingtoGeorgeButLucyhaddevelopedsincethespring。Thatistosay,shewasnowbetterabletostifletheemotionsofwhichtheconventionsandtheworlddisapprove。Thoughthedangerwasgreater,shewasnotshakenbydeepsobs。ShesaidtoCecil,\"Iamnotcomingintotea——tellmother——Imustwritesomeletters,\"andwentuptoherroom。Thenshepreparedforaction。Lovefeltandreturned,lovewhichourbodiesexactandourheartshavetransfigured,lovewhichisthemostrealthingthatweshallevermeet,reappearednowastheworld\'senemy,andshemuststifleit。 ShesentforMissBartlett。 Thecontestlaynotbetweenloveandduty。Perhapsthereneverissuchacontest。Itlaybetweentherealandthepretended,andLucy\'sfirstaimwastodefeatherself。Asherbraincloudedover,asthememoryoftheviewsgrewdimandthewordsofthebookdiedaway,shereturnedtoheroldshibbolethofnerves。She\"conqueredherbreakdown。”Tamperingwiththetruth,sheforgotthatthetruthhadeverbeen。RememberingthatshewasengagedtoCecil,shecompelledherselftoconfusedremembrancesofGeorge; hewasnothingtoher;heneverhadbeenanything;hehadbehavedabominably;shehadneverencouragedhim。Thearmouroffalsehoodissubtlywroughtoutofdarkness,andhidesamannotonlyfromothers,butfromhisownsoul。InafewmomentsLucywasequippedforbattle。 \"Somethingtooawfulhashappened,\"shebegan,assoonashercousinarrived。\"DoyouknowanythingaboutMissLavish\'snovel?\" MissBartlettlookedsurprised,andsaidthatshehadnotreadthebook,norknownthatitwaspublished;Eleanorwasareticentwomanatheart。 \"Thereisasceneinit。Theheroandheroinemakelove。Doyouknowaboutthat?\" \"Dear——?\" \"Doyouknowaboutit,please?\"sherepeated。\"Theyareonahillside,andFlorenceisinthedistance。” \"MygoodLucia,Iamallatsea。Iknownothingaboutitwhatever。” \"Thereareviolets。Icannotbelieveitisacoincidence。 Charlotte,Charlotte,howcouldyouhavetoldher?Ihavethoughtbeforespeaking;itmustbeyou。” \"Thennever——never——nevermoreshallEleanorLavishbeafriendofmine。” \"Soyoudidtell?\" \"Ididjusthappen——whenIhadteawithheratRome——inthecourseofconversation——\" \"ButCharlotte——whataboutthepromiseyougavemewhenwewerepacking?WhydidyoutellMissLavish,whenyouwouldn\'tevenletmetellmother?\" \"IwillneverforgiveEleanor。Shehasbetrayedmyconfidence。” \"Whydidyoutellher,though?Thisisamostseriousthing。” Whydoesanyonetellanything?Thequestioniseternal,anditwasnotsurprisingthatMissBartlettshouldonlysighfaintlyinresponse。Shehaddonewrong——sheadmittedit,sheonlyhopedthatshehadnotdoneharm;shehadtoldEleanorinthestrictestconfidence。 Lucystampedwithirritation。 \"CecilhappenedtoreadoutthepassagealoudtomeandtoMr。 Emerson;itupsetMr。Emersonandheinsultedmeagain。BehindCecil\'sback。Ugh!Isitpossiblethatmenaresuchbrutes? BehindCecil\'sbackaswewerewalkingupthegarden。” MissBartlettburstintoself-accusationsandregrets。 \"Whatistobedonenow?Canyoutellme?\" \"Oh,Lucy——Ishallneverforgivemyself,nevertomydyingday。 Fancyifyourprospects——\" \"Iknow,\"saidLucy,wincingattheword。\"IseenowwhyyouwantedmetotellCecil,andwhatyoumeantby\'someothersource。\'YouknewthatyouhadtoldMissLavish,andthatshewasnotreliable。 ItwasMissBartlett\'sturntowince。\"However,\"saidthegirl,despisinghercousin\'sshiftiness,\"What\'sdone\'sdone。Youhaveputmeinamostawkwardposition。HowamItogetoutofit?\" MissBartlettcouldnotthink。Thedaysofherenergywereover。 Shewasavisitor,notachaperon,andadiscreditedvisitoratthat。Shestoodwithclaspedhandswhilethegirlworkedherselfintothenecessaryrage。 \"Hemust——thatmanmusthavesuchasettingdownthathewon\'tforget。Andwho\'stogiveithim?Ican\'ttellmothernow——owingtoyou。NorCecil,Charlotte,owingtoyou。Iamcaughtupeveryway。IthinkIshallgomad。Ihavenoonetohelpme。That\'swhyI\'vesentforyou。What\'swantedisamanwithawhip。” MissBartlettagreed:onewantedamanwithawhip。 \"Yes——butit\'snogoodagreeing。What\'stobeDONE。Wewomengomaunderingon。WhatDOESagirldowhenshecomesacrossacad?\" \"Ialwayssaidhewasacad,dear。Givemecreditforthat,atallevents。Fromtheveryfirstmoment——whenhesaidhisfatherwashavingabath。” \"Oh,botherthecreditandwho\'sbeenrightorwrong!We\'vebothmadeamuddleofit。GeorgeEmersonisstilldownthegardenthere,andishetobeleftunpunished,orisn\'the?Iwanttoknow。” MissBartlettwasabsolutelyhelpless。Herownexposurehadunnervedher,andthoughtswerecollidingpainfullyinherbrain。 Shemovedfeeblytothewindow,andtriedtodetectthecad\'swhiteflannelsamongthelaurels。 \"YouwerereadyenoughattheBertoliniwhenyourushedmeofftoRome。Can\'tyouspeakagaintohimnow?\" \"WillinglywouldImoveheavenandearth——\" \"Iwantsomethingmoredefinite,\"saidLucycontemptuously。\"Willyouspeaktohim?Itistheleastyoucando,surely,consideringitallhappenedbecauseyoubrokeyourword。” \"NeveragainshallEleanorLavishbeafriendofmine。” Really,Charlottewasoutdoingherself。 \"Yesorno,please;yesorno。” \"Itisthekindofthingthatonlyagentlemancansettle。” GeorgeEmersonwascomingupthegardenwithatennisballinhishand。 \"Verywell,\"saidLucy,withanangrygesture。\"Noonewillhelpme。Iwillspeaktohimmyself。”Andimmediatelysherealizedthatthiswaswhathercousinhadintendedallalong。 \"Hullo,Emerson!\"calledFreddyfrombelow。\"Foundthelostball? Goodman!Wantanytea?\"Andtherewasanirruptionfromthehouseontotheterrace。 \"Oh,Lucy,butthatisbraveofyou!Iadmireyou——\" TheyhadgatheredroundGeorge,whobeckoned,shefelt,overtherubbish,thesloppythoughts,thefurtiveyearningsthatwerebeginningtocumberhersoul。Herangerfadedatthesightofhim。Ah!TheEmersonswerefinepeopleintheirway。Shehadtosubduearushinherbloodbeforesaying: \"Freddyhastakenhimintothedining-room。Theothersaregoingdownthegarden。Come。Letusgetthisoverquickly。Come。Iwantyouintheroom,ofcourse。” \"Lucy,doyouminddoingit?\" \"Howcanyouasksucharidiculousquestion?\" \"PoorLucy——\"Shestretchedoutherhand。\"IseemtobringnothingbutmisfortunewhereverIgo。”Lucynodded。SherememberedtheirlasteveningatFlorence——thepacking,thecandle,theshadowofMissBartlett\'stoqueonthedoor。Shewasnottobetrappedbypathosasecondtime。Eludinghercousin\'scaress,sheledthewaydownstairs。 \"Trythejam,\"Freddywassaying。\"Thejam\'sjollygood。” George,lookingbiganddishevelled,waspacingupanddownthedining-room。Assheenteredhestopped,andsaid: \"No——nothingtoeat。” \"Yougodowntotheothers,\"saidLucy;\"CharlotteandIwillgiveMr。Emersonallhewants。Where\'smother?\" \"She\'sstartedonherSundaywriting。She\'sinthedrawing-room。” \"That\'sallright。Yougoaway。” Hewentoffsinging。 Lucysatdownatthetable。MissBartlett,whowasthoroughlyfrightened,tookupabookandpretendedtoread。 Shewouldnotbedrawnintoanelaboratespeech。Shejustsaid: \"Ican\'thaveit,Mr。Emerson。Icannoteventalktoyou。Gooutofthishouse,andnevercomeintoitagainaslongasIlivehere——\"flushingasshespokeandpointingtothedoor。\"Ihatearow。Goplease。” \"What——\" \"Nodiscussion。” \"ButIcan\'t——\" Sheshookherhead。\"Go,please。IdonotwanttocallinMr。 Vyse。” \"Youdon\'tmean,\"hesaid,absolutelyignoringMissBartlett—— \"youdon\'tmeanthatyouaregoingtomarrythatman?\" Thelinewasunexpected。 Sheshruggedhershoulders,asifhisvulgarityweariedher。\"Youaremerelyridiculous,\"shesaidquietly。 Thenhiswordsrosegravelyoverhers:\"YoucannotlivewithVyse。He\'sonlyforanacquaintance。Heisforsocietyandcultivatedtalk。Heshouldknownooneintimately,leastofallawoman。” ItwasanewlightonCecil\'scharacter。 \"HaveyouevertalkedtoVysewithoutfeelingtired?\" \"Icanscarcelydiscuss——\" \"No,buthaveyouever?Heisthesortwhoareallrightsolongastheykeeptothings——books,pictures——butkillwhentheycometopeople。That\'swhyI\'llspeakoutthroughallthismuddleevennow。It\'sshockingenoughtoloseyouinanycase,butgenerallyamanmustdenyhimselfjoy,andIwouldhaveheldbackifyourCecilhadbeenadifferentperson。Iwouldneverhaveletmyselfgo。ButIsawhimfirstintheNationalGallery,whenhewincedbecausemyfathermispronouncedthenamesofgreatpainters。Thenhebringsushere,andwefinditistoplaysomesillytrickonakindneighbour。Thatisthemanallover——playingtricksonpeople,onthemostsacredformoflifethathecanfind。Next,I meetyoutogether,andfindhimprotectingandteachingyouandyourmothertobeshocked,whenitwasforYOUtosettlewhetheryouwereshockedorno。Cecilalloveragain。Hedaren\'tletawomandecide。He\'sthetypewho\'skeptEuropebackforathousandyears。Everymomentofhislifehe\'sformingyou,tellingyouwhat\'scharmingoramusingorladylike,tellingyouwhatamanthinkswomanly;andyou,youofallwomen,listentohisvoiceinsteadoftoyourown。SoitwasattheRectory,whenImetyoubothagain;soithasbeenthewholeofthisafternoon。Therefore——not\'thereforeIkissedyou,\'becausethebookmademedothat,andIwishtogoodnessIhadmoreself-control。I\'mnotashamed。 Idon\'tapologize。Butithasfrightenedyou,andyoumaynothavenoticedthatIloveyou。Orwouldyouhavetoldmetogo,anddealtwithatremendousthingsolightly?Buttherefore—— thereforeIsettledtofighthim。” Lucythoughtofaverygoodremark。 \"YousayMr。Vysewantsmetolistentohim,Mr。Emerson。Pardonmeforsuggestingthatyouhavecaughtthehabit。” Andhetooktheshoddyreproofandtoucheditintoimmortality。 Hesaid: \"Yes,Ihave,\"andsankdownasifsuddenlyweary。\"I\'mthesamekindofbruteatbottom。Thisdesiretogovernawoman——itliesverydeep,andmenandwomenmustfightittogetherbeforetheyshallenterthegarden。ButIdoloveyousurelyinabetterwaythanhedoes。”Hethought。\"Yes——reallyinabetterway。IwantyoutohaveyourownthoughtsevenwhenIholdyouinmyarms,\" Hestretchedthemtowardsher。\"Lucy,bequick——there\'snotimeforustotalknow——cometomeasyoucameinthespring,andafterwardsIwillbegentleandexplain。Ihavecaredforyousincethatmandied。Icannotlivewithoutyou,\'Nogood,\'I thought;\'sheismarryingsomeoneelse\';butImeetyouagainwhenalltheworldisgloriouswaterandsun。AsyoucamethroughthewoodIsawthatnothingelsemattered。Icalled。Iwantedtoliveandhavemychanceofjoy。” \"AndMr。Vyse?\"saidLucy,whokeptcommendablycalm。\"Doeshenotmatter?ThatIloveCecilandshallbehiswifeshortly?A detailofnoimportance,Isuppose?\" Buthestretchedhisarmsoverthetabletowardsher。 \"MayIaskwhatyouintendtogainbythisexhibition?\" Hesaid:\"Itisourlastchance。IshalldoallthatIcan。”Andasifhehaddoneallelse,heturnedtoMissBartlett,whosatlikesomeportentagainsttheskiesoftheevening。\"Youwouldn\'tstopusthissecondtimeifyouunderstood,\"hesaid。\"Ihavebeenintothedark,andIamgoingbackintoit,unlessyouwilltrytounderstand。” Herlong,narrowheaddrovebackwardsandforwards,asthoughdemolishingsomeinvisibleobstacle。Shedidnotanswer。 \"Itisbeingyoung,\"hesaidquietly,pickinguphisracquetfromthefloorandpreparingtogo。\"ItisbeingcertainthatLucycaresformereally。Itisthatloveandyouthmatterintellectually。” Insilencethetwowomenwatchedhim。Hislastremark,theyknew,wasnonsense,butwashegoingafteritornot?Wouldnothe,thecad,thecharlatan,attemptamoredramaticfinish?No。Hewasapparentlycontent。Heleftthem,carefullyclosingthefrontdoor;andwhentheylookedthroughthehallwindow,theysawhimgoupthedriveandbegintoclimbtheslopesofwitheredfernbehindthehouse。Theirtongueswereloosed,andtheyburstintostealthyrejoicings。 \"Oh,Lucia——comebackhere——oh,whatanawfulman!\" Lucyhadnoreaction——atleast,notyet。\"Well,heamusesme,\" shesaid。\"EitherI\'mmad,orelseheis,andI\'minclinedtothinkit\'sthelatter。Onemorefussthroughwithyou,Charlotte。 Manythanks。Ithink,though,thatthisisthelast。Myadmirerwillhardlytroublemeagain。” AndMissBartlett,too,essayedtheroguish: \"Well,itisn\'teveryonewhocouldboastsuchaconquest,dearest,isit?Oh,oneoughtn\'ttolaugh,really。Itmighthavebeenveryserious。Butyouweresosensibleandbrave——sounlikethegirlsofmyday。” \"Let\'sgodowntothem。” But,onceintheopenair,shepaused。Someemotion——pity,terror,love,buttheemotionwasstrong——seizedher,andshewasawareofautumn。Summerwasending,andtheeveningbroughtherodoursofdecay,themorepatheticbecausetheywerereminiscentofspring。Thatsomethingorothermatteredintellectually?A leaf,violentlyagitated,dancedpasther,whileotherleaveslaymotionless。Thattheearthwashasteningtore-enterdarkness,andtheshadowsofthosetreesoverWindyCorner? \"Hullo,Lucy!There\'sstilllightenoughforanotherset,ifyoutwo\'llhurry。” \"Mr。Emersonhashadtogo。” \"Whatanuisance!Thatspoilsthefour。Isay,Cecil,doplay,do,there\'sagoodchap。It\'sFloyd\'slastday。Doplaytenniswithus,justthisonce。” Cecil\'svoicecame:\"MydearFreddy,Iamnoathlete。Asyouwellremarkedthisverymorning,\'Therearesomechapswhoarenogoodforanythingbutbooks\';Ipleadguiltytobeingsuchachap,andwillnotinflictmyselfonyou。” ThescalesfellfromLucy\'seyes。HowhadshestoodCecilforamoment?Hewasabsolutelyintolerable,andthesameeveningshebrokeoffherengagement。 ChapterXVII:LyingtoCecilHewasbewildered。Hehadnothingtosay。Hewasnotevenangry,butstood,withaglassofwhiskeybetweenhishands,tryingtothinkwhathadledhertosuchaconclusion。 Shehadchosenthemomentbeforebed,when,inaccordancewiththeirbourgeoishabit,shealwaysdispenseddrinkstothemen。 FreddyandMr。Floydweresuretoretirewiththeirglasses,whileCecilinvariablylingered,sippingathiswhileshelockedupthesideboard。 \"Iamverysorryaboutit,\"shesaid;\"Ihavecarefullythoughtthingsover。Wearetoodifferent。Imustaskyoutoreleaseme,andtrytoforgetthatthereeverwassuchafoolishgirl。” Itwasasuitablespeech,butshewasmoreangrythansorry,andhervoiceshowedit。 \"Different——how——how——\" \"Ihaven\'thadareallygoodeducation,foronething,\"shecontinued,stillonherkneesbythesideboard。\"MyItaliantripcametoolate,andIamforgettingallthatIlearntthere。I shallneverbeabletotalktoyourfriends,orbehaveasawifeofyoursshould。” \"Idon\'tunderstandyou。Youaren\'tlikeyourself。You\'retired,Lucy。” \"Tired!\"sheretorted,kindlingatonce。\"Thatisexactlylikeyou。Youalwaysthinkwomendon\'tmeanwhattheysay。” \"Well,yousoundtired,asifsomethinghasworriedyou。”