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类别:其他 作者:HardPress, Swinburne Algernon字数:8056更新时间:18/12/13 13:45:46
InHarbourTheWayoftheWindHadIWistRecollectionsTimeandLifeADialoguePlusUltraADeadFriendPastDaysAutumnandWinterTheDeathofRichardWagnerTwopreludesLohengrinTristanundIsoldeTheLuteandtheLyrePlusIntraChangeABaby\'sDeathOneofTwainDeathandBirthBirthandDeathBenedictionEtudeRealisteBabyhoodFirstFootstepsANinthBirthdayNotaChildToDoraDorianTheRoundelAtSeaWastedLoveBeforeSunsetASingingLessonFlower-piecesLoveLiesBleedingLoveinaMistThreefacesVentimigliaGenoaVeniceErosSorrowSleepOnanOldRoundelALandscapebyCourbetAFlower-piecebyFantinANight-piecebyMilletMarzoPazzoDeadLoveDiscordConcordMourningAperotosErosToCatullusInsularumOcelle\' InSarkInGuernseyEnvoiDEDICATION TOCHRISTINAG.ROSSETTI Songslightasthesemaysound,thoughdeepandstrongTheheartspakethroughthem,scarceshouldhopetopleaseEarstunedtostrainsofloftierthoughtsthanthrongSongslightasthese. Yetgracemaysettheirsometimedoubtatease,NorneedtheirtoorashreverencefeartowrongTheshrineitservesatandthehopeitsees. ForchildlikelovesandlaughtersthenceprolongNotesthatbidenter,fearlessasthebreeze,Eventotheshrineofholiest-heartedsong,Songslightasthese. INHARBOUR I. GoodnightandgoodbyetothelifewhosesignsdenoteusAsmournersclothedwithregretforthelifegoneby; TothewatersofgloomwhencewindsofthedayspringfloatusGoodnightandgoodbye. Atimeisformourning,aseasonforgrieftosigh; Butwerewenotfoolsandblind,bydaytodevoteusAsthrallstothedarkness,unseenofthesundawn\'seye? WehavedrunkenofLetheatlength,wehaveeatenoflotus; Whathurtsitusherethatsorrowsarebornanddie? WehavesaidtothedreamthatcaressedandthedreadthatsmoteusGoodnightandgoodbye. II. Outsideoftheportyearemooredin,lyingClosefromthewindandateasefromthetide,Whatsoundscomeswelling,whatnotesfalldyingOutside? Theywillnotcease,theywillnotabide: VoicesofpresageindarknesscryingPassandreturnandrelapseaside. Yeseenot,buthearyenotwildwingsflyingTothefuturethatwakesfromthepastthatdied? Isgriefstillsleeping,isjoynotsighingOutside? THEWAYOFTHEWIND Thewind\'swayinthedeepsky\'shollowNonemaymeasure,asnonecansayHowtheheartinhershowstheswallowThewind\'sway. HopenorfearcanavailtostayWavesthatwhitenonwrecksthatwallow,Timesandseasonsthatwaneandslay. Lifeandlove,tillthestrongnightswallowThoughtandhopeandtheredlastray,SwimthewatersofyearsthatfollowThewind\'sway. \'HADIWIST\' HadIwist,whenlifewaslikeawarmwindplayingLightandloudthroughsundawnandthedew\'sbrighttrust,Howthetimeshouldcomeforheartstosighinsaying\'HadIwist\'- Surelynottheroses,laughingastheykissed,Notthelovelierlaughofseasinsunshineswaying,Shouldhaveluredmysoultolookthereonandlist. NowthewindislikeasoulcastoutandprayingVainly,prayersthatpiercenotearswhenheartsresist: Nowmineownsoulsighs,adriftaswindandstraying,\'HadIwist.\' RECOLLECTIONS I. Yearsuponyears,asacourseofcloudsthatthickenThrongingthewaysofthewindthatshiftsandveers,Pass,andtheflamesofrememberedfiresrequickenYearsuponyears. Surelythethoughtinaman\'shearthopesorfearsNowthatforgetfulnessneedsmustherehavestrickenAnguish,andsweetenedthesealed-upspringsoftears. Ah,butthestrengthofregretsthatstrainandsicken,Yearningforlovethattheveilofdeathendears,Slackensnotwingforthewingsofyearsthatquicken- Yearsuponyears. II. Yearsuponyears,andtheflameoflove\'shighaltarTremblesandsinks,andthesenseoflisteningearsHeedsnotthesoundthatitheardoflove\'sblithepsalterYearsuponyears. Onlythesenseofaheartthathearkenshears,Louderthandreamsthatassailanddoubtsthatpalter,Sorrowthatsleptandthatwakeseresundawnpeers. Wakes,thattheheartmaybehold,andyetnotfalter,Facesofchildrenasstarsunknownof,spheresSeenbutoflove,thatenduresthoughallthingsalter,Yearsuponyears. III. Yearsuponyears,asawatchbynightthatpasses,Pass,andthelightoftheireyesisfirethatsearsSlowlythehopesofthefruitthatlifeamassesYearsuponyears. PaleastheglimmerofstarsonmoorlandmeresLightentheshadowsreverberatefromtheglassesHeldintheirhandsastheypassamongtheirpeers. Lightsthatareshadows,asghostsongraveyardgrasses,Movingonpathsthatthemoonofmemorycheers,ShewbutasmistsovercloudymountainpassesYearsuponyears. TIMEANDLIFE I. Time,thynameissorrow,saysthestrickenHeartoflife,laidwastewithwastingflameErethechangeofthingsandthoughtsrequicken,Time,thyname. Girtaboutwithshadow,blindandlame,GhostsofthingsthatsmiteandthoughtsthatsickenHuntandhoundtheedowntodeathandshame. EyesofhourswhosepaceshaltorquickenReadinbloodredlinesoflossandblame,Writwherecloudanddarknessrounditthicken,Time,thyname. II. Nay,butrestisbornofmeforhealing,-Somighthaplytime,withvoicereprest,Speak:isgriefthelastgiftofmydealing? Nay,butrest. Alltheworldiswearied,eastandwest,Tiredwithtoiltowatchtheslowsunwheeling,Twelveloudhoursoflife\'slaboriousquest. Eyesforspentwithvigil,faintandreeling,Findatlastmycomfort,andareblest,Notwithrapturouslightoflife\'srevealing- Nay,butrest. ADIALOGUE I. Death,ifthouwilt,fainwouldIpleadwiththee: Canstthounotspare,ofallourhopeshavebuilt,Oneshelterwhereourspiritsfainwouldbe,Death,ifthouwilt? Nodomewithsunsanddewsimpearledandgilt,Imperial:butsomeroofofwildwoodtree,Toomeanforsceptre\'sheftorswordblade\'shilt. Somelowsweetroofwherelovemightlive,setfreeFromchangeandfearanddreamsofgrieforguilt; Canstthounotleavelifeeventhusmuchtosee,Death,ifthouwilt? II. Man,whatartthoutospeakandpleadwithme? Whatknowestthouofmyworkings,whereandhowWhatthingsIfashion?Nay,beholdandsee,Man,whatartthou? Thyfruitsoflife,andblossomsofthybough,Whataretheybutmyseedlings?EarthandseaBearnoughtbutwhenIbreatheonitmustbow. Bowthoutoodownbeforeme:thoughthoubeGreat,alltheprideshallfadefromoffthybrow,WhenTimeandstrongOblivionaskofthee,Man,whatartthou? III. Death,ifthoubeorbenot,aswassaid,Immortal;ifthoumakeusnought,orweSurvive:thypowerismadebutofourdread,Death,ifthoube. Thymightismadeoutofourfearofthee: Whofearstheenot,hathpluckedfromoffthineheadThecrownofcloudthatdarkensearthandsea. Earth,sea,andsky,asrainorvapourshed,Shallvanish;alltheshowsofthemshallflee: Thenshallweknowfullsurely,quickordead,Death,ifthoube. PLUSULTRA FarbeyondthesunriseandthesunsetrisesHeaven,withworldsonworldsthatlightenandrespond: Thoughtcanseenotthencethegoalofhope\'ssurmisesFarbeyond. NightanddayhavemadeaneverlastingbondEachwitheachtohideinyetmoredeepdisguisesTruth,tillsoulsofmenthatthirstfortruthdespond. Allthatmaninprideofspiritslightsorprizes,Allthedreamsthatmakehimfearful,fain,orfond,Fadeatforethought\'stouchoflife\'sunknownsurprisesFarbeyond. ADEADFRIEND I. Gone,Ogentleheartandtrue,Friendofhopesforegone,HopesandhopefuldayswithyouGone? DaysofoldthatshoneSawwhatnoneshallseeanew,Whenwegazedthereon. Soulasclearassunlitdew,Whysosoonpasson,ForthfromallwelovedandknewGone? II. Friendofmanyaseasonfled,WhatmaysorrowsendTowardtheenowfromlipsthatsaid\'Friend\'? SighsandsongstoblendPraisewithpainuncomfortedThoughthepraiseascend? Darknesshidesnodearerhead: WhyshoulddarknessendDaysosoon,OdearanddeadFriend? III. Dearindeath,thouhastthypartYetinlife,tocheerHeartsthatheldthygentleheartDear. TimeandchancemaysearHopewithgrief,anddeathmaypartHandfromhand\'sclasphere: Memory,blindwithtearsthatstart,SeesthrougheverytearAllthatmadethee,asthouart,Dear. IV. Trueandtender,single-souled,WhatshouldmemorydoWeepingo\'erthetrustweholdTrue? Knownandlovedoffew,Butofthese,thoughsmalltheirfold,Lovedhowwellwereyou! Change,thatmakesofnewthingsold,Leavesoneoldthingnew; Lovewhichpromisedtruth,andtoldTrue. V. Kindasheaven,whileearth\'scontrolStillhadleavetobindThee,thyheartwastowardman\'swholeKind. TheenoshadowsblindNow:thechangeofhoursthatrollLeavesthysleepbehind. Love,thathearsthydeath-belltollYet,maycalltomindScarceasoulasthysweetsoulKind. VI. Howshouldlife,Ofriend,forgetDeath,whoseguestartthou? Faithrespondstolove\'sregret,How? Still,forusthatbowSorrowing,still,thoughlifebeset,Shinesthybrightmildbrow. Yea,thoughdeathandthoubemet,LovemayfindtheenowStill,albeitweknownotyetHow. VII. Pastasmusicfades,thatshoneWhileitslifemightlast; Asasong-bird\'sshadowflownPast! Death\'sreverberateblastNowformusic\'slordhasblownWhomthyloveheldfast. Deadthyking,andvoidhisthrone: YetforgriefatlastLovemakesmusicofhisownPast. PASTDAYS I. Deadandgone,thedayswehadtogether,Shadow-strickenallthelightsthatshoneRoundthem,flownasfliestheblownfoam\'sfeather,Deadandgone. Wherewewent,wetwain,intimeforegone,Forthbylandandsea,andcarednotwhether,IfIgoagain,Igoalone. BoundamIwithtimeaswithatether; Theeperchancedeathleadsenfranchisedon,Farfromdeathlikelifeandchangefulweather,Deadandgone. II. Abovetheseaandsea-washedtownwedwelt,Wetwaintogether,twobriefsummers,freeFromheedofhoursaslightascloudsthatmeltAbovethesea. Freefromallheedofaughtatallwerewe,SavechanceofchangethatcloudsorsunbeamsdealtAndgleamofheaventowindwardortolee. TheNormandownswithbrightgreywavesforbeltWeremoreforusthaninlandwaysmightbe; AclearersenseofnearerheavenwasfeltAbovethesea. III. Cliffsanddownsandheadlandswhichtheforward-hastingFlightofdawnandeveempurplesandembrowns,Wingsofwildsea-windsandstormyseasonswastingCliffsanddowns,These,orevermanwas,were:thesameskyfrowns,Laughs,andlightens,asbeforehissoul,forecastingTimestobe,conceivedsuchhopesastimediscrowns. Thesewelovedofold:butnowformetheblastingBreathofdeathmakesdullthebrightsmallseawardtowns,ClotheswithhumanchangetheseallbuteverlastingCliffsanddowns. AUTUMNANDWINTER I. ThreemonthsbadewaneandwaxthewinteringmoonBetweentwodatesofdeath,whilemenwerefainYetofthelivinglightthatalltoosoonThreemonthsbadewane. Coldautumn,wanwithwrathofwindandrain,SawpassasoulsweetasthesovereigntuneThatdeathsmotesilentwhenhesmoteagain. Firstwentmyfriend,inlife\'smidlightofnoon,Wholovedthelordofmusic:thenthestrainWhenceearthwaskindledlikeasheaveninJuneThreemonthsbadewane. II. Aheraldsoulbeforeitsmaster\'sflyingTouchedbysomefewmoonsfirstthedarklinggoalWhereshadesroseuptogreettheshade,espyingAheraldsoul; Shadesofdeadlordsofmusic,whocontrolMenlivingbythemightofmenundying,Withstrengthofstrainsthatmakedelightofdole. Thedeepdensedustondeath\'sdimthresholdlyingTrembledwithsenseofkindlingsoundthatstoleThroughdarkness,andthenightgaveear,descryingAheraldsoul. III. Onewentbefore,oneafter,butsofastTheyseemgonehencetogether,fromtheshoreWhencewenowgaze:yeterethemightierpassedOnewentbefore; Onewhosewholeheartoflove,beingsetofyoreOnthathighjoywhichmusiclendsus,castLightroundhimforthofmusic\'sradiantstore. Thenwent,whileearthonwinterglaredaghast,Themortalgodheworshipped,throughthedoorWherethroughsolate,hislovertothelast,Onewentbefore. IV. AstarhadsetanhourbeforethesunSankfromtheskieswherethroughhisheart\'spulseyetThrillsaudibly:butfewtookheed,ornone,Astarhadset. Allheavenringsback,sonorouswithregret,Thedeepdirgeofthesunset:howshouldoneSoftstarbemissedinalltheconcoursemet? But,Osweetsingleheartwhoseworkisdone,Whosesongsaresilent,howshouldIforgetThaterethesunset\'sfierygoalwaswonAstarhadset? THEDEATHOFRICHARDWAGNER I. Mourningonearth,aswhendarkhoursdescend,Wide-wingedwithplagues,fromheaven;whenhopeandmirthWane,andnolipsrebukeorreprehendMourningonearth. Thesoulwhereinhersongsofdeathandbirth,Darknessandlight,werewonttosoundandblend,Nowsilent,leavesthewholeworldlessinworth. Windsthatmakemoanandtriumph,skiesthatbend,Thunders,andsoundoftidesingulfandfirth,Spakethroughhisspiritofspeech,whosedeathshouldsendMourningonearth. II. Theworld\'sgreatheart,whenceallthingsstrangeandrareTakeformandsound,thateachinseparatepartMaybearitsburdeninalltunedthoughtsthatshareTheworld\'sgreatheart- Thefountainforces,whencelikesteedsthatstartLeapforththepowersofearthandfireandair,Seasthatrevolveandriversthatdepart- Spake,andwereturnedtosong:yea,alltheywere,Withalltheirworks,foundinhismasteringartSpeechasofpowerswhoseutteredwordlaidbareTheworld\'sgreatheart. Fromthedepthsofthesea,fromthewellspringsofearth,fromthewastesofthemidmostnight,Fromthefountainsofdarknessandtempestandthunder,fromheightswherethesoulwouldbe,Thespellofthemageofmusicevokedtheirsense,asanunknownlightFromthedepthsofthesea. Asavisionofheavenfromthehollowsofocean,thatnonebutagodmightsee,Roseoutofthesilenceofthingsunknownofapresence,aform,amight,AndweheardasaprophetthathearsGod\'smessageagainsthim,andmaynotflee. Eyemightnotendureit,butearandheartwitharaptureofdarkdelight,Withaterrorandwonderwhosecorewasjoy,andapassionofthoughtsetfree,FeltinlytherisingofdoomdivineasasundawnrisentosightFromthedepthsofthesea. TWOPRELUDES I. LOHENGRIN Love,outofthedepthofthings,Asadewfallfeltfromabove,FromtheheavenwhenceonlyspringsLove,Love,heardfromtheheightsthereof,Thecloudsandthewatersprings,Drawscloseasthecloudsremove. Andthesoulinitspeaksandsings,Aswansweet-souledasadove,AnechothatonlyringsLove. II. TRISTANUNDISOLDE Fate,outofthedeepsea\'sgloom,Whenaman\'sheart\'spridegrowsgreat,AndnoughtseemsnowtoforedoomFate,Fate,ladenwithfearsinwait,Drawsclosethroughthecloudsthatloom,Tillthesoulsee,alltoolate,Moredarkthanadeadworld\'stomb,Morehighthanthesheerdawn\'sgate,Moredeepthanthewidesea\'swomb,Fate. THELUTEANDTHELYRE Deepdesire,thatpiercesheartandspirittotheroot,Findsreluctantvoiceinversethatyearnslikesoaringfire,TakesexultantvoicewhenmusicholdsinhighpursuitDeepdesire. Keenasburnsthepassionoftherosewhosebudsrespire,Strongasgrowstheyearningoftheblossomtowardthefruit,Soundsthesecrethalfunspokenerethedeeptonestire. Slowsubsidestherapturethatpossessedlove\'sflower-softlute,Slowthepalpitationofthetriumphofthelyre: Stillthesoulfeelsburn,aflameunslakedthoughthesebemute,Deepdesire. PLUSINTRA I. Soulwithinsense,immeasurable,obscure,Insepulchredanddeathless,throughthedenseDeepelementsmayscarcebefeltaspureSoulwithinsense. Fromdepthandheightbymeasurersleftimmense,Throughsoundandshapeandcolour,comestheunsureVagueutterance,fitfulwithsupremesuspense. Allthatmaypass,andallthatmustendure,Songspeaksnot,paintingshewsnot:moreintenseAndkeenthanthese,artwakeswithmusic\'slureSoulwithinsense. CHANGE Butnowlife\'sfacebeholdenSeemedbrightasheaven\'sbarebrowWithhopeofgiftswithholdenButnow. Fromtime\'sfull-floweringboughEachbudspakebloomtoemboldenLove\'sheart,andsealhisvow. Joy\'seyesgrewdeepwitholdenDreams,bornhewistnothow; Thought\'smeanestgarbwasgolden; Butnow! ABABY\'SDEATH I. AlittlesoulscarcefledgedforearthTakeswingwithheavenagainforgoalEvenwhilewehailedasfreshfrombirthAlittlesoul. Ourthoughtsringsadasbellsthattoll,Notknowingbeyondthisblindworld\'sgirthWhatthingsarewritinheaven\'sfullscroll. Ourfruitfulnessistherebutdearth,Andallthingsheldintime\'scontrolSeemthere,perchance,illdreams,notworthAlittlesoul. II. ThelittlefeetthatnevertrodEarth,neverstrayedinfieldorstreet,WhathandleadsupwardbacktoGodThelittlefeet? AroseinJune\'smosthoniedheat,Whenlifemakeskeenthekindlingsod,Wasnotsosoftandwarmandsweet. Theirpilgrimage\'speriodAfewswiftmoonshaveseencompleteSincemother\'shandsfirstclaspedandshodThelittlefeet. III. ThelittlehandsthatneversoughtEarth\'sprizes,worthlessallassands,Whatgifthasdeath,God\'sservant,broughtThelittlehands? Weask:butlove\'sselfsilentstands,Love,thatlendseyesandwingstothoughtTosearchwheredeath\'sdimheavenexpands. Erethis,perchance,thoughloveknownought,Flowersfillthem,growninlovelierlands,WherehandsofguidingangelscaughtThelittlehands. IV. ThelittleeyesthatneverknewLightotherthanofdawningskies,WhatnewlifenowlightsupanewThelittleeyes? WhoknowsbutontheirsleepmayriseSuchlightasneverheavenletthroughTolightenearthfromParadise? Nostorm,weknow,maychangetheblueSoftheaventhathaplydeathdescriesNotears,liketheseinours,bedewThelittleeyes. V. Waslifesostrange,sosadthesky,Sostraitthewideworld\'srange,HewouldnotstaytowonderwhyWaslifesostrange? Wasearth\'sfairhouseajoylessgrangeBesidethathouseonhighWhenceTimethatborehimfailedtoestrange? ThathereatoncehissoulputbyAllgiftsoftimeandchange,Andleftusheavierheartstosigh\'Waslifesostrange?\' VI. Angelbynamelovecalledhim,seeingsofairThesweetsmallframe; Meettobecalled,ifeverman\'schildwere,Angelbyname. Rose-brightandwarmfromheaven\'sownhearthecame,AndmightnotbearThecloudthatcoversearth\'swanfacewithshame. HislittlelightoflifewasalltoorareAndsoftaflame: HeavenyearnedforhimtillangelshailedhimthereAngelbyname. VII. ThesongthatsmileduponhisbirthdayhereWeepsonthegravethatholdshimundefiledWhoselossmakesbittererthanasoundlesstearThesongthatsmiled. HisnamecrownedoncethemightiesteverstyledSovereignofarts,andangel:fateandfearKnewthentheirmaster,andwerereconciled. ButwesawbornbeneathsometenderersphereMichael,anangelandalittlechild,WhoselossbowsdowntoweepuponhisbierThesongthatsmiled. ONEOFTWAIN I. Oneoftwain,twin-bornwithflowersthatwaken,Nowhathpassedfromsenseofsunandrain: Windfromofftheflower-crownedbranchhathshakenOneoftwain. Onetwinflowermustpass,andoneremain: One,thewordsaidsoothly,shallbetaken,Andanotherleft:candeathrefrain? Twoyearssincewaslove\'slightsongmistaken,Blessingthenbothblossoms,halfinvain? NightoutspeedinglighthathovertakenOneoftwain. II. Nightandlight?Othouofheartunwary,Love,whatknowestthouhereatallaright,Lured,abused,misledasmenbyfairyNightandlight? Haply,wherethineeyesbeholdbutnight,Softaso\'erherbabethesmileofMaryLightbreaksflowerwiseintonew-bornsight. Whatthoughnightoflighttotheebechary? Whatthoughstarsofhopelikeflowerstakeflight? Seestthouallthingshere,whereallseevaryNightandlight? DEATHANDBIRTH Deathandbirthshoulddwellnotneartogether: Wealthkeepshousenot,evenforshame,withdearth: FatedothilltolinkinonebrieftetherDeathandbirth. Harshtheyokethatbindsthem,strangethegirthSeemsthatgirdsthemeachwitheach:yetwhetherDeathbebest,whoknows,orlifeonearth?