第34章

类别:其他 作者:Winston Churchill字数:8752更新时间:18/12/13 14:48:47
\"Whatbecameofit?\" \"Yououghttoknow.\" \"Whatdoyoumean?\" \"JustwhatIsay,Paret,\"heansweredslowly.\"Yououghttoknow,ifanyoneknows.\" Iconsideredthisamoment,moresoberly.IthoughtImighthavecountedonmyfingersthenumberofmencognizantofmyconnectionwiththecase. Idecidedthathewasguessing. \"Ithinkyoushouldexplainthat,\"Itoldhim. \"Thetimemaycome,whenyou\'llhavetoexplainit.\" \"Isthatathreat?\"Idemanded. \"Athreat?\"herepeated.\"Notatall.\" \"Butyouareaccusingme——\" \"Ofwhat?\"heinterruptedsuddenly. Hehadmadeitnecessaryformetodefinethenatureofhischarges. \"Ofhavinghadsomeconnectionwiththeaffairinquestion.\" \"WhateverelseImaybe,I\'mnotafool,\"hesaidquietly.\"Neitherthedistrictattorney\'soffice,noryoungArbuthnothadbrainsenoughtogetthemoutofthatscrape.Jasondidn\'thaveinfluenceenoughwiththejudiciary,and,asIhappentoknow,therewasagooddealofmoneyspent.\" \"Youmaybecalledupontoproveit,\"Iretorted,ratherhotly. \"SoImay.\" Histone,farfrombeingdefiant,hadinitanoteofsadness.Ilookedathim.Whatwerehispotentialities?WasitnotjustpossiblethatI shouldhavetorevisemyideaofhim,acknowledgethathemightbecomemoreformidablethanIhadthought? Therewasanawkwardsilence. \"Youmustn\'timagine,Paret,thatIhaveanypersonalanimusagainstyou,oragainstanyofthemenwithwhomyou\'reassociated,\"hewenton,afteramoment.\"I\'msorryyou\'reonthatside,that\'sall,——Itoldyousooncebefore.I\'mnotcallingyounames,I\'mnottalkingaboutmoralityandimmorality.Immorality,whenyoucomedowntoit,isoftenjusttheoppositiontoprogressthatcomesfromblindness.Idon\'tmakethemistakeofblamingafewindividualsfortheevilsofmodernindustrialsociety,andontheotherhandyoumustn\'tblameindividualsforthediscomfortsofwhatyoucallthereformmovement,forthatmovementismerelyasymptom——asymptomofadiseaseduetoachangeinthestructureofsociety.We\'llneverhaveanyhappinessorrealprosperityuntilwecurethatdisease.Iwasinclinedtoblameyouonce,atthecapitalthattime,becauseitseemedtomethatamanwithalltheadvantagesyouhavehadandamindlikeyoursdidn\'thavemuchexcuse.ButI\'vethoughtaboutitsince;IrealizenowthatI\'vehadagoodmanymore\'advantages\' thanyou,andtotellyouthetruth,Idon\'tseehowyoucouldhavecomeoutanywhereelsethanwhereyouare,——allyoursurroundingsandtrainingwereagainstit.Thatdoesn\'tmeanthatyouwon\'tgraspthesituationsomeday——Ihaveanideayouwill.It\'sjustanidea.Themanwhooughttobecondemnedisn\'tthemanthatdoesn\'tunderstandwhat\'sgoingon,butthemanwhocomestounderstandandpersistsinopposingit.\"Heroseandlookeddownatmewiththequeer,disturbingsmileIremembered. \"Igetoffatthiscorner,\"headded,ratherdiffidently.\"Ihopeyou\'llforgivemeforbeingpersonal.Ididn\'tmeantobe,butyouratherforceditonme.\" \"Oh,that\'sallright,\"Ireplied.Thecarstopped,andhehurriedoff. Iwatchedhistallfigureasitdisappearedamongthecrowdonthesidewalk Ireturnedtomyofficeinoneofthosemoodsthatarethemoredisagreeablebecauseconflicting.To-dayinparticularIhadbeenarousedbywhatTomusedtocallKrebs\'s\"crust,\"andasIsatatmydeskwarmwavesofresentmentwentthroughmeattheverynotionofhistellingmethatmyviewwaslimitedandthatthereforemyprofessionalconductwastobeforgiven!Itwashe,thefanatic,whosawthingsinthelargerscale!anassumptionthemoreexasperatingbecauseatthemomenthemadeithealmostconvincedmethathedid,andIwasunabletoachieveforhimthemeasureofcontemptIdesired,fortheincident,themeasureofridiculeitdeserved.Myrealanimuswasduetothefactthathehadmanagedtoshakemyself-confidence,totaketheflavouroutofmyachievements,——aflavourthatwasinthecourseofanhourtobecompletelyrestoredbyoneofthoseinterestingcoincidencesoccasionallyoccurringinlife.Ayoungmemberofmystaffenteredwithatelegram;I toreitopen,andsatstaringatitamomentbeforeIrealizedthatitbroughttomethegreatesthonourofmycareer. TheBanker-PersonalityinNewYorkhadsummonedmeforconsultation.Toberecognizedbyhimconferredindeedanennoblement,theStarandGarter,sotospeak,oftheonlygreatrealminAmerica,thatofhighfinance;andtheyellowpieceofpaperIheldinmyhandinstantlyre- magnetizedme,renewedmyenergy,andIhurriedhometopackmybaginordertocatchtheseveno\'clocktrain.IannouncedthenewstoMaude. \"Iimagineit\'sbecauseheknowsIhavemadesomethingofastudyofthecoalroadssituation,\"Iadded. \"I\'mglad,Hugh,\"shesaid.\"Isupposeit\'sagreatcompliment.\" Neverhadherinadequacytoappreciatemycareerbeenmoreapparent!I lookedathercuriously,torealizeoncemorewithpeculiarsharpnesshowfarwewereapart;butnowtheresolutionsIhadmade——andnevercarriedout——onthatfirstChristmasinthenewhomewerelacking.Indeed,itwasthefutilityofsuchresolutionsthatstruckmeatthismoment.Ifhermannerhadbeenmerelyoneofindifference,itwouldinawayhavebeeneasiertobear;shewassimplyincapableofgraspingthesignificanceoftheevent,themeaningtomeoftheyearsofunceasing,ambitiouseffortitcrowned. \"Yes,itissomethingofarecognition,\"Ireplied.\"IsthereanythingI cangetforyouinNewYork?Idon\'tknowhowlongIshallhavetostay—— I\'lltelegraphyouwhenI\'mgettingback.\"Ikissedherandhurriedouttotheautomobile.AsIdroveoffIsawherstillstandinginthedoorwaylookingaftermeInthestationIhadafewminutestotelephoneNancy. \"Ifyoudon\'tseemeforafewdaysit\'sbecauseI\'vegonetoNewYork,\" Iinformedher. \"Somethingimportant,I\'msure.\" \"Howdidyouguess?\"Idemanded,andheardherlaugh. \"Comebacksoonandtellmeaboutit,\"shesaid,andIwalked,exhilarated,tothetrainAsIspedthroughthenight,staringoutofthewindowintothedarkness,IreflectedonthemanIwasgoingtosee.Butatthattime,althoughherepresentedtomethequintessenceofachievementandpower,Ididnotbyanymeansgraspthemanysidedsignificanceofthephenomenonhepresented,thoughIwaskeenlyawareofhisinfluence,andthatmenspokeofhimwithbatedbreath.Presidentscameandwent,kingsandemperorshadresponsibilitiesandweresubjectdailytoannoyances,butthismanwasalawuntohimself.Hedidexactlywhathechose,andcompelledothermentodoit.Wherevercommercereigned,——andwherediditnot?——hewaskingandheadofitsHolyEmpire,PopeandEmperoratonce.Forhehadhiscodeofethics,hisreligion,andthosewhorebelled,whofailedtoconform,heexcommunicated;acodesomethinglikethemapofEurope,——apparentlyinconsistentinplaces. WhatIdidnotthencomprehendwasthathewastheAmericanPrinciplepersonified,thesupremeindividualassertionoftheconvictionthatgovernmentshouldremainmodestlyinthebackgroundwhiletheefficientacquiredthesupremacythatwastheirsbynaturalright;norhadI graspedatthattimethecrowningachievementofaunitythatfusedChristianitywiththoseacquisitivedispositionssaidtobeinherentinhumanity.InhimtheLionandtheLamb,theEagleandtheDovedwelttogetherinamityandpower. NewYork,alwaysacongenialplacetogentlemenofvitalityandmeansandinfluentialconnections,hadneverappearedtomemoresparkling,moreinspiring.Winterhadrelented,springhadnotasyetbegun.AndasI satinacornerofthedining-roomofmyhotellookingoutonthesunlitavenueIwasconsciousofpartakingofthevigourandconfidenceofthewell-dressed,clear-eyedpeoplewhowalkedordrovepastmywindowwiththeairofaconqueringrace.Whatelsewasthereintheworldmoreworthhavingthanthisconqueringsense?Religionmightoffercharmstotheweak.Yetherereligionitselfbecamesensible,andworethegarbofprosperity.Thestoneworkofthetallchurchonthecornerwasalllace; andtheverysaintsintheirniches,whohadknownmartyrdomandpoverty,seemedtohaverenouncedtheseasfoolish,andtolookdowncomplacentlyontheprocessionofwealthandpowerAcrossthestreet,behindasheetofglass,wasacarrosseriewhereweredisplayedtheshiningyellowandblackpanelsofaclosedautomobile,thecostofwhichwouldhavebuiltafarm-houseandstockedabarn. Ateleveno\'clock,theappointedhour,IwasinWallStreet.Sendinginmyname,Iwasspeedilyusheredintoaroomcontainingatable,aroundwhichwereseveralmen;butmyeyesweredrawnatoncetothefigureofthegreatbankerwhosat,massiveandpreponderant,atoneend,smokingacigar,andlisteninginsilencetotheconversationIhadinterrupted. Herosecourteouslyandgavemehishand,andaglancethatisunforgettable. \"Itisgoodofyoutocome,Mr.Paret,\"hesaidsimply,asthoughhissummonshadnotbeenacommand.\"Perhapsyouknowsomeofthesegentlemen.\" OneofthemwasourUnitedStatesSenator,TheodoreWatling.He,asitturnedout,hadbeensummonedfromWashington.OfcourseIsawhimfrequently,havingfromtimetotimetogotoWashingtononvariouserrandsconnectedwithlegislation.Thoughspruceanddebonnairasever,intheblackmorningcoatheinvariablywore,heappearedolderthanhehadonthedaywhenIhadenteredhisoffice.Hegreetedmewarmly,asalways. \"Hugh,I\'mgladtoseeyouhere,\"hesaid,withaslightemphasisonthelastword.Mylegalcareerwasreachingitslogicalclimax,theclimaxhehadforeseen.Andheadded,tothebanker,thathehadbroughtmeup. \"Thenhewastrainedinagoodschool,\"remarkedthatpersonage,affably. Mr.Barbour,thepresidentofourRailroad,waspresent,andnoddedtomekindly;alsoapresidentofasmallerroad.Inaddition,thereweretwoNewYorkattorneysofgreatprominence,whomIhadmet.Thebanker\'sownspeciallieutenantofthelaw,Mr.ClementT.Grolier,forwhomIlooked,wasabsent;butitwasforthwithexplainedthathewasoffering,thatmorning,aresolutionofsomeimportanceintheConventionofhisChurch,butthathewouldbepresentafterlunch. \"Ihaveaskedyoutocomehere,Mr.Paret,\"saidthebanker,\"notonlybecauseIknowsomethingpersonallyofyourlegalability,butbecauseI havebeentoldbyMr.SchererandMr.Barbourthatyouhappentohaveconsiderableknowledgeofthesituationwearediscussing,aswellassomeexperiencewithcasesinvolvingthatstatutesomewhathazytolayminds,theShermananti-trustlaw.\" Asmilewentaroundthetable.Mr.Watlingwinkedatme;Inodded,butsaidnothing.Thebankerwasnotamantolistentosuperfluouswords. Thekeynoteofhischaracterwasdespatch Thesubjectoftheconference,likemanyquestionsbitterlydebatedandfoughtoverintheirtime,hasintheyearIwritethesewordscometobeofmerelyacademicinterest.Indeed,theverysituationwediscussedthatdayhasbeencitedinsomeofourmoderntext-booksasaclassicconsequenceofthatarchaicschoolofeconomicstowhichthenameofManchesterisattached.Somehalfdozenorsooftherailroadsrunningthroughtheanthracitecoalregionhadpooledtheirinterests,——anextremelyprofitableproceeding.Thepublicpaid.Wedeemeditquitelogicalthatthepublicshouldpay——havingbeencreatedlargelyforthatpurpose;andverynaturallyweresentedthefactthatthemeddlingPersonwhohadgotintotheWhiteHousewithoutaskinganybody\'sleave,——whoapparentlydidnotbelieveintheinfallibilityofourlegalBible,theConstitution,——shouldmaintainthattheanthraciteroadshadformedacombinationinrestraintoftrade,shouldlaydownthepreposterousdoctrine——sosubversiveoftheRightsofMan——thatrailroadsshouldnotowncoalmines.Congresshadpassedalawtomeetthiscontention,suithadbeenbrought,andinthelowercourtthegovernmenthadwon. Asthedayworeonournumbersincreased,wewerejoinedbyotherlawyersofrenown,nottheleastofwhomwasMr.Grolierhimself,freshfromhistriumphoverreligiousheresyinhisChurchConvention.Thenoteoftheconferencebecametingedwithexasperation,andcertaingentlemenseizedtheopportunitytorelievetheirpent-upfeelingsonthesubjectofthePresidentandhisslavishadvisers,——someofwhom,beforetheycameunderthespellofhissorcery,hadoncebeensoundlawyersandsensiblemen. WiththeexceptionofthegreatBankerhimself,whomadefewcomments,TheodoreWatlingwasaccordedthemostdeference;asoneoftheleadersofthatindomitablegroupofsenatorswhohaddaredtostandupagainstpopularclamour,hisopinionswereofgreatvalue,andhistacticaladvicewaslistenedtowithrespect.Ifeltmorepridethaneverinmyformerchief,whohadlostnoneofhischarm.Whileinnowayminimizingtheseriousnessofthesituation,hiswisdomwastempered,asalways,withhumour;hemanaged,asitwere,toneutralizetheacidinjectedintotheatmospherebyothergentlemenpresent;healoneseemedtobearnoanimusagainsttheAuthorofourtroubles;suaveandcalm,goodnatured,hesometimesbroughtthecompanyintoroarsoflaughterandevensucceededinbringingoccasionalsmilestothefaceofthemanwhohadsummonedus——whenrelatingsomecharacteristicstoryofthequeergeniuswhomthefates(undoubtedlyasapracticaljoke)hadmadethechiefmagistrateoftheUnitedStatesofAmerica.Allgeniuseshaveweaknesses;Mr.WadinghadmadeastudyofthePresident\'s,andmorethanoncehadluredhimintoanimpasse.ThecasehadbeenappealedtotheSupremeCourt,andMr.Wading,withremarkableconcisenessandpenetration,reviewedthecharacteristicsofeachandeverymemberofthattribunal,allofwhomheknewintimately.Theywere,ofcourse,notsubjectto\"advice,\"asweresomeofthegentlemenwhosatonourstatecourts;nosaneandself-respectingAmericanwouldpresumeto\"approach\" them.Neverthelesstheywerehuman,anditwerewisetotakeaccount,intheconductofthecase,oftheprobablebiasofeachindividual. ThePresident,oversteppinghisconstitutional,Newtonianlimits,mightproposelaws,Congressmightacquiesceinthem,buttheSupremeCourt,afterlisteningtolawyerslikeGrolier(andhebowedtotheattorney),madethem:madethem,hemighthaveadded,withoutresponsibilitytoanymaninouruniqueRepublicthatscornedkingsandapotheosizedlawyers. AMartianwithasenseofhumourwitnessingastormysessionofCongresswouldhavegiggledatthethoughtofafewtranquilgentlemeninanotherroomoftheCapitolwaitingtodecidewhatthepeople\'srepresentativesmeant——orwhethertheymeantanything ForthefirsttimesinceIhadknownTheodoreWatling,however,Isawhimintheshadowofanotherindividual;amanwho,likeapowerfulmagnet,continuallydrewourglances.Whenwespoke,wealmostinvariablyaddressedhim,hisrarewordsfelllikeboltsupontheconsciousness. Therewasnoapparentriftinthatpersonality. When,aboutfiveo\'clock,theconferencewasendedandweweredismissed,UnitedStatesSenator,railroadpresidents,field-marshalsofthelaw,thegreatbankerfellintoaneagerconversationwithGrolierovertheCanononDivorce,thesubjectofwarmdebateintheconventionthatday. Grolier,itappeared,hadledhispartyagainstthetheologicalliberals. Hebelievedthatlawwasstatic,butnoneknewbetteritsplasticity; thatitwasinfallible,butnonesowellashecouldfindatextoneitherside.Hisreputationwasnotofthepopular,newspapersort,butwasknowntoconnoisseurs,editors,financiers,statesmenandjudges,——tothose,inshort,whosebusinessitistomakethemselvesfamiliarwiththeinstrumentsofpower.Hewasthebanker\'schieflegaladviser,thebanker\'srapieroftemperedsteel,sheathedfromthevulgarviewsavewhenitflashedforthonaswifterrand. \"I\'mgladtobeassociatedwithyouinthiscase,Mr.Paret,\"Mr.Groliersaidmodestly,asweemergedintothemaelstromofWallStreet.\"Ifyoucanmakeitconvenienttocallatmyofficeinthemorning,we\'llgooveritalittle.AndI\'llseeyouinadayortwoinWashington,Watling. Keepyoureyeonthebull,\"headded,withatwinkle,\"anddon\'tlethimbreakanymorechinathanyoucanhelp.Idon\'tknowwherewe\'dbeifitweren\'tforyoufellows.\" By\"youfellows,\"hemeantMr.Watling\'sdistinguishedassociatesintheSenate Mr.WatlingandIdinedtogetherataNewYorkclub.Itwasnotadinnerofherbs.Therewassomethingexceedinglycomfortableaboutthatclub,wheretheartofcateringtothosewhohadearnedtherighttobecateredtocameasnearperfectionashumanthingsattain.Fromthegreat,heavilycurtaineddining-roomthenoisesofthecityhadbeencarefullyexcluded;thedustoftheAvenue,thesqualourandsmellsofthebrownstonefrontsandladderedtenementsofthosegloomydistrictslyingapistol-shoteastandwest.Wehadavintagechampagne,andafterwardsacigaroftheclub\'sspecialimportation. \"Well,\"saidMr.Watling,\"mowthatyou\'reamemberoftheroyalcouncil,whatdoyouthinkoftheKing?\" \"I\'vebeenthinkingagreatdealabouthim,\"Isaid,andindeeditwastrue.Hehadmade,perhaps,hisgreatestimpressionwhenIhadshakenhishandinparting.Themannerinwhichhehadlookedatmethenhadpuzzledme;itwasasthoughhewereseekingtodivinesomethinginmethathadescapedhim.\"Whydoesn\'tthegovernmenttakehimover?\"I exclaimed. Mr.Watlingsmiled. \"Youmean,insteadofhisminesandrailroadsandotherproperties?\" \"Yes.Butthat\'syouridea.Don\'tyourememberyousaidsomethingofthekindthenightoftheelection,yearsago?Itoccurredtometo-day,whenIwaslookingathim.\" \"Yes,\"heagreedthoughtfully,\"ifsomeAmericangeniuscouldfindawaytolegalizethatpowerandutilizethemenwhocreatedittheworstofourproblemswouldbesolved.Amanwithhisabilityhasarighttopower,andnonewouldrespondmorequicklyormoresplendidlytoacallofthegovernmentthanhe.Allthisfightiswaste,Hugh,damnedwasteofthenation\'senergy.\"Mr.Watlingseldomswore.\"LookatthePresident!There\'samanofremarkableability,too.Andthosetwooughtn\'ttobefightingeachother.ThePresident\'sright,inaway. Yes,heis,thoughI\'vegottoopposehim.\" IsmiledatthisfromTheodoreWatling,thoughIadmiredhimthemoreforit.Andsuddenly,oddly,IhappenedtorememberwhatKrebshadsaid,thatourtroubleswerenotduetoindividuals,buttoadiseasethathaddevelopedinindustrialsociety.IfthedayshouldcomewhensuchmenasthePresidentandthegreatbankerwouldbeworkingtogether,wasitnotpossible,too,thattheideaofMr.WatlingandthevisionofKrebsmightcoincide?Iwasstruckbyacertainseemingsimilarityintheirviews; butMr.Watlinginterruptedthistrainofthoughtbycontinuingtoexpresshisown. \"Well,——they\'rerunningrightintoagalewhentheymightbesailingwithit,\"hesaid. \"Youthinkwe\'llhavemoretrouble?\"Iasked. \"Moreandmore,\"hereplied.\"It\'llbeworsebeforeit\'sbetterI\'mafraid.\"Atthismomentaclubservantannouncedhiscab,andherose. \"Well,good-bye,myson,\"hesaid.\"I\'llhopetoseeyouinWashingtonsoon.Andrememberthere\'snoonethinksanymoreofyouthanIdo.\" Iescortedhimtothedoor,anditwaswitharealpangIsawhimwavetomefromhiscabashedroveaway.Myaffectionforhimwasnevermorealivethaninthishourwhen,forthefirsttimeinmyexperience,hehadgivenrealevidenceofaninneranxietyandlackofconfidenceinthefuture. XXI. InspiteofthatunwontednoteofpessimismfromMr.Watling,Iwenthomeinadayortwoflushedwithmynewhonours,anditwasimpossiblenottobeconsciousofthefactthatmyauraofprestigewasincreased—— tremendouslyincreased——bytherecognitionIhadreceived.AcertainsubtledeferenceintheattitudeofthesmallminoritywhoowedallegiancetothepersonagebywhomIhadbeensummonedwasmoresatisfyingthanifIhadbeenacclaimedatthestationbythousandsofmyfellow-citizenswhoknewnothingofmyjourneyandofitssignificance,eventhoughitmighthaveaconcernforthem.TomenlikeBerringer,GriersonandTallantandourlessergreatlightsthebankerwasasemi- mythicalfigure,andmanytimesonthedayofmyreturnIwasstoppedonthestreettosatisfythecuriosityofmyfriendsastomyimpressions. Hadhe,forinstance,letfallanyopinions,prognosticationsonthepoliticalandfinancialsituation?DickinsonandSchererweretheonlyothermeninthecitywhohadthehonourofapersonalacquaintancewithhim,andSchererwasaway,abroad,gatheringfurnitureandpicturesforthehouseinNewYorkNancyhadpredicted,andwhichhehadalreadybeguntobuild!WithDickinsonIlunchedinprivate,inordertogivehimadetailedaccountoftheconference.Byfiveo\'clockIwasringingthedoor-bellofNancy\'snewmansiononGrantAvenue.Itwasseveralblocksbelowmyown. \"Well,howdoesitfeeltobesentforbythegreatsultan?\"sheasked,asIstoodbeforeherfire.\"Ofcourse,Ihavealwaysknownthatultimatelyhecouldn\'tgetalongwithoutyou.\" \"Evenifhehasbeenalittlelateinrealizingit,\"Iretorted. \"Sitdownandtellmeallabouthim,\"shecommanded. \"Imethimonce,whenHamhadtheyachtatBarHarbor.\" \"Andhowdidhestrikeyou?\" \"Assomewhatwrappedupinhimself,\"saidNancy. Welaughedtogether. \"Oh,Ifellavictim,\"shewenton.\"Imighthavesailedoffwithhim,ifhehadaskedme.\" \"I\'msurprisedhedidn\'taskyou.\" \"Isuspectthatitwasnotquiteconvenient,\"shesaid.\"Womenaresecondaryconsiderationstosultans,we\'reallverywellwhentheyhaven\'tanythingmoreserioustooccupythem.Ofcoursethat\'swhytheyfascinateus.Whatdidhewantwithyou,Hugh?\"