第30章

类别:其他 作者:Winston Churchill字数:9335更新时间:18/12/13 14:48:47
\"Why,Ibelieveyou\'reincurablyromantic,Hugh,\"shesaidlaughingly,whenthemenhadlefttheroom.\"Hereyouare,whattheycallaparagonofsuccess,afuturesenator,AmbassadortoEngland.Ihearofthoseremarkablethingsyouhavedone——eveninNewYorktheotherdayamanwasaskingmeifIknewMr.Paret,andspokeofyouasoneofthecomingmen. Isupposeyouwillbemovingthere,soon.Apracticalsuccess!ItalwayssurprisesmewhenIthinkofit,Ifinditdifficulttorememberwhatadreameryouwereandhereyouturnouttobestilladreamer! Haveyoudiscovered,too,theemptinessofitall?\"sheinquiredprovokingly.\"Imustsayyoudon\'tlookit\"——shegavemeacritical,quizzicalglance——\"youlookquiteprosperousandcontented,asthoughyouenjoyedyourpower.\" Ilaugheduneasily. \"Andthen,\"shecontinued,\"andthenonedaywhenyourluncheonhasdisagreedwithyou——youwalkintoagalleryandseeaportraitof——ofanoldfriendforwhominyouth,whenyouwereadreamer,youprofessedasentimentalattachment,andyouexclaimthattheartistisadiscerningmanwhohasdiscoveredthesecretthatshehasguardedsoclosely.She\'ssorrythatsheevertriedtoconsoleherselfwithbaublesit\'swhatyou\'vesuspectedallalong.Butyou\'lljustrunaroundtoseeforyourself——tobesureofit.\"Andshehandedmemytea.\"Comenow,confess.Whereareyourwits——Ihearyoudon\'tlackthemincourt.\" \"Well,\"Isaid,\"ifthatamusesyou——\" \"Itdoesamuseme,\"saidNancy,twiningherfingersacrossherkneeandregardingmesmilingly,withpartedlips,\"itamusesmealot——it\'ssocharacteristic.\" \"Butit\'snottrue,it\'sunjust,\"Iprotestedvigorously,smiling,too,becausetheattackwassocharacteristicofher. \"Whatthen?\"shedemanded. \"Well,inthefirstplace,myluncheondidn\'tdisagreewithme.Itneverdoes.\" Shelaughed.\"Butthesentiment——comenow——thesentiment?Doyouperceiveanyhintofemptiness——despair?\" Ourchairswereveryclose,andsheleanedforwardalittle. \"Emptinessornoemptiness,\"Isaidalittletremulously,\"IknowthatI haven\'tbeensocontented,sohappyforalongtime.\" Shesatverystill,butturnedhergazeonthefire. \"Youreallywouldn\'twanttofindthat,Hugh,\"shesaidinanothervoice,atwhichIexclaimed.\"No,I\'mnotbeingsentimental.But,tobeserious,Ireallyshouldn\'tcaretothinkthatofyou.I\'dliketothinkofyouasafriend——agoodfriend——althoughwedon\'tseeverymuchofoneanother.\" \"Butthat\'swhyIcame,Nancy,\"Iexplained.\"Itwasn\'tjustanimpulse—— thatis,I\'vebeenthinkingofyouagreatdeal,allalong.Imissyou,Imissthewayyoulookatthings——yourpointofview.Ican\'tseeanyreasonwhyweshouldn\'tseesomethingofeachother——now——\" Shecontinuedtostareintothefire. \"No,\"shesaidatlength,\"Isupposethereisn\'tanyreason.\"Hermoodseemedsuddenlytochangeasshebentoverandextinguishedtheflameunderthekettle.\"Afterall,\"sheaddedgaily,\"weliveinatolerantage,we\'vereachedtheyearsofdiscretion,andwe\'rebothtooconventionaltodoanythingsilly——evenifwewantedto——whichwedon\'t. We\'reneitherofuslikelytoquarrelwiththeworldasitis,Ithink,andwemightaswellmakefunofittogether.We\'llbeginwithourfriends.WhatdoyouthinkofMr.Scherer\'spalace?\" \"Ihearyou\'rebuildingitforhim.\" \"ItoldhimtogetEyre,\"saidNancy,laughingly,\"Iwasafraidhe\'drepeattheGallatinParkmonstrosityonalargerscale,andEyre\'stheonlymaninthiscountrywhounderstandstheFrench.It\'sbeenratheramusing,\"shewenton,\"I\'vehadtofightHilda,andshe\'snomeanantagonist.Howshehatesme!Shewantedamonstrosity,ofcourse,amodernizedGermanrock-grottosortofanaffair,Icanimagine.She\'sbeensofunnywhenI\'vemetheratdinner.\'Iunderstandyoutakeagreatinterestinthehouse,Mrs.Durrett.\'Can\'tyouhearher?\" \"Well,youdidgetaheadofher,\"Isaid. \"Ihadto.Icouldn\'tletourfirstcitizenbuildamodernRhinecastle,couldI?Ihavesomepublicspiritleft.Andbesides,IexpecttobuildonGrantAvenuemyself.\" \"Andleavehere?\" \"Oh,it\'stoogrubby,it\'sintheslums,\"saidNancy.\"ButIreallyoweyouadebtofgratitude,Hugh,fortheScherers.\" \"I\'mtoldAdolf\'slosthisheadoveryou.\" \"It\'snotonlyoverme,butovereverything.He\'ssoridiculouslyproudofbeingontheboardoftheChildren\'sHospitalYououghttohearhimtalkingtooldMrs.Ogilvy,whoofcoursecan\'tgetusedtohimatall,——shealwayshastheairofinquiringwhathe\'sdoinginthatgalley. ShestillthinksofhimasMr.Durrett\'sforeman.\" Thetimeflew.Herpresencewaslikeabracing,tinglingatmosphereinwhichIfeltrevivedandexhilarated,self-restored.ForNancydidnotquestion——shetookmeasIwas.Welookedoutontheworld,asitwere,fromthesamewindow,andIcouldnothelpthinkingthatours,afterall,wasalargeview.Thetopicsdidn\'tmatter——ourconversationwasfragrantwithintimacy;andweweresoclosetoeachotheritseemedincrediblethatweevershouldbepartedagain.Atlastthelittleclockonthemantelchimedanhour,shestartedandlookedup. \"Why,it\'sseven,Hugh!\"sheexclaimed,rising.\"I\'dnoideaitwassolate,andI\'mdiningwiththeDickinsons.I\'veonlyjusttimetodress.\" \"It\'sbeenlikeareunion,hasn\'tit?——areunionaftermanyyears,\"I said.Iheldherhandunconsciously——sheseemedtobedrawingmetoher,Ithoughtsheswayed,andasuddendizzinessseizedme.Thenshedrewawayabruptly,withalittlecry.Icouldn\'tbesureaboutthecry,whetherIhearditornot,anotewasstruckintheverydepthsofme. \"Comeinagain,\"shesaid,\"wheneveryou\'renottoobusy.\"AndaminutelaterIfoundmyselfonthestreet. ThiswasthebeginningofanewintimacywithNancy,resemblingtheoldintimacyyetdifferingfromit.TheemotionalnoteofourpartingontheoccasionIhavejustrelatedwasnotagainstruck,andwhenIwenteagerlytoseeheragainafewdayslaterIwasconsciousoflimitations,——nottooconscious:thefreedomsheofferedandwhichI gladlyacceptedwasalargefreedom,noramIquitesurethatevenI wouldhavewisheditlarger,thoughtherewerenaturallymomentswhenI thoughtso:whenIaskedmyselfwhatIdidwish,Ifoundnoanswer. ThoughIsometimeschafed,itwouldhavebeenabsurdofmetoobjecttoacertaintimidityorcautionIbegantoperceiveinherthathadbeenabsentintheoldNancy;buttheoldNancyhadceasedtoexist,andhereinsteadwasahighlydeveloped,highlyspecializedcreatureinwhomI delighted;andaftertakingthoughtIwouldnothaverobbedheroffineacquiredattribute.Asshehadtrulyobserved,wewerebothconventional;conventionalitywaspartofthepricewehadwillinglypaidformembershipinthatrarerworldwehadbothachieved.Itwasaworld,tobesure,inwhichwewererapidlylearningtotakethelawintoourownhandswithoutseemingtodefyit,inorderthatthefearofitmightremaininthoselessfortunatelyplacedandendowed:wehadbegunwiththeappropriationofthematerialpropertyofourfellow-citizens,whichwetooklegally;fromthispointitwas,ofcourse,merelyalogicalsteptotake——legally,tooothergentlemen\'shumanproperty——theirwives,inshort:themoreprogressiveEasthadsetusourexample,butasyetwehadbeencharytofollowit. Aboutthistimerebelliousvoiceswerebeginningtomakethemselvesheardintheliterarywildernessproclaimingliberty——libertyofthesexes. TherewereRussiannovelsandFrenchnovels,andpioneerEnglishnovelspreachinglibertywithNietzscheanstridency,ortakingitforgranted. IpickedtheseuponNancy\'stable. \"Readingthem?\"shesaid,inanswertomyquery.\"OfcourseI\'mreadingthem.Iwanttoknowwhatthesecleverpeoplearethinking,evenifI don\'talwaysagreewiththem,andyououghttoreadthemtoo.It\'squitetruewhatforeignerssayaboutourmen,——thattheyliveinagroove,thattheyhaven\'tanyrangeofconversation.\" \"I\'mquitewillingtobeeducated,\"Ireplied.\"Ihaven\'tadoubtthatI needit.\" Shewasleaningbackinherchair,herhandsbehindherhead,aposturesheoftenassumed.Shelookedupatmeamusedly. \"I\'llacknowledgethatyou\'remoreteachablethanmostofthem,\"shesaid.\"Doyouknow,Hugh,sometimesyoupuzzlemegreatly.Whenyouarehereandwe\'retalkingtogetherIcanneverthinkofyouasyouareoutintheworld,fightingforpower——andgettingit.Isupposeit\'spartofyourcharm,thatthereisthatsideofyou,butIneverconsciouslyrealizeit.You\'rewhattheycalladualpersonality.\" \"That\'saprettyhardname!\"Iexclaimed. Shelaughed. \"Ican\'thelpit——youare.Oh,notdisagreeablyso,quitenormally—— that\'stheoddthingaboutyou.SometimesIbelievethatyouweremadeforsomethingdifferent,thatinspiteofyoursuccessyouhavemissedyour\'metier.\'\" \"WhatoughtItohavebeen?\" \"HowcanItell?AGoethe,perhaps——aGoethesmotheredbyatwentieth- centuryenvironment.Yourloveofadventureisn\'tdead,it\'sbeenmerelymisdirected,realadventure,Imean,forthfaring,strayingintounknownpaths.Perhapsyouhaven\'tyetfoundyourself.\" \"Howuncanny!\"Isaid,stirredandstartled. \"Youhaveatasteforliterature,youknow,thoughyou\'veburiedit. GivemeTurgeniev.We\'llbeginwithhim\" Herreadingandthetalksthatfolloweditwereexciting,amazinglystimulatingOnceNancygavemeanamusingaccountofadebatewhichhadtakenplaceinthenewlyorganizedwoman\'sdiscussionclubtowhichshebelongedoveraratherdaringbookbyanEnglishnovelist.Mrs. Dickinsonhadrevolted. \"No,shewasn\'treallyshocked,notinthewayshethoughtshewas,\"saidNancy,inanswertoaqueryofmine. \"Howwassheshocked,then?\" \"AsyouandIareshocked.\" \"ButI\'mnotshocked,\"Iprotested. \"Oh,yes,youare,andsoamI——notonthemoralside,norisitthemoralaspectthattroublesLulaDickinson.Shethinksit\'sthemoralaspect,butit\'sreallytherevolutionaryaspect,themenacetothosepreciousinstitutionsfromwhichwederiveourprivilegesandcomforts.\" Iconsideredthis,andlaughed. \"What\'stheuseofbeingahumbugaboutit,\"saidNancy. \"Butyou\'retalkinglikearevolutionary,\"Isaid. \"Imaybetalkinglikeone,butI\'mnotone.Ioncehadthemakingsofone——ofagoodone,——a\'proper\'one,astheEnglishwouldsay.\"Shesighed. \"Youregretit?\"Iaskedcuriously. \"OfcourseIregretit!\"shecried.\"Whatwomanworthhersaltdoesn\'tregretit,doesn\'twanttolive,evenifshehastosufferforit?Andthosepeople——therevolutionaries,Imean,therebels——theylive,they\'retheonlyoneswhodolive.Therestofusdegenerateinapainlessparalysiswethinkofaspleasure.Lookatme!I\'mincapableofcommittingasingleoriginalact,eventhoughImightconceiveone. Well,therewasatimewhenIshouldhavebeenequaltoanythingandwouldn\'thavecareda——adamn.\" Ibelievedher IfellintothehabitofdroppinginonNancyatleasttwiceaweekonmywayfromtheoffice,andImetheroccasionallyatotherhouses.IdidnottellMaudeofthatfirstimpulsivevisit;butoneeveningafewweekslatersheaskedmewhereIhadbeen,andwhenItoldhershemadenocomment.Icamepresentlytotheconclusionthatthisrenewedintimacydidnottroubleher——whichwaswhatIwishedtobelieve.OfcourseIhadgonetoNancyforastimulationIfailedtogetathome,anditisthemoreextraordinary,therefore,thatIdidnotbecomemorediscontentedandrestless:IsupposethiswasbecauseIhadgrowntoregardmarriageasmostoftheworldregardedit,assomethinginevitableandhumdrum,asakindofhabititisuselesstotrytoshakeoff.ButlifeissofullofcomplexitiesandanomaliesthatIstillhadarealaffectionforMaude,andIlikedherthemorebecauseshedidn\'texpecttoomuchofme,andbecauseshedidn\'tcomplainofmyfriendshipwithNancyalthoughI shouldvehementlyhavedeniedtherewasanythingtocomplainof.I respectedMaude.Ifshewasnotasquaw,sheperformedreligiouslythetraditionalsquawduties,andmademecomfortable:andthefactthatwelivedseparatementalexistencesdidnottroublemebecauseIneverthoughtofhers——oreventhatshehadone.Shehadthechildren,andtheyseemedtosuffice.Sheneverrenewedherappealformyconfidence,andIforgotthatshehadmadeit. NeverthelessIalwaysfeltatugatmyheartstringswhenJunecamearoundanditwastimeforherandthechildrentogotoMattapoisettforthesummer;whenIaccompaniedthem,ontheeveningoftheirdeparture,tothesmoky,noisystationandsawdepositedinthesleeping-cartheirluggageandshawlsandbundles.TheyalwaystooktheeveningtraintoBoston;itwasthebest.TomandSusanwereinvariablytherewithcandyandtoystoseethemoff——ifSusanandherchildrenhadnotalreadygone—— andatsuchmomentsmyheartwarmedtoTom.AndIwasastonishedasI clungtoMatthewandMoretonandlittleBiddyattheaffectionthatwelledupwithinme,saddenedwhenIkissedMaudegood-bye.Shetoowassad,andalwaysseemedtofeelcompunctionsfordesertingme. \"Ifeelsoselfishinleavingyouallalone!\"shewouldsay.\"Ifitweren\'tforthechildren——theyneedtheseaair.ButIknowyoudon\'tmissmeasImissyou.Amandoesn\'t,IsupposePleasedon\'tworksohard,andpromisemeyou\'llcomeonandstayalongtime.Youcanifyouwantto.Weshan\'tstarve.\"Shesmiled.\"Thatniceroom,whichisyours,atthesoutheastcorner,isalwayswaitingforyou.Andyoudolikethesea,andseeingthesail-boatsinthemorning.\" Ifeltanemptinesswhenthetrainpulledout.Ididlovemyfamily,afterall!Iwouldgobacktothedesertedhouse,andIcouldnotbeartolookinatthenurserydoor,atthelittlebedswithcoversflungoverthem.Whycouldn\'tIappreciatethesejoyswhenIhadthem? Oneevening,aswewenthomeinanopenstreet-cartogether,aftersuchadeparture,Tomblurtedout:—— \"Hugh,IbelieveIcareforyourfamilyasmuchasformyown.Ioftenwonderifyourealizehowwonderfulthesechildrenare!Myboysarejustplainruffians——althoughIthinkthey\'reprettydecentruffians,butMatthewhasamind——he\'sthoughtful——andanimagination.He\'llmakeanameforhimselfsomedayifhe\'ssteeredproperlyandallowedtodevelopnaturally.Moreton\'smorelikemyboys.AndasforChickabiddy!——\" wordsfailedhim. Iputmyhandonhisknee.IactuallylovedhimagainasIhadlovedandyearnedforhimasachild,——hewassohuman,sodependable.Andwhycouldn\'tthisfeelinglast?Hedisapproved——foolishly,Ithought——ofmyprofessionalcareer,andthiswasonlyoneofhislimitations.ButI knewthathewasloyal.Whyhadn\'tIbeenabletobreatheandbereasonablyhappyinthatatmosphereoffriendshipandloveinwhichIhadbeenplaced——orratherinwhichIhadplacedmyself?BeforethesummerwasadayortwoolderIhadgrownaccustomedtobeingalone,andenjoyedtheliberty;andwhenMaudeandthechildrenreturnedintheautumn,similarly,ittookmesomedaystogetusedtotherestrictionsimposedbyahousehold.Iruntheriskofshockingthosewhoreadthisbydeclaringthatifmyfamilyhadbeentakenpermanentlyoutofmylife,Ishouldnotlonghavemissedthem.Butonthewhole,inthoseyearsmymarriagerelationmightbecalledanegativeone.Thereweremoments,asIhavedescribed,whenIwarmedtoMaude,momentswhenIfeltsomethingakintoaviolentantagonismarousedbylittlemannerismsandtricksshehad.Thefactthatwegotalongaswellaswedidwasprobablyduetotheorthodoxteachingwithwhichwehadbeeninoculated,——totheeffectthatmatrimonywasamoraltrial,ashaking-downprocess.Butmoraltrialswereceasingtoappealtopeople,andmoreandmoreofthemwererefusingtobeshakendown.Wedidn\'tcuttheGordianknot,butwemanagedtoloosenitconsiderably. IhavespokenofanewspeciesoftitanswhoinhabitedthegiantbuildingsinWallStreet,NewYork,andfoughtamongthemselvesforpossessionoftheUnitedStatesofAmerica.Itisinterestingtonotethatinthesestrugglesacertainchivalrywasobservedamongthecombatants,nomatterhowbittertherivalry:forinstance,itwasdeemedverybadformforoneofthegroupsofcombatantstotakethepublicintotheirconfidence;citieswereupsetandstirredtothecorebytheseconflicts,andthecitizensneverknewwhowasdoingthefighting,butimaginedthatsomeburningissuewasatstakethatconcernedthem.Asamatteroffacttheissuealwaysdidconcernthem,butnotinthewaytheysupposed. Gradually,outofthechaoticmeleeinwhichthesetitanswereengagedhademergedonegroupmorepowerfulthantherestandmorerespectable,whoseleaderwasthePersonalitytowhomIhavebeforereferred.HeandhisgrouphadmanagedtogaincontrolofcertainconservativefortressesinvariouscitiessuchastheCornNationalBankandtheAshuelaTelephoneCompany——tomentiontwoofmany:AdolfSchererwashisally,andtheBoyneIronWorks,Limited,wassoontobemergedbyhimintoagreatercorporationstill.LeonardDickinsonmightbecalledhislocalgovernor-general.Wemannedtheparapetsandkeptourearsconstantlytothegroundtolistenfortherumbleofattacks;butsometimestheyburstuponusfiercelyandsuddenly,withoutwarning.SuchwastheassaultontheAshuela,whichforyearshadexercisedanapparentlysecuremonopolyofthecity\'stelephoneservice,whichhadbeenabletoignorewithcomplacencytheshrillestprotestsofunreasonablesubscribers.ThroughthePilotitwasannouncedtothepublicthatcertainbenevolent\"Easterncapitalists\"werereadytorescuethemfromtheirthraldomifthecitywouldgrantthemafranchise.Mr.Lawler,thedisinterestednessofwhosenewspapercouldnotbedoubted,fannedtheflamedaybyday,senthisreportersaboutthecitygatheringinstancesofthehaughtyneglectoftheAshuela,proclaimingitsinstrumentsantiquatedcomparedwiththoseusedinmoreprogressivecities,ascomparedwiththeverylatestinventionswhichtheAutomaticCompanywasreadytoinstallprovidedtheycouldgettheirfranchise.Andtheprices!These,too,wouldfall—— undercompetition.Itwasaclevercampaign.Ifthecitywouldgivethemafranchise,thatAutomaticCompany——sowellnamed!wouldprovideautomaticinstruments.Eachsubscriber,bymeansofanumericaldisk,couldcallupanyother,subscriber;therewouldbenocentraloperator,nolistening,notappingofwires;thenumberofcallswouldbeunlimited.AsaproofoftheconfidenceoftheseEasterngentlemeninourcity,theywerewillingtospendfivemillions,andpresentmorethansixhundredtelephonesfreetothecitydepartments!Whatwasfairer,moregenerousthanthis!Therecouldbenodoubtthatpopularenthusiasmwasenlistedinbehalfofthe\"EasternCapitalists,\"whoweremadetoappearinthelightofCrusadersreadytorescueagroaningpeoplefromthethrallofmonopoly.Theexcitementapproachedthatofapresidentialelection,andbecamethedominanttopicatquick-lunchcountersandinstreet-cars.Cheapandefficientservice!DownwiththeBastilleofmonopoly! AscounselfortheAshuela,Mr.Ogilvysentforme,andbycertainsecretconduitsofinformationatmydisposalIwasnotlongindiscoveringthedisquietingfactthataMr.Orthwein,whowasdescribedasagentlemanwithfatfingersandaplausiblemanner,hadbeenintownforaweekandhadbeentwiceseenenteringandemergingfromMonahan\'ssaloon.Inshort,Mr.Jasonhadalreadybeen\"seen.\"NeverthelessIwenttohimmyself,tofindhimforthefirsttimeinmyexperienceabsolutelynon- committal. \"What\'stheAshuelawillingtodo?\"hedemanded. Imentionedasum,andheshookhishead.Imentionedanother,andstillheshookhishead. \"Come\'roundagain,\"hesaid IwascompelledtoreportthisalarmingsituationtoOgilvyandDickinsonandafewchosenmembersofapanickyboardofdirectors. \"It\'sthatdamnedGranniscrowd,\"saidDickinson,mentioninganaggressivegentlemanwhohadmigratedfromChicagotoWallStreetsomefiveyearsbeforeinapinkcollar. \"Butwhat\'stobedone?\"demandedOgilvy,playingnervouslywithagoldpencilonthepolishedtable.HewasoneofthoseAmericanswhoinacommercialatmospherebecomeprematurelywhite,andtodayhisboyish,smooth-shavenfacewasalmostasdevoidofcolourashishair.EvenLeonardDickinsonshowedanxiety,whichwasunusualforhim. \"You\'vegottofixit,Hugh,\"hesaid. Ididnotseemyway,butIhadlongagolearnedtoassumetheunruffledairandjudicialmannerofspeakingthatinspiresthelaymanwithalmostsuperstitiousconfidenceinthelawyer \"We\'llfindawayout,\"Isaid. Mr.Jason,ofcourse,heldthekeytothesituation,andjusthowIwastogetaroundhimwasproblematical.Inthemeantimetherewasthepublic:topermittheotherfellowtocapturethatwastobelackinginordinaryprudence;ifitsvotescountedfornothing,itssavingsweredesirable;anditwasfastgettingintoastateofoutrageagainstmonopoly.ThechivalryoffinancedidnotpermitofarevelationthatMr.GrannisandhisbuccaneerswerebehindtheAutomatic,butitwaspossibletodirectandstrengthenthebackfirewhichtheEraandotherconservativenewspapershadalreadybegun.Mr.TallantfordelicatereasonsbeingpersonanongrataattheBoyneClub,despitethefactthathehadsomanyfriendsthere,wemetforlunchinaprivateroomatthenewhotel,andaswesippedourcoffeeandsmokedourcigarsweplannedaseriesofeditorialsandarticlesthatdulyappeared.Theymadeastrongappealtotheloyaltyofourcitizenstostandbythehomecompanyandhomecapitalthathadtakengenerousriskstogivethemserviceatatimewhenthefutureofthetelephonebusinesswasbynomeansassured;theybelittledthechargesmadebyirresponsibleandinterested\"parties,\"andfinallypointedout,notwithouteffect,thatonelogicalconsequenceofhavingtwotelephonecompanieswouldbetocompelsubscribersinself- defencetoinstalltwotelephonesinsteadofone.Andwherewasthesavinginthat? \"Say,Paret,\"saidJudahB.whenwehadfinishedourlabours;\"ifyouevergetsickofthelaw,I\'llgiveyouajobontheEra\'sstaff.Thisisfine,thewayyouputit.It\'lldoalotofgood,buthowinhellareyougoingtohandleJudd?\" Forthreedaystheinspirationwaswithheld.Andthen,asIwasstrollingdownBoyneStreetafterlunchgazingintothestorewindowsitcamesuddenly,withoutwarning.Likemostinspirationsworthanything,itwasverysimple.WithinhalfanhourIhadreachedMonahan\'ssaloonandfoundMr.Jasonoutofbed,butstillinhisbedroom,seatedmeditativelyatthewindowthatlookedoverthealley. \"YouknowthecrowdinNewYorkbehindthisAutomaticcompanyaswellasIdo,Jason,\"Isaid.\"Whydoyouwanttodealwiththemwhenwe\'vealwaysbeenstraightwithyou,whenwe\'rereadytomeetthemandgoonebetter?Nameyourprice.\" \"SupposeIdo——whatthen,\"hereplied.\"Thisthing\'sgoneprettyfar. Underthatdamnednewcharterthefranchisehasgottobebidfor——hasn\'tit?Andthepeoplewantthiscompany.There\'llbeahowlfromoneendofthistowntotheotherifwethrow\'emdown.\" \"We\'lllookoutforthepublic,\"Iassuredhim,smiling. \"Well,\"hesaid,withoneofhisglancesthatwerelikeflashes,\"whatyougotupyoursleeve?\" \"Supposeanothertelephonecompanystepsin,andbidsalittlehigherforthefranchise.Thatrelieves,youraldermenofallresponsibility,doesn\'tit?\"